Hey, if you've watched my abortion story. I want to encourage you that if you've had an abortion just ask God for mercy and God will forgive you just like He did with me. He wants you to forgive yourself and those that hurt you. If you are currently pregnant, please don't make the same mistake I did. A child is precious to God and when you fully give your life to Christ, God will look after you as your father and the beautiful child that He has brought into this world. And pray to God, 'As I choose to be obedient in keeping this child, look after me and this child. In Jesus' name', you can still pursue the things you desire and a child is truly a blessing. The devil wants you to think that once we have children young, our lives have ended. Majority of our parents had us at a young age and I just thank God that God has kept me. God bless you
As a 23 yr old Christan woman, I want to thank you for this video. I will be having an abortion 4 days from now and I am torn between going through with it. I already have 2 toddlers. I know in my heart that I cannot have 3 under 3 yrs old. Ik to be the best mother for my 2 kids, I have to have this abortion. Alsp, we had a big medical scare woth my son where he was in the hospital (2 hrs away from home) and it was a very tramatic time for me that i can NEVER go through again. For my mental health and for the sake of my kids. I have been praying for God's forgiveness leading up to my appointment. I feel that this video has been put in my path by God to let me know that he's heard my prayers.
I don’t think you understood what she meant , I don’t think we can pray for sins we are yet to commit in advance and do something wrong hoping God will forgive us not to judge you just saying Did you go ahead with it?
@@ruunheta For one Many many reasons I left Christianity yrs yrs yrs ago TOO MUCH judgmental bullshit hypocrisy and backlash on each other THINK ABOUT IT!!! You cant speak for someone going through something you on understand!! Jesus wasnt a fan of the people who wrote and added cultural laws in the bible that didnt hold water!!! I can NOT imagine what a women is going through when she chooses an abortion!!! having support and understanding around shows how human beings should be there for each other!!!
There is hope dear mother especially when you turn to God seeking forgiveness as you are doing; good for you ❤ you are doing a good job! you are no less of anything & very precious. may God grant you true healing. but also keep in mind the soul of your child; they are innocent & love you tenderly but also need true rest & peace The prayer from a mother is very powerful. When a soul is killed prematurely; God's plan & purpose for that child is also killed; that's why it's a serious sin because we take the place of God; choosing life or death over someone Alot of work goes on in the spiritual world God may have to create another soul to carry on the task of the child who's soul was unable to fulfill it. Everything has purpose. A human soul is not to be messed with. God is mighty. Yes may God bless all woman seeking forgiveness. There is hope.
Peace of Christ when abortion happens there is sorrow that happens to the child's soul; in the after life they are in agony like any earthly trauma but worse & multiplied if you knew your mother didn't want you or decided to kill you the senses of souls are higher, they feel & know more. healing must occur to balance both parties. As a mother can suffer the aftermath; similarly does the child suffer. They are very connected. the child never had a chance to life & God's plan for them wasn't able to be in fruition; Every child matters & deserves a chance to life; like any living person... To kill a living person is a horrendous crime on earth; it is murder If someone killed a child; they must be held accountable; it is simply not right. Same thing with God's court. Justice must happen. it's important to pray for both mother & child because healing & restoration has to happen There is always a wound in a mother Same thing, there is a wound to the child But they have to carry that wound in the after life. Life goes on after death; similarly to how life goes on for the living mother. Both mother & child are alive in different states; one physical, one spiritual. When act of abortion happens; life doesn't just get up & go; whether hidden or not; there is usually some sort of emotion attached to it. Like an earthly child experiencing trauma, abandoned by their mother; they need healing. Everyone needs love but sometimes we don't always get it, a brokenness throughout life can occur. An earthly being seeks healing in their physical form, & the aborted baby, in their spiritual state. Overall both parties are experiencing something. We have therapists, doctors, gifted people of God, etc. for a reason. Everyone needs some sort of healing to fix a part of them. We don't just get up & go We are all going through something; whether we hide it or not. We are human beings with souls not robots. & the child experiences their after life in sorrow & pain; similarly to how the mother is seeking forgiveness & healing The child is innocent They are with God But part of their after life is dealt carrying a wound that needs some sort of peace or reconciliation with the mother. Similarly to how a mother can reconcile & still be with God but require a process of healing. Until Jesus returns, all will be restored but for now we must do our part, there is still hope to experience a full life; we don't have to wait until the end. there is a consequence to sin; whether we see it or not That's why God wants us to repent. He knows what he is talking about when he says no or yes it's important to pray for all aborted babies & their mothers. The prayer from a mother is higher & more meaningful to the child; especially when forgiveness happens. One day they may meet face to face & having to explain some decisions might not be easy but we can do our part now to avoid trouble later. The aborted baby's soul needs their mother. A prayer from the mother can be very comforting & reassuring as they progess in the after life. It can make things easier for them as they have a chance to be remembered by their mother, as if a chance to have reciprocated love & feel wanted by them. It can mend & do wonders. Pray for aborted babies & their mothers. Let us pray for an end to abortion. Abortion is murder; it is a serious sin; but with repentance to God prayer can & does heal God bless
I did an abortion yesterday and ever since i cried so much. I sing to the Lord and my baby that i did that to💔 but i pray God forgives me and hope to have a healthy chunky baby in the future. Until then i continue to take care of myself and live for him and be happy. In you're name i pray Lord. Amen ❤❤
I’m currently 10 weeks and 5 days pregnant ..when I first found out I was pre I told bd and he asked wat I wanted to do I said keep it ..I asked wat he wanted to do and he told me he wanted an abortion fast forward I told him I was keeping it …he has been very supportive …I have been so depressed lately cause now it’s like really getting to me I keep thinking about how can I take care of a child when I can barely do for myself .You are really strong and I’m so glad I ran across this video .Thank you so much for sharing your story
Laila, I had an abortion in 2018.. I prayed to God but abortion was still my outcome. I didn’t have support from the man involved and my own family drove me there. It was my first pregnancy and I honestly never even knew about abortion until I was in my pregnancy. I was the most empty and depressed I’ve ever been after the abortion. I can’t believe I took abortion so lightly out of denial and fear… I appreciate your story
No problem, God bless you. There's so much freedom when you forgive yourself and know that God has forgiven you. You have so much peace and it's only God that gave me the courage to share this. He wants us to know that when He repent, He will forgive and we have peace through Jesus
I URGE all believers to be using this critical time to LIFT UP PRAYERS to our heavenly Father about abortion. Right now so many things are being decided in the supreme court in regards to PROLIFE values and the sanctity of life. Roe has the potential to be overturned saving countless lives (not only of the babies but the women and families brutalized by the pain and reality of abortion) or at the very least placing more limitations of how far along in pregnancy abortions can occur. Please please please pray for God to soften hearts, open eyes and change minds. From lawmakers to abortion providers, to parents. Pray for the women who made this grievous choice (I'm one of them!) and would give anything to take it back to come forward in NUMBERS TOO LARGE TO IGNORE to speak OUT about the truth of what that choice cost them and their families... That somehow a platform online would rise up that can account for these testimonies and overshadow all the Planned Parenthood propaganda which dominates the searches currently for women seeking answers and truth. Please pray. Prayer is POWERFUL. Women lift up your voices. Tell the truth. The truth will set us free as individuals and a nation to heal from the awful scars of abortion through Jesus.
The bravery that you have shown posting this is admirable! It has been a journey and it’s been amazing to see what God has done for you. I pray this testimony helps so many women and men to know the power of forgiveness and healing through Christ Jesus. God loves you and God loves them! ♥️ The God of peace that surpasses all understanding, will guard your heart and mind through Christ Jesus . Philippians 4:7
Rewatching because I am SO PROUD. You are the definition of beautiful, inside and out. Your heart is so pure and full of love and passion. God has an amazing life planned for you, the greatness is only starting to blossom now, there’s SO MUCH more coming! And I’m so happy that I’ll be close to you to witness it ALL. Glory be God ❤️
Thank you for sharing , I'm also dealing with the same thing. I've been dealing with guilt and shame, everyday is hard, but I've learnt that that's how the Devil want's to keep me, paralysed by fear , and shame and guilt. But i can't live my life like that, because that's not what God wants for me. Luckily God has given us all a chance to be saved and forgiven and more recently I've been growing my relationship with God and I've been able to live my life in my purpose. God has given me a chance to give life through my work and through my family. I don't live for shame and doubt anymore i live for Christ.
Thanks for sharing your story! I truly regret pointing my finger at women and young girls that have done this in the past. This experience is truly humbling to me. I don’t want to point my finger and judge anyone anymore! 💔
@@mazinwonderland3077just like our sister said. It’s a learning curve. God’s mercy endures forever as long as we change and learn from all our mistakes. Thanks for being so open about that too. We can all learn something ❤
It's incredibly brave of you to accept the fact that you regret it. I'm pro-life, but I would never think any less of a woman that has had an abortion. I recognise that a lot of women don't want to accept that they might regret it and that sparks a lot of anger and fear at the world.
I love that you shared your testimony, there needs to be more transparency among us believers to remove any forms of condemnation ❤ I have been subscribed for years since you did that high puff tutorial 😀 and seeing you now through this journey gives me so much joy ❤. May God bless you 💖
Thank you for sharing Laila. God bless you. This video really came at just the right time for me, I've been struggling with something from my past that I've been really ashamed of and I've struggled with forgiving myself for, I really needed this message 🙌🏿 xx
Hey dear sister in Christ, I hope you're doing well. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Nobody is perfect but yet God wants us to go towards Him to receive His mercy Hebrews 4:16. For anyone that is dealing with shame of past sins do not forget this> “Do not fear, for you will not be ashamed; Neither be disgraced, for you will not be put to shame; For you will forget the shame of your youth, And will not remember the reproach of your widowhood anymore. For your Maker is your husband, The Lord of hosts is His name; And your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel; He is called the God of the whole earth. Isaiah 54:4-5 NKJV God bless you Laila✨
The same thing happened between me and my ex gf when we were in our early 20’s. I was scared and my mum had always been telling me not to get anyone pregnant etc, how all girls want are babies and to be careful. I’d been with my ex for a year when she told me she was 1 week pregnant. I freaked out and basically said I didn’t think I could do it and I didn’t want to be a dad. She wanted to keep it but I tried to say it would be a bad idea and we should date for longer before making the commitment of a child. She agreed although was pretty devastated at the whole situation. Long story short, we had the abortion. The relationship was kinda rocky after that (there were other issues, personal to her etc). I’m in my early 30’s now and I feel sick about it all. We’re no longer together but I don’t even care. If I had the chance again with the maturity I had now I’d have given her so much more support. I don’t even care if we’d have broken up at some point. That was my child, our child and they deserved a chance at life. Think is I did really love my ex, more than I’ve loved any partner - and I still think about and miss her. I regret the abortion. We were given a precious gift and didn’t cherish it enough at the time. Now I live full of regret and no matter how my life goes from here it will always be something that pains me…
God bless you Bernie. Thank you for sharing your story. Jesus has completely healed me and now that I'm born again, I don't feel that pain anymore. God wants you to have that peace of mind too and that's why I was brave to share this video because God gave me the boldness to share it to someone like you. He is telling you that He loves you and he'll forgive you, if you surrender to him and forgive yourself. The peace of God will be with you always. God bless you. If you haven't given your life to Christ, the Lord wants you to open your heart to him so that his love will come into your life and you'll never feel guilty again. Jesus loves you. If it wasn't for Jesus, I wouldn't have posted this at all. I would've been so ashamed but I'm so overwhelmed by his love, he makes me love others as he loves his people
@@LailaNassali Thank you for this, it means a lot. I guess it is an incredibly brave thing you’ve done here and in a way it so so selfless to put yourself out there for the chance others may connect. And if you hadn’t have been that brave I wouldn’t have seen it and commented. These things happen for a reason, maybe I should believe more and put more faith in god. Thank you for your courage!
I have asked for Gods’ forgiveness every day since I had 2 abortions in my younger days!! I feel shameful and guilty and have not stopped since to ask for Gods’ forgiveness!! I cry and repent for my sins!! Women who have had abortions to ask for Gods’ forgiveness in the blood of Jesus Christ our Savior!! It’s been a long time ago but the guilt and shame I still feel !! God bless you for your story and May God bring his forgiveness and merciful Love upon you 🙏❤️🙏❤️
I am going through the same thing. I feel so much guilt and sadness right now. I have a 12 year old daughter so I know what’s it like being a mom. But anytime you are experiencing an abortion. It hurts and it is truly devastating for the woman to go through. I don’t know what to do. I feel like God will hate me forever.
Super proud of you for sharing this message! 💜 If anybody else wants to come here and judge her of being a ‘murderer’, take a second out of your pro-life self righteousness to think about THIS young lady’s life, which is already fully established and consider how hard this decision was for her and the effect an unwanted pregnancy would’ve had on the trajectory of her current life. We have to prioritise (potential) mothers, she made her choice and it is between her and God! Laila - When you’ll next be with child you’ll be ready and truly loved and provided for by your partner and above all, by God! IJN ❤️
Amen, sister in the faith!! To be clear, the sin was not just having unprotected sex, but having sex outside of the marriage bed. All sex outside the marriage bed is defiled and fornication as is written in Hebrews 13:4 "Marriage is honorable in all and the bed undefiled; but whoremongers and adulterers God will judge." Thank God for His forgiveness, just want to make sure that people understand the sin isn't unprotected sex, the sin was sex outside the marriage bed. Now that we are in Christ, we must go and sin no more. All believers must flee fornication because this is the will of God our sanctification. 1 Thessalonians 4:3
@@nomsantsoane3984 yes very much soo.. that's why Christians must flee from All sexual immorality. Marriage is honourable. Patience and praying for the one God sends you is the key, which means you have self control and confidence within yourself to say No.
Ladies, another thing I wanted to add onto her video is that we as men also do experience the same guilt and regret when our woman goes to get an abortion. I know not all men feel that way and it is those kinds of men who are so far from Christ that they need to experience the love of Christ before they even think about ‘getting in’ and sharing that love with a woman. I’m so sorry for the pain that your partner, family, friends etc. have caused you in relation to making the decision on whether to get an abortion or not. Please know that what happened has happened and now that you have acknowledged it’s evil, please educate and encourage others and be that light for others so that others won’t make the same mistake. There is forgiveness in Christ and there is no sin that has overtaken us that Christ couldn’t pay. Even though we are forgiven, let us also note that we shouldn’t downplay the fact that abortion is evil and it is a sin, regardless if you want to look at it from a Christian or scientific standpoint. These are very grievous sins and shouldn’t be taken lightly. I’m not trying to instill fear in women who’ve had one, but rather showcase this as something that has plagued our society for far too long. I’ve met many ‘Christians’ who have manipulated and taken advantage of Christ’s forgiveness as a way to justify their abortion, and that’s another reason why I wanted to write this comment to let everyone know that if we think that way, then you are most definitely NOT forgiven. Abortion is murder that’s clear and very straightforward. There’s NEVER a reason that an abortion should ever be performed. Never.
Christians can also be very judgemental. What about the men who take advantage or force the woman to have an abortion? It's not very Christian like to rape. Women shouldn't get harrassed while being put in a vulnerable position. What about the partner? They're supposed to protect not disrespect a woman’s body then demand for her to get rid of it or else. We need more education on women's health. A lot of women are not safe.
Men shouldn't have a judgemental opinion on abortions. They don't know what it's like to have a human growing inside and having to make the best decision for the baby.
Bless you Laila, you have been through a very hard and testing time. I will pray that you find peace of mind, and remember that God does not judge you, you know that he loves you. x
God is soo amazing! Thank you for sharing your story. It's a testament to how Loving, Forgiving, Gracious and Kind our Father in Heaven is. Your such a Beautiful Blessing to us that watch you😊 May God continue to use you in a mighty way in Jesus name🙏🏾💕
Laila - this is a Great Testimony on a tough subject. This is the 2nd time I have watched this and took a lot more away. I as a man was involved with 2 Abortions as a young man. I was very promiscuous and sinful after. I even knew of God, but didn't know God (I think that is a Pride thing). I am starting to pray a lot more now and praying for others. May God continue to Bless You!
If he saved me, he can save you too! If he made me new, you’ll be made new, too ! Your baby & mine is in heaven! I pray for all! Bless all! 🙏🏼💕 Let’s end abortion! Let’s go!! :)
Yes! And who says God can't give you back the exact same child back when you're ready? Jesus restores things back how they are supposed to be. And Jesus is so powerful that he can give you back the child exactly how it was and the purpose the child was meant to serve. Nothing we do can ever derail God's divine plan for our life 🙏
Powerful message Laila, may the Almighty God continue to use you to touch his people. The mercies of God swallow all our mistakes. Jesus came to set the captives free. Your maturity in Christ is amazing 👏
Laila, you are God's masterpiece, and His brilliant, beautiful, magnificent, marvellous, and priceless gift to this world. Thank you for being YOU! The world is more beautiful because your in it! Above all thank for loving the Lord.
Wow, unbelievable how your former ex handled the situation. For him to blackmail you into a corner with such terrible remarks is unfathomable. Fathers needs to be there for there significant other and their baby in times like these, not act in the complete ignorant manner that he did. You are so brave for sharing your story and spreading awareness for the truths of abortion and the abortion industry. You will see your baby one day with our Lord. Many blessings to you!
😭😭😭I still feel guilty But I have to forgive myself first before God can forgive me, And I already gives myself. Father in heaven please forgive me from my abortion I did in the past 2016 I asked for mercy.
Please don't stop seeking God. I also did an abortion a decade ago. God forgave me when I started seeking His face. He took the shame away. I no longer have shame. It's like I've never done it before. God is faithful. I even forget at times.
God is so good and he is so merciful. He is turning your story into something beautiful and you are helping so many women in their healing journey. God bless you ❤️❤️
Thanks for your story, it is an eye-opener. I am almost 38 and have never been pregnant, but in your situation, I would have defo done the same thing. I mean you had 1 termination as a young girl, please do not beat yourself up about this. God bless you.
It doesn't really matter whether it's one termination or not. It can be a week of pregnancy. Murder is murder. When one does an abortion the spirit of murder enters them. I know it from me I had one. God took away the shame and guilt. I no longer feel condemned. Even when people talk about how sinful it is I no longer feel sad or angry as its not part of me anymore. Infact I'm totally against it.
I just wanted to say thank you very very much for sharing this and may God continue to bless you...God uses every situation and I'm glad He used yours to draw you closer and deeper to Himself. And in doing so, He's using you to reach others...Jesus Christ loves you and so do i ❤
Thank you for sharing❤️ I went through such a similar experience in August with my ex and had an abortion in September that I have been struggling with forgiveness for. God has forgiven me but I still couldn’t forgive myself. Your words are so wise and helpful. I know now what I need to do. Thank you this video has been life changing for me!
Hi. I just had two abortions this year and it was a really unplanned pregnancies. I feel very guilty, disgusted about myself and I sometimes hate myself for doing it. The fact that I am sexually active which sort of makes me feel as if it's a curse. I have never felt so depressed, unwanted , abandoned and suicidal in these two instances. I had dated two different people at different times. Both rejected and denied me and the pregnancy thinking I am accusing them of benefiting from them. I got betrayed by a friend who I confined in about it but went ahead to tell my relatives who I am not in good terms with. Am struggling to heal till today. I sometimes cry and blame myself. I have become distance from God feeling like I don't deserve to talk to Him. It's terrible I need help.
May the Almighty forgive me for all my sins I have done two abortions first at 19 and second at 20years but am so guilty and regretful of what l have done coz my mum had me at a young age Am so afraid coz people say when you abort God denies you children in future But l keep asking and seeking for His mercy grace and forgiveness We really make a lot of mistakes during our teenage years may God forgive everyone like me mercifully Amen
Thank you for sharing your story, soo brave and strong you’ve helped others seek for strength and given confidence that life will continue and to keep faith bless you ❤️
Thank you for sharing, I found it very brave. To you and all of the women in this comment section who have been through the same thing - it's not your fault and as you know, God forgives you. Our modern society has led young women to believe that abortion is okay, through minimisation and subversive language. If you're taught from childhood that abortion is just a simple healthcare issue that doesn't involve a child - why wouldn't you believe that? The important thing is that you know now that it is wrong and are equipped to spread that word to other vulnerable and misled women (and men!. God bless.
I URGE all believers to be using this critical time to LIFT UP PRAYERS to our heavenly Father about abortion. Right now so many things are being decided in the supreme court in regards to PROLIFE values and the sanctity of life. Roe has the potential to be overturned saving countless lives (not only of the babies but the women and families brutalized by the pain and reality of abortion) or at the very least placing more limitations of how far along in pregnancy abortions can occur. Please please please pray for God to soften hearts, open eyes and change minds. From lawmakers to abortion providers, to parents. Pray for the women who made this grievous choice (I'm one of them!) and would give anything to take it back to come forward in NUMBERS TOO LARGE TO IGNORE to speak OUT about the truth of what that choice cost them and their families... That somehow a platform online would rise up that can account for these testimonies and overshadow all the Planned Parenthood propaganda which dominates the searches currently for women seeking answers and truth. Please pray. Prayer is POWERFUL. Women lift up your voices. Tell the truth. The truth will set us free as individuals and a nation to heal from the awful scars of abortion through Jesus.
Thank You For This Beautiful Message I Needed To Hear. I Will Be Going For My Abortion Appointment This Friday. An This Was A Very Unexpected Pregnancy An We Both Decided Termination Is Best Due To Not Being Ready And Just A lot On Our Shoulders I Pray This Experience Only Makes Me Stronger An Wiser. Sex Is A Sin If Your Not Married An Im Understanding It All Thank You For Encouraging Me Through This Tough Time 🙏🏾
The way i feel empty right now, am not sure how am feeling the person i thot was my partner denied , my family can never accept this situation, i was so afraid I'd no other option, i domt know myself anymore, i wonder if I'll ever obtain mercy from God
To God be the Glory that took a special heart and I'm glad I tone in . GOD bless u and keep sharing your story I send to my family text with all grandkids on it. Keep up the good work. Love intereccor Mama Joy Jackson for life.
I see a lot of women and almost no men commenting, which is sad. Sexual immorality is one of the most common sins of our time. God has forgiven you, our sins are incapable of overcoming God's grace. Good works and refraining from sin are good, but the most important thing is giving our heart to God in full. Proverbs 21:3 New King James Version To do righteousness and justice Is more acceptable to the Lord than sacrifice.
Shalom, all of us are guilty before Yehoshua Messiah, forgiveness is important. You speak like God's child, carry in so His likeness continues to grow in you. I am not innocent, but id like to share about forgiveness. I was born into a broken family, my dad was an angry man who punched us. My mother hated me and said very cruel things and one of my uncles raped me continuously. God explained to me people think too much. He also gave me a vision, God was standing in front of my uncle about to judge him and He looked at me and said, " there is no mercy without forgiveness", i understood that people would remain prisoners without forgiveness, and I didn't want that. His Holy Spirit prayed in me the most profound prayer of such complete forgiveness that it wouldn't be found on judgement day. I loved this prayer, and He wanted me to pray in order to seal it despite my inability to pray with such profundity. I was then with foster parents and had no knowledge if my uncle was sorry or not, but it didn't matter. What mattered was the forgiveness that no longer hels him in a prison .
"God is love"💕 that's what it says in the Bible. Old testament says the following "For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, the knowledge of God, rather than burnt offerings" (Hosea 6:6)
Jesus wants to set you free from that feeling of being lost and empty. God is with you and he doesn't want you to be tormented by it. That's why he gave me this boldness to share to someone that has gone through the same thing
@@teedybobedy Have You never sinned? God says no one is righteous not one. Rom 3:10 And the scribes and Pharisees brought unto him a woman taken in adultery; and when they had set her in the midst, They say unto him, Master, this woman was taken in adultery, in the very act. Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest thou? This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him. But Jesus stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground, as though he heard them not. So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her. And again he stooped down, and wrote on the ground. And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst. When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee? She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more. www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John.8.3,John.8.4,John.8.5,John.8.6,John.8.7,John.8.8,John.8.9,John.8.10,John.8.11&version=KJV
If I could go back, I would. You don’t realize the pain it causes after days go by. Your first is your everything. No matter what that man says, if you want that child keep it. The damage it does after it’s gone will eat you alive. I wish I prayed harder before this.
My good friend his girlfriend got pregnant and I was all judgy telling them of how wrong they are and irresponsible ,,,funny enough my ex's ex girlfriend before we met cheated on him and got pregnant my ex hated her and judged for the decision of not keeping the baby and that she deserved that since she had cheated ......🤣 6 months later we met and I ended up being in those ladies shoes and he in those men he was judging shoes.....and let me tell you it was our turn to make the decision and we made the same same decision 🥺 I never felt so broken and so was he but it over whelmed us and we decided to go different ways 😇everyday I pray for both of us to find peace and love and God's light and I hope wherever he is ,,he is doing great .... trust me when I say God's Grace can be seen in my life 🥰 nowadays even when someone is said to have killed I don't even utter a word for judgment cause I know I myself am not even closer to clean 😁
John 3:16-17 16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
I don’t know what to do smh feel like i was tricked into pregnancy and now my three year relationship is over and he really scarrd me said alot of hurtful things ill never come back from smh i believe in God sooo much smh 🤦♀️
God bless you you are a blessing to this Generation believe that 🙌🏾🙌🏾 There might be some other People that went through this as well and they might find strength in this god bless you🤍🤍
Im at a point rn between abortion an keeping my baby idk what to do I want to keep the baby but then at the same time I don't have anything figured out yet 😭
croyez moi toutes celles qui ont avorté elles souffrent en silence. elles essaient de montrer l'indifférence, la joie de vivre, elles se déguisent pour pouvoir vivre normalement, mais en vérité ça les poursuit et elles y pensent tous les jours
Hey Laila, I have known Jesus my whole life, and have also sinned. My boyfriend of 2 years does not believe in God, and was pushy in doing things I didn’t necessarily feel comfortable with. I’m 6 weeks pregnant, and he isn’t supportive at all. He wants me to get an abortion and scheduled an appointment for me, but to me I am conflicted as it doesn’t seem like the right thing to do. The problem I’m having is that I can’t necessarily see a positive future with him, and I’m unsure what to do. I am also not financially in a good place, but a sliver of me has hope for the baby. I’m so conflicted.
@@Sussana13 hey, I ended up keeping the baby! I am going to have him in 2 months 💙 things have gotten a lot better with me and my boyfriend - now fiancé. Trust the process ♥️
I’m in this same boat. I’m 6 weeks pregnant but not with the father at all. He’s been trying to force me to do it and I’m in the same boat as you…but I already have a toddler that I am his only parental support
I’m 10 weeks pregnant just got my last ultrasound and my baby didn’t make it it stay at 6 weeks small and I feel the world is coming down on me but my body doesn’t want to have a natural miscarriage so I need to get a medical abortion and I feel scared. I hope my experience won’t be scary
thankful you are strong and courageous to share your difficult testimony how God took you by the hand and helped you forgave you and are humble enough to be used to minister to hurting women. My Pastor Mark does the nicest thing on Mother's day for women who have gone through that he says your child IS happy with the Lord in heaven so remember you have a child waiting for you there! now if you are now Saved, put your faith, hope and trust 100% In His good work on the cross to save you...not yourself ( like you are 100% trusting your chair you are sitting in now you are not " helping" the chair It does all the work to hold you up, not you) God's extravagant grace and mercy in Jesus Atoning Sacrifice for you is stronger than all your sin !He washed your sin white as snow so it is Gone cast into the depths of the sea! so If God does not remember your sin you repented of then Forgive yourself and grow in grace and the knowledge of the Lord! Be blessed.
Hey, if you've watched my abortion story. I want to encourage you that if you've had an abortion just ask God for mercy and God will forgive you just like He did with me. He wants you to forgive yourself and those that hurt you. If you are currently pregnant, please don't make the same mistake I did. A child is precious to God and when you fully give your life to Christ, God will look after you as your father and the beautiful child that He has brought into this world. And pray to God, 'As I choose to be obedient in keeping this child, look after me and this child. In Jesus' name', you can still pursue the things you desire and a child is truly a blessing. The devil wants you to think that once we have children young, our lives have ended. Majority of our parents had us at a young age and I just thank God that God has kept me.
God bless you
Amen in Jesus name!! 🤲🏾🙏🏾🙌🏾
“I didn’t even know God at the time, but he still saw me” wow that one
As a 23 yr old Christan woman, I want to thank you for this video. I will be having an abortion 4 days from now and I am torn between going through with it. I already have 2 toddlers. I know in my heart that I cannot have 3 under 3 yrs old. Ik to be the best mother for my 2 kids, I have to have this abortion. Alsp, we had a big medical scare woth my son where he was in the hospital (2 hrs away from home) and it was a very tramatic time for me that i can NEVER go through again. For my mental health and for the sake of my kids. I have been praying for God's forgiveness leading up to my appointment. I feel that this video has been put in my path by God to let me know that he's heard my prayers.
I don’t think you understood what she meant , I don’t think we can pray for sins we are yet to commit in advance and do something wrong hoping God will forgive us not to judge you just saying
Did you go ahead with it?
@@ruunheta For one Many many reasons I left Christianity yrs yrs yrs ago TOO MUCH judgmental bullshit hypocrisy and backlash on each other THINK ABOUT IT!!! You cant speak for someone going through something you on understand!! Jesus wasnt a fan of the people who wrote and added cultural laws in the bible that didnt hold water!!! I can NOT imagine what a women is going through when she chooses an abortion!!! having support and understanding around shows how human beings should be there for each other!!!
@ruunheta you can pray for for your future mistakes
I'm guilty of abortion. I relate to your video so much. May God bless all the women who are seeking forgiveness for what they have done.
pray for your child
Looks like your both going to hell
im praying for you
There is hope dear mother especially when you turn to God seeking forgiveness as you are doing; good for you ❤ you are doing a good job! you are no less of anything & very precious. may God grant you true healing.
but also keep in mind the soul of your child; they are innocent & love you tenderly but also need true rest & peace
The prayer from a mother is very powerful.
When a soul is killed prematurely; God's plan & purpose for that child is also killed; that's why it's a serious sin because we take the place of God; choosing life or death over someone
Alot of work goes on in the spiritual world God may have to create another soul to carry on the task of the child who's soul was unable to fulfill it.
Everything has purpose.
A human soul is not to be messed with.
God is mighty.
Yes may God bless all woman seeking forgiveness.
There is hope.
Peace of Christ
when abortion happens there is sorrow that happens to the child's soul; in the after life they are in agony like any earthly trauma but worse & multiplied if you knew your mother didn't want you or decided to kill you
the senses of souls are higher, they feel & know more.
healing must occur to balance both parties.
As a mother can suffer the aftermath; similarly does the child suffer.
They are very connected.
the child never had a chance to life & God's plan for them wasn't able to be in fruition;
Every child matters & deserves a chance to life; like any living person...
To kill a living person is a horrendous crime on earth; it is murder
If someone killed a child; they must be held accountable; it is simply not right.
Same thing with God's court. Justice must happen.
it's important to pray for both mother & child because healing & restoration has to happen
There is always a wound in a mother
Same thing, there is a wound to the child
But they have to carry that wound in the after life.
Life goes on after death; similarly to how life goes on for the living mother. Both mother & child are alive in different states; one physical, one spiritual.
When act of abortion happens; life doesn't just get up & go; whether hidden or not; there is usually some sort of emotion attached to it.
Like an earthly child experiencing trauma, abandoned by their mother; they need healing.
Everyone needs love but sometimes we don't always get it, a brokenness throughout life can occur.
An earthly being seeks healing in their physical form, & the aborted baby, in their spiritual state.
Overall both parties are experiencing something.
We have therapists, doctors, gifted people of God, etc. for a reason.
Everyone needs some sort of healing to fix a part of them.
We don't just get up & go
We are all going through something; whether we hide it or not.
We are human beings with souls not robots.
& the child experiences their after life in sorrow & pain;
similarly to how the mother is seeking forgiveness & healing
The child is innocent
They are with God
But part of their after life is dealt carrying a wound that needs some sort of peace or reconciliation with the mother.
Similarly to how a mother can reconcile & still be with God but require a process of healing.
Until Jesus returns, all will be restored but for now we must do our part, there is still hope to experience a full life; we don't have to wait until the end.
there is a consequence to sin; whether we see it or not
That's why God wants us to repent.
He knows what he is talking about when he says no or yes
it's important to pray for all aborted babies & their mothers.
The prayer from a mother is higher & more meaningful to the child; especially when forgiveness happens.
One day they may meet face to face & having to explain some decisions might not be easy but we can do our part now to avoid trouble later.
The aborted baby's soul needs their mother. A prayer from the mother can be very comforting & reassuring as they progess in the after life.
It can make things easier for them as they have a chance to be remembered by their mother, as if a chance to have reciprocated love & feel wanted by them. It can mend & do wonders.
Pray for aborted babies & their mothers.
Let us pray for an end to abortion.
Abortion is murder; it is a serious sin; but with repentance to God prayer can & does heal
God bless
I did an abortion yesterday and ever since i cried so much. I sing to the Lord and my baby that i did that to💔 but i pray God forgives me and hope to have a healthy chunky baby in the future. Until then i continue to take care of myself and live for him and be happy. In you're name i pray Lord. Amen ❤❤
Did you take pills?
I’m currently 10 weeks and 5 days pregnant ..when I first found out I was pre I told bd and he asked wat I wanted to do I said keep it ..I asked wat he wanted to do and he told me he wanted an abortion fast forward I told him I was keeping it …he has been very supportive …I have been so depressed lately cause now it’s like really getting to me I keep thinking about how can I take care of a child when I can barely do for myself .You are really strong and I’m so glad I ran across this video .Thank you so much for sharing your story
God is with you and He will take care of both you and your beautiful child. God bless you so much!
Laila, I had an abortion in 2018.. I prayed to God but abortion was still my outcome. I didn’t have support from the man involved and my own family drove me there. It was my first pregnancy and I honestly never even knew about abortion until I was in my pregnancy. I was the most empty and depressed I’ve ever been after the abortion. I can’t believe I took abortion so lightly out of denial and fear… I appreciate your story
Please call H3Helpline we’re here to help women and men receive hope, help, and healing after abortion. ❤️
No problem, God bless you. There's so much freedom when you forgive yourself and know that God has forgiven you. You have so much peace and it's only God that gave me the courage to share this. He wants us to know that when He repent, He will forgive and we have peace through Jesus
I URGE all believers to be using this critical time to LIFT UP PRAYERS to our heavenly Father about abortion. Right now so many things are being decided in the supreme court in regards to PROLIFE values and the sanctity of life. Roe has the potential to be overturned saving countless lives (not only of the babies but the women and families brutalized by the pain and reality of abortion) or at the very least placing more limitations of how far along in pregnancy abortions can occur. Please please please pray for God to soften hearts, open eyes and change minds. From lawmakers to abortion providers, to parents. Pray for the women who made this grievous choice (I'm one of them!) and would give anything to take it back to come forward in NUMBERS TOO LARGE TO IGNORE to speak OUT about the truth of what that choice cost them and their families... That somehow a platform online would rise up that can account for these testimonies and overshadow all the Planned Parenthood propaganda which dominates the searches currently for women seeking answers and truth. Please pray. Prayer is POWERFUL. Women lift up your voices. Tell the truth. The truth will set us free as individuals and a nation to heal from the awful scars of abortion through Jesus.
Me Feb 9 2022 . Can't believe I did that
Not cool grow up!!!
Laila this such a vulnerable thing to share. Just wanted to say thank you for sharing you're story and please don't focus on the negative comments.♥️
The bravery that you have shown posting this is admirable! It has been a journey and it’s been amazing to see what God has done for you. I pray this testimony helps so many women and men to know the power of forgiveness and healing through Christ Jesus. God loves you and God loves them! ♥️
The God of peace that surpasses all understanding, will guard your heart and mind through Christ Jesus . Philippians 4:7
Amen🙏🏾🙏🏾
Rewatching because I am SO PROUD. You are the definition of beautiful, inside and out. Your heart is so pure and full of love and passion. God has an amazing life planned for you, the greatness is only starting to blossom now, there’s SO MUCH more coming! And I’m so happy that I’ll be close to you to witness it ALL. Glory be God ❤️
Amen!
Thank you for sharing , I'm also dealing with the same thing. I've been dealing with guilt and shame, everyday is hard, but I've learnt that that's how the Devil want's to keep me, paralysed by fear , and shame and guilt. But i can't live my life like that, because that's not what God wants for me. Luckily God has given us all a chance to be saved and forgiven and more recently I've been growing my relationship with God and I've been able to live my life in my purpose. God has given me a chance to give life through my work and through my family. I don't live for shame and doubt anymore i live for Christ.
Thanks for sharing your story! I truly regret pointing my finger at women and young girls that have done this in the past. This experience is truly humbling to me. I don’t want to point my finger and judge anyone anymore! 💔
I think that we have all been guilty of doing this at some time in our life. It`s a learning curve for us, and as you say, it humbles us. x
@@mazinwonderland3077just like our sister said. It’s a learning curve. God’s mercy endures forever as long as we change and learn from all our mistakes. Thanks for being so open about that too. We can all learn something ❤
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It's incredibly brave of you to accept the fact that you regret it. I'm pro-life, but I would never think any less of a woman that has had an abortion. I recognise that a lot of women don't want to accept that they might regret it and that sparks a lot of anger and fear at the world.
I love that you shared your testimony, there needs to be more transparency among us believers to remove any forms of condemnation ❤ I have been subscribed for years since you did that high puff tutorial 😀 and seeing you now through this journey gives me so much joy ❤. May God bless you 💖
Thank you for sharing your story
You are very brave! So many young women need to hear your story and more importantly to hear the gospel!
Thank you for sharing Laila. God bless you. This video really came at just the right time for me, I've been struggling with something from my past that I've been really ashamed of and I've struggled with forgiving myself for, I really needed this message 🙌🏿 xx
Hey dear sister in Christ, I hope you're doing well. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Nobody is perfect but yet God wants us to go towards Him to receive His mercy Hebrews 4:16. For anyone that is dealing with shame of past sins do not forget this> “Do not fear, for you will not be ashamed; Neither be disgraced, for you will not be put to shame; For you will forget the shame of your youth, And will not remember the reproach of your widowhood anymore. For your Maker is your husband, The Lord of hosts is His name; And your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel; He is called the God of the whole earth.
Isaiah 54:4-5 NKJV
God bless you Laila✨
The same thing happened between me and my ex gf when we were in our early 20’s. I was scared and my mum had always been telling me not to get anyone pregnant etc, how all girls want are babies and to be careful. I’d been with my ex for a year when she told me she was 1 week pregnant. I freaked out and basically said I didn’t think I could do it and I didn’t want to be a dad. She wanted to keep it but I tried to say it would be a bad idea and we should date for longer before making the commitment of a child. She agreed although was pretty devastated at the whole situation. Long story short, we had the abortion. The relationship was kinda rocky after that (there were other issues, personal to her etc). I’m in my early 30’s now and I feel sick about it all. We’re no longer together but I don’t even care. If I had the chance again with the maturity I had now I’d have given her so much more support. I don’t even care if we’d have broken up at some point. That was my child, our child and they deserved a chance at life. Think is I did really love my ex, more than I’ve loved any partner - and I still think about and miss her. I regret the abortion. We were given a precious gift and didn’t cherish it enough at the time. Now I live full of regret and no matter how my life goes from here it will always be something that pains me…
God bless you Bernie. Thank you for sharing your story. Jesus has completely healed me and now that I'm born again, I don't feel that pain anymore. God wants you to have that peace of mind too and that's why I was brave to share this video because God gave me the boldness to share it to someone like you. He is telling you that He loves you and he'll forgive you, if you surrender to him and forgive yourself. The peace of God will be with you always. God bless you. If you haven't given your life to Christ, the Lord wants you to open your heart to him so that his love will come into your life and you'll never feel guilty again. Jesus loves you. If it wasn't for Jesus, I wouldn't have posted this at all. I would've been so ashamed but I'm so overwhelmed by his love, he makes me love others as he loves his people
@@LailaNassali Thank you for this, it means a lot. I guess it is an incredibly brave thing you’ve done here and in a way it so so selfless to put yourself out there for the chance others may connect. And if you hadn’t have been that brave I wouldn’t have seen it and commented. These things happen for a reason, maybe I should believe more and put more faith in god. Thank you for your courage!
That's what u get srry
I have asked for Gods’ forgiveness every day since I had 2 abortions in my younger days!! I feel shameful and guilty and have not stopped since to ask for Gods’ forgiveness!! I cry and repent for my sins!! Women who have had abortions to ask for Gods’ forgiveness in the blood of Jesus Christ our Savior!! It’s been a long time ago but the guilt and shame I still feel !! God bless you for your story and May God bring his forgiveness and merciful Love upon you 🙏❤️🙏❤️
God heals
God forgives you. The enemy will try to use our guilt as a weapon. Please be sure of Gods forgiveness. 🙏
I am going through the same thing. I feel so much guilt and sadness right now. I have a 12 year old daughter so I know what’s it like being a mom. But anytime you are experiencing an abortion. It hurts and it is truly devastating for the woman to go through. I don’t know what to do. I feel like God will hate me forever.
God will never forgive you. You’re a baby killer
Super proud of you for sharing this message! 💜 If anybody else wants to
come here and judge her of being a ‘murderer’, take a second out of your pro-life self righteousness to think about THIS young lady’s life, which is already fully established and consider how hard this decision was for her and the effect an unwanted pregnancy would’ve had on the trajectory of her current life. We have to prioritise (potential) mothers, she made her choice and it is between her and God!
Laila - When you’ll next be with child you’ll be ready and truly loved and provided for by your partner and above all, by God! IJN ❤️
God bless you and thank you so much! This really means a lot ♥️
Amen, sister in the faith!!
To be clear, the sin was not just having unprotected sex, but having sex outside of the marriage bed. All sex outside the marriage bed is defiled and fornication as is written in Hebrews 13:4
"Marriage is honorable in all and the bed undefiled; but whoremongers and adulterers God will judge."
Thank God for His forgiveness, just want to make sure that people understand the sin isn't unprotected sex, the sin was sex outside the marriage bed.
Now that we are in Christ, we must go and sin no more. All believers must flee fornication because this is the will of God our sanctification. 1 Thessalonians 4:3
@@nomsantsoane3984 yes very much soo.. that's why Christians must flee from All sexual immorality. Marriage is honourable. Patience and praying for the one God sends you is the key, which means you have self control and confidence within yourself to say No.
Ladies, another thing I wanted to add onto her video is that we as men also do experience the same guilt and regret when our woman goes to get an abortion. I know not all men feel that way and it is those kinds of men who are so far from Christ that they need to experience the love of Christ before they even think about ‘getting in’ and sharing that love with a woman.
I’m so sorry for the pain that your partner, family, friends etc. have caused you in relation to making the decision on whether to get an abortion or not. Please know that what happened has happened and now that you have acknowledged it’s evil, please educate and encourage others and be that light for others so that others won’t make the same mistake. There is forgiveness in Christ and there is no sin that has overtaken us that Christ couldn’t pay.
Even though we are forgiven, let us also note that we shouldn’t downplay the fact that abortion is evil and it is a sin, regardless if you want to look at it from a Christian or scientific standpoint. These are very grievous sins and shouldn’t be taken lightly. I’m not trying to instill fear in women who’ve had one, but rather showcase this as something that has plagued our society for far too long. I’ve met many ‘Christians’ who have manipulated and taken advantage of Christ’s forgiveness as a way to justify their abortion, and that’s another reason why I wanted to write this comment to let everyone know that if we think that way, then you are most definitely NOT forgiven.
Abortion is murder that’s clear and very straightforward. There’s NEVER a reason that an abortion should ever be performed. Never.
Christians can also be very judgemental. What about the men who take advantage or force the woman to have an abortion? It's not very Christian like to rape. Women shouldn't get harrassed while being put in a vulnerable position. What about the partner? They're supposed to protect not disrespect a woman’s body then demand for her to get rid of it or else. We need more education on women's health. A lot of women are not safe.
Men shouldn't have a judgemental opinion on abortions. They don't know what it's like to have a human growing inside and having to make the best decision for the baby.
Bless you Laila, you have been through a very hard and testing time. I will pray that you find peace of mind, and remember that God does not judge you, you know that he loves you. x
God is soo amazing! Thank you for sharing your story. It's a testament to how Loving, Forgiving, Gracious and Kind our Father in Heaven is. Your such a Beautiful Blessing to us that watch you😊 May God continue to use you in a mighty way in Jesus name🙏🏾💕
Laila - this is a Great Testimony on a tough subject. This is the 2nd time I have watched this and took a lot more away. I as a man was involved with 2 Abortions as a young man. I was very promiscuous and sinful after. I even knew of God, but didn't know God (I think that is a Pride thing). I am starting to pray a lot more now and praying for others. May God continue to Bless You!
Eww
If he saved me, he can save you too! If he made me new, you’ll be made new, too ! Your baby & mine is in heaven! I pray for all! Bless all! 🙏🏼💕 Let’s end abortion! Let’s go!! :)
Yes! And who says God can't give you back the exact same child back when you're ready? Jesus restores things back how they are supposed to be. And Jesus is so powerful that he can give you back the child exactly how it was and the purpose the child was meant to serve. Nothing we do can ever derail God's divine plan for our life 🙏
Powerful message Laila, may the Almighty God continue to use you to touch his people. The mercies of God swallow all our mistakes. Jesus came to set the captives free. Your maturity in Christ is amazing 👏
Laila, you are God's masterpiece, and His brilliant, beautiful, magnificent, marvellous, and priceless gift to this world. Thank you for being YOU! The world is more beautiful because your in it!
Above all thank for loving the Lord.
Wow, unbelievable how your former ex handled the situation. For him to blackmail you into a corner with such terrible remarks is unfathomable. Fathers needs to be there for there significant other and their baby in times like these, not act in the complete ignorant manner that he did. You are so brave for sharing your story and spreading awareness for the truths of abortion and the abortion industry. You will see your baby one day with our Lord. Many blessings to you!
Thank you so much for sharing this with us. You are a blessing. I don't know you but I am soooo proud of you! 💕💕💕
😭😭😭I still feel guilty
But I have to forgive myself first before God can forgive me,
And I already gives myself.
Father in heaven please forgive me from my abortion I did in the past 2016
I asked for mercy.
God is faithful and just to forgive us
God bless you! You truly are a beautiful soul, it’s not easy to share something so personal. Sending lots of love & peace your way ❤️
Your song nothing else matters should be mainstream it’s above average 😟💕 not even lying
Thank you so much hun, God bless you! I’m glad you love it ♥️♥️
Please don't stop seeking God. I also did an abortion a decade ago. God forgave me when I started seeking His face. He took the shame away. I no longer have shame. It's like I've never done it before. God is faithful. I even forget at times.
Can I talk to you personally
@@maureennyambura7121 please feel free to message me , lailacodes@gmail.com
@@LailaNassalican I message you also please
Have you fell pregnant since❤?
@@Angela-zu5bk Nope
God is so good and he is so merciful. He is turning your story into something beautiful and you are helping so many women in their healing journey. God bless you ❤️❤️
Thanks for your story, it is an eye-opener. I am almost 38 and have never been pregnant, but in your situation, I would have defo done the same thing. I mean you had 1 termination as a young girl, please do not beat yourself up about this. God bless you.
It doesn't really matter whether it's one termination or not. It can be a week of pregnancy. Murder is murder. When one does an abortion the spirit of murder enters them. I know it from me I had one. God took away the shame and guilt. I no longer feel condemned. Even when people talk about how sinful it is I no longer feel sad or angry as its not part of me anymore. Infact I'm totally against it.
@@yolisamrso9827 is it really murder, I dunno?.
I just wanted to say thank you very very much for sharing this and may God continue to bless you...God uses every situation and I'm glad He used yours to draw you closer and deeper to Himself. And in doing so, He's using you to reach others...Jesus Christ loves you and so do i ❤
Thank you for your testimony, God will continue to use you for His own glory.
Thank you for sharing❤️ I went through such a similar experience in August with my ex and had an abortion in September that I have been struggling with forgiveness for. God has forgiven me but I still couldn’t forgive myself. Your words are so wise and helpful. I know now what I need to do. Thank you this video has been life changing for me!
You’re so strong to come out and do this! Well done ❤️
May everything go well in your life! I'm new to your channel! God bless you so much in the name of Jesus!❤️
Super brave and super proud of you sis. Thank God for Jesus and the peace you now have. God is good, merciful and forgiving. ♥️🙏🏽
Everything you said I needed to hear. I always felt like I had no one to talk about it with.
God loves you and wants to set you free
Loved this, thanks for the vulnerability and encouragement ❣️Keep growing in Christ and keep declaring the Word🙌🏽👏🏽
Hi. I just had two abortions this year and it was a really unplanned pregnancies. I feel very guilty, disgusted about myself and I sometimes hate myself for doing it. The fact that I am sexually active which sort of makes me feel as if it's a curse. I have never felt so depressed, unwanted , abandoned and suicidal in these two instances. I had dated two different people at different times. Both rejected and denied me and the pregnancy thinking I am accusing them of benefiting from them. I got betrayed by a friend who I confined in about it but went ahead to tell my relatives who I am not in good terms with. Am struggling to heal till today. I sometimes cry and blame myself. I have become distance from God feeling like I don't deserve to talk to Him. It's terrible I need help.
You will heal and find peace but you need help and support. You need guidance.
May the Almighty forgive me for all my sins
I have done two abortions first at 19 and second at 20years but am so guilty and regretful of what l have done coz my mum had me at a young age
Am so afraid coz people say when you abort God denies you children in future
But l keep asking and seeking for His mercy grace and forgiveness
We really make a lot of mistakes during our teenage years may God forgive everyone like me mercifully
Amen
Wooow God bless you for sharing and for being vulnerable. May God guide and protect you
I know i should forgive people who commit abortions. But it’s so hard but if the LORD can I can.
Thank you for sharing your story, soo brave and strong you’ve helped others seek for strength and given confidence that life will continue and to keep faith bless you ❤️
Wow Laila you said it all 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 such a beautiful message ❤️
Thank you for sharing, I found it very brave. To you and all of the women in this comment section who have been through the same thing - it's not your fault and as you know, God forgives you. Our modern society has led young women to believe that abortion is okay, through minimisation and subversive language. If you're taught from childhood that abortion is just a simple healthcare issue that doesn't involve a child - why wouldn't you believe that? The important thing is that you know now that it is wrong and are equipped to spread that word to other vulnerable and misled women (and men!. God bless.
I URGE all believers to be using this critical time to LIFT UP PRAYERS to our heavenly Father about abortion. Right now so many things are being decided in the supreme court in regards to PROLIFE values and the sanctity of life. Roe has the potential to be overturned saving countless lives (not only of the babies but the women and families brutalized by the pain and reality of abortion) or at the very least placing more limitations of how far along in pregnancy abortions can occur. Please please please pray for God to soften hearts, open eyes and change minds. From lawmakers to abortion providers, to parents. Pray for the women who made this grievous choice (I'm one of them!) and would give anything to take it back to come forward in NUMBERS TOO LARGE TO IGNORE to speak OUT about the truth of what that choice cost them and their families... That somehow a platform online would rise up that can account for these testimonies and overshadow all the Planned Parenthood propaganda which dominates the searches currently for women seeking answers and truth. Please pray. Prayer is POWERFUL. Women lift up your voices. Tell the truth. The truth will set us free as individuals and a nation to heal from the awful scars of abortion through Jesus.
Thank You For This Beautiful Message I Needed To Hear. I Will Be Going For My Abortion Appointment This Friday. An This Was A Very Unexpected Pregnancy An We Both Decided Termination Is Best Due To Not Being Ready And Just A lot On Our Shoulders I Pray This Experience Only Makes Me Stronger An Wiser. Sex Is A Sin If Your Not Married An Im Understanding It All Thank You For Encouraging Me Through This Tough Time 🙏🏾
How long you've been pregnant
please tell me what were your first symptoms
@@afifatasfia1628 I was only pregnant for 8 weeks. Hardest decision I’ve ever made. 🤍
@@effectualdeity2 hey! My first symptoms was 👃🏾 I could smell like literally a mile away lol. Boobs sore and back problems alil.
@@TheRealHer_S What about implantation bleeding/spotting?
The way i feel empty right now, am not sure how am feeling the person i thot was my partner denied , my family can never accept this situation, i was so afraid I'd no other option, i domt know myself anymore, i wonder if I'll ever obtain mercy from God
The Lord bless you - for you are an inspiration - to all going through issues especially in these uncertain day - amen.
God bless you. This video hit me very hard. You are so strong and brave for being so vulnerable. Sending love to you
So brave. So sorry this happened.
God bless❤️
Laila we love you ❤️🙏🏾 God bless and thanks for sharing x
Brave and Bold by the love of Christ ❤️ love this Sister ✝️
Thank you for sharing your story. May Gods mercy continue to follow you and heal you on your journey. You are beautiful and blessed ❤
I just wanted to say that I’m proud of you. Thank you for sharing this 🥲
You’re beautiful inside out 💓. I have gone through this and it is so difficult & painful🕊.
God Bless you 🤍.
To God be the Glory that took a special heart and I'm glad I tone in . GOD bless u and keep sharing your story I send to my family text with all grandkids on it. Keep up the good work. Love intereccor Mama Joy Jackson for life.
I see a lot of women and almost no men commenting, which is sad. Sexual immorality is one of the most common sins of our time. God has forgiven you, our sins are incapable of overcoming God's grace. Good works and refraining from sin are good, but the most important thing is giving our heart to God in full.
Proverbs 21:3
New King James Version
To do righteousness and justice
Is more acceptable to the Lord than sacrifice.
This is a powerful word and testimony. Thank you for your boldness and Iove of God. Very inspirational, God bless❤️
You will help many with your testimony ❤️
M guilty 😢😢.. God is love ,he loves me in my lowest and I know his ever merciful and just to forgive our sins 🥺
Shalom, all of us are guilty before Yehoshua Messiah, forgiveness is important. You speak like God's child, carry in so His likeness continues to grow in you. I am not innocent, but id like to share about forgiveness. I was born into a broken family, my dad was an angry man who punched us. My mother hated me and said very cruel things and one of my uncles raped me continuously. God explained to me people think too much. He also gave me a vision, God was standing in front of my uncle about to judge him and He looked at me and said, " there is no mercy without forgiveness", i understood that people would remain prisoners without forgiveness, and I didn't want that. His Holy Spirit prayed in me the most profound prayer of such complete forgiveness that it wouldn't be found on judgement day. I loved this prayer, and He wanted me to pray in order to seal it despite my inability to pray with such profundity. I was then with foster parents and had no knowledge if my uncle was sorry or not, but it didn't matter. What mattered was the forgiveness that no longer hels him in a prison .
"God is love"💕 that's what it says in the Bible. Old testament says the following "For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, the knowledge of God, rather than burnt offerings" (Hosea 6:6)
Your mental health is more important and my mental is not ok so i feel this is the best choice for me
Always pray before you do anything
Truth shared thanks Leila for sharing your story and the testimony we give God the glory and honor.🙏🏾
Proud of you sweetheart ❤️
I really appreciate this because this is what I’m currently going through and I feel lost and empty
Jesus wants to set you free from that feeling of being lost and empty. God is with you and he doesn't want you to be tormented by it. That's why he gave me this boldness to share to someone that has gone through the same thing
Praying for you...check out EllieCunningham's Tuesday night teachings. It will bless your socks off
Me too I am so exhausted and I don’t understand how to forgive myself and all the rest
Well u did it to your self sooo not nobody else problem
@@teedybobedy Have You never sinned? God says no one is righteous not one. Rom 3:10
And the scribes and Pharisees brought unto him a woman taken in adultery; and when they had set her in the midst, They say unto him, Master, this woman was taken in adultery, in the very act. Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest thou? This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him. But Jesus stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground, as though he heard them not. So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her. And again he stooped down, and wrote on the ground. And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst. When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee? She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more.
www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John.8.3,John.8.4,John.8.5,John.8.6,John.8.7,John.8.8,John.8.9,John.8.10,John.8.11&version=KJV
Thank God for your life and ur testimony.
We are all a product of God mercy.
Love u
I shared my testimony on Gods forgiveness too. Thank you for sharing your story. I subbed to you. Blessings! ❤
so happy to see your notification 🥺
Thank you for sharing this video Laila, God bless you ❤️
If I could go back, I would. You don’t realize the pain it causes after days go by. Your first is your everything. No matter what that man says, if you want that child keep it. The damage it does after it’s gone will eat you alive. I wish I prayed harder before this.
My appointment is in 2 days: I’ve been praying. I’m in a similar situation with my first. He’s so abusive and I left him. I can’t be a single mom
@@beanything7381 hi,what did you decide? Did you kept it or not?
@@Sussana13 no 😔
You indeed have the love of God pure heart
My good friend his girlfriend got pregnant and I was all judgy telling them of how wrong they are and irresponsible ,,,funny enough my ex's ex girlfriend before we met cheated on him and got pregnant my ex hated her and judged for the decision of not keeping the baby and that she deserved that since she had cheated ......🤣 6 months later we met and I ended up being in those ladies shoes and he in those men he was judging shoes.....and let me tell you it was our turn to make the decision and we made the same same decision 🥺 I never felt so broken and so was he but it over whelmed us and we decided to go different ways 😇everyday I pray for both of us to find peace and love and God's light and I hope wherever he is ,,he is doing great .... trust me when I say God's Grace can be seen in my life 🥰 nowadays even when someone is said to have killed I don't even utter a word for judgment cause I know I myself am not even closer to clean 😁
Thank you for sharing this. This is going to help so many people. 💞
John 3:16-17
16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
I don’t know what to do smh feel like i was tricked into pregnancy and now my three year relationship is over and he really scarrd me said alot of hurtful things ill never come back from smh i believe in God sooo much smh 🤦♀️
God bless you you are a blessing to this Generation believe that 🙌🏾🙌🏾
There might be some other People that went through this as well and they might find strength in this god bless you🤍🤍
Im at a point rn between abortion an keeping my baby idk what to do I want to keep the baby but then at the same time I don't have anything figured out yet 😭
I don't know what you decided to do but I pray God is with you
Thankyou for sharing this beauiful message about forgivness of god and how good he is💗💗💗you are a good person 💗💗💗
Beautiful, my dear.
So proud ❤️
Thank you for sharing your story Laila ❤️❤️
Thank you for your light sister.
croyez moi toutes celles qui ont avorté elles souffrent en silence. elles essaient de montrer l'indifférence, la joie de vivre, elles se déguisent pour pouvoir vivre normalement, mais en vérité ça les poursuit et elles y pensent tous les jours
Your testimony had blessed me ❤️
Hey Laila, I have known Jesus my whole life, and have also sinned. My boyfriend of 2 years does not believe in God, and was pushy in doing things I didn’t necessarily feel comfortable with. I’m 6 weeks pregnant, and he isn’t supportive at all. He wants me to get an abortion and scheduled an appointment for me, but to me I am conflicted as it doesn’t seem like the right thing to do. The problem I’m having is that I can’t necessarily see a positive future with him, and I’m unsure what to do. I am also not financially in a good place, but a sliver of me has hope for the baby. I’m so conflicted.
Hi,what you have end up doing,did you kept the baby or not? I am in a same situation right now
@@Sussana13 hey, I ended up keeping the baby! I am going to have him in 2 months 💙 things have gotten a lot better with me and my boyfriend - now fiancé. Trust the process ♥️
I’m in this same boat. I’m 6 weeks pregnant but not with the father at all. He’s been trying to force me to do it and I’m in the same boat as you…but I already have a toddler that I am his only parental support
Thank you for sharing this you’re so beautiful and I’m glad I found this video.
I’m 10 weeks pregnant just got my last ultrasound and my baby didn’t make it it stay at 6 weeks small and I feel the world is coming down on me but my body doesn’t want to have a natural miscarriage so I need to get a medical abortion and I feel scared. I hope my experience won’t be scary
God is your strength! He will be with you ♥️♥️♥️
GOD IS GOOD!!✝️💞
thankful you are strong and courageous to share your difficult testimony how God took you by the hand and helped you forgave you and are humble enough to be used to minister to hurting women. My Pastor Mark does the nicest thing on Mother's day for women who have gone through that he says your child IS happy with the Lord in heaven so remember you have a child waiting for you there! now if you are now Saved, put your faith, hope and trust 100% In His good work on the cross to save you...not yourself ( like you are 100% trusting your chair you are sitting in now you are not " helping" the chair It does all the work to hold you up, not you) God's extravagant grace and mercy in Jesus Atoning Sacrifice for you is stronger than all your sin !He washed your sin white as snow so it is Gone cast into the depths of the sea! so If God does not remember your sin you repented of then Forgive yourself and grow in grace and the knowledge of the Lord! Be blessed.
Repent and trust in Jesus Christ. He will always forgive, there is a place for Heaven for all of us. We must turn from sin. Praying for you.
Thanks, your story really did something good for me.
Thanks for sharing, may God continue to bless you 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Thank you for sharing this ❤️🙏🏼 God bless you