You're not alone. This happened to me too between Aug-oct 2022. My kundalini burst open and sent me on an intense journey. Then from Oct- March I spiraled into a deep depression because I felt so alone and scared. I started thinking I was crazy and messed up my life. I went through so many changes. I was upset over but can't be angry because all the changes were in my benefit but I didn't understand why my life had to change for these changes. Also why did I have to embarrasse myself (I made the mistake of telling too many people). Thank you for this video. Helps me not feel alone. Funny story, I started second guessing myself and started thinking I was crazy again. Then your video popped up in my feed out of no where. I guess to reassure me that this is all real and to stop questioning it. 😊
I had the same experience. I was in a bad place and a friend got me meditating. After about 3 months I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening. At the time I didn't know anything about it, of course my wife and kids thought I was going crazy. I wish I knew not to tell people about it but what's done is done. This video was a bit of an emotional release, so ty so much.
@gerstoffbraxtach8608 Trust me, you can't mistake it. My experience may have been a rollercoaster ride of purification emotions, but my consciousness was the most aware it has ever been. I'm also a mental health professional and definitely thought about that in the beginning. I was constantly checking in with myself and forced myself to sit through emotions before reacting. Every decision I made...I made constant run throughs and even wrote pros and con lists (I even checked in with a therapist - only didnt speak about the spiritual things happening to me and she found me healthy and only grieving events). I was definitely not bipolar. I was confused with what was happening and became extremely depressed when no one believed or understood me. I couldn't talk about my experiences without people thinking I was crazy which made me second guess myself and question my reality. Everything was real, the energy was real, and all the deep understanding downloads I was receiving. The real problem is that we are surrounded by a lot of people who haven't reached this level yet and who cannot understand...therefore they question and confuse us. Thank god my journey led me to a faithful well trusted teacher who has since helped me tremendously and believes me. I'm well grounded now and able to reintegrate back into my life without questioning myself, my experience, or needing anyone else to know, understand, or believe what happened. But, I do wish there were more teachers out there and more widely spread information. I would have preferred an easier transition without humiliating myself first. Like one of the other comments stated....if only I knew to keep all of this to myself and not speak about it with others. I definitely wouldn't have spiraled into a depression or embarrassed myself. Now I have to face the fact that people think I had a mental health episode even though it is a fact that I didn't. The only problem is that I was saying things they aren't ready to accept or hear or understand. If I had a bipolar episode...my experience wouldn't have been so well controlled and methodical. The depression spiral literally stemmed from grief of losing friends after telling them my experiences. I suffered so much loss and made a break up I was going through so much worse and embarrassing. If I just kept my mouth shut then I could still at least be superficially close with those friends for boardgames nights and I could have had my break up end with dignity and not him calling me a crazy spiritual cunt.
Anyone who’s truly experienced a Kundalini awakening understands. We understand the state of bliss, the feeling of freedom and childlike beauty that we can see and feel in the world around us. It’s a beautiful thing and your tears are well justified ❤
Thank you for sharing this. I needed to hear someone else’s experience to understand my own. It’s been one month since my kundalini awakening and I’m scouring the internet for information, guidance, and acceptance. Thank you! ~ Lisa
Thank you for this. I began this journey a few years ago (mine was started with psychedelics). It led me into depression, loss of a 20 year marriage, and some really tough times. I think that once the journey begins, anyone who is not on a similar path (my ex) is bound to leave... it's like discordant energy. I'm hopeful that I can get to that lasting state of peace and an end to chasing desires. This particular ego is a stubborn one.
Psychedelic can be a very hard journey, not just what it presents you, as you. But a huge impact on outside views. Yes it can lead to depression and sometimes suicidal thoughts. But I must say it's great to experience something first hand, rather from a one time point of view
Kundalini Awakening is most sacred process you can receive. The initial process should be deeply honor by giving yourself the space to allow the energy to fully express thru you. Kriyas, mudras, asanas are just a few ways in which it may be expressed. This is just the beginning on your path. Go beyond the bliss!!!
Thank you so much for this video, for just being here. I am going through it right now. My ego doesn't understand it and is very, very frightening. Even through all of this, the random twitches and vocalizations, burning and electrocution, the insomnia, the spontaneous sexual releases, the release of subconscious traumas and horrible pain, there is a part of me that just sits back and observes. I guess that's my soul. If we lived in a society that acknowledged this process without fear and just offered lots of hugs, guidance, support groups, etc, we could see that this is a sacred healing process. To be honest, there's hasn't been much that has been blissful for me. Perhaps because my mind is telling me too many stories. I contacted a local energy healer and I hope to talk about the experience fully for the first time, because I never have. I'm 45 and have never been able to talk about it -- you're right, it's not safe. In the past I thought I was crazy because nobody around me was spiritual, and I hospitalized myself. I think when/if I get out of this, I will do some videos as well. Perhaps the more that we all talk about it, the better we can help people like me, who have painful awakenings. (P.S. My life has been very dark, and I have a very strong ego. Perhaps that is why)
Thank you for sharing! Yes, I find that the mind can get me out of the bliss quickly sometimes, especially in the beginning. I'd love to hear your story sometime.
Thanks for sharing. I enjoyed your chat. I, too, grew up in church so you can imagine what a shock when Spirit told me to start a UA-cam channel reading tarot! I was like…”I don’t know how to read tarot! Why wouldn’t you just ask me to look at people to know what’s going on like we’ve always done?” Here I am, close to a thousand videos later and I’ve grown so much as a person by being able to witness how it all works. And the gift of being able to watch my own videos to receive the messages as well as opposed to just being an instrument for messages to come through. I look forward to seeing you with your next video.🌟
Thank you so much for your willingness to be vulnerable and share your experience. I feel blessed to have come across this site. You have a beautiful soul. Thank you.
The kundalini awakening will for everyone provide loads of unknown experience. Everything between terror and bliss is normal and quite often hard go through and let go. When I started to experience it I didn`t have a name for it nor did I ask for it. I didn`t believe in Chakras and so forth. After 2 years now there is full acceptance for the most of the heavy waves that can show up. There is nothing to really control about it. I don`t know if more information before would have eased anything. Maybe it would have led to even more entanglement in sensations that have no substance or stability anyways. Let it go even when visions are overly real and meaningful is a constant job to do for me. I sometimes just nourished the ego with more shining stories. This is definetly a hindrance and can be overcome through practice of pure motivation, a good heart and a deeper insight. I watched your video very carefully. There is the feeling of being connected with all beings and that being itself shines from within. It´s very important that you point out, that a kundalini awakening will not lead automatically to enlightement, realisation of nonduality/nature of the mind or will make you a good human being per se. You have to go the pathless path alone. With trust it can feel utterly safe. Patience. Love. Space. Awareness.
I read that if unpreprared, then the experience of awakening will be very harsh. but you can prepare yourself before it awakens through yoga, breathing techniques and mantras. I normally would not believe such stuff, I was a typical highly sceptic, science-oriented person but in years I have become very open to the other views since knowledge provided by science is also very limited, as I have realized. so it seems to me that what your state of mind right before kundalini awakening determines how you will experience the process. but I am not sure anyway, I have this so-called kriyas and unknowingly I have done many things seemingly necessary or helpful for kundalini awakening such as ego-work, breathing, meditation to control thoughts and feelings etc. but for now, I dont know where exactly I am. I dont know what to do for kundalini awakening, probably I will do what I already do and let things happen
@@experimentationn The term kundalini was unknown to me 2 years ago. I was not evoking anything or trying to achieve. No preparation for anything It just happened. I went through a very harsh period in my life, had 2 surgerys, went through so much pain back then. It was sometimes more than I could take and it went on for a long time. In these times i started to meditate. Before that it was never a "real" thing i was interested in. After the kundalini awakened i had strong kriyas for around 8 month. This was like terror. I just could sleep for maybe 2-3 h a night. And still it took me many month until the word kundalini came across my mind. Chakras as a fact were unknown and I was not interested in these specific topics in my life, too. But then it began to become more naturally accepted and real for me relatively shortly after the awakening. Reading your lines I start to think, that its not clear what you and maybe others expect to experience or get out of it. I think there is a lot room for projections and even the experience amongs those who claim that the kundalini awakened differ quite a lot. But I am at no means an expert for anybody else, respect the yearning for something that goes beyond and I am still experiencing the illusion of I and me. But it gets more weak and sometimes the view clears up and reveals the truth for a brief moment. Its like coming home and loosing all the clothes you are usually wearing at the same time. It doesn`t matter at all. There is nobody who could care.
@@ChaiBaba can you tell about the experience of 8 months after the awakening? Could you do daily activities? Can you somehow compare to kriyas in terms controllability and pain? For instance, I have small kriyas only during meditation and I cannot control it when it happens but I can stop meditation and it does not happen. Can we think this is similar to kriyas but more abrupt and no chance of control whatsoever and painful version? Can you say after all this pain still worth it? These may be silly questions but I don't know much about these experiences and I want to be more aware about what may come next.
Hi, it is good you have questions. I could still go to work in full time. But getting not enough sleep over a long period of time makes you overly sensitiv and weak. More sensitiv in addition to all the other effects. The burden can become psychic heavy. And there were only very few i could talk to. But even they couldnt understand what i was actually going through. The movements, mainly at night were out of control for many hours non stop. It was moving you. It got sometimes painfull when the movements repeated too often and there was hardly a rest. And it didnt make sense at all. I didnt knew what kriyas were back then. They happened mainly when i took a rest. Nobody can tell you what might happen, how intense and long it can be. While it happened i couldnt appreciate anything of it because there was no explanation. After a while i got more used to it. To completely surrender to it is the only way. Even now i dont know what kriyas specifically will bring me. I can understand stuff mentally but its better not to expect anything from it. All the best.
Believe it or not a lot of christians know all about this and support it. They also went through it as well. Luckily my church goes Ive told believe me and know a lot about my awakening. They know about the body, spirit, and soul. TRUE Christians understand ALL about this! ❤ they know we are chosen ones and we have a gift to give to the world. We are here to CHANGE the world!
The devil is a liar and those Christian are blinded Bible > 2 Corinthians > Chapter 11 > Verse 3 ◄ 2 Corinthians 11:3 ► Audio Crossref Comment Greek Verse (Click for Chapter) New International Version But I am afraid that just as Eve was deceived by the serpent’s cunning, your minds may somehow be led astray from your sincere and pure devotion to Christ. The serpent beguiled the woman in the garden and said ye shall not die ye shall be as god There’s a sin that leads to death The kundalini is the serpent and men are trees and Jesus is the tree of life This is spiritual death She needs deliverance
You did a wonderful job of explaining this process and covering all the bases. I was really impressed with how thoroughly and concisely you put all the pieces together in order to create just the right portrayal of a Kundalini Awakening and all you may encounter with it and how to successfully deal with all you encounter with it. Your sweet, beautiful, joyful spirit that came forth was also a great blessing. I really encourage you to keep up with your videos. You will touch many!!! And keep loving yourself. You are special in a very beautiful way.
Thank you for sharing your story. This has been a lonely journey for me as well because I don’t have anyone to share my experiences with. I my kundalini awakening start about 3 years ago. Hearing your story makes me feel less alone
There are hundreds of people who share the same accounts of Kundalini awakenings, just do a search on youtube. Every other person has been awakened lol
it's 5 AM in the morning, and thanks god i stumbled upon your video. I don't know, what it is, but just watching you speak made me feel energetic and happy. You have such a good vibe and eyes full of joy. Devote yourself to this spiritual journey and don't give up on it and i assure you, you'll cross paths with other amazing people like yourself who share a similar vision to yours and if you ever felt or still feel like you don't fit in this world, you're not alone. I sincerely wish you all the best.
You're mot alone 😊 It's been 6 years. Tips... Don't fight it, you won't win. Be grateful for this amazing gift. When it gets tough, keep going. You got this, Nameste 😊
I awakened 8 years ago but I fully awakened 5 years ago my journey its been a little bit hard because no one seems too really understand me but its beautiful 😊😊 its the best thing off mi life and there was no one too guide me or help me I had too find mi own path we have and inside guide that we can fallow and there are wonderful spiritual teacher s such as Jesus Mohammed budha mahavita Rama Krishna shiva etc you just have too discern wath their real teaching's are and follow them but you have too gain your inner wisdom true arduous meditation and introspection develop love and compassion true sadhana and in the end your life's purpose will be revealed😉😉 I know watt your goin true and I want you too know im with you all the way sending you all my love and support ☺☺ im so proud of you 🤗🤗 you are a wonderful human being and a beautiful soul 😇😇
You are so cute and innocent! Positive vibes are flowing abundantly from your voice and expressions! I actually almost ended up crying and became so emotional.
Thank you for sharing your childhood experience of being angry to have to live a human experience. I’ve heard many souls do not choose to be born on earth. They don’t volunteer.
Thank you very much for sharing your kundakini awakening story and journey. it was heartwarming to listen to you. Im so glad seeimg so many people going through this, just look at comments. My first rising was maybe 27 yesrs ago and it took another 20 years of more or less conscious preparation for K to rise again and actually stay active. And like you said this is just the beginning...for myself i kmow for a fact that this was predetermined, so i kinda assume its the same for others too although im not so sure about anything anymore 😂. Kundalini is the great healer and how this healing unfolds depends on so many factors, one's own karmic disposition being a major one. Thank you for sharimg, much love to everyone watching this. God bless.
my son started his journey 3.8 years ago and it has been a ride of craziness. Thank you for your video it has lots of good information. It is not recognized in the western
For myself having memory of coming to this earth while being prepped for the journey by a higher intelligence that i can vividly remember, ending life would be undoing the work of the higher beings and not to mention slowing your own spiritual growth having not gained certain aspects to help promote growth that you otherwise would have gained eventually, but now would have to repeat the cycle of rebirth. We all have the chance to progressively learn to break the cycle and never return, by understanding that you are a spiritual being and not the body and your karma here on earth if not to heavy can be resolved in the astral realms.
Thank you so much, you really gave me the insight that it's not anything to feel fear of. You explained so nice and calm. I think I am on my way to wake my Kundalini because I can't explain my experiences in another way. I am sure that you will help so many other people through your videos. Thank you once again ❤.
Thank you for this. Going through it right now, each day is a struggle and a blessing. Mainly because of other peoples energies. They rock me when there volatile or i argue or my partner shouts at me shes pregnant and ive got two teenage girls and a little boy. Im mot in nature so you can imagine energy wise is putting me through the ringer lol. Those who have activated kundalini will understand why this is difficult. Great video thank you ❤
I enjoyed your video and can relate to everything you said and I agree with everything too!...from ego inflated teachers to bliss and Kriyas and religious baggage.I'm 12 years into my Kundalini and I'v been alone a lot of the time but not lonely.God is bliss and I feel him/it 24/7 these days and I can see it in you also.I'v been told that the bliss would fade by teachers but it seems I have proven them wrong and maybe I have even rose above those teachers now(but I best be careful with my ego):) Kundalini will give us gifts/siddhis but can take them back and the bliss if our ego overinflates and I think you know that so hurrah for your gifts! I got my usual synchronicity in the end of your video with something you said so I had to say Hi...Hi! You are very wise for someone new to Kundalini so I think you did a lot of work(sadhana)in your last life.I remember feeling the energy as a young child but it faded and came back 12 years ago when I was mature enough and free enough to work with it.I don't talk about Kundalini in my physical life as no one I know would understand but I'm ok with that now.Its my beautiful secret.
Thank you for sharing! Yes, I have gotten several warnings from the universe regarding my ego and the gifts so I always ask permission before assuming I should use them whenever I want. These gifts are not mine but God’s so I try my best. I also appreciate your statements on kundalini being your secret. I’m learning what to say and to whom in order to communicate the most helpful message. Thank you again!
Thank you for sharing your story, Karinia. This sort of experience is so hard to articulate and share without feeling unsafe or judged. I still have not written or spoken most of my experience, but hope to bring it out more. Thank you for sharing with vulnerability, your laughter and tears. ❤
Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are definitely not alone. Right now astrologically we must rise. The feminine power in all of us we must stand by without wrapping it up or manipulating others. kundilini is always present inside us but now it awakens because manipulation, distortion of truth shadows the inner true energy. Finally let's get some more of you... you beautiful feminine creature . thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you for sharing Karinia. You showed up on my feed half an hour ago. I am doing a major colon cleanse and last night I awoke in horrible pain, felt like my root chakra was falling out of my body, if that makes sense. I could feel energy trying to work its way to my sacral and solar plexes. I have had some pretty awesome magical and mystical experiences where I am in this altered state of bliss. I have a feeling I too am having a kundalini awakening.
If you have real Kundalini, then surrender to heavenly guidance! Like you experience telling ordinary folk about your process wont help, they cant get it, so go deeper into source and make a firm live connection with mother divine. That is why heaven is here and now, bring it down to Earth! Have fun in continious surrender ❤
I may comment again but while I watch…thoughts… There are a lot of views of this vid, compared with the subscriber count, it went “viral” in a sense. I can see why. This is essential information. Watching you…listening to your words…feeling you tone of peace….is a beautiful experience for me. Experience Matters….MUCH more than “head knowledge”: I can validate your experience. I am 46, last night sat with an 80 year, and now watch your “youthfulness” experience This New Thing. This is a happening that is occurring fresh on the planet (a rebirth of spirit) and I feel strongly correlates with “Covid” as a stamp time emphasizing the shift of the time. I don’t “understand” any of this, but I am experiencing it…and enjoying the process deeply, and sometimes feel overwhelmed with fear and sadness…Mostly, I just feel more alive. Love you beautiful soul. Love you so much. And feel soooo much love sitting with you here.
I am new into this spiritual journey too. My kundalini awakening was triggered and it was spontaneously. I thought something wrong with my feminine body part was constantly spamming as I am having uncontrollable orgasm and I wasn’t thinking or doing anything sexually related activities 😅 And this bizarre heart beats that out of rhythm. And my intuition kick in. I live in country that 70% not spiritual/ religious and this spiritual awakening has lead me to endless research and really surrender my soul to God. I am still learning how to move the kundalini energy up as I feel it is still blocking at the sacral level. And yes, the blissful feelings and having this loving feeling to everything on this planet is such a wonderful feeling I have experience. My ego sometimes still trying to take over but I am learning every day.. Thank you for sharing your knowledge. Appreciate how much it mean to me. I am looking forward to all your new videos. May God bless you abundantly 🙏
wow , healing does not end. Grateful to have found you beautiful girl. I could never find people who could testify to this. 3 decades? You look like you're 15. About 35 years ago I had 2 kundalini. It happened through tantra yoga. Not that I was smart at yoga. But some parameters were necessary.1 Breathing, I participated in the church choir and studied how to breathe (it took me 1 year to learn diaphragmatic breathing). 2 Tai chi chuam, my instructor demanded that movements be coordinated with breathing. It was so many years ago that I don't know if I'm going to advance things that happened afterwards, I hope the order is correct. Ahh, the book The Multiorgasm Man by author Mantak Chia. Enough per hour. It happened during sex that I felt something, it went up and I felt something in my throat, with my hand 30 cm from my throat I felt a force field, an air mattress that prevented my hand from approaching my neck (subtle of course). And at the same time my wife felt something like that but on her back. This on 2 occasions. Later , I trained a type of QI GONGONG for 4 months and a patient came to my office ( I was a dentist ) and she was becoming deaf in one ear ( her doctor boyfriend gave her antibiotics but it did not work ) I asked her if I could do it acupuncture (years before, I had already done acupuncture on her) and apply Qi gong from my hand to the needle. The energy flowed (I don't know how to explain it, I'm not oriental) she felt the shock rising, but after the sensation reached her shoulder I stopped. Surprised that the following week the girl came back to tell me that her ear had healed. The flowing, the walking of this energy is the same method as kundalini. Breath - intention - visualization. Recently in meditation (56 years old today) I visualized myself in a place like a dark cave, but I knew there was more there. But I was taken by all that you said, joy freedom happiness. That I even cried with joy, and I really wanted to know the method and way to return to that place. Share to help that yes I go back there and other people too. Here's a giant text that's just a summary. Beautiful girl like a small child but I know you're a giant inside. I'm going to google translate from Brazilian Portuguese into English, I hope I don't lose essence. uau , cura não acaba. Grato por ter te encontrado menina linda. Nunca consegui encontrar pessoas que pudessem dar testemunho disto. 3 decadas? Você parece ter 15 anos. Há cerca de 35 anos atrás eu tive 2 kundalini. Aconteceu pela tantra yoga. Não que eu fui esperto na yoga. Mas alguns parametros foram necessarios.1 Respiração , eu participava do coral da igreja e estudei para respirar ( demorou 1 ano para aprender respiração diafragmatica ). 2 Tai chi chuam, minha instrutora exigiu que os movimentos fossem coordenados com a respiração. Foi a tantos anos que não sei se vou adiantar coisas que aconteceram depois, espero que a ordem seja correta. Ahh, o livro do Homem multiorgasmatico do autor Mantak Chia. Já basta por hora. Aconteceu em momento do sexo que senti algo ,subiu e senti algo na garganta, com a mão a 30 cm da garganta senti um campo de força , um colchão de ar que impedia a mão de se aproximar do pescoço ( sutil é claro ) . E ao mesmo tempo minha esposa sentiu algo assim mas nas costas. Isto em 2 ocasiões. Tempos depois , eu treinei um tipo de QI GONGONG por 4 meses e uma paciente foi ao meu consultorio ( eu era dentista ) e ela estava ficando surda de um ouvido ( o namorado medico dela deu antibioticos mas não funcionou ) perguntei ela se eu podia fazer acupuntura ( anos anteeu já havia feito acupuntura nela ) e aplicar Qi gong da minha mão para agulha. A energia fluiu ( não sei explicar , não sou oriental ) ela sentiu o choque subindo , mas depois que a sensasão chegou ao ombro eu parei . Surpresa que na semana seguinte a garota voltou para me dizer que curou o ouvido. O fluir , o caminhar dessa energia é o mesmo metodo da kundalini. Respiração - intenção - visualização. Recentemente em meditação ( hoje 56 anos ) me visualizei em um local como uma caverna escura , mas eu sabia que tinha mais coisa lá. Mas fui tomado por tudo isso que você falou, alegria liberdade felicidade. Que ate chorei de alegria, e eu queria muito saber o metodo o caminho para retornar a aquele local. Compartilhar para ajudar que sim eu volte lá e outras pessoas também. Aqui tem um texto gigante que é só um resumo. Menina linda como uma criança pequena mas sei que você é um gigante dentro. Vou ao google traduzir do português Brasil para o inglês , espero não perder essência.
Thank you so much for posting this video. I have been feeling some kundalini symptoms but I did not know what to do. After watching your video, today I decided to surrender to kundalini energy and my god it worked. Thank you so much for posting this video
Mine stated with spontaneous kriyas too! I had no idea what was going on at first and when I told people, they thought I was crazy! I'm glad there's others that understand! I knew what I was experiencing was real, but it's still nice to know that you're not alone! Thanks for sharing!
This is so interesting thank you for sharing. I went through a spontaneus kundalini crazy episode when I was deeply ill, not even sure if I would make it. The kundalini energy brought a lot of healing to both my mind and body and the crazy thing to me is how concerned everyone gets as I get better lol 😅. I had a movement disorder, but today... not so much. I was just at my chiropractor and its funny to me how freaked out he seemed that my involuntary movements were just gone 😊. My grandmother is so worried haha. Something im starting to pick up on is kundalini scares us inherently, even if the word kundalini is never used but evidence of its energy is presented. Im just glad people like you share here on youtube. If this had happened to me 20 years earrlier I think I would feel totally nuts.
Moments before this video popped up, I was instructed to find people who share my experience. Thank you. ....I'm in a very rural and remote part of Ontario, Canada.
Thank you for sharing , I started mine this year Feb , it’s been intense , everyone told me I was crazy , I thought it was a possibility but then my mind snapped and things were just down to me , can’t go back after what I’ve seen and experienced.
I recently wrote something about this journey: Meditation and the rising of your vibration, when you are on this path you realize you were only half alive, that there is a whole other side of life and no one realizes it
Thank you for putting your video out there. And I can relate to you on many levels. I was also angry about being in this human body. It is no easy ride. It is great to know we can relate to other people. I have been aware of kundalini activation for several years now but I had to look up what kriya was😅. And yes I've had this many times too but didn't know the name for it. We appreciate you sharing brave soul🙏
Thank you for sharing your experience! 🙏 I have no expertise or experience in this area but I am very intrigued. I'm going through a "dark night of the soul" after a series of losses in life, culminating in the loss of my "special needs" dog four weeks ago.
you don´t really need any-thing. you are already ALL. time, space, kundalini ... it´s all concepts of the mind. the person can use them as temporary tools but in the end even the person (=persona) has to go, and just the ALL is left ... .
I have lost ,,my one and only,, FUR Baby also at 2.06.2023 as a culmination of 4 awfoul years. It endet Up by losing everybody and everything I ever had.... losing my 16,5 years old Yorkie was die biggest pain I've fehlt ... It triggered my Spontaneous KUNDALINI awakening and I mean TSUNAMI Big one. I Had Not even a smallest Idea what was Happening to me Back then...People treated me like If I was totally Crazy... Be Glad that now even If that would Happen to you too you will recognize it and don't have to Go through this all alone🫂. It helps a Lot to Hear from experiences of others on the Same Path...
if i were a really young person, experiencing kundalini with no knowledge, and came across your video, i'd say you give very good advice on some of the really really important things we should know about discovering what it is, how to trust it and how to stay safe in the world. but oh boy, i would not want to start over. And if i meet a person like that, i would rather send them your gentle and honest video than some sensational presentation. i do however differentiate between the word kundalini "activation" and kundalini "awakening" which is likened to kundalini "rising". Because did u know that it's possible to experience all of those at different times and in different stages. I and one other i know of are such a person. I also want to say I'm so grateful for the internet, where people can find honest info like yours and begin to navigate. And although i met someone who was severely confused and overburdened by internet info on this matter, and was asking everyone he could for help. I'd still say internet is better than no internet about this subject. I wonder if all counties have such opportunities openly available to be safe when learning about their experience. But i suppose even before the internet there are many ancient stories of spiritual retreat into caves, as such a person might be intuitively led away from an unsupportive society to experience their relationship with kundalini.. 🤔
Hello! Wonder if you could say something. I had, what I would describe as an intense kundalini awakening back in a time when I was in a very dark place. There was a lot of pain and resentment and anger etc, then this big bang came, and there was bliss for a bit, but tbh the resentment has carried all the way through. It all happened a bit close to home really, it happened at my family business, it’s quite a small business, at the beginning of the second Covid lockdown in England. I’ve struggled with the ‘powers’ or ‘siddhis’ and have had varying unsolicited advice from people that hasn’t turned out to be great… like I should learn how to use the power, and my problem is I’m scared of it, so I’ve run into trouble there, because of this resentment and arrogance I think. Another thing worth mentioning is that after this awakening we hired lots of new people at work, and some are fairly awake, so I’ve felt at the bottom of all that constantly. But anyway. I met my ‘guru’ about a month after the Big Bang, hes just a fairly ordinary dude from down the road, he was the first to come out of the new hires at work. It is worth mentioning that my body has ocd and tourrettes syndrome pretty badly, so I can be pretty suspicious of people telling me how I should be, considering the tourrettes is almost like a natural rebellion of that… anyway, when I say ‘guru’ I’m only referring to an energy that is between us, he is by no means a guru or a teacher but is a very wise person who I suspect is a rare “ish” being who never really had the ‘ego’ arise in him… anyway, when he came, started ‘guru-ing’ me I was completely resistant to it and went on a bit of a mad one and to be honest about it, got put in my place… pretty bad, he seems to pretty much know me inside out, which is as comforting as it is frightening. my journey has pretty much been a repetition of this but in larger and larger spirals and tbh things are getting so weird it’s sort of unbeleivable to be honest, I think I’m starting to get the picture that this energy is in charge, I think my system is unique to others I’ve met in that it has tourrettes, and ocd, so energy is just STUCK at certain points… on Tuesday I’m going to start acupuncture, I have a bit of an intuition towards that. Just wanted share anyway! Thanks for the video! X
You are so beautiful, and you have the most beautiful eyes i have ever seen! Your eyes tells much about your awakening and the truth is shining through them, you are the truth ”god” i see that so clear, thanks to your eyes😂 One tip, as a thanks for your tips, dont be bothered by the youtube Chanel and let it be spontantious Btw i fell in love with you 💖❤️🙏🏽
I felt this bliss for about a year maybe. I even got triggered within that time and was able to hold that state or bounce back into it. But then I noticed it started fading away slowly. Recently I got triggered again and now it feels like it’s completely gone. And I’ve entered some type of depression. It’s the complete opposite of that blissful state, which was the most amazing feeling I’ve ever felt in my life.
Thank you for your testimony... you just helped me figure out what happened to me 10 days ago, found another video on UA-cam of a Dr describing spontaneous Kriya as well, he described exactly what I went through. I knew something profound was happening to me,so recorded the session of the profound blockage release... thank you, infinitely grateful
💚 warm greetings from Poland :) my kundalini is not yet awakened, I guess. Actually I feel far from it. So I'm not seeking information about it. But when I saw your video I felt like wanting to watch it. It sounds true to me 💚
Oh Karinia, you beautiful angel. Thank you for making yourself so vulnerable in telling your powerful story. I so loved seeing you get emotional over the bliss state you experienced, and the freedom you felt being free from the masks and performance for society. You are lifting all of Humanity with your candor, and your sharings. Thank you, Beautiful💜
You're right abt the Enlightenment part. I have come to believe that the Awakening is a step toward enlightenment. But I still have all the ego trappings. I still get lazy, am sometimes petty & can get angered at assholes. And there is something called Spiritual Arrogance where onwe can come to believe that they are better than others.
My interpretation of the experience of kriyas - stagnant energy when it begins to move via a practice.., inevitably it hits a knot in the body and that knot untangles and releases the energy within which may manifest as a bodily movement.
Hi! How do you know your kundalini is fully activated? I started having some symptoms like vibration in the feet and legs and down the spine and waves of energy all over the body. And I think it rises to some height up the spine during meditation but I do not think it has risen up to sahasrara chakra yet. Does it mean it is activated? Or do you call it is activated only after it goes all the way up?
Thank you for sharing Karinia. It is meaningful and useful to hear what you have to say. And I enjoyed your laughter. I have experienced an aggressive kundalini awakening, it takes some adjusting to for sure. Mine happened 30 years ago.
@@aml8760 Impossible to summarize my thoughts here. I am a counsellor and a life coach, and I am writing a book about kundalini as well as developing a program to help people with their own awakening. A work in progress.
During kundalini awakening I realized that there is very little point in overthinking the experiences. Even Kundalini has the tendency of giving one some illusion here and there :)
Thank you for this! Very sincere and relatable. Would love to hear more about your meditation practice leading up to your awakening? How long per sitting? How frequently (daily)? for a few months? a year? Thanks and Peace!
In my case I also really wanted to know because I only experience the difficult parts of my healing processes, the parts of feeling those moments of happiness haven't happened yet.🤔
Thank you for sharing your experience. Something similar is happening to me and I'm currently asking myself the religious question of whether my Christian faith is changing or whether we've met the same God, if you can understand my right...
My forced spiritual awakening started 8 years with the dark night or the soul follow by Kundalini wakening which was triggered by another person. Its not been easy , The main thing I would say is that there is a huge difference between having spiritual practices yoga or otherwise . Oppose to having a force awakening . Most people who have only spiritual practices won't ever know what Kundalini is like unless they have experience it. Not that having a forced (By God or source) kundalini awakening is better . They are just totally different things
I would like to ask a question if you can answer I would appreciate it. How do you practice this meditation..? Just watching your body and at any point did you feel that surrender? I ask this because I suffer a lot in relation to meditating because it simply doesn't work at all. Every day I try and nothing. I can't get out of my conscious mind or at least if I had some kind of deep relaxation... but nothing happens. Sometimes I stay up to hours breathing deeply and nothing too. I don't know why this happens to me. It's very frustrating because I intend to meditate, I start with deep and calm breaths but then the hallucinating itches start on my face, my saliva increases, it gives a kind of itch inside me that it becomes unbearable to keep my body immobile and then with all this I start to get stressed and there goes another attempt at meditation that didn't happen. How I wish it were different and I could meditate.
If you are waiting to experience something than you are not meditating correctly. This is ego driven meditation and you have not surrendered enough, you need to let go more
You're not alone. This happened to me too between Aug-oct 2022. My kundalini burst open and sent me on an intense journey. Then from Oct- March I spiraled into a deep depression because I felt so alone and scared. I started thinking I was crazy and messed up my life. I went through so many changes. I was upset over but can't be angry because all the changes were in my benefit but I didn't understand why my life had to change for these changes. Also why did I have to embarrasse myself (I made the mistake of telling too many people). Thank you for this video. Helps me not feel alone. Funny story, I started second guessing myself and started thinking I was crazy again. Then your video popped up in my feed out of no where. I guess to reassure me that this is all real and to stop questioning it. 😊
I completely relate. Faith and love keep me on my path. I also awakened October of last year.
Ooof! Me too. What a crazy ride it has been/ is being.
dont mistake kundakini for bipolar
I had the same experience. I was in a bad place and a friend got me meditating. After about 3 months I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening. At the time I didn't know anything about it, of course my wife and kids thought I was going crazy. I wish I knew not to tell people about it but what's done is done. This video was a bit of an emotional release, so ty so much.
@gerstoffbraxtach8608 Trust me, you can't mistake it. My experience may have been a rollercoaster ride of purification emotions, but my consciousness was the most aware it has ever been. I'm also a mental health professional and definitely thought about that in the beginning. I was constantly checking in with myself and forced myself to sit through emotions before reacting. Every decision I made...I made constant run throughs and even wrote pros and con lists (I even checked in with a therapist - only didnt speak about the spiritual things happening to me and she found me healthy and only grieving events). I was definitely not bipolar. I was confused with what was happening and became extremely depressed when no one believed or understood me. I couldn't talk about my experiences without people thinking I was crazy which made me second guess myself and question my reality. Everything was real, the energy was real, and all the deep understanding downloads I was receiving. The real problem is that we are surrounded by a lot of people who haven't reached this level yet and who cannot understand...therefore they question and confuse us. Thank god my journey led me to a faithful well trusted teacher who has since helped me tremendously and believes me. I'm well grounded now and able to reintegrate back into my life without questioning myself, my experience, or needing anyone else to know, understand, or believe what happened. But, I do wish there were more teachers out there and more widely spread information. I would have preferred an easier transition without humiliating myself first. Like one of the other comments stated....if only I knew to keep all of this to myself and not speak about it with others. I definitely wouldn't have spiraled into a depression or embarrassed myself. Now I have to face the fact that people think I had a mental health episode even though it is a fact that I didn't. The only problem is that I was saying things they aren't ready to accept or hear or understand. If I had a bipolar episode...my experience wouldn't have been so well controlled and methodical. The depression spiral literally stemmed from grief of losing friends after telling them my experiences. I suffered so much loss and made a break up I was going through so much worse and embarrassing. If I just kept my mouth shut then I could still at least be superficially close with those friends for boardgames nights and I could have had my break up end with dignity and not him calling me a crazy spiritual cunt.
Anyone who’s truly experienced a Kundalini awakening understands. We understand the state of bliss, the feeling of freedom and childlike beauty that we can see and feel in the world around us. It’s a beautiful thing and your tears are well justified ❤
Thank you for sharing this. I needed to hear someone else’s experience to understand my own. It’s been one month since my kundalini awakening and I’m scouring the internet for information, guidance, and acceptance. Thank you!
~ Lisa
Thank you for this. I began this journey a few years ago (mine was started with psychedelics). It led me into depression, loss of a 20 year marriage, and some really tough times. I think that once the journey begins, anyone who is not on a similar path (my ex) is bound to leave... it's like discordant energy. I'm hopeful that I can get to that lasting state of peace and an end to chasing desires. This particular ego is a stubborn one.
Psychedelic can be a very hard journey, not just what it presents you, as you. But a huge impact on outside views. Yes it can lead to depression and sometimes suicidal thoughts. But I must say it's great to experience something first hand, rather from a one time point of view
psychedelics are a very beneficial healer & require someone with experience to hold space & guide you when using them for healing/medicine
Kundalini Awakening is most sacred process you can receive. The initial process should be deeply honor by giving yourself the space to allow the energy to fully express thru you. Kriyas, mudras, asanas are just a few ways in which it may be expressed. This is just the beginning on your path. Go beyond the bliss!!!
This is happening to me right now, as well. What an interesting experience we're going through. I feel honored to be a part of it!
Thank you so much for this video, for just being here. I am going through it right now. My ego doesn't understand it and is very, very frightening. Even through all of this, the random twitches and vocalizations, burning and electrocution, the insomnia, the spontaneous sexual releases, the release of subconscious traumas and horrible pain, there is a part of me that just sits back and observes. I guess that's my soul.
If we lived in a society that acknowledged this process without fear and just offered lots of hugs, guidance, support groups, etc, we could see that this is a sacred healing process. To be honest, there's hasn't been much that has been blissful for me. Perhaps because my mind is telling me too many stories.
I contacted a local energy healer and I hope to talk about the experience fully for the first time, because I never have. I'm 45 and have never been able to talk about it -- you're right, it's not safe. In the past I thought I was crazy because nobody around me was spiritual, and I hospitalized myself. I think when/if I get out of this, I will do some videos as well. Perhaps the more that we all talk about it, the better we can help people like me, who have painful awakenings. (P.S. My life has been very dark, and I have a very strong ego. Perhaps that is why)
Thank you for sharing! Yes, I find that the mind can get me out of the bliss quickly sometimes, especially in the beginning. I'd love to hear your story sometime.
Thanks for sharing. I enjoyed your chat.
I, too, grew up in church so you can imagine what a shock when Spirit told me to start a UA-cam channel reading tarot! I was like…”I don’t know how to read tarot! Why wouldn’t you just ask me to look at people to know what’s going on like we’ve always done?”
Here I am, close to a thousand videos later and I’ve grown so much as a person by being able to witness how it all works. And the gift of being able to watch my own videos to receive the messages as well as opposed to just being an instrument for messages to come through.
I look forward to seeing you with your next video.🌟
Thank you so much for your willingness to be vulnerable and share your experience. I feel blessed to have come across this site. You have a beautiful soul. Thank you.
The kundalini awakening will for everyone provide loads of unknown experience. Everything between terror and bliss is normal and quite often hard go through and let go. When I started to experience it I didn`t have a name for it nor did I ask for it. I didn`t believe in Chakras and so forth. After 2 years now there is full acceptance for the most of the heavy waves that can show up. There is nothing to really control about it. I don`t know if more information before would have eased anything. Maybe it would have led to even more entanglement in sensations that have no substance or stability anyways. Let it go even when visions are overly real and meaningful is a constant job to do for me. I sometimes just nourished the ego with more shining stories. This is definetly a hindrance and can be overcome through practice of pure motivation, a good heart and a deeper insight. I watched your video very carefully. There is the feeling of being connected with all beings and that being itself shines from within. It´s very important that you point out, that a kundalini awakening will not lead automatically to enlightement, realisation of nonduality/nature of the mind or will make you a good human being per se. You have to go the pathless path alone. With trust it can feel utterly safe. Patience. Love. Space. Awareness.
I read that if unpreprared, then the experience of awakening will be very harsh. but you can prepare yourself before it awakens through yoga, breathing techniques and mantras. I normally would not believe such stuff, I was a typical highly sceptic, science-oriented person but in years I have become very open to the other views since knowledge provided by science is also very limited, as I have realized. so it seems to me that what your state of mind right before kundalini awakening determines how you will experience the process. but I am not sure anyway, I have this so-called kriyas and unknowingly I have done many things seemingly necessary or helpful for kundalini awakening such as ego-work, breathing, meditation to control thoughts and feelings etc. but for now, I dont know where exactly I am. I dont know what to do for kundalini awakening, probably I will do what I already do and let things happen
@@experimentationn The term kundalini was unknown to me 2 years ago. I was not evoking anything or trying to achieve. No preparation for anything It just happened. I went through a very harsh period in my life, had 2 surgerys, went through so much pain back then. It was sometimes more than I could take and it went on for a long time. In these times i started to meditate. Before that it was never a "real" thing i was interested in. After the kundalini awakened i had strong kriyas for around 8 month. This was like terror. I just could sleep for maybe 2-3 h a night. And still it took me many month until the word kundalini came across my mind. Chakras as a fact were unknown and I was not interested in these specific topics in my life, too. But then it began to become more naturally accepted and real for me relatively shortly after the awakening. Reading your lines I start to think, that its not clear what you and maybe others expect to experience or get out of it. I think there is a lot room for projections and even the experience amongs those who claim that the kundalini awakened differ quite a lot. But I am at no means an expert for anybody else, respect the yearning for something that goes beyond and I am still experiencing the illusion of I and me. But it gets more weak and sometimes the view clears up and reveals the truth for a brief moment. Its like coming home and loosing all the clothes you are usually wearing at the same time. It doesn`t matter at all. There is nobody who could care.
@@ChaiBaba can you tell about the experience of 8 months after the awakening? Could you do daily activities? Can you somehow compare to kriyas in terms controllability and pain? For instance, I have small kriyas only during meditation and I cannot control it when it happens but I can stop meditation and it does not happen. Can we think this is similar to kriyas but more abrupt and no chance of control whatsoever and painful version? Can you say after all this pain still worth it? These may be silly questions but I don't know much about these experiences and I want to be more aware about what may come next.
Hi, it is good you have questions. I could still go to work in full time. But getting not enough sleep over a long period of time makes you overly sensitiv and weak. More sensitiv in addition to all the other effects. The burden can become psychic heavy. And there were only very few i could talk to. But even they couldnt understand what i was actually going through. The movements, mainly at night were out of control for many hours non stop. It was moving you. It got sometimes painfull when the movements repeated too often and there was hardly a rest. And it didnt make sense at all. I didnt knew what kriyas were back then. They happened mainly when i took a rest. Nobody can tell you what might happen, how intense and long it can be. While it happened i couldnt appreciate anything of it because there was no explanation. After a while i got more used to it. To completely surrender to it is the only way. Even now i dont know what kriyas specifically will bring me. I can understand stuff mentally but its better not to expect anything from it. All the best.
You made very good points. Thank you for speaking up.
Believe it or not a lot of christians know all about this and support it. They also went through it as well. Luckily my church goes Ive told believe me and know a lot about my awakening. They know about the body, spirit, and soul. TRUE Christians understand ALL about this! ❤ they know we are chosen ones and we have a gift to give to the world. We are here to CHANGE the world!
The devil is a liar and those Christian are blinded
Bible > 2 Corinthians > Chapter 11 > Verse 3
◄ 2 Corinthians 11:3 ►
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But I am afraid that just as Eve was deceived by the serpent’s cunning, your minds may somehow be led astray from your sincere and pure devotion to Christ.
The serpent beguiled the woman in the garden and said ye shall not die ye shall be as god
There’s a sin that leads to death
The kundalini is the serpent and men are trees and Jesus is the tree of life
This is spiritual death
She needs deliverance
You did a wonderful job of explaining this process and covering all the bases. I was really impressed with how thoroughly and concisely you put all the pieces together in order to create just the right portrayal of a Kundalini Awakening and all you may encounter with it and how to successfully deal with all you encounter with it. Your sweet, beautiful, joyful spirit that came forth was also a great blessing. I really encourage you to keep up with your videos. You will touch many!!! And keep loving yourself. You are special in a very beautiful way.
Thank you for sharing your story. This has been a lonely journey for me as well because I don’t have anyone to share my experiences with. I my kundalini awakening start about 3 years ago. Hearing your story makes me feel less alone
There are hundreds of people who share the same accounts of Kundalini awakenings, just do a search on youtube. Every other person has been awakened lol
You are absolutely perfect and brave. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences, I applaud you. Stay true to yourself and keep shining ❤.
it's 5 AM in the morning, and thanks god i stumbled upon your video. I don't know, what it is, but just watching you speak made me feel energetic and happy. You have such a good vibe and eyes full of joy. Devote yourself to this spiritual journey and don't give up on it and i assure you, you'll cross paths with other amazing people like yourself who share a similar vision to yours and if you ever felt or still feel like you don't fit in this world, you're not alone. I sincerely wish you all the best.
It’s the most wonderful feeling. I love you all.
You're mot alone 😊 It's been 6 years. Tips... Don't fight it, you won't win. Be grateful for this amazing gift. When it gets tough, keep going. You got this, Nameste 😊
I awakened 8 years ago but I fully awakened 5 years ago my journey its been a little bit hard because no one seems too really understand me but its beautiful 😊😊 its the best thing off mi life and there was no one too guide me or help me I had too find mi own path we have and inside guide that we can fallow and there are wonderful spiritual teacher s such as Jesus Mohammed budha mahavita Rama Krishna shiva etc you just have too discern wath their real teaching's are and follow them but you have too gain your inner wisdom true arduous meditation and introspection develop love and compassion true sadhana and in the end your life's purpose will be revealed😉😉 I know watt your goin true and I want you too know im with you all the way sending you all my love and support ☺☺ im so proud of you 🤗🤗 you are a wonderful human being and a beautiful soul 😇😇
You are so cute and innocent! Positive vibes are flowing abundantly from your voice and expressions! I actually almost ended up crying and became so emotional.
Best of luck on your journey. Congratulations, active kundalini is the only way to ascend and avoid forced rebirth.
Sure good to see that level of authenticity on YT 😊
I'm also going trough it (not blissful way at all) and it's good to hear you. Thanks for sharing
I'm So Proud Of You. Continue that's Your Purpose You Can Change Human Kind to a Greater Level
Thank you for sharing your childhood experience of being angry to have to live a human experience. I’ve heard many souls do not choose to be born on earth. They don’t volunteer.
Thank you very much for sharing your kundakini awakening story and journey. it was heartwarming to listen to you. Im so glad seeimg so many people going through this, just look at comments. My first rising was maybe 27 yesrs ago and it took another 20 years of more or less conscious preparation for K to rise again and actually stay active. And like you said this is just the beginning...for myself i kmow for a fact that this was predetermined, so i kinda assume its the same for others too although im not so sure about anything anymore 😂. Kundalini is the great healer and how this healing unfolds depends on so many factors, one's own karmic disposition being a major one. Thank you for sharimg, much love to everyone watching this. God bless.
my son started his journey 3.8 years ago and it has been a ride of craziness. Thank you for your video it has lots of good information. It is not recognized in the western
You are welcome!
For myself having memory of coming to this earth while being prepped for the journey by a higher intelligence that i can vividly remember, ending life would be undoing the work of the higher beings and not to mention slowing your own spiritual growth having not gained certain aspects to help promote growth that you otherwise would have gained eventually, but now would have to repeat the cycle of rebirth. We all have the chance to progressively learn to break the cycle and never return, by understanding that you are a spiritual being and not the body and your karma here on earth if not to heavy can be resolved in the astral realms.
Thank you so much, you really gave me the insight that it's not anything to feel fear of. You explained so nice and calm. I think I am on my way to wake my Kundalini because I can't explain my experiences in another way. I am sure that you will help so many other people through your videos. Thank you once again ❤.
Gratitude sister, for sharing your story! I adore your Energy... and your mug! Sweet sister, Believe, Trust & Honor yourself, for you are God.
Thank you for this. Going through it right now, each day is a struggle and a blessing. Mainly because of other peoples energies. They rock me when there volatile or i argue or my partner shouts at me shes pregnant and ive got two teenage girls and a little boy. Im mot in nature so you can imagine energy wise is putting me through the ringer lol. Those who have activated kundalini will understand why this is difficult. Great video thank you ❤
Hi, just listening to you, i feel like strength or idk what word to use, is multiplying inside me.
Its really nice.
I enjoyed your video and can relate to everything you said and I agree with everything too!...from ego inflated teachers to bliss and Kriyas and religious baggage.I'm 12 years into my Kundalini and I'v been alone a lot of the time but not lonely.God is bliss and I feel him/it 24/7 these days and I can see it in you also.I'v been told that the bliss would fade by teachers but it seems I have proven them wrong and maybe I have even rose above those teachers now(but I best be careful with my ego):)
Kundalini will give us gifts/siddhis but can take them back and the bliss if our ego overinflates and I think you know that so hurrah for your gifts!
I got my usual synchronicity in the end of your video with something you said so I had to say Hi...Hi!
You are very wise for someone new to Kundalini so I think you did a lot of work(sadhana)in your last life.I remember feeling the energy as a young child but it faded and came back 12 years ago when I was mature enough and free enough to work with it.I don't talk about Kundalini in my physical life as no one I know would understand but I'm ok with that now.Its my beautiful secret.
Thank you for sharing! Yes, I have gotten several warnings from the universe regarding my ego and the gifts so I always ask permission before assuming I should use them whenever I want. These gifts are not mine but God’s so I try my best. I also appreciate your statements on kundalini being your secret. I’m learning what to say and to whom in order to communicate the most helpful message. Thank you again!
Thank you for sharing your story, Karinia. This sort of experience is so hard to articulate and share without feeling unsafe or judged. I still have not written or spoken most of my experience, but hope to bring it out more. Thank you for sharing with vulnerability, your laughter and tears. ❤
Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are definitely not alone. Right now astrologically we must rise. The feminine power in all of us we must stand by without wrapping it up or manipulating others. kundilini is always present inside us but now it awakens because manipulation, distortion of truth shadows the inner true energy. Finally let's get some more of you... you beautiful feminine creature . thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you now i dont feel so alone. I also havent had a full awakening. Its the start its been evoked. Also having spontaneous kriyas.
Thank you for sharing Karinia. You showed up on my feed half an hour ago. I am doing a major colon cleanse and last night I awoke in horrible pain, felt like my root chakra was falling out of my body, if that makes sense. I could feel energy trying to work its way to my sacral and solar plexes. I have had some pretty awesome magical and mystical experiences where I am in this altered state of bliss. I have a feeling I too am having a kundalini awakening.
If you have real Kundalini, then surrender to heavenly guidance! Like you experience telling ordinary folk about your process wont help, they cant get it, so go deeper into source and make a firm live connection with mother divine. That is why heaven is here and now, bring it down to Earth!
Have fun in continious surrender ❤
I may comment again but while I watch…thoughts…
There are a lot of views of this vid, compared with the subscriber count, it went “viral” in a sense. I can see why. This is essential information.
Watching you…listening to your words…feeling you tone of peace….is a beautiful experience for me.
Experience Matters….MUCH more than “head knowledge”:
I can validate your experience.
I am 46, last night sat with an 80 year, and now watch your “youthfulness” experience This New Thing.
This is a happening that is occurring fresh on the planet (a rebirth of spirit) and I feel strongly correlates with “Covid” as a stamp time emphasizing the shift of the time.
I don’t “understand” any of this, but I am experiencing it…and enjoying the process deeply, and sometimes feel overwhelmed with fear and sadness…Mostly, I just feel more alive.
Love you beautiful soul. Love you so much. And feel soooo much love sitting with you here.
doesnt matter what its called , if its possitive and gives you joy keep on doing it, stay on the path ................keep us posted
I am new into this spiritual journey too. My kundalini awakening was triggered and it was spontaneously. I thought something wrong with my feminine body part was constantly spamming as I am having uncontrollable orgasm and I wasn’t thinking or doing anything sexually related activities 😅
And this bizarre heart beats that out of rhythm.
And my intuition kick in.
I live in country that 70% not spiritual/ religious and this spiritual awakening has lead me to endless research and really surrender my soul to God. I am still learning how to move the kundalini energy up as I feel it is still blocking at the sacral level.
And yes, the blissful feelings and having this loving feeling to everything on this planet is such a wonderful feeling I have experience. My ego sometimes still trying to take over but I am learning every day..
Thank you for sharing your knowledge. Appreciate how much it mean to me. I am looking forward to all your new videos. May God bless you abundantly 🙏
wow , healing does not end. Grateful to have found you beautiful girl. I could never find people who could testify to this. 3 decades? You look like you're 15. About 35 years ago I had 2 kundalini. It happened through tantra yoga. Not that I was smart at yoga. But some parameters were necessary.1 Breathing, I participated in the church choir and studied how to breathe (it took me 1 year to learn diaphragmatic breathing). 2 Tai chi chuam, my instructor demanded that movements be coordinated with breathing. It was so many years ago that I don't know if I'm going to advance things that happened afterwards, I hope the order is correct. Ahh, the book The Multiorgasm Man by author Mantak Chia. Enough per hour. It happened during sex that I felt something, it went up and I felt something in my throat, with my hand 30 cm from my throat I felt a force field, an air mattress that prevented my hand from approaching my neck (subtle of course). And at the same time my wife felt something like that but on her back. This on 2 occasions. Later , I trained a type of QI GONGONG for 4 months and a patient came to my office ( I was a dentist ) and she was becoming deaf in one ear ( her doctor boyfriend gave her antibiotics but it did not work ) I asked her if I could do it acupuncture (years before, I had already done acupuncture on her) and apply Qi gong from my hand to the needle. The energy flowed (I don't know how to explain it, I'm not oriental) she felt the shock rising, but after the sensation reached her shoulder I stopped. Surprised that the following week the girl came back to tell me that her ear had healed. The flowing, the walking of this energy is the same method as kundalini. Breath - intention - visualization. Recently in meditation (56 years old today) I visualized myself in a place like a dark cave, but I knew there was more there. But I was taken by all that you said, joy freedom happiness. That I even cried with joy, and I really wanted to know the method and way to return to that place. Share to help that yes I go back there and other people too. Here's a giant text that's just a summary. Beautiful girl like a small child but I know you're a giant inside. I'm going to google translate from Brazilian Portuguese into English, I hope I don't lose essence.
uau , cura não acaba. Grato por ter te encontrado menina linda. Nunca consegui encontrar pessoas que pudessem dar testemunho disto. 3 decadas? Você parece ter 15 anos. Há cerca de 35 anos atrás eu tive 2 kundalini. Aconteceu pela tantra yoga. Não que eu fui esperto na yoga. Mas alguns parametros foram necessarios.1 Respiração , eu participava do coral da igreja e estudei para respirar ( demorou 1 ano para aprender respiração diafragmatica ). 2 Tai chi chuam, minha instrutora exigiu que os movimentos fossem coordenados com a respiração. Foi a tantos anos que não sei se vou adiantar coisas que aconteceram depois, espero que a ordem seja correta. Ahh, o livro do Homem multiorgasmatico do autor Mantak Chia. Já basta por hora. Aconteceu em momento do sexo que senti algo ,subiu e senti algo na garganta, com a mão a 30 cm da garganta senti um campo de força , um colchão de ar que impedia a mão de se aproximar do pescoço ( sutil é claro ) . E ao mesmo tempo minha esposa sentiu algo assim mas nas costas. Isto em 2 ocasiões. Tempos depois , eu treinei um tipo de QI GONGONG por 4 meses e uma paciente foi ao meu consultorio ( eu era dentista ) e ela estava ficando surda de um ouvido ( o namorado medico dela deu antibioticos mas não funcionou ) perguntei ela se eu podia fazer acupuntura ( anos anteeu já havia feito acupuntura nela ) e aplicar Qi gong da minha mão para agulha. A energia fluiu ( não sei explicar , não sou oriental ) ela sentiu o choque subindo , mas depois que a sensasão chegou ao ombro eu parei . Surpresa que na semana seguinte a garota voltou para me dizer que curou o ouvido. O fluir , o caminhar dessa energia é o mesmo metodo da kundalini. Respiração - intenção - visualização. Recentemente em meditação ( hoje 56 anos ) me visualizei em um local como uma caverna escura , mas eu sabia que tinha mais coisa lá. Mas fui tomado por tudo isso que você falou, alegria liberdade felicidade. Que ate chorei de alegria, e eu queria muito saber o metodo o caminho para retornar a aquele local. Compartilhar para ajudar que sim eu volte lá e outras pessoas também. Aqui tem um texto gigante que é só um resumo. Menina linda como uma criança pequena mas sei que você é um gigante dentro. Vou ao google traduzir do português Brasil para o inglês , espero não perder essência.
Thank you so much for posting this video. I have been feeling some kundalini symptoms but I did not know what to do. After watching your video, today I decided to surrender to kundalini energy and my god it worked. Thank you so much for posting this video
I was also holding on to the positions as you mentioned in your video and was confused what to do when the energy is trying to rise up
Mine stated with spontaneous kriyas too! I had no idea what was going on at first and when I told people, they thought I was crazy! I'm glad there's others that understand! I knew what I was experiencing was real, but it's still nice to know that you're not alone! Thanks for sharing!
This is so interesting thank you for sharing. I went through a spontaneus kundalini crazy episode when I was deeply ill, not even sure if I would make it.
The kundalini energy brought a lot of healing to both my mind and body and the crazy thing to me is how concerned everyone gets as I get better lol 😅. I had a movement disorder, but today... not so much. I was just at my chiropractor and its funny to me how freaked out he seemed that my involuntary movements were just gone 😊. My grandmother is so worried haha.
Something im starting to pick up on is kundalini scares us inherently, even if the word kundalini is never used but evidence of its energy is presented. Im just glad people like you share here on youtube. If this had happened to me 20 years earrlier I think I would feel totally nuts.
Moments before this video popped up, I was instructed to find people who share my experience.
Thank you.
....I'm in a very rural and remote part of Ontario, Canada.
My spirit guided me to a remote area as well. It’s a blessing
Thank you for sharing , I started mine this year Feb , it’s been intense , everyone told me I was crazy , I thought it was a possibility but then my mind snapped and things were just down to me , can’t go back after what I’ve seen and experienced.
I recently wrote something about this journey: Meditation and the rising of your vibration, when you are on this path you realize you were only half alive, that there is a whole other side of life and no one realizes it
Thank you so much for sharing it!🙏🙏🙏 It helped me understand a lot and gave me the courage to go on this journey❤❤❤
Thank you for putting your video out there. And I can relate to you on many levels. I was also angry about being in this human body. It is no easy ride. It is great to know we can relate to other people. I have been aware of kundalini activation for several years now but I had to look up what kriya was😅. And yes I've had this many times too but didn't know the name for it. We appreciate you sharing brave soul🙏
Thank you for sharing your experience! 🙏 I have no expertise or experience in this area but I am very intrigued. I'm going through a "dark night of the soul" after a series of losses in life, culminating in the loss of my "special needs" dog four weeks ago.
you don´t really need any-thing.
you are already ALL.
time, space, kundalini ... it´s all concepts of the mind. the person can use them as temporary tools but in the end even the person (=persona) has to go, and just the ALL is left ... .
I have lost ,,my one and only,, FUR Baby also at 2.06.2023 as a culmination of 4 awfoul years. It endet Up by losing everybody and everything I ever had.... losing my 16,5 years old Yorkie was die biggest pain I've fehlt ... It triggered my Spontaneous KUNDALINI awakening and I mean TSUNAMI Big one. I Had Not even a smallest Idea what was Happening to me Back then...People treated me like If I was totally Crazy...
Be Glad that now even If that would Happen to you too you will recognize it and don't have to Go through this all alone🫂. It helps a Lot to Hear from experiences of others on the Same Path...
if i were a really young person, experiencing kundalini with no knowledge, and came across your video, i'd say you give very good advice on some of the really really important things we should know about discovering what it is, how to trust it and how to stay safe in the world.
but oh boy, i would not want to start over.
And if i meet a person like that, i would rather send them your gentle and honest video than some sensational presentation.
i do however differentiate between the word kundalini "activation" and kundalini "awakening" which is likened to kundalini "rising".
Because did u know that it's possible to experience all of those at different times and in different stages.
I and one other i know of are such a person.
I also want to say I'm so grateful for the internet, where people can find honest info like yours and begin to navigate.
And although i met someone who was severely confused and overburdened by internet info on this matter, and was asking everyone he could for help.
I'd still say internet is better than no internet about this subject.
I wonder if all counties have such opportunities openly available to be safe when learning about their experience.
But i suppose even before the internet there are many ancient stories of spiritual retreat into caves, as such a person might be intuitively led away from an unsupportive society to experience their relationship with kundalini.. 🤔
Hello! Wonder if you could say something. I had, what I would describe as an intense kundalini awakening back in a time when I was in a very dark place. There was a lot of pain and resentment and anger etc, then this big bang came, and there was bliss for a bit, but tbh the resentment has carried all the way through. It all happened a bit close to home really, it happened at my family business, it’s quite a small business, at the beginning of the second Covid lockdown in England. I’ve struggled with the ‘powers’ or ‘siddhis’ and have had varying unsolicited advice from people that hasn’t turned out to be great… like I should learn how to use the power, and my problem is I’m scared of it, so I’ve run into trouble there, because of this resentment and arrogance I think. Another thing worth mentioning is that after this awakening we hired lots of new people at work, and some are fairly awake, so I’ve felt at the bottom of all that constantly. But anyway. I met my ‘guru’ about a month after the Big Bang, hes just a fairly ordinary dude from down the road, he was the first to come out of the new hires at work. It is worth mentioning that my body has ocd and tourrettes syndrome pretty badly, so I can be pretty suspicious of people telling me how I should be, considering the tourrettes is almost like a natural rebellion of that… anyway, when I say ‘guru’ I’m only referring to an energy that is between us, he is by no means a guru or a teacher but is a very wise person who I suspect is a rare “ish” being who never really had the ‘ego’ arise in him… anyway, when he came, started ‘guru-ing’ me I was completely resistant to it and went on a bit of a mad one and to be honest about it, got put in my place… pretty bad, he seems to pretty much know me inside out, which is as comforting as it is frightening. my journey has pretty much been a repetition of this but in larger and larger spirals and tbh things are getting so weird it’s sort of unbeleivable to be honest, I think I’m starting to get the picture that this energy is in charge, I think my system is unique to others I’ve met in that it has tourrettes, and ocd, so energy is just STUCK at certain points… on Tuesday I’m going to start acupuncture, I have a bit of an intuition towards that. Just wanted share anyway! Thanks for the video! X
You are so beautiful, and you have the most beautiful eyes i have ever seen!
Your eyes tells much about your awakening and the truth is shining through them, you are the truth ”god” i see that so clear, thanks to your eyes😂
One tip, as a thanks for your tips, dont be bothered by the youtube Chanel and let it be spontantious
Btw i fell in love with you 💖❤️🙏🏽
Thank you, mustafa! 😊
I felt this bliss for about a year maybe. I even got triggered within that time and was able to hold that state or bounce back into it.
But then I noticed it started fading away slowly. Recently I got triggered again and now it feels like it’s completely gone. And I’ve entered some type of depression.
It’s the complete opposite of that blissful state, which was the most amazing feeling I’ve ever felt in my life.
I had my ego death in February. Kundalini awakening in April/ May/June. Now I’m flying to India ❤
Thank you for sharing that. It's very helpful. I think you did very well on your first video.❤
I got very emotional thinking about finally getting to be my true self. Truly the best part for me so far.
thank you for sharing!! I have been experiencing kriyas and didn't know what they were until I saw this video. 💗💗💗
Thank you Karinia, what teacher did you follow for kundalini awakening? Something on youtube?
Hi, thanks for sharing some of your awakening experiences.
Please can you explain the significance of the mudras?
Thank you, Karen
Thank you for your testimony... you just helped me figure out what happened to me 10 days ago, found another video on UA-cam of a Dr describing spontaneous Kriya as well, he described exactly what I went through. I knew something profound was happening to me,so recorded the session of the profound blockage release... thank you, infinitely grateful
💚 warm greetings from Poland :) my kundalini is not yet awakened, I guess. Actually I feel far from it. So I'm not seeking information about it. But when I saw your video I felt like wanting to watch it. It sounds true to me 💚
Oh Karinia, you beautiful angel. Thank you for making yourself so vulnerable in telling your powerful story.
I so loved seeing you get emotional over the bliss state you experienced, and the freedom you felt being free from the masks and performance for society.
You are lifting all of Humanity with your candor, and your sharings. Thank you, Beautiful💜
I loved this post. Thank you for sharing!😊
Wow you’re such a beautiful soul 😊 keep up the videos 💚
My dear girl, I'm so happy for you! You're just adorable!
You're awesome!💚 Thank you so much for sharing this!🙏
It happened spontaneously for me. It has been a wild 2 years. ✨
You're right abt the Enlightenment part. I have come to believe that the Awakening is a step toward enlightenment. But I still have all the ego trappings. I still get lazy, am sometimes petty & can get angered at assholes. And there is something called Spiritual Arrogance where onwe can come to believe that they are better than others.
Bravo 👏 👏!! Great information beautiful soul!!
I'm going through my awaking experience for a few years 🎉amazing so far!!
I’m so happy for you! 😊
Thank you so much for sharing this ! ❤
My interpretation of the experience of kriyas - stagnant energy when it begins to move via a practice.., inevitably it hits a knot in the body and that knot untangles and releases the energy within which may manifest as a bodily movement.
Thanks for sharing, beautiful and sincere message. Loved it.
You are welcome!
God bless you and surround you with pure energy to protect you and comfort you through your journey! Thank you for sharing!
Hi! How do you know your kundalini is fully activated? I started having some symptoms like vibration in the feet and legs and down the spine and waves of energy all over the body. And I think it rises to some height up the spine during meditation but I do not think it has risen up to sahasrara chakra yet. Does it mean it is activated? Or do you call it is activated only after it goes all the way up?
Kundalini will manifest in different ways. Sometimes it starts in a similar form as you have described it.
Thank you for sharing Karinia. It is meaningful and useful to hear what you have to say. And I enjoyed your laughter. I have experienced an aggressive kundalini awakening, it takes some adjusting to for sure. Mine happened 30 years ago.
What helped you?
@@aml8760 Impossible to summarize my thoughts here. I am a counsellor and a life coach, and I am writing a book about kundalini as well as developing a program to help people with their own awakening. A work in progress.
Inspiring and just what I was looking for
Being yourself is a beautiful experience after going through hell. You went from the tomb to the womb, you’re on your way to a rebirth.
Good day.Thank you.I love you!
Thanks for sharing, keep up the video's and laughing 🙏
Christina lopes also offers some insight to this phenomenon...stay true to you....thanks for sharing
send you a big hug🙏
Thank you for sharing your story! 🙏🏻🥰
During kundalini awakening I realized that there is very little point in overthinking the experiences. Even Kundalini has the tendency of giving one some illusion here and there :)
Thank you for this! Very sincere and relatable. Would love to hear more about your meditation practice leading up to your awakening? How long per sitting? How frequently (daily)? for a few months? a year? Thanks and Peace!
Can relate to all of this. Crazy journey. Much love ❤
After the kundalini rising, did you go into another dimension?
8:14 never look for validation, you are validated ever second of the minute.
In my case I also really wanted to know because I only experience the difficult parts of my healing processes, the parts of feeling those moments of happiness haven't happened yet.🤔
I know exactly what you mean! I grew up a Jehovah's witness....
You are so authentic with your sharing. Thank you so much Karinia. Wish i could talk to you in person. I am in a simalar transition right now. ❤
Thank you for sharing your experience. Something similar is happening to me and I'm currently asking myself the religious question of whether my Christian faith is changing or whether we've met the same God, if you can understand my right...
My forced spiritual awakening started 8 years with the dark night or the soul follow by Kundalini wakening which was triggered by another person. Its not been easy , The main thing I would say is that there is a huge difference between having spiritual practices yoga or otherwise . Oppose to having a force awakening . Most people who have only spiritual practices won't ever know what Kundalini is like unless they have experience it. Not that having a forced (By God or source) kundalini awakening is better . They are just totally different things
#love #light #goodvibes ❤❤ #selflove
#raisethevibration ❤❤
❤ Thank you for sharing. Beautiful and powerful ❤
You have a very beautiful soul❤,follow your heart
Well done enjoy your journey all my love x
I have had spontaneous kriyas, but only during dmt trips, also some ego death and other weird stuff. But while sober i don't have such behaviour.
It’s all real. Mine was 22 years ago. It gets very different as time goes on.
❤❤😊 very beautiful way to share, authentic and real. Thanks..🫂
I would like to ask a question if you can answer I would appreciate it. How do you practice this meditation..? Just watching your body and at any point did you feel that surrender? I ask this because I suffer a lot in relation to meditating because it simply doesn't work at all. Every day I try and nothing. I can't get out of my conscious mind or at least if I had some kind of deep relaxation... but nothing happens. Sometimes I stay up to hours breathing deeply and nothing too. I don't know why this happens to me. It's very frustrating because I intend to meditate, I start with deep and calm breaths but then the hallucinating itches start on my face, my saliva increases, it gives a kind of itch inside me that it becomes unbearable to keep my body immobile and then with all this I start to get stressed and there goes another attempt at meditation that didn't happen. How I wish it were different and I could meditate.
If you are waiting to experience something than you are not meditating correctly. This is ego driven meditation and you have not surrendered enough, you need to let go more