I think Vinnie is one of the few artists to actually accurately describe a mental illness. Writers, painters, song writers, have always tried to find the right way to express what they go through, and I think Vinnie has accomplished something amazing with this song.
most of these artists try to show it in an abstract, irrational way, Vinnie by straight putting his feelings in lyrics. simplicity is the most beautiful form of art
Krizz kaliko has a few good songs about it too. My favorite is bi-polar. He is a very real artist signed to strange music. You should definitely check him out.
I cried like a little kid when I heard these lyrics and still get very emotional when hearing this track (even though Ive listened to it thousands of times). I thought no one goes through this shit aside from me but realized there's actually many people and I really hope we all can stay strong not just for ourselves but our loved ones who love and need us
I dint know so many people had Derealization/Depersonalization it's sad that we don't know how to cure it but I hope every single person who suffers from it gets better ❤
@@GNAWZZ i just gave up anything like drugs, alchohol , junk foods , and then just took vitamins to keep healthy , also alot of listening to " good "music positive stuff. So basically its keeping body away from unhelalthy habits, foods and people . Find good influences , and try to stay relaxed ,
My head don't work, the meds don't work, but I don't wanna be dead, dead don't work. Sleeps the cousin of death the bed don't work. maybe I'd rather be dead, dead don't hurt. I had to listen to that verse a few times shits too deep. Love Vinnie Paz
as an epileptic and suffering from major depression this hits so hard maybe I have depersonalization aswell love vinnie he makes you think never stop being you
“I’m watching life as a spectator “ It’s the most frustrating and painful thing, I’m here but only just under the surface. I can see the world but I’m not actually in it.
"My family don't understand what I go through". Nothing breaks a heart than being misunderstood by your family. Vinnie is deep on mental health. I always listen this one on repeat.
You can't even comprehend how brave you must be to share these feelings with everybody. Big shout out to Vinnie, keep it up man. Keep exposing the lies and everybody, please, don't fight fire with fire. Light up the darkness !!!
Never have I ever heard anyone describe DP/DR so accurately, not even in my psychology classes. I have struggled with both of these for most of my life and the next time someone asks what it's like I will direct them to this song. So spot on, thank you so so much for this song.
I had DP/DR and had suffered with it for 4 years. I just want to say that it is possible to cure it, and to not give up hope. Every problem is an opportunity for growth, and you have to be thankful because DP/DR makes you look at things from a completely different perspective. use this perspective and see it as a positive aspect not a negative one. We can be more creative, we can see the world from a detached view and not see just the ugliness but also how beautiful and alien the world can be. The key to curing DP/DR is a matter of perspective. Once you accept it and don't fight against it and notice the positives in this world, the fear of existence and the questioning of existence is taken away. Just keep on going and keep reminding yourself that you are NOT alone in this. For ages I thought that I was the only person on this earth dealing with this problem and knowing that that is not the case immensely helped. I wish love on all of you and hope that those who do suffer can find peace and see the beautiful world in a way not many else can.
Great post. We are spiritual beings and everyone is given different crosses to bear, different tests, and different perspectives. It is often through pain and challenge where there are the most opportunities to grow and evolve on a spiritual level. You’re right, the solution to so many challenges is to surrender to what is. When we surrender to what is and look at it like you did (as a unique perspective), we start seeing the lessons within it. Our nervous system responds by calming down, which in turn creates new neural pathways. When we continue to fight it and respond with fear, we strengthen the very neural connections that we are trying to break free from. Peace and love friend.
Coming from a 28 year old who struggles with none stop of suicidal thoughts , these songs help so much but make realize how hurt I am . I don't want to die , I just want the pain to go away
DPDr is a weird condition. It’s filled with repetitive intrusive negative thoughts and we know we are human but we question everything around us and may feel detached like we are in some type of movie or TV show. I love everybody suffering with this. Just know to keep on pushing forward and keep your loved ones in mind.
Questioning things isn't the mental illness it's the ppl that are brain dead zombies that got the issue it's not our fault your all ruining our reality.
@@blacklivesmatter1734 wow, mate, Sometimes when trauma hits or when the brain is building thought path ways fet screwed and you thing with anxiety as a stupid protections to be quicker at responding but the consant fear and overthinking gets to some peoole at times, Your ignorance is brain dead, human beings suffer differently, realize with your real eyes shit happenes
@@phillipdavis1130 i suffer from multiple types of depression anxiety disorders and I thought that I was superior to alot of people and went through life oblivious due to sever drug abuse now at the age of 41 my anxiety and depression with ptsd has me to the point that I can barely function. I just want people to pray for those that love me because I have been extremely angry and violent lose control of my self and I wasn't like that before I am scared and it kills me inside, my actions are isolating me from me and hurting them.they deserve better and I am lost
this song is my medicine. Its literally the best description for the pain I have been suffering for so long. Depresion and Bi Polar disorder has ruined me.
My Life in 4 minutes. i'm from Morocco and i learned english to discover more facts about my mental illness, and i've been looking for a song which express my feeling and i didn't find better than this song. warning: i'm 23yo i've tried so many anxiolytics and anti-depressant and it was horrible when i tried to stop the treatment especially benzodiazepin which are highly addictive than heroin. it's better to try to handle it without this fucking drugs. GOOD LUCK FOR EVERY ONE ❤✌
Yes. Benzo's are aweful. You will have withdrawal for months or years even without any abuse. You can get in a car wreck and end up in jail with charge of DUI not even remembering why you got in the car or where you were going. None of it is truly your fault, but the dumb legal system doesn't care. You became a zombie with no idea what you are even doing. Benzos are damn unpredictable.
I made it back out into the world. Shattered definitely, but not defeated. Came close indeed to ending it a few times. I've not been able to listen to this song for a few years as it reminds me of the depersonalisation. " I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy" that is for dam fucking sure. Blessings to those still in the struggle. I know how you feel, I love you because I know how you feel. I'm glad I came back to this song - as other have said sometimes art can capture the essence of an experience in a way that mere words couldn't ever. This indeed is a true piece of art- raw, honest and it deserves its place in this world for being something authentic and meaningful
Read the wikipedia article about depersonalization/derealizattion disorder if you want some nightmare fuel. I know MaGiiK WizDom knows. I see him on a lot of DP/DR related videos. Peace to everyone going through it.
My heart aches. Since I was 13 I can remember feeling this way, but thought it was all normal, that “maybe the other kids felt like this too”. I only came to terms with my depression during the middle of 2017. And this month with depersonalisation, which I believe stemmed from my depression and anxiety getting worse. I always deeply connected with this song and I only just now read that this is Paz’ take on depersonalisation. True, stunning music. I wish everyone a healthy and happy New Year ❤️
Thank you for making and posting this. This is my favorite song because it describes my life and experiences shockingly well. I have ADHD and DP, it is therefore impossible for me to pay attention to an entire song without getting distracted or having my mind wonder. Having the lyrics presented in a non-flashy and easy to follow manner helps more than you can imagine. Thank you so very much.
I NEVER REALY NEW WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME TIL I HEARD THIS SONG...VINNIE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME TO RELIZE IT....YOU THE MAN...KEEP IT UP LOVE YOUR STUFF...
I wish Freedom and cure to all our broken souls. There may be better times for us fellas, keep it up. Just don't give up my angelic human brothers and sisters, you are the last lights in this darkness of the world and we'll never die! Much Love!
I suffered from depersonalization for about 3 years. This was 10 years ago and no-one knew what it was, strangely enough me and my close friend Zach suffered from it at the same time, we called it "movie" because it felt like we were living in an unreal world stuck. I just discovered about a year ago what it actually is thanks to this song. I was able to get out of it, me and my friend grew apart and as far as I know he still struggles with it. To anyone reading this, its possible to deactivate it. Don't lose hope.
@@CJLovesMetal1 DP Dr is just a symptômes of anxiety, there IS nothing wrong with you, i recommand Shaan Kassam, watch his vidéos on UA-cam and youll get over it, wish you all the best. Im DP Dr free.
@@CJLovesMetal1 hadnt used this account in forever, so sorry for the late reply. Hope your well, I started slow with doing things that made me terrified. Walking in the woods at 3am, all well using meditation techniques I learned to calm my body down. Also after doing a lot of meditation and digging I realized my depersonalization stemmed from trauma that had made me aware of the reality of death. So I ventured further down the rabbit hole of death until it started to lose its effect. I had to die to my old self and create a new self who was vibrant and positive, which meant some days pretending to be that way to convince my brain. The key is understanding there is nothing actually wrong with you. And fear is the ultimate controller, so you need to trace the fear to the core and rebuild yourself thought process.... Somedays it will feel like you not getting anywhere, and then there will start being normal days more and more until its gone. And the new you will never go back to it. Take care of yourself
i’ve been dissociating for almost a year now. it’s a horrible feeling and i don’t wish it on anyone. it’s so hard to do work at school or to even interact with people anymore. i haven’t told anyone because i don’t think they’ll believe or understand me. but it comforts me knowing that i’m not alone. we will get through this together.
Ive had other artists who made me realize i do have mental illness. But vinnie made me come to terms with the fact that i have borderline personality disorder. Depersonalization is a form of it. He not only made me able to come to terms with it, but he made me stop punishing myself for it. He made me realize its ok, and that im not alone. This song was the first, but if you actually listen to his work a lot of his songs reference it. If i could kick it with him for a day, my life would be complete.
I've got a really severe depersonalisation disorder, so I can relate to this song too. It makes me feel a lot more accepting of my flaws. I'm glad you're starting to feel a bit more comfortable with yourself. Respect, man.
This mans words rose from the very core of my own unbalenced soul. I would love to meet this guy. This songs something else for those of us who live it. Props bro
This so deep. It honestly feels like I can connect to him. In the summer time in 2016 I just changed somehow mental and it affected me badly. Nights I couldn't sleep and being full of anxiety. It's just awful man. My world feels fake sometimes and it's hard for me to get out of it. I've been praying about it recently and my minds got a little better. I pray love for ever person out there suffering from this. It really is like you can't do the normal things your supposed to do
MasterMinds I feel you man. I went through the same things. Constant intrusive thoughts of meaninglessness. Started shortly after graduating high school. I know this comment was 2 years ago but I hope all is well.
The words and lyrics mean so much as a person with mental health i can actually relate to his music he needs to be recognized more for his work!!! Fkn awesome
Been suffering with OCD all my life only in the last few years have I truly understood what was wrong with me, this song expresses how I feel everyday, someone once told me I would rather have cancer then a mental illness because at least there's a chance I might be cured.
This song is the song that i can relate to the most. Can’t believe i just found it a couple months ago. dissociating is shit and you’ll tell therapists, doctors, family, get meds, therapy, try everything and it just doesn’t go away. Every lyric in this resonates with me. To anyone else going through dp/any mental illness w dissociation: stay strong❤️Ik how shit it is but you aren’t alone❤️
I know it's not the same thing, but having a disability is the hardest thing in my life. I don't know if it's learning disabilities or an intellectual disability, but I've dealt with it my whole life. Feeling helpless and hopeless because I feel as though I can't do the things I need to, and feeling like I'm unable to do the things I want to.. always feeling judged by others.. it's so tiring. Shout out to Vinnie Paz for this awesome song
same here...i feel you...do you know how disorder could be do you have been diagnosed? you described very well...i really hope you can get better soon because no one deserves to feel this way
This song is a true blessing. This track gave me back hope. I have hat DP/ DR since the end of 2012. There were phases but basically it lasted till the end of 2018. It's got better now. But if there was one thing that I remember about that time is that I identificated with this song which gave me the energy to pull through this. This song might have literally saved my life. God damn. This is the only thing that I could come up with when I tried to explain my condition to a close person. And the hook when the voice is talking from the perspective of the sickness then this really conveys the point. After a while you CRAVE this condition. You think it's not only a part of you but it IS you and you are your sickness and th re is nothing else that could ever work for you. Eternal suffering and a feeling worse than psychosis. Even thinking about it is too much for me. I just wanted to say thank you Vinnie.
Vinnie Paz bro. prob wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. I don't think I've ever met a person. let alone heard someone speak what I can't put into words. this song alone I owe you life bro.🙌🙏💪💯
This song hits me. I was a normal person and one day I had a massive panic attack to the point I though I was dying my head started spinning and everything felt so weird ever since that day I’ve had terrible anxiety. I hate being alone. When it’s just me on my own my mind thinks of such terrible things I keep thinking I’m gonna die and it’s so hard I hate being alone it’s just painful
I also hate it when I’m trying to sleep because I can’t I just think terrible things it’s like my own body and mind my own being js turning against me and I can’t help it
@@sinoflust4410 I have some similar issues, although on a smaller scale. I despise interacting with people though, and that also gives me anxiety so it's really awkward
I love this..... This is exactly how I feel in words “ I don’t want to be dead, dead don’t work” one of my favorite lyrics one of many. It means a lot to know someone can understand me exactly. Thank you
Amazing one from Vinnie and that lady who sings like a angel choir. Production values, the beat and everything is solid 10/10. On top of all the above, the lyrics have a personal quality to them. Cliche maybe, but it's like this one is my song.
I have this on my playlist it's very touching and has so many emotion I have reason why I'm listening only god know... (dear God please send us happiness and make our wishes come true we really need to be happy. )
I don't know what these disabilities everyone is relating to on this song... but love to y'all, and your strugle. Personally, I just wanna die. This song speaks to my painful past.
Damn vinnie salute the god for keeping that real raw hardcore RAP alive. I can't stand what music has become (rap especially). This song speaks to me bro, I feel like we are the same person after hearing this. Crazy. Godbless
As someone who suffers from DPDR (and has for my life but most heavily since 2011), this song is so accurate. It is so hard for people to grasp what it's like...I never feel satisfied that someone understands it when I explain it.
I listen to this song at least twice a day...Its the only thing I have that understands and can relate to what I deal with everyday with depersonalization. Shit even google suggests i am spelling a word wrong when I type out depersonalization...
Tom3744 This is one of my favorite songs ever even though I don’t directly relate to the lyrics. I just can’t help but feel when I listen to it. It’s incredible.
This song is amazing, i don't have the same disorder but i do have bpd.. And i can still really relate. Mental illness is something so painful and terrifying but most people don't understand, because they don't feel the same way, so they judge. I don't blame them, but it is a painful experience
I remember when this came out. I did aswell at the time, right after starting a fresh new year in a new school after being bullied out of my previous school. This song helped me through a lot of tough nights
Awesome track. Raptaptap, youre spot on. Great job describing mental illness. I feel like this song was written for me, its entirely relevant and one of my all time favourites. 💜
➡The first time I heard this one from Vinnie it resonated so deep...brought me to tears...Imo, some who connect with Vinnie's lyrics are well aware that he sees the world through a different lens than most. What I mean by that is he is part of the small percentage who have dropped veils and see through many of the lies and deceptions of this world with an understanding that we have been lied to about almost everything we thought we knew since birth. It's littered throughout many of his tracks such as "end of days" and keep moving' on to name a couple of them off the top of my head. That being said, if you are one of those who has always questioned things that didn't make sense from an early age in your life leading you down the road of discoveries to answers to those questions and connecting the dots needed to truly open your eyes to the dark truths about this world, then you end up in a very lonely place of being misunderstood by everyone around you, including those who are supposed to be closest to you in your life. I believe this song has a lot to do with the suffering one goes through being in that place where you are quite literally living in a separate reality from everyone or almost everyone in your life if you are fortunate enough to have someone else in your life that can see.
Found out i was autistic at age 25 right when i had my 1st kid. Turns out she also has it. I broke down with relief the second i realised my silent battle all these years where not in vein. She will never have to live through the hell i been trough. You all matter no matter the darkness you find yourself in never stop fighting!
I'm not positive what's wrong with me, nor are the specialists, but I relate to this a lot. I've been diagnosed with bpd, ptsd, schizophrenia (which was later changed to bipolar schizoaffective disorder type 1) and clinical depression. It's amazing how little we know about the human mind. There's days where I feel I've got all the answers while others I'm lost in an abyss. Can't take pills because I get paradoxical effects (severe side effects) and lately I can't even smoke pot to help. Anybody else going through this?
I’ve experienced this for over ten years. I can’t begin to explain how scared I was in the beginning, how crazy I felt and no matter what I did made it go away. Years of being confused and feelings alone no matter how many people in my life cared for me. They all saw someone that seemed so normal and would never even guess for a second that i was dealing with this internally. No matter how bad it was to me, everyone else only saw a person that functions the same as them. I’ve learned that this makes us more human and for same then any other that doesn’t suffer with this. Because the emotions they run away from and want to wish away we the sufferers of this chase more then anything else. We want to be what everyone else denies and doesn’t want to feel. The good and the bad because this has taught me how to see the positive in anything. I wouldn’t trade places with anyone for even a second because I know I was lucky to turn out this way. I help people deal with their problems and emotions because I understand them more then I should. But I ask myself everyday how I can understand something that I haven’t felt in over a decade. Depersonalization makes you understand all of people’s feelings because being detached from them makes it where it can’t hurt you no matter how close the danger seems. I want to help people so they can never even come close to feeling what this is like. Something that makes us feel as we aren’t real, we are watching our lives play out as if we are watching it inside our own heads in a movie theater, but at the same time feel as if we are floating above our own bodies, blurred vision and having an autopilot, time never seeming to take as long as it should and waking up to look in a mirror and see a human look back at you that you feel you don’t even know. Accepting all of that was harder then it should have but once I did I learned so much about myself and everything around me. There’s an end to this hallway of confusion, you may not see an end but it’s there. What you also don’t see is others in your life that also deal with this. I’ve met a number of people like us and it helps to know that you aren’t alone. Helping each other can show us the way out of this darkness because someone else might have a spare battery for that flashlight that died without you noticing. You aren’t alone and the more you realize that the better it gets, because the way out isn’t a door just for you but for the people you meet along the way that also deal with this. Just have to look for them, because they might be someone you care about. Hiding this isn’t going to help, it only makes it worse.
I'm like you, almost a decade dealing wit it. Got rid of the anxiety, got over the trauma that caused it, completely accepted it 5 years ago and it still persists. I'm trapped I feel like. I've tried everything but I refuse to take medication. So that's what led me to DMT. The compound that exists in almost every single living organism. The trip that last 5 minutes and gives you every answer to every question you've ever had. I'm going to do it and see how it effects my dpdr
@@anthonyestrada9037 it's just scientifically shown that psychedelics will worsen your dissociation (dpdr) symptoms. There's a rare chance it might show you the love and peace your longing for Best of luck
I have come back to the song that first made me realize I needed to do something about my conditions. I have been free from DP/DR for about 15 years now, but still need Therapy for other conditions.
Paz hit home with this song. Can relate to it in many ways, Derealization and Depersonalization is a shitty thing to go through. He accurately described it with this song and his choice of lyrics. Many people feel like this on a daily basis and struggle living a '' normal ' life
I do not comment on videos often but in this case I have to. Instantly when I heard the intro of this song there was goosebumps and pure energy shooting through my body. And then tears. Tears of joy because I hear someone talking about what I've been feeling for the last 1,5 years - put in words better than anyone could ever do. I know 1,5 years is not a long time in comparison to other people, but having the perspective of remembering how things used to be and how they are now is making it hard for me to appreciate life. I guess finding that one of my favorite rappers is feeling like this makes me feel less alone. These symptoms are so hard to describe to people around me. Love you Vinnie and thanks for being such an inspiration to people! Shoutout to all of you warriors out there going through this! I wish for ya'll to defeat your demon(s) and live a happy life! Love, C - D
I just found this through the algorithm and I have to agree that this is one of the most accurate descriptions of mental illness that I've ever heard. 2019-2020 I felt exactly like he was describing, living in a fog, no sense of self, didn't seem to have thoughts in my brain most of the time. I got lucky because the doctors did actually help me. I wouldn't wish it on anyone and if anyone feels like that right now reading this just know it can get better!!!
Man, I've always feel connected to vin's music man, I'm tired of being under diagnosed, I suffer from derealization as well, I feel like I'm an eagle or an alien living in a human body bro, I'm autistic and I suffer from OCD and I could barely realize that at the age of 18, I always wanna die but derealization forbides me that. vin went islamic, I went atheist when younger and we both have problems with our respective mothers. in my country I'm a fucking 18-years-old childish guy who keeps complaining at everything, everyone judges me, I fail they judgme, I get robbed they judge me, someone fucks with me and I defend myself, they judge me, I contracted hemorrhagic dengue when A kid, they judge me, my mom even told me I was pretending to be ill (shit that almost gets me killed) my grandmother has been the only person who has taken care of me since a child and thanks to her I was diagnosed with the worst kind of dengue, my mother said that I could walk, that I was just a moaning childish guy who wanted attention, I was diagnosed with ocd and autism and they still judge me man. I don't understand why the hell they have children if they don't wanna take care of them bro. I can't have friends man to become stronger and have a better quality of life thanks to my odd personality and I don't wanna make an effort in achieving that, cause i'm my fucking very illness, They fuck with me for everything that happens to me, I kept thinking that maybe they were trying to make me strong but then I realized they aborted a kid after I was born, they are cousins, my parents are cousins bro, they didn't want fucking children. They don't want any responsibility. I've been trying to overcome derealization so that I won't get lynched in the future for being odd. fucking shit
this makes me feel...happy my sister told me recently this is my brother's fav song...she said it explains his illness....he has a illness in his head so thank you for posting this video! I can really see what it means now... what he said! the lyeric's explain so much to me! I am a young age so my spelling may be off sorry I just wanted to write this because I was board! have a good night
I have dpdr and remember listening to that song years ago not knowing it was about it. Now I play this song everytime someone asks me about my disorder.
Yup, the words expressed in this song applies to many mental issues. Depression and anxiety have the same effect as it can cripple your ability to take action, watching life as a spectator. Keep your head up
I think Vinnie is one of the few artists to actually accurately describe a mental illness. Writers, painters, song writers, have always tried to find the right way to express what they go through, and I think Vinnie has accomplished something amazing with this song.
most of these artists try to show it in an abstract, irrational way, Vinnie by straight putting his feelings in lyrics. simplicity is the most beautiful form of art
Krizz kaliko has a few good songs about it too. My favorite is bi-polar. He is a very real artist signed to strange music. You should definitely check him out.
I like it cuz he’s describes it by saying “I can’t describe it”
💯💯💯💯💯
Is there a scientific name for the illness which he speaks off?
I cried like a little kid when I heard these lyrics and still get very emotional when hearing this track (even though Ive listened to it thousands of times). I thought no one goes through this shit aside from me but realized there's actually many people and I really hope we all can stay strong not just for ourselves but our loved ones who love and need us
Stay up man
You are not alone
I still do every time I hear this song sometimes it's like he's actually talking about me it's my life in this song
Really like this song
Love you
I dint know so many people had Derealization/Depersonalization it's sad that we don't know how to cure it but I hope every single person who suffers from it gets better ❤
Had it for 6 years , it was like i lived in a fake world, i suffured alot , but it went away and now i thank god for he helped me
@@phazebeast7373 how did you get out
@@GNAWZZ i just gave up anything like drugs, alchohol , junk foods , and then just took vitamins to keep healthy , also alot of listening to " good "music positive stuff. So basically its keeping body away from unhelalthy habits, foods and people . Find good influences , and try to stay relaxed ,
Theres a epidemic with menatl illness you would be suprised
Cure is within us , not outside , we have to find our own path 🖤
My head don't work, the meds don't work, but I don't wanna be dead, dead don't work. Sleeps the cousin of death the bed don't work. maybe I'd rather be dead, dead don't hurt. I had to listen to that verse a few times shits too deep. Love Vinnie Paz
Jeff Curry same here
Jeff Curry 🔥🔥🔥🎤💯Absolutely bruh💯
as an epileptic and suffering from major depression this hits so hard maybe I have depersonalization aswell love vinnie he makes you think never stop being you
Same
Yeah
“I’m watching life as a spectator “
It’s the most frustrating and painful thing, I’m here but only just under the surface. I can see the world but I’m not actually in it.
im with you man. its a trip. lifes a fucking trip :/
"My family don't understand what I go through". Nothing breaks a heart than being misunderstood by your family. Vinnie is deep on mental health. I always listen this one on repeat.
You can't even comprehend how brave you must be to share these feelings with everybody. Big shout out to Vinnie, keep it up man. Keep exposing the lies and everybody, please, don't fight fire with fire. Light up the darkness !!!
Kenansson q
You are so right 👍
Tears......My life in 4 minutes.
Jurgen Timmerman same!
Jurgen Timmerman join the party
Jurgen Timmerman same
Me too, unfortunately.
me too
I fucking love his Vocabulary, man 🔥🔥👌👌
Never have I ever heard anyone describe DP/DR so accurately, not even in my psychology classes. I have struggled with both of these for most of my life and the next time someone asks what it's like I will direct them to this song. So spot on, thank you so so much for this song.
I had DP/DR and had suffered with it for 4 years. I just want to say that it is possible to cure it, and to not give up hope. Every problem is an opportunity for growth, and you have to be thankful because DP/DR makes you look at things from a completely different perspective. use this perspective and see it as a positive aspect not a negative one. We can be more creative, we can see the world from a detached view and not see just the ugliness but also how beautiful and alien the world can be. The key to curing DP/DR is a matter of perspective. Once you accept it and don't fight against it and notice the positives in this world, the fear of existence and the questioning of existence is taken away. Just keep on going and keep reminding yourself that you are NOT alone in this. For ages I thought that I was the only person on this earth dealing with this problem and knowing that that is not the case immensely helped. I wish love on all of you and hope that those who do suffer can find peace and see the beautiful world in a way not many else can.
Thank you
I'm suffering from this chronically for 4 years...Depersonalisation and Derealisation. can you help me please?
@@outputformat sure, email me, gweiloghost@gmail.com
Great post. We are spiritual beings and everyone is given different crosses to bear, different tests, and different perspectives.
It is often through pain and challenge where there are the most opportunities to grow and evolve on a spiritual level.
You’re right, the solution to so many challenges is to surrender to what is. When we surrender to what is and look at it like you did (as a unique perspective), we start seeing the lessons within it. Our nervous system responds by calming down, which in turn creates new neural pathways.
When we continue to fight it and respond with fear, we strengthen the very neural connections that we are trying to break free from.
Peace and love friend.
@@befree4876 well said
in tears listening to this, I've never related to a song so hard. there are so many songs related to depression but I've never seen one about DP/DR.
"I can't help myself, even though I possesed data."
That is so on point.
FOR REAL ... Vinnie is incredible, gives me chill all the time!
Coming from a 28 year old who struggles with none stop of suicidal thoughts , these songs help so much but make realize how hurt I am . I don't want to die , I just want the pain to go away
keep fighting don’t give up im suffering too it gets better even tho it doesn’t feel like it
@@Justanobodybro thanks for taking your time to say that . I appreciate it. Keep your head up as well and stay strong
I feel ya life’s a fucker but you gotta keep your head up, I struggle very with manic depression hope your good!
Keep your head up bro!
be strong. Remember that you are not alone. Talk to us whenever you want to talk.
DPDr is a weird condition. It’s filled with repetitive intrusive negative thoughts and we know we are human but we question everything around us and may feel detached like we are in some type of movie or TV show. I love everybody suffering with this. Just know to keep on pushing forward and keep your loved ones in mind.
Thank you for reminding me to keep my love ones in thought, It helps me know
Questioning things isn't the mental illness it's the ppl that are brain dead zombies that got the issue it's not our fault your all ruining our reality.
@@blacklivesmatter1734 wow, mate, Sometimes when trauma hits or when the brain is building thought path ways fet screwed and you thing with anxiety as a stupid protections to be quicker at responding but the consant fear and overthinking gets to some peoole at times, Your ignorance is brain dead, human beings suffer differently, realize with your real eyes shit happenes
@@phillipdavis1130 i suffer from multiple types of depression anxiety disorders and I thought that I was superior to alot of people and went through life oblivious due to sever drug abuse now at the age of 41 my anxiety and depression with ptsd has me to the point that I can barely function. I just want people to pray for those that love me because I have been extremely angry and violent lose control of my self and I wasn't like that before I am scared and it kills me inside, my actions are isolating me from me and hurting them.they deserve better and I am lost
@@blacklivesmatter1734 it is L
this song is my medicine. Its literally the best description for the pain I have been suffering for so long. Depresion and Bi Polar disorder has ruined me.
My Life in 4 minutes.
i'm from Morocco and i learned english to discover more facts about my mental illness, and i've been looking for a song which express my feeling and i didn't find better than this song.
warning: i'm 23yo i've tried so many anxiolytics and anti-depressant and it was horrible when i tried to stop the treatment especially benzodiazepin which are highly addictive than heroin. it's better to try to handle it without this fucking drugs.
GOOD LUCK FOR EVERY ONE ❤✌
How r u now bro ?
Yes. Benzo's are aweful. You will have withdrawal for months or years even without any abuse. You can get in a car wreck and end up in jail with charge of DUI not even remembering why you got in the car or where you were going. None of it is truly your fault, but the dumb legal system doesn't care. You became a zombie with no idea what you are even doing. Benzos are damn unpredictable.
I made it back out into the world. Shattered definitely, but not defeated. Came close indeed to ending it a few times.
I've not been able to listen to this song for a few years as it reminds me of the depersonalisation.
" I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy" that is for dam fucking sure.
Blessings to those still in the struggle. I know how you feel, I love you because I know how you feel.
I'm glad I came back to this song - as other have said sometimes art can capture the essence of an experience in a way that mere words couldn't ever. This indeed is a true piece of art- raw, honest and it deserves its place in this world for being something authentic and meaningful
How is this even possible....this song got me feeling emotional yet I personally can't relate to what Vinnie's saying...
Consider yourself lucky.
Science above All Lol thats pretty funny bro...your right tho consider himself lucky.
Read the wikipedia article about depersonalization/derealizattion disorder if you want some nightmare fuel. I know MaGiiK WizDom knows. I see him on a lot of DP/DR related videos. Peace to everyone going through it.
that's great hip-hop for you
My heart aches.
Since I was 13 I can remember feeling this way, but thought it was all normal, that “maybe the other kids felt like this too”. I only came to terms with my depression during the middle of 2017. And this month with depersonalisation, which I believe stemmed from my depression and anxiety getting worse.
I always deeply connected with this song and I only just now read that this is Paz’ take on depersonalisation.
True, stunning music.
I wish everyone a healthy and happy New Year ❤️
Thank you for making and posting this. This is my favorite song because it describes my life and experiences shockingly well. I have ADHD and DP, it is therefore impossible for me to pay attention to an entire song without getting distracted or having my mind wonder. Having the lyrics presented in a non-flashy and easy to follow manner helps more than you can imagine. Thank you so very much.
IamGulzow You're welcome ! Happy to know that it helps :)
+IamGulzow same here man, glad i found this song,
0.o
We all need to stand together 👌🏻, and same here
+IamGulzow I have ADHD and Bipolar II Disorder so this song is really something i can relate to!
I NEVER REALY NEW WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME TIL I HEARD THIS SONG...VINNIE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME TO RELIZE IT....YOU THE MAN...KEEP IT UP LOVE YOUR STUFF...
I wish Freedom and cure to all our broken souls.
There may be better times for us fellas, keep it up.
Just don't give up my angelic human brothers and sisters, you are the last lights in this darkness of the world and we'll never die!
Much Love!
:'(
I suffered from depersonalization for about 3 years. This was 10 years ago and no-one knew what it was, strangely enough me and my close friend Zach suffered from it at the same time, we called it "movie" because it felt like we were living in an unreal world stuck. I just discovered about a year ago what it actually is thanks to this song. I was able to get out of it, me and my friend grew apart and as far as I know he still struggles with it. To anyone reading this, its possible to deactivate it. Don't lose hope.
CoolJetsMedia Please tell me you can quantify how you did it? I cannot go on like this. It’s so god awful bad.
@@CJLovesMetal1 DP Dr is just a symptômes of anxiety, there IS nothing wrong with you, i recommand Shaan Kassam, watch his vidéos on UA-cam and youll get over it, wish you all the best. Im DP Dr free.
@@CJLovesMetal1 hadnt used this account in forever, so sorry for the late reply. Hope your well, I started slow with doing things that made me terrified. Walking in the woods at 3am, all well using meditation techniques I learned to calm my body down. Also after doing a lot of meditation and digging I realized my depersonalization stemmed from trauma that had made me aware of the reality of death. So I ventured further down the rabbit hole of death until it started to lose its effect. I had to die to my old self and create a new self who was vibrant and positive, which meant some days pretending to be that way to convince my brain. The key is understanding there is nothing actually wrong with you. And fear is the ultimate controller, so you need to trace the fear to the core and rebuild yourself thought process.... Somedays it will feel like you not getting anywhere, and then there will start being normal days more and more until its gone. And the new you will never go back to it. Take care of yourself
i’ve been dissociating for almost a year now. it’s a horrible feeling and i don’t wish it on anyone. it’s so hard to do work at school or to even interact with people anymore. i haven’t told anyone because i don’t think they’ll believe or understand me. but it comforts me knowing that i’m not alone. we will get through this together.
Ive had other artists who made me realize i do have mental illness. But vinnie made me come to terms with the fact that i have borderline personality disorder. Depersonalization is a form of it. He not only made me able to come to terms with it, but he made me stop punishing myself for it. He made me realize its ok, and that im not alone. This song was the first, but if you actually listen to his work a lot of his songs reference it. If i could kick it with him for a day, my life would be complete.
I've got a really severe depersonalisation disorder, so I can relate to this song too. It makes me feel a lot more accepting of my flaws.
I'm glad you're starting to feel a bit more comfortable with yourself. Respect, man.
Soul Intent was just diagnosed with BPD could you share things that help you. Anything honestly. I’m very open minded.
Lol if an artist "can make you realize you have mental illness".... YA DONT HAVE MENTAL ILLNESS DOOFUS.
This mans words rose from the very core of my own unbalenced soul. I would love to meet this guy. This songs something else for those of us who live it. Props bro
so on point this guy... every line just really take me a tear...hope you get better Sandy and can run from the fog soon
I'm stuck in a dissociative episode right now, Trying to ground myself but I just can't seem to. This song is truly accurate!
This so deep. It honestly feels like I can connect to him. In the summer time in 2016 I just changed somehow mental and it affected me badly. Nights I couldn't sleep and being full of anxiety. It's just awful man. My world feels fake sometimes and it's hard for me to get out of it. I've been praying about it recently and my minds got a little better. I pray love for ever person out there suffering from this. It really is like you can't do the normal things your supposed to do
MasterMinds I feel you man. I went through the same things. Constant intrusive thoughts of meaninglessness. Started shortly after graduating high school. I know this comment was 2 years ago but I hope all is well.
@@Devcrum thank u man truly appreciate it. Same to you!
“Familiar scenes start to look foreign, derealization”. I always feel foggy schematic detachment”. Best lines to relate to.
The words and lyrics mean so much as a person with mental health i can actually relate to his music he needs to be recognized more for his work!!! Fkn awesome
Paz u smashed it with this song so many of us struggle with depression i listen to this every single day to relieve the pain ty brotha much much love
This is the most accurate description of my life I ever heard.
Stay up
Anxiety & Dp at once is like a literal hell. This is an accurate song for both.
Been suffering with OCD all my life only in the last few years have I truly understood what was wrong with me, this song expresses how I feel everyday, someone once told me I would rather have cancer then a mental illness because at least there's a chance I might be cured.
Yeah that’s true bro . I suffer from dpd and ocd.
g shit
This song is the song that i can relate to the most. Can’t believe i just found it a couple months ago. dissociating is shit and you’ll tell therapists, doctors, family, get meds, therapy, try everything and it just doesn’t go away. Every lyric in this resonates with me. To anyone else going through dp/any mental illness w dissociation: stay strong❤️Ik how shit it is but you aren’t alone❤️
This is an anthem for so many
So true😪
Much love to Vinnie I been listening to you since I was 15 I'm 26 now you're music 🎶 has helped me get through some dark days.
Yes Alexander is sooo underrated her voice is so beautiful and she has 190 monthly listeners on Spotify.
I know it's not the same thing, but having a disability is the hardest thing in my life. I don't know if it's learning disabilities or an intellectual disability, but I've dealt with it my whole life. Feeling helpless and hopeless because I feel as though I can't do the things I need to, and feeling like I'm unable to do the things I want to.. always feeling judged by others.. it's so tiring. Shout out to Vinnie Paz for this awesome song
same here...i feel you...do you know how disorder could be do you have been diagnosed?
you described very well...i really hope you can get better soon because no one deserves to feel this way
You are a voice for us all who go through this struggle on a daily basis Vinnie ! One love man !
I suffer from anxiety and this joint hit me in the core of my soul. 😕
This song is a true blessing. This track gave me back hope. I have hat DP/ DR since the end of 2012. There were phases but basically it lasted till the end of 2018. It's got better now. But if there was one thing that I remember about that time is that I identificated with this song which gave me the energy to pull through this. This song might have literally saved my life. God damn. This is the only thing that I could come up with when I tried to explain my condition to a close person. And the hook when the voice is talking from the perspective of the sickness then this really conveys the point. After a while you CRAVE this condition. You think it's not only a part of you but it IS you and you are your sickness and th re is nothing else that could ever work for you. Eternal suffering and a feeling worse than psychosis. Even thinking about it is too much for me. I just wanted to say thank you Vinnie.
I love this song so much tbh and I love that I finally found a song that describes how I feel nearly 24/7.
Years later and I still live this song. Friggin' work of art. 🤘
Vinnie Paz bro. prob wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. I don't think I've ever met a person. let alone heard someone speak what I can't put into words. this song alone I owe you life bro.🙌🙏💪💯
This song hits me. I was a normal person and one day I had a massive panic attack to the point I though I was dying my head started spinning and everything felt so weird ever since that day I’ve had terrible anxiety. I hate being alone. When it’s just me on my own my mind thinks of such terrible things I keep thinking I’m gonna die and it’s so hard I hate being alone it’s just painful
I also hate it when I’m trying to sleep because I can’t I just think terrible things it’s like my own body and mind my own being js turning against me and I can’t help it
@@sinoflust4410 I have some similar issues, although on a smaller scale. I despise interacting with people though, and that also gives me anxiety so it's really awkward
@@Rob526 I finally managed to get through my anxiety it’s still there but in minor amounts now and I pray everything gets better for you
@@sinoflust4410 What helped me was trying to do some daily physical work eventually your mind gets on autopilot and you start to feel like before
I love this..... This is exactly how I feel in words “ I don’t want to be dead, dead don’t work” one of my favorite lyrics one of many. It means a lot to know someone can understand me exactly. Thank you
65 Love This Song With Tears In My Eyes
"False tears bring pain to those around you, a false smile brings pain to oneself." - CC Thank you Vinnie
What song is that from????
@@mana_beast_beats1114 From an anime Code Geass
@@melabol7588 -- Thank you ^.^
Let me just say *Yes Alexander* did a great job on this hook, you cant tell me this aint what Angels sound like
Amazing one from Vinnie and that lady who sings like a angel choir. Production values, the beat and everything is solid 10/10. On top of all the above, the lyrics have a personal quality to them. Cliche maybe, but it's like this one is my song.
This is the only thing that's made me cry in years, but it gets me every time I listen to it.
I have this on my playlist it's very touching and has so many emotion I have reason why I'm listening only god know...
(dear God please send us happiness and make our wishes come true we really need to be happy. )
When my diseases got worst i always come back here and read all of these comments
Love you People ❤️
I don't know what these disabilities everyone is relating to on this song... but love to y'all, and your strugle. Personally, I just wanna die. This song speaks to my painful past.
Damn vinnie salute the god for keeping that real raw hardcore RAP alive. I can't stand what music has become (rap especially). This song speaks to me bro, I feel like we are the same person after hearing this. Crazy. Godbless
As someone who suffers from DPDR (and has for my life but most heavily since 2011), this song is so accurate. It is so hard for people to grasp what it's like...I never feel satisfied that someone understands it when I explain it.
You are beautiful. Never forget that.
What? Yes is on a track with Vinny, what? this track is poppin. i just love Yes and now she on a song wit one of the best to ever do it!!! what!!?
- 👑 love this song .. Vinnie Paz speaks so truly!
That 2nd verse tho. I hear u vinnie, i feel u homie. Stay strong G!
I listen to this song at least twice a day...Its the only thing I have that understands and can relate to what I deal with everyday with depersonalization. Shit even google suggests i am spelling a word wrong when I type out depersonalization...
Shits pretty dope... I feel the same way sometimes but paint a smile regardless.
the lyrics, personality of the emcee, and the quality of the hook this need deserve more views and likes
Tom3744 This is one of my favorite songs ever even though I don’t directly relate to the lyrics. I just can’t help but feel when I listen to it. It’s incredible.
This song is amazing, i don't have the same disorder but i do have bpd.. And i can still really relate. Mental illness is something so painful and terrifying but most people don't understand, because they don't feel the same way, so they judge. I don't blame them, but it is a painful experience
Fighting bipolar... this song gives me strength
I remember when this came out. I did aswell at the time, right after starting a fresh new year in a new school after being bullied out of my previous school. This song helped me through a lot of tough nights
Thank you for this song vinnie ı can't explain myself but you can
The last line gets me every time. Instant waterworks
Awesome track. Raptaptap, youre spot on. Great job describing mental illness. I feel like this song was written for me, its entirely relevant and one of my all time favourites. 💜
This song is the best masterpiece of all genre.... lyrics wow....
THX Vincenzo for this words🙏🙏🙏
➡The first time I heard this one from Vinnie it resonated so deep...brought me to tears...Imo, some who connect with Vinnie's lyrics are well aware that he sees the world through a different lens than most. What I mean by that is he is part of the small percentage who have dropped veils and see through many of the lies and deceptions of this world with an understanding that we have been lied to about almost everything we thought we knew since birth. It's littered throughout many of his tracks such as "end of days" and keep moving' on to name a couple of them off the top of my head. That being said, if you are one of those who has always questioned things that didn't make sense from an early age in your life leading you down the road of discoveries to answers to those questions and connecting the dots needed to truly open your eyes to the dark truths about this world, then you end up in a very lonely place of being misunderstood by everyone around you, including those who are supposed to be closest to you in your life.
I believe this song has a lot to do with the suffering one goes through being in that place where you are quite literally living in a separate reality from everyone or almost everyone in your life if you are fortunate enough to have someone else in your life that can see.
Found out i was autistic at age 25 right when i had my 1st kid. Turns out she also has it. I broke down with relief the second i realised my silent battle all these years where not in vein. She will never have to live through the hell i been trough. You all matter no matter the darkness you find yourself in never stop fighting!
Sorry a weird question, but how did you find it out? What were your challenges in life when you did not know that you had autism?
This resonates with me. If it resonates with you too, I love you. ❤️
Youve helped me be at ease and come to terms with myself. I dont feel alone anymore so thank you. Ive never related to a song so hard
I'm not positive what's wrong with me, nor are the specialists, but I relate to this a lot. I've been diagnosed with bpd, ptsd, schizophrenia (which was later changed to bipolar schizoaffective disorder type 1) and clinical depression. It's amazing how little we know about the human mind. There's days where I feel I've got all the answers while others I'm lost in an abyss. Can't take pills because I get paradoxical effects (severe side effects) and lately I can't even smoke pot to help. Anybody else going through this?
Pure musical Genius...haha even Jay Z and Drake wanted to work with him, he turned them down, he’s humble as fuck
Lancelot Trivino wow
I still remember the day that shit hit me. I'm 27 now. Been living in a dream since 16
Great words !! Vinnie Paz is a muslim ,Great ! Alhamdulillah !
my dad plays this song in the car ALL THE TIME!
One of the greatest and underated musician
I’ve experienced this for over ten years. I can’t begin to explain how scared I was in the beginning, how crazy I felt and no matter what I did made it go away. Years of being confused and feelings alone no matter how many people in my life cared for me. They all saw someone that seemed so normal and would never even guess for a second that i was dealing with this internally. No matter how bad it was to me, everyone else only saw a person that functions the same as them. I’ve learned that this makes us more human and for same then any other that doesn’t suffer with this. Because the emotions they run away from and want to wish away we the sufferers of this chase more then anything else. We want to be what everyone else denies and doesn’t want to feel. The good and the bad because this has taught me how to see the positive in anything. I wouldn’t trade places with anyone for even a second because I know I was lucky to turn out this way. I help people deal with their problems and emotions because I understand them more then I should. But I ask myself everyday how I can understand something that I haven’t felt in over a decade. Depersonalization makes you understand all of people’s feelings because being detached from them makes it where it can’t hurt you no matter how close the danger seems. I want to help people so they can never even come close to feeling what this is like. Something that makes us feel as we aren’t real, we are watching our lives play out as if we are watching it inside our own heads in a movie theater, but at the same time feel as if we are floating above our own bodies, blurred vision and having an autopilot, time never seeming to take as long as it should and waking up to look in a mirror and see a human look back at you that you feel you don’t even know. Accepting all of that was harder then it should have but once I did I learned so much about myself and everything around me. There’s an end to this hallway of confusion, you may not see an end but it’s there. What you also don’t see is others in your life that also deal with this. I’ve met a number of people like us and it helps to know that you aren’t alone. Helping each other can show us the way out of this darkness because someone else might have a spare battery for that flashlight that died without you noticing. You aren’t alone and the more you realize that the better it gets, because the way out isn’t a door just for you but for the people you meet along the way that also deal with this. Just have to look for them, because they might be someone you care about. Hiding this isn’t going to help, it only makes it worse.
I'm like you, almost a decade dealing wit it. Got rid of the anxiety, got over the trauma that caused it, completely accepted it 5 years ago and it still persists. I'm trapped I feel like. I've tried everything but I refuse to take medication.
So that's what led me to DMT. The compound that exists in almost every single living organism. The trip that last 5 minutes and gives you every answer to every question you've ever had. I'm going to do it and see how it effects my dpdr
@@anthonyestrada9037 it's just scientifically shown that psychedelics will worsen your dissociation (dpdr) symptoms. There's a rare chance it might show you the love and peace your longing for
Best of luck
I have come back to the song that first made me realize I needed to do something about my conditions.
I have been free from DP/DR for about 15 years now, but still need
Therapy for other conditions.
Paz hit home with this song. Can relate to it in many ways, Derealization and Depersonalization is a shitty thing to go through. He accurately described it with this song and his choice of lyrics. Many people feel like this on a daily basis and struggle living a '' normal ' life
Aint DPD but Epilepsy....I can totally feel every damn words! Kinda soul song afor me
This is one song i relate to the *most*
I do not comment on videos often but in this case I have to. Instantly when I heard the intro of this song there was goosebumps and pure energy shooting through my body. And then tears. Tears of joy because I hear someone talking about what I've been feeling for the last 1,5 years - put in words better than anyone could ever do. I know 1,5 years is not a long time in comparison to other people, but having the perspective of remembering how things used to be and how they are now is making it hard for me to appreciate life. I guess finding that one of my favorite rappers is feeling like this makes me feel less alone. These symptoms are so hard to describe to people around me. Love you Vinnie and thanks for being such an inspiration to people!
Shoutout to all of you warriors out there going through this! I wish for ya'll to defeat your demon(s) and live a happy life!
Love,
C - D
I just found this through the algorithm and I have to agree that this is one of the most accurate descriptions of mental illness that I've ever heard. 2019-2020 I felt exactly like he was describing, living in a fog, no sense of self, didn't seem to have thoughts in my brain most of the time. I got lucky because the doctors did actually help me. I wouldn't wish it on anyone and if anyone feels like that right now reading this just know it can get better!!!
How did the doctor help you? Did you try any meds?
Man, I've always feel connected to vin's music man, I'm tired of being under diagnosed, I suffer from derealization as well, I feel like I'm an eagle or an alien living in a human body bro, I'm autistic and I suffer from OCD and I could barely realize that at the age of 18, I always wanna die but derealization forbides me that. vin went islamic, I went atheist when younger and we both have problems with our respective mothers. in my country I'm a fucking 18-years-old childish guy who keeps complaining at everything, everyone judges me, I fail they judgme, I get robbed they judge me, someone fucks with me and I defend myself, they judge me, I contracted hemorrhagic dengue when A kid, they judge me, my mom even told me I was pretending to be ill (shit that almost gets me killed) my grandmother has been the only person who has taken care of me since a child and thanks to her I was diagnosed with the worst kind of dengue, my mother said that I could walk, that I was just a moaning childish guy who wanted attention, I was diagnosed with ocd and autism and they still judge me man. I don't understand why the hell they have children if they don't wanna take care of them bro. I can't have friends man to become stronger and have a better quality of life thanks to my odd personality and I don't wanna make an effort in achieving that, cause i'm my fucking very illness, They fuck with me for everything that happens to me, I kept thinking that maybe they were trying to make me strong but then I realized they aborted a kid after I was born, they are cousins, my parents are cousins bro, they didn't want fucking children. They don't want any responsibility. I've been trying to overcome derealization so that I won't get lynched in the future for being odd. fucking shit
Your parents are cousins? Bro... they screwed you hard. Incest raises chances of genetic defects
Sorry to hear, man
Every word in this text hits me.. Sad realy, many just wouldn`t understand :/ T.I
"I don't have nothing but senses and sadness"
Good song!❤
Thank you Vinnie for this song been hard to admit
this makes me feel...happy my sister told me recently this is my brother's fav song...she said it explains his illness....he has a illness in his head so thank you for posting this video! I can really see what it means now... what he said! the lyeric's explain so much to me! I am a young age so my spelling may be off sorry I just wanted to write this because I was board! have a good night
ive been suffering with depersonalization / derealization and this song gave me chills i relate so much to this
relate to this too much only song that really describes the feeling idk how u put this into words. Makes me tear up everytime
One thing ive learned though this journey we call life is we are the ones who create our own happiness
I have dpdr and remember listening to that song years ago not knowing it was about it. Now I play this song everytime someone asks me about my disorder.
Even tho I don’t suffer from depersonalization, I still suffer from bipolar depression and anxiety, and ptsd and still heavily relate to this song
Yup, the words expressed in this song applies to many mental issues. Depression and anxiety have the same effect as it can cripple your ability to take action, watching life as a spectator. Keep your head up