I have always been "the bigger person", the person who always "takes one for the team". People get used to that, so when I fight back, I am accused of being too dramatic. I'm not good at arguing, so it's not easy for me to get my point across. So I often just dismiss it altogether. I have definately improved, but this is a challenge for me.
I’ve always heard that physical activity/ exercise is good for 12th house Mars. I think it’s also a way to push yourself into starting doing something, and not just letting the anger go. Anyway, it feels so good. I guess I do feel like a warrior when I do that 😅
My family is overbearing and I actually developed a level of hatred towards them. People always feel as if they can treat me how they want and obsess over me. How tiring.
Mars 12th house in Leo. I have heavy 12th house placements overall. Mars in 12th seems to be my super power, people constantly underestimate me when it comes to competition, battles or strategy of some sort. By the time they see me coming, it’s too late. It’s worked in my favor many, many times.
what field are you in? i've always been underestimated, too. when i do fight back, i get seen as volatile and aggressive whereas no one ever comments on how kind and caring i am the rest of the time. how. do you deal with that?
@@CinemaDoll137 It’s situational for me so it can be different between work scenarios or home scenarios. Outside of conflict I’m amicable, charming even. So I think when it comes to conflict ppl underestimate me either because of how they “read” me or previous interactions outside of conflict. I let ppl see what I want them to see. They know what I want them to know. So when it comes to strategy and conflict they really don’t know what they’re dealing with, until it’s too late. This placement can be hindered or enhanced depending on the chart. Mine is in mutual reception with my Scorpio Sun, 3H so it makes my 12H Leo Mars more of an advantage than a hindrance.
I know a lot of people say they see red when angry but that’s genuinely me with this placement. Mar’s cancer in the 12th. If I’m angry I have NOTHING to lose I’m taking US down
My Aries mom is a bully. Always projected her older sister onto me. I used to be outspoken like her. She bullied my mom as a kid. Now I’m a pushover because I was gaslit when I stood up for myself. No matter how much I fought. So I learned to repress my anger and that caused soooo much more problems. Depression, lack of energy, lost my will power. I was a COMPLETE door mat. My voice was taken. Now im slowly picking up the pieces and coming back to myself.
06:07 Sometimes, I feel like my anger is bubbling under the surface. I'll stew and stew over a situation I couldn't stand up for myself for and literally violent thoughts start racing through my mind. I tell myself that if even my therapist knew what I was thinking, she'd legally have to alert the authorities because I'd be a danger to everyone around me. I have never been able to stand up for myself and i've also been bullied all my life - in church, school, work. I also lived an icnredibly sheltered life where it was led by the Apostolic doctrine. So, in all fronts, I've always been stifled. Like, an angry bird in a cage. I don't have any physical conducive outlets for my anger. As a kid, I was much more explosive and punched a hole in the wall. But for the rest of life and prior to teen years, I've been calm/passive and when mad, passive aggressive. As a result, I implode and go off on people after holding A LOT in for a VERY LONG time. People don't realize that things bother me so when i do explode, it's like it came out of nowhere and that I'm actually this angry person who yells at everyone. i'm sorry for the rant but thank you for posting this. it's helped me gain some insight
I was homeschooled as a child. I was very sheltered. I have a lot of anger towards that. I absolutely do have a hard time standing up for myself. But my childhood anger has been spilling out a lot lately, but that’s what therapy is for lol
2.46 in and you’ve already just described my adolescence, on my own with a book, music and a wild imagination because I was a misfit even in my own family. Edit, at end of video. Hell, I needed this. I have never authorized myself to express anger in any state other than total loss of control. It’s time to allow it to be and to defend and protect me as it’s intended to do. It’s time to use more than empathy in my decision making. Thanks. That was gold.
mars in scorpio in the 12h. was told me whole life my anger was inappropriate even tho i was angry at my meth addicted family members stealing from me, or i was angry at my father for leaving and fucking off his duties as a father to party all the time, was never allowed to “go off” on these people for fear of “rocking the boat” i lived with enablers of these drug addicts and i felt i had no voice. stayed in my room constantly and created a new world with a whole cast of characters that i would maladaptive daydream about. i now have very intense anger issues/ outbursts that are genuinely inappropriate now, my reasoning make sense but my reactions are explosive and i “black out” a lot. used to self medicate w weed constantly in my teen years and helped mask it but now that i’m sober, it’s un relenting. so many years of anger finally coming out, seeping out uncontrollably.
Swimming is amazing for this placement bc floating in water can cleanse all anger and anguish and cleanse the mind since it’s in a very deep, spiritually emotional water house
Mars in the 12th Cancer (R). I think I let too much slide when I was younger trying to be the bigger person. I love to help others and to give. I have always had some pretty dark thoughts, but I keep it hidden. Now I am going through my Saturn return and I have been speaking my mind. It’s quite refreshing. I just pray nobody ever makes me mad enough that the side I keep hidden comes out.
wow true. I've always attracted, people who want to hurt me, because subconsciously i try to demonstrate that I can make them like me and I take that as a challenge.
Same here! Mars in 12th house Virgo! This video, this is the first time I've heard someone explain this so accurately (and I spend a lot of time studying Astrology)! It's like I told her my whole childhood up to now. Astrology is amazing!!!💫
I'm a 12th house Mars in Pisces. The timing of this video is amazing. I've been blowing up lately, but also dreaming more, going after what I want more, and just needing to express myself. These have been lifelong struggles but have come to a head this week. Thank you for this video, this will help my growth. 🙏🏽
Mars in 12th house in Pisces ♓ So relatable 😔 each word is so true I express my anger through my writing or I sing songs. it takes a lot for me to express my anger on someone
I've got Mars in the 12th house Virgo. I never ever show angry and as I grow older (I'm 41 now) I rarely ever feel anger anymore. I grew up on horse farms and have had horses my whole life so I go outside every single day, sick or broken bones, I'm still out there. I do hard labor everyday and I have always enjoyed it. It absolutely helps me deal with frustration or anger and anxiety. Basically any negative emotion.
Yes I definitely have trouble showing my anger. I usually hold things in. I always say it’s really not that important. But if I do loose it it’s usually really big
Yes, yes, and yes. I always had to bite my tongue instead of being allowed to tap into my assertiveness and I had friends growing up who always made fun of me and I felt I lacked the confidence to stand up for myself. I have an Aries 12th where my south node is so I’m super comfortable hiding away forever lol. I also have my mars in Scorpio in my 6th so I never forget what is done to me.
Aries, 12th house...I'm blown away by the accuracy. My Mars is in Leo, so I thought my anger was coming from this placement, I never considered the placement of Aries before. I definitely felt super protected as a kid and as an adult have moved in the total opposite direction to hyper-independence; that feeling of I don't need anyone. I still struggle with the fear of trying anything I know is the least bit challenging though, that piece of childhood is still there...sigh. I'm working on it. Thanks again for this!
I have aries in my 12th house and ascendent. Dreams with violence are common for me. In most of them I try to survive, but also had a few dreams where I was the murderer. War is my biggest fear. And I have a muscular body like a female warrior, I would not doubt that I was in my past life haha
This is me- Mars and Moon in Aries 12th house. I feel like I only have 1 foot on the earthly plane. I feel misunderstood and no self identity. Some of this comes from a dysfunctional family sense of direction. I’m 68 years old now and it’s not getting any easier. When I take up for myself people look at me like I’m crazy and think I’m angry. 😢
I have Mars in Aries in 12th, with decent adpects.. Pisces sun Scorpio moon. Personally I find martian energy very difficult... But I'm surprisingly strong physically/mentally/emotionally - and I find myself very attracted to the warrior archetype. I do wish I had a better placement though... I think of what I could've accomplished with a Mars in Aries...
12th house Mars in cancer here 🙋🏻♀️ this was so spot on. This placement defines me so much, probs cause it’s part of a t-square with my sun. Awesome work, thank you 🙏🏼
I let lot of people do things for me. I use to have to do everything being a single mom but now I am married and my husband loves cooking and he loves taking care of me. And I have to admit I like it now at 59
Yes! Mars in 12 the house here. I can really relate to all of this, with the exception of liking war movies. I did like the movie St. Joan of Arch though. I grew up in a disfunctional home where there was alcohol abuse, so I learned how to suppress myself. I believed that I had to people please as a survival defense.
This resonated so close from home, every single point of it, I am amazed at how much astrology can be precise and spot on, thank you for making these videos! 💗
this is my placement. I have hidden anger. I can literally think about something that happened to me over a decade ago and still get upset about it. My sun sign is Virgo, Moon is in Aquarius and Rising is in Aries.
Aries 12th house. Omg Hannah i feel understood. Mars in virgo 6th house too. So hard to stand up for myself and service oriented so hmmmmmmm i'm learning to be more assertive tho, not easy but i'm doing a lil bit better ☺️ thank you Hannah & have a great day there
I have Mars & Venus conjunct in the 12th House Virgo so these last two videos have really been enlightening to say the least! Excellent info, thanks Hannah. 💜
I am trying to figure out if I should use whole signs or placidus/Koch. I switched to whole signs a couple of years ago. And last night I had a reading and the guy was using Kotch Which placed my Mars in the 11th house. I've been watching actually rewatching Mars. On the 11th and Mars in the 12th house and though. I can somewhat relate tomars in the 11th Mars and the 12th. Especially this video nailed it. Yeah, I'm certain I want to continue to use. Whole signs from now on. Because it just makes more sense for me. Also in whole signs, my son moon And Jupiter are in the first house, whereas with placidus. And Koch, Sun moon and Jupiter in the 12th house. I've watched videos in both houses and whole. Signs makes a lot more sense to me. So I want to continue to use it more constantly now in my readings
Aries in the 12th or Pisces in the 1st is kinda the same thing as far as getting water and fire that's so different to be able to find ways to get along and not DROWN or BURN anything. Reminds me of a burning hot candle in a PROTECTIVE glass of water to protect the hands of those who reach for it from getting burned.
Would you believe it if I tell you all my Aries is in the 12th house? I have a sun, Mars and Mercury in Aries, and then a moon in Scorpio. Everyday mood is FURY; I feel sad for all the restraining I have to do to myself, but I’m scare the day the occasion calls for letting myself loose; I dread that day and feel bad for that person [s].
i have mars conjunct neptune in 12H and i always escape when it gets tough and i am angry. and everyone thinks that i’m being pointless and delusional when i’m angry.
Aries is my sons chart ruler and has Mars and Uranus in the 12th house I hate giving energy to anything negative but sometimes I get worried for him Can I stop or should I try to worn him somehow
I have always been "the bigger person", the person who always "takes one for the team". People get used to that, so when I fight back, I am accused of being too dramatic. I'm not good at arguing, so it's not easy for me to get my point across. So I often just dismiss it altogether. I have definately improved, but this is a challenge for me.
I resonate with this so much. Thank you for this (:
same!!!!!!
Is ur mars in Leo? Mine is.
I’ve always heard that physical activity/ exercise is good for 12th house Mars. I think it’s also a way to push yourself into starting doing something, and not just letting the anger go. Anyway, it feels so good. I guess I do feel like a warrior when I do that 😅
whereas, i hate working out lol
WE ARE FCKN WARRIORS
about to force myself to, i know i need it 😭
It's worked wonders for me!
My family is overbearing and I actually developed a level of hatred towards them. People always feel as if they can treat me how they want and obsess over me. How tiring.
Yare yare daze
Mars 12th house in Leo. I have heavy 12th house placements overall. Mars in 12th seems to be my super power, people constantly underestimate me when it comes to competition, battles or strategy of some sort. By the time they see me coming, it’s too late. It’s worked in my favor many, many times.
what field are you in? i've always been underestimated, too. when i do fight back, i get seen as volatile and aggressive whereas no one ever comments on how kind and caring i am the rest of the time. how. do you deal with that?
@@CinemaDoll137 It’s situational for me so it can be different between work scenarios or home scenarios. Outside of conflict I’m amicable, charming even. So I think when it comes to conflict ppl underestimate me either because of how they “read” me or previous interactions outside of conflict. I let ppl see what I want them to see. They know what I want them to know. So when it comes to strategy and conflict they really don’t know what they’re dealing with, until it’s too late. This placement can be hindered or enhanced depending on the chart. Mine is in mutual reception with my Scorpio Sun, 3H so it makes my 12H Leo Mars more of an advantage than a hindrance.
@@CinemaDoll137 I’m a senior data analyst professionally.
I know a lot of people say they see red when angry but that’s genuinely me with this placement. Mar’s cancer in the 12th. If I’m angry I have NOTHING to lose I’m taking US down
My Aries mom is a bully. Always projected her older sister onto me. I used to be outspoken like her. She bullied my mom as a kid. Now I’m a pushover because I was gaslit when I stood up for myself. No matter how much I fought. So I learned to repress my anger and that caused soooo much more problems. Depression, lack of energy, lost my will power. I was a COMPLETE door mat. My voice was taken. Now im slowly picking up the pieces and coming back to myself.
06:07 Sometimes, I feel like my anger is bubbling under the surface. I'll stew and stew over a situation I couldn't stand up for myself for and literally violent thoughts start racing through my mind. I tell myself that if even my therapist knew what I was thinking, she'd legally have to alert the authorities because I'd be a danger to everyone around me.
I have never been able to stand up for myself and i've also been bullied all my life - in church, school, work. I also lived an icnredibly sheltered life where it was led by the Apostolic doctrine. So, in all fronts, I've always been stifled. Like, an angry bird in a cage. I don't have any physical conducive outlets for my anger. As a kid, I was much more explosive and punched a hole in the wall. But for the rest of life and prior to teen years, I've been calm/passive and when mad, passive aggressive. As a result, I implode and go off on people after holding A LOT in for a VERY LONG time. People don't realize that things bother me so when i do explode, it's like it came out of nowhere and that I'm actually this angry person who yells at everyone.
i'm sorry for the rant but thank you for posting this. it's helped me gain some insight
I was homeschooled as a child. I was very sheltered. I have a lot of anger towards that. I absolutely do have a hard time standing up for myself. But my childhood anger has been spilling out a lot lately, but that’s what therapy is for lol
2.46 in and you’ve already just described my adolescence, on my own with a book, music and a wild imagination because I was a misfit even in my own family.
Edit, at end of video. Hell, I needed this. I have never authorized myself to express anger in any state other than total loss of control. It’s time to allow it to be and to defend and protect me as it’s intended to do. It’s time to use more than empathy in my decision making.
Thanks. That was gold.
mars in scorpio in the 12h. was told me whole life my anger was inappropriate even tho i was angry at my meth addicted family members stealing from me, or i was angry at my father for leaving and fucking off his duties as a father to party all the time, was never allowed to “go off” on these people for fear of “rocking the boat” i lived with enablers of these drug addicts and i felt i had no voice. stayed in my room constantly and created a new world with a whole cast of characters that i would maladaptive daydream about. i now have very intense anger issues/ outbursts that are genuinely inappropriate now, my reasoning make sense but my reactions are explosive and i “black out” a lot. used to self medicate w weed constantly in my teen years and helped mask it but now that i’m sober, it’s un relenting. so many years of anger finally coming out, seeping out uncontrollably.
Swimming is amazing for this placement bc floating in water can cleanse all anger and anguish and cleanse the mind since it’s in a very deep, spiritually emotional water house
Baths have always been my go to. My mom used to knock on bathroom door to make sure I hadn’t fallen asleep. Definitely helps me as 12th house Mars
Facts, im either too confrontional or too weak
Exactly in my life. Mars and Moon in the 12th.
Mars in the 12th Cancer (R). I think I let too much slide when I was younger trying to be the bigger person. I love to help others and to give. I have always had some pretty dark thoughts, but I keep it hidden. Now I am going through my Saturn return and I have been speaking my mind. It’s quite refreshing. I just pray nobody ever makes me mad enough that the side I keep hidden comes out.
I have been having flashbacks during this video, and not the pleasant one. but I appreciate the light you shed on this placement.
wow true. I've always attracted, people who want to hurt me, because subconsciously i try to demonstrate that I can make them like me and I take that as a challenge.
You're so on point, I cried
12th house Mars in Virgo here🙋🏽♀️ and this was sooo accurate! It feels good to be understood, Thank you for this video💛
I’m 12th house Mars in Virgo too!
Same..along with Pluto, uranus and ascendent virgo stellium
Same here! Mars in 12th house Virgo! This video, this is the first time I've heard someone explain this so accurately (and I spend a lot of time studying Astrology)! It's like I told her my whole childhood up to now. Astrology is amazing!!!💫
Same
I'm a 12th house Mars in Pisces. The timing of this video is amazing. I've been blowing up lately, but also dreaming more, going after what I want more, and just needing to express myself. These have been lifelong struggles but have come to a head this week. Thank you for this video, this will help my growth. 🙏🏽
Mars in 12th house in Pisces ♓
So relatable 😔 each word is so true
I express my anger through my writing or I sing songs. it takes a lot for me to express my anger on someone
Omg we have the same placement and yes, so true!!
Me too
Are very the dark horses ?
I've got Mars in the 12th house Virgo. I never ever show angry and as I grow older (I'm 41 now) I rarely ever feel anger anymore. I grew up on horse farms and have had horses my whole life so I go outside every single day, sick or broken bones, I'm still out there. I do hard labor everyday and I have always enjoyed it. It absolutely helps me deal with frustration or anger and anxiety. Basically any negative emotion.
Yes I definitely have trouble showing my anger. I usually hold things in. I always say it’s really not that important. But if I do loose it it’s usually really big
I tell myself “the more the world mistreats you, the more you want what you deserve”
Yes, yes, and yes. I always had to bite my tongue instead of being allowed to tap into my assertiveness and I had friends growing up who always made fun of me and I felt I lacked the confidence to stand up for myself. I have an Aries 12th where my south node is so I’m super comfortable hiding away forever lol. I also have my mars in Scorpio in my 6th so I never forget what is done to me.
Aries, 12th house...I'm blown away by the accuracy. My Mars is in Leo, so I thought my anger was coming from this placement, I never considered the placement of Aries before. I definitely felt super protected as a kid and as an adult have moved in the total opposite direction to hyper-independence; that feeling of I don't need anyone. I still struggle with the fear of trying anything I know is the least bit challenging though, that piece of childhood is still there...sigh. I'm working on it. Thanks again for this!
I have aries in my 12th house and ascendent.
Dreams with violence are common for me. In most of them I try to survive, but also had a few dreams where I was the murderer.
War is my biggest fear. And I have a muscular body like a female warrior, I would not doubt that I was in my past life haha
This is me- Mars and Moon in Aries 12th house. I feel like I only have 1 foot on the earthly plane. I feel misunderstood and no self identity. Some of this comes from a dysfunctional family sense of direction. I’m 68 years old now and it’s not getting any easier. When I take up for myself people look at me like I’m crazy and think I’m angry. 😢
I have Mars in Aries in 12th, with decent adpects.. Pisces sun Scorpio moon. Personally I find martian energy very difficult... But I'm surprisingly strong physically/mentally/emotionally - and I find myself very attracted to the warrior archetype.
I do wish I had a better placement though... I think of what I could've accomplished with a Mars in Aries...
12th house Mars in cancer here 🙋🏻♀️ this was so spot on. This placement defines me so much, probs cause it’s part of a t-square with my sun. Awesome work, thank you 🙏🏼
Same 😌
Same! It's Deep
I let lot of people do things for me. I use to have to do everything being a single mom but now I am married and my husband loves cooking and he loves taking care of me. And I have to admit I like it now at 59
Yes! Mars in 12 the house here. I can really relate to all of this, with the exception of liking war movies. I did like the movie St. Joan of Arch though. I grew up in a disfunctional home where there was alcohol abuse, so I learned how to suppress myself. I believed that I had to people please as a survival defense.
This resonated so close from home, every single point of it, I am amazed at how much astrology can be precise and spot on, thank you for making these videos! 💗
This is so accurate. I have this with Aries Rising. God my anger can become like a nuclear weapon.
I have both! This is about to hit
Mars in Aries 12 th house here. Awesome video. Wish I had this video growing up.
Cosmic warriors 🪖
Glad I found this , I feel like now I use my anger to drive me fowards and use it for my highest and best good the passion to go after what I want
1:04 Start
Wow,soooo accurate.This resonated totally.( Mars in cancer in the 12 th)
Great overview! I can relate.
this is my placement.
I have hidden anger. I can literally think about something that happened to me over a decade ago and still get upset about it. My sun sign is Virgo, Moon is in Aquarius and Rising is in Aries.
Aries 12th house. Omg Hannah i feel understood. Mars in virgo 6th house too. So hard to stand up for myself and service oriented so hmmmmmmm i'm learning to be more assertive tho, not easy but i'm doing a lil bit better ☺️ thank you Hannah & have a great day there
Very good and detailed. Loved it.
I’ve got mars, jupiter and venus in the 12th
I have Mars & Venus conjunct in the 12th House Virgo so these last two videos have really been enlightening to say the least! Excellent info, thanks Hannah. 💜
So glad to hear thank you for watching ☺️✨
I’m Aries in the 12th, with mars in Taurus.
Anger management, right here
I am trying to figure out if I should use whole signs or placidus/Koch.
I switched to whole signs a couple of years ago. And last night I had a reading and the guy was using Kotch Which placed my Mars in the 11th house. I've been watching actually rewatching Mars. On the 11th and Mars in the 12th house and though. I can somewhat relate tomars in the 11th Mars and the 12th. Especially this video nailed it. Yeah, I'm certain I want to continue to use. Whole signs from now on. Because it just makes more sense for me. Also in whole signs, my son moon And Jupiter are in the first house, whereas with placidus. And Koch, Sun moon and Jupiter in the 12th house.
I've watched videos in both houses and whole. Signs makes a lot more sense to me. So I want to continue to use it more constantly now in my readings
This hit me like a TRUCK
Ong
Aries in the 12th or Pisces in the 1st is kinda the same thing as far as getting water and fire that's so different to be able to find ways to get along and not DROWN or BURN anything. Reminds me of a burning hot candle in a PROTECTIVE glass of water to protect the hands of those who reach for it from getting burned.
Thank you!
Would you believe it if I tell you all my Aries is in the 12th house? I have a sun, Mars and Mercury in Aries, and then a moon in Scorpio.
Everyday mood is FURY; I feel sad for all the restraining I have to do to myself, but I’m scare the day the occasion calls for letting myself loose; I dread that day and feel bad for that person [s].
Brilliant very well explained Thank you
Excellent video! Super helpful. Thank you x
Hey girl! Thanks for doing a video :))
Thank you for watching! ✨
Mars and Pluto in the 12th house in Scorpio with Scorpio ascendant. 11/11 Scorpio on top of that.
Thank you so much Hannah
I have Mars in 12th at 0 degrees tropical intercepted Libra.
i have mars conjunct neptune in 12H and i always escape when it gets tough and i am angry. and everyone thinks that i’m being pointless and delusional when i’m angry.
On my previous life, I was in the military
Very good presentation
My Mars is in the opposite house. So don't mine me, I'll be sitting in the corner just L👀king around. And I can’t take my eyes off 😍
Very accurate!
Aries 12H cusp, you explained me to a T.
Would this be different it my mars is retrograde? I was told it would actually be a positive thing for this placement. 🤔
My past lives really f’d me over on this one.
Gawd damn…I’m the middle of getting my Saturn 8th house phd, why not add mars? 🤪
Mars in cancer 12 horse
you're a Leo rising like me
Mars in Scorpio 12H 🥴
Virgo Mars and Moon 12th house
Aries is my sons chart ruler and has Mars and Uranus in the 12th house
I hate giving energy to anything negative but sometimes I get worried for him
Can I stop or should I try to worn him somehow
This is me
How can I connect or access my aries mars in the 12th house, do you have some tips?
Are you saying we need Mars and Aries in the 12H together or either or?
What about Mars conjunct the moon and virgo in the 12th. House? Thank you.
when I calculated on some sites it showed that mine is in 12th house but on the others in 1st
Is this tropical or sidereal astrology?
I am a western astrologer ✨
@@HannahsElsewhere okk thanks for replying
this placement hurts me so much
Mars 12th house in Aries…I feel like shit all the time
Cosmic warrior is very Mars in 12th btw lol
i have mars 12th house in chart ruler ( Neptune) persona chart
Sooo true, omg!! 😳😱 Thanks a lot Hannah, that was extremely helpful 🥰✨🙏