[Lyrics] Awake, I opened my eyes to see A hospital, so white and clean I was walking up to the roof, I think Then can't recall at all a single thing Held a hand for me, you were there I know, but couldn't reach The me that would fall down all the time But stand and reach my hand to see "Have you tried crossing over yet?" Ah wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there, you would care Making me aware Every scar, all the blood More and more, they're never done Not enough, not enough Ah wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die If I died, you would cry And I don't know why Every scar, all the blood More and more, they're never done Not enough, not enough When I forget you, I'm all alone without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know A dream, 'til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and I wanna live, wanna live Deep inside I've always been Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even then Where you are when I'm dead Ah wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there, you would care You know it really isn't fair Every time I forgot You remain inside my thoughts Not enough, not enough Ah wanna die, wanna die Wanna die, but I still couldn't die With you by my side Behind the days I spent alone, afraid Now you're here to stay Lalala lalala lalala lalala And the scars never fade Memories that replay Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day
I love how both sad and hopeful it is at the same time. The beginning makes it clear our singer was ready to off herself, just about to jump, but someone saved her. And the entire song is her questioning her own desire for death, because someone did care for her. She doesn't know why, she's confused as to why she can't let go, but it shows a reassessment of herself that can hopefully lead to her realizing she's worth something.
The deranged Sound is giving me a slight very comforting Ache in my ears and head. The Beat, beating as lights on the opposite sides on the screen so symmetrically is giving me a bit of confusion. I love it.
This is honestly fantastic, You've improved so much since the time you did the original cover. Can't wait to see your future uploads . . . also Quick! We need to hide this from the animators before its too late!
It's sad but can't you agree that most of her viewers came from watching the animations only otherwise we could have know that such a nice voice ever existed lime I did .
I love this and I wanted to tell you... I'd die of happiness if you ever do a new cover of Kokoronashi (Somehow) by Majiko!! Because I love the song and your old cover was soo damn good and I'd love to make animation to your cover! Would I be allowed to do that? With credit of course! ^^
@@duckynoodles3560 Yes exactly! ^^ I love how emotional the melody and lyrics are! And I found out the original is not by Majiko but instead made by papiyon and GUMI
Been a fan for years from the old Kagerou Project videos. Its insane how talented you are and this may be my favourite video yet. This sounds amazing, thanks for all of the amazing content!
Have you tried crossing over yet? I wanna die,WANNA DIE, but don’t really wanna die? Your were there, you would care, making me AWARE every scar, all the BLOOD more and more they’re NEVER DONE. NOT ENOUGH. not enough.
I do not have the words in my reasonably sizeable vocabulary to describe how this song makes me feel. It’s beautiful, just utterly beautiful. I just love this so much. “Mushrooms growing on my head” I love that line. Keep up the amazing work Juby!
I had this song come up on my TikTok remixed (without credit though) and I can safely say I love this much better!! Been on my mind recently after a few years and she happened to cover it again. This seems to happen with a lot of her covers, where I find or remember a song and suddenly I find Juby covering it, ahh-
I had this in my Apple Music library for awhile now and I love it! You and Master Andross did a great job! Can't wait to see what else you got in store. Keep being amazing, you two!
I listened for a very long time to this song cover by Juby when the song was very well known I do not remember how many hours I spent listening to it... I grew up and today I understand the words I mumbled when I was young Thanks Juby, honnestly you made my childhood and a safeplace for the young me
I can't believe that I am late to this masterpiece! This song is so good and I remember listening to your first version for soooooo long. Time yo listen to this version 24/7! 🤚😩💅
The first time I heard this song was a couple years back. It was probably one of the best songs I’ve listened to and still is. It may or may have not also have gotten me into Vocaloid
I personally like the original better, but thats only because when I first listened to it I was in a pretty low spot in life and it gave me the smallest bit of comfort. It wasnt much but it was what I needed to push through.
oooooo wow I remember when the first one came out and I loved it instantly now I can relate to it much more than before if juby sees this ily you made my day with this remix
Brings me back to years ago when I started cutting and wishing I was dead. The truth is I never wanted to die, I just wanted someone. If I died, my family would cry. Even though I have a loving family, it doesn't feel like theres enough love. This is my comfort song and it makes me really grateful to myself I'm still alive.
man, I love the phenomenal lyrics work, if you've not done so, you NEED to watch it on a computer, and turn on CC (and possibly select the right track)
It sounds like both a circus and a song that would play in a horror episode of a show or something...like honestly I would listen to just the instrumental tbh! I love your singing in this remix :)
I see this video, I squeal in excitement, and I click and play on loop for the next 8 hours - Thank you so much, I love this remix and Miss Wanna Die has always been one of my favorite songs : )
Your original cover was great, it made me love your work, but this is a testament to how far you've come as an vocalist. Everything sounds so much smoother, so much better. Idk if you just took the audio and remixed it from the original, or rerecorded but whatever you did made a difference and showed you've grown a lot. Good job, very proud. Edit: I see now that you did re record XD, remember to always read the description kids
i love this song so much and this remix goes so hard! i think the original sounded great but i love how well the remix captures your vocals! it's a shame i can't blast this without being sent to see a therapist, hopefully you release an instrumental soon!
i like the original song (the og cover lol), but something about making what sounds like quite an upbeat and cheerful remix to a song about suicide seems.. really off and weird to me imo.
its scary that this song got popular on tiktok because its about suicide and self harm so i wish everybody the best of luck with any depression or issues they are having, remember if your having a tough day just play some games or go outside for a walk or vibe to some music!!!
"If I die, you would cry and I don't know why" Years later this lyrics hits pretty hard.
😪
Ah yeah
what? why
I read that right when that part came on lmao
@@sleepywasstolen bc it will hit pretty hard
[Lyrics]
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you, I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand, so
don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
Lalala lalala lalala lalala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we
felt on that day
No need to give
@@wxnyoungluv actually as someone who likes to sing along I did need it so yes there’s a need for it
@@wxnyoungluv *I actually need it*
@@luvlykimmmysophinator5926 OK bye
@@exlli349 kk bye
The original English version is still good and all but I think this compliments your voice MUCH better 👏
HEAVILY agree! I think I much prefer this version. 💖
Truuuueee
I agree!
Movie/anime name??
@@Exalted-Beleth same
Ngl, I actually really like the Miss Wanna Die cover! One of my favorites. This just compliments it so much! Thank you juby
Ngl, Actually Really Like The Omega Flowey Wanna Die Cover One Of Nastya 's her Favourites This Just Copliments It So Much Thank You Juby!😄
This song always gets me in my feels, been listening to it a lot this year, that part where she sings "I wanna live" is the most relatable part to me
@@wxnyoungluv 😐
@@SaintIC what did she say?
Same. “Ah wanna die but don’t really wanna die” is relateable for me tbh
Same
Whoever made subtitles, I love you
love you too
@@Wertyber 💋💋💋💋💋
i believe in the subtitle god called Yaco
Thank God someone also noticed!!
I heard this song recently and I’ve been having it on repeat ever since
Helloo Fluffy boi Ralsei hehe! :3
@@Miavoli hellooo
Same!!!
so true tho
What's funny is that I've also been listening to her previous version recently.
The animated subtitles are pretty cool. Just kidding, IT'S INSANE, so who ever made the subtitles - you are awesome.
I never even really knew that animated subtitles exited on UA-cam. Its super cool.
Me neither!
I love how both sad and hopeful it is at the same time. The beginning makes it clear our singer was ready to off herself, just about to jump, but someone saved her. And the entire song is her questioning her own desire for death, because someone did care for her. She doesn't know why, she's confused as to why she can't let go, but it shows a reassessment of herself that can hopefully lead to her realizing she's worth something.
This is my impression too
I’m pretty sure she did jump but she survived
I'm so sorry to hear about the stealing. I love this remix and your original version so much!!!
What stealing
@@prayingforukraine459 someone stole their video
@@prayingforukraine459 people kept reposting the song and taking credit/making money from it i think
Thank you for letting me make this one spooky~~~
❤️
i was just listening to your old cover last night!! what a delightful surprise this is ♡
I was just looking for Shinitai-chan, because I felt in the mood to listen to it and suddenly seeing this, I instant clicked.
Same
same
The deranged Sound is giving me a slight very comforting Ache in my ears and head.
The Beat, beating as lights on the opposite sides on the screen so symmetrically is giving me a bit of confusion.
I love it.
I've watched your og cover over and over last year and watching this is just so nostalgic and I can see how much you've improved!
Comparing the two, your voice has changed so much, you have improved a lot. It's amazing! Keep growing ♡
All these years your voice has continued sounding amazing, you really have a way with lyrics and conveying the feeling of a song
I’ve already listened to it Before but I’m so glad u actually released it as a video
This is honestly fantastic, You've improved so much since the time you did the original cover. Can't wait to see your future uploads . . . also
Quick! We need to hide this from the animators before its too late!
You dont understand their power.
It's already too late.
Too late, within seconds of posting this video, the animators were already finishing their animations
YESSS FASTER
@@BunnaBean w h a-
It's sad but can't you agree that most of her viewers came from watching the animations only otherwise we could have know that such a nice voice ever existed lime I did .
The subtitles are fire 🔥
I love this and I wanted to tell you... I'd die of happiness if you ever do a new cover of Kokoronashi (Somehow) by Majiko!! Because I love the song and your old cover was soo damn good and I'd love to make animation to your cover! Would I be allowed to do that? With credit of course! ^^
I support this comment
@@SayuriSenri Yaayy hehe thank you! :3 I'm gonna ask the same under the next vid too and hope that she sees it then! ^^
Do you mean this song,it’s a old cover but it’s still good
ua-cam.com/video/xM-6fHqXvig/v-deo.html
@@duckynoodles3560 Yes exactly! ^^ I love how emotional the melody and lyrics are! And I found out the original is not by Majiko but instead made by papiyon and GUMI
Yes yes yesss
years later and i still relate to this song way more than i should.
Same
Omg yes your voice is literally angelic
Excuse me but THE SUBTITLES???? KEEP THE GOOD WORK DUDE OMG
"i wanna die wanna die, but dont really wanna die"
makes a lot more sense to me now...
I like the animated subtitles, they are really good
I love both two versions of this song
Because it's describing my physcology
You good?
Do you need therapy?
Do you want to talk?
Maybe therapy? I hope you're doing well.
and the ending is so hauntingly beautiful. I can't articulate it enough it's just beautiful.
Honestly whoever loops this needs therapy so I don't know why the replies are saying "do you need therapy"
Yeah
But yeah same
Damn it's been a HOT minute since I last heard this song....cheers on the awesome remix 🍻
Been a fan for years from the old Kagerou Project videos. Its insane how talented you are and this may be my favourite video yet. This sounds amazing, thanks for all of the amazing content!
Have you tried crossing over yet? I wanna die,WANNA DIE, but don’t really wanna die? Your were there, you would care, making me AWARE every scar, all the BLOOD more and more they’re NEVER DONE. NOT ENOUGH. not enough.
That guy did a really great job on the subtitles
I've been bopping hard to this over on Spotify so it's more than exciting to have it here on UA-cam too! 10/10 work Juby, y'all did great on this!
I do not have the words in my reasonably sizeable vocabulary to describe how this song makes me feel. It’s beautiful, just utterly beautiful. I just love this so much. “Mushrooms growing on my head” I love that line. Keep up the amazing work Juby!
I love the original cover a lot, and this remix is awesome!
Dude I have never seen such great subtitles like ever!!!!
whoever spent the time doing them is legit amazing!!!!!!
I had this song come up on my TikTok remixed (without credit though) and I can safely say I love this much better!! Been on my mind recently after a few years and she happened to cover it again. This seems to happen with a lot of her covers, where I find or remember a song and suddenly I find Juby covering it, ahh-
This video is the definition of AMAZING
Even if it hasn't been too long relatively. This song is already nostalgic and means a lot to me.
same
I had this in my Apple Music library for awhile now and I love it! You and Master Andross did a great job! Can't wait to see what else you got in store. Keep being amazing, you two!
ahhhhh this is so good!!! I like the original and this one equally but this definitely suits your voice better! :)
I listened for a very long time to this song cover by Juby when the song was very well known
I do not remember how many hours I spent listening to it...
I grew up and today I understand the words I mumbled when I was young
Thanks Juby, honnestly you made my childhood and a safeplace for the young me
I already loved your cover of this, this version is amazing too😍
I can't believe that I am late to this masterpiece! This song is so good and I remember listening to your first version for soooooo long. Time yo listen to this version 24/7! 🤚😩💅
I have been waiting for this to post on UA-cam and now I am so happy
The first time I heard this song was a couple years back. It was probably one of the best songs I’ve listened to and still is. It may or may have not also have gotten me into Vocaloid
the remix is so smooth~
i love it!
when I'm bored I listen to your songs!
THe subtitles😭 (open it and rewatch if you don't know What ı'm talking about)
Omgg dedication to the captions, that's so cool!!!
THE SUBTITLES LOOK SO COOL HOLY SHIT
is no one gonna mention the CC? *chefs kiss*
Absolutely phenomenonal
This song has helped me for so many years and now theirs a remix ♡
Thanks Juby
OMG I WAS JUST LOOKING FOR THIS !!!
❤️❤️I love your covers!❤️❤️
Ohhhh thank you so much !!! I hope tiktok is not going to use this version and like that we can keep this version for us and clean
We know that it will happen. Sadly, TikTok is inevitable.
Why not TikTok? 😯
@@Uminagi_XIII yeah.. yeah I know..
The melody in this song is a treat to my ears
This is AMAZING!!!!! I LOVE IT PLS make more
I personally like the original better, but thats only because when I first listened to it I was in a pretty low spot in life and it gave me the smallest bit of comfort. It wasnt much but it was what I needed to push through.
Wow, the subtitles are so well done. Kudos, great efforts put into it!
oooooo wow I remember when the first one came out and I loved it instantly now I can relate to it much more than before if juby sees this ily you made my day with this remix
Imagine this in Japanese version and you don't know Japanese so you'll be dancing but in reality, this is a suicidal song.
I don't see how that stops me
Your voice is so cute!! I love it!!
Keep up the good work!😊😊
The subtitles on this video are insane i really like them
Brings me back to years ago when I started cutting and wishing I was dead. The truth is I never wanted to die, I just wanted someone. If I died, my family would cry. Even though I have a loving family, it doesn't feel like theres enough love. This is my comfort song and it makes me really grateful to myself I'm still alive.
man, I love the phenomenal lyrics work, if you've not done so, you NEED to watch it on a computer, and turn on CC (and possibly select the right track)
It sounds like both a circus and a song that would play in a horror episode of a show or something...like honestly I would listen to just the instrumental tbh! I love your singing in this remix :)
ah, finally, I was waiting for a remix of this song you blew my mind with this wonderful surprise!
Y'know it's really good when a remix is released
Two years and this still hits hard
did anyone else notice that if you turn on subtitles you can interact with them and drag them around?
me too
This is amazing!!! This is def one of my favorite covers you’ve done!
I see this video, I squeal in excitement, and I click and play on loop for the next 8 hours -
Thank you so much, I love this remix and Miss Wanna Die has always been one of my favorite songs : )
That’s really good !
Good job Juby 👍
Wow
Ngl that Scooby Doo type beat at the begining is dope at!
Songs a banger and a mood at the time
this is so awesome. You can obviously tell how talented you were, and how incredibly talented you are now! You have improved so much!! ❤️❤️
Your original cover was great, it made me love your work, but this is a testament to how far you've come as an vocalist.
Everything sounds so much smoother, so much better.
Idk if you just took the audio and remixed it from the original, or rerecorded but whatever you did made a difference and showed you've grown a lot.
Good job, very proud.
Edit: I see now that you did re record XD, remember to always read the description kids
You are amazing Jubyphonic! To be honest this is my favourite song I put it on every single day!!!
Well done!! 🥳
I love the subtitles
THEY CAN MOVE
This is so cool! I like this version. Thx Juby!❤👏
I love these!
Absolutely love the subtitles
i love this song so much and this remix goes so hard! i think the original sounded great but i love how well the remix captures your vocals! it's a shame i can't blast this without being sent to see a therapist, hopefully you release an instrumental soon!
It's very good to hear I really loved ur videos and songs! It's very satisfying to hear ur all songs!
I LOVE THIS COVER!!! ❤❤❤❤❤
those subtitles are amazing
The song: 😃
The lyrics: 😭
The subtitles: 🫢
“Song about suicide and self harm”
Us:LETS REMIX IT INTO A DISCO SONG
I prefer the Old one Personally but this Remix is Great too!♡
As a Remix Lover I have to say it's to much Bass Boosted but Still AMAZING
I heard this just yesterday on UA-cam Music - this is a great remix! Well done Juby✨
the subtitles are crazy
yes please. more more more!!!! love this new beat too
Your cover is MUCH more famous then the original Shintai -chan song ( Japanese ) ♡ 💅🌌!
True
Yeah ikr
Yes it's not fair cause the og is 8 years old
Your Cover Is Muich More Famous Then The Original Mr Wanna-Die Song (Japanes)♥️🙎🏻♂️🔪🌃!
I love this version so much ❤️
i like the original song (the og cover lol), but something about making what sounds like quite an upbeat and cheerful remix to a song about suicide seems.. really off and weird to me imo.
I love this! The art is so cute and the beat and singing is fire like always! ^o^
its scary that this song got popular on tiktok because its about suicide and self harm so i wish everybody the best of luck with any depression or issues they are having, remember if your having a tough day just play some games or go outside for a walk or vibe to some music!!!
The remix version is amazing! You've improved a lot!
Love your work girly
This is my favorite version, the instrumental is so good