hannah it was so lovely to see your face! i'm sorry to hear you've been dealing with some difficult things but i have faith in you to work through them :) your painting is BEAUTIFUL and inspires me to try to want painting more! also just gave me to push to finally pre-order your reading journal and i can't wait to get it. i love you and am always always here for you!!
I totally understand the "there will for sure be someone newer and shinier and better". But there is only one you, and we watch your videos because you are you, not because you provide some sort of service. You are not replaceable. As a viewer, I appreciate the honesty and transparency in this video. And, as someone who has been suffering from intense anxiety, loneliness and sadness for a while, I support you and I hope we all become happier, more peaceful people.
dude i totally related to this whole video pretty much. the loneliness, lack of fulfilling friendships, dating trouble, comparison, all of it. you are SO not alone. there's so many of us around the world feeling the exact same way. thank you for talking about this and updating us on yourself when you totally didn't have to. love ya
I think these feelings are the effect of reading A Little Life. I support you from the core of my heart and I'm always going to come back to your channel to see what new video have you uploaded. Everyone has ups and downs in their lives and they should be given the time they need.♥
Friendship "break-ups" are soooooo haaaaaard. I feel you so much on that. I moved to the Azores islands, about 4000km from my original home and have struggled with friendships here and feel so lonely sometimes. Then lockdown happened and it got worse & throughout 2020 my best friend and I (we had been inseparable for almost 20 years) had a very painful, slow break-up and I am still not over this. It sucks so so so so much. Also, I got reminded of a very ugly friendship break-up that happened a few years ago today and it still hurts. And I can guarantee you that a friendship break up might be different than a romantic one but it is in fact still goddamn painful. I know it does not help to say this but you are not alone in these experiences.
I know that we, as your audience, are not your personal friends and cannot replace those relationships, but know that we love you, Hannah. Please know that no matter how "not new" you are, no matter how basic your content or inconsistent, we will come back. We love you for you, and do what you need to do to feel like the best you that you can be. Hugs
Friendships changing or ending can absolutely be as painful as romantic relationships. I look back at friendships I didn't maintain or had years ago and it does kinda make me sad that I don't talk to those people anymore. I recently had a best friend, who I hadn't talked to in over a year, pass away. I'm still not over it. Take this as a sign to reach out to people you might still want to stay in contact with because you don't know what it might not even be an option anymore.
When you showed the howls moving castle painting I thought you were just showing the screenshot from the movie 🤭 it’s so beautiful! It’s so rewarding to finish something you’ve put a lot of time into even though, at least for me, it’s hard to put a lot of time into ONE thing. I would 100% buy a print of your work and put it up on my wall!
At 68 years old, I have been so inspired by you. It started with your journaling video. It literally has changed my daily life due to my own accountability. After retiring from teaching, I felt lost. Your video helped me find direction. Following that, your book recommends have inspired me to read for enjoyment. I am having so much fun with all you are talking about. If ever you doubt yourself, know that you inspire so many of us who are looking to enhance our lives, at any age. Bless you, Hannah ❤️
It really is a big relief to know that other people are going through and feeling the same things you are. It makes your problem seem less alien and wrong so that you can work on it and try to get through it. I’ve started looking at my anxiety as just the way my brain works; it’s not wrong or my fault, I just have to do things differently than others might.
I’m sorry you’ve been feeling lonely and down. And I hope when you edited this video you heard yourself say, “you’re not alone.” Because you’re not. You are valued, and your are loved, and you are worthy. Whatever time you need, you need. Those that matter will still be here when you come back.
I‘ve known you for only a year now. And I am so thankful for this video because a lot of people think they‘re alone. U got this. Last year, I was in the US for one year (High School) completely on my own, I had zero friends and all that. During lunch time I ofc sat alone, but I watched you videos every single time.
hannah, we don’t care. i honestly don’t want your videos if you’re not ok emotionally. taking the time u need is completely normal regardless of the amount of people who support u or not
i genuinely rewatch your chain of gold and chain of iron vlogs weekly, they’re one of the only things that get me through college. they are comfort videos and you’re my comfort youtuber. please take your time and take of yourself but know that we all love you and will always be here. also, i’m rereading chain of iron and it’s impossible to imagine cordelia without imagining you. i think it’s the fact that your personality is just so much like hers. anyways we love you, take care of yourself, figure things out, and we will be here when you’re ready!
Even if you're gone for 3 years I know I personally will remember you and your content and what it means to me so even if I end up one day unsubscribing or stop using UA-cam I will remember to come and visit again. Even when there are new people to follow and like you stay special, you are ✨ Hannah ✨ and nothing could replace you because you are your unique self and we all have fallen in love with you (as a content creator with boundaries that we don't want to overstep) 💜💗💝💞
I've been struggling with these same things so much for a while now and recently i was feeling miserably alone, this video just served as what i needed to hear and felt very much so as if i have someone near me through all this *nothing new plays in the background of my life*
I completely understand the whole comparing yourself thing. I used to not understand how people could just…*do* things. I wanted to do them too, but I couldn’t and I never knew why. I finally got the proper mental health diagnoses (bipolar 2 and ADHD) and it’s been so liberating. I have closure. I have a reason why I’m doing what I’m doing and I’ve been researching how to tackle it. I’m also finally on the proper medication. the thing about bipolar is that it’s oftentimes misdiagnosed as depression, meaning you’re prescribed antidepressants. But antidepressants on a bipolar brain will start working fine but either stop or get worse over time, hence why I’ve never felt okay and just thought I had to deal with it. Like that’s just how my life was supposed to be. Now I feel great and I have some of the tools I need to start chipping away at these behavioral issues. Hopefully I won’t be as comparative to other people anymore because I can also do the things.
1 thing we all wanna tell you. We are always there for you. We will never, like ever get tired of you. You inspired me so much to read again, like after 7 years of no reading and at least 40% of my bookshelf is filled with your recs. Throw that thought away
'it's really hard to lose people you thought would always be around' oh honey i'm so sorry. i feel that so much, + the part where you talked about your own mental health struggles being a part of it. because it makes it oh so easy to blame yourself. i really hope everyone feeling lonesome in this hell of a pandemic finds warm friendships/a relationship that makes them feel held.
I'm newer in my reading journey (always wanted to be a reader, but didn't start until now - in my 40s). Part of my reading journey is watching book blogs and I came across your channel. I have to say, you have been a breath of fresh air in this journey. Watching this video I could sympathize with what you were feeling during it. I agree with what you were talking about in relationship to "losing" friends. I feel like not too many people realize, or connect to losing friends and processing that is the same as mourning for a love one, because in the end a relationship is a relationship at the basic of levels. I don't know that made sense. My apologies it's difficult for my thoughts into words. Even in my 40s I struggle but finally feel I'm in a waaaay better, peaceful place. I believe that if I would have taken time to introspect and be more forgiving to myself I would have gotten here better. All to say, taking care of yourself is the #1 thing. Introspection and retrospection isn't easy. But from what I can tell by watching your content you are doing a great job of listening to yourself and finding what works best for you. Remember you are not alone! 🤗💐
The way I relate to everything you said and I don't know any solution to it but I wanted to say that even if someone newer and shinier and better comes, that doesn't mean you are nothing and what you have brought to this channel to be nothing.I found this channel when I was in a very bad place and you became my comfort place . It was like having an older sister. The happiness I feel when your notification comes is so unreal and special. I don't know how to console you or make you better because I'm no better but I hope we can get through this together. Love you lots Hannah💜💜 (Also, I got out of a year old reading slump after reading starless sea after watching your reading vlog so thank you so much for your existence, Hannah)
Just want to say thank you for your vulnerability. I have definitely been through something like this before, struggling with an eating disorder for seven or so years. I still deal with it, but I will say it has gotten easier. Keep going, it’s worth it. :) but take the space you need.
Having personal boundaries is great. It's hard when it feels like others are being more productive, but the plus is you aren't burning yourself out. This way you will be more energized in making your vlogs.
you’re a beautiful person inside and out. I hope you can get through this hard time, as someone who lost my best friend when I was younger, i could relate a lot! It’s difficult to deal with seeing the relationship change and not being someone who is present in her life but with time things get a bit better. So happy that you’re seeing bts and your painting is lovely! Hope you have a good day, everyday and hope you know that your videos can’t be replaced because you’re unique and we all love you for you and we just want you to be happy!
Whenever I feel like I'm in my low days struggling with over sleeping to escape having to deal with anyone I can comeback to watch your videos. Your voice and how calming it is brings me peace. Forever thankful for you because you're someone I can relate to on such high levels. Sometimes it feels like looking at a mirror when you're talking about how you struggle with life in general. Thank you for continuing doing these videos Love you and I hope you have fun at the concert
Hannah, your struggles hit me deep in my soul. This is the first time I have seen anyone describe that "stuckness" that I have been feeling for months. Thank you so much for sharing this!
Oh Hannah! It was so lovely seeing your face! And I really hope we run into you in LA! My daughter and I are going to the BTS concert on the 27th and the 2nd but a bunch of us are meeting up in the 1st if you’d like to join just holler at me!!! We would love to see you and fangirl together! You are sweet! You are kind! You are special! And you are brave! Don’t let anyone take those beautiful things inside of you away. Sadly, friendships change as we get older. I’ve been there and completely feel deep in my soul what your feeling. Hugs hugs hugs!
Someone once told me that people come into our lives for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. It brought me a lot of peace when going through a bad breakup, but I think it works for friendships too. Sending love ❤️
When you talked about how hard it is to watch people function when you feel like you just can't, I really related to that! And I just want to say it's ok that we struggle to function the way everyone else does. Society is catered to the normative population, the rest of us with mental/physical illnesses, disabilities or neurodivergence, our struggling doesn't mean there's something wrong with us, it's just that systems have been formed in a way that does not benefit us.
It had ben so long since your last video, I was getting kind of anxious, but thank god you put out a video- now I am finally at peace and also this just made my day🥺❤
i relate so much. no one really understands and i have been working so hard to get myself out of this slump alone. i am sorry you had to go through this as well, so proud of you for making this video and super excited for your book journal release
Never clicked on a video so fast. I love you so much, you’ve gotten me through some really hard times, and because of you I’ve found so many of my favourite books 🥰 Sending you so much love and positive thoughts and so glad you’re feeling better!!❤️xx
I have also been experiencing some anxiety at the moment. (I've not been diagnosed but I'm pretty sure I have a social anxiety disorder and it's really taking a toll on me.) But after this video posted I felt so much better because somebody actually sharing about how they're feeling makes me happy and let's me know that I am not alone. Anyways, sorry for my long rant but I hope everything goes well for you Hannah and stay positive!😁
once again, i relate to you more than ever. you are such a kind and genuine person and that alone is a reason to stay. none of us watch your videos because you're 'shiny', we watch them because you're you and when you love someone for the person that they are, you don't mind when they take care of themselves for a while, no matter how many times you need that time for yourself. thank you for being the light to my subscription box and don't worry about how many times you're in there because that light will never stop shining
I'm happy to see your face. I'm sorry that not everything is going well. Losing friends is such a painful process, even if there's no falling out, so I'm really sorry that's happening. But I'm excited that you had a day where you felt good enough to film and that you're taking time for playing piano and that you're taking steps to care for yourself. ❤
Even if I find newer shinier better people, I will always come back to you. Because there’s only one of you. And your content, your personality, just you in general will never get old for me.
your videos always brighten my day, i will always be here for whenever you post. i think you're the youtuber i relate the most to, especially now after the talk about friendships. we love you and i'm happy to see you here again
it's so nice to see your face hannah!!! i've been thinking of you lately, because i've been obsessively watching What We Do in the Shadows & there's a Persian main character. hearing you talk about the Persian rep in Chain of Gold made a really big impact on me, and so even if you haven't been online, you've still been in my mind, and helping me be a stronger thinker! i hope you have fun at the BTS concert & i for one will always be here for whatever you're posting whenever you're posting it 💛💛💛
I will come back every time. In fact I'm always here.. I'm always marathoning your vds..you brought out a version of myself i never knew i could have..even if u aren't on social..i will always feel the warmth knowing that you exist, even continents away you are there,you exist irl, you aren't my fav fictional character, you are flesh and blood and that makes me so happy.🌼🌼
The entire video I was asking in my mind „Are going to the concert?”... and when at the end you said you do made me so happy. Since I cannot go, I am happy for every Army that can go. Have lots of fun and charge with lots of positive energy! I will be watching the online version, so I am looking forward to it too. 💜
such a privilege to be present for your words and your story and your life!!! recently found you and wow are your videos and your vibe and voice and everything are such a huge huge comfort. i love it. and i love love love books, literally read mountains of books in my elementary and middle school time, hardly read middle school onward but these last couple years i’ve been reading and trying to read more and it feels so amazing! and now i’ve found you and you have such good recommendations and you are just wonderful ❤️ i hope you are feeling even better than when you made this video, and always take a break when you WANT to and ESPECIALLY need to, you’re so amazing!!!
I've been following you on youtube since like march of this year, and I love your channel so much. I find you very peaceful and very motivating for me to read. You've also given great recommendations and honestly make my life brighter. Take breaks as long and often as you want. I'll always come back.
Honestly a lot of the youtubers that I love haven’t been uploading much or at all so when you uploaded, I got super excited and no matter how many times you take a break and come back, I will be excited to see you again
I feel you on being comparative to people. I've always been comparative of how I am to others. It doesn't help that it gets pushed on me that you have to be like this do something in the world or you have to be this good otherwise you'll neve do good enough. I get pushed by parents and classes so many times based on this. When it comes to school it's where I feel like if I get the highest or anywhere with the top grades I feel like I'm a failure and will never get where I want to be and do. It's difficult with my major where I've told people that have non science majors that their major is easy and that they would never make it or understand being a science major. I feel jealous and down where I see people who started before me are graduating before me as it makes me feel like I'm behind and will never get anywhere. When I see them or hear them talking about doing things, I feel like I've missed out on so much growing up. When it comes to " friends" that's another story....it's mostly gotten to where I'm so skeptical about them being actually friends that according to my boyfriend: "I push people away"
hannah you'll always have your own place and your impact, I haven't been into youtube for a while but today you crossed my mind and i looked up for your recent content, my point is, we'll always come back for your content even after a long break because -maybe you won't believe this but it's how I feel- you have your own style that connects with many of us.
The painting looks absolutely beautiful✨ Also your talk about about friendships slowly changing really resonated with me, because it can be very painful to see them change and not be what they used to be and feeling like you are standing at the sidelines and can’t do anything about it. I have really missed you and your videos and I am so glad that you are back again❤️ I honestly relate to a lot of things you said and am sending you all the love and strength that you need because I know how hard it can be. But honestly super amazed that you never stop trying❤️❤️ We love you so much and its an honor to be able to connect with you again.
I've been feeling a little stuck as well and I have been trying to get back on track. Your videos always help and give a sense of comfort and healing so thank you for sharing, glad to see you're in a better place today 💜
I just found your channel over Christmas break. I absolutely love it! This is my first time in my 50 years of reading that I am going to use a journal! I have seen lots of people making their own but I was kind of overwhelmed at that thought. I then found your video with your journal & I had to buy it! Thank you so much!!!
So glad to see you! Girl your videos are incredible simply because you are you. May be a subscriber, but ultimately a supporter and cheerleader of the special light you bring into the world.
You *are* so good at talking to people. It’s why you’re so comforting and nice to listen to ❤️ I’ve been going through a really rough patch too and this made me feel less alone, as most of your videos do 🥰 the things you said about friendship and not feeling enough are definitely things that I’ve been feeling as well so know you’re not alone ❤️ also love that we both were not too sure about the ten minutes version of atw but now we’re obsessed LOL character development 😌
Thank you dear Hannah for this video, it really lifted up my mood at least a bit. I‘m a nurse in Germany and Covid broke out really bad again over the past two weeks. I don’t really see a light at the end of tunnel right now, especially because this will be the second terrible winter due to covid and i don’t feel like i have the power to get through the next months. And it doesn’t help that the only real friend i have, my best friend, is living in another country and we can’t talk that much because we both have to deal with our own daily stuff. So yeah, your words about relationships mean a lot to me. You truly are one of a kind Hannah. It always amazes me how our perspectives, opinions and interests are so similar and i‘m glad i have you and your videos in my life. And yeah Taylor and her music is a big, big help too. 'I‘ll be strong. I’ll be wrong. Oh, but life goes on.' I hope we both will feel better soon
Miss u so much Hannah. I checked your channel every day , waiting for your book reviews. This morning , when I checked your channel I feel so relieve to see you again.
Oh man, I've related to what you're going through so much. You're definitely not alone. I feel like this pandemic life has put everyone in their very own pressure cooker. I hope you continue to feel better.
I’m happy your better now, I’ve always thought that you are such a beautiful human inside and outside, wish you luck with the new journal!! And thanks so much for share your vulnerability
I relate so much to what you were saying about friendships. I also place a lot of weight on my friendships and lately especially it seems that I either don't have someone the way I used to have them or friendships have fizzled out because of distance and time and what not. My mental health has been struggling because of these as well. Your feelings are valid and I wish I had advice but I'm still going through it too. You're not alone. ❤️
Like so many of your viewers I love you for being yourself- I don’t want you to be like anyone else- you are wonderful just as you are. The kindness, love and intelligence that radiate from your eyes and beautiful smile are a precious gift to us all. Don’t feel like you owe us anything- you don’t. Just share what you want and if you aren’t feeling it I’ll (we’ll) understand. And by the way, anyone who is fortunate enough to go on a date with you and doesn’t recognize their good fortune- well you’re better off without them! Lots of love and best wishes!🐼🦋🎄✨🌻
Hearing you talk about friendships helped me like you have no idea, right now I’m at that weird point where I don’t know if we can work to salvage it or if it’s best for me to try to let it go, but knowing I’m not alone made me feel better 💜
I've been going through a lot of similar things to you lately and I'm so proud of you for taking care of yourself and I'm glad you're feeling a bit better. And I can't wait to see your reading journal flip through! I love seeing how excited you are about this. It's truly contagious. It was lovely to see you
Awe Hannah, whatever happens, regardless of time, place, language, ethnicity, race, colour or whatever WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. We always love you for who you are, who you will be and who you were! Hope whatever is giving you a had time stops and you will have a good time again~ Love you, take care. 😽❤️
Hannah, I can relate to each word of yours. I am going through this kind of phrase for sometime and I can understand your feeling of being stuck or alienated... The feeling of friends, others moving forward and you are just stuck is not unnatural you know. I don't know how to get out of this exactly but I would like to believe somehow I will be, in my own time. I would like to believe the same for you. In your own time and in your own way. Till then, do each thing in your own way, do things you like or don't, simply just rest or sleep, or cry or laugh. Take your time... Yes there are new people on youtube, creating new things but know that people who love you will be here anyway, no matter how much time you need to come back on a regular basis. It doesn't matter. We want you to be ok , happy and healthy and that's what matters. So take your time to feel better,.... Happy about your painting progress and the lovely journal ... Hug and
i’m a lil late but hannah you are one of my favorite people and it always brings me so much joy whenever you post. you are one of the only book tubers i watch regularly anymore and i honestly just love listening to anyone talk about things they love so i could watch your content forever, its so so comforting. love you sooo much!!
I'm glad you're doing a little better. I've missed your videos. You're one of my favorite booktubers. But you need to take care of yourself. I will always be here for when you come back, and many of your viewers will. I believe in you, and you can get through this.
I've been following you for a couple years now, and all I have to say is that I'm happy you're doing better. Change and depression is such a hard topic to talk about especially when you're currently experiencing it and the aftermath of it. The way you spoke on it was so fluid, it made me recount what happened to myself and I didn't realize I was crying halfway through! But, I also just wanted to say I LOVE that painting. I've always wanted to create that cottage. As I've been dissecting the movie since I was 14 (I'm 21 now lol) and that cottage scene is *so good*. Tbh it's gonna inspire me to take up painting again lol. I can't wait for your future projects too!!
Hannah!!!!!! You have no idea how happy I am to see you again.I got really anxious when you didn't upload for the past 2 months,specially after seeing your update of A Little Life on Goodreads.But I saw your recent posts on Instagram where you were smiling,I got so relieved.And now you have uploaded and I am so happy☺☺ I am so happy that you are feeling much better Sending lots of love ❤❤❤ XOXO
So happy to see you! The pandemic has also heightened this feeling of loneliness but it’s also felt like we are more connected to everyone and it’s this overwhelming feeling. Glad to see you are doing better. Sending you love ❤️
Yes 😍 So happy to see these beautiful curls again! Good to see you Hannah! Only one month untill your journal will land on my doormat 😱 You're doing great and we love you 💕
Hannah, I've been watching your videos for so long and I've always related to you a lot. I myself kind of drifted away of reading too bc I saw it as something I HAD to do, that if I read 1 book every two months that would make me less of a reader, and seeing you go through that reminds me that it's ok, we're still bookworms. You such a great content creator and has such an amazing personality that I would watch videos of yours talking about anything else. Hope you're doing well!!
Aww it’s so good to see your face and hear your voice! I believe I remember you saying a while back that you are an extrovert, and as the self ID’d Extrovert of the Bookternet™️ I can very much see where you are coming from, particularly because as extroverts we get our energy from being around other people, and since we haven’t really been able to be around other people for the past couple years, it’s actually exhausting. Like, I’m so tired ALL the time, and it seems like that might be something you can relate to. Also idk about you but I’m REALLY missing not being able to go to Bookternet events and see and hang with the peeps from there cuz not being able to see people irl that you have really connected with and have a lot in common is, yeah, just kinda lonely and a bit devastating, so I’m super with you on many of these things. Regardless of all that, I continue to send you love and hugs and good vibes and all that jazz (if you want it), and hopefully we’ll all actually be able to go to Bookternet events and see all the people IRL cuz I want to have more energy and, once again, that seems like something you might be able to relate to. ❤️❤️❤️ to you!
Hannah, thank you for sharing this! I just discovered you this year and have binged all of your videos, I just love listening to you talk - you reignited my love of reading, and I relate a lot to your mental health struggles and some of your videos re: anxiety have helped me through some tough times. You are a beautiful, intelligent, compassionate human and one of my favorite UA-camrs! Even when you feel like you're not shining bright, pls remember we love you just the way you are, thank you for your authenticity and openness :)
There is not one single time that you do these types of videos and it doesn't hit home for me. Thank you so much for sharing, it truly makes me feel not alone in so much
Holy moly, I relate sooo much to what you're saying in this video. ❤ I've also been experiencing a deeper depression the last handful of months, it's hard to want to do anything. Sending love and hugs.
I'm so sorry you are going through this, but thank you for talking openly about it. I'm going through a difficult situation with one of my oldest friends and right now i don't know if we'll sort it out or break up. 😔 I really hope we can mend things. I felt very very lonely this summer and in general i've been feeling lonely for about year and a half or so. a lot of it has been of my own doing and i am owning that. but i'm doing my best to see friends that i have as often as possible and it has been good for me and i do feel less lonely at the moment. I want to make new friends, but as we know that is not easy, but i'm trying. Once again, thank you for being vulnerable on here and i hope some of your problems start to resolve soon.❤️
I applaud you for your bravery and transparency. I just recently found your channel and you seem like a genuine person. It brought me comfort when you started talking about your “vampire” self because I have gone through so much of that during this pandemic. I am still trying to climb back into my high-vibing self. I have plans to become a book reviewer, but I’m just not getting back into reading. What you are describing has influenced my passion for my poetry on my Ig account and I haven’t reconciled any of that, yet. I look forward to the day when I return to creating just for the simple joy it brings and stop measuring myself or stressing out about others. Harness your joy! That will bring all the answers. Best of luck to you.
What a coincidence! I just watched Howl's Moving Castle this morning, AND I recently began to paint as well! I've only done a few pieces so far, but your painting is beautiful! 😍
We love you no matter how long u take a break for yourself hannah cuz you come first always 🤍🤍 Also did I just cry a lil bcuz u will be vlogging the concert? Yes, yes I did. Vlogs really make us army from other places who can’t go happy nd they are a way I comfort myself so thank you 💜
So sorry you've been having such a rough time. I've really resonate with your talk about friendship. I so miss seeing my best friends literally every day when we all lived in the same dorm on campus. It's been really weighing on me lately that that's a chapter of our friendship we can't ever go back to. Even if we still are friends and talk and hang out occasionally. Thank you for being willing to be open. It's always so nice to know that I'm not alone.
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hannah it was so lovely to see your face! i'm sorry to hear you've been dealing with some difficult things but i have faith in you to work through them :) your painting is BEAUTIFUL and inspires me to try to want painting more! also just gave me to push to finally pre-order your reading journal and i can't wait to get it. i love you and am always always here for you!!
Never worry Hanna
We all love you!!
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I totally understand the "there will for sure be someone newer and shinier and better". But there is only one you, and we watch your videos because you are you, not because you provide some sort of service. You are not replaceable. As a viewer, I appreciate the honesty and transparency in this video. And, as someone who has been suffering from intense anxiety, loneliness and sadness for a while, I support you and I hope we all become happier, more peaceful people.
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"Its just really really hard to deal with yourself becoming the type of person that you couldn't stand"
OOF i've been really feeling that recently
dude i totally related to this whole video pretty much. the loneliness, lack of fulfilling friendships, dating trouble, comparison, all of it. you are SO not alone. there's so many of us around the world feeling the exact same way. thank you for talking about this and updating us on yourself when you totally didn't have to. love ya
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I think these feelings are the effect of reading A Little Life.
I support you from the core of my heart and I'm always going to come back to your channel to see what new video have you uploaded. Everyone has ups and downs in their lives and they should be given the time they need.♥
Friendship "break-ups" are soooooo haaaaaard. I feel you so much on that.
I moved to the Azores islands, about 4000km from my original home and have struggled with friendships here and feel so lonely sometimes. Then lockdown happened and it got worse & throughout 2020 my best friend and I (we had been inseparable for almost 20 years) had a very painful, slow break-up and I am still not over this. It sucks so so so so much.
Also, I got reminded of a very ugly friendship break-up that happened a few years ago today and it still hurts.
And I can guarantee you that a friendship break up might be different than a romantic one but it is in fact still goddamn painful.
I know it does not help to say this but you are not alone in these experiences.
I know that we, as your audience, are not your personal friends and cannot replace those relationships, but know that we love you, Hannah. Please know that no matter how "not new" you are, no matter how basic your content or inconsistent, we will come back. We love you for you, and do what you need to do to feel like the best you that you can be. Hugs
Friendships changing or ending can absolutely be as painful as romantic relationships. I look back at friendships I didn't maintain or had years ago and it does kinda make me sad that I don't talk to those people anymore. I recently had a best friend, who I hadn't talked to in over a year, pass away. I'm still not over it. Take this as a sign to reach out to people you might still want to stay in contact with because you don't know what it might not even be an option anymore.
I was thinking about you just today!! How happy I am to see you again, you bring so much peace with your presence and light ♡
thank you 🥺 happy to be back!
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I spent all night in the ER and this is really making me feel better. It’s great to see you again ♥️
I hope you’re okay, sending lots of love 💓
@@AClockworkReader me too, thank you so much lovely ♥️
When you showed the howls moving castle painting I thought you were just showing the screenshot from the movie 🤭 it’s so beautiful! It’s so rewarding to finish something you’ve put a lot of time into even though, at least for me, it’s hard to put a lot of time into ONE thing. I would 100% buy a print of your work and put it up on my wall!
it’s so gorgeous!!
i cannot put into words just how much this has made my day 🥺
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At 68 years old, I have been so inspired by you. It started with your journaling video. It literally has changed my daily life due to my own accountability. After retiring from teaching, I felt lost. Your video helped me find direction.
Following that, your book recommends have inspired me to read for enjoyment. I am having so much fun with all you are talking about.
If ever you doubt yourself, know that you inspire so many of us who are looking to enhance our lives, at any age. Bless you, Hannah ❤️
I love how this was just so spontaneous and casual. This just made me smile. 😁
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It really is a big relief to know that other people are going through and feeling the same things you are. It makes your problem seem less alien and wrong so that you can work on it and try to get through it. I’ve started looking at my anxiety as just the way my brain works; it’s not wrong or my fault, I just have to do things differently than others might.
I’m sorry you’ve been feeling lonely and down. And I hope when you edited this video you heard yourself say, “you’re not alone.” Because you’re not. You are valued, and your are loved, and you are worthy. Whatever time you need, you need. Those that matter will still be here when you come back.
I‘ve known you for only a year now. And I am so thankful for this video because a lot of people think they‘re alone. U got this. Last year, I was in the US for one year (High School) completely on my own, I had zero friends and all that. During lunch time I ofc sat alone, but I watched you videos every single time.
hannah, we don’t care. i honestly don’t want your videos if you’re not ok emotionally. taking the time u need is completely normal regardless of the amount of people who support u or not
i genuinely rewatch your chain of gold and chain of iron vlogs weekly, they’re one of the only things that get me through college. they are comfort videos and you’re my comfort youtuber. please take your time and take of yourself but know that we all love you and will always be here. also, i’m rereading chain of iron and it’s impossible to imagine cordelia without imagining you. i think it’s the fact that your personality is just so much like hers. anyways we love you, take care of yourself, figure things out, and we will be here when you’re ready!
Even if you're gone for 3 years I know I personally will remember you and your content and what it means to me so even if I end up one day unsubscribing or stop using UA-cam I will remember to come and visit again. Even when there are new people to follow and like you stay special, you are ✨ Hannah ✨ and nothing could replace you because you are your unique self and we all have fallen in love with you (as a content creator with boundaries that we don't want to overstep) 💜💗💝💞
I've been struggling with these same things so much for a while now and recently i was feeling miserably alone, this video just served as what i needed to hear and felt very much so as if i have someone near me through all this *nothing new plays in the background of my life*
I completely understand the whole comparing yourself thing. I used to not understand how people could just…*do* things. I wanted to do them too, but I couldn’t and I never knew why. I finally got the proper mental health diagnoses (bipolar 2 and ADHD) and it’s been so liberating. I have closure. I have a reason why I’m doing what I’m doing and I’ve been researching how to tackle it. I’m also finally on the proper medication. the thing about bipolar is that it’s oftentimes misdiagnosed as depression, meaning you’re prescribed antidepressants. But antidepressants on a bipolar brain will start working fine but either stop or get worse over time, hence why I’ve never felt okay and just thought I had to deal with it. Like that’s just how my life was supposed to be. Now I feel great and I have some of the tools I need to start chipping away at these behavioral issues. Hopefully I won’t be as comparative to other people anymore because I can also do the things.
1 thing we all wanna tell you. We are always there for you. We will never, like ever get tired of you. You inspired me so much to read again, like after 7 years of no reading and at least 40% of my bookshelf is filled with your recs. Throw that thought away
'it's really hard to lose people you thought would always be around' oh honey i'm so sorry. i feel that so much, + the part where you talked about your own mental health struggles being a part of it. because it makes it oh so easy to blame yourself. i really hope everyone feeling lonesome in this hell of a pandemic finds warm friendships/a relationship that makes them feel held.
I'm newer in my reading journey (always wanted to be a reader, but didn't start until now - in my 40s). Part of my reading journey is watching book blogs and I came across your channel. I have to say, you have been a breath of fresh air in this journey. Watching this video I could sympathize with what you were feeling during it. I agree with what you were talking about in relationship to "losing" friends. I feel like not too many people realize, or connect to losing friends and processing that is the same as mourning for a love one, because in the end a relationship is a relationship at the basic of levels. I don't know that made sense. My apologies it's difficult for my thoughts into words. Even in my 40s I struggle but finally feel I'm in a waaaay better, peaceful place. I believe that if I would have taken time to introspect and be more forgiving to myself I would have gotten here better. All to say, taking care of yourself is the #1 thing. Introspection and retrospection isn't easy. But from what I can tell by watching your content you are doing a great job of listening to yourself and finding what works best for you. Remember you are not alone! 🤗💐
The way I relate to everything you said and I don't know any solution to it but I wanted to say that even if someone newer and shinier and better comes, that doesn't mean you are nothing and what you have brought to this channel to be nothing.I found this channel when I was in a very bad place and you became my comfort place . It was like having an older sister. The happiness I feel when your notification comes is so unreal and special. I don't know how to console you or make you better because I'm no better but I hope we can get through this together.
Love you lots Hannah💜💜
(Also, I got out of a year old reading slump after reading starless sea after watching your reading vlog so thank you so much for your existence, Hannah)
Just want to say thank you for your vulnerability. I have definitely been through something like this before, struggling with an eating disorder for seven or so years. I still deal with it, but I will say it has gotten easier. Keep going, it’s worth it. :) but take the space you need.
Having personal boundaries is great. It's hard when it feels like others are being more productive, but the plus is you aren't burning yourself out. This way you will be more energized in making your vlogs.
you’re a beautiful person inside and out. I hope you can get through this hard time, as someone who lost my best friend when I was younger, i could relate a lot! It’s difficult to deal with seeing the relationship change and not being someone who is present in her life but with time things get a bit better. So happy that you’re seeing bts and your painting is lovely!
Hope you have a good day, everyday and hope you know that your videos can’t be replaced because you’re unique and we all love you for you and we just want you to be happy!
Whenever I feel like I'm in my low days struggling with over sleeping to escape having to deal with anyone I can comeback to watch your videos. Your voice and how calming it is brings me peace. Forever thankful for you because you're someone I can relate to on such high levels. Sometimes it feels like looking at a mirror when you're talking about how you struggle with life in general. Thank you for continuing doing these videos
Love you and I hope you have fun at the concert
Hannah, your struggles hit me deep in my soul. This is the first time I have seen anyone describe that "stuckness" that I have been feeling for months. Thank you so much for sharing this!
Oh Hannah! It was so lovely seeing your face! And I really hope we run into you in LA! My daughter and I are going to the BTS concert on the 27th and the 2nd but a bunch of us are meeting up in the 1st if you’d like to join just holler at me!!! We would love to see you and fangirl together! You are sweet! You are kind! You are special! And you are brave! Don’t let anyone take those beautiful things inside of you away. Sadly, friendships change as we get older. I’ve been there and completely feel deep in my soul what your feeling. Hugs hugs hugs!
Someone once told me that people come into our lives for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.
It brought me a lot of peace when going through a bad breakup, but I think it works for friendships too. Sending love ❤️
When you talked about how hard it is to watch people function when you feel like you just can't, I really related to that! And I just want to say it's ok that we struggle to function the way everyone else does. Society is catered to the normative population, the rest of us with mental/physical illnesses, disabilities or neurodivergence, our struggling doesn't mean there's something wrong with us, it's just that systems have been formed in a way that does not benefit us.
It had ben so long since your last video, I was getting kind of anxious, but thank god you put out a video- now I am finally at peace and also this just made my day🥺❤
thank you for waiting 💕
@@AClockworkReader We will always be there for you Queen❤️
i relate so much. no one really understands and i have been working so hard to get myself out of this slump alone. i am sorry you had to go through this as well, so proud of you for making this video and super excited for your book journal release
Never clicked on a video so fast. I love you so much, you’ve gotten me through some really hard times, and because of you I’ve found so many of my favourite books 🥰 Sending you so much love and positive thoughts and so glad you’re feeling better!!❤️xx
I have also been experiencing some anxiety at the moment. (I've not been diagnosed but I'm pretty sure I have a social anxiety disorder and it's really taking a toll on me.) But after this video posted I felt so much better because somebody actually sharing about how they're feeling makes me happy and let's me know that I am not alone. Anyways, sorry for my long rant but I hope everything goes well for you Hannah and stay positive!😁
once again, i relate to you more than ever. you are such a kind and genuine person and that alone is a reason to stay. none of us watch your videos because you're 'shiny', we watch them because you're you and when you love someone for the person that they are, you don't mind when they take care of themselves for a while, no matter how many times you need that time for yourself. thank you for being the light to my subscription box and don't worry about how many times you're in there because that light will never stop shining
I'm happy to see your face. I'm sorry that not everything is going well. Losing friends is such a painful process, even if there's no falling out, so I'm really sorry that's happening. But I'm excited that you had a day where you felt good enough to film and that you're taking time for playing piano and that you're taking steps to care for yourself. ❤
I'm so glad you're back Hannah! We love you
Even if I find newer shinier better people, I will always come back to you. Because there’s only one of you. And your content, your personality, just you in general will never get old for me.
your videos always brighten my day, i will always be here for whenever you post. i think you're the youtuber i relate the most to, especially now after the talk about friendships. we love you and i'm happy to see you here again
it's so nice to see your face hannah!!! i've been thinking of you lately, because i've been obsessively watching What We Do in the Shadows & there's a Persian main character. hearing you talk about the Persian rep in Chain of Gold made a really big impact on me, and so even if you haven't been online, you've still been in my mind, and helping me be a stronger thinker! i hope you have fun at the BTS concert & i for one will always be here for whatever you're posting whenever you're posting it 💛💛💛
I will come back every time. In fact I'm always here.. I'm always marathoning your vds..you brought out a version of myself i never knew i could have..even if u aren't on social..i will always feel the warmth knowing that you exist, even continents away you are there,you exist irl, you aren't my fav fictional character, you are flesh and blood and that makes me so happy.🌼🌼
The entire video I was asking in my mind „Are going to the concert?”... and when at the end you said you do made me so happy. Since I cannot go, I am happy for every Army that can go. Have lots of fun and charge with lots of positive energy! I will be watching the online version, so I am looking forward to it too. 💜
such a privilege to be present for your words and your story and your life!!! recently found you and wow are your videos and your vibe and voice and everything are such a huge huge comfort. i love it. and i love love love books, literally read mountains of books in my elementary and middle school time, hardly read middle school onward but these last couple years i’ve been reading and trying to read more and it feels so amazing! and now i’ve found you and you have such good recommendations and you are just wonderful ❤️ i hope you are feeling even better than when you made this video, and always take a break when you WANT to and ESPECIALLY need to, you’re so amazing!!!
I've been following you on youtube since like march of this year, and I love your channel so much. I find you very peaceful and very motivating for me to read. You've also given great recommendations and honestly make my life brighter. Take breaks as long and often as you want. I'll always come back.
Honestly a lot of the youtubers that I love haven’t been uploading much or at all so when you uploaded, I got super excited and no matter how many times you take a break and come back, I will be excited to see you again
U put all im feeling myself into words. Thank you, I hope you will continue the upward trend, u give me hope for myself
I feel you on being comparative to people. I've always been comparative of how I am to others. It doesn't help that it gets pushed on me that you have to be like this do something in the world or you have to be this good otherwise you'll neve do good enough. I get pushed by parents and classes so many times based on this. When it comes to school it's where I feel like if I get the highest or anywhere with the top grades I feel like I'm a failure and will never get where I want to be and do. It's difficult with my major where I've told people that have non science majors that their major is easy and that they would never make it or understand being a science major. I feel jealous and down where I see people who started before me are graduating before me as it makes me feel like I'm behind and will never get anywhere. When I see them or hear them talking about doing things, I feel like I've missed out on so much growing up. When it comes to " friends" that's another story....it's mostly gotten to where I'm so skeptical about them being actually friends that according to my boyfriend: "I push people away"
hannah you'll always have your own place and your impact, I haven't been into youtube for a while but today you crossed my mind and i looked up for your recent content, my point is, we'll always come back for your content even after a long break because -maybe you won't believe this but it's how I feel- you have your own style that connects with many of us.
The painting looks absolutely beautiful✨ Also your talk about about friendships slowly changing really resonated with me, because it can be very painful to see them change and not be what they used to be and feeling like you are standing at the sidelines and can’t do anything about it. I have really missed you and your videos and I am so glad that you are back again❤️
I honestly relate to a lot of things you said and am sending you all the love and strength that you need because I know how hard it can be. But honestly super amazed that you never stop trying❤️❤️ We love you so much and its an honor to be able to connect with you again.
I've been feeling a little stuck as well and I have been trying to get back on track. Your videos always help and give a sense of comfort and healing so thank you for sharing, glad to see you're in a better place today 💜
You were the first booktuber I found on youtube. I will never unsubscribe Hannah!!
I just found your channel over Christmas break. I absolutely love it! This is my first time in my 50 years of reading that I am going to use a journal! I have seen lots of people making their own but I was kind of overwhelmed at that thought. I then found your video with your journal & I had to buy it! Thank you so much!!!
So glad to see you! Girl your videos are incredible simply because you are you. May be a subscriber, but ultimately a supporter and cheerleader of the special light you bring into the world.
You *are* so good at talking to people. It’s why you’re so comforting and nice to listen to ❤️ I’ve been going through a really rough patch too and this made me feel less alone, as most of your videos do 🥰 the things you said about friendship and not feeling enough are definitely things that I’ve been feeling as well so know you’re not alone ❤️ also love that we both were not too sure about the ten minutes version of atw but now we’re obsessed LOL character development 😌
Just hearing you talk made me feel so calm, I love you and your authenticity
Thank you dear Hannah for this video, it really lifted up my mood at least a bit. I‘m a nurse in Germany and Covid broke out really bad again over the past two weeks. I don’t really see a light at the end of tunnel right now, especially because this will be the second terrible winter due to covid and i don’t feel like i have the power to get through the next months. And it doesn’t help that the only real friend i have, my best friend, is living in another country and we can’t talk that much because we both have to deal with our own daily stuff. So yeah, your words about relationships mean a lot to me. You truly are one of a kind Hannah. It always amazes me how our perspectives, opinions and interests are so similar and i‘m glad i have you and your videos in my life. And yeah Taylor and her music is a big, big help too.
'I‘ll be strong. I’ll be wrong. Oh, but life goes on.'
I hope we both will feel better soon
Miss u so much Hannah. I checked your channel every day , waiting for your book reviews. This morning , when I checked your channel I feel so relieve to see you again.
Oh man, I've related to what you're going through so much. You're definitely not alone. I feel like this pandemic life has put everyone in their very own pressure cooker. I hope you continue to feel better.
The fact that I relate to what you’re talking about so much is just... wow
I’m happy your better now, I’ve always thought that you are such a beautiful human inside and outside, wish you luck with the new journal!! And thanks so much for share your vulnerability
this was such a nice surprise! i'm so happy to see you Hannah! 🤗💛💛💛
We love you Hanna!!! Take all the time you need we are gonna be here when you come back
I relate so much to what you were saying about friendships. I also place a lot of weight on my friendships and lately especially it seems that I either don't have someone the way I used to have them or friendships have fizzled out because of distance and time and what not. My mental health has been struggling because of these as well. Your feelings are valid and I wish I had advice but I'm still going through it too. You're not alone. ❤️
Like so many of your viewers I love you for being yourself- I don’t want you to be like anyone else- you are wonderful just as you are. The kindness, love and intelligence that radiate from your eyes and beautiful smile are a precious gift to us all. Don’t feel like you owe us anything- you don’t. Just share what you want and if you aren’t feeling it I’ll (we’ll) understand. And by the way, anyone who is fortunate enough to go on a date with you and doesn’t recognize their good fortune- well you’re better off without them! Lots of love and best wishes!🐼🦋🎄✨🌻
your talk about friendships, I felt so seen and comforted and I’m glad you are feeling better!
Hearing you talk about friendships helped me like you have no idea, right now I’m at that weird point where I don’t know if we can work to salvage it or if it’s best for me to try to let it go, but knowing I’m not alone made me feel better 💜
No cuz you’re literally becoming my comfort person
I'm so happy you exist Hannah, you exist inside a spring🌸
I've been going through a lot of similar things to you lately and I'm so proud of you for taking care of yourself and I'm glad you're feeling a bit better.
And I can't wait to see your reading journal flip through! I love seeing how excited you are about this. It's truly contagious.
It was lovely to see you
Awe Hannah, whatever happens, regardless of time, place, language, ethnicity, race, colour or whatever WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. We always love you for who you are, who you will be and who you were! Hope whatever is giving you a had time stops and you will have a good time again~ Love you, take care. 😽❤️
Hannah, I can relate to each word of yours. I am going through this kind of phrase for sometime and I can understand your feeling of being stuck or alienated... The feeling of friends, others moving forward and you are just stuck is not unnatural you know. I don't know how to get out of this exactly but I would like to believe somehow I will be, in my own time. I would like to believe the same for you. In your own time and in your own way. Till then, do each thing in your own way, do things you like or don't, simply just rest or sleep, or cry or laugh. Take your time... Yes there are new people on youtube, creating new things but know that people who love you will be here anyway, no matter how much time you need to come back on a regular basis. It doesn't matter. We want you to be ok , happy and healthy and that's what matters. So take your time to feel better,.... Happy about your painting progress and the lovely journal ... Hug and
i’m a lil late but hannah you are one of my favorite people and it always brings me so much joy whenever you post. you are one of the only book tubers i watch regularly anymore and i honestly just love listening to anyone talk about things they love so i could watch your content forever, its so so comforting. love you sooo much!!
I'm glad you're doing a little better. I've missed your videos. You're one of my favorite booktubers. But you need to take care of yourself. I will always be here for when you come back, and many of your viewers will. I believe in you, and you can get through this.
I've been following you for a couple years now, and all I have to say is that I'm happy you're doing better. Change and depression is such a hard topic to talk about especially when you're currently experiencing it and the aftermath of it. The way you spoke on it was so fluid, it made me recount what happened to myself and I didn't realize I was crying halfway through!
But, I also just wanted to say I LOVE that painting. I've always wanted to create that cottage. As I've been dissecting the movie since I was 14 (I'm 21 now lol) and that cottage scene is *so good*. Tbh it's gonna inspire me to take up painting again lol.
I can't wait for your future projects too!!
Hannah!!!!!!
You have no idea how happy I am to see you again.I got really anxious when you didn't upload for the past 2 months,specially after seeing your update of A Little Life on Goodreads.But I saw your recent posts on Instagram where you were smiling,I got so relieved.And now you have uploaded and I am so happy☺☺
I am so happy that you are feeling much better
Sending lots of love ❤❤❤
XOXO
So happy to see you! The pandemic has also heightened this feeling of loneliness but it’s also felt like we are more connected to everyone and it’s this overwhelming feeling. Glad to see you are doing better. Sending you love ❤️
oh hannah it’s always good to see you 💗 i’m glad to hear from you!
Yes 😍 So happy to see these beautiful curls again! Good to see you Hannah! Only one month untill your journal will land on my doormat 😱 You're doing great and we love you 💕
ahhhh so excited!! 😭 thank you, I can’t wait for you to have it in your hands!! 💕
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Hannah, I've been watching your videos for so long and I've always related to you a lot. I myself kind of drifted away of reading too bc I saw it as something I HAD to do, that if I read 1 book every two months that would make me less of a reader, and seeing you go through that reminds me that it's ok, we're still bookworms. You such a great content creator and has such an amazing personality that I would watch videos of yours talking about anything else. Hope you're doing well!!
Aww it’s so good to see your face and hear your voice!
I believe I remember you saying a while back that you are an extrovert, and as the self ID’d Extrovert of the Bookternet™️ I can very much see where you are coming from, particularly because as extroverts we get our energy from being around other people, and since we haven’t really been able to be around other people for the past couple years, it’s actually exhausting. Like, I’m so tired ALL the time, and it seems like that might be something you can relate to. Also idk about you but I’m REALLY missing not being able to go to Bookternet events and see and hang with the peeps from there cuz not being able to see people irl that you have really connected with and have a lot in common is, yeah, just kinda lonely and a bit devastating, so I’m super with you on many of these things.
Regardless of all that, I continue to send you love and hugs and good vibes and all that jazz (if you want it), and hopefully we’ll all actually be able to go to Bookternet events and see all the people IRL cuz I want to have more energy and, once again, that seems like something you might be able to relate to.
❤️❤️❤️ to you!
Hannah, thank you for sharing this! I just discovered you this year and have binged all of your videos, I just love listening to you talk - you reignited my love of reading, and I relate a lot to your mental health struggles and some of your videos re: anxiety have helped me through some tough times. You are a beautiful, intelligent, compassionate human and one of my favorite UA-camrs! Even when you feel like you're not shining bright, pls remember we love you just the way you are, thank you for your authenticity and openness :)
There is not one single time that you do these types of videos and it doesn't hit home for me. Thank you so much for sharing, it truly makes me feel not alone in so much
Welcome back. This Pandemic does make us all lonelier, I met up in person with some friends instead of on Zoom on Wednesday and it was so uplifting.
Holy moly, I relate sooo much to what you're saying in this video. ❤ I've also been experiencing a deeper depression the last handful of months, it's hard to want to do anything.
Sending love and hugs.
I'm so sorry you are going through this, but thank you for talking openly about it. I'm going through a difficult situation with one of my oldest friends and right now i don't know if we'll sort it out or break up. 😔 I really hope we can mend things. I felt very very lonely this summer and in general i've been feeling lonely for about year and a half or so. a lot of it has been of my own doing and i am owning that. but i'm doing my best to see friends that i have as often as possible and it has been good for me and i do feel less lonely at the moment. I want to make new friends, but as we know that is not easy, but i'm trying. Once again, thank you for being vulnerable on here and i hope some of your problems start to resolve soon.❤️
I applaud you for your bravery and transparency. I just recently found your channel and you seem like a genuine person. It brought me comfort when you started talking about your “vampire” self because I have gone through so much of that during this pandemic. I am still trying to climb back into my high-vibing self. I have plans to become a book reviewer, but I’m just not getting back into reading. What you are describing has influenced my passion for my poetry on my Ig account and I haven’t reconciled any of that, yet. I look forward to the day when I return to creating just for the simple joy it brings and stop measuring myself or stressing out about others. Harness your joy! That will bring all the answers. Best of luck to you.
YOUR ART IS SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL. My jaw literally dropped
What a coincidence! I just watched Howl's Moving Castle this morning, AND I recently began to paint as well! I've only done a few pieces so far, but your painting is beautiful! 😍
So happy to see a new Hannah video! 😍 We'll always love you.
I am always happy to see you again and I am sorry to hear that you have/had a difficult time... I hope you will feel better ❤️
We love you no matter how long u take a break for yourself hannah cuz you come first always 🤍🤍
Also did I just cry a lil bcuz u will be vlogging the concert? Yes, yes I did.
Vlogs really make us army from other places who can’t go happy nd they are a way I comfort myself so thank you 💜
Hannah and her bookshelves the boon of my existence,period.
The fact that you are brave enough to put yourself out there online is inspiring. I love your channel for your style. No judgment here ✌️
So sorry you've been having such a rough time. I've really resonate with your talk about friendship. I so miss seeing my best friends literally every day when we all lived in the same dorm on campus. It's been really weighing on me lately that that's a chapter of our friendship we can't ever go back to. Even if we still are friends and talk and hang out occasionally.
Thank you for being willing to be open. It's always so nice to know that I'm not alone.
Thanks for speaking so authentically. I can really relate to so much you said. I hope to be able to be as open and brave as you are.