It was supposed to be on die Life, her album in between Family Jewels and Electra Heart, but that album was scrapped and some of the songs were moved to Electra Heart.
What I get from this song and other demos from Electra Heart that got out is that the early version/project (die Life) that turned into EH was much darker and had more of a TFJ vibe with more focus on her personal life still. I really want to hear how that had sounded like :/
im 5 years late but usually through hacking or the rare chance that someone works for the record company that she is signed to and leaks them because they have access to the master recordings
Lyrics [Verse 1] I stepped into a room of clocks That all told different times I stepped into a mirrored world That mirrored all our crimes You keep picking at the scab And I'll keep selling the plaster Keep telling me that I'm bad But I keep on getting better faster [Pre-Chorus] You hold me down and you hold me up You can't communicate You brought me up just to bring me down I've nothing left to say [Chorus] I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus] You hold me down, you hold me up Oh daddy, are we out of luck? You brought me up to bring me down You shut me in, you shut me out [Verse 2] I'm gone, I'm gone to Heaven I'm gone, I'm gone to Hell If nobody could see I'd hold my hand out to be held [Pre-Chorus] You hold me down and you hold me up I can't communicate You brought me up just to bring me down I've nothing left to say [Chorus] I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus] You hold me down, you hold me up Oh daddy, are we out of luck? You brought me up to bring me down You shut me in, you shut me out [Bridge] You keep picking at the scab So I'll keep on settling the plaster And you, you think I'm bad So I keep on getting better faster [Chorus] I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus] You hold me down, you hold me up Oh daddy, are we out of luck? You brought me up to bring me down You shut me in, you shut me out [Chorus 2] I've lost, I've lost my confidence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I sailed a thousand seas [Post-Chorus 2] You tell me what to say and wear You say that it's because you care But I prefer to be alone Than live a life that's not my own Ohh, ohh, ohh... [Verse 1] I stepped into a room of clocks That all told different times I stepped into a mirrored world That mirrored all our crimes You keep picking at the scab And I'll keep selling the plaster Keep telling me that I'm bad And I'll keep on getting better faster [Pre-Chorus] You hold me down and you hold me up You can't communicate You brought me up just to bring me down I've nothing left to say [Chorus] I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And from the cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus] You hold me down, you hold me up Oh daddy, are we out of luck? You brought me up to bring me down You shut me in, you shut me out Uh, oh, ah, ah [Verse 2] I'm going, I'm going to Heaven I'm going, I'm going to Hell I walk around like a child Hold my hand out to be held You keep picking at the scab And I'll keep selling the plaster You keep telling me that I'm bad And I'll keep on getting better faster [Pre-Chorus] You hold me down and you hold me up You can't communicate Brought me up but you bring me down I've nothing left to say-ay-ay-ay [Verse 1] I stepped into a room of clocks That all told different times I stepped into a mirrored world That mirrored all our crimes You keep picking at the scab And I'll keep selling the plaster Keep telling me that I'm bad But I keep on getting better faster [Pre-Chorus] You hold me down and you hold me up You can't communicate You brought me up just to bring me down I've nothing left to say [Chorus] I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus] You hold me down, you hold me up Oh daddy, are we out of luck? You brought me up to bring me down You shut me in, you shut me out [Verse 2] I'm gone, I'm gone to Heaven I'm gone, I'm gone to Hell If nobody could see I'd hold my hand out to be held I wish that you could just admit That you did bad things too Instead of criticizing me So I don't look at you [Pre-Chorus] You hold me down and you hold me up I can't communicate You brought me up just to bring me down I've nothing left to say [Chorus] I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus] You hold me down, you hold me up Oh daddy, are we out of luck? You brought me up to bring me down You shut me in, you shut me out [Bridge] You keep picking at the scab So I'll keep on selling the plaster And you, you think I'm bad So I keep on getting better faster [Chorus] I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus] You hold me down, you hold me up Oh daddy, are we out of luck? You brought me up to bring me down You shut me in, you shut me out [Chorus 2] I've lost, I've lost my confidence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus 2] You tell me what to say and wear You say that it's because you care But I prefer to be alone Than live a life that's not my own Ohh, ohh, ohh... [Verse 1] I stepped into a room of clocks That all told different times I stepped into a mirrored world That mirrored all our crimes You keep picking at the scab And I'll keep selling the plaster Keep telling me that I'm bad But I keep on getting better faster [Pre-Chorus] You hold me down and you hold me up You can't communicate You brought me up just to bring me down I've nothing left to say [Chorus] I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus] You hold me down, you hold me up Oh daddy, are we out of luck? You brought me up to bring me down You shut me in, you shut me out [Verse 2] I'm gone, I'm gone to Heaven I'm gone, I'm gone to Hell If nobody could see I'd hold my hand out to be held [Pre-Chorus] You hold me down and you hold me up I can't communicate You brought me up just to bring me down I've nothing left to say [Chorus] I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus] You hold me down, you hold me up Oh daddy, are we out of luck? You brought me up to bring me down You shut me in, you shut me out [Bridge] You keep picking at the scab So I'll keep on selling the plaster And you, you think I'm bad So I'll keep on getting better faster [Chorus] I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief [Post-Chorus] You hold me down, you hold me up Oh daddy, are we out of luck? You brought me up to bring me down You shut me in, you shut me out [Chorus 2] I've lost, I've lost my confidence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I sailed a thousand seas [Post-Chorus 2] You tell me what to say and wear You say that it's because you care But I prefer to be alone Than live a life that's not my own Ohh, ohh, ohh... (Alone, alone, alone, alone...)
Primadonna is a lot more dairy than bubblegum because sings about an ice cream McFlurry, the Happy Meal, the McNuggets and Big Mac and all of them have milk or dairy
I dealt with a narcissist last year who completely broke down my sense of identity and convinced me I was a bad person by getting me to react & exposing the worst parts of myself…and he, unknowingly to me, humiliated me in front of the whole school. I’ve been healing, but listening to this song has rlly helped me cope. And also not question too much if I’m good or bad; I’ve learnt the art of radical acceptance. My favorite line in this song: “we stepped into a mirrored world that mirrored all our crimes”
So Marina really hated Bubblegum after she released it but loved it at the same time but lyrically she explained a lot more than the rest of her songs I think it's the worst and most fictional song of her discography
if we compare the instrumental of this song to the instrumental of other songs on electra heart, we can see why this one was scrapped. it’s too weak and not so electric like the others, but the lyrics are just perfect.
Listened to this in 2012 on a burned cd I made driving around being young and free and in love. 11 years later it hits so good!
Love the first line. I bet one of the clocks went "CUCKOO!"
*ten silver spoons coming after me....*
@@windmills123 one life with one dream on repeat... 💤
@@spools.i1311 I'll escape if I try hard enough! 🏃♀
Till King of the jungle calls my bluff. 👑
@@joerowell7694 oh lawwwwwd
I love this so much! I can understand why it didn't make Electra Heart though, the sound is a lot different
Sounds like it should be in family jewels
It was supposed to be on die Life, her album in between Family Jewels and Electra Heart, but that album was scrapped and some of the songs were moved to Electra Heart.
What I get from this song and other demos from Electra Heart that got out is that the early version/project (die Life) that turned into EH was much darker and had more of a TFJ vibe with more focus on her personal life still. I really want to hear how that had sounded like :/
❤....and still listening....❤
Electra Heart woulda been a lot better if she had done a version with this and Miss Y and others in it ...
Erika Karlin yeah if it had E.V.O.L , scab and plaster , miss Y , and Electra heart it would be lit
I think it would've been better if they had they're own little album
I think they were meant for Die Life
@@Sophie-ps3gf 10 years later we got justice
How do people even get these what the heck
Lucy Andrew they make them
Hacking
im 5 years late but usually through hacking or the rare chance that someone works for the record company that she is signed to and leaks them because they have access to the master recordings
@@leavilknievel that would may be a good source 😳
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I stepped into a room of clocks
That all told different times
I stepped into a mirrored world
That mirrored all our crimes
You keep picking at the scab
And I'll keep selling the plaster
Keep telling me that I'm bad
But I keep on getting better faster
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
You can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Verse 2]
I'm gone, I'm gone to Heaven
I'm gone, I'm gone to Hell
If nobody could see
I'd hold my hand out to be held
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
I can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Bridge]
You keep picking at the scab
So I'll keep on settling the plaster
And you, you think I'm bad
So I keep on getting better faster
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Chorus 2]
I've lost, I've lost my confidence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I sailed a thousand seas
[Post-Chorus 2]
You tell me what to say and wear
You say that it's because you care
But I prefer to be alone
Than live a life that's not my own
Ohh, ohh, ohh...
[Verse 1]
I stepped into a room of clocks
That all told different times
I stepped into a mirrored world
That mirrored all our crimes
You keep picking at the scab
And I'll keep selling the plaster
Keep telling me that I'm bad
And I'll keep on getting better faster
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
You can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And from the cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
Uh, oh, ah, ah
[Verse 2]
I'm going, I'm going to Heaven
I'm going, I'm going to Hell
I walk around like a child
Hold my hand out to be held
You keep picking at the scab
And I'll keep selling the plaster
You keep telling me that I'm bad
And I'll keep on getting better faster
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
You can't communicate
Brought me up but you bring me down
I've nothing left to say-ay-ay-ay
[Verse 1]
I stepped into a room of clocks
That all told different times
I stepped into a mirrored world
That mirrored all our crimes
You keep picking at the scab
And I'll keep selling the plaster
Keep telling me that I'm bad
But I keep on getting better faster
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
You can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Verse 2]
I'm gone, I'm gone to Heaven
I'm gone, I'm gone to Hell
If nobody could see
I'd hold my hand out to be held
I wish that you could just admit
That you did bad things too
Instead of criticizing me
So I don't look at you
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
I can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Bridge]
You keep picking at the scab
So I'll keep on selling the plaster
And you, you think I'm bad
So I keep on getting better faster
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Chorus 2]
I've lost, I've lost my confidence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus 2]
You tell me what to say and wear
You say that it's because you care
But I prefer to be alone
Than live a life that's not my own
Ohh, ohh, ohh...
[Verse 1]
I stepped into a room of clocks
That all told different times
I stepped into a mirrored world
That mirrored all our crimes
You keep picking at the scab
And I'll keep selling the plaster
Keep telling me that I'm bad
But I keep on getting better faster
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
You can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Verse 2]
I'm gone, I'm gone to Heaven
I'm gone, I'm gone to Hell
If nobody could see
I'd hold my hand out to be held
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
I can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Bridge]
You keep picking at the scab
So I'll keep on selling the plaster
And you, you think I'm bad
So I'll keep on getting better faster
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Chorus 2]
I've lost, I've lost my confidence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I sailed a thousand seas
[Post-Chorus 2]
You tell me what to say and wear
You say that it's because you care
But I prefer to be alone
Than live a life that's not my own
Ohh, ohh, ohh...
(Alone, alone, alone, alone...)
It's been 11 years since ELECTRA HEART, lana already released say yes to heaven. when will we get miss y, I'm not hungry anymore, and scab & plaster ?
this is just the second and fourth demo of scab and plaster, one demo on the left side of the audio and the other on the right...
Yep.. Do you have a link to the third?
There are only two demos, dude.
Pedro Antonio They're four
Lady Mira what’s the fourth one? I only know 3
@@pedroantonio5565 there was 5 demos the third was fake tho
Wow it sounds so good mixed together 👍
Marina should value her Diamond songs... all of them !
this should be among the top 10 marina's songs excelente tune!!
marina should rlly make these singles or add them to EH platinum blonde
If only I could find an HD version of this somewhere!
You just mixed the first demo and the new version.
woahhhh ur genius
What a BOP this track still is
love this one so much more than the first one
the demos sound awesome when spliced
Why isn't in electra heart? GOD WHY?¨!
Still legend❤
this is not a Demo , it`s solid fantastic song
im in love.
YEAHHHHHHHH FINALLY !
Does this remind anyone else of Living Dead?? I think they sound pretty similar
No salió en platinum Blonde 😭😭😭😭
No sonó
Porque no es parte de electra heart, esto es de die life
All of Marina's songs they have peace real life jobs and life to the extreme and also kindness except Bubblegum
What's y'alls favorite unrealesed by marina
MISS Y
STARLIGHT
Sinful!!
Scab and Plaster or I'm not hungry anymore :D
Absent love :)
I love the work harder songs feels less phony less angrier make me cry 😢
This should be in Electra Heart instead of Hypocrates.
It feels more like Mario, Luigi or Waluigi kind of guys and I like it
Primadonna is a lot more dairy than bubblegum because sings about an ice cream McFlurry, the Happy Meal, the McNuggets and Big Mac and all of them have milk or dairy
Less songs, more real life when it's more songs, is less real life and angryness
Lies says You're a cow till the end and Can leche go which means a big dairy addiction
Lonely hearts club says a dairy product called manjar
Even Primadonna who works at McDonald's or Lies that doesn't speak the truth about being in a game are more real the person not character
And Buy the Stars you butter star like a yellow star or Star Butterfly
My God. This is perfection. o.O
But ... uhm .... you didn't create it yourself, did you? It is a real version by Marina, right?
This almost sounds like it belongs on Family Jewels
The most hated of the four is Wario thanks to privacy sadness and money
I dealt with a narcissist last year who completely broke down my sense of identity and convinced me I was a bad person by getting me to react & exposing the worst parts of myself…and he, unknowingly to me, humiliated me in front of the whole school. I’ve been healing, but listening to this song has rlly helped me cope. And also not question too much if I’m good or bad; I’ve learnt the art of radical acceptance. My favorite line in this song: “we stepped into a mirrored world that mirrored all our crimes”
The thiny is the strongest for me the fatty is the weaker for food, phone and money addiction
The electric guitar driven songs are not really dairy because they talk about vegan milk
Homewrecker much better because makes houses so is a Home Maker
🩵👌🏻
Fake final version...
And Bubblegum to me sounds vegan compared to Primadonna, Lies or the other songs
platinum blonde when
So Marina really hated Bubblegum after she released it but loved it at the same time but lyrically she explained a lot more than the rest of her songs I think it's the worst and most fictional song of her discography
But the bass or acoustic guitar songs talk about dairy than the electric guitar one
The most hated of all Marina's discography is just one song is the Bubblegum I think it's the most annoying, millionaire and repetitive song
if we compare the instrumental of this song to the instrumental of other songs on electra heart, we can see why this one was scrapped. it’s too weak and not so electric like the others, but the lyrics are just perfect.
but there's another mix that sounds more electra heart-ish
@@RafaelReyesofficial Link?
@@pinoccioa ua-cam.com/video/Q7An3WX8KGg/v-deo.html
this sounds like a TFJ electra mix