I'm buying a keyboard and learning how to play it just so I can play this. I already bought and am studying the sheet music. Can this be played on a 76 key keyboard? Sounds like it has quite the range.
I like how you went to a softer sound towards the middle, because it shows how Hate can be both loud and raging, or silent and painful. I also like how you started to grow from Hate to Pain. It shows how Hate comes from Pain. How you can't Hate something if it didn't hurt you. This was a brilliant piece. Keep it up.
@@honza5327 I'm sorry. I have a friend like that too but she hasn't ended the friendship. She's just too far away to talk to regularly now. How did she end the friendship? Do you remember it? Seeing her actions might give you some clue as to why she did it. Get over her Loren. Be strong
@@andrewsauer9669 Well exactly. Many hate things because it hurts them. And I don't mean something as dumb as, "Oh I hate Minecraft cause everyone likes it," or some bullshit like that. I mean real, raw hate. Hate comes in all forms, anger, jealousy, sadness etc. But all those emotions origonate from pain. Most people are jealous because they want what others have because they are not fullfilled themselves. Most people get mad because they feel attacked or targeted by things no matter if it's a difference in opinion or something as small as getting something wrong, (and I don't mean anger that spawns from oh why didn't you do this or that, I mean anger that's like disagreement that causes hate.) At it's core, raw pure hate is caused by a form of pain or just pure anger or jealousy. Anything can cause hate to spawn, but at it's core it sticks with most because whether people realize it or not, most of these if not all of those emotions that cause hate spawn from some form of pain or unfullfilled feeling of dread. Hope that cleared up what I meant?
@Alexa Alex Jones Hey! Can you please share a little bit of it with me? Your comment struck me, because I consider my childhood not as positively memorable as my present.
@@BlockWorks "Philosophy" does start to get pretty damn annoying when you see everyone doing it doesn't it? It's even worse seeing all the responses being "That was deep." It doesn't help that about 85% of the philosophy is copy paste wisdom, it's not like we're learning anything new or having our eyes opened, it's not philosophy, it's just common sense that people are writing like it's something bigger or whatever, and 85% might even be generous I haven't seen ALL of the comments down here. Oddly enough though I only see people say they hate the deep stuff on these music videos, I wonder why that is, there's deep comments like this on other videos too but nobody cares, guess it's just more oversaturated in the comment sections of music.
“The drink of hatred... It’s quite interesting if you ask me, because it’s not just a single emotion... It’s a cocktail of emotions... Bitterness, rage, sorrow, misery, betrayal, envy... All mixed together to make the fuel for vengeance... All those emotions... In just one drink...”
" Tell me. Do you know what seperates man from beast? Desire. Beasts merely live off pure instinct and merely wish to survive. Humans, on the other hand, are quite complicated. They crave for intimacy, riches, and whatever it is that will satisfy their heart. So, there's no difference between peace and war as long as it fulfills one's desires right? Then, if it's all the same as someone's desire to find a life long partner, then, well... _It's my desire to slaughter those that insulted my name... To humiliate the gods that took favor in the wrong being... To become a force who's very name is to be reckoned with... To become even greater than a mere one man army... It is my desire to become someone who can rupture this world and shake the very heavens... *I want to tear down this kingdom and stomp on the very ashes! I want him burning for all eternity! I want him to forever regret killing my father and pissing me off!* _I want him hearing his people screaming all because he fucked up! _*_THAT IS MY DESIRE._* How very humane. Wouldn't you agree?"
I have thoughts like this on a regular basis. I like to follow a concept down the rabbit hole to see where it goes. Fairly dark, but nonetheless intoxicating in their complexity. Nice quote.
It's possible because of the very slight difference in the shape of her eyebrows and eyes... Honestly, such a small detail can make an incredible difference...
“Hate is all I feel To this hate I kneel All that I know now Is that pain is all I feel.... Is life even there? If so, it’s so unfair All this pain I bare And I end up ...nowhere Am I even me? Now I feel empty Another sin here That I feel and it’s called Envy.... Oh I feel I must Or else my soul will burst I must endulge in a another sin The sin that’s know as Lust... My mind been Torn open wide I don’t feel fear” with that she closed the book, her hands were cold as if she was dead she felt something touched her shoulder and her amethyst eyes wondered around the dark room for some answers They stopped there was a shadow It was big and scary, but she was not scared or terrified She knew what the shadow was there for Sighing she got up and went to the roof This was her fault
God I love this new piece, it sounds very sad but also very suspenseful. Have you ever thought about making the soundtrack of a show, movie, anime, or video game? This is just so perfect, and it seems like something out of a movie or something.
I only listen to Lucas' music when writing creatively, as I feel that only his music can truly capture the depth of character emotion and portray it in such a hauntingly beautiful way ☺️
westwind138 im a writer as well and i love listening to Lucas' music as either emotional reference for a scene or just as background music/ inspiration
She thought she could trust...but she was misled. She thought she could hope...but only found disappointment. She thought she could love.... which cracked her heart into pieces. She never hated anyone, but she was betrayed, by the world. Something sparked in her...something that she would not let go . “You either die young as a hero...or live long enough to see yourself become a villain.” And it would seem that she lived a long life... became a person that haunts...became a person that hates. *A villain.*
The world made me what I am from the day I was conceived. Im just accepting the cards I've been delt. The constant hatred that burns within. The only emotion I've ever known.
me in a nutshell , even dobi from my hero academia was once a good person and deep down he still might be , hate can manifest even from those who are related to you or know you and it can hurt so bad
You threw me away You replaced me You said i was special You said you would never leave me You said you loved me Now as i watch from a far I see all the lies All the gullible acts All the fake love I see you for you And i WILL get you for it There is no redemption for it No mercy, cause I HATE you
“You can try. You can fight. It’s better then doing nothing. I don’t guarantee anything. But, if you have hit the bottom. The absolute bottom. There only one way to go. Up. This is life.” - Jayden Walz
no one cares about people’s depression on the internet no one likes you on the internet no one enjoys you or even calls you a friend they just know you by your username and how you are. This goes for all of us and yes theres people who do care and help you through things but are you sure their really helping because when you look around they really arnt there and they cant do anything about it so shut your damn mouth about “omg this doesnt help with my depression” well no one cares and if someone put a warming comment down about you or defends you they will most likely forget about you and this comment until they see a reply in there notifications
Wonderful, simply wonderful. The emotions raging within the melody, the wavering of control or feeling of betrayal leading to depression. Searching through the scraps of their hearts, melting them together with the fiery hate for the world. Just like Naofumi Iwatani, such a shield to protect yourself from everything. Let all be consumed by the Shield of Raging Hate.
I'm glad. I am happy to feel such emotions you composed, such feelings need to be understood and known. Your music always makes me want to write something, playing it in my mind like a movie. Waiting to be expressed, waiting to be written down and immortalized. So that it will never be forgotten, that is what you and your songs inspired me. Everything you do is an inspiration, and I know that you will continue to create such gems.
To he completely honest. Rage is security. Your own personal shield to defend against the cruel world when nobody else would step in to stop the torment. Kurapika was always mg fav and i was pissed to see him not be a persisting character past his arc.
the realization comes first, then denial and helplessness, sadness and guilt, you fall deeper and deeper, it wont stop, darker and darker, you lose control and give in for a moment out of desperation. realization comes again. but you were weak. and this time there isnt a second chance. so you accept everything. your heart is soaked with regret. one last tear falls before....you let go.
I can hear motifs from Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata, specifically from 3:30 to 4:20 where the running triplets complement the steadily growing bassline. Beethoven hated how his hearing problems befell him and that spurred him to write more and more powerful music. All in all, I love how you wrote this piece! You've earned yourself a subscriber :)
A fire burns through mankind´s soul, Whenever fear will strike their hearts. And Anger once more takes ist toll, And the world will fall apart. All love, it dies, only the pain, Is left in hearts and minds ice-cold. And no one hears the ones, that strain, For no one cares, what they have told. The whise ones are ignored again, The strong ones take controll once more. Attempts to calm them, are in vain, Bizarre beliefs that pierced in their core. We have seen it in the past, And future tells no different tale, The present was all, we had last, But order once again was frail. Contorted hearts contorted minds. For the world, it is too late. The living burn, of all the kinds, They did not learn, to stop the hate.
Just offering a little criticism! (Hope it's helpful) I feel the ending could have been a little stronger, all the lines up to the last are very powerful, and you use more of an, almost Shakespearean, I want to say, approach with your wording, but at the end it just falls a little flat. Of course, I'm really not one to talk, this is really good, keep it up!
Thank you. Luckily I am not one of those People, who get angry whenever they are criticised. I am thankful for it and I completely agree with you, alltough I think drawing a comparison to Shakespeare is a Little too much praising for me. To be completely honest, I simply wanted the Poem to end on the word hate and therefor it sounds like I stuffed the words together forcefully. Anyway, thank you again.
I've definitely done that before, though nothing I've ever done would be as good as yours, you have talent! Nice job once again. (And thank you for not getting angry ^.^')
I saw the hatred in her eyes. She gave me this glare. I got intimated. She looked like she was gonna make my life hell, if it weren't hell enough. Rain fell from the sky. I could see the tears rolling down her cheek but she still held a straight face. Right then and there, she faded into the darkness. That memory haunts me. Like one day she would return with a weapon or something. she had something planned for me. I paired day to day that I'd never hear from her again. But... I knew she'd come for me one day... On that day, I hid in my room with the door locked. I heard banging, sounded like she was gonna break the door. I started pushing everything towards the door. Knowing it'd only slow her down. I could hear heavy rain on the roof. I looked at the only chance I had of fleeing. a very small window. knowing her, she'd probably went to my family before she ended my life. Making me suffer alone. I made my final wish... That's a little story that I've made for the girl in the video! Hope you like it! :3 (I made her sound, vengeful...SORRY!) I love the song & hope this can inspire you & others.
"I don't hate you, because hate is a powerful emotion, I don't have any powerful emotions towards you, because you don't deserve it, but just so you know... ...I don't like you... ...At all."
I've always been obsessed with all ur dark piano compositions...♥♥♥ how can a person hv this much talent! ! thnq so much for creating n sharing such amazing pieces =)
A slow, melancholic, festering hate. A hate born out of the death of love or friendship, from the afterbirth of disappointment and loss. A beautiful composition.
The beauty of pain and hatred is known to the broken hearted ones. They who loved everyone are betrayed by the entire world. Silent screams are roaring within my heart yet no body listen. No body looks at the tears I have clasped within my eyes And it isn't my fault that I became like this.
*turns chair around and sits down in it* So you had a bad day. That’s tough. Believe me. This is coming from a guy who’s had a bad 40 years in the ice…
This really is describing hate well. I can feel some kind of desperation that grows into deep feeling of anger that is so big, it doesn't even come out properly. Anger, desperation, all-swallowing sadness, pretty much hatred condensed into one piece. Simply great.
She stares deeply and intensely into my eyes if to pierce my very being. This girl I've known and loved for such a long time. It was raining that day........I can remember it so clearly. Through the the rain with that glare she said........she said......'I know what you have done'.
@@nellie-felix6630 "I look back at that face of disappointment and say "No, papa" knowing it was no use as I held my eyes closed, I could only hear a moment of silence followed by a "Open your mouth...". That was it. I knew I was finished, that all I ever strived for was for nothing, at least that was what went through my head while I was opening my mounth, the gate of disappointment and betrayal. I knew I couldn't get papa's trust back."
I felt miserable, at first. It wasn’t because of what she did, It was because of what she was, It ate away at me, Why did I hate her for this? What made this different? When did she change? It’s so confusing, Where did she go? I felt hatred, for the first time.
Guys in the empty doll video he asked if someone could create a poem for the next video and it was that one, the complete one is in the comment section
We lived peacefully in the village, my dad was the emperor. Each day I would stand at the top of the palace and watch the seasons change throughout the valley. Summer was warm and lush, fall filled the surrounding hills with color. Winter was so white. Spring brought new life and beauty. And then Aku came and destroyed it all.
Ahhh hate, my old friend, it’s been a while, hasn’t it...... Sorry for leaving you all those years ago... But I.... I.... I need you, once more old friend
this atmosphere, the particular and precise expression in her face, the light in her eyes opposed to the light of the scene, the effect of rain with the rain in the painting itself, even her earrings . . . beaufiful, just beautiful. Noting that she's not crying (and that she has a Heart-shaped tattoo on the cheek).
It is awesome. Fits one of my characters very well! ''I wanted to help them, THEY neglected. I tried to protect them, THEY refused. I wanted to teach them, THEY didnt listen. I... tried to save them, THEY fought against me. If they really want me to be the villain of the story, so be it. I wont waste my time with these blind idiots! I will show them what real pain is, what a TRUE dictator can do! When im finished with them, they will regret every second of their lives.''
This is the complete opposite of "River flows in you". That one tears me down and makes me sad, this one fills me with rage and energy. This is a masterpiece.
@@Proditum-dt4vz hate comes from getting hurt.. and thats why. the left eyebrow definitly looks more angry while her right eyebrow has more a look of dissapointment to it, indeed.
God this song... It just strikes me to my core every time I listen to it. This is art, something raw but refined that makes you feel it so very deeply. Thank you for this and all that you do
It honestly sounds like a "Classical" piece... I don't listen to classical pieces at all(tunes of it) but for some odd reason, I kinda want to put that genre on it! Knowing that the song is true to your tittle, that can only conclude: "Classical music also have stories I haven't unfolded yet...". Thank you for expanding my brain!
@@exocakes4587 yes i do actually. in the video game doki doki literature club, the character sayori, who is in the op's profile picture btw, committed suicide. how is it insulting?
@@jaded8578 actually, I don't really know why it's insulting. Guess I just hate the sight of suicide. But srsly. Don't do it. And also using Sayori's suicide picture as a profile picture is wrong. You are like declearing "This chick is dead, deal with it." or "This might give a clue, I am about to kill myself."
This video and that face compels me to find a way to bring a smile to both somehow. Hate is not a good feeling. Not at all. It offers a feeling of terrible seclusion to something you once respected, appreciated, loved, admired, trusted, and or perhaps much more. Their is so much more to say about it but it would take too long. One person can only do so much to heal another, after all it is not the easiest thing to do. It is way easier to hurt and destroy. And it is so much harder to heal and repair something, especially so when the harm that has been done was committed by you. Don't let hatred ruin your existence of emotion. Their is so much more that is worth it. If I am a problem, then so be it ignore me if my presence causes agony. If you feel I deserve it, then that is your decision you have made. I am not you and you are not me, but apparently I have violated you so, for which I may not compare or understand the reason so easily, I can however still acknowledge your disturbance. If I am a changed person enough to seek to fix this, then I will do the best I can to repair. I will ask for nothing. Because apparently I have found the commitment to redeem the pain I have given you. But I can give you a recommendation, regardless of your attention or not, for all I know you could have simply ignored me, and I understand that. So if you deem it so or necessary, live life the way you can for now, but in a better bright light of feeling and emotion as best you can. The effort you make to try to stay happy in the way you are most talented in will not betray you. If I am a truly changed person to do my best on this, then the universe may know that *I will be healing your scars, regardless of the darkness that I experience on the effort to do so, because I can't stand to see that expression permanently etched on your face.*
i know that feeling. you know what its like to. but hate is all i can feel now. once warm memories are now faded and a cold vagery. the cold muddy marsh in the dense fog has been our home. But we know when others didnt belong. so we put on our "happy masks" to guide these misguided souls back to the upper place out of the marsh where THEY belong. Kindness is blasphemy.
@@lindinle If you can't trust in other's kindness, trust in yours. If you can't trust in the happiness granted in this world, trust in the happiness you grant yourself. If you can't trust the wisdom and teaching of others, trust the wisdom and learning that you gained from yourself. If you can't lean on others for strength in a situation, be strong enough to reach for the strength within yourself. Some people are in bad situations that they sometimes can't get out of. It's important that those people be granted a savior. Those who triumph enough through hardship and survive, become stronger in a sense. The world isn't all dark and grim, their are bright lights in places that you might not expect. Beyond that looming cloud of thunder that covers the entire sky, is the sun. There always will be a sun beyond those clouds. Eventually, clouds will fade, it always will, how long it will take that is undetermined, but it will *always* clear up eventually. If those clouds did not clear up, how would people see the sun ever again, and how would the planet function? Eventually it has to clear up. The same is with life sadness. Some people are in a life region where there is only tiny sparkles of dim light here in there. They feel trapped and often never get out. When a good person goes through hell, and come out still retaining a bright light within, they become a beacon. Anyone can become a beacon, because the beacon resides inside the person. If that person can do it, why can't anybody. Because beacons can reach for happiness within themselves in situations of grim, and they spread that beacon to grant people a form of hope, whatever shape it may take. Love yourself, you have good qualities that you know about yourself. How can people say you are a bad person when you know yourself better then them? After all, they are not you, so what could they possibly know? If they know the you that you yourself confirm, then they must be caring about you enough to acknowledge such a trait of yourself, so they obviously pay attention to you, whether it be a friend, family member, or loved one. It means they accepted a part of you into there existence. Sometimes the person who does this is not always perfect, it often never is. Whether you go with the flow, or follow your conscious on your next decision, is up to you. Humanity is free, they have their own decisions no matter what. There are obviously obstacles or constraints, but who ever said such constraints are never broken sometimes? The law is broken, the rules in a game are broken. The limitation that humanity could not travel through the air was broken through technology, and so much more. Apparently humanity is a free creature. So take inspiration in such a freedom, and show the world that you can decide whether to be happy or not, when ever you so want it. Because that is the human conscious and their will, to make decisions that influence. It is a selfish thing. But selfishness can be kindness, if the person selfishly loves the idea of kindness and love. *Influence yourself to get the future you desire, without flaw.*
@@gorillabbq4811 no. when all that "caring" brings is agony and pain, and it comes from those that are supposed to help you. No all it does if make you want to kill those fucking people. they fucked you up and your supposed to just let bygones be bygones. I musk ask, what kind of demented horse-head-kick sufferer must you be to think that is possible when you have been horribly wronged?
@@lindinle Suffering hurts. It is also easy to inflict. Damage can be inflicted instantly, but healing takes time, that is why inflicting harm is much easier, and healing is much harder. I am not saying let bygones be bygones. I am saying don't forget it, but don't be consumed by it either. Remember the experience, but hold fast to yourself still, retaining your light after being burnt. If they can cause such terrible pain, why would you want to be like them then? In the end if you shun someone that has done wrong to you, after they have truly realized the error of there ways, you basically return the pain. If life is about feeling and returning pain, will this world be any different, will it ever change? No, it will do the same things over and over again. To break the cycle, when someone realizes their wrong doings, you return not with your revenge of karma, but to break karma itself, and return kindness instead. One step closer to making the world more brighter, but only the smallest. Yet it is still a big change. You may not have made a big difference to the world, but you made a big difference to that persons world that you forgived. There are people that are in a buried state of causing harm to others. I have a brother that is like this, and a big object of his anger towards life is apparently me. I can't really do much, the options are minimal to. There are times I will teach him a lesson, that if he treats people like he treats me, then don't expect people to grant him kindness. I do this lesson without causing harm to him, as I have done my fair share of altercations with him be it physical or verbal, but I am sick of that and I am doing something far better and saint like, at least to my best ability. I can't expect to be the best, but I can aspire to do the best I can. I can also aspire to learn to become better at the things that I do. There is never a best at anything, there is only growth. No master in this world exists, only stagnant experts that are outpaced by someone that created even greater methods. What would be the point of change if mastery was true? Perhaps it could be, but mastery only means that they dedicated their life to one thing that allowed them to be 10x paces farther then someone who is more varied. A carnivore excels at hunting and was granted sharp canines to do it, excelling thanks to its talent, and an omnivore did not gain such a beneficial trait to make hunting as easy, but instead was granted versatility. When prey ran out, the carnivore would starve, but the omnivore would survive thanks to its versatile diet. Some things can't be easily explained or done, but we can only do our best in everything that we do. And our best does not mean we try it hardly. A persons unique best is to do it with less effort, but more effectiveness, yet retaining comfortability. The way it works is completely unique to the individual and isn't a method that is taught. A person has to realize that unique way of doing things themselves. Because at least this talent exists in everybody.
Still casually studying to your dark music. Your music matches my brooding mood perfectly, as well as the deeper part of me. On the surface I seem alright but buried deep inside, there are storms whirling.
Wow, i was scrolling through the comments written months ago and suddenly found your comment which was just 5 days ago. I love listening to his music too when I'm studying. I have lots of emotions buried underneath my soul I would never share to any one. Lots of thunderstorms, whirlwinds going.
(Please tell me what you think of my short story! I thought of it before I went to bed and listening to this song is what fueled it! It is a work of art to me and I'd love to hear your opinions if you'd so kindly tell me, if you want to of course! Have a wonderful day/night everyone!) Hellish emotions. By: Eclipse C. Dragneel! "Help me..." She'd say, as a giant hole would open beneath her. He'd extend his hand, grabbing onto her hand trying to stop her from falling. Suddenly, chains would come from the dark shadows lurking deep down within that hole of despair, wrapping wround her neck, hands, ankles, and waist. She's start to be pulled by those chians which now almost fully enveloped her, slowly his grip would loosen, and the girl would be plunged into the shady depths of despair known as..... Hell. "WHAT DID I DO FOR YOU TO TAKE HER FROM ME!?" He'd scream, tears filling his eyes and they'd soon start to fall down his cheeks, off his chin, onto the ground. He had lost her. Behind a tree another female figure would hide, cloaked within the shadows casted by the tree. She'd peek around the tree to see the male who was crying over something. Becoming curious soon realized something had just happened due to the presence she felt that had ceased. However, there was a bit of it there, sitting... Waiting. That presence was waiting for that man to say it's name. "WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS SATAN!?" He had fallen victim to the Devil's wrath, somehow that woman sold her soul to the Devil so she could be with that man for 48 hours. This isn't his fault, that person CHOSE to sell her soul. Why? Why, would someone choose only 48 hours for a signle person when you could win them over with your true self, not some demon giving you a single wish for the price of your freedom. "Excuse me?" I'd say, curious of what was going on. "Y-Ye-Yes?" He'd say between sobs, he was barely able to breathe due to how much he was crying. "Why are you crying...? If, of course, I may ask?" I'd say respectfully, but curiously, trying not to make his state of mind any worse. "S-She's g-gone. Isn't s-she?" He'd ask, not even replying to my question I had asked before him. "What do you mean?" Silence. He'd say nothing, it was as if he, himself as a whole didn't even know what had happened to her. I'd say once more, "What do you mean?" I'd say in a darker tone-- I was letting my anger at him not answering, get to me. "She just fell down into a hole, chains pulled her down there..." He'd say as if he had seen a murder; dark, harsh, and grim. I'd stare, blinking a few times a frown etched upon my face. The man would continue: "I want her back. TELL ME I CAN GET HER B--" I stopped him, I could not lie and tell him he could, when there was no way he'd be able to save her from her impending doom. "No. You cannot get that woman back, she is gone... She sold her sold her soul and there is no way to reverse the effects of that contract. Now do what is best for you both... And move on." I'd stand, turn and walk off into the shadows... Leaving that crying mess- Who called himself a man, behind to die alone. I did not care, nor will I ever care about these pethetic people that surround me... I never blended in because of my state of emotionlessness that I was born with, and it grew to be impossible to escape from. I'd mumble in a grim- or evil, voice: "I hope he suffers... A horrible and painful death."
Not bad. Actually really nice. But ur using future tense a lot. I suggest switching to present. It makes the story a lot more effective. Other than a few grammatical and spelling mistake here and there that’s my only problem with it.
Amazing♡. I really love it, the emotions in it are so wonderful and deep. moreover love the intro!. another incredible piece Lucas. can't wait for more =D.
Lucas, I used to think people didn't and couldn't understand what life touched by hate felt like. Then you came along, and this music... A sweet melody undenearth the howling anger and bitterness... a music with three layered emotions. I am glad you exist and could reach out to people the way you do with your music, yet i feel sad that you've come to know bitterness so well
This reminds me of what I went through here at college, now that Im not passing my course and getting discharged. Either getting out rage outside of school grounds cause of the staff yelling at me or crying back in my dorm. Thank you for posting a beautiful song that describes what having stress reaction and the aftermath of being diagnosed with stress reaction is truly like.
I need to say it..... you're music helps me a lot to write my books.... in the last few years..... I didn't had any inspiration..... it was like a black hole was build into my mind to pretend me from finishing all my work.... but now that I listen to you're musik.... I feel someting.... I got my inspiration back.... I can bring my books to an End....
"And once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through. How you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same that walked in." - Haruki Murukami
eventually it makes you wonder if that person was real. or if your just misremembering old dreams. [i get some will say "edgy" but im being serious.] im only 27, i have a hard time remembering any time that dosent make me filled with disgust, let alone actually remember.
My favorite by far sooo good.Love the rolling and depth of the feeling coming from that particular song.A marvellous piece of piano and also very soothing even when in love keep up the good work .
Hate, such a strong word. Describes what I feel to many people. It's not like I want to hate people, but I just do. Most of the time, all people do... Is hurt... I've been hurt, and I cry, and then I hate. Most of the time I feel numb to the people around me. I often think about killing others, even though I wish no harm on them. I'm a nice person once you get to know me, but if your like most people, you will hurt me and still wonder why I hate.
Sometimes the ones you trust the most, betray you the worst. The ones you love turns into those who hate. The ones you called friend turn their backs to become the enemy. What happiness you felt turned sour into pain. Is it really okay?
Just A Random Daddy Have you ever thought if you've ever hurt someone, too? We mostly think we are hurt, when in return we hurt as well. Humans are flawed, that's why we have to learn to forgive. Don't concentrate on the hurt, because we ALL hurt people.
Do you know that sour feeling in your throat when someone you despise is in your presence? This piece made me feel the same way. The silent rage and disappointment bottled up inside you that only wants to be expressed and fired towards that person, but deep down you know you won't say anything and just engulf it until the day they realize their own foolery. By then you've already forgotten about them and you're as satisfied as you could possibly be.
Just a little poem. I can't find it, it's everywhere I turn but to ashes it always burns. Before I see it, before I can be it. The beast that is me is blind to it. So a beast I will always be, for a beast I can only be, a beast I will always see never the beauty.
If you are watching this, and need help spiritually or mentally, you are not alone. I am always willing to listen if you need someone to talk to, and so are many of those around you, though you may not know it. May God bless you.
i grew dejected and isolated from others [no family or constant friends]. i grew my own philosophy based off my point of view. kindness is a great blasphemy. harming someone when your "trying to help" is beyond forgiveness.
@@lindinle I am sorry. I don't pretend to know what you are going through. If that is your philosophy, I can't stop you. However, even if you don't agree, you are affecting those around you. If you are sick from a contagious disease and refuse treatment, you not only affect yourself, but those you come in contact with. For your sake and others', I pray you reach out to others, and through that, allow them to reach out to you. I love you.
This is my favorite piano song by far I’m able to relate to it in so many levels I’m angry but I don’t know why and sad/lonely but for no reason and this song was able to put all of those emotions in one...🤧
Wow, you are honestly so amazing. Your songs are so beautiful, I can't even imagine how you came up with these. I think that you deserve to be more popular than you already are as your music is incredible, Keep it up!
"Baby, i love you so much, when you get older and when we can... I want to go back with you, i miss you so much, there wasn't a single day that goes by that i didn't think of you at all, i was hurt so bad when we broke up i cried so badly, i just wanted you back. Your always going to be my baby, no matter what."- True Lie from My First love He then turned around and dated someone else who i thought was a friend I begged you not to leave But in the end i made you leave I couldn't hold on anymore You told me so many lies You used me You played me I hate you I despise you I wish i never met you I wish you were never born. I Regret EVERYTHING i ever did with you
It's the eyebrows that make the sides of her face look different. Both curve down and then slightly upward in an expression of immense sadness, but on the right side, the part that curves slightly upward is covered by the hair, which creates an illusion of straightforward anger on that side. At the same time, on the left side of her face, the actual muscle of the eyebrow beneath the skin is more visible because we can see the curve, because on the right it's just a line. In terms of symbolism, you could say that anger and sadness can be rooted in each other. Or we could just say it's a purposely deceiving image. Either way, the music is nice.
Mm, I know the feeling of hate all to well. I can feel it now better than ever now that I've lost something I've held dear to my heart for so so long. Honestly though, I love the way it feels. It's so pure and so easy. It's our most natural feeling in my opinion. In my case, the feeling of hatred will always make me push harder to achieve a goal I've set. Especially when that goal is to hurt.
how does this sound i came up with this while listening to this beautiful piece shattered pieces to the mirror a absolute discord something calls out to you but you continue to walk into the deep black abyss a endless nightmare seeming to never end every night, the same thing it is a sign for it will be seen at the hands of whom constructed this fate was it me or the works of others? i've no knowledge of any kind to judge this but i watch i watch as my nightmare tears me apart i watch as i deteriorate into a shadow, leaving me to mock the movements of my living body for i am the shadow....that cannot be seen
![Unravel - Tokyo Ghoul OP [Piano]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/sEQf5lcnj_o/mqdefault.jpg)
Sheet Music! www.musicnotes.com/sheetmusic/mtd.asp?ppn=MN0216113
I'm buying a keyboard and learning how to play it just so I can play this. I already bought and am studying the sheet music. Can this be played on a 76 key keyboard? Sounds like it has quite the range.
lol
hmm i think ill buy it i hope i can find liar song too that one i really want the sheet music for
I like how you went to a softer sound towards the middle, because it shows how Hate can be both loud and raging, or silent and painful. I also like how you started to grow from Hate to Pain. It shows how Hate comes from Pain. How you can't Hate something if it didn't hurt you. This was a brilliant piece. Keep it up.
Pain. The one thing that makes, breaks, or changes a person.
@@honza5327 I'm sorry. I have a friend like that too but she hasn't ended the friendship. She's just too far away to talk to regularly now. How did she end the friendship? Do you remember it? Seeing her actions might give you some clue as to why she did it. Get over her Loren. Be strong
"can't Hate something if it didn't hurt you"
You'd be surprised how good people are at hating things that don't make any sense to hate
@@andrewsauer9669 Well exactly. Many hate things because it hurts them. And I don't mean something as dumb as, "Oh I hate Minecraft cause everyone likes it," or some bullshit like that. I mean real, raw hate. Hate comes in all forms, anger, jealousy, sadness etc. But all those emotions origonate from pain. Most people are jealous because they want what others have because they are not fullfilled themselves. Most people get mad because they feel attacked or targeted by things no matter if it's a difference in opinion or something as small as getting something wrong, (and I don't mean anger that spawns from oh why didn't you do this or that, I mean anger that's like disagreement that causes hate.) At it's core, raw pure hate is caused by a form of pain or just pure anger or jealousy. Anything can cause hate to spawn, but at it's core it sticks with most because whether people realize it or not, most of these if not all of those emotions that cause hate spawn from some form of pain or unfullfilled feeling of dread. Hope that cleared up what I meant?
Pain. "Ignored, taken as dumb by others, not fighting me when i challenge you"
This is pain to me.
This...this is why I subscribed in the first place- Lucas's original compositions. Bless your brain that comes up with these. Truly remarkable.
Naaz Afreen Khan yea I love this music
Thank you so much!!! =D
Lucas King I think the next piece should be called something like confusion, death, or misery 🤗
amen to that #barmy naaz
Jack White fan Craze I believe a very suiting next piece would be "Vengeance"
Thank you, you made me understand hate through this music
Hate is half rage and half somber
Same
@Alexa Alex Jones Hey!
Can you please share a little bit of it with me?
Your comment struck me, because I consider my childhood not as positively memorable as my present.
"When a man learns to love, he must also bear the risk of hatred"
- Obito Uchiha
Uhm obito got that from madara bro
crimson warrior oh my bad
Who is that,
@@leif1075 , you should watch anime called Naruto first :)
Annnnnd, anime squad had entered the chat
I don’t like sand
- Anakin Skywalker
"And it gets everywhere"
"It's coars,rough and irritating"
How original.
Hello there
This was so random and I love it
you won't die you will become music
Hedi Dhraief Nice !
Nicely said
Hedi Dhraief my wife died
Sad Puppy500 valar morghulis, We'll all die one day
Mario Jesús Blanco valar dohirus
Playing support in any video game: The soundtrack.
When a medic doesn't revive you.
I need hea-
*switches to **D.Va*
THRESH WHY?!
@@clichethecat3998 just grab the freekin lantern
Leigh-Jean Terblanche I would if he would frikin’ throw it to me
This song: [exists]
The entire comment section: You know, I’m something of a philosopher myself.
lmao thats fucking true and i hate it
That’s an interesting philosophy if I must say so. Indeed, how very fascinating.🤔🧐
That's all of Lucas' videos except for his Star Wars covers.
@@BlockWorks "Philosophy" does start to get pretty damn annoying when you see everyone doing it doesn't it? It's even worse seeing all the responses being "That was deep."
It doesn't help that about 85% of the philosophy is copy paste wisdom, it's not like we're learning anything new or having our eyes opened, it's not philosophy, it's just common sense that people are writing like it's something bigger or whatever, and 85% might even be generous I haven't seen ALL of the comments down here.
Oddly enough though I only see people say they hate the deep stuff on these music videos, I wonder why that is, there's deep comments like this on other videos too but nobody cares, guess it's just more oversaturated in the comment sections of music.
easy eevee well actually no u hate something bc u never loved it duh
“The drink of hatred...
It’s quite interesting if you ask me, because it’s not just a single emotion... It’s a cocktail of emotions...
Bitterness, rage, sorrow, misery, betrayal, envy... All mixed together to make the fuel for vengeance...
All those emotions... In just one drink...”
Don't you mean "DRINK OF ANGUISH!?"
(It's a Dissidia reference.)
" Tell me. Do you know what seperates man from beast? Desire. Beasts merely live off pure instinct and merely wish to survive. Humans, on the other hand, are quite complicated. They crave for intimacy, riches, and whatever it is that will satisfy their heart. So, there's no difference between peace and war as long as it fulfills one's desires right? Then, if it's all the same as someone's desire to find a life long partner, then, well... _It's my desire to slaughter those that insulted my name... To humiliate the gods that took favor in the wrong being... To become a force who's very name is to be reckoned with... To become even greater than a mere one man army... It is my desire to become someone who can rupture this world and shake the very heavens... *I want to tear down this kingdom and stomp on the very ashes! I want him burning for all eternity! I want him to forever regret killing my father and pissing me off!*
_I want him hearing his people screaming all because he fucked up! _*_THAT IS MY DESIRE._*
How very humane. Wouldn't you agree?"
I have thoughts like this on a regular basis. I like to follow a concept down the rabbit hole to see where it goes. Fairly dark, but nonetheless intoxicating in their complexity. Nice quote.
Daaaaaamn
Sounds like something one of the 4 horsemen would say WAR is his name
cringe
AMEN
Cover the left half of her face and she's crying, cover the right and she's enraged
Very cool, didn't notice that before but I definitely see it too now.
Lucas King lol ikr btw try to keep uploading stuff on social media I enjoy listening and liking ur stuff
hooooolyyyyy shiiiit how is that possible O.o
It's possible because of the very slight difference in the shape of her eyebrows and eyes... Honestly, such a small detail can make an incredible difference...
Together these feelings are hate. Sadness and rage.
"No. I won't abandon hate. If I did, there would be nothing left of me!"
Edit: Y'all this is a Black Butler quote
Tis very true
Deep dude
Asuka-Tier
🕸🕷🥀Black Butler 🥀🕷🕸
I like that. Finale a comment i can like that isn't too edgy.
Dang this is good. I could feel the emotions all over the place.
Thanks a lot Hereson =)
Listened to it at 2x yet?
@@robertbruce5816 thank you
patrolling the comment section makes me wish for a nuclear winter...
I've played enough Dark Souls to know where this is going...
*Slowly pulls out greatsword*
Oh...! A man of the culture!
@@ScarBrosBlackSmokeScarBrosBlac and....his ded
@@kingslayersshallrise1440 and his ded? I think you meant dad, cause Legends never die. now what rings you got bitch?
@@Blaez_Dev Havel's and favour & protection. What else?
@@ASmartNameForMe good, but don't tell me leveled dex you weeb.
“Hate is all I feel
To this hate I kneel
All that I know now
Is that pain is all
I feel....
Is life even there?
If so, it’s so unfair
All this pain I bare
And I end up
...nowhere
Am I even me?
Now I feel empty
Another sin here
That I feel and it’s called
Envy....
Oh I feel I must
Or else my soul will burst
I must endulge in a another sin
The sin that’s know as
Lust...
My mind been
Torn open wide
I don’t feel fear” with that she closed the book, her hands were cold as if she was dead
she felt something touched her shoulder and her amethyst eyes wondered around the dark room for some answers
They stopped
there was a shadow
It was big and scary, but she was not scared or terrified
She knew what the shadow was there for
Sighing she got up and went to the roof
This was her fault
God I love this new piece, it sounds very sad but also very suspenseful. Have you ever thought about making the soundtrack of a show, movie, anime, or video game? This is just so perfect, and it seems like something out of a movie or something.
I just can't get over how much emotion is in this! It definitely fits the name.
Thank you!! I always think of it, it's my main goal =)
Lucas King you are my music
Lucas King you can do it! and if it's the game, you can make a video about it lol (I would buy it)
Kawou same thoughts bro
Look I'm sorry for eating your sandwich don't look at me like that.
You just got yourself a virtual cookie
Lol
Cezary Woźnica It’s too late...
I read this in Skeletor's voice
...
I only listen to Lucas' music when writing creatively, as I feel that only his music can truly capture the depth of character emotion and portray it in such a hauntingly beautiful way ☺️
westwind138 im a writer as well and i love listening to Lucas' music as either emotional reference for a scene or just as background music/ inspiration
This is awesome to know =D
I'm a budding writer and honestly I just discovered his stuff and I might do the same.
@West
YOU ARE MY LIFFEEEEEEEEEE
westwind138 me too
She thought she could trust...but she was misled. She thought she could hope...but only found disappointment. She thought she could love.... which cracked her heart into pieces. She never hated anyone, but she was betrayed, by the world. Something sparked in her...something that she would not let go . “You either die young as a hero...or live long enough to see yourself become a villain.” And it would seem that she lived a long life... became a person that haunts...became a person that hates.
*A villain.*
Certain worlds and certain people don't deserve heroes. They deserve only villains...or what some would call villains.
Wow.
The world made me what I am from the day I was conceived. Im just accepting the cards I've been delt. The constant hatred that burns within. The only emotion I've ever known.
Damnnn thats deep this me............😔
me in a nutshell , even dobi from my hero academia was once a good person and deep down he still might be , hate can manifest even from those who are related to you or know you and it can hurt so bad
*"Hate will never disperse. The only way to release it was to erase the ones that you hate from this world."*
- Hakuryuu, Magi
You threw me away
You replaced me
You said i was special
You said you would never leave me
You said you loved me
Now as i watch from a far
I see all the lies
All the gullible acts
All the fake love
I see you for you
And i WILL get you for it
There is no redemption for it
No mercy, cause
I HATE you
when somebody steals your food and they promised not too
At ease With the cheese wow lol
Make them suffer, make them weak, make them wish they were DEAD, after all, All of them deserve it, THEY ALL DESERVE TO DIE FOR BETRAYING YOU
.
I know that feeling
When your friend eats the last piece of pizza
Story of my life lol.
You ruined the atmosphere dude.
That's so true
I had the same story, but there was "doesn't eat".
With your picture 😂😂
“If your afraid of being betrayed by the world, then betray the world first”
inspired
by CaoCao
Sounds like something Dio Brando would say
@@sleepsolution2976 DIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
@@wanderwaffles3113 yes
I’ve heard a different version of that.
“If the world turns its back on you,
Then stab it”
Genius
Damn, this comment section *totally* helps with my depression.
Same, it makes it way stronger 😞
Gald to help 👌
“You can try. You can fight. It’s better then doing nothing. I don’t guarantee anything. But, if you have hit the bottom. The absolute bottom. There only one way to go. Up. This is life.” - Jayden Walz
Was that sarcasm?
no one cares about people’s depression on the internet no one likes you on the internet no one enjoys you or even calls you a friend they just know you by your username and how you are. This goes for all of us and yes theres people who do care and help you through things but are you sure their really helping because when you look around they really arnt there and they cant do anything about it so shut your damn mouth about “omg this doesnt help with my depression” well no one cares and if someone put a warming comment down about you or defends you they will most likely forget about you and this comment until they see a reply in there notifications
Hate,
For some people so great,
It destroys,
Shatters and break
To hate.
you must know the other side of rage.
when all that hate built up inside finally gives way...the end result is spectacular
Mmh I almost kiled one of my caretakers back in priamary school, because she abused (not sexually aussaulted) me for 3 years.
Wonderful, simply wonderful. The emotions raging within the melody, the wavering of control or feeling of betrayal leading to depression. Searching through the scraps of their hearts, melting them together with the fiery hate for the world. Just like Naofumi Iwatani, such a shield to protect yourself from everything. Let all be consumed by the Shield of Raging Hate.
"the wavering of control or feeling of betrayal leading to depression." That's exactly what I was trying to do, so glad to see it got across =D
I'm glad. I am happy to feel such emotions you composed, such feelings need to be understood and known. Your music always makes me want to write something, playing it in my mind like a movie.
Waiting to be expressed, waiting to be written down and immortalized. So that it will never be forgotten, that is what you and your songs inspired me. Everything you do is an inspiration, and I know that you will continue to create such gems.
MidnaDarkwings
The Rising of Shield Hero
The only anime I've ever watched was hentai
Finally some realizes a Dam good manga. This one is awesome love it!
“I do not fear death. I fear only that my rage will fade over time.”
@@saianshinigannoju8954 verily. Glad I found another HXH enthusiast in this part of the internet.
Nice, I love that Kurapika quote too
To he completely honest. Rage is security. Your own personal shield to defend against the cruel world when nobody else would step in to stop the torment. Kurapika was always mg fav and i was pissed to see him not be a persisting character past his arc.
"It's treason then?" *Music for awhile, while the Jedi masters were entering the building going for Palpatine* lol
the realization comes first, then denial and helplessness, sadness and guilt, you fall deeper and deeper, it wont stop, darker and darker, you lose control and give in for a moment out of desperation. realization comes again. but you were weak. and this time there isnt a second chance. so you accept everything. your heart is soaked with regret. one last tear falls before....you let go.
( my interpretation of the flow of the song)
I am death I am life I am the darkness I am the tears I am the water you will drown in
I am god, i am devil, i am no villain, nor hero, broken, but no shadow of mine, im truly the King of Nothing, but yet, nothing is something.
All this happened to me in an instant on my first heartbreak
I can hear motifs from Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata, specifically from 3:30 to 4:20 where the running triplets complement the steadily growing bassline. Beethoven hated how his hearing problems befell him and that spurred him to write more and more powerful music. All in all, I love how you wrote this piece! You've earned yourself a subscriber :)
4:20 eh?
@@Rainfoxy4291 dude weed
Lel
This is not the original composer tho, go sub him
ULTImiller 11 Who is the original composer?
A fire burns through mankind´s soul,
Whenever fear will strike their hearts.
And Anger once more takes ist toll,
And the world will fall apart.
All love, it dies, only the pain,
Is left in hearts and minds ice-cold.
And no one hears the ones, that strain,
For no one cares, what they have told.
The whise ones are ignored again,
The strong ones take controll once more.
Attempts to calm them, are in vain,
Bizarre beliefs that pierced in their core.
We have seen it in the past,
And future tells no different tale,
The present was all, we had last,
But order once again was frail.
Contorted hearts contorted minds.
For the world, it is too late.
The living burn, of all the kinds,
They did not learn, to stop the hate.
who wrote this poem its really good
Just offering a little criticism! (Hope it's helpful) I feel the ending could have been a little stronger, all the lines up to the last are very powerful, and you use more of an, almost Shakespearean, I want to say, approach with your wording, but at the end it just falls a little flat. Of course, I'm really not one to talk, this is really good, keep it up!
Thank you. Luckily I am not one of those People, who get angry whenever they are criticised. I am thankful for it and I completely agree with you, alltough I think drawing a comparison to Shakespeare is a Little too much praising for me. To be completely honest, I simply wanted the Poem to end on the word hate and therefor it sounds like I stuffed the words together forcefully. Anyway, thank you again.
Nas imi I did
I've definitely done that before, though nothing I've ever done would be as good as yours, you have talent! Nice job once again. (And thank you for not getting angry ^.^')
I saw the hatred in her eyes. She gave me this glare. I got intimated. She looked like she was gonna make my life hell, if it weren't hell enough. Rain fell from the sky. I could see the tears rolling down her cheek but she still held a straight face. Right then and there, she faded into the darkness. That memory haunts me. Like one day she would return with a weapon or something. she had something planned for me. I paired day to day that I'd never hear from her again. But...
I knew she'd come for me one day...
On that day, I hid in my room with the door locked. I heard banging, sounded like she was gonna break the door.
I started pushing everything towards the door. Knowing it'd only slow her down. I could hear heavy rain on the roof. I looked at the only chance I had of fleeing. a very small window. knowing her, she'd probably went to my family before she ended my life. Making me suffer alone. I made my final wish...
That's a little story that I've made for the girl in the video! Hope you like it! :3 (I made her sound, vengeful...SORRY!)
I love the song & hope this can inspire you & others.
"I don't hate you, because hate is a powerful emotion, I don't have any powerful emotions towards you, because you don't deserve it, but just so you know...
...I don't like you...
...At all."
Where's this from? I like it.
@@spongeborgtheford4971 Actually It's from a meme-
Keeping this quote in mind.
People who say they don't hate because you/it/they "don't deserve it" have no idea what hatred is, or are too cowardly to admit the truth.
I've always been obsessed with all ur dark piano compositions...♥♥♥ how can a person hv this much talent! ! thnq so much for creating n sharing such amazing pieces =)
Thank you!! Im glad you like my dark ones I enjoy making them
Its not talent. Look how many compositions he has. So much fucking practice... Respect!
Vítor Barboza Santos What the hell are you talking about? Talent involves practice. If it's not talent then what is this?
Terrance Paradise read my comment again. talent exists, but practice is stronger. Read the original one again...
A slow, melancholic, festering hate. A hate born out of the death of love or friendship, from the afterbirth of disappointment and loss. A beautiful composition.
The beauty of pain and hatred is known to the broken hearted ones. They who loved everyone are betrayed by the entire world.
Silent screams are roaring within my heart yet no body listen.
No body looks at the tears I have clasped within my eyes
And it isn't my fault that I became like this.
In the end, we'll all succumb to hatred. It's only a matter of time.
how i am everyday all day , i got used to it no point in trying to force myself to be or feel anything truly when it's failed so many times
*turns chair around and sits down in it*
So you had a bad day. That’s tough. Believe me. This is coming from a guy who’s had a bad 40 years in the ice…
Thanks Cap.
took me a while to get the joke.
This really is describing hate well. I can feel some kind of desperation that grows into deep feeling of anger that is so big, it doesn't even come out properly. Anger, desperation, all-swallowing sadness, pretty much hatred condensed into one piece. Simply great.
I feel the vibes of this song almost give a story of the transition from fear to sadness to the resolve of hatred
She stares deeply and intensely into my eyes if to pierce my very being. This girl I've known and loved for such a long time. It was raining that day........I can remember it so clearly. Through the the rain with that glare she said........she said......'I know what you have done'.
@@stars227 you first, then
"you took the cookie from the cookie jar, didn't you?"
@@jaded8578 more like "I know you were eating sugar, Johnny."
@@nellie-felix6630 "I look back at that face of disappointment and say "No, papa" knowing it was no use as I held my eyes closed, I could only hear a moment of silence followed by a "Open your mouth...". That was it. I knew I was finished, that all I ever strived for was for nothing, at least that was what went through my head while I was opening my mounth, the gate of disappointment and betrayal. I knew I couldn't get papa's trust back."
She just wants a towel.
Ikr and you guys just stare her form the mirror
@@hurbruh 1 year ago
y e s
She is probably wrinkly now
Best comment on this video without a doubt.
I felt miserable, at first.
It wasn’t because of what she did,
It was because of what she was,
It ate away at me,
Why did I hate her for this?
What made this different?
When did she change?
It’s so confusing,
Where did she go?
I felt hatred, for the first time.
"A match was lit,
and way too fast it hit,
my heart of gasoline."
Where does it come from?
i wanna know too. searched through the whole internet
@@henning7310 No you didn't.
@@crabspriteberry9572 then tell us where it comes from
@@henning7310 I also did not search the whole World-wide Web, therefore I also do not know.
Guys in the empty doll video he asked if someone could create a poem for the next video and it was that one, the complete one is in the comment section
We lived peacefully in the village, my dad was the emperor. Each day I would stand at the top of the palace and watch the seasons change throughout the valley. Summer was warm and lush, fall filled the surrounding hills with color. Winter was so white. Spring brought new life and beauty. And then Aku came and destroyed it all.
Whenever I look in the mirror, or at photographs of myself, the only thing I feel is hatred, blinding hatred.
Same and I hate nothing more than myself
Ahhh hate, my old friend, it’s been a while, hasn’t it......
Sorry for leaving you all those years ago...
But I....
I....
I need you, once more old friend
Yess...
Briliant
To hate someone once loved is to cry without shedding tears, and to mourn your trust for that person.
this atmosphere, the particular and precise expression in her face, the light in her eyes opposed to the light of the scene, the effect of rain with the rain in the painting itself, even her earrings . . . beaufiful, just beautiful. Noting that she's not crying (and that she has a Heart-shaped tattoo on the cheek).
It is awesome. Fits one of my characters very well!
''I wanted to help them, THEY neglected.
I tried to protect them, THEY refused.
I wanted to teach them, THEY didnt listen.
I... tried to save them, THEY fought against me.
If they really want me to be the villain of the story, so be it. I wont waste my time with these blind idiots! I will show them what real pain is, what a TRUE dictator can do! When im finished with them, they will regret every second of their lives.''
This is the complete opposite of "River flows in you". That one tears me down and makes me sad, this one fills me with rage and energy. This is a masterpiece.
Woww boy sick intro :')
Track is beatifully composed, especially the beginning :D
Thank you!! =D
Lucas King this is amazing I put it on loop but is there any way I can get rid of the intro the sound is kinda annoying
I love the artwork choice to go with this music. The girl looks so sweet, yet shows such hatred in her eyes and face, it’s honestly a work of art.
One half looks sad and the other is angry btw. The 2 faces of hatred
@@Proditum-dt4vz hate comes from getting hurt.. and thats why.
the left eyebrow definitly looks more angry while her right eyebrow has more a look of dissapointment to it, indeed.
Many who fall victim to a Broken Heart will feel the burning fire of hate...
Came for the image, stayed for the piano. Awesome work, I love this dark emotion imbued music style, keep up the great work
Thanks mate!
How to study:
1. Go to youtube and search music from Lucas King
2. Study
😂😄
3. read UA-cam comments 4. Study failed
urretje5 I use it for homework.
Mission failed
We'll get 'em next time
Here in Sweden, the word is spelled "studie", and you can't spell that word without *Die*
+Viktor the victor Kan inte oläsas.
Everyone always seems to write some sort of philosophical comment, then there's me, who just wants to say how nice the rain effects are.
God this song... It just strikes me to my core every time I listen to it. This is art, something raw but refined that makes you feel it so very deeply. Thank you for this and all that you do
It honestly sounds like a "Classical" piece... I don't listen to classical pieces at all(tunes of it) but for some odd reason, I kinda want to put that genre on it! Knowing that the song is true to your tittle, that can only conclude: "Classical music also have stories I haven't unfolded yet...". Thank you for expanding my brain!
The ending is truly beautiful.
"Is this the rain or my tears?"
That profile pic is an insult... suicide... SUICIDE IS NOT A FUCKING THING TO BE JOKED OF.
your username says natsuki but your profile picture is sayori
@@exocakes4587 it's not a joke?? it's from a video game
@@exocakes4587 yes i do actually. in the video game doki doki literature club, the character sayori, who is in the op's profile picture btw, committed suicide. how is it insulting?
@@jaded8578 actually, I don't really know why it's insulting. Guess I just hate the sight of suicide.
But srsly. Don't do it. And also using Sayori's suicide picture as a profile picture is wrong. You are like declearing "This chick is dead, deal with it." or "This might give a clue, I am about to kill myself."
This video and that face compels me to find a way to bring a smile to both somehow.
Hate is not a good feeling. Not at all.
It offers a feeling of terrible seclusion to something you once respected, appreciated, loved, admired, trusted, and or perhaps much more.
Their is so much more to say about it but it would take too long.
One person can only do so much to heal another, after all it is not the easiest thing to do.
It is way easier to hurt and destroy.
And it is so much harder to heal and repair something, especially so when the harm that has been done was committed by you.
Don't let hatred ruin your existence of emotion. Their is so much more that is worth it.
If I am a problem, then so be it ignore me if my presence causes agony.
If you feel I deserve it, then that is your decision you have made. I am not you and you are not me, but apparently I have violated you so, for which I may not compare or understand the reason so easily, I can however still acknowledge your disturbance.
If I am a changed person enough to seek to fix this, then I will do the best I can to repair.
I will ask for nothing.
Because apparently I have found the commitment to redeem the pain I have given you.
But I can give you a recommendation, regardless of your attention or not, for all I know you could have simply ignored me, and I understand that.
So if you deem it so or necessary, live life the way you can for now, but in a better bright light of feeling and emotion as best you can. The effort you make to try to stay happy in the way you are most talented in will not betray you.
If I am a truly changed person to do my best on this, then the universe may know that *I will be healing your scars, regardless of the darkness that I experience on the effort to do so, because I can't stand to see that expression permanently etched on your face.*
i know that feeling. you know what its like to.
but hate is all i can feel now. once warm memories are now faded and a cold vagery.
the cold muddy marsh in the dense fog has been our home.
But we know when others didnt belong. so we put on our "happy masks" to guide these misguided souls back to the upper place out of the marsh where THEY belong.
Kindness is blasphemy.
@@lindinle If you can't trust in other's kindness, trust in yours.
If you can't trust in the happiness granted in this world, trust in the happiness you grant yourself.
If you can't trust the wisdom and teaching of others, trust the wisdom and learning that you gained from yourself.
If you can't lean on others for strength in a situation, be strong enough to reach for the strength within yourself.
Some people are in bad situations that they sometimes can't get out of. It's important that those people be granted a savior.
Those who triumph enough through hardship and survive, become stronger in a sense.
The world isn't all dark and grim, their are bright lights in places that you might not expect. Beyond that looming cloud of thunder that covers the entire sky, is the sun. There always will be a sun beyond those clouds.
Eventually, clouds will fade, it always will, how long it will take that is undetermined, but it will *always* clear up eventually.
If those clouds did not clear up, how would people see the sun ever again, and how would the planet function? Eventually it has to clear up.
The same is with life sadness. Some people are in a life region where there is only tiny sparkles of dim light here in there. They feel trapped and often never get out.
When a good person goes through hell, and come out still retaining a bright light within, they become a beacon. Anyone can become a beacon, because the beacon resides inside the person. If that person can do it, why can't anybody.
Because beacons can reach for happiness within themselves in situations of grim, and they spread that beacon to grant people a form of hope, whatever shape it may take.
Love yourself, you have good qualities that you know about yourself. How can people say you are a bad person when you know yourself better then them? After all, they are not you, so what could they possibly know? If they know the you that you yourself confirm, then they must be caring about you enough to acknowledge such a trait of yourself, so they obviously pay attention to you, whether it be a friend, family member, or loved one. It means they accepted a part of you into there existence. Sometimes the person who does this is not always perfect, it often never is. Whether you go with the flow, or follow your conscious on your next decision, is up to you.
Humanity is free, they have their own decisions no matter what. There are obviously obstacles or constraints, but who ever said such constraints are never broken sometimes? The law is broken, the rules in a game are broken. The limitation that humanity could not travel through the air was broken through technology, and so much more. Apparently humanity is a free creature.
So take inspiration in such a freedom, and show the world that you can decide whether to be happy or not, when ever you so want it. Because that is the human conscious and their will, to make decisions that influence. It is a selfish thing.
But selfishness can be kindness, if the person selfishly loves the idea of kindness and love.
*Influence yourself to get the future you desire, without flaw.*
@@gorillabbq4811 no. when all that "caring" brings is agony and pain, and it comes from those that are supposed to help you. No all it does if make you want to kill those fucking people. they fucked you up and your supposed to just let bygones be bygones. I musk ask, what kind of demented horse-head-kick sufferer must you be to think that is possible when you have been horribly wronged?
@@lindinle Suffering hurts. It is also easy to inflict.
Damage can be inflicted instantly, but healing takes time, that is why inflicting harm is much easier, and healing is much harder.
I am not saying let bygones be bygones. I am saying don't forget it, but don't be consumed by it either. Remember the experience, but hold fast to yourself still, retaining your light after being burnt. If they can cause such terrible pain, why would you want to be like them then? In the end if you shun someone that has done wrong to you, after they have truly realized the error of there ways, you basically return the pain.
If life is about feeling and returning pain, will this world be any different, will it ever change? No, it will do the same things over and over again.
To break the cycle, when someone realizes their wrong doings, you return not with your revenge of karma, but to break karma itself, and return kindness instead.
One step closer to making the world more brighter, but only the smallest. Yet it is still a big change. You may not have made a big difference to the world, but you made a big difference to that persons world that you forgived.
There are people that are in a buried state of causing harm to others. I have a brother that is like this, and a big object of his anger towards life is apparently me. I can't really do much, the options are minimal to. There are times I will teach him a lesson, that if he treats people like he treats me, then don't expect people to grant him kindness. I do this lesson without causing harm to him, as I have done my fair share of altercations with him be it physical or verbal, but I am sick of that and I am doing something far better and saint like, at least to my best ability.
I can't expect to be the best, but I can aspire to do the best I can. I can also aspire to learn to become better at the things that I do. There is never a best at anything, there is only growth.
No master in this world exists, only stagnant experts that are outpaced by someone that created even greater methods. What would be the point of change if mastery was true? Perhaps it could be, but mastery only means that they dedicated their life to one thing that allowed them to be 10x paces farther then someone who is more varied.
A carnivore excels at hunting and was granted sharp canines to do it, excelling thanks to its talent, and an omnivore did not gain such a beneficial trait to make hunting as easy, but instead was granted versatility. When prey ran out, the carnivore would starve, but the omnivore would survive thanks to its versatile diet.
Some things can't be easily explained or done, but we can only do our best in everything that we do.
And our best does not mean we try it hardly. A persons unique best is to do it with less effort, but more effectiveness, yet retaining comfortability. The way it works is completely unique to the individual and isn't a method that is taught. A person has to realize that unique way of doing things themselves.
Because at least this talent exists in everybody.
Still casually studying to your dark music. Your music matches my brooding mood perfectly, as well as the deeper part of me. On the surface I seem alright but buried deep inside, there are storms whirling.
Wow, i was scrolling through the comments written months ago and suddenly found your comment which was just 5 days ago. I love listening to his music too when I'm studying. I have lots of emotions buried underneath my soul I would never share to any one. Lots of thunderstorms, whirlwinds going.
Truly a song that plays remarkably! You perfectly captured the emotion Hate in your notes for me. I’m excited to learn this piece.
(Please tell me what you think of my short story! I thought of it before I went to bed and listening to this song is what fueled it! It is a work of art to me and I'd love to hear your opinions if you'd so kindly tell me, if you want to of course! Have a wonderful day/night everyone!)
Hellish emotions. By: Eclipse C. Dragneel!
"Help me..." She'd say, as a giant hole would open beneath her. He'd extend his hand, grabbing onto her hand trying to stop her from falling. Suddenly, chains would come from the dark shadows lurking deep down within that hole of despair, wrapping wround her neck, hands, ankles, and waist. She's start to be pulled by those chians which now almost fully enveloped her, slowly his grip would loosen, and the girl would be plunged into the shady depths of despair known as..... Hell.
"WHAT DID I DO FOR YOU TO TAKE HER FROM ME!?" He'd scream, tears filling his eyes and they'd soon start to fall down his cheeks, off his chin, onto the ground. He had lost her.
Behind a tree another female figure would hide, cloaked within the shadows casted by the tree. She'd peek around the tree to see the male who was crying over something. Becoming curious soon realized something had just happened due to the presence she felt that had ceased. However, there was a bit of it there, sitting... Waiting. That presence was waiting for that man to say it's name.
"WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS SATAN!?"
He had fallen victim to the Devil's wrath, somehow that woman sold her soul to the Devil so she could be with that man for 48 hours. This isn't his fault, that person CHOSE to sell her soul. Why? Why, would someone choose only 48 hours for a signle person when you could win them over with your true self, not some demon giving you a single wish for the price of your freedom.
"Excuse me?" I'd say, curious of what was going on.
"Y-Ye-Yes?" He'd say between sobs, he was barely able to breathe due to how much he was crying.
"Why are you crying...? If, of course, I may ask?" I'd say respectfully, but curiously, trying not to make his state of mind any worse.
"S-She's g-gone. Isn't s-she?" He'd ask, not even replying to my question I had asked before him.
"What do you mean?"
Silence. He'd say nothing, it was as if he, himself as a whole didn't even know what had happened to her.
I'd say once more, "What do you mean?" I'd say in a darker tone-- I was letting my anger at him not answering, get to me.
"She just fell down into a hole, chains pulled her down there..." He'd say as if he had seen a murder; dark, harsh, and grim.
I'd stare, blinking a few times a frown etched upon my face. The man would continue:
"I want her back. TELL ME I CAN GET HER B--" I stopped him, I could not lie and tell him he could, when there was no way he'd be able to save her from her impending doom.
"No. You cannot get that woman back, she is gone... She sold her sold her soul and there is no way to reverse the effects of that contract. Now do what is best for you both... And move on."
I'd stand, turn and walk off into the shadows... Leaving that crying mess- Who called himself a man, behind to die alone. I did not care, nor will I ever care about these pethetic people that surround me... I never blended in because of my state of emotionlessness that I was born with, and it grew to be impossible to escape from. I'd mumble in a grim- or evil, voice:
"I hope he suffers... A horrible and painful death."
Good work man is cool story you made
May I use some of your story please
Not bad. Actually really nice. But ur using future tense a lot. I suggest switching to present. It makes the story a lot more effective. Other than a few grammatical and spelling mistake here and there that’s my only problem with it.
Too much future tense, gets too repetative, otherwise it was good.
Damn...
Amazing♡. I really love it, the emotions in it are so wonderful and deep. moreover love the intro!. another incredible piece Lucas. can't wait for more =D.
Thank you!! It's cool isn't it I had somebody make it for me on fiverr =D
Wow, the thumbnail is fantasticly terrifying and AWESOME
Lucas, I used to think people didn't and couldn't understand what life touched by hate felt like. Then you came along, and this music... A sweet melody undenearth the howling anger and bitterness... a music with three layered emotions. I am glad you exist and could reach out to people the way you do with your music, yet i feel sad that you've come to know bitterness so well
This reminds me of what I went through here at college, now that Im not passing my course and getting discharged. Either getting out rage outside of school grounds cause of the staff yelling at me or crying back in my dorm. Thank you for posting a beautiful song that describes what having stress reaction and the aftermath of being diagnosed with stress reaction is truly like.
This song is truly a beautiful ode to those going through stress reaction and dwelling on things.
A true shout-out to people like me, telling us we're not alone in the loop of suffering we have to go through.
Oh dang this is awesome!
Thank you!!
I love your music, it really expresses the feelings that you write in the titles, I love it!
I cant help but notice.
So many broken hearts are in comments.
I feel like i know them by reading their comments.
Not personally but by situations
When somebody eats your pizza you will just feel like that
more than half of those are 14 year old girls that have been throw... life. normal life. and they just love to play this character.
I did not expect a piano track to perfectly match my current feelings, pretty good job my friend
I need to say it..... you're music helps me a lot to write my books.... in the last few years..... I didn't had any inspiration..... it was like a black hole was build into my mind to pretend me from finishing all my work.... but now that I listen to you're musik.... I feel someting.... I got my inspiration back.... I can bring my books to an End....
"And once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through. How you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same that walked in." - Haruki Murukami
eventually it makes you wonder if that person was real. or if your just misremembering old dreams.
[i get some will say "edgy" but im being serious.]
im only 27, i have a hard time remembering any time that dosent make me filled with disgust, let alone actually remember.
Obi Wan Kenobi: YOU WERE THE CHOSEN ONE!
True true
@@xanslostandunforgoten5951 Exactly!
It was said that you’d destroy the Sith, not join them!
@@masonr.powers7196 Bring balance to the force! Not leave it in darkness.
@@sasababhyena4799 I HATE YOU!
Love it!
Thanks a lot man =D
My favorite by far sooo good.Love the rolling and depth of the feeling coming from that particular song.A marvellous piece of piano and also very soothing even when in love keep up the good work .
"A match was lit, and way too fast it hit, my heart of gasoline."
I love that. and I feel that.
love the new intro
Me too =D
Me Three xD
Hate, such a strong word. Describes what I feel to many people. It's not like I want to hate people, but I just do. Most of the time, all people do...
Is hurt...
I've been hurt, and I cry, and then I hate. Most of the time I feel numb to the people around me. I often think about killing others, even though I wish no harm on them. I'm a nice person once you get to know me, but if your like most people, you will hurt me and still wonder why I hate.
Sometimes the ones you trust the most, betray you the worst.
The ones you love turns into those who hate.
The ones you called friend turn their backs to become the enemy.
What happiness you felt turned sour into pain.
Is it really okay?
too edgy for me my friend
Just A Random Daddy Have you ever thought if you've ever hurt someone, too? We mostly think we are hurt, when in return we hurt as well. Humans are flawed, that's why we have to learn to forgive. Don't concentrate on the hurt, because we ALL hurt people.
+Bianca
That's why i always feel like an asshole, I always blame it on myself ;-;
Bianca Podaru same
That girl is piercing your soul with her glare.
I think she could kill with that glare alone.
her frown keeps reminding me of my music teacher when one of the classmates breathes
Reminds me of a certain friend whom I've known for about 7yrs. But all that was gone to waste after they wished I never existed.
This and many other songs from this collection have made my world music course much easier. Thanks.
Do you know that sour feeling in your throat when someone you despise is in your presence?
This piece made me feel the same way. The silent rage and disappointment bottled up inside you that only wants to be expressed and fired towards that person, but deep down you know you won't say anything and just engulf it until the day they realize their own foolery.
By then you've already forgotten about them and you're as satisfied as you could possibly be.
"I thought I was gonna be a hero when I was a child. But little did I know...that I was watching myself slowly becoming THE VILLAIN!".
Just a little poem. I can't find it, it's everywhere I turn but to ashes it always burns. Before I see it, before I can be it. The beast that is me is blind to it. So a beast I will always be, for a beast I can only be, a beast I will always see never the beauty.
If you are watching this, and need help spiritually or mentally, you are not alone. I am always willing to listen if you need someone to talk to, and so are many of those around you, though you may not know it. May God bless you.
i grew dejected and isolated from others [no family or constant friends]. i grew my own philosophy based off my point of view.
kindness is a great blasphemy.
harming someone when your "trying to help" is beyond forgiveness.
@@lindinle I am sorry. I don't pretend to know what you are going through. If that is your philosophy, I can't stop you. However, even if you don't agree, you are affecting those around you. If you are sick from a contagious disease and refuse treatment, you not only affect yourself, but those you come in contact with. For your sake and others', I pray you reach out to others, and through that, allow them to reach out to you. I love you.
This is my favorite piano song by far I’m able to relate to it in so many levels I’m angry but I don’t know why and sad/lonely but for no reason and this song was able to put all of those emotions in one...🤧
Wow, you are honestly so amazing. Your songs are so beautiful, I can't even imagine how you came up with these. I think that you deserve to be more popular than you already are as your music is incredible, Keep it up!
She trusted them, and they betrayed her. God help them...
nice avatar
Dr. Virus 129 God is fake, There is no god
Vitrex Pretty sure that is just the V for Vendetta thing
@@demonwolf348 Can you please respect the religion of others? Thank you.
@@demonwolf348 i feel sorry for your ignorance.
"Baby, i love you so much, when you get older and when we can... I want to go back with you, i miss you so much, there wasn't a single day that goes by that i didn't think of you at all, i was hurt so bad when we broke up i cried so badly, i just wanted you back. Your always going to be my baby, no matter what."- True Lie from My First love
He then turned around and dated someone else
who i thought was a friend
I begged you not to leave
But in the end i made you leave
I couldn't hold on anymore
You told me so many lies
You used me
You played me
I hate you
I despise you
I wish i never met you
I wish you were never born.
I Regret EVERYTHING i ever did with you
Rage is one hell of an anesthetic
It's the eyebrows that make the sides of her face look different. Both curve down and then slightly upward in an expression of immense sadness, but on the right side, the part that curves slightly upward is covered by the hair, which creates an illusion of straightforward anger on that side. At the same time, on the left side of her face, the actual muscle of the eyebrow beneath the skin is more visible because we can see the curve, because on the right it's just a line.
In terms of symbolism, you could say that anger and sadness can be rooted in each other. Or we could just say it's a purposely deceiving image. Either way, the music is nice.
I'm not ashamed to say it: I cried for how beautiful this video is...
Mm, I know the feeling of hate all to well. I can feel it now better than ever now that I've lost something I've held dear to my heart for so so long. Honestly though, I love the way it feels. It's so pure and so easy. It's our most natural feeling in my opinion. In my case, the feeling of hatred will always make me push harder to achieve a goal I've set. Especially when that goal is to hurt.
Simplesmente amo e sempre volto aqui
how does this sound i came up with this while listening to this beautiful piece
shattered pieces to the mirror
a absolute discord
something calls out to you
but you continue to walk into the deep black abyss
a endless nightmare
seeming to never end
every night, the same thing
it is a sign
for it will be seen at the hands of whom constructed this fate
was it me
or the works of others?
i've no knowledge of any kind to judge this
but i watch
i watch as my nightmare tears me apart
i watch as i deteriorate into a shadow, leaving me to mock the movements of my living body
for i am the shadow....that cannot be seen
Just... wow. I'm speechless by how this music can express such complicated emotion in a simple tone, but also a true masterpiece.
This is my favourite composition of yours, Lucas. Keep up the good work!