He has returned!!!! Welcome back Shirbon. Honestly, you don't owe us anything. You're a human too (I think) so you having a busy life is the most normal thing in the world. Also, hell YES for you pursuing something out of your comfortzone. It's so daunting and I envy your capability to go through with it. Kudos!
No way! No way! No way! No way! OMG!!!!!!!! Finally, we get Shirbon in 2024. I had to double-take to ensure I wasn't seeing things. Edit: Ahh, don't worry about trying to create the perfect video. Trust me, this is coming from a fellow overthinker/perfectionist. Why are you acting like your voice alone isn't the perfect trigger. We'd all be elated if you just uploaded a podcast. I know I would. It's just something about you and your voice that's comforting and serene.
It wasn't a waste of time at all. Rambling and talked roleplays for me are the most relaxing forms of asmr. Probably because I associate them with the first unintentional asmr situations I can remember, idk. Thanks for update us, and I hope you make lots of memories and experience in the next months 💖📝✨
I don't usually comment on videos or anything but I wanted to say I'm pretty happy you're back and well! Constructing yourself as a person is a complex thing, and I'm happy you're doing something you feel excited about! :) Don't pressure yourself, you don't owe us anything, we're all just happy to see you back and doing well!
welcome back! you don’t owe uploads or an explanation, but this video shows how much love you put into your channel. im thrilled to hear that you’ve been living well. not sure how much this will ease any worries of perfectionism, but i was drawn to your channel at first because of how casual it was. your more detailed/edited videos are wonderful as well but i find a lot of comfort in the homey, warm atmosphere of your channel. congrats on pursuing new goals and directions! it sounds like you’ve been taking care of yourself and enjoying life, which is the most that anyone can hope for.
Oh my gosh I'm so early! Obviously haven't watched the video yet as it only came out a minute ago but I just wanted to say you have the loveliest voice I've ever heard! Just in time for bed. Thank you so much for what you do, your presence is so comforting, especially on those nights I just can't sleep.
it is 10:21pm i got the train home from leeds today after visiting a friend. as soon as i get home to london i am sick in my strange looking kitchen sink thank you for posting something about these videos just comforts my bones
I'm so happy to see you're alive and well, haha! :)) It was nice listening to you ramble about your life, to get to know you a bit more, and to see things from a different perspective. I'm working on an English teaching course that has been really putting me through it, but hearing you say how much you enjoy doing and learning new things day to day made me feel more hopeful. Thank you, Shribon! ❤
So good to see you back. I've got your channel bookmarked, and have been checking it regularly to see if you had posted. (not stalkery at all!) It's good to see that you've got into an art course too, and are doing something with that interest. Funnily enough, this last month or so I have been picking up my classical guitar and practising again. I'm learning new pieces and getting my technique back. Maybe 2024 is just a good year for doing things of an artistic bent? I sure hope so, for both of us! xxx
This just made my whole week, you've been so missed! I've had bad anxiety for the past few days and this video actually made me feel a bit better. I find your voice so soothing and comforting. So thank you, for coming back and giving me the much needed comfort.❤
You really are so genuine and real! Always a pleasure hearing your rambles. All your friends must be so lucky to know you. It’s so awesome to hear about your travels. I really want to travel and create more this year! Thanks for sharing again ☺️
omg I can't believe you're returned. welcome back Shirbon! Happy to know that everything is OK and please don't feel guilty about having a busy life... you're a human too. Thank you for coming back with such a sweet video.
Hi Shirbon! 👋 I very rarely comment on youtube but this video felt so heartwarming. I just wanted to say I'm glad you're back and I wish all the best on your journey to pursue art! You seem like a very artistic and creative person. I used to draw in the past so I understand the overwhelming pain of comparing yourself to other artists. Don't worry Shirbon, I feel like it does get easier with time ;) Sending you blessings ❤
I’m acquainted to you since only a week or so and I was watching one of your videos last night, then woke up to you being back after a while and seeing your old audience in the comments so happy about it is truly heartwarming :)
I’m gonna try to post this quickly because I need to get some sleep and I have a French exam tomorrow😅 I’m really glad you’re back! Your videos have always been really comforting to me, and I think I just realized a bit of why that is. Your life just seems so beautiful and full of color, and you seem like a genuinely good person. It’s always been an interest of mine to learn about other people - to get a little window into their lives through their stories - and you do this so well! You’re an amazing storyteller and I hope you find exactly what you’re looking for out there, be it through UA-cam or something else entirely. Cheers from North Carolina!
Hey I just wanna say I really enjoy all your videos! I hope you don't feel any stress or pressure to regularly upload, I appreciate that you have chosen to share these videos with us! You feel like a warm hug. I am not gonna lie, I was kinda having a poo-poo day and was feeling horrible but I opened the app and saw you upload and it fr lifted the mood. Thanks for choosing to be an asmrist :D
He's alive!!!! This must be the comeback of the year! Honestly, I already came to terms with the reality that you moved on in your life, and I'm very happy for you either way! Considering the Art Course is so draining (I know how that feels...), make sure you don't overwork yourself, don't force yourself to publish videos (I'm sure the rest of the audience will agree). Nighty Night
Ohhh seeing you back is a delight! I really enjoy your videos. They’ve been fantastic at relaxing me and calming me down. You’re really good at being soothing and calming.
Welcome back!!! I'd love the book idea you mentioned, you have a very relaxing voice it'd be nice to listen to :D either way I was very happy to see you again!
You're back! How happy I feel strange because I literally miss you as if I knew you but I guess it's because of your fun and calm aura. It's good that I have traveled and encouraging you to try new things, successes ❤️
YOU are unique and interesting. You don't need all the gimmicks. You're silly and joyful and terribly relatable. And I mean "silly" in the best way--there's not enough of it in the world. And most of us have wanted to disappear for several months at one point or another. 😂 Glad you came back, glad you decided to take a job to get back into the swing of things, and proud of you for diving into something you love. Keep at it. Everyone has been a beginner. God bless you!
You should post videos of you drawing while you talk over it like this. It might make making these videos more enjoyable for you, while letting people to see your art 🙃
Hahaha! You have no idea how happy I was to see you posted! You might honestly be my favorite asmrist, this really made my night, and I was having a really shitty one today.
Shirbon - I can only speak to those thoughts and emotions that exist within the universe of my own being, when I say that I, for one, missed you and the presence you provided external to yourself through this medium of UA-cam. It was an absolute pleasure to have your video pop up in my feed today for me to enjoy listening to your updates on life, and your hopes, and desires for future content, and your desires for your future in general. I wanted to mention that what you bring to the table in these videos, if you feel that you are rambling incoherantly, or have no pattern or are made of chaos in your communications, it is so much more important than you might feel it is. Again speaking only for myself, though I feel like many of us watching your videos have this in common, I am often very alone, and very lonely. I know the value of my own life, of the universe of my own being. I know that I am worthy of great and wonderful things as they happen in this life, just as I know that everyone else that exists is also worthy of great and wonderful things. But not always do we receive those great and wonderful things. I am afflicted with depression, in a moderate to severe sense. I am not hopeless, by any means. But it does negatively impact my life. It is not sympathy that I seek, but finding solace is a desire that often graces my end-goals of the day, or even hour, that I currently exist in. The sharing that you provide of your life in general, of your willingness to share your life, even if it is not with me specifically but the grander audience at large, is so important because of the solace you provide, of the 10-15 minutes of company that you offer to the downtrodden, the depressed, the lonely, or simply to those people who are tired and weary, and seek only relaxation or comfort. And you provide that presence so well. You may feel like you have let folks down by disappearing for a spell here or there; small or great swaths of time of vanishment. But, as it seems you realize, those folks who comment that they miss you, including this lonely soul, miss you because of lack of the wonderfulness of your being that you have provided. It is appreciation, admiration, and perhaps even a form of love, even if it is more akin to agape. I realize, and I imagine everyone here realizes, that you have a life to lead that belongs only to you. And I fully support your leading your own, private life where you are personally evolving and becoming more with your experiences; even if you are traveling the world, or melting into a puddle in your home while you process life in your own time and in your own ways. I feel as if I have talked too long here now. I can only post this comment on public forum because I am unsure how to reach you personally, and I would only try to do so only if it were appropriate. Through all of my own rambling, what I mean to say, is that I appreciate you a great deal. And you have made this whole world a better place simply by your having existence within it.
Nice to see you again. I have been reading 'the no-no boy' and it's been great! I recommend 'Essays about blindness' by Saramago. I think it's normal to compare oneself to others when it comes to creating/drawing, but you should be your own goal if that makes sense. I would love another book recommendation from you! I can always provide one in return. Thanks for taking the time to make videos, I find them charming AF haha
I have this odd tendency to “quit while I’m ahead” or while I’m succeeding at something in order to avoid failure/disappointment. I get how terrifying and hard it can be to start something when you’re afraid it won’t go as well as before… I’m not saying that’s what you’re going through. Nonetheless, your feelings are valid and it’s good to see your lovely face again!
Perhaps if it interests u, you could make another video like the one where u talk us down from a panic attack? I’ve used it so many times now I only save it for the worst of the worst in fear one day I’ll just know it to well and it won’t work, I just never had a video work like that for me love it and u sm if nothing else just glad to have u back!
holy shit, hey! I missed seeing your videos. I hope you've been doing well💙💙 no pressure at all to make new videos, we get it. super glad to hear from you though :))
"I'm not gonna vanish" and then vanishing is the realist thing ever fr
Bro came back from his break looking all majestic
He has returned!!!! Welcome back Shirbon. Honestly, you don't owe us anything. You're a human too (I think) so you having a busy life is the most normal thing in the world.
Also, hell YES for you pursuing something out of your comfortzone. It's so daunting and I envy your capability to go through with it. Kudos!
glad that you’re back, you’ve been missed!
No way! No way! No way! No way! OMG!!!!!!!! Finally, we get Shirbon in 2024. I had to double-take to ensure I wasn't seeing things.
Edit: Ahh, don't worry about trying to create the perfect video. Trust me, this is coming from a fellow overthinker/perfectionist. Why are you acting like your voice alone isn't the perfect trigger. We'd all be elated if you just uploaded a podcast. I know I would. It's just something about you and your voice that's comforting and serene.
It is humbling to be reminded such a good soul shares the stage-wonderful to see and hear you again. Be happy and well.
Don’t feel pressured to post! We’ll be here for you whenever you need. I’m so glad to hear your voice again, and I wish you well!🤍
It wasn't a waste of time at all. Rambling and talked roleplays for me are the most relaxing forms of asmr. Probably because I associate them with the first unintentional asmr situations I can remember, idk.
Thanks for update us, and I hope you make lots of memories and experience in the next months 💖📝✨
I don't usually comment on videos or anything but I wanted to say I'm pretty happy you're back and well! Constructing yourself as a person is a complex thing, and I'm happy you're doing something you feel excited about! :) Don't pressure yourself, you don't owe us anything, we're all just happy to see you back and doing well!
Thank you for coming back. I also enjoyed Hilda - it has the right mixture of fun and whimsy. May your adventures continue this year, good sir.
I like Hilda too! Such brilliant music and animation!
it’s so good to see you!!! so excited to watch this while i do my school project
welcome back! you don’t owe uploads or an explanation, but this video shows how much love you put into your channel. im thrilled to hear that you’ve been living well.
not sure how much this will ease any worries of perfectionism, but i was drawn to your channel at first because of how casual it was. your more detailed/edited videos are wonderful as well but i find a lot of comfort in the homey, warm atmosphere of your channel.
congrats on pursuing new goals and directions! it sounds like you’ve been taking care of yourself and enjoying life, which is the most that anyone can hope for.
The asmrtist with the best golden retriever personality is back! welcome back Shirbon! 😊
ASMR’s Nick Nelson.
Oh my gosh I'm so early! Obviously haven't watched the video yet as it only came out a minute ago but I just wanted to say you have the loveliest voice I've ever heard! Just in time for bed. Thank you so much for what you do, your presence is so comforting, especially on those nights I just can't sleep.
So glad you’re back and doing well
it is 10:21pm
i got the train home from leeds today after visiting a friend.
as soon as i get home to london i am sick in my strange looking kitchen sink
thank you for posting
something about these videos just comforts my bones
I'm so happy to see you're alive and well, haha! :)) It was nice listening to you ramble about your life, to get to know you a bit more, and to see things from a different perspective. I'm working on an English teaching course that has been really putting me through it, but hearing you say how much you enjoy doing and learning new things day to day made me feel more hopeful. Thank you, Shribon! ❤
we're all so happy you're back!! take your time and dont feel pressured to post on here
So good to see you back. I've got your channel bookmarked, and have been checking it regularly to see if you had posted. (not stalkery at all!)
It's good to see that you've got into an art course too, and are doing something with that interest. Funnily enough, this last month or so I have been picking up my classical guitar and practising again. I'm learning new pieces and getting my technique back. Maybe 2024 is just a good year for doing things of an artistic bent? I sure hope so, for both of us! xxx
I constantly check (and stalk) my favourite channels for new videos you're fine lol
Never realized how much I missed you and your content until this video popped out as a suggested one
This just made my whole week, you've been so missed! I've had bad anxiety for the past few days and this video actually made me feel a bit better. I find your voice so soothing and comforting. So thank you, for coming back and giving me the much needed comfort.❤
Came back looking majestic 😮 damn! You've been missed ❤❤ this video is soooo calming😊 happy for you following your dream with art
oh my god silly poem man is back!!! glad to see you today!!
You really are so genuine and real! Always a pleasure hearing your rambles. All your friends must be so lucky to know you. It’s so awesome to hear about your travels. I really want to travel and create more this year! Thanks for sharing again ☺️
SHIRBON! i deadass couldn't fall asleep and your notification brought me sm joy
YAY YOU’RE BACK AGAIN RAHHH
omg I can't believe you're returned. welcome back Shirbon! Happy to know that everything is OK and please don't feel guilty about having a busy life... you're a human too. Thank you for coming back with such a sweet video.
Hiiiiii !! So happy to see you again 🤗
Hi Shirbon! 👋
I very rarely comment on youtube but this video felt so heartwarming. I just wanted to say I'm glad you're back and I wish all the best on your journey to pursue art! You seem like a very artistic and creative person. I used to draw in the past so I understand the overwhelming pain of comparing yourself to other artists. Don't worry Shirbon, I feel like it does get easier with time ;)
Sending you blessings ❤
I’m acquainted to you since only a week or so and I was watching one of your videos last night, then woke up to you being back after a while and seeing your old audience in the comments so happy about it is truly heartwarming :)
I’m gonna try to post this quickly because I need to get some sleep and I have a French exam tomorrow😅
I’m really glad you’re back! Your videos have always been really comforting to me, and I think I just realized a bit of why that is. Your life just seems so beautiful and full of color, and you seem like a genuinely good person. It’s always been an interest of mine to learn about other people - to get a little window into their lives through their stories - and you do this so well! You’re an amazing storyteller and I hope you find exactly what you’re looking for out there, be it through UA-cam or something else entirely. Cheers from North Carolina!
Hey I just wanna say I really enjoy all your videos! I hope you don't feel any stress or pressure to regularly upload, I appreciate that you have chosen to share these videos with us! You feel like a warm hug. I am not gonna lie, I was kinda having a poo-poo day and was feeling horrible but I opened the app and saw you upload and it fr lifted the mood. Thanks for choosing to be an asmrist :D
This video is just in time for a night of frustrating insomnia for me. Loving the timing, honestly. Thanks for making videos when you can 💜
He's alive!!!!
This must be the comeback of the year!
Honestly, I already came to terms with the reality that you moved on in your life, and I'm very happy for you either way!
Considering the Art Course is so draining (I know how that feels...), make sure you don't overwork yourself, don't force yourself to publish videos (I'm sure the rest of the audience will agree).
Nighty Night
Ohhh seeing you back is a delight! I really enjoy your videos. They’ve been fantastic at relaxing me and calming me down. You’re really good at being soothing and calming.
Welcome back!!! I'd love the book idea you mentioned, you have a very relaxing voice it'd be nice to listen to :D either way I was very happy to see you again!
You're back! How happy I feel strange because I literally miss you as if I knew you but I guess it's because of your fun and calm aura. It's good that I have traveled and encouraging you to try new things, successes ❤️
I'm so glad to see you again, normally I don't even notice if somebody doesn't upload, but I really missed your videos :D!!
YOU are unique and interesting. You don't need all the gimmicks. You're silly and joyful and terribly relatable. And I mean "silly" in the best way--there's not enough of it in the world. And most of us have wanted to disappear for several months at one point or another. 😂 Glad you came back, glad you decided to take a job to get back into the swing of things, and proud of you for diving into something you love. Keep at it. Everyone has been a beginner. God bless you!
This provided some desperately needed calm and ease, and I thank you for that.
so hyped to see you back and so hyped to see you making content on your own terms
You have such an amazing mind and way of perceiving the world :)) I’m so glad you’re back!!
Aw I've really missed your videos and I'm really glad that you've come back :)
Glad to see your back. Always love your content, seem like a lovely guy too 🙂
Ohhh I love Hilda! I'll have to add Bergen to my list of places to try visit one day!
Beeeest notification on youtube, you're baaaack.
Greetings from Brazil.
THEY'RE BAAAAACK now it really is a happy new year. hope you're doing well friend, glad you're back ❤️❤️
I was thinking about you last night and rewatched some old videos !!! glad u are back ♡
HES ALIVEEEEE!!!! 🥳🥳🥳enjoyed the update! I love LotR
So happy to see you back! I missed you so much
A video where you talk about whatever is on mind feels so nostalgic. I'm really glad to see you not holding back on anything bc of yt.
GOSHHH HE POSTEDDDD EVWRYONEEEEE WAKEE UPPPP!!!
Yeeesssssss Shirbonnnn!!! You're back!!!
I'm absolutely happy to see you're doing good! ❤❤
Ohh, I missed your calming voice so much. Glad to watch a new video ♡
I’ve missed you buddy! So glad you’re back!❤❤
I was just thinking about you!!! This is crazy, I’m so happy to see this :D
Glad to see you back, love your videos
You should post videos of you drawing while you talk over it like this. It might make making these videos more enjoyable for you, while letting people to see your art 🙃
ua-cam.com/video/TzEJy9isqwU/v-deo.html
So happy you're backkk!! Oh and don't push yourself to much when it comes to making videos you seem like a busy bee 😊
I love how this feels, I'm seeing a real person talking here, I needed something to calm me down and this video just did, I feel peace
I’m so happy you are back!!! You are such a cool guy, I missed seeing new videos posted ❤
YAY!!! HAPPY TO SEE YOU ALIVE !!
I'm just glad your happy and exploring the things that present themselves to you, or you are passionate about :)
Oh my goodness!! I've missed your videos so much, I hope you're doing okay 💕
honestly don't ever let strangers dictate your patterns, you don't owe it to anyone, don't feel guilty about it
THE RETURN OF THE KING
My friend! You've returned. I'm so happy. By friend, I mean total stranger that I've never met but whom I've fallen asleep listening to
welcome back! dont feel pressured to post videos, we'll be here when you do it eventually :)
You’re Back! Im so Happy. All the best Wishes for you! 👍👍👍👍👋👋👋
I’m here early! Happy to see you here ✨☁️
Hahaha! You have no idea how happy I was to see you posted! You might honestly be my favorite asmrist, this really made my night, and I was having a really shitty one today.
Crazy it’s been a year!! Watched ur first vid instantly after it came out and constantly go back to ur vids
omg ur back!!! i missed ur videos
OMG you’re back YESSSSS😍😍😍😍😍😍
Good for you. I wish I could join. I always wanted to get into D&D, but I didn't know how or have anyone to play with.
HORRAY HES BACK (welcome back!)
Blonde Harry styles? YOUR BACK. I watched your first videos a year ago
OMG It's been awhile :0 Welcome back :3 x
Glad to see you back bro
Shirbon - I can only speak to those thoughts and emotions that exist within the universe of my own being, when I say that I, for one, missed you and the presence you provided external to yourself through this medium of UA-cam. It was an absolute pleasure to have your video pop up in my feed today for me to enjoy listening to your updates on life, and your hopes, and desires for future content, and your desires for your future in general.
I wanted to mention that what you bring to the table in these videos, if you feel that you are rambling incoherantly, or have no pattern or are made of chaos in your communications, it is so much more important than you might feel it is. Again speaking only for myself, though I feel like many of us watching your videos have this in common, I am often very alone, and very lonely. I know the value of my own life, of the universe of my own being. I know that I am worthy of great and wonderful things as they happen in this life, just as I know that everyone else that exists is also worthy of great and wonderful things. But not always do we receive those great and wonderful things. I am afflicted with depression, in a moderate to severe sense. I am not hopeless, by any means. But it does negatively impact my life. It is not sympathy that I seek, but finding solace is a desire that often graces my end-goals of the day, or even hour, that I currently exist in. The sharing that you provide of your life in general, of your willingness to share your life, even if it is not with me specifically but the grander audience at large, is so important because of the solace you provide, of the 10-15 minutes of company that you offer to the downtrodden, the depressed, the lonely, or simply to those people who are tired and weary, and seek only relaxation or comfort. And you provide that presence so well.
You may feel like you have let folks down by disappearing for a spell here or there; small or great swaths of time of vanishment. But, as it seems you realize, those folks who comment that they miss you, including this lonely soul, miss you because of lack of the wonderfulness of your being that you have provided. It is appreciation, admiration, and perhaps even a form of love, even if it is more akin to agape. I realize, and I imagine everyone here realizes, that you have a life to lead that belongs only to you. And I fully support your leading your own, private life where you are personally evolving and becoming more with your experiences; even if you are traveling the world, or melting into a puddle in your home while you process life in your own time and in your own ways.
I feel as if I have talked too long here now. I can only post this comment on public forum because I am unsure how to reach you personally, and I would only try to do so only if it were appropriate. Through all of my own rambling, what I mean to say, is that I appreciate you a great deal. And you have made this whole world a better place simply by your having existence within it.
hi shirbon! so good to see you!
SHIRBON HIHIHI SHIRBON I MISSED U!!! WELCOME BACK! i hope youre well, and if not, i hope you will be!
Ommggg welcome back shirbon❣️
Love your soft spoken!
Yayy, finallay🎉🎉
Missed you so much🥺❤️✨️
Nice to see you again. I have been reading 'the no-no boy' and it's been great! I recommend 'Essays about blindness' by Saramago. I think it's normal to compare oneself to others when it comes to creating/drawing, but you should be your own goal if that makes sense. I would love another book recommendation from you! I can always provide one in return. Thanks for taking the time to make videos, I find them charming AF haha
HE’S BACK!!! 🎉
Shirbonn !!! You are backkk !!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I have this odd tendency to “quit while I’m ahead” or while I’m succeeding at something in order to avoid failure/disappointment. I get how terrifying and hard it can be to start something when you’re afraid it won’t go as well as before… I’m not saying that’s what you’re going through. Nonetheless, your feelings are valid and it’s good to see your lovely face again!
Perhaps if it interests u, you could make another video like the one where u talk us down from a panic attack? I’ve used it so many times now I only save it for the worst of the worst in fear one day I’ll just know it to well and it won’t work, I just never had a video work like that for me love it and u sm if nothing else just glad to have u back!
You're back! 😇
YES HES BACK ‼️‼️‼️🙏🙏
Hello! It’s nice to see you again! You don’t owe any apologies. You owe us nothing.
I hope you’re doing well ❤
when i saw that shirbon posted i gasped, haha! so happy he came back🫶🏻
holy shit, hey! I missed seeing your videos. I hope you've been doing well💙💙 no pressure at all to make new videos, we get it. super glad to hear from you though :))
a new video is allways a pleasure
HES BACK!!! YAYY I MISSED U KING!!!
Good to see you again 🙂.
You’re looking amazing btw 😻
3:56 Same!
Same!