First Time Hearing Gasoline by I Prevail | Suicide Survivor Reacts

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  • @MentalAmanda
    @MentalAmanda  Рік тому +11

    💖Keep the mental health conversation going by sharing your story here in the comments. No matter where you are in your journey, you have a safe place here to share your struggles and accomplishments without judgment. This is how we shatter the mental health stigma.💖
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    • @maggot4life181
      @maggot4life181 Рік тому

      Thank you...for this review 🙏
      Theres many point of views of this song .....what we "burn" down can be so many things
      Bullies
      Pass addictions
      Abuse
      Etc
      So when we "burn" the shit down we ...we beat our demons 😈 "shadow's" that tell us we aren't worth anything but we are ....
      Thank you for your reviews
      Your a amzing person...keep it up

  • @martinfinn674
    @martinfinn674 Рік тому +13

    My whole family treated me like this!
    I disowned them all.

  • @donaldchapman4312
    @donaldchapman4312 Рік тому +15

    If this isn’t a infomercial for mosh pits I don’t know what is. I’m 40 now, so I don’t feel the need to get that aggression out, but several years ago this was my outlet at shows. You do come out feeling stronger, you take the hits and keep on moving.

  • @MTrefry2
    @MTrefry2 Рік тому +20

    Breaking down and Paranoid are incredible songs. Both extremely well done, and very relatable.

  • @bradjarman8721
    @bradjarman8721 Рік тому +23

    This is a fantastic song! I Prevail touch on some excellent points on mental health. "Paranoid" is another great song! "DOA" touches on violence in America.

  • @HenryProperCall911
    @HenryProperCall911 Рік тому +6

    The whole Trauma album is so worth it.It's the people's music.A lot of us see ourselves in these clips/songs.I Prevail stood up for the masses and fought for us.I love them for that.

  • @dizzysic2587
    @dizzysic2587 Рік тому +21

    Oh, dude.. I've been waiting for this. They've got so many great songs pertaining to mental health, very positive band.
    Btw.. I broke down into tears when I first watched this version of the music video long ago.. and I still use this song on my bad days.. trying to break myself free, phoenix from the ashes, motivation to wash the dishes lol.

  • @builtonstruggle1
    @builtonstruggle1 Рік тому +5

    I was abused by my dad's former fiancee by ways of beatings and punishment constantly so this hits home to me. I had enough one day and lashed out verbally at her and that was it and my dad had to break it off with her. Sucked in a way because we did have a nice home due to them both having good jobs, but I couldn't take the verbal and physical abuse anymore. I've heard this song before, but never seen the music video so I really get it now. Always been a fan of this band so if you react to more of them I'll gladly watch. Love your channel!

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  Рік тому +1

      Hope you know now that you never deserved that! You are lovable and worthy!

  • @crunchybaget5646
    @crunchybaget5646 Рік тому +2

    Bro Daz fucking nailed this role.

  • @M_Shredda
    @M_Shredda Рік тому +4

    I Prevail is so underrated. Their live presence is something many bigger bands fail to achieve. My suggestion is "Come and Get It," the song they ended the set I saw a few years back when they opened with A Day to Remember. I was drawn to the pit and I'm glad I did because it was the most humbling and together I've ever seen a pit. No one was out to hurt each other: it was just about getting those demons and traumas out, and it has one hell of a breakdown/chant which we all did.

  • @GreathSentina
    @GreathSentina Рік тому +4

    Breaking down by I Prevail! You were very brave to watch Gasoline as your first time hearing this band.

  • @Stefan_H.
    @Stefan_H. Рік тому +2

    Thank you, for beeing there for so many of us. You, @MentalAmanda, remember me where i don't want to be anymore. In this helpless, self destructing "figure", that only destroyes it self, over and over again. Hard words but i thank you, for showing me, how i was back in the days and how i try never want to be, in the future. I'm a adult (father), raising my child, after a divorce the best way i can. It hurts myself but i will go through this personal hell for her. Huge thank you, for helping me, doing this.

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  Рік тому +2

      If you want to do what is best for her, show her that people CAN heal and that staying strong doesn't mean not showing emotion. You're a loving dad who is growing SO much. Keep fighting!

  • @rickysellstedt7395
    @rickysellstedt7395 Рік тому +1

    I love that you reacted to this. Its an amazing video and while i didnt go through this kind of trauma myself, my best friend in middle-school did.
    May she rest in peace.

  • @GMdelsXT9
    @GMdelsXT9 Рік тому +2

    I have listened to a fair of songs involving depression, suicide, paranoia and the like where they're mostly soft and somber songs just to help ease the pain we go through. I Prevail's Gasoline is unique in that it's loud and aggressive and it brings us to let loose because we've decided "enough, is enough" almost like suppressing your emotions, there is just so much you can take, until you explode! That's why I love this song.

  • @jaybarbieri8619
    @jaybarbieri8619 Рік тому +2

    I dealt with physical and mental abuse for a very long time. This was such a satisfying video the first time I saw it

  • @Jordan-1007
    @Jordan-1007 Рік тому +3

    This is one of my favorite reactions from you so far.

  • @retonito92
    @retonito92 Рік тому +1

    Breaking down is one of my favorite songs from them and the video hits hard as well. It’s helped me literally at times when I’ve like I’ve been breaking down in certain situations.

  • @goonbob27
    @goonbob27 Рік тому +1

    Great reaction! Love this band and song, def would like to see more of them on your channel, a lot of their lyrics fit your channel well!

  • @martinfinn674
    @martinfinn674 Рік тому +1

    I love you for showing this.
    I love you xoxoxo

  • @Coops1865
    @Coops1865 Рік тому +2

    I went through the whole video thinking your channel was ‘Metal Amanda’ and was surprised at how deep your reaction was and how little it was about the actual song. I was also thinking it was an odd song choice given the video’s stop start nature.
    Now that I’ve realised what this channel is about it makes so much more sense!! 😂
    Keep up the good work. Brilliant stuff.👏🏼

  • @flyboy5713
    @flyboy5713 4 місяці тому

    I love I Prevail and this was also my first time watching the video and as a metalhead this full video completely demonstrates my life, pain, and the way i have used music to endure it all and fight through it.

  • @ak2nda695
    @ak2nda695 Рік тому +5

    Great video Amanda!
    I didn't suffer from abuse thank God.
    I am still dealing with a relationship issue. Burn it all down is exactly what I need to do. It's just very hard to do when you think the world of someone and love them unconditionally.
    A while back I told her I am Forrest Gump and she is my Jenny.
    I have not contacted her in almost a month and I know she will never contact me. I'm trying to totally flush her down the memory hole.

  • @JD-mo4fv
    @JD-mo4fv Рік тому +3

    Amanda glad you got to this and that you enjoyed it so much, I figured you would. Another killer reaction that sparks a great conversation and positive message of overcoming things in our lives

  • @martinfinn674
    @martinfinn674 Рік тому +1

    Amanda, a story of my life!

  • @DampLover
    @DampLover Рік тому +1

    My most played track every year since it was released. It's perfection!
    Best band in the world with such deep tracks.

  • @maggot4life181
    @maggot4life181 Рік тому +4

    Thank you...for this review 🙏
    Theres many point of views of this song .....what we "burn" down can be so many things
    Bullies
    Pass addictions
    Abuse
    Etc
    So when we "burn" the shit down we ...we beat our demons 😈 "shadow's" that tell us we aren't worth anything but we are ....
    Thank you for your reviews
    Your a amzing person...keep it up

  • @brandondoss1151
    @brandondoss1151 Рік тому

    Lol, Ioved how excited you got when the song started. I saw the mudvayne vidoes and now can't stop watching...

  • @hlshd
    @hlshd Рік тому +1

    Just found your channel, I hope you reacted to more of their songs, I'm about to check ☺️ also you earned a sub from me. I love this band 🤩 shout out to the actor who dropped the pizza, Daz Black, I discovered this band through him... Fun fact... At the moment of recording that video he was actually very hungry and he wanted to eat that pizza 🤣 he actually told the guy who was putting it on the floor "my man what's the pizza doing on the floor? I wanted to eat that!" The guy explained to him that they bought it for recording the video... To which he replied "ok, can I eat it after we finish recording?" 🤣🤣🤣

  • @cliffordbarnes1631
    @cliffordbarnes1631 Рік тому

    I have no diagnosis at the age of 64, I do however have indelible memories of having to wear long sleeves and full trousers in the heat of summer as a child to cover the bruises. Notes from my mother, who always watched but said nothing, saying that I was unable to participate in physical education.
    Finding this channel the other day totally by accident is bringing me understanding.
    If you know someone please point hem here. I have suffered 60 yrs alone and wish that on nobody!

  • @sephuris5555
    @sephuris5555 5 місяців тому

    Gasoline is one of my favorites tracks growing up in physically and verbally abuse home because of my old man drinkin' i gravitated to the mosh pits, and aggressive sports.

  • @karljensen6768
    @karljensen6768 Рік тому +2

    I am mesmorised( i hope i make sence)
    by the HUGE amount of insight you have 🤗🤗
    I can only remotely try to understand what you have been through, to have this great perspektive on those matters 😱😱
    I really opened my eyes to what and who you are, as a human being , by your understanding of Nightwish their Poet and the pendulum 🥰🥰
    Great and deeeeeeep reaction, to me at least 🤗🤗
    Have a great day Amanda 🥰

  • @benniecastellano5377
    @benniecastellano5377 Рік тому

    I just went on a search to find peoples reaction to music like this because I love it and in its chaos it brings me peace...
    But I absolutely love what you've done here and defintely earned a subscribe and bell click

  • @natebullis353
    @natebullis353 Рік тому

    Their new album JUST came out and you need to hear Deep End YESTERDAY

  • @justsomeawesomeperson6396
    @justsomeawesomeperson6396 Рік тому

    My childhood was pretty complex with abuse. Not really physical abuse though. My stepmother tried that, but I ended up winning that fight. Just a lot of other shit. But I really enjoy that i’m now successful in life, and every time i run into her, it’s really noticeable that she hates that. It feels like revenge without really doing anything for it. I’m really glad that woman is out of my family, so we can all be a lot closer again.

  • @davidward9737
    @davidward9737 Рік тому

    I need my buddy. Just to talk, I trust you because your putting it out there.

  • @martinfinn674
    @martinfinn674 Рік тому +1

    My diagnosis is complex PTSD.

  • @Cripj-mf7ld
    @Cripj-mf7ld Рік тому

    this is one of my favorite bands I love their song crossroads

  • @dako6082
    @dako6082 Рік тому

    Their clean vocals singer Brian battles with depression, that's why a lot of the songs from "I Prevail" are about mental health. And the "screamer" Eric lost his best friend to suicide😢, while writing or touring "Trauma". There is a song called "Goodbye" dedicated to his friend on the record.
    I love their "Trauma" album, the name says everything about the lyrics in it. So if you are triggered by lyrics about mental health etc. I don't recommend it. But if you like to relate to the lyrics and like heavier music than it's the perfect album/band for you.
    Ps: in the music video of "Hurricane" you get a summary of most of the things they been through.

  • @martinfinn674
    @martinfinn674 Рік тому +1

    At 58, I find myself living to help others. As a result I end up just being used and abused...still!

    • @cliffordbarnes1631
      @cliffordbarnes1631 Рік тому +1

      Martin we could be brothers. I am here if you ever just need an ear!
      Be strong friend….

    • @martinfinn674
      @martinfinn674 Рік тому

      Clifford, I thought I had all this shit suppressed. I have tried to deal with it through seeing a Clinical Psychologist over many years. But the wall is paper thin.

    • @cliffordbarnes1631
      @cliffordbarnes1631 Рік тому +1

      @@martinfinn674 I understand completely what you are saying Martin. I was a big fan of suppression until Friday night when I got screwed over yet again by a “good friend “.
      I was ready to check out as my wall was on fire. I wanted some good music to be with me and for whatever reason when I hit play I got a reaction from Amanda!
      She thinks algorithm I think something else! Anyhow I am sharing with you and here if you need an ear.
      Be strong!

    • @martinfinn674
      @martinfinn674 Рік тому

      I am listening to Pink Floyd. Great Gig in the Sky. I find the vocalese is like crying.

    • @cliffordbarnes1631
      @cliffordbarnes1631 Рік тому +1

      @@martinfinn674 be strong my friend and let the music work!
      There are people here who care
      !

  • @nateaurand1601
    @nateaurand1601 Рік тому

    "Foreplay" to a song/music video... fantastic!

  • @redwingsfan-xw2ei
    @redwingsfan-xw2ei Рік тому

    I have watched A lot of IPrevail reactions to gasoline, but this one has really hit me the hardest….

  • @food223
    @food223 Рік тому

    There song breaking down is amazing both the song and the music video, they got some emotional songs

  • @DanVrse
    @DanVrse Рік тому

    You could try and getting into their newest song Bad Things, as it really portrays what someone has in their dark mind, and what they are thinking about bad things feels like therapy despite it harming them.

  • @boneless9305
    @boneless9305 Рік тому

    If you've never heard it and seen music video for it Breaking Down By them is super good and very emotional and just really captures depression very well

  • @Pototoes949
    @Pototoes949 2 місяці тому

    Playing this song in Beat Saber is something everyone should do, everyday.

  • @annuncirith
    @annuncirith Місяць тому

    The whole TRAUMA album got me through one of the worst times of my life, but Gasoline was my anthem for a bit - not for the burning bridges angle but more from a phoenix ideology, burn it all down but I'll rise after (even if it's just out of spite)

  • @dwaynegriffin1859
    @dwaynegriffin1859 Рік тому

    I saw the moment you fell in love..these guys are incredible!

  • @digitaldynamic3476
    @digitaldynamic3476 6 місяців тому

    If You haven’t heard it before “My Sweet Shadow “ by “In Flames” sounds like a song You might appreciate 😊

  • @goonbob27
    @goonbob27 Рік тому

    Paranoid, scars, breaking down, let me be sad, and rise above it I think you’ll like

  • @craigwilson9612
    @craigwilson9612 Рік тому

    Oh you definitely have to check out their 2 new songs “Body Bag” and “Bad Things”

  • @kalvaxus
    @kalvaxus 5 місяців тому

    You should check out "Breaking Down" by them

  • @Jordan-1007
    @Jordan-1007 Рік тому

    Love this reaction 5:55 ....

  • @martinfinn674
    @martinfinn674 Рік тому +1

    The demons never leave...

  • @jasonyankussr.6903
    @jasonyankussr.6903 Рік тому

    Speaking of back from the dead…. Check out Halestorm back from the dead. I haven’t seen the video yet but the song hits

  • @REXXltm14
    @REXXltm14 Рік тому

    Now I can't wait for you to listen to bad things and hurricane by I prevail

  • @anthonywilliams8849
    @anthonywilliams8849 Рік тому

    🌻

  • @Kris-wo4pj
    @Kris-wo4pj 8 місяців тому

    Probably wont see this. But if ya like something like this just as heavy if not heavier elements but lighter music wise. Id suggest mothica forever fifteen its about when she tried to commit and her thought process and what she wanted to say to her 15 yr old self if i remember correctly she did a seperate video explaining it in detail but alot of the details are in the music video as well. Theres also her video that got her famous enough to tour called vices. Id recommend the version where shes in her car driving around cuz it tells her life story.

  • @reyannward554
    @reyannward554 Рік тому

    Bow Down is a deep one as well

  • @ghostxgamplay1717
    @ghostxgamplay1717 Рік тому

    You should totally react to Dethrone by Bad Omens

  • @dizzysic2587
    @dizzysic2587 Рік тому +1

    They have too many songs to suggest listening to.. but..
    "Hurricane" (for a good example of who they are as people and a band)
    "Bow Down"
    "D.O.A. ft. Joyner Lucas"
    "Breaking Down"

  • @thursdayfivenine3106
    @thursdayfivenine3106 Рік тому

    Try Bow down, scars and bad things

  • @jeffcox8365
    @jeffcox8365 Рік тому

    I like too see what you think of three songs two from Ozzy Obourne Dairyof a madman and paicent number 9 and Shinedown daylight

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  Рік тому +1

      Here is my Diary of a Madman reaction!
      ua-cam.com/video/6LQsJszg5HI/v-deo.html

    • @jeffcox8365
      @jeffcox8365 Рік тому

      @@MentalAmanda I’m glad you enjoyed it. Ozzy has always been my favorite artist and his music helps me get through my day and help me calm down after a bad day..

  • @neilr769
    @neilr769 Рік тому

    If you want to hear a song about the horror’s of addiction then you should definitely check out Thunderhead by WASP. it’ll definitely open your eyes

  • @jared6763
    @jared6763 8 місяців тому

    Took me a minute at the begining to realize it was Daz.

  • @isogenect3288
    @isogenect3288 Рік тому

    This just reminds us that ANYONE can have 10 times worse life than us

  • @JohnDoe-gz8oj
    @JohnDoe-gz8oj Рік тому

    Not to air please n respect,
    Thank you for something in needed times . Thought until gasoline,but very intuitive.,.

  • @rudolphhci2973
    @rudolphhci2973 Рік тому

    You should listen Helvegen by Wardruna.
    Its song about death and moving on.
    Its name translates Way to Hel.
    Hel is realm of the dead in scandinavian mythology. Not to be mistaken for christian Hell.
    Actually any song from Wardruna iso worth reacting to 😁

  • @RyAnxiety1
    @RyAnxiety1 Рік тому

    Their new song Bad Things.

  • @shithead2207
    @shithead2207 Рік тому

    You should react to I apologise by five finger death pinch

  • @JohnDoe-gz8oj
    @JohnDoe-gz8oj Рік тому

    Fuckin right, great(!) reaction

  • @Calitony5150
    @Calitony5150 Рік тому

    I think uve done snuff before but u should check out the corey taylor acoustic version so good won't regret

  • @ransisua
    @ransisua Рік тому +3

    pearl jam jeremy, next

  • @limeros88
    @limeros88 Рік тому

    He choose fight instead of flight 🤘😎

  • @suzuki230
    @suzuki230 Рік тому

    Please check out I prevails song hurricane!!!

  • @jxnte9380
    @jxnte9380 Рік тому

    I think youd like to watch "The unguided - Heartseeker (Official Video)" small swedish band

  • @themtbdream3741
    @themtbdream3741 Рік тому

    Listen to neffex fight back and stay strong

  • @zacharybaese9029
    @zacharybaese9029 10 місяців тому

    Its nice to see a smart good looking woman listening to metal. There is a god lol metal gods thank you

  • @aale2809
    @aale2809 Рік тому

    You need to react to IPrevail DOA ft Joyner Lucas

  • @johndidorek6995
    @johndidorek6995 Рік тому

    Check out I Prevail - Breaking Down 👻

  • @dudestop1894
    @dudestop1894 Рік тому +1

    Is it a good idea to quit all my bad habits at once

    • @aaronschimmel2950
      @aaronschimmel2950 Рік тому +1

      This can actually be dangerous. Examine your bad habits and which are the most damaging and engrained. Focus on killing those first. It's a one step at a time process. No Ody heals in a day. As long as you are determined on letting go of these habits, you can do it. Give yourself time

    • @edwards.8758
      @edwards.8758 Рік тому +1

      I think it depends on the nature of the habit. Like Aaron said, I've read, quitting multiple addictive habits (smoking, drinking etc) at the same time can have physical and mental drawbacks. If you're talking about things like poor nutrition, lack of exercise, too much TV etc there is no reason, in my opinion, why you can't tackle multiple bad habits like that at once. I know I have. When in doubt ask your primary care physician. Good luck, dude!

    • @dudestop1894
      @dudestop1894 Рік тому +2

      Oh live in Wales 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿 so i don't really have a primary care physician your lucky here to speak to the receptionist because it's that bad my uncle died 4 months ago from a heart attack but the doctor said he was fine and he didn't want to be a nuisance my grany found him we had to move in with her because my uncle was her carer and we still haven't finished moving and we only lived up the road my mum has her own struggles and my auntie Glenn has had a fall this morning it's been a crap year

    • @dudestop1894
      @dudestop1894 Рік тому +2

      Thx you two

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  Рік тому +1

      I agree with Edward and Aaron. If it's lifestyle changes, do what feels most comfortable. If you're facing full blown addictions, triage them. Put too much on yourself and you can feel overwhelmed and the changes can be quite jarring, leading your efforts to backlashing and having the opposite of the desired effect.

  • @anikabacher3108
    @anikabacher3108 Рік тому

    Please react to breaking down or doa feat joyner lucas.
    Greetings From Austria

  • @marcosro5891
    @marcosro5891 Рік тому

    I prevail - breaking down , its about mental healthy , very personal of the singer, not the screamer .
    Another could be anxiety by B Mike...dont need to talk

  • @salazar1317
    @salazar1317 Рік тому

    Please react to infant annihilator

  • @MrRyanmc3
    @MrRyanmc3 Рік тому

    Should definitely check out Some Bring me the Horizon I'd suggest teardrops

  • @jasonbecknell23
    @jasonbecknell23 Рік тому

    Am I Inside (Alice in Chains)

  • @DeadReligion17
    @DeadReligion17 Рік тому

    ua-cam.com/video/6ZkI3ASz8Lg/v-deo.html here ya go ma'am!

  • @canobeans4u
    @canobeans4u Рік тому

    First of all. What is a "suicide" survivor? How the hell do you survive that!?

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  Рік тому

      You attempt and the attempt doesn't have the desired outcome.

  • @RomeoPlays17
    @RomeoPlays17 Рік тому

    Daz Games

  • @chandlerscheekjr6028
    @chandlerscheekjr6028 Рік тому

    Dare I say, now go get some sleep? ROFLMAO

  • @loeds
    @loeds 8 днів тому

    So... for the rest of your life you want to be a "suicide survivor"? Or will you eventually move on?

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  8 днів тому

      Many reactors have a perspective that they are coming from, such as vocal coach.
      The majority of the songs I react to have mental health themes and the description is to give viewers the perspective I will be reacting from right away. The point of the channel is to shatter the mental health stigma through conversation and give people a place to share their experiences and feel support.

  • @jackmorrison8269
    @jackmorrison8269 Рік тому

    Its good your expanding modern metal, which is usually crap, still waiting for Black Label Society!

  • @ashleymartin9656
    @ashleymartin9656 Рік тому

    A woman fir me

  • @martinfinn674
    @martinfinn674 Рік тому +1

    Shit. This is hard to watch.

  • @anthonyj.adventures9736
    @anthonyj.adventures9736 Рік тому

    Anthony J. Here. Forget the adventures and tacticaltony part i got
    A huge win for overall mental health. The city of Philadelphia PA foxnew29 had a segment just now on mental health in the new school year and they have a huge mental health protcol going into place across the city. It's beautiful that the city nicknamed "The city of brotherly love" gas excessive newschool years plan for mental health. and setting up all kinds of mental health wellness centers and alot of mental health workers are on board. And they even said "its to help break the stigma of mental health" to many teens are dieing and Philly is 1000% trying to have more people reach out about their metal issues and lessen teen suicides. Philly is making huge steps in finding a solution for mental health. Have a Good one everybody. You rock.
    As for me I and my mental health still homeless. Still 9years sober stilI alive but my mind is slipping further into darkness and though not skit-so-frantic I am hearing voices to give up or hurt myself so I am checking into a mental health retreat. I don't need educational counseling just need a break ya know. I'm Listening to some LP and TS. (Twisted sister) S.M.F for life play it loud mutha. Lol anyways I'll be back eventually. Love and best wishes Anthony J.