S9E3: Freya Ridings - 'Music & heartbreak are intrinsically linked'
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- Опубліковано 1 тра 2023
- Season 9 Episode 3: Freya Ridings
Freya Ridings' new album Blood Orange is coming soon! We chatted about the album, her experiences writing it including heartbreak and love, as well as how Freya has tackled her mental health through her life and career
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I am a listener and it’s ok let’s go all out it’s not going to make me unhappy , I am that sad can’t go anymore sadder , even cry no tears from the eye but tears from the heart which no one can have a little giggle about it Uno , thanks
I now feeling vulnerable but keep chasing the love of my life For Real Fr I got trick with people knowing my heart but don’t worry I am niot falling
Thank you so much Guys I learn so much today even though my wife is exactly the same but I see a lot more in my wife cos she never told me lots of things mention here, and when Freya mention heart breaks in Australia I relate I never knew she came to Australia , anyway that period while Freya having a heart break and I am having a broken life times so same difference which makes me cry own Sheeshhb I hope my wife don’t see this and laugh anyway I am happy is my wife laugh all good anyway thanks and I keep my head strong that’s for real
Sometines mental help isnit to be shared but somehow i learn tk be open i cant believe from loving soneone to expose my weakness to the world and gibe peolle more chambe to disrespect me i already knkws throughout my life but still does it simlly to the love of my life only
Again I told my wife this after we met that before I met her I go out of my way express my feelings in a way that all new to me and the new age of communication was so awkward and no one would understand how embaresaing and shy but against all odd I try anyway and I don’t really care it’s so weird , but wow
May I ask the purpose is this post is unhappy one correct ? And as the host sad let’s not have listener TOO unhappy so now you got my attention thank you
No people using this to get me out fresh air and try to catch up which I don’t want and I don’t care about nothing but the love of my life Freal 5:23
Talking about blood test I am amping myself up for one I am so scare of needle I swear it’s weird but I know one nurse I go to it’s getting done it’s all good , forsure
It’s my first time and your welcome it’s my pleasure to tune in , by the way I am surrounded by mental health and it’s alarming and we are humans too so thank you for the awareness , personally again I am a bit mental or alit I don’t know same deal with everything I don’t belong even I am in the middle of mental health community , doctors lawyers nurses no one can diagnose my mental status so In might b ex the new study hope they come out with a new terminology for my craziness , I even try to convince surgeons and specialist that I might suffer from timeless disorder syndrome, can you believe some people look into it and cone back ask me who diagnose me with suck none assistant decease I convince them again that they might missed it in there studies they look at the wrong area it’s not a decease it’s a virus heheh haha then they gone away with it till today nothing so every time I Rick up late walk in the room someone be saying good afternoon mate in smart ass way cos I am late I can’t gen turn around and say you see I told you it’s the timeless disorder symdrome I am suffering from so I appreciate everyone not put me down and laugh on my misery hehehehehshaga I loose it should see their faces and the room vibrate every tine cos I got so much technique on mental breaker remarks ( ice breaker) you know hehehe
Hehehe hahaha I laugh the whole way through for sone reason it’s so good anyway I was half asleep on some post of her marriage thingy I am not sure it’s from Better help or what anyway every therapist I been with they end up loving my mental health or I end up helping them with their mental so I don’t know I told them my mental illness that’s unknown may be breakthrough soon
Like I mention about my wife she’s same so she can’t really tell me her feelings out loud but boy she such a goddess by shoeing her love to me in silence physically in every way to the point I tell her please don’t say it just show ut then I put on the song ire’s best when you say nothing at all hegege
so Freya it’s ok ur doing ok , hope you find your cup of tea , talking about tea. Look into the Tungsen lotus tea
I share my story this might resonate Freya
my wife is exact same situation to Freya and was my twin flame so when me and my wife met I was totally opposite but we love each other so much every thing so well bonded even though we so different but we compensate each other weakness so well so we work it out that it’s so true that people say we all have a twin flame out there but no one told about the two half is total so differ but together it’s one , for example she introvert I am extravert so together we alltravert hehhe jk she’s got bullied at school I was popular at school , she’s over thinker and I am not much of a thinker hebe , anyway together we balance out so well that she iverzome her fear and I overcome mine. Anyway the end of the day mental issue is only mental if fighting it alone hopes that’s help
I am the most misunderstood and I could not believe how much can I have so tine to time I click in interesting messages etc deep down look for my love closure when I am sad then people knows that and trick me but deep down my technology un knowledge is real one day you laugh and love me more how I do this all in feeling
Come to think of it I forgot to mention as you can hear this Freya person sound like she’s does not sound like she suffer from her mental health because this version of her is in her the other ha of if the heart that’s what my wife said and myself it’s eye opener where myself grow up opposite but among the popularity and son on but I got my other half of my wife heart inside as been describe through Freya I was always alone I was different level for some reason. I never had girlfriend or real relationship till late 20s also my parent are strick and discipline in the old ways so no girl friend or marriage before 30 anyway , anyway the moral of all this is we all have our other half in us growing up just matter of finding it and what are the chances we were so Bless to be found and once two heart two individuals United wow can’t imagine so I don’t know if any therapy could help with gods made factor
What what I went to a music school number one music scholarship in the country called Perth Moden but I never play any music , i always pick up an pen to write but Freya did not like my wife it’s so weird
My mental illness is at young age I come from best music school in the country and my English was not good then well it’s not any better now yes I think I should get a refund what you think hehehe anyway no English I was playing uno , cooking class and run as in racing and maths that’s all I was good , people play guitar I scratch people sing I dance people cook I eat , but I develope a true sense of perfection they love my feed back and that’s how the world grow it’s mental hey
What what I went to a music school number one music scholarship in the country called Perth Moden but I never play any music , i always pick up an pen to write but Freya did not like my wife it’s so weird , and I just learn new thing about me but did know kniw why but a lot of time and show on some photos I close one eye all the time now I know why
The one thing Freya said so shocking like shocked me to the bone is she said she scare of needle and my wife she scare of needle too and when we met i am sort of a phlebotomist , so she told me she so scare of needles don’t k is how I do it , then I told her the truth I myself scare shitless of needle myself cos I am in the industry I had to overcome my fear to help others but myself I escape every thing to do with needles I am that natural I avoid all vaccinations everyone got scares on left hand arms going up from vaccination I don’t , I avoid covit vac too , the only time they can take my blood was I had a car crash I was out anyway , and few times I had to by law etc it’s was a night mare , I am due for a general test in everything ,for work drug and alcohol and all decease which I am so fearful not wanting to anyway but I have to, new job new life factor that I will bite my teeth for , anyway sorry I carry on abit cis it’s my fear but again back to mental health so my wife fear is always in me too but i was involve in blood taken and injection Many tines so go figure