Some people tell their thoughts and feelings through writing or drawing but you show your feelings through songs kirito so be happy you were feeling sad and lonely when you were uploading the song its OK but take a new step I also show my feelings through sketches and paintings 💔💔
@luan I mean in some ways I guess that's good for me it hasn't really been that long since I was a child because I'm just barely turning 13 this year so that probably explains how I can remember things so well I mean if I just think about it like on the very surface level I think I was like oh a happy child and lots of smiles and stuff which is true I did smile a lot but then if I like think of it a little bit deeper it's basically yelling and screaming and other things of that sort again I'm really sorry about how this happened to you I don't know exactly what happened to you obviously but I'm sorry whatever happened to you happened
I will sometimes look up and say why am I here no one cares if I disappear on day no notices if I’m there and when they do they just tell me theee problems so I wonder why am I here why am I not good enough but every day I just smile and say I’m fine it’s no big deal
*Me talks with Trauma Councilor* Her: So you cant pick up attraction like that anymore? Me: ah.. no..? Her: What do you do in your free time? Me: write poetry.. Her: What's your opinion on Trauma? Me: I.. feel like it's something you can't grab onto.. and you don't really know if it's still there.. Until.. it haunts you. *Smiles* Her: Are you ok? Me: great..
Watching people laugh at your secrets And wasting time with people who will backstab you Is the worst feeling you can have 💔 But you should know that world is not so kind nor too harsh you will find you people it's only a matter of time and ur destiny ❤️
This song💙reminds me of the quote I have read.🤔 Girls know how to fake a smile. Boys knows how to fake a feeling. But you can't fake them forever. Hugs to whoever needs strength for yourself.
My soul is also jealous cuz my little brother got all the love that was once mine I tried so hard to make them proud of me but they never even said ‘ I love you’ or ‘I’m proud of you.that is when I finally gave up to make them love me or proud of me😢😢💔💔
Bro i know that feeling. Never give up. Just keep trying and one day they will realize you accomplishments. And yes parents never stop loving their kids❤️❤️
" If being a good child or younger sister is a competition,then i don't want to participate. My life is great even though it just on the sidelines from yours." " If being a good student is a game then I don't want to play along." One of my NF's favorite song, 'If you want love'. (= • ’ - ` • =) 😓😔❤️ 👉🏻👈🏻
If your parents ignore you what do you think will happen when their standards kick in for your bro. If your parents refuse to do their part and show you how much you’re worth than you should do your best to find family in your brother, cause you are all the real family he’ll have, and eventually he’ll realize your parents weren’t fair to you and he could blame himself for that. What I’m trying to say is in this scenario everyone is ducked, just try not to blame your bro too much and instead find shelter in him, if your parents are the problem find happiness and a home in your sibling, rather than do what they want and fight each other, smite them by being yourself in your own life.
“Say your here, but I don't feel it” We might not be there on where you are now Kirito but we will keep on supporting you and we'll love you so much ❤️
I loved him more than I loved anything or anyone else... He loved me back... He was my first best friend.. He was my only best friend... He was the first one to not laugh at me or ignore me... He was the first one to give me a reason to live... He was really there for me when I needed someone... He just wanted someone to love him... He just wanted someone to care for him... I just wanted someone to help me... I needed him and he needed me... Meeting him was the best thing to happen to the both of us.. He finally got the home he deserved... He finally showed that he was happy when he was with me... He used to be a neglected dog who ran away from his home until we found him. We took him in and got him what he needed... I'll always remember how I felt when the previous owners who neglected him said that we could keep him... I had him for almost 7 full years... He ended up dying a year and 2 months ago due to old age and his medical condition that made him cough everyday... I've never been truly happy since he died... It's the worst... The trauma his death caused was a lot... I'll never be the same again... I'm too scared to love anyone the way I loved him now... I have a hard time loving even the smallest of things now... The trauma caused by his death surrounds me, I'm drowning... No-one sees me drowning because I have a hard time expressing my true emotions around other people... I pretend that I'm happy because of this... They'll never see the truth... They'll never see my trauma...
“I wish you'd just love me back” But somehow he couldn't love me back... He was in love with another and not me... It hurts to always think about him cause I Know his not thinking about me anymore ❤️💔
I love NF a lot!!! I have got lots of his songs in my playlist and you sir just make me want to add more.. Thank you so much for this nightcore. And goodnight. 😄😊
I've been isolated pretty much my whole life and have had less friends than I can count on one hand, they never said they were proud of me for anything until after they criticized it and I broke down crying. My little brother and I don't get along well, I've been yelled at, guilt tripped, belittled, gaslit. This song hits hard, I'm so alone here
Love this song so much! When the outside is not jealous but my soul is. I tell my soul that I’m not jealous. Sorry I’m late..... I was at a school and also my birthday is tomorrow. Hope u all have a great day that are reading this right now
It's currently 1am, so not as late as I usually stay up. Anyway, it's kind of weird, I can feel the pain inside me, but I can't cry. I try, I try to get the pain out. I used to cry in my bed until I couldn't anymore, every night. This night, I just can't. It's like I'm no longer hurting, yet I'm so sad and lost all day, and no one notices because it's become normal in the past 2 years. I find it hard to believe it's been 2 years, because it hurts like it was yesterday, the pain never left. Some days I feel okay, I feel like I can be happy with myself, my body, my personality, everything. I can take on the world and win. Then most days I got though normally, trying to keep myself from reacting randomly to my thoughts. Everything hurts, and I have nobody to talk to. I had a therapist, she never helped. I have a friend, she doesn't notice and I don't want to make things awkward. My mom is depressed and I don't want to put that on her. My dad doesn't treat me like he loves me, I don't trust him. I lost my best friend 2 years ago when something happened in my life, when I needed her most, she had to push me away, stab a knife into my heart where the wound has yet to heal. All because of her mother. I feel like I've lost everything, yet I have to be strong because I can't put that kind of pain on the people around me. I know they care about me, I could never hurt them by hurting myself. It keeps me going, knowing I have a reason. Maybe it'll all be okay in the end, because even though I often feel like I'll be never actually be able to amount to what I wanna be, I know if I work hard I can make it. I feel like I've already failed, I think I'm just going to start repeating myself if I continue, it's just pain replaying in my mind, the night everything went downhill is vivid in my memory. Every. Moment.
My life is shit too no real friends no love i hate my family so much depressed and little bit suicidal if you want to talk with someone i will always be here for you
@Fall you can do calisthenics trust me it will help you A LOT i am depressed so so much and anime and calisthenics is what's keeping me alive i can recommend you this athletes to check on yt Andrea larosa Daniel laizans Max True Carlo Figus Erik Barsi
"A deeply depressing and awful experience"- this is what Google say "When your heart breaks due to action of your own or somebody else causing you feel depressed,sad and lonely" This is what i think
This song just reminds me of me and my dad. I loved him but I'm not sure he ever loved me, I always tried to please him and he always saw the bad, I don't know how I actually feel about him, After years of him getting me like garbage, he kicked me out, I know that it's good for my health, but part of me wants to go back and tell him I can do better.
UA-cam hates me now because I'm getting notified either an hour or 2 later- i love your music and I love you (no homo)! I recently joined your discord too and i love it! Please continue making them!
Kirito thank you... I was sad today and this made me feel so much better... I want to do more but I can’t for now... I’ll just thank you as much as I can
“Whenever someone tells me to ‘Just be happy,’ I want to yell, ‘Oh, hey, depression’s gone! Why didn’t I think of that?’ But usually I just roll my eyes instead.”
Little Girl: What’s on your arm Me: They’re battle scars Little Girl: You fought in a war? Me: Yeah a long and hard one Little Girl: That’s so cool! Can I get one? Me: No please do not ever get any. But ill tell you what. Whenever you see someone with battle scars, I want you to give them a hug okay? Can you promise me that? A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to a random teenager Teenager: Why are you hugging me? Little girl: Because.....points you have battle scars just like my babysitter The teen looks up at me and I roll up my sleeve to show her, with tears in her eyes she says one thing..... Teenager: My war is far from being finished yet, but I’m not done fighting She bends down at the little girl. Teenager: Thanks forgiving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever be my war hero This is not mine. I just share it cuz it’s beautiful. Share it to others Did you know you cant breath when you smile? Chillax I just wanted you to smile
How about a Nightcore of Remember This by NF the who sang this song because it all of his song including this one has a lot facts and emotion behind it anyway nice song choice Kirito
I trade my joy for my protection~ ♡
Thank you for the support ♥
We'll always support you Kirito🧡
I love your videos
Kirito we always have joy when you update new nightcores thank you
Some people tell their thoughts and feelings through writing or drawing but you show your feelings through songs kirito so be happy you were feeling sad and lonely when you were uploading the song its OK but take a new step I also show my feelings through sketches and paintings 💔💔
Your nighcores are really great
You deserve our support
Trauma is one of the worst thing a human can face
And it's one of the many things every human faces at least once
Been there done that
A ton of painful memories hurt badly as well.
And it's no fun at all the main thing I can remember for my childhood is people yelling and screaming
@luan I mean in some ways I guess that's good for me it hasn't really been that long since I was a child because I'm just barely turning 13 this year so that probably explains how I can remember things so well I mean if I just think about it like on the very surface level I think I was like oh a happy child and lots of smiles and stuff which is true I did smile a lot but then if I like think of it a little bit deeper it's basically yelling and screaming and other things of that sort again I'm really sorry about how this happened to you I don't know exactly what happened to you obviously but I'm sorry whatever happened to you happened
Lonely is not the feeling of being alone its the feeling that no one cares 💔💔 love your song kirito.
Random quote-
"Emotions are just chemical reactions.once you had one you can't go back to your previous state"
-kaneki ken(tokyo ghoul)
RANDOM QUOTE - ALL MIGHT (HERO ACADEMIA)
If you wanna dream you can but sometimes you gonna differentiate between a dream and reality.
random is something that's irrelevant so you wrong, its completely relevant
“If game npcs could feel then what’s the difference between us humans and them?”
This is completely not true. As somebody from the emotionless culture I can tel you from experience 9 out of 10 people like to stay emotionless.
... technically... what are emotions if not chemical reactions in our brains?
Do you ever just lay in bed and just stare at the ceiling not being able to understand things? Just me.
Yeah... I do.. I really don't understand what I did to damage so many of my friendships
Yeah... sometimes I just lay there and stare at the ceiling too....like just stare at it with no reason at all....
@The child With no Life yeah I've been there
Naa its the wall for me.
I will sometimes look up and say why am I here no one cares if I disappear on day no notices if I’m there and when they do they just tell me theee problems so I wonder why am I here why am I not good enough but every day I just smile and say I’m fine it’s no big deal
*Me talks with Trauma Councilor*
Her: So you cant pick up attraction like that anymore?
Me: ah.. no..?
Her: What do you do in your free time?
Me: write poetry..
Her: What's your opinion on Trauma?
Me: I.. feel like it's something you can't grab onto.. and you don't really know if it's still there..
Until.. it haunts you.
*Smiles*
Her: Are you ok?
Me: great..
"You we're kind once until they did something bad that you won't forget"
May your minds find rest
...
The amount of accurate this is
Watching people laugh at your secrets
And wasting time with people who will backstab you
Is the worst feeling you can have 💔
But you should know that world is not so kind nor too harsh you will find you people it's only a matter of time and ur destiny ❤️
This song💙reminds me of the quote I have read.🤔
Girls know how to fake a smile.
Boys knows how to fake a feeling.
But you can't fake them forever.
Hugs to whoever needs strength for yourself.
i can fake both so am i some kind of mutation like half boy half girl
@@girlartist1105 Yep..I know...Some girls can fake both...Just like that some boys can fake both too
@@girlartist1105 same, some day I hope someone sees what’s behind my eyes cause I honestly don’t know what to do anymore
Thank u
@Shadow Hawk this quote will open your mind.
*"Nobody can help you but yourself."*
It's my fault,
I know I'm selfish
Stand alone,
my soul is jealous
It wants love,
but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection
that's me 🥲
My soul is also jealous cuz my little brother got all the love that was once mine I tried so hard to make them proud of me but they never even said ‘ I love you’ or ‘I’m proud of you.that is when I finally gave up to make them love me or proud of me😢😢💔💔
Bro i know that feeling.
Never give up. Just keep trying and one day they will realize you accomplishments. And yes parents never stop loving their kids❤️❤️
All what you can do is to love him ...
Deep inside he know that there someone is who love him
" If being a good child or younger sister is a competition,then i don't want to participate. My life is great even though it just on the sidelines from yours."
" If being a good student is a game then I don't want to play along."
One of my NF's favorite song, 'If you want love'.
(= • ’ - ` • =) 😓😔❤️
👉🏻👈🏻
If your parents ignore you what do you think will happen when their standards kick in for your bro. If your parents refuse to do their part and show you how much you’re worth than you should do your best to find family in your brother, cause you are all the real family he’ll have, and eventually he’ll realize your parents weren’t fair to you and he could blame himself for that. What I’m trying to say is in this scenario everyone is ducked, just try not to blame your bro too much and instead find shelter in him, if your parents are the problem find happiness and a home in your sibling, rather than do what they want and fight each other, smite them by being yourself in your own life.
I'm proud of you honey..don't ever give up... Parents might mistakes but if you pray and believe it will happen. God always is there for his children.
“Say your here, but I don't feel it”
We might not be there on where you are now Kirito but we will keep on supporting you and we'll love you so much ❤️
My life is like that
My keyboard says
"love comes to u when you're not read for it ,and leave when you need it most"
Why is this so true for me rn
@@jadinacampbell5030 for me 2
Do you ever try too hard, give too much, hurt too much but they never even say "I love you" or "I'm proud of you" that you just give up? 🙂🙂
This is AMAZING!! Normally nf nightcores aren't good but this is the best I've ever heard
What's an nf Nightcore? Sorry, I'm new
@@adogithethey5228 NF is a singer nd he was tryna say that the nightcore version of his songs (cuz he is a rapper) are not so good
@@-hehe7265 thanks
NF is a really good rapper in my opinion, I would recommend Remember This. It gives me goosebumps still to this day.
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Your Nightcores never disappoint
It's a nf song
I loved him more than I loved anything or anyone else...
He loved me back...
He was my first best friend..
He was my only best friend...
He was the first one to not laugh at me or ignore me...
He was the first one to give me a reason to live...
He was really there for me when I needed someone...
He just wanted someone to love him...
He just wanted someone to care for him...
I just wanted someone to help me...
I needed him and he needed me...
Meeting him was the best thing to happen to the both of us..
He finally got the home he deserved...
He finally showed that he was happy when he was with me...
He used to be a neglected dog who ran away from his home until we found him. We took him in and got him what he needed...
I'll always remember how I felt when the previous owners who neglected him said that we could keep him...
I had him for almost 7 full years...
He ended up dying a year and 2 months ago due to old age and his medical condition that made him cough everyday...
I've never been truly happy since he died... It's the worst...
The trauma his death caused was a lot...
I'll never be the same again...
I'm too scared to love anyone the way I loved him now...
I have a hard time loving even the smallest of things now...
The trauma caused by his death surrounds me, I'm drowning...
No-one sees me drowning because I have a hard time expressing my true emotions around other people... I pretend that I'm happy because of this...
They'll never see the truth...
They'll never see my trauma...
"Give me peace but then you steal it" - this is literally life
Love it! Thank uuuuu Kirito ^w^💕🤗
“I wish you'd just love me back”
But somehow he couldn't love me back... He was in love with another and not me... It hurts to always think about him cause I Know his not thinking about me anymore ❤️💔
One of my fave songs by nf
First time I’m here so early
this song touched me so much.. I’m seriously crying rn
I love NF a lot!!! I have got lots of his songs in my playlist and you sir just make me want to add more.. Thank you so much for this nightcore. And goodnight. 😄😊
Ooo... hardly see you working on NF songs. Thank You!! And a Great Job!!
This song just touched my 💓 I cried bro u r the best
Nice song
agree
Yay i never were That early ✨
Same i have sloe wifi ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
I want to spend some time with you please
I love y'all back Moore than you'll ever know
Yay! New nightcore!💖💖
I'm finally early!
Still waiting.😚
I've been isolated pretty much my whole life and have had less friends than I can count on one hand, they never said they were proud of me for anything until after they criticized it and I broke down crying. My little brother and I don't get along well, I've been yelled at, guilt tripped, belittled, gaslit. This song hits hard, I'm so alone here
Love this song so much! When the outside is not jealous but my soul is. I tell my soul that I’m not jealous. Sorry I’m late..... I was at a school and also my birthday is tomorrow. Hope u all have a great day that are reading this right now
An early Happy Birthday from my part 🥰💙🥧🎈🎉🎊🎁
It's currently 1am, so not as late as I usually stay up. Anyway, it's kind of weird, I can feel the pain inside me, but I can't cry. I try, I try to get the pain out. I used to cry in my bed until I couldn't anymore, every night. This night, I just can't. It's like I'm no longer hurting, yet I'm so sad and lost all day, and no one notices because it's become normal in the past 2 years. I find it hard to believe it's been 2 years, because it hurts like it was yesterday, the pain never left. Some days I feel okay, I feel like I can be happy with myself, my body, my personality, everything. I can take on the world and win. Then most days I got though normally, trying to keep myself from reacting randomly to my thoughts. Everything hurts, and I have nobody to talk to. I had a therapist, she never helped. I have a friend, she doesn't notice and I don't want to make things awkward. My mom is depressed and I don't want to put that on her. My dad doesn't treat me like he loves me, I don't trust him. I lost my best friend 2 years ago when something happened in my life, when I needed her most, she had to push me away, stab a knife into my heart where the wound has yet to heal. All because of her mother. I feel like I've lost everything, yet I have to be strong because I can't put that kind of pain on the people around me. I know they care about me, I could never hurt them by hurting myself. It keeps me going, knowing I have a reason. Maybe it'll all be okay in the end, because even though I often feel like I'll be never actually be able to amount to what I wanna be, I know if I work hard I can make it. I feel like I've already failed, I think I'm just going to start repeating myself if I continue, it's just pain replaying in my mind, the night everything went downhill is vivid in my memory. Every. Moment.
My life is shit too no real friends no love i hate my family so much depressed and little bit suicidal if you want to talk with someone i will always be here for you
@Fall you can do calisthenics trust me it will help you A LOT i am depressed so so much and anime and calisthenics is what's keeping me alive i can recommend you this athletes to check on yt
Andrea larosa
Daniel laizans
Max True
Carlo Figus
Erik Barsi
I feel your pain, obviously surcumstances are different. but I hope you are well Milotiel
Sorry I'm very late but I'm here now and this is spectacular thank you for these Amazing Nightcores 💚
Hahaha I've been looking for a nightcore of this song! Thank you for making it!
Woah I am early
Love this song honestly so damn relatable to so many people it's just beautiful
really nice Kirito san
Great, another song I'm gonna be obsessed with. Thank Nightcore.
This song really touch my heart 🖤
Amazing as always 🧡
NF. Finally 🥳. Don't think I've said this enough 💜💜💜💜 U Kirito 👍
This is such a beautiful song 🥺🥺
I love ur vids keep it up❤️
Can someone give me a definition on the word trauma
And keep up with the uploadsss they amazing
"A deeply depressing and awful experience"- this is what Google say
"When your heart breaks due to action of your own or somebody else causing you feel depressed,sad and lonely"
This is what i think
@@lighthgil ok thank you very much
I adore this song 🎶💓 love it so much. Iam so happy That u make this song to another one work of art.
this is fantastic it really makes me feel so sad really this song is the best song ever I love it
This song just reminds me of me and my dad.
I loved him but I'm not sure he ever loved me,
I always tried to please him and he always saw the bad,
I don't know how I actually feel about him,
After years of him getting me like garbage, he kicked me out,
I know that it's good for my health, but part of me wants to go back and tell him I can do better.
I wish someone would love me back too.
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Bro - you killed it🔥🔥
What a amazing tune and soundtrack ... Love it
Love this NC ..md..
You are amazing as always!
Amazing I loved this ❤️
i wasnt expecting you to make an nf nightcore but hey im not complaining
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Wooow This is so Good❤❤❤ Amazing!😮
A new song to my playlist
Oh sorry kirito because im late to watch your Nightcore song but this song is beautiful
I love kirito 🍎♥️
UA-cam hates me now because I'm getting notified either an hour or 2 later-
i love your music and I love you (no homo)! I recently joined your discord too and i love it! Please continue making them!
I was just listening to nf lol
This is amazing ❤
The song is very good.I like the song you maid.
Sooo great!! As always I’m addicted!
((Trying my best in comments in all the videos coming out))
❤❤ My heart is pounding
I love NF! Most of the songs he creates I can relate to them.
Kirito thank you... I was sad today and this made me feel so much better... I want to do more but I can’t for now... I’ll just thank you as much as I can
“Whenever someone tells me to ‘Just be happy,’ I want to yell, ‘Oh, hey, depression’s gone! Why didn’t I think of that?’ But usually I just roll my eyes instead.”
Um sir/ma'am this is the best 👌🏼💖
I LOVE NF. 💜
I love you kirito😍😍
Nice one more song in my playlist
I love NF 💙
Little Girl: What’s on your arm
Me: They’re battle scars
Little Girl: You fought in a war?
Me: Yeah a long and hard one
Little Girl: That’s so cool! Can I get one?
Me: No please do not ever get any. But ill tell you what. Whenever you see someone with battle scars, I want you to give them a hug okay? Can you promise me that?
A few days later we went to a short shopping spree.
Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to a random teenager
Teenager: Why are you hugging me?
Little girl: Because.....points you have battle scars just like my babysitter
The teen looks up at me and I roll up my sleeve to show her, with tears in her eyes she says one thing.....
Teenager: My war is far from being finished yet, but I’m not done fighting
She bends down at the little girl.
Teenager: Thanks forgiving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever be my war hero
This is not mine. I just share it cuz it’s beautiful.
Share it to others
Did you know you cant breath when you smile?
Chillax I just wanted you to smile
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Another great song.
love it ^-^
I accidentally press this video😂 Best accident ever!
I wish that there'll be someone who grab my hand to save from my pain.... Hope kirito doing your best..
NF is so good tho 🙏💖
How about a Nightcore of Remember This by NF the who sang this song because it all of his song including this one has a lot facts and emotion behind it anyway nice song choice Kirito
*Loved this!*
wow this is sooooooooooooooooooooo gooooooooooooooooooooooooood
This song speaks itself
Got me crying TwT
If this is your voice you sound amazing one of the best I have ever heard.
I can relate to it by heart ❤️❤️ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ
Mood:'(
I LOVE THIS 💖.💖
Beautiful❤✨ and so sad Beautiful sadness , I would say
The sound of the violin made my ears Chill
To me, this song has a very deep meaning for many reasons. And it’s a little sad to be honest.
Hit The Feels this is deep so speechless of words 💖
Trauma is like a scar it's always there even if it fades...
Very true
I will always remember this nightcore and replay it when im down so far almost every night😕
"Trade my joy for my protection."
Uh, Ciel?
I really feel the song,i relate with it
hehe i love the caption just logical😂...love ur vids :)
this is a good one.
For anyone wondering the guy in the picture is Mikaela from Seraph of the end
I love her, I hope she will love me back:)
and i love this song too:D
Just the perfect song for my mood today💙
I really love this
Im traumatised and this is perfect for me tysm
Это и вправду очень классно и круто слушаю Kirito уже довно
Soooo coooooll!