I feel like this video, though very different on the surface, is very much related to Montero. The white eyes is the clue. Here, the white eyes are soft because this version of his story is very introspective. In Montero, the white eyes were just at the end and were very bright and intense. Because of the intensity of grappling with sexuality and eventually conquering all doubts and fears.
For sure I thought that way aswell. The thing is most people found montero so controversial and i felt like this was his way of saying the same thing but through the eyes of "what society expects/ tolerate", he makes them see his side of the story a nice way which isnt needed cuz he gets treated like shit he can just go to hell on a pole and upset haters more, cuz oh no you cant go to hell THAT way
I think the "Class of 2017" thing really struck me with how young he is. This man is 22 years old. He's gone through so much and done so much already, and he's still so young. I can't wait to see everything he accomplishes throughout his career
I have cried every time I have watched his video so I totally understand. I burst into tears when he wondered if his lips were too big or if his skin color was too dark. The bathroom scene was so poignant and heartbreaking 😭😭😭 but his smile is EVERYTHING at the end ❤
I definitely Loved your reaction. I really felt Lil nas, especially trying to pray the gay away. Later I come to realize was that nothing wasn't wrong with me, but something was wrong with people & their insecurities. Now I'm happy & don't care what people say about me🌈💜💙💚💛🙌🧡❤
There’s no better reaction than one from a highly empathetic person. I’m ridiculous empathetic, so music and other media get me all sorts of worked up. I love the reaction. Thank you for this! 💜
Honestly, “ima make my fans so proud of me” was the straw that broke the camels back. Everything before that made me tear up, but he said that, idk, he gave me some Kid CuDi vibes.
As a Black gay man I love what Lil Nas is doing for giving visibility and showing our humanity. He seems like a cool guy and I definitely cried during that video.
You color coordinated this video SO fucking well. When you said "this purple pink blue moment that's happening, with the white... perfection" I was like GIRL your are describing your outfit & makeup!!!
It's beautiful. It made me cry really hard as a fellow queer person who has had a rough life and have almost ended it several times and struggles with mental illnesses. His life story and music really touches me. He is a beautiful soul. Another masterpiece.
I have seen this video multiple times and I have cried every time. I think we all have times in our lives when we have felt alone and lost. I am so happy he made this
This song truly speaks my past and present. I was and am very suicidal and feel like i’m sh*t. I know this song is going to help a lot of people who feel like there nothing and don’t belong🖤🦇 I love your videos girl continue what your doing🖤😈👻
Trust me as someone who routinely deals with depression with a hole so deep i tend to wish i just stayed dead on the operating table i used to be this amazing kid full of joy happy then a few days after the sixth month of healing i took a screw driver and stabbed myself in the chest i did it so hard i had a Phillips head screwdriver indent on my breast plate idk if its healed but i still have the mark on my chest i rarely get used to people but when i do i look at that person as family and anytime one of them dies i self harm out of grief i leaving a seven on my left arm im not proud of it but i know as soon as someone else passes its gonna happen again i belive i am destined for hell (definitely since i sold my soul to samaels son hence why i go by my UA-cam name not to long ago i came out as bi on facebook i got overwhelming support but when it came to my uncle who im extremely close to he always would make this comment that i wasnt cause ive never been with a man the only issue is it dosnt matter i know what turns my engine over ontop of that it always had this affect on me it always made me dive back into depression as soon as he said it i would laugh it off and argue that i was then walk home and just lose myself in thought so much i would be up 24 hours thinking about my life its come to the point im in a relationship with two amazing daughters and their mother whos a blessing idk if im being tricked and something will snatch them away down the road or what but i always wear a mask when im depressed around them the oldest daughter suffers from depression aswell but she wont talk to me even though she knows i deal with it like her im just bot willing to let her know how bad my hole goes because everytime i do the person walks away forever or just treats me like a bad omen whos very existence is the downfall of man anyway sorry for the long post just know your an amazing person and i wish you the best im gonna listen to the song again
I usually would never make a comment like this but I am just so struck by how beautiful you are. I love this song and the video is amazing and thank you for showing compassion for us LGBTQ+ folks.
This is based off of how as he was young he struggled with depression and loneliness the older he got he struggled more and he wanted to take his life but here he is a Icon, this is really heart warming and sad 😥
When i was 13 and i was starting to know that i’m gay, i always asked “God” to help me like him :( im crying 😭 now i can say i love myself and there is nothing wrong with me
Ugh I wish I could be like that. It's hard like I wanna leave, but then all of this god sees people who do these 'sins' as an abomination kinda draws me back. Can I ask how you got out of it?
@@sweetpotatoes9882 I believe in God and I'm Queer. I think people got it wrong and I say my relationship with God is not dependent on my relationship with his people. If you are still searching I can share what I know about the misinterpretations of homosexuality in the bible
What always gets me about the prom scene is how they show everyone that’s straight with someone, a couple. And he as a gay man is lonely seeking so hard to be loved, to have a partner, to have a significant other
This song hit my family hard. It's the last song my daughter and I shared the love of, before she slit her arms open and ended up in a center. She's been gone for awhile, and I'll always think of more when I hear this. "Much more to life than dying." She's also maybe gay, and that's OK. It's OK with us. It's getting her to be accepted by the world alone. I miss my baby.
Ok, can we just be best friends? LOL. People have always asked me "Hey Keith, what's your Spirit Animal?" I never really had a response to that question until I found your channel. You're amazing hon!
i think him crying in the bathroom at prom might also be how many gay guys just deal with prom. they just have to be there and smile, when all they really want to do inside is die. everyone is allowed to show love to partners or someone they are interested in but gays aren't im talking from experience, things are changing though but gays are still bullied amongst straight dudes even to this day. I do like how he takes his own shoulder it's a metaphor for just believing in yourself and not letting others hold you in a cage and living your best life.
I cried while watching this mv before, mostly because most of the time I wanna ran away from a prom when I'm alone either, sometimes people need instant ease to cry. By the way, I love your makeup.
Loved you since the Plastic Hearts reaction but the way you reacted to this emotional video/song made that love even deeper! You seem like such a genuine and cool person. Sending you all my best wishes and love 💜
Hi. I really enjoy your reactions. Keep up the great work.... I'd love for you to reaction to "Morgan Wade - The Night OurVinyl Sessions".... she an incredible new artist thats so raw and unique. And that live performance sums her up :) I think you'd really enjoy her :)
Where I'm frm, they condemn ppl for being homosexual and jus playing his songs in public will get me beat up but I for one have nothing against lil nas x cuz his songs are great, especially this one I was very suicidal at a young age and the thought of being the " black sheep " in everything I do. My phone is my comfort and many times when I break down in tears, strangers are the ones who comfort me so I can relate and everytime I listen to this song I start to cry cuz it's like I'm remembering my past self and what I had to go through to be here rn. I'm here waiting to see what the outcome will be for him in the future.
ok wait I think I just realized something he's not like the guy's guardian angel or some shit like that he actually goes back to his past and he like...........transforms? into whatever he is after realizing you don't gotta give a shit to everything and just have to be yourself and to anybody that reads this and to whoever needs it, a happy time will come to you stay strong, stay safe
So weird to see you cry, everytime he says a word that doesn't resemble happyness4life and shiny rainbows you just go all sad. No offense, I know some people are more sensitive than the others, I'm just laughing over the fact that I could never imagine getting so emotionally touched by such small things. Keep going!
@@BaileyRave holy effing mr haha!!! I do too. I’ve gone to sleep to them literally every night (sans some of those college drunk nights) since 2001 during those Lifetime days! 😍😍😍 #1 Fan now!!!! You should do some film reactions. I’d love to see more of your dry sense of humour and ur emotionally extra reactions. And please... please please please make sure ur cat knocks something over and interrupts u during your most touching confession again. It’s literally giving this old bag life!!! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼♥️
You get my sense of humor - bless you!! Who are your favorites!? I’m a Blanche/Dorothy kinda gal. Blanche has the best one liners and Bea Arthur gives the best deliveries! And I love and appreciate you for mentioning movies! I’ve been planning on expanding to movie reactions since I started this channel. I have some horribly/amazing b-grade horror movies on my list. I just wanna capture the vibe of a ridiculous adult sleep over lol. 😂🙌
@@BaileyRave damn I wish we could collab. I’m a Sophia with a Blanche rising. So I’ll read you then french kiss ya pillahs! But truly Sophia is just spirit animal. And horror is always the best for good reactions and those big iconic films. I started doing them but I’m kinda burnt out rn but I wanna get back into it.
Hey guys, you should check out my sax cover of this! I do almost all the parts with my alto sax. Let me know what you think! (I would link it but this would get marked as spam I think)
I think the white eyes at the end means that he has now turned into his future self, The future self that now loves himself and gives no fucks, The lil nas x we know now :) that's just the way I interpreted it, it could possibly mean something else.
I feel like this video, though very different on the surface, is very much related to Montero. The white eyes is the clue.
Here, the white eyes are soft because this version of his story is very introspective. In Montero, the white eyes were just at the end and were very bright and intense.
Because of the intensity of grappling with sexuality and eventually conquering all doubts and fears.
Oh, snap! I didn't even make that connection!
Makes sense brav
For sure I thought that way aswell. The thing is most people found montero so controversial and i felt like this was his way of saying the same thing but through the eyes of "what society expects/ tolerate", he makes them see his side of the story a nice way which isnt needed cuz he gets treated like shit he can just go to hell on a pole and upset haters more, cuz oh no you cant go to hell THAT way
You're not wrong, they are.
@@CarlosHernandez-jv6wk LANGUAGE
I think the "Class of 2017" thing really struck me with how young he is. This man is 22 years old. He's gone through so much and done so much already, and he's still so young. I can't wait to see everything he accomplishes throughout his career
Yes to all this!!!
Yes!!! Please never stop talking about mental health!
My mans back again for day 2 of reactions!! I see youuuu!! ✊🏾👊🏾
@@FrostyJokerr hahaha yessss i see uuu👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿
He really gave me chills and made me cry with this one😥😥😥😥😥
me too all the time i watch it
It just makes me cry 😢😭😪🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲
Actually crys*
I have cried every time I have watched his video so I totally understand. I burst into tears when he wondered if his lips were too big or if his skin color was too dark. The bathroom scene was so poignant and heartbreaking 😭😭😭 but his smile is EVERYTHING at the end ❤
👏🏾👏🏾♥️
I definitely Loved your reaction. I really felt Lil nas, especially trying to pray the gay away. Later I come to realize was that nothing wasn't wrong with me, but something was wrong with people & their insecurities. Now I'm happy & don't care what people say about me🌈💜💙💚💛🙌🧡❤
Yesss!!! You’re perfect as you are!! 🌈💖💖
Same exact boat as you my friend. Finally living who I am. ❤️🌈
i am pansexual
There’s no better reaction than one from a highly empathetic person. I’m ridiculous empathetic, so music and other media get me all sorts of worked up.
I love the reaction. Thank you for this! 💜
Honestly, “ima make my fans so proud of me” was the straw that broke the camels back. Everything before that made me tear up, but he said that, idk, he gave me some Kid CuDi vibes.
As a Black gay man I love what Lil Nas is doing for giving visibility and showing our humanity. He seems like a cool guy and I definitely cried during that video.
You saved my life and I really freaking appreciate you for that 😥
Whatever I did, I’m so glad to have helped in someway!! Take care of yourself, friend! 💖
You color coordinated this video SO fucking well. When you said "this purple pink blue moment that's happening, with the white... perfection" I was like GIRL your are describing your outfit & makeup!!!
This song actually made me cry, that part when he went into the bathroom stall and started tearing..it made me tear a bit
i cried real tears🥺
"He hasnt been out there that long and he has so much shit under his belt " facts 🔥🔥🔥♥️♥️♥️
04:32 I went from starting to cry over relating to him praying the gay away to laughing hysterically when you said, “ohhh, bitch” 💀
It's beautiful. It made me cry really hard as a fellow queer person who has had a rough life and have almost ended it several times and struggles with mental illnesses. His life story and music really touches me. He is a beautiful soul. Another masterpiece.
“thats a bitchin tux” took me out even through tears lol
I also cried like a baby when I saw this video for the first time. 😭😭😭😭
I have seen this video multiple times and I have cried every time. I think we all have times in our lives when we have felt alone and lost. I am so happy he made this
This song truly speaks my past and present. I was and am very suicidal and feel like i’m sh*t. I know this song is going to help a lot of people who feel like there nothing and don’t belong🖤🦇 I love your videos girl continue what your doing🖤😈👻
@I M Thank you for that beautiful message🖤🦇
Trust me as someone who routinely deals with depression with a hole so deep i tend to wish i just stayed dead on the operating table i used to be this amazing kid full of joy happy then a few days after the sixth month of healing i took a screw driver and stabbed myself in the chest i did it so hard i had a Phillips head screwdriver indent on my breast plate idk if its healed but i still have the mark on my chest i rarely get used to people but when i do i look at that person as family and anytime one of them dies i self harm out of grief i leaving a seven on my left arm im not proud of it but i know as soon as someone else passes its gonna happen again i belive i am destined for hell (definitely since i sold my soul to samaels son hence why i go by my UA-cam name not to long ago i came out as bi on facebook i got overwhelming support but when it came to my uncle who im extremely close to he always would make this comment that i wasnt cause ive never been with a man the only issue is it dosnt matter i know what turns my engine over ontop of that it always had this affect on me it always made me dive back into depression as soon as he said it i would laugh it off and argue that i was then walk home and just lose myself in thought so much i would be up 24 hours thinking about my life its come to the point im in a relationship with two amazing daughters and their mother whos a blessing idk if im being tricked and something will snatch them away down the road or what but i always wear a mask when im depressed around them the oldest daughter suffers from depression aswell but she wont talk to me even though she knows i deal with it like her im just bot willing to let her know how bad my hole goes because everytime i do the person walks away forever or just treats me like a bad omen whos very existence is the downfall of man anyway sorry for the long post just know your an amazing person and i wish you the best im gonna listen to the song again
ITS SO FREAKING GOOD!
I usually would never make a comment like this but I am just so struck by how beautiful you are. I love this song and the video is amazing and thank you for showing compassion for us LGBTQ+ folks.
Loved this reaction!! Thankyou for recording your views♥️🔥👏🏿👏🏿
This is based off of how as he was young he struggled with depression and loneliness the older he got he struggled more and he wanted to take his life but here he is a Icon, this is really heart warming and sad 😥
You have such a big heart, thank you for your reaction.
When i was 13 and i was starting to know that i’m gay, i always asked “God” to help me like him :( im crying 😭 now i can say i love myself and there is nothing wrong with me
Ugh I wish I could be like that. It's hard like I wanna leave, but then all of this god sees people who do these 'sins' as an abomination kinda draws me back. Can I ask how you got out of it?
@@sweetpotatoes9882 I believe in God and I'm Queer. I think people got it wrong and I say my relationship with God is not dependent on my relationship with his people.
If you are still searching I can share what I know about the misinterpretations of homosexuality in the bible
@@acetales148 Nah I'm athiest now
I cried too during this song. You were quick to post this and get past the copyright system! Took me 5 days to upload my reaction!
I love this chick, she's so expressive
Nicki Minaj also saved my life more than I can count. 😢❤️
This song is very depressing, but it sends a good message. I love this music video 💕
This is so happy, sad , inspiring, and millions of other traits
I thought I was the only one who cried I watched it with my friends and they didn’t cry I was the only one who cried..
Loved this reaction! ❤️
This is wholesome... love it!!
What always gets me about the prom scene is how they show everyone that’s straight with someone, a couple. And he as a gay man is lonely seeking so hard to be loved, to have a partner, to have a significant other
GURRL. I just want to hug you.
This song hit my family hard. It's the last song my daughter and I shared the love of, before she slit her arms open and ended up in a center. She's been gone for awhile, and I'll always think of more when I hear this. "Much more to life than dying." She's also maybe gay, and that's OK. It's OK with us. It's getting her to be accepted by the world alone. I miss my baby.
POV; you cried the first time you saw this. And yes, it was the scene where he walks with himself for me
That actually just made me cry 😭😭😢😢😢😅😅😅 I feel so bad for him 😢
why do I feel so connected with this video!?
Your reaction was great!
I cried, too
Ok, can we just be best friends? LOL. People have always asked me "Hey Keith, what's your Spirit Animal?" I never really had a response to that question until I found your channel. You're amazing hon!
😭😭 omg I love you. I’m so honored, thank you!! 💖💖💖
@@BaileyRave Likewise, Keep it up, you are perfect for youtube
There are only two songs I've ever listened to that make me happy and cry at the same time
Circles by Post Malone and
Sun Goes Down by Lil Nas X
💜🖤💜🖤
i think him crying in the bathroom at prom might also be how many gay guys just deal with prom. they just have to be there and smile, when all they really want to do inside is die. everyone is allowed to show love to partners or someone they are interested in but gays aren't im talking from experience, things are changing though but gays are still bullied amongst straight dudes even to this day. I do like how he takes his own shoulder it's a metaphor for just believing in yourself and not letting others hold you in a cage and living your best life.
I cried while watching this mv before, mostly because most of the time I wanna ran away from a prom when I'm alone either, sometimes people need instant ease to cry. By the way, I love your makeup.
You reacted just like I did. Such a powerful video and song 🥺😭
Whe I saw this for the first time I latterly cried and I just got done watching it
Loved this reaction
My new favorite reaction channel! She's so relatable.
He was loving the version of himself that was hurting the most
Loved you since the Plastic Hearts reaction but the way you reacted to this emotional video/song made that love even deeper! You seem like such a genuine and cool person. Sending you all my best wishes and love 💜
😭😭 This made my day, thank you so much! 💖💜💖💜
Your reaction is so heartwarming! This made me smile ❤️
the song is also super relatable too! I’m a new subscriber now :)
The lyrics are sooooo powerful it made me tear up😭😭
I didn’t expect to cry but that scene right before he went back into the prom 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 bro
ngl, i cried...
Hi. I really enjoy your reactions. Keep up the great work.... I'd love for you to reaction to "Morgan Wade - The Night OurVinyl Sessions".... she an incredible new artist thats so raw and unique. And that live performance sums her up :) I think you'd really enjoy her :)
Where I'm frm, they condemn ppl for being homosexual and jus playing his songs in public will get me beat up but I for one have nothing against lil nas x cuz his songs are great, especially this one
I was very suicidal at a young age and the thought of being the " black sheep " in everything I do. My phone is my comfort and many times when I break down in tears, strangers are the ones who comfort me so I can relate and everytime I listen to this song I start to cry cuz it's like I'm remembering my past self and what I had to go through to be here rn. I'm here waiting to see what the outcome will be for him in the future.
Lil nas x league of voice
ok wait I think I just realized something
he's not like the guy's guardian angel or some shit like that
he actually goes back to his past and he like...........transforms? into whatever he is after realizing you don't gotta give a shit to everything and just have to be yourself
and to anybody that reads this and to whoever needs it, a happy time will come to you stay strong, stay safe
🚨Reacts to Anitta's new album "Versions Of Me" came out today and has already broken several records
With the white eyes it’s almost like it’s God saying you are loved and you are enough. You will be OK. Love it.
great video!
So weird to see you cry, everytime he says a word that doesn't resemble happyness4life and shiny rainbows you just go all sad. No offense, I know some people are more sensitive than the others, I'm just laughing over the fact that I could never imagine getting so emotionally touched by such small things. Keep going!
His best
Bish! You fuckin' had me at Golden Girls! SUBSCRIBED!!!!
I watch Golden Girls every night as I fall asleep. It soothes me 😴
@@BaileyRave holy effing mr haha!!! I do too. I’ve gone to sleep to them literally every night (sans some of those college drunk nights) since 2001 during those Lifetime days! 😍😍😍
#1 Fan now!!!! You should do some film reactions. I’d love to see more of your dry sense of humour and ur emotionally extra reactions. And please... please please please make sure ur cat knocks something over and interrupts u during your most touching confession again. It’s literally giving this old bag life!!! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼♥️
You get my sense of humor - bless you!! Who are your favorites!? I’m a Blanche/Dorothy kinda gal. Blanche has the best one liners and Bea Arthur gives the best deliveries!
And I love and appreciate you for mentioning movies! I’ve been planning on expanding to movie reactions since I started this channel. I have some horribly/amazing b-grade horror movies on my list. I just wanna capture the vibe of a ridiculous adult sleep over lol. 😂🙌
@@BaileyRave damn I wish we could collab. I’m a Sophia with a Blanche rising. So I’ll read you then french kiss ya pillahs! But truly Sophia is just spirit animal.
And horror is always the best for good reactions and those big iconic films.
I started doing them but I’m kinda burnt out rn but I wanna get back into it.
@@BaileyRave PS I DM’d you on Insta! 👋🏼
Who else is crying 😭
Very sad song :(
Oh my God when you say palm here nobody in the my brother did that oh my God I wanna cry
Her face expression😂
i really loved this videoo. You are such a good and caring person
This shit made my cry 😭
This hit straight back on younger days, love the fact that he placed him out there.
Nas it’s ok just at least you inspired me to get earrings that are crosses I love you
Great reaction!!!
no bc I cried with u, i luv uuuuuu 🖤🖤😭
Ily so much 😭😭😭😭😭
*YOU'RE HONEST REAL & BEAUTIFUL, DON'T EVER CHANGE LOVE*.😞😪😔 💐💃💯
He made me cry too with this one🥺
Huge spiritual connection you have! loved your reaction! ❤️
Watching your videos feels like chilling with your best friend and it’s actually so refreshing. 💗💗💗subbed for sure
Fuck mate, this song made me cry
Me in his same life but stanning a guy called Lil Nas X with a fanpage-
Made me cry and I am sure made you cry too
Hey guys, you should check out my sax cover of this! I do almost all the parts with my alto sax. Let me know what you think! (I would link it but this would get marked as spam I think)
I think the white eyes at the end means that he has now turned into his future self, The future self that now loves himself and gives no fucks, The lil nas x we know now :) that's just the way I interpreted it, it could possibly mean something else.
STOP CRY PLZ OR LIL NAS X WILL BOOCK
Aw man this was such a lovely reaction! He’s just great man. I was also sobbing the whole way through lmao
I love you I like this reaction
I know girl I cry to I still crying
He is loving himself. And trough that love he helps us love ourselfs
He drinks from a trough ?
@@tommasopincio7658 a través de su amor propio nos amamos a nosotros. Sorry my english is not perfect
@@francomuscellini1744 It's alright, I was just making a joke. Gracias por haber precisado su pensamiento !
PLAY ROBLOX LIL NAS X PLAYS ROBLOX
Your face was the exact same as mine when I first heard this I was in shock but In a great way honestly an amazing song
Great. You made me cry all over again. I was a weepy mess yesterday. I thought I had it under control until your reaction.
LMFAO under control 💀I feel the Sam way
I loved your reaction, you should try to react to bella's poarch new music video, you gonna like the message behind it
UR reaction has saved ma day
This made me cry too
7:32 i love her dog🤣💖
Seeing him cry makes me cry everytime I watch it
Is this the HOT mom my friends were talking about?😍🥴😅
Mom!?? 😳😂
@@BaileyRave I think you seem like you would be a great mom😊
@@BaileyRave and that message was just a joke no need to be creeped out or anything