Secret Girlfriend to Youtube Wedding | You Can Sit With Us Ep. 144

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  • @jaymiedivinagracia1977
    @jaymiedivinagracia1977 Рік тому +235

    Becky's little smile at the end about keeping some things private has more meaning now. 😊

  • @sierrazielke1963
    @sierrazielke1963 Рік тому +1196

    Please Keith and Becky, please pull a TSwift, and remake your wedding video so you guys own it!!!! Please!!! I would love to see you guys all lovey celebrating you two again!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @allison_jbs
      @allison_jbs Рік тому +15

      YES!!! Perfect comment/idea!!!

    • @stephanieandrewchesnet691
      @stephanieandrewchesnet691 Рік тому +90

      Do a vow renewal Keith & Becky!!! That would be awesome and you can own that video :D

    • @angel21734
      @angel21734 Рік тому +30

      Ohh Becky wouldn't want to pull a T Swift 😂😂 she'd hate that

    • @karenesq419
      @karenesq419 Рік тому

      do it do it do it

    • @irenelewis291
      @irenelewis291 Рік тому +6

      @@angel21734 frfr whys she such a hater

  • @paytonbergman5918
    @paytonbergman5918 Рік тому +138

    "privacy sign on the door, and on my face, and on the whole world, romance is not dead if you keep it just yours" was on repeat in my head the whole time

  • @arijvirani6065
    @arijvirani6065 Рік тому +60

    Wait I had no idea Matt and Eugene had been together pre buzzfeed! That’s amazing

  • @yes.chefkitty
    @yes.chefkitty Рік тому +85

    I was at LAX when u saw this beautiful man and was thinking “Omg who is this? I know him…” then boom it was Matt! Then I thought if Matt was around, Eugene was around and sure enough he was right next to him in his disguise (a hat). I said hi to Eugene but felt that Matt was a more private person so I didn’t directly talked to him. Anyways I want you to know Matt that you’re the one that I recognized and wished I could of talked to!!

  • @theresasteele2220
    @theresasteele2220 Рік тому +137

    I’ve been a Try Guys fan foreverrrr and one night I was (re-re-re) watching the Becky and Keith wedding when my boyfriend came in and watched with me. In the middle of Keith’s vows, he turned around with tears in his eyes 🥹 I asked what was wrong and he just started laughing at himself for being so emotional, but it didn’t need to be said- he felt everything Keith was describing, and I knew right then I wanted to marry him. Good thing, too, because now we’re engaged and getting married 03/16/24 😊

    • @IgotLoosebones
      @IgotLoosebones 8 місяців тому +3

      Hey your wedding is in 2 weeks happy wedding!!!!

  • @edo27
    @edo27 Рік тому +424

    My goal is to find someone that thinks of me/describes me the way Maggie thinks of her Potato dish. Its just.....pure passion and love (and lust)

  • @bellarose5978
    @bellarose5978 Рік тому +199

    Yeah, I always found it interesting how Matt wasn’t really a secret. He was posted and tagged on Eugene’s social medias, I think Maggie was too at some point. He was a highlighted extra in several early videos, and even in vlogs, Maggie would be in the corner but Matt would right in the middle.
    Then again, even after he was announced people still missed that someone was filming Eugene during pandemic vlogs and such.
    Hiding in plain sight. People probably just assumed he was an employee.

    • @drartemisa21
      @drartemisa21 10 місяців тому

      By early videos do you mean post buzzfeed? Can you recall which titles, I'd love to go back 😊

  • @thePinkKitty3
    @thePinkKitty3 Рік тому +83

    I remember the Matt reveal during the tour was CRAZY!! We all SCREAMED so loud in the audience

  • @busybree
    @busybree Рік тому +134

    Becky at 30:55 knowing that Keith was going to be someone 🥰

  • @FlagCutie
    @FlagCutie Рік тому +169

    Maggie and Matt were such awesome reveals! ❤

  • @jmason1770
    @jmason1770 Рік тому +108

    Zaggie, thank you for sharing not only your wedding, but pre-wedding, reception and Superbowl party with Tryceratops. Becky and Zaggie, I have watched your wedding videos many times!

  • @B.B.LeGum420
    @B.B.LeGum420 Рік тому +74

    oh man I’m so glad Maggie’s vows were in there, I’m thankful she was vulnerable in that way because DAMN can the write! She had me crying before Zack did even

  • @andreaflores6536
    @andreaflores6536 Рік тому +59

    I agree with the quiet part. People think I’m rude or not friendly. I’m just shy! 😭

  • @katherinedobias7499
    @katherinedobias7499 Рік тому +158

    you should do a crossover plog with the try guys, it can be called you can drive with us

  • @Haley_A
    @Haley_A Рік тому +33

    Rainey killing it with the questions we want to know 😂🙌🏼

  • @wearethedoucettes9217
    @wearethedoucettes9217 Рік тому +87

    one thing from keith and becky's wedding is the line from keith during his vows when he tears up. It touches me every time. I just love you two!

  • @cateyoung5705
    @cateyoung5705 Рік тому +33

    Omg I want to see the photo of the huge kick line from Becky and Keith’s wedding! So cute and so cool

  • @milafraser
    @milafraser Рік тому +68

    It's funny that Eugene wanted to keep "something for himself" because he put Matt in the background of so many vids. LOL

  • @katvoc
    @katvoc Рік тому +57

    ".....and here is your side of fries." Killed me, Becky 😂

  • @purenerdogan1484
    @purenerdogan1484 Рік тому +18

    i also watch keith and becky's wedding video at least once a year ever since it came out because i think that was the video that got me to be a fan instead of a casual viewer. seeing them being so genuine was very touching. i will also go ahead and watch it one more time now, and then zach and maggie's, too. i hope you guys remain happy and genuine and please do not feel pressured to share anything you are uncomfortable with on the internet.

  • @carolinenorton1471
    @carolinenorton1471 Рік тому +14

    I frequently come back to Becky and Keith’s wedding video when I need a good cry 😂 Their love just makes me so emotional!

  • @Laura-jt8mf
    @Laura-jt8mf Рік тому +61

    Becky I have important cinnamon roll knowledge to impart! If you buy the kind of questionable pillsbury or similar ones in the scary popping tube, but instead of baking all of them you separate them out when you open and just grill one of them in like a waffle iron or panini press or on the stove (but push down with a spatula and flip partway through) they are the most flaky transcendent experience. Added bonus if you shake on cinnamon/sugar/cocoa powder together at the end. And then it's so much easier and cheaper than ordering a cinnamon roll but you can have just one.

  • @erikpolkowski6535
    @erikpolkowski6535 Рік тому +13

    I love Becky talking about "fresh" candy, because Keith mentioned it in their "Matt and Keith make Candy" video

  • @SandyGon
    @SandyGon Рік тому +8

    I’m getting married this week and I loved hearing Zach and Maggie’s vows and even used them as inspiration for my own. Thank you for sharing what you were comfortable with!

  • @sonne5367
    @sonne5367 Рік тому +10

    I'm taking the mention of the lovely and amazing Sarah Bon, as an opportunity to ask please have her back on the pod when she has time!!

  • @katieishler2337
    @katieishler2337 Рік тому +65

    What I would GIVE to hang out with Becky and Sarah 😍

  • @gaxri
    @gaxri Рік тому +24

    The bombastic side eye from Matt and Becky at 30:24 is the sassiest thing 🤣🤣

  • @meensybeans
    @meensybeans Рік тому +7

    Vibes in this podcast were immaculate, y'all!

  • @YaniTol
    @YaniTol Рік тому +10

    My hubby and I LOVE Talenti. Especially keeping the containers for food storage afterwards ❤

  • @mamapoohbr
    @mamapoohbr Рік тому +3

    Thanks Maggie for sharing you wedding. It was beautiful!
    I was so thrilled for Eugene when I saw Matt in the Australian video. So happy that he also has a S.O. Next, waiting for their wedding.

  • @karilease5453
    @karilease5453 Рік тому +81

    Just so you all know, Tartine has been engaging in horrible union busting activities for YEARS. I know there are no perfect companies, but there are a lot of small bakeries in LA that aren't actively trying to keep their workers from unionizing. Also, you can get the Tartine baking book from the library (or used) and make morning buns + a lot of other confections at home. It does take a lot of time though.

    • @vivalamiseria
      @vivalamiseria Рік тому +5

      Tartine isn't even that great. I went an my salad had a bug and they didn't care because I finished most of it before I saw it??

  • @dannimalsholderbro
    @dannimalsholderbro Рік тому +13

    Speaking of Megali and Kim - I would LOVE to have a podcast with the both of them giving some advice to other "mother of the bride-to-be" or like things they might have not gotten to do because of time, etc. or traditions that were super super important to them. I think the relationship that all of you have with your moms is so amazing. 🤍

    • @dannimalsholderbro
      @dannimalsholderbro Рік тому +1

      Also, as a long-time Tryceratop, its really hard for me to pick one #Beith #Zaggie #Magene moment that is my favorite - but as a gay person, and a huge fan of ELY, I have to say, the "Matt Reveal" in the Australia videos was a super important moment for me because I get so excited when I see queer relationships being celebrated, 🥰🥰

  • @taiz.c
    @taiz.c Рік тому +6

    I just recently discovered this podcast and I have been binge watching for the past 3 days😂 this is my first episode at I’ve watched the same day it’s come out

  • @kelseyp600
    @kelseyp600 Рік тому +104

    For every person that wants to be your baby friend, there are 2 rude adults glaring and judging you about your baby crying or not wearing socks or a million other things 😢 it’s hard

    • @honeyhippietarot3204
      @honeyhippietarot3204 Рік тому +7

      I’m sure living in LA is a very different experience when having children. I completely agree with you. I live in an area if I sat in the middle of a restaurant with a baby the whole restaurant is staring. God forbid, the baby cries then you hear people’s opinions or stares turn to glares

    • @Kayla-xd8qg
      @Kayla-xd8qg Рік тому +14

      I had a lady at Costco ask me “what kind of mom wears a coat and doesn’t put one on her baby?” Like… my baby was in the car seat. He had a blanket.

    • @ashleyjohnson1990
      @ashleyjohnson1990 Рік тому +5

      You’re doing great, I promise!

    • @Dorothyannith
      @Dorothyannith Рік тому +1

      That makes me sad :-( I'm a full-grown adult and I avoid wearing socks as much as possible because it makes me feel so physically uncomfortable LOL people shouldn't be judging babies or their parents for not wearing socks because honestly it helps the body breathe

    • @abagailsmith8215
      @abagailsmith8215 Рік тому +2

      Why did I not know they had a baby

  • @aquaflower123
    @aquaflower123 Рік тому +18

    Congrats to Maggie and Zach!!

  • @savannahgilbert8446
    @savannahgilbert8446 Рік тому +8

    I need them to tell us how much the wedding costs. It was the most beautiful ceremony I’ve ever seen!

  • @christinademps374
    @christinademps374 Рік тому +37

    Can’t wait for the day that Becky and Keith hard launch a baby

  • @FernLuz
    @FernLuz Рік тому +4

    Hi, portuguese girl here. I just wanted to say that Matt should come to Portugal, around summer time, and enjoy some sardines (without the tin) - there are plenty food festivals here where the sardines are the main course. I think he would love it. ♥🥰

  • @Johnsont2013
    @Johnsont2013 Рік тому +19

    Matt talking about him and Eugene getting bombarded at the " Vancouver food festival" aka Richmond night market is rough. It's always a complete zoo every year so I could just imagine the amount of fans

  • @TheAllieBuba
    @TheAllieBuba Рік тому +3

    Honestly, one of my questions. I know a lot of UA-camrs that vlog their wedding or a surgery it usually means someone helped to pay for it. Im not mad about it. This is your job. You make money to pay for things.
    Lol but i appreciate you saying with a little giggle. Im glad you put it on the table.

  • @emcairns
    @emcairns Рік тому +15

    I want Becky saying “yah” as a text tone

  • @1ndLonely
    @1ndLonely Рік тому +45

    A candy a day keeps the ED away -my recovery motto lmao

    • @hkazu63
      @hkazu63 Рік тому +4

      I’m so holding onto this after my 3rd relapse lmaoo.

    • @Anna_b360
      @Anna_b360 Рік тому +4

      @@hkazu63 stay strong my friend! You can do this! God gave us food to eat and give us nutrition 💕 not sure if this will help but there’s this dietitian I follow on UA-cam and she always talks about instead of trying to restrict unhealthy foods, think, ‘what can I add to this to make it more of a meal?’. Ya know?
      I’ll be praying for your recovery 🙏 Jesus loves you so so much💗

  • @GoldTurds
    @GoldTurds Рік тому +6

    It somehow doesnt suprise me Eugene and Matt would get swarmed at the Richmond Night Market lol

  • @Maiseexi
    @Maiseexi Рік тому +17

    Everyone looks so good today!!!❤

  • @mochinh
    @mochinh Рік тому +4

    This episode was pure love! I love every minute of it!

  • @Klutzy_crafts
    @Klutzy_crafts Рік тому +27

    My own personal nosiness has been dying for the behind the scenes of y'alls lives so I love these. That's why I adore Raine, she asks those questions I've always wondered...but I totally understand why they kept it a secret, especially Eugene, his reasoning makes total sense to me.

  • @kathleenkennedy7121
    @kathleenkennedy7121 Рік тому +4

    You should just get the recipe for the morning buns and make them at home. My manager gave me the Tartine cookbook and the morning buns are amazing!!! Plus you’ll have more than 1!

  • @crystinayu
    @crystinayu Рік тому +3

    I think it was xmas 2021, Eugene was visiting TX so I saw him shopping with his sister and mom. I definitely was awestruck and said hi, thanked him for his content and just scurried away lol. I wanted to ask for a photo, but I figured it gets exhausting always being asked.

  • @Kira_dauntless
    @Kira_dauntless Рік тому +1

    The vibe for this episode was perfect 👌 one of my favorites so far!

  • @ladywag
    @ladywag Рік тому +16

    I'm with Becky. Green apple is delicious. When I need a pick-me-up, I get a purple Lotus with green apple flavor and it is TO DIE FOR. It tastes like a green apple Jones Soda but better.

  • @marcielariccia9520
    @marcielariccia9520 Рік тому +18

    Maggie, if you post a photo every single day from today on, you could post for over 7 years! 😂😂❤

  • @natalieadkins6791
    @natalieadkins6791 Рік тому +3

    The wedding video really was amazing! I love it and wish I could have something similar

  • @sarahcz202
    @sarahcz202 Рік тому +12

    Becky looks so cute in a headband!

  • @kristincondupa5679
    @kristincondupa5679 Рік тому +2

    Literally just had that laffy taffy because the Easter purposefully put it in the kids baskets lol

  • @yasha-chibi
    @yasha-chibi Рік тому +19

    I love you guys, but whenever the contract is up, please stop supporting Better Help. They have continually shared private information with a variety of groups and should not be trusted with any confidential information. They recently had to settle with the FTC, and you can find lots of write-ups on their problems.

  • @annadale9807
    @annadale9807 11 місяців тому +1

    The thought of anyone being mean to the try wives fills me with anger! I know Matt says he doesn’t read comments and Becky and Maggie (or Ariel) will probably never read this but in case they do, you all mean so much to us. You let us in on some pretty private things in your lives when you really don’t owe ANYONE your secrets or your personal life. Everything you share is a beautiful gift, and I respect you all so much for having boundaries within your relationships/lives and the internet. When I’m feeling down I listen to your podcast and I feel included in something beautiful, friends helping friends through tough times and celebrating each other for all their wins. From the bottom of our hearts, thank you. Xo Your friends on the other side of the screen

  • @Anotherbrokenegg910
    @Anotherbrokenegg910 Рік тому +22

    WAIT Eugene and Matt were dating before he started at buzzfeed?!

    • @jmason1770
      @jmason1770 Рік тому +9

      Their first date was in 2012. Not sure how long they knew each other before they started dating

    • @Heeyitsmika
      @Heeyitsmika Рік тому +3

      @@jmason1770 they didnt that much. they met at a gym and eugene( Matts POV) asked him out. its in a YCSWU pocast a long while back,

    • @hkazu63
      @hkazu63 Рік тому +6

      I think some ppl still have that slightly skewed idea from Eugene’s need for privacy lol. Like they’ve legit been together for about 10 years, but bc Eugene chose to separate his private life from public for a long time, it’s easy for ppl to miss that.

  • @GeorgiannaMiller5
    @GeorgiannaMiller5 Рік тому +5

    When I watched the first wedding video, and Zach showed his bandage, I fainted in my chair. Literally. I pulled out the wires in my headphones and knocked over my water.

    • @mmalove98
      @mmalove98 Рік тому +3

      Vasovagal syncope gang

  • @lillysorkin
    @lillysorkin Рік тому +4

    Keith and Becky vow renewal video!!? I’d watch the shit out of that

  • @katejorgenson8716
    @katejorgenson8716 Рік тому +13

    Please get Sarah on the pod 🫶

  • @alycinbellamy3195
    @alycinbellamy3195 Рік тому +4

    So, my youngest offspring introduced me to the TryGuys back when they worked with the 'other' company. We became familiar with your worlds and learned much from your experiences. Then out loud coupledom began and it has been lovely to watch everyone evolve and progress. This week I was finally sitting still long enough to begin the series of the Z&M wedding, and yes, we cried without warning. I love your joy and everyone's success (Kwesi's wife is beautiful). What I love most is how comfortable you've become in the group, Maggie, and we knew you each had found your person. We enjoyed the same as Eugene and Matt became more comfortable. It's always fun to listen/watch all your creations. All of you are lovely, and we wish you so much more success 🤎

  • @thePinkKitty3
    @thePinkKitty3 Рік тому +5

    This is such a cute episode!! Love these peeps

  • @ashbolson
    @ashbolson Рік тому +2

    I’m very interested in this warehouse store, I’d love to see you guys make a video make a dish from somewhere like that!

  • @honoluluw
    @honoluluw Рік тому +10

    i think maggie's first video was the wine making one actually

  • @kelseyp600
    @kelseyp600 Рік тому +5

    Matt looks amazing today

  • @emmaputt2183
    @emmaputt2183 Рік тому +6

    Keith and Becky so should renew though vows to each other.

  • @imElainee
    @imElainee 11 місяців тому +1

    I went back to the handcuff video and Becky legit ate a twizzler at the end of it LOL

  • @eilyfoley7686
    @eilyfoley7686 Рік тому +6

    Love love love this content 😍😍😍😍😍😍

  • @Frodshammy
    @Frodshammy Рік тому +6

    9:30 That Laffy Taffy is literally my favorite candy and I can never find it. This immediately made me salivate and google how I can order them. 🤤

  • @ashleegomez9905
    @ashleegomez9905 Рік тому

    Maggie have you tried tortilla de patatas? It’s a traditional dish in Spain. Basically a potato omelette!

  • @lcbyri
    @lcbyri 9 місяців тому +1

    20 minutes in: lets just jump right in

  • @jewelzrulez97
    @jewelzrulez97 Рік тому

    Maggie - drop the link to the shirt!!! You look amazing!

  • @nholly93
    @nholly93 Рік тому +3

    I remember seeing Becky for the first time maybe the cross country road trip when she moved?

  • @erikawebb5091
    @erikawebb5091 Рік тому +1

    love to hear the Jeni’s representation -listener from columbus oh

  • @Nessa720
    @Nessa720 Рік тому

    Becky if you ever go to Pismo Beach near San Luis Obispo in California, go to Old West Cinnamon Rolls, the best!

  • @GirLikeBurritos
    @GirLikeBurritos Рік тому +8

    Since they didn't do multiple takes of any of the wedding video to keep it from feeling like they were performing, I kind of want a parody video (like the one about Zach's member) of the crew playing characters from shows like Bridezilla or Real Housewives. Maybe have some people being a team of wedding planners doing multiple weddings with one couple being Emma and Bowie

  • @redheadfaerie
    @redheadfaerie Рік тому

    So in talking about having digital photos, and if it's paper, Matt loses it.... I am her to campaign for physical photos. Make an album. Throw them in a box. Just have them. Or at least, print out important ones. My grandmother died last November, and I spent 5 months scanning in literal thousands of photos, and turning the originals into albums for my mom, her siblings, and my cousins and brothers, and also made copies of older ones so everyone has copies of out grandparents as children, great grandparents, etc. It was over 100 years of photos. The oldest was from 1910. There was photos of my grandfather as a baby in 1930. But now... on memorial day weekend, my sister in law, who is one of my best friends, died very suddenly. I already have a portions, but I need to find as many of her photos as I can, back them up places tother than her Facebook page, and print them all out and make albums so me neices and nephews will always have access to photos of their mom, and always be able to remember her. I love taking photos of flowers and sunsets, but in the end, for emotional memories, you go back to photos of people. I still love my sunsets and random woodland animals, but I can see a new sunset. I will never see my dad again. I will never see my brother again. I will never see my sister in law again. Having hard copy photos is EVERYTHING. thus concludes my Ted talk.

  • @IceCreamCarly3460
    @IceCreamCarly3460 Рік тому

    I love this podcasts!

  • @n1nikoru
    @n1nikoru Рік тому +4

    Glad I'm early:) congrats to maggie and zach❤

  • @greggceballos2611
    @greggceballos2611 Рік тому +2

    Zachary and Margaret are the TryGoals (Technically, Keith and Rebecca ate BuzzGoals)

  • @jettybetty3173
    @jettybetty3173 Рік тому +4

    I will never forget going trick r treating with my niece and her friends when I was in my teens and we decided to go to the rich neighborhood because they have bigger candy bars and this old man who left his porch light on gave us candy but the next day when I went to eat mine I noticed that it had been frozen at some point and it tasted horrible, I checked the date and it was out of date like the year before that Halloween. Please just keep your porch light off if you don't have candy or something for Halloween. I know they were old and probably didn't have candy often but a polite "I'm sorry I don't have candy." is better than out of date candy.

  • @1in6win
    @1in6win Рік тому +8

    Sorry I ready secret girlfriend and immediately got triggered.

  • @WamiesAZT
    @WamiesAZT Рік тому +6

    Try wives try Tin Fish 🙂

  • @unicorn2664
    @unicorn2664 Рік тому

    I don’t know if this is a stupid question, but why was try diy not received well?

  • @julinelson1775
    @julinelson1775 Рік тому

    As a Chicago native Becky - how delicious is fresh Tootsie Rolls?

  • @TheAllieBuba
    @TheAllieBuba Рік тому +3

    Eugene just needs to wear a ill fitting pair of dad jeans, a thick polo and some horrid sneakers. He will still pull it off but people wont point him out of asile 9 right away

  • @rebeccaq7291
    @rebeccaq7291 Рік тому +1

    You can use sardine like how you use canned tuna and it’s healthier for you 😊 less mercury

  • @Ailsa2001
    @Ailsa2001 Рік тому +1

    Love this❤❤

  • @katiedrago1961
    @katiedrago1961 Рік тому +6

    I love you so much, but having city people talk about the amazing food they get to eat is just cruel 😋

  • @jenniferlynne6571
    @jenniferlynne6571 Рік тому +1

    So just to understand does buzz feed own all the previous try guys videos prior to them breaking away?

    • @whereyoubean
      @whereyoubean 11 місяців тому

      Yes. I believe in order to get that “The Try Guys” name out... They agreed that Buzzfeed can still have or owns The Try Guys content there. Or they just gave the guys some percentage. That’s why The Try Guys content are still up at the Buzzfeed channel.

  • @mariecambridge6827
    @mariecambridge6827 Рік тому +3

    The mention of non consensual photos is.... *INTERESTING* 🤔😈😈😈 (35:15)

  • @kayleennilsson5542
    @kayleennilsson5542 Рік тому

    Is the background on Rainie's computer from Firewatch?

  • @whereyoubean
    @whereyoubean 11 місяців тому +1

    Love that Try DIY video. Fck that bashers.

  • @Lily-um9tj
    @Lily-um9tj Рік тому +3

    Im here to say that zacks opinions on the mario movie are out of pocket

  • @loedinero7710
    @loedinero7710 Рік тому

    Keith and Becky's mom not liking green apple is not sitting right in my spirit fr 😭

  • @julesolaguer8679
    @julesolaguer8679 Рік тому

    desperately trying to find these potatoes- maggie, help!!

  • @pinkpeachz
    @pinkpeachz Рік тому +2

    You can cry with us 😅

  • @ScottE249
    @ScottE249 Рік тому +5

    Have they ever addressed Ariel's leaving the pod? I know it's common knowledge why she left but has it ever actually
    Been addressed?

    • @michellerivera334
      @michellerivera334 Рік тому +4

      It was in the try pod when Keith and Zach spoke about the incident. They said that she'll take a step back but she's welcome anytime

  • @TheAllieBuba
    @TheAllieBuba Рік тому +4

    I love all of you but we all miss Ariel on here. I hope we see her again one day in some capacity