Costco & Primark Shop, A Healing Cry, Cosy Bedtime Routine, Wedding Venue Chat & Dance Mum Life!VLOG
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- Опубліковано 7 жов 2023
- Super cosy, autumn homey days are my favourite. I loved also the mumsy moments, glad I could share the sad moment and links below! Ha!
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Hi, I'm Louise! I started this channel in 2010 after readers of my blog (called Sprinkle of Glitter) suggested I give UA-cam a try. I was instantly hooked and have found my happy place on here. I make videos about my day to day life, family travel or day trips, motherhood, plus size fashion and exciting work projects. Occasionally I have special guests too - friends, kittens or my sweet Daughters Darcy, 12 and Pearl, 5.
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Oh Louise we all wish we could give you a big collective hug right now 😢
We really do 💜 sending you so much love Louise 💖
Yes this is exactly what I came in the comments to say
I've just seen this today and as I'm watching I'm tearing up with Louise. I came here to say I wish I could give you a hug also. You are incredible for opening up and being honest with this person, Louise. People need to know. You are amazing, and you are right. It's not your dirty laundry. Sending you so many hugs 💗💖
My mother survived childhood abuse and she broke the cycle. She's been the kindest, most loving, most generous parent to me and my sister; we are truly blessed and I love her so much. I see the same happening with you. The bath time clip was so soothing, so healing, so gentle, and so indicative of the fact that you're giving your daughters a childhood brighter than your own. You're amazing, Louise. I'm so sorry for what you went through, but so proud of your recovery.
This comment means SUCH a lot to me and I'm SO glad your Mum broke the cycle, what an amazing woman xxx
@@Louisepentlandyou’re doing the same Louise! The strongest women 💜
How bloody dare people be cruel to others - losers!A lady once said to me ‚ hey, look on the bright side, they will be dead one day! RESULT👍lol
Massive hugs❤
Wow good for you. “It’s not my dirt” will stay with me, what wisdom xx
crying and clapping!@@Louisepentland
Wow! Little Louise would be so so proud of you not only sharing it with us but sharing it with someone who you knew was in her life! Forever proud of you Louise. All the things you are doing is really helping little Louise🩷
Stopped midway because I wanted to say how proud of you I am. I grew up in a home with an abusive parent so I know the effect it can have. You handle it so, so well. Way better than I do. Please don’t beat yourself up for the way you reacted. What you did is so brave and important.
Louise, thanks for sharing your vulnerability after your interaction with the person at Costco. It's really important and it's good you shared with both that person and with us. ❤ xx
“I came to Costco for pasta not PTSD” love it! You can make everyone laugh as we cry 😊
It's amazing to me to see that after all you went through as a child, you've grown into a beautiful, successful, sweet, caring woman and mother. She didn't win. You survived and have become the kind of mum your mother would have surely been to you. You deserve all the best ❤
As soon as you said, “this is not what this vlog is for” I found myself shouting - YES IT IS!! This is exactly what it’s for!! What a gift that we get to hold these tiny pieces of your story. Praying your strength to share might give hope or endurance to someone watching with a similar story or pain. And I’m thankful for the Mom it has helped you become. So thankful that if another kid at the girls’ school or dance schools was experiencing something similar they’d have a Mom like you to run to. I’m not thankful for your suffering, but so thankful to see what God has done with it ❤️
Thats a massive thing for you to do to someone you've not seen for years. You're such a strong inspirational woman. Sending you so much love ❤️
Had to stop part way through just to comment. You are such a brilliant, emotionally intelligent, empathetic person. You dealt with that situation so well both in the moment and afterwards. That includes everything that you described, the freezing up, the opening up, the shutting down afterwards and then crying whilst explaining it all perfectly. That is so important and so hard to do, and you did a fantastic job of it ALL. I found myself having a conversation with you (at the screen) whilst you were explaining it all wanting so much to reassure and encourage you as you went. You said you don’t know what this blog is for and who is to know that something like that would happen but this blog is now an amazing example for so many others as to how human it is to feel like this and totally understandable it is, but then also showing how to deal with it in a way that is helpful all whilst explaining and rationalising and reasoning with everything you were noticing about how you felt at the same time despite how overwhelming it can seem. You are a role model for so many for showing how you feel and how you dealt with it. So so very proud of you. ❤❤❤
This comment is everything to me, thank you xxx
That abuser does not get to go through life Scot free - she chose to abuse you and so you should tell everyone in the world.
Doing this is stopping other little ones being abused by her AND other children in general, people will hear your story and relate it to their situation and it will help.
Spread the word always, i’m so sorry it’s so hard but how brave and strong are you?
Year by year you are helping and even saving more children 😊❤
You're so right, healing is sometimes just as painful as the initial abuse. But it is an upwards trajectory. You should be so proud of yourself for facing such pain so bravely ❤
Being the size of a borrower inside someone´s pocket was actually one of my favourite childhood dreams because the idea of being protected felt so comforting! xx
I’m so so proud of you for your interaction outside CostCo. Being that vulnerable and brave is hard but you deserve to be able to talk about it! Re: your reaction and how you felt after, from a biological point of view your brain/nervous system was thrown right back to those memories and your brain doesn’t know the difference between if it’s happening or not, so your fight or flight system massively kicked in to protect which is why you felt so shaken and adrenaline-y. Its a completely normal reaction when you’re re-processing those kind of memories and feelings. It’s also so empowering to see you let yourself feel but also remind yourself that you’re safe now. Hope you’re feeling a little better these days💛
Oh Louise, you should be so proud of yourself. I can't imagine how hard that was. I am so glad Liam was there after x
We can see this was huge for you and you didn't hide! That is taking back control and standing up for little Louise. You did great and you are not alone ♥
You are so brave. It's difficult when people have no idea what closet monsters they associate with. The effects narcissistic abusers put people through are life-long and you never know when a memory could trigger. You did the right thing ❤️
Thank you for being so honest and raw, tears streaming down my face but it helps in some weird way to hear someone vocalising what I didn’t know I felt. I can’t imagine having to have a conversation with someone who knew my abuser (even saying that!), you did a very strong and empowering thing for yourself to speak up xx
I'm so grateful you've chosen to share your story. I've always felt that it connected with my experiences, but the mentions of animal trauma especially hit home. Thank you for your vulnerability, thank you for sharing and I wish you all the best with your journey 💓
I think it's good you told him. I was abused by a family member and it is such progress to not be keeping the secret anymore. If that guy was a decent kind person then he would be grateful that he knows who the person really is. I think I've learnt from telling different people that their response says more about them than it does about me.
Sobbing watching this, I’m so sorry you had to go through this. Childhood trauma can hit you at the strangest times. Every time I go back to where I grew up I feel drained when I get home because of trying to hold it together. Sending hugs xx
I can guarantee he thought about you all during his shop. And yes, this is what this blog is for. You're not alone. And look at how far you've come!! Be proud of that. ❤❤❤
Louise, thank you so much for being so vulnerable in sharing your experience. I found it so healing listening to you process that situation. Those incredibly wise words; 'it's not my dirt' will stay with me. The pain you've endured & are still healing from everyday is horrific, but i know in bravely sharing your story you will help so many.
Hugs always, please be SO PROUD of you xxx
Joining everyone else in saying I'm so proud of you Louise. Not only for how you handled the situation but also for sharing it. It was an important representation of such a real experience which spoke to me in my own trauma and I'm sure everyone else. You're so strong 💞
Louise I have never stopped a video to comment before but I was so moved by what you said and just so amazed by your grace and strength. You will help so many by sharing your story and your healing. Thank you ❤
as a fellow person with PTSD, I laughed OUT LOUDDDDD when you said "just wanted to go get my jumbo pack of pasta, not PTSD", because that just sums it up perfectly doesn't it 🥹 the possibility of being triggered anytime, anywhere 🫠 thanks for your vulnerability louise
I loved this blog Louise, just so homey and cosy. It was hard to see you so upset, especially when you spoke about your cats being harmed and having to watch 💔 but you are amazing for overcoming what you have gone through.
Louise, I’m so proud of you - I’ve been watching for years and years and I can really see your growth. To be able to stand tall from your trauma and say it as is - “abuse”! - takes real courage. Sending you big hugs xx
Oh Louise, I cried with you this vlog. You are such a beautiful, special, and relatable soul. You are one of the people who brings me the most comfort, and I want to say thank you for not only sharing your daily life, but sharing your deep feelings with us. You are so loved and appreciated.
Gavin and Stacey when Mick finds the dead body.
Anyways, thank you so much, Louise, for your sharing. I love your openness and vulnerability. You’re right that healing doesn’t always look pretty ❤️🩹 so proud of you ❤
Omg past Louise would be so so proud of you just telling that one person and I for one hope that gentleman goes back and tells every single person what that pathetic excuse of a woman did to you and you are also so brave just sharing that conversation with us you truly are an inspiration, massive hug from myself to you 🥰
Watching you brush Pearl’s hair made me feel extremely sad and joyous at the same time. Thinking of everything you were put through, and then seeing you w/ her makes me think about your breaking that generational trauma. 🌸🌞
Your gorgeous girls are so polite, they’re such a credit to you and your amazing parenting. You’re such a wonderful role model ❤️
Louise, thank you so much for your honesty and vulnerability. I haven't watched youtube much in the last while (work, life, blah blah) but I have followed you for years. Your experiences and effort to heal really resonates with me. You should be so proud of yourself for not owning other people's dirt. It is something I struggle with, and it's so refreshing to see someone bringing real and sometimes tough experiences to this space.
Thanks for telling your truth Louise, I'm a victim of my mother, she was a real sadistic sicko to me, so I believe you.
Louise I’m watching this on the train and trying not to cry. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us 🩷
Its insane how quickly trauma can sneak up on you OUT OF NOWHERE. Ive had a similar experience and it shook me so much, how much is still affected me after so many years and as an adult. Sending love.
"Healing doesn't always look that good, does it". Really so proud of you and in awe of you as a longterm watcher x
My heart broke for you as you went through telling this person the things that person did to you and your fur babies! Love you and you are a strong beautiful woman!💕💕
Stopped the vlog halfway to let you know how heard you are. How supported. How loved. You make such a difference in people's lives and the abuse you suffered does not define you. ❤
Hugs to you Louise. No one should have to go through that trauma. Especially a child. But you are right, it is healthy to get those sad emotions out.
Oh Louise I cried with you. Hearing about your cats was horrific, I can’t even begin to understand the trauma you have been through x but thank you for sharing it’s so important xx ❤
I’ve only just now stumbled onto this vlog, but I’m so glad I watched, because your decision to show us a vulnerable moment and explain some of what had happened really has put something into perspective for me. I very recently got out of an extremely abusive living situation with someone I thought was a dear friend (they disproved this the second I stopped being a doormat and finally stood up for myself) and your phrase “it’s not my dirt” really hit home for me.
It takes so much courage to talk about your trauma, no matter how long it’s been. Thank you for sharing, it’s truly going to help others going through a similar battle with heavy trauma. ❤
Louise you are changing lives every time you share your story ♥️
And you’re doing it for little louise ♥️
Good for you for telling him that. Holding your hand and having a cry with you, the stuff you’ve been through is exactly that, not your dirt. You’re a survivor xxx
So proud of you for sharing your difficult times Louise, you are so brave! Love the Sunday cosy videos as well xx
Louise, that was the bravest part of any vlog I have ever seen. Good for you. I’m glad you know it’s NOT your dirt. Much ❤🇨🇦
The vulnerability you’ve shown is so inspiring, everyone has really tender parts of themselves that stings whenever anything touches it and it’s so nice to see someone showing that part of themselves ❤ love always xo
My god, I actually adore you. You bring me so much light, I can't thank you enough for being THIS honest and true to yourself. I've been watching you from the VERY beginning and you're the only youtuber I've truly stuck with after all these years, because you're just so down to earth and just the bested egg
Oh Louise! Sending you so much love! You are so strong and inspiring. 🤍
You are so loved! I’m so sorry for the pain you carry but you are so strong and so glad you are continuing to heal. 💕💕💕
I just want to scoop you up in a massive hug 😘 Thank you for sharing your story and for being a strong female to look up to xxx
Louise that was so healing and emotional, you really are so comforting and making so many of us (and me) feel less alone and i’m so proud of you on your healing journey!!
The bathtime clip was just so wholesome. You’re an incredible mother Louise. Your beautiful girlies are so blessed to have you 🩷🩷
I was mowing my yard listening to your video. I stopped to give it my full attention when you were crying. I’m so sorry. I can’t imagine how up were treated. Hugs
You're so strong and you've come so far . You can tell the good change and healing you've gone through ! ❤
I like Liam even more now!! Oh Lou, we all really do want to just hug you. Those of us who also survived childhood abuse I think really understood what you were feeling in that moment. For me, EMDR has been hugely, hugely helpful. Whatever works for you, I hope you find it. You deserve everything beautiful and positive in your life with your gorgeous family xx
This brought me to tears. Thank you for sharing, Louise. You're so brave, strong and an amazing woman and mother
As a wedding aficionado I'm thrilled to hear that you are feeling the joy and excitement about the wedding. You (both) deserve a wonderful day of celebration
Oh louise I'm crying with you. You are so brave ❤️ little louise would be so proud of you . Lots of love xxx
Oh Louise! You are such a strong woman. You keep fighting and simultaneously motivating other people to stand up for themself❤️
You deserve every light and every little bit of love that comes your way. Thank you for bringing so much light to the Internet ❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing the power of releasing your truth and emotions rather than bottling it up ❤ also love a bit of shopping! xx
Louise I absolutely adore your strength!! Watching your videos has made me who i am today! Sending lots of love 💜💜 xx
Oh Louise, I'm crying with you.. So very proud of you! Much love to you and yours 💓
Louise you are so strong being able to speak about what you went through is incredible, you help millions of people, I am so proud of you and everything you share❤ we all love and care for you, love you❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing your healing journey wirh us, your honesty, vulnerability and showing people that its ok to feel trauma emotions and process them in a healthy way is so important ❤
I cried with you and for you Louise. I have so much love for you and anyone who is on a healing journey ❤❤❤❤
I so appreciate you sharing how you were feeling and that experience. It’s helped me to realize that even though we’re healing and the trauma may have happened a long time ago it can still hurt
You are such an inspiration- particularly to those of us survivors of abuse- thank you for your immense bravery and vulnerability xxx
I've watched you for years and every single time, I think how utterly amazing you are. 💖
You are an incredible woman, you were so brave and strong and should feel so proud of yourself. Thank you for sharing. Praying for you xx
Long time sprinklerino here. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability Louise. I was so incredibly impressed and proud of you and the huge amount of growth and healing you have done over these years. I definitely got teary listening to that part. Keep on keeping on ❤
So proud of how far you have come louise, you're a beautiful soul inside and out.
You're an incredible mummy to your girls and the hard work you have done to work on your trauma is so inspiring
Oh bless you Louise you're so brave speaking out i want to give you a huge hug xxx
My heart just aches for you Louise, wish I could give you a hug. Sending lots of love xxx
You're incredibly brave and strong for sharing your story. I think you should be so proud of yourself. 🧡
Sending you all the love! You're incredible and you haven't let such horrific experiences corrupt your character or spirit. You are such a strong person, your girls are so lucky to have you and couldn't have a better role model.
Sending you so much love Louise. I wanted to give you a massive hug when you were crying. Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable with us - it's really great to hear you are healing even though it doesn't always look pretty. And thank you for consistently being a cosy joyful online presence xx
I am so truly sorry for the pain you experienced Louise, and I admire you so much for sharing your healing with us. 'not my dirt' is a perspective I've never considered and absolutely love ❤️ xxxx
I don’t get the gnomes either!! And they seem to have taken over every holiday, I’ve seen Christmas gnomes, Halloween gnomes, Valentine’s Day gnomes, and Easter gnomes. I don’t love them for myself but wasn’t gonna yuck anyone else’s yum, but at this point it feels like an invasion that just doesn’t make sense😂
Oh Louise I’m so proud of you for leaving this in ❤ you’re amazing xxxx
Thankyou, for sharing so much 💓 and we are so proud of you for being so open...
Thank you for not filtering the life out of your videos I’m so proud of how far you have come and you owning your past is incredibly brave xxxx sending loads of love to you and your family ❤❤
You’re right, it’s not your dirt and you are the most wonderful human who brightens my day whenever I watch your videos 🤍
My heart broke for you Louise, sending you the biggest warmest hug ❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry you had to experience that encounter but I'm so proud of you Louise, you have come a long way on your recovery and healing journey. xxx
This just feels like old Louise vlogs, you seem so relaxed and it makes for such wholesome content. I am enjoying your videos more than ever before at the minute and I’ve watched since the Brit Crew days! Sending so much love for the vulnerability you’re showing and I’m so happy you have Liam to enjoy life with now! ❤️❤️❤️
Sending so many massive hugs Louise, you are so so very brave and I am so glad you can speak your experiences that shows just how far you’ve come. You are the very best egg ❤❤❤❤
Louise I can not thank you enough for being yourself and sharing your life with us. Seeing you being open about your abuse is really helping me heal with mine (on going). You give me so much hope that one day you can be better ❤
Louise, you are so brave to speak to us at such an upsetting moment! I'm so sorry for what you went through. I hope your event Sunday was a happy time! Have fun with your wedding planning.
Louis what you said is so profound and beautiful. I love watching you and that was so amazingly vulnerable.
Louise you’re a f***cking amazing beautiful human & mum to your kids. Such an inspiration with everything you’ve been through, thank you for making your videos 🤍
Lovey Louise, we all care about you so so much. So so proud of you. 💗
Oh louise, thank you for sharing this with us, you are so beyond strong!
Thank you for being so brave and vulnerable, sending hugs!!! I've been supporting your journey for a long time, and your heart/how you parent is an absolute shining example - you're loving, patient, imaginative, thoughtful, empathetic, resilient, honest, crafty, hilarious, spontaneous, etc! I wish you, Liam, Darcy, and Pearl all the best
This vlog was pure strength 💓 I'm hoping that she got her comeuppance in the end for everything she did to you! Sending you so much love Louise!! 💗xx
You are such a strong person and everything you do comes from the most genuine place. You cultivate such a friend-like bond with your audience and it's wonderful to be witness to it
What an amazing person you are Louise. Sending you so much love 😘😘😘