I am now after 71yrs. I am writing my story of my accusation and abuse. I hope I could do the same as this lady to tell openly about my story. It's been too long and too much I have been suffering.
@punambillawaria4165, you DO realize that her mom was a victim of rape and that Vivienne most likely is a product of that rape? Hence, the reason her mom hated and abused her? Where was the help for her mother to help her be a good mom to Vivienne?
Very articulate lady. My heart bleeds for her. I believe she was always a bright child - it's just that her mother broke her self confidence and didn't give her peace so she could develop her natural abilities. She's an amazing person because she helped herself and refused to be a victim forever. Maybe no one told her... But I'm proud of her.
This darkness sees our light and it goes after it. That is why she was targeted - her light and her inner and outer beauty reflects that. She's a real threat to this darkness like that.
Don't worry, my child. God will always provide. Your mother will pay for the abuse she submitted you to. You have the spirit, go with it, teach the world, let them see the life you were forced to live. God stepped in and gave you the strength you need to get over this. God gave you a voice to tell the world what abuse your mother subjected you to. You need to let her know that what she did didn't break you, only made you strong. God bless you, keep holding your head high,and nothing can hurt. Tell the world your life. Love from America. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Vivienne, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. Please don't think of yourself as ugly. The sexual abuse that happened to u is not your fault. You're a survivor and there is a light at the end of the tunnel for u sweetie. Stay Strong🙏💪👍
Damn this one of the first stories that really had me cry. She still speaks with such sadness. Why do people have to be so evil? We are all on the ride of life, i’d never want to scar anybody on their journey, especially not my children.
Some mothers went thru trauma and abuse themselves, some have mental illness on different levels and others are just evil. Hope you heal completely from this. God bless!!
I'm still dealing with trauma and sexual abuse that happened to me I hope one I'll have the courage to tell my story but all these videos help me alot as well
Know first and foremost that you did nothing to deserve this - NOTHING!!! Children were meant to be free from this kind of trauma in our world and to experience unconditional love from two parents. But that ended in the 70s and sooner than that for many. Some adults and their enabling relatives and friends need to be locked up for life for doing this to a young heart. Know you will surive this and you will be a better person knowing all the things you know and you will be a more compassionate and empathetic person to others. These are amazing qualities. I see you doing amazing things in life to help others heal themselves one day. You look very intelligent and I can tell you are compassionate. NEVER GIVE UP - you are too precious for that!!!
Thanks for the confirmation - I was doing morning prayers yesterday - Praying myself up for the day and saw this - I felt so called to reach out to you. Many blessings to you.@@rebeccasucces4550
@@rebeccasucces4550That's terrible, what was done to you. You have the right to get justice in your childhood situation,and seek to have them prosecuted,if you want to. Abusers shouldn't get away with anything. You deserve happiness,you know. And please have boundaries with those who abused you, don't let them ever have control over your life again. Forgiveness and reconciliation are NOT the same ! We may forgive,but if you don't want those people back in your life, you can keep them out. And go no- contact.
Sis, I told you a long time ago you were a special person, those that have been tried by the fire have great worth. Give me call if your spirit reveals who I am. Much love Sis,
Parental abuse combined with desperation for parental acceptance has steered many of us towards abusive partners, who appear familiar. Your story resonates with my own. The healing journey is tough, but staying stuck in trauma is painful ❤
Our life stories are so similar. Still have very vivid dreams about my mother and stepdad having relations. The beatings, the abuse, the adult roles we took on as young children saddens me. I could never put my children through this 😢
I went through the same thing with my mom, my stepfather had tried to sleep with me and she knows about it and she never leave him, instead she continues to make children with him. She live with him until he died many many yrs later, she never showed me any love, cussing, beatings alone I received from her, I had to runaway from the house 🏡 at the age of 16 yrs, I make 4 children and failed marriages, I am 68 yrs of age and until now it affects me, I don't have any good childhood memories about my Mom, she was always a very bitter person, always spewing cuss words at me and beatings, until now I am Traumatized. 😭😭😭She is dead and gone about 23yrs now, and there is times I sit and cry when I remember all of the bad treatment the beatings.
@@CHANTAPSALMSTreating children like you were treated is absolutely unacceptable !! This often happens to children born from accidental pregnancies. This is NEVER the child's fault ! Babies don't ask to be born. They don't choose their parents. So many mothers are narcissists,as well . They are too selfish to care about children. And the woman in this video, was failed by every adult she ever saw. Child abuse as a cultural trait must end ! I hope this woman needs trauma therapy for everything that happened to her. And hopefully,there are good people in her life now.
@@JulieSevelson-nb9nj yes my dear I know it's unacceptable the way my mother treated me, it affects every area of my life, I could never treat my children or even a stranger in such a horrible way, I grew up not trusting people especially women, I don't keep women friends , I never liked working with women, even when I have to transact any business, I will stand at a distance and observe where the men are and take that line even though it could be longer, I tried very hard to forgive her, but at times everything comes right back as if it's Yesterday, I am 68yrs yrs of age now, I had 2 failed marriages, I had no happy childhood, I can't remember my mother ever ever told me that she loves me, not even once, the only memories I have is the cussing, doing all the housework, beatings with electric wire, wild canes, shoes with the large heels, in those days the shoes name was kickers, I was hit at the back of my head with one and the heel broke off, this is when I runaway. I have so many other things I can write about but it's too much. 😭😭😭
You are a beautiful soul that was surrounded by severely dysfunctional people. Your mother must have been very mentally disturbed- it was not you that issues!!! I wish I could just hold you and hug you and cry with you!! You are a warrior!!! Keep forging forward!! I was admiring your beautiful features, skin tone and eye color and was shocked to hear you didn’t recognize your own beauty,
I don’t understand how people have children and abuse them like that. Some people want kids so bad and can’t have them. People who abuse children should be arrested and throw the key away!! It isn’t your fault. You were around very BAD people who should of loved you.
I sacrificed Everything…”family” & “friends” to protect my children 👧🏽 👦🏽 from suffering like I did in my childhood. My daughter turned 18, gorgeous & trauma free. My son is over 6ft, handsome, and God’s angel 😇 on Earth 🌏.
Me too after my divorce I decided to stay literally single for 28 years bcz I was very aware that I was programmed to be comfortable with an abusive partner and I was set free bcz I worked in a male maximum prison and inmates saw bruises and said that you don't deserve that we are wicked and you treat us with respect always. That snapped me out of it I removed myself and my children from the marriage and my son is married and is a good father and husband he is 6'4" marine veteran. My children turned out safe and descent. I thank God for putting me in that job, I left after 10 years.
As un unwanted child myself and suffering because of the outright rejection, as I knew I was an intruder by the time she started her " proper life" I was the slave to every one and the jokes of ridicule to my siblings and the rest of the world , but by the mercy of God ,I had a total deliverance by the mighty hard of God , I went on pilgrimage of fasting praying and repenting of my sins , I had the guidance of removing generational curses ,i had to do the hardest thing to forgive ,I dud prayers and worship I was engulfed inside the secret place of God's love ,he told me I was unwanted ,but I was his love child but I just came true somebody else , I remember the day of my deliverance, after visions dreams and manifestations, God was ready and I was ready , a felth as if a big creature of grief was coming out from my stomach passing my throat and leaving my body ,during that deliverance, I felth 10000 times the grief in concentration leaving my body , and since I never felth that hurt ever again , I hope you read this and to be free forever ,my life changed dramatically and so would you in Jesus name 🙌 🙏 amen
God has honestly helped me with a lot of emotional issues. I can't explain everything but there are demons in this world its an unnatural type of evil you learn to spot eith even so much as a glance or comment. Red flags are alerted I think thats why the holy spirit has stayed with me even though I am a sinner his children that have been mistreated have a special place in his heart. The holy spirit will start to warn you about things.
@@red_words I agree the holy spirit helps all his children from the demons that are here to only hurt us. The good of this world unite to revolutionize this world into a place for us! No more demons!
I believe her when she said she healed ..... Funny as we heal from one or 2 traumas no matter what they are another one occurs..... This world is crazy . God bless y'all.
I am so glad that women who were betrayed by their mothers and other women in their families are sharing their experiences with the wor l d. Especially women who have suffered though racism and societal narcissist psychopathic socialpathic abuse on top of family sexual ,emotional, spiritual and physical abuse.
You are a beautiful person Vivienne and so incredibly strong. People like you are one in a million. You have dealt with so much trauma. Yet, you refuse to let it define you. Women like you are the reason why I feel like I can come out and talk about my experiences. You give me so much hope that I’m not a lost cause. Thank you and you truly deserve the best life! ❤
This story is sad as a 60 year old mother, I don't understand why a mother could treat their child this way, regardless of how your mother was reared, if anything her experiences should've made her a better parent, you deserved a better childhood, I'm glad Viv got the counseling, learned self love and is an amazing mother to her children, God Bless.
My moms grand parents were abused, her parents were abused, she was abused, and raped by her dad, the preacher, his assistant, the neighbor, and on down, to my dad-who was her best friends brother. She was abusive to me, as well as putting me and allowing me to be put in situations to be SA'd from verbal to touch to full blown r***. I have 8. All I do is love them, we talk about good and bad decisions, reprocusions and comsequences, and do alot of hugs. I learned alot from my mom. I owe my parenting sucesses to her-whatever she did, I didn't do, whatever she didn't, i did. Not every encounter was bad with her, and she did a huge 90 degree turn when she quit drinking, and finished and made it to 180 degrees when my kids started coming along. I was just too hurt, and by the time I was able to trust her again, she was sick and died a couple years later.
Omg you are stunning! The most beautiful eyes and skin I’ve ever seen! I’m so sorry this happened to you. You are an amazing person and an inspiration ❤️ thanks for sharing your story and stay strong
Yeah, it's hard. I got raped when I was 9 years old with our neighbor. After all that trauma, I went to donate blood that were i find out I'm hiv-positive now I'm living with that for rest of my life. I'm thank God every day for the life I am 48yrs old I start to take ARVs in 2010 still now, but the problem is I don't trust men and some people back at my home country Zimbabwe they called names. To be honest I don't have friends in my life whatever I want or feel like crying I kneel down and talk to God he is my everything yes sometimes I feel lonely as a human, but there's God in heaven He loves me
Vivienne, thanks for sharing. I'm also Jamaican and had to endure a very traumatic childhood that still, and I guess will always haunt me. Ironically, it's those circumstances that have given me the strength to succeed in this game called life. Never give up on your truth.
Jamaica really needs an anti- child abuse movement in that country. America does too. And both countries need free and available birth control,that one can pick up everywhere.
Vivienne, you are amazing! You have every reason to be angry at the world and continue the cycle. Its so inspiring that you turned things around and you are the mother you deserved to have ❤
Thank you for your story. You have really helped me realize somethings. It wasn’t my family, but my husband that abused me. I am 67, and you helped me. I have 4 kids and I was determined to be the best for them and I was. I did divorce the abuser, but still carry residue of the trauma. Thank you my dear. You are absolutely beautiful and I wish I was your mom. Stay you and live.
This is too much for my heart 😩 You’re so loving and embracing today; the way you’re able to lift people up and encourage, I never would have thought you had been through so much. You’re strength is amazing!!! ❤
I felt you telling your story it just hit me with all of the trauma I am still working through… so many similarities….I honour you for telling your story and being able to share some of your truths,pain, strengths and healing. I needed to hear your story to know I am not alone. Even though in those dark days it felt better to be numb than to feeling anymore. Thank you and sending much love from North America. -Wado
This hurts my heart. I cannot understand how someone treats a stranger this way let alone their family. You literally did this on your own. You broke the cycle. There is a special place in hell for people like this.
I’m so glad you are in a better place. I’m only at the beginning of the video and I can see your mom was jealous of your beauty and blue eyes. Gorgeous
I feel your pain, what Mother would do what your mother put you through. You are a beautiful young lady, what happened to you isn’t your fault. Thank God you are doing much better now. May God Continue to watch over and protect you. Peace and Love from NYC 🙏🏼💜
This lady is incredibly beautiful, articulate and insightful. Her 'mother' is a demon, and the 'men' that violated her and every adult who knew what was taking place and did nothing. Shame on them! Children are so precious, individuals that cause them harm are the scum of the earth. If you see this, may you fully heal mamas💛🇯🇲 Keep speaking your truth, you're helping so many others as well as shedding the weight of trauma. I am so proud of you! Making that change is not easy, but so worth it! You're SO worth it! 💛
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I think you are wonderful. I feel God has raised you up to be a Councillor to others, while he continues to bless you and heal you.
God Bless you! Your a Beautiful and smart woman I’m sorry you had to endure this abuse! Your a survivor Those abuser couldn’t break you! And your a good Mom thank God you informed your child/children about predators! I Pray you continually heal,,,Blessings
Man, I wish I could hug you and rock you. I see that little girl inside you and the great woman you've become. Your transparency is helping others. What a beautiful soul you are. Keep going. Healing is on a continuum. Prayers for you & your total healing. I truly hate this for us as a people. The amount of us that have the same stories is so crazy! We joke about our parents but the honest truth is that we had some hurt, unstable and abusive elders. They were bereft of psychological, emotional and cognitive intelligence. You are breaking generational curses in your family. You're so strong and smart. Your daughters got a great Mom.
Your story of trauma and healing was powerful. You are😅 a living miracle!! Thank you for fighting for your life and giving so much hope. Thank you, Lord, for giving her self compassion.
There are no words that I could say that would help you or that I can tell you how horrible I feel for you. You didn’t deserve even the tiniest bit of what you endured. You are smart and beautiful and deserve the best of everything!!
So sorry for your horrible abuse in your past. You didn't deserve that at all. God will keep blessing u as a beautiful intelligent woman. And God will punish all those 😈 people that abuse u as a child and teenager. Be well Queen!
25:07 I AM SPEECHLESS n NUMB AT DEEZ SO CALLED MOTHER'S YO🤬🤬🤬😈💔💔💔I AM SO SORRY SIS🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾I AM DEALIN WITH TRAUMA n LISTENING TO YOU THIS MORNING..JUST GAVE ME JUST A LIL' HOPE...THANX❤
I absolutely love your honesty and even moreso I love that you're on a journey of breaking the cycle! So many people will overlook that part, but we must learn to break the cycle (generational curses)
She's so right others will see you being abused as a child or even an adult and NO one opens their mouth to say a word. My siblings would sit right there as adults and would see how my mom treated me differently and they NEVER said a word.
I pray for you 😢🙏🏾 I'm so sorry this happened to you. This was not your fault, I pray you know that. Be careful to "test the spirit" before getting into a relationship. You will be attracted to familiarity. This means the thing you don't like will feel familiar but you won't realize why until it's too late. I married the male version of my mother 😮. ❤❤🙏🏾🙏🏾
This absolutely breaks my heart to hear….ughh I’m so so sorry but I’m so happy that you have broken free and finally have healed from that trauma Such an amazing Beautiful Soul!
I personally think she’s beautiful. I dislike the fact she went through all those things and never asked to be here. I am especially happy that she found her connection to the creator. What a mighty god we serve🙌🏽 God Bless You Vivienne 🙏🏽
My sister, I feel your pain so deeply. I am sorry. You are BEAUTIFUL!! Even with all of the challenges that you have been through, your power and good heart shines through. As I listened, I thought that you are going to have an amazing future! ❤ God bless you.
Big up yasself muma!! One time you said I would NEVER let my daughter fall into that trap!! My heart! Mi dawta is ah Jamaican n nuff respect pan you name!! Blessings n Respect! I felt that deep when you said this!! I Am so proud of you!! You are a Queen!!
😢😢😢😢😢😢this grieves me greatly. Jesus My Lord please dispatch angels all over the world to help children in these homes where the devil is living. Because any grown woman or man doing these things are wicked. Pure sick and wicked.
Wonderful testimony. She was never slow. What people say about us so young, we can believe such lies. So glad she learned to love herself. Trauma and abuse can destroy lives. God loves us more than abusers ever will. Blessed me today to hear her help others. I am a survivor of many kinds of abuse. I am still healing at 66. 🙏🏿
Me too… 😢 I was molested all the time and I hated myself cause I thought I was so ugly and that’s why these men kept molesting me. I wanted to die everyday. So sorry u went through what u went through. 😢
There are so many women in relationships that look the other way when their child’s being hurt! It makes me sick! I’m so sorry this happened to you I pray you find true healing ❤️🩹 and happiness bc you deserve it ❤❤❤
I have disowned my entire family from my paternal to maternal.If I could change my username, I would, but that's my right.That's my identity.I blame colonization partially for all this, but I can't forgive them.
Vivienne, you are so eloquent and have a strong presence I take this to mean you are a women of purpose, virtue and gifting! Thank you for sharing your life story, trauma, healing and heart! I am so proud of you and happy you have time to make some great life memories and times for you, your family and others xxx❤❤❤ God bless you always what you said at the end was amazing!
Sweetheart I am old enough to be your mom . I am you mom. I am so proud of you. You are a very strong young lady. Sometimes I thing we go through things harsh in life so we come out on the other side stronger and can help other people. God bless you. God has jobs for us. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏
What a beautiful human. I’m filled with love and compassion for that little girl who wasn’t given the love and protection she needed and for the woman who has found her way out of the trauma to love herself and her own children.
What a beautiful spirit this woman is. A warrior queen. Thank you for sharing yourself. I can feel the immense love you hold within you and how much you help others.
I love you sister. Your testimony is going to bless others. You are right sister the lord was with you. In the next life the lord will flip the cards you were dealt around and you will see what you learned and how you can help the lord. Thank you. I wish I could hold you right now.
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I am now after 71yrs. I am writing my story of my accusation and abuse. I hope I could do the same as this lady to tell openly about my story. It's been too long and too much I have been suffering.
@UnfilteredStoriesYT why can’t I find her on UA-cam using the channel name given? I would like to follow her thank you
All those mothers who vent their anger on their helpless daughters should burn in hell.
For eternity! 😣
Amen😢
@punambillawaria4165, you DO realize that her mom was a victim of rape and that Vivienne most likely is a product of that rape? Hence, the reason her mom hated and abused her? Where was the help for her mother to help her be a good mom to Vivienne?
@@jsmith5509 That is very true. However, that's no excuse for the mistreatment and abuse of any child, much less your own.
Amen.
Very articulate lady. My heart bleeds for her. I believe she was always a bright child - it's just that her mother broke her self confidence and didn't give her peace so she could develop her natural abilities. She's an amazing person because she helped herself and refused to be a victim forever. Maybe no one told her... But I'm proud of her.
This darkness sees our light and it goes after it. That is why she was targeted - her light and her inner and outer beauty reflects that. She's a real threat to this darkness like that.
YESSS I was thinking the exact same thing!!
Thank you ❤
I am proud of her too. To break this cycle is not easy.
Don't worry, my child. God will always provide. Your mother will pay for the abuse she submitted you to. You have the spirit, go with it, teach the world, let them see the life you were forced to live. God stepped in and gave you the strength you need to get over this. God gave you a voice to tell the world what abuse your mother subjected you to. You need to let her know that what she did didn't break you, only made you strong. God bless you, keep holding your head high,and nothing can hurt. Tell the world your life. Love from America. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Vivienne I'm glad that you have managed to heal from your trauma of being abused and decided to be a good mother to your children
Vivienne, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. Please don't think of yourself as ugly. The sexual abuse that happened to u is not your fault. You're a survivor and there is a light at the end of the tunnel for u sweetie. Stay Strong🙏💪👍
She really is beautiful!
Her eye color is beautiful
Sexual abuse causes victims to have low self-esteem. Depending on how manipulative their abusers were , victims always doubt themselves
@@sensimania Yes she is☺
@@Mrscarricom Yes that's true
Something about her makes me feel so calm
Her eyes are beautiful.
Damn this one of the first stories that really had me cry. She still speaks with such sadness. Why do people have to be so evil? We are all on the ride of life, i’d never want to scar anybody on their journey, especially not my children.
It's tragic when a parent does not love a child. So sorry for this woman and people like her...
Even more tragic when they don’t heal from what break them and have kids. Not everyone deserved to be parents
@@beatricedevarenne2621 , if she's the product of that rape her mom experienced at age 14yrs, it VERY understandable.
I will never complain about my childhood again in honor of this woman right here! Thank you for sharing your experience and may God bless you.
Some mothers went thru trauma and abuse themselves, some have mental illness on different levels and others are just evil. Hope you heal completely from this. God bless!!
Sad but true especially in developing countries
A remarkable woman. Beautiful speaking voice and so much hard earned wisdom. God bless her.
“Hard earned wisdom”. Truth
I DEALING WITH THE SAME THING
Please speak up if it is safe for you❤️I am so so so sorry you are going through this.
Tell someone
Hope you're okay now?
❤
Please speak up and tell
Speak up! Loud and proud until someone hears you girl!
I'm still dealing with trauma and sexual abuse that happened to me I hope one I'll have the courage to tell my story but all these videos help me alot as well
Know first and foremost that you did nothing to deserve this - NOTHING!!!
Children were meant to be free from this kind of trauma in our world and to experience unconditional love from two parents. But that ended in the 70s and sooner than that for many.
Some adults and their enabling relatives and friends need to be locked up for life for doing this to a young heart.
Know you will surive this and you will be a better person knowing all the things you know and you will be a more compassionate and empathetic person to others. These are amazing qualities. I see you doing amazing things in life to help others heal themselves one day. You look very intelligent and I can tell you are compassionate.
NEVER GIVE UP - you are too precious for that!!!
@@WhaleCommunicators wow thank you you have no idea how much I need to hear that
Yeah, even me too. Sometimes life is not fair, but God is
Thanks for the confirmation - I was doing morning prayers yesterday - Praying myself up for the day and saw this - I felt so called to reach out to you. Many blessings to you.@@rebeccasucces4550
@@rebeccasucces4550That's terrible, what was done to you. You have the right to get justice in your childhood situation,and seek to have them prosecuted,if you want to. Abusers shouldn't get away with anything. You deserve happiness,you know. And please have boundaries with those who abused you, don't let them ever have control over your life again. Forgiveness and reconciliation are NOT the same ! We may forgive,but if you don't want those people back in your life, you can keep them out. And go no- contact.
Sis, I told you a long time ago you were a special person, those that have been tried by the fire have great worth. Give me call if your spirit reveals who I am. Much love Sis,
Nobody protected you, especially the ones that are suppose to. Im so sorry.
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Parental abuse combined with desperation for parental acceptance has steered many of us towards abusive partners, who appear familiar. Your story resonates with my own. The healing journey is tough, but staying stuck in trauma is painful ❤
💯💯You've got this! Many choose not to heal you're amazing for taking that step!💖
Our life stories are so similar. Still have very vivid dreams about my mother and stepdad having relations. The beatings, the abuse, the adult roles we took on as young children saddens me. I could never put my children through this 😢
I went through the same thing with my mom, my stepfather had tried to sleep with me and she knows about it and she never leave him, instead she continues to make children with him. She live with him until he died many many yrs later, she never showed me any love, cussing, beatings alone I received from her, I had to runaway from the house 🏡 at the age of 16 yrs, I make 4 children and failed marriages, I am 68 yrs of age and until now it affects me, I don't have any good childhood memories about my Mom, she was always a very bitter person, always spewing cuss words at me and beatings, until now I am Traumatized. 😭😭😭She is dead and gone about 23yrs now, and there is times I sit and cry when I remember all of the bad treatment the beatings.
I hear you my dear one . . . you say: The beatings, the abuse, the adult roles we took on as young children saddens me
@@CHANTAPSALMSI’m so sorry.you deserved so much better.
@@CHANTAPSALMSTreating children like you were treated is absolutely unacceptable !! This often happens to children born from accidental pregnancies. This is NEVER the child's fault ! Babies don't ask to be born. They don't choose their parents. So many mothers are narcissists,as well . They are too selfish to care about children. And the woman in this video, was failed by every adult she ever saw. Child abuse as a cultural trait must end ! I hope this woman needs trauma therapy for everything that happened to her. And hopefully,there are good people in her life now.
@@JulieSevelson-nb9nj yes my dear I know it's unacceptable the way my mother treated me, it affects every area of my life, I could never treat my children or even a stranger in such a horrible way, I grew up not trusting people especially women, I don't keep women friends , I never liked working with women, even when I have to transact any business, I will stand at a distance and observe where the men are and take that line even though it could be longer, I tried very hard to forgive her, but at times everything comes right back as if it's Yesterday, I am 68yrs yrs of age now, I had 2 failed marriages, I had no happy childhood, I can't remember my mother ever ever told me that she loves me, not even once, the only memories I have is the cussing, doing all the housework, beatings with electric wire, wild canes, shoes with the large heels, in those days the shoes name was kickers, I was hit at the back of my head with one and the heel broke off, this is when I runaway. I have so many other things I can write about but it's too much. 😭😭😭
You are a beautiful soul that was surrounded by severely dysfunctional people. Your mother must have been very mentally disturbed- it was not you that issues!!! I wish I could just hold you and hug you and cry with you!! You are a warrior!!! Keep forging forward!! I was admiring your beautiful features, skin tone and eye color and was shocked to hear you didn’t recognize your own beauty,
Contacts...not her original eye color!
I don’t understand how people have children and abuse them like that. Some people want kids so bad and can’t have them. People who abuse children should be arrested and throw the key away!! It isn’t your fault. You were around very BAD people who should of loved you.
They were abused and didn't have birth control or abortion services available.
Vivienne, you are beautiful, you are intelligent and you are MORE than enough! ❤️❤️❤️
I sacrificed Everything…”family” & “friends” to protect my children 👧🏽 👦🏽 from suffering like I did in my childhood. My daughter turned 18, gorgeous & trauma free. My son is over 6ft, handsome, and God’s angel 😇 on Earth 🌏.
Me too after my divorce I decided to stay literally single for 28 years bcz I was very aware that I was programmed to be comfortable with an abusive partner and I was set free bcz I worked in a male maximum prison and inmates saw bruises and said that you don't deserve that we are wicked and you treat us with respect always. That snapped me out of it I removed myself and my children from the marriage and my son is married and is a good father and husband he is 6'4" marine veteran. My children turned out safe and descent. I thank God for putting me in that job, I left after 10 years.
We are good mom's bcz of testimonials like this beautiful woman
I am dealing with past trauma that my family gave me. I hope your story helps me.
Me too til this day!!
As un unwanted child myself and suffering because of the outright rejection, as I knew I was an intruder by the time she started her " proper life" I was the slave to every one and the jokes of ridicule to my siblings and the rest of the world , but by the mercy of God ,I had a total deliverance by the mighty hard of God , I went on pilgrimage of fasting praying and repenting of my sins , I had the guidance of removing generational curses ,i had to do the hardest thing to forgive ,I dud prayers and worship I was engulfed inside the secret place of God's love ,he told me I was unwanted ,but I was his love child but I just came true somebody else , I remember the day of my deliverance, after visions dreams and manifestations, God was ready and I was ready , a felth as if a big creature of grief was coming out from my stomach passing my throat and leaving my body ,during that deliverance, I felth 10000 times the grief in concentration leaving my body , and since I never felth that hurt ever again , I hope you read this and to be free forever ,my life changed dramatically and so would you in Jesus name 🙌 🙏 amen
God has honestly helped me with a lot of emotional issues. I can't explain everything but there are demons in this world its an unnatural type of evil you learn to spot eith even so much as a glance or comment. Red flags are alerted I think thats why the holy spirit has stayed with me even though I am a sinner his children that have been mistreated have a special place in his heart. The holy spirit will start to warn you about things.
@@red_words I agree the holy spirit helps all his children from the demons that are here to only hurt us. The good of this world unite to revolutionize this world into a place for us! No more demons!
@@red_words geez…. How sad
We have this very common problem on our island. We indeed have to shine a light continually on this problem until it is resolved
I’ve been watching this channel for such a very long time didn’t even know my own kind would be on it 🇯🇲 😢
Oh Lord! Sorry to hear about your traumatic childhood events. You are beautiful and strong. May you heal under the wings of God’s pavilion 🙏🏽♥️🫂
Amen
I believe her when she said she healed ..... Funny as we heal from one or 2 traumas no matter what they are another one occurs..... This world is crazy . God bless y'all.
I am so glad that women who were betrayed by their mothers and other women in their families are sharing their experiences with the wor l d.
Especially women who have suffered though racism and societal narcissist psychopathic socialpathic abuse on top of family sexual ,emotional, spiritual and physical abuse.
You are a beautiful person Vivienne and so incredibly strong. People like you are one in a million. You have dealt with so much trauma. Yet, you refuse to let it define you. Women like you are the reason why I feel like I can come out and talk about my experiences. You give me so much hope that I’m not a lost cause. Thank you and you truly deserve the best life! ❤
This story is sad as a 60 year old mother, I don't understand why a mother could treat their child this way, regardless of how your mother was reared, if anything her experiences should've made her a better parent, you deserved a better childhood, I'm glad Viv got the counseling, learned self love and is an amazing mother to her children, God Bless.
My moms grand parents were abused, her parents were abused, she was abused, and raped by her dad, the preacher, his assistant, the neighbor, and on down, to my dad-who was her best friends brother.
She was abusive to me, as well as putting me and allowing me to be put in situations to be SA'd from verbal to touch to full blown r***.
I have 8. All I do is love them, we talk about good and bad decisions, reprocusions and comsequences, and do alot of hugs. I learned alot from my mom. I owe my parenting sucesses to her-whatever she did, I didn't do, whatever she didn't, i did. Not every encounter was bad with her, and she did a huge 90 degree turn when she quit drinking, and finished and made it to 180 degrees when my kids started coming along. I was just too hurt, and by the time I was able to trust her again, she was sick and died a couple years later.
Oh this is so sad. Wish I had known you as a child, I would have never let these monsters touch you. Praying for your complete healing.
Omg you are stunning! The most beautiful eyes and skin I’ve ever seen! I’m so sorry this happened to you. You are an amazing person and an inspiration ❤️ thanks for sharing your story and stay strong
Yeah, it's hard. I got raped when I was 9 years old with our neighbor. After all that trauma, I went to donate blood that were i find out I'm hiv-positive now I'm living with that for rest of my life. I'm thank God every day for the life I am 48yrs old I start to take ARVs in 2010 still now, but the problem is I don't trust men and some people back at my home country Zimbabwe they called names. To be honest I don't have friends in my life whatever I want or feel like crying I kneel down and talk to God he is my everything yes sometimes I feel lonely as a human, but there's God in heaven He loves me
So sorry that happened to you. I hope you are healing ❤️❤️
Wow so sorry you went through all of that ❤
😮 I’m very sorry you went threw this !! I pray you receive healing ❤❤❤❤
God is your friend.
Keep trusting God in Jesus Christ holy name
@@soul-zc4ny amen 🙏
Vivienne, thanks for sharing. I'm also Jamaican and had to endure a very traumatic childhood that still, and I guess will always haunt me. Ironically, it's those circumstances that have given me the strength to succeed in this game called life. Never give up on your truth.
Jamaica really needs an anti- child abuse movement in that country. America does too. And both countries need free and available birth control,that one can pick up everywhere.
Vivienne, you are amazing! You have every reason to be angry at the world and continue the cycle. Its so inspiring that you turned things around and you are the mother you deserved to have ❤
Thank you for your story. You have really helped me realize somethings. It wasn’t my family, but my husband that abused me. I am 67, and you helped me. I have 4 kids and I was determined to be the best for them and I was. I did divorce the abuser, but still carry residue of the trauma. Thank you my dear. You are absolutely beautiful and I wish I was your mom. Stay you and live.
Shine Bright My Sis 🌟 ... You are well loved ❤🙏🏿x
This is too much for my heart 😩
You’re so loving and embracing today; the way you’re able to lift people up and encourage, I never would have thought you had been through so much.
You’re strength is amazing!!! ❤
I felt you telling your story it just hit me with all of the trauma I am still working through… so many similarities….I honour you for telling your story and being able to share some of your truths,pain, strengths and healing. I needed to hear your story to know I am not alone. Even though in those dark days it felt better to be numb than to feeling anymore. Thank you and sending much love from North America. -Wado
So inspired by your story and your resilience ❤ thank you for being brave enough to share.
Praise YHWH for you’re testimony! You are strong and GOD will always walk with you through it all!
Thank God for that love that you has for your children, God has prepared you so you can tell your story ,you're such a beautiful soul
Hey Vivienne, do you know how beautiful you are ? You are going to be ok because you are a special person. 💓
Definitely had God's blessing beautiful 🙏🏾❤️🙏🏾
This hurts my heart. I cannot understand how someone treats a stranger this way let alone their family.
You literally did this on your own. You broke the cycle. There is a special place in hell for people like this.
I’m so glad you are in a better place. I’m only at the beginning of the video and I can see your mom was jealous of your beauty and blue eyes. Gorgeous
Thank you sooo much. You are me and I am you 🖤🖤🖤
Bless you. You never asked to be born into that . We hear you, huge respect ❤
I feel your pain, what Mother would do what your mother put you through. You are a beautiful young lady, what happened to you isn’t your fault. Thank God you are doing much better now. May God Continue to watch over and protect you. Peace and Love from NYC 🙏🏼💜
The child within you is very bright n beautiful.
😢❤ Your voice alone while sharing your story disclose your pain. I'm so sorry you had to deal with that.
This lady is incredibly beautiful, articulate and insightful.
Her 'mother' is a demon, and the 'men' that violated her and every adult who knew what was taking place and did nothing. Shame on them!
Children are so precious, individuals that cause them harm are the scum of the earth.
If you see this, may you fully heal mamas💛🇯🇲 Keep speaking your truth, you're helping so many others as well as shedding the weight of trauma.
I am so proud of you! Making that change is not easy, but so worth it! You're SO worth it! 💛
Everyday I am
So grateful for my wonderful mother. I wouldn’t trade her for anything. This story is so sad
*Sorry for what you went through. Just know you're brave💪 and Woman I'm admiring your sparkling skin!* ❤
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I think you are wonderful. I feel God has raised you up to be a Councillor to others, while he continues to bless you and heal you.
God Bless you! Your a Beautiful and smart woman I’m sorry you had to endure this abuse! Your a survivor Those abuser couldn’t break you! And your a good Mom thank God you informed your child/children about predators! I Pray you continually heal,,,Blessings
I Heard Your Story On Facebook & So Glad You Recovered From What You Been Through.
Man, I wish I could hug you and rock you. I see that little girl inside you and the great woman you've become. Your transparency is helping others. What a beautiful soul you are. Keep going. Healing is on a continuum. Prayers for you & your total healing. I truly hate this for us as a people. The amount of us that have the same stories is so crazy! We joke about our parents but the honest truth is that we had some hurt, unstable and abusive elders. They were bereft of psychological, emotional and cognitive intelligence. You are breaking generational curses in your family. You're so strong and smart. Your daughters got a great Mom.
Your story of trauma and healing was powerful. You are😅 a living miracle!! Thank you for fighting for your life and giving so much hope. Thank you, Lord, for giving her self compassion.
There are no words that I could say that would help you or that I can tell you how horrible I feel for you. You didn’t deserve even the tiniest bit of what you endured. You are smart and beautiful and deserve the best of everything!!
So sorry for your horrible abuse in your past. You didn't deserve that at all. God will keep blessing u as a beautiful intelligent woman. And God will punish all those 😈 people that abuse u as a child and teenager. Be well Queen!
25:07 I AM SPEECHLESS n NUMB AT DEEZ SO CALLED MOTHER'S YO🤬🤬🤬😈💔💔💔I AM SO SORRY SIS🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾I AM DEALIN WITH TRAUMA n LISTENING TO YOU THIS MORNING..JUST GAVE ME JUST A LIL' HOPE...THANX❤
I absolutely love your honesty and even moreso I love that you're on a journey of breaking the cycle! So many people will overlook that part, but we must learn to break the cycle (generational curses)
You are beautiful and intelligent I am proud of you for being a good Mom God Bless You
She's so right others will see you being abused as a child or even an adult and NO one opens their mouth to say a word. My siblings would sit right there as adults and would see how my mom treated me differently and they NEVER said a word.
I pray for you 😢🙏🏾 I'm so sorry this happened to you. This was not your fault, I pray you know that. Be careful to "test the spirit" before getting into a relationship. You will be attracted to familiarity. This means the thing you don't like will feel familiar but you won't realize why until it's too late. I married the male version of my mother 😮. ❤❤🙏🏾🙏🏾
Thank you for sharing your story... you are an inspiration...
Very well spoken. A hard life but you made it through. What an experience to live. You are a WINNER.
You are very pretty and they were jealous of you. God bless you. God loves you and will bring you out of all of it.
What a strong, beautiful woman. Thank you so much for sharing with us ❤️
Your story has moved me SO much Viv. I am so proud of you. A REAL survivor/warrior ♥️ God bless you a thousand times x
Your are truly a BEAUTIFUL person such a BEAUTIFUL soul!
Vividness I’m so sorry you went through this nightmare… GOD bless you always❤
This absolutely breaks my heart to hear….ughh I’m so so sorry but I’m so happy that you have broken free and finally have healed from that trauma Such an amazing Beautiful Soul!
Thank you for your courage in telling your story.
I personally think she’s beautiful. I dislike the fact she went through all those things and never asked to be here. I am especially happy that she found her connection to the creator. What a mighty god we serve🙌🏽 God Bless You Vivienne 🙏🏽
You are such a beautiful soul. Thank you.
My sister, I feel your pain so deeply. I am sorry. You are BEAUTIFUL!! Even with all of the challenges that you have been through, your power and good heart shines through. As I listened, I thought that you are going to have an amazing future! ❤ God bless you.
Wow her eyes are stunning beautiful inside and out ❤
You're beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story❤
Big up yasself muma!! One time you said I would NEVER let my daughter fall into that trap!! My heart! Mi dawta is ah Jamaican n nuff respect pan you name!! Blessings n Respect! I felt that deep when you said this!! I Am so proud of you!! You are a Queen!!
What an amazing and strong woman. God bless you❤
😢😢😢😢😢😢this grieves me greatly. Jesus My Lord please dispatch angels all over the world to help children in these homes where the devil is living. Because any grown woman or man doing these things are wicked. Pure sick and wicked.
Wonderful testimony. She was never slow. What people say about us so young, we can believe such lies. So glad she learned to love herself. Trauma and abuse can destroy lives. God loves us more than abusers ever will. Blessed me today to hear her help others. I am a survivor of many kinds of abuse. I am still healing at 66. 🙏🏿
She is absolutely a beautiful soul. ❤️
wow in 26 mins you help me so much THANK YOU🌺 many blessings to you
Me too… 😢 I was molested all the time and I hated myself cause I thought I was so ugly and that’s why these men kept molesting me. I wanted to die everyday. So sorry u went through what u went through. 😢
im so sorry :(
There are so many women in relationships that look the other way when their child’s being hurt! It makes me sick! I’m so sorry this happened to you I pray you find true healing ❤️🩹 and happiness bc you deserve it ❤❤❤
This is so sad 😢
My family traumatized me too I ended up disowning most of them…. I’m doing better without them……sad but it was a must
I have disowned my entire family from my paternal to maternal.If I could change my username, I would, but that's my right.That's my identity.I blame colonization partially for all this, but I can't forgive them.
Vivienne, you are so eloquent and have a strong presence I take this to mean you are a women of purpose, virtue and gifting! Thank you for sharing your life story, trauma, healing and heart! I am so proud of you and happy you have time to make some great life memories and times for you, your family and others xxx❤❤❤ God bless you always what you said at the end was amazing!
Sweetheart I am old enough to be your mom . I am you mom. I am so proud of you. You are a very strong young lady. Sometimes I thing we go through things harsh in life so we come out on the other side stronger and can help other people. God bless you. God has jobs for us. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏
What a beautiful human. I’m filled with love and compassion for that little girl who wasn’t given the love and protection she needed and for the woman who has found her way out of the trauma to love herself and her own children.
I’m so sorry all this happened to you ❤
What a beautiful spirit this woman is. A warrior queen. Thank you for sharing yourself. I can feel the immense love you hold within you and how much you help others.
Sending love your way
I love you sister. Your testimony is going to bless others. You are right sister the lord was with you. In the next life the lord will flip the cards you were dealt around and you will see what you learned and how you can help the lord. Thank you. I wish I could hold you right now.
Im so glad you have and are still getting through all the wrongs you were dealt in this life! Your such a beautiful lady!
God blessed u. Be strong and pray
Wow. This is very encouraging. 🙏🏾