Lyrics I hate that I can't say sorry And think that I need nobody When me on my own is not enough I sleep in and still feel foggy And work is my only hobby I think that I need some better luck Cause I know my days are counted So I need saving ain't no way around it Anymore, and I hate to think about it But when I'm gone what would they say About me, thats why I Look up to the sky and I pray you Remember the man I was When I'm up in the sky with the angels Singing out, Hallelujah, Ha- Hallelujah Look up to the sky and I pray you Remember the things I've done When I'm up in the sky with the angels Sing it loud, Hallelujah, Ha-Hallelujah I hate that I'm never sober I slip and I lose composure Maybe I'm just not good enough, no oh I push when my heart gets closer Been hurting since late October I think that it's time I open up Cause I know my days are numbered So I can't waste away my life and suffer Anymore, and I hope I meet my lover But when I'm gone what would she think about me? Thats why I Look up to the sky and I pray you Remember the man I was When I'm up in the sky with the angels Singing out, Hallelujah, Ha- Hallelujah Look up to the sky and I pray you Remember the things I've done When I'm up in the sky with the angels Sing it loud, Hallelujah, Ha-Hallelujah
We never heal we live with whatever we went through it’s the friendship the love the laughs the memories that get us through it that cry with us that listen to us in the end we find someone to live with us in the pain
I came here straight from FB!! Thank you for doing what you do!! God Bless you and may your wishes come true and also I hope that you yourself can heal from all the things you can't talk about!!🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Came across your content on facebook ive struggled for years i cried to this song ive subscribed to your chanel i believe our paths have crossed for a reason thank you your a kind person god bless you
Hear this song hits hard I'm struggling and almost toom my life a few days ago thankfully I thought of my boys and went and got help this song really speaks to me Tha k you for make it
Everone please remember, #ItsOkToNotBeOk The people around you aren't trying to hurt you people come and go. Theres a reason you have the friends you have. They want the best for you too
sharing this with everyone i meet in need of inspiration an clarity in their lives thank you keep motivating and inspiring others you are truly one of God soldiers and I truly believe your weapon is your voice thank you
My uncle he past away 7 years ago but when this song played all my memories flash before my eyes I want to thank him but im down here he's up there I just wish I can see him and want him home he was my soul mate 😢
Stay strong hold tight this life is a crazy ride. Just when you think it can't get any worse the sun comes out and clears the clouds away. You got this
Just listened to song on ye insta and I was in tears, so saved song and ended up in tears again, I love oh so sorry as well, but this one wow xx amazing voice x
Wish to my future self to able to live a better life without any trouble in life. Life is tough and rough but there's still hope and motivation. Keep fighting and never give up so you could achieve an successful life. Failure is not an option that's why we learn from our mistake and failure to succeed and achieve our goal.
Ich hasse es, dass ich mich nicht entschuldigen kann Und denke, dass ich niemanden brauche Wenn ich alleine nicht ausreiche Ich schlafe aus und fühle mich immer noch neblig Und Arbeit ist mein einziges Hobby Ich glaube, ich brauche etwas mehr Glück Weil ich weiß, dass meine Tage gezählt sind Ich muss also sparen, da führt kein Weg daran vorbei Mehr noch, und ich hasse es, darüber nachzudenken Aber wenn ich weg bin, was würden sie über mich sagen, deshalb bin ich Schau zum Himmel und ich bete dich Erinnere dich an den Mann, der ich war Wenn ich mit den Engeln am Himmel bin Singt: Halleluja, Ha-Halleluja Schau zum Himmel und ich bete dich Erinnere dich an die Dinge, die ich getan habe Wenn ich mit den Engeln am Himmel bin Singe es laut, Halleluja, Ha-Halleluja Ich hasse es, dass ich nie nüchtern bin Ich rutsche aus und verliere die Fassung Vielleicht bin ich einfach nicht gut genug, nein oh Ich drücke, wenn mein Herz näher kommt Ich leide seit Ende Oktober unter Schmerzen Ich denke, dass es an der Zeit ist, mich zu öffnen Denn ich weiß, dass meine Tage gezählt sind Ich kann also nicht mein Leben verschwenden und leiden Mehr noch, und ich hoffe, dass ich meinen Geliebten treffe Aber was würde sie über mich denken, wenn ich weg wäre? Deshalb habe ich Schau zum Himmel und ich bete dich Erinnere dich an den Mann, der ich war Wenn ich mit den Engeln am Himmel bin Singt: Halleluja, Ha-Halleluja Schau zum Himmel und ich bete dich Erinnere dich an die Dinge, die ich getan habe Wenn ich mit den Engeln am Himmel bin Singe es laut, Halleluja, Ha-Halleluja
I suffered a major TBI 17 months ago when some guy tried to murder me he hit me in the head 6 times with a baseball bat, music especially this inspirational song, is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo powerful in helping me get through each and everyday of whats left of my life ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
im so afraid for even stepping outside i look up at the sky though a window wishing i was there with my farther since i lost him i lost everything and everyone iv no idea how to even start to talk to or make friends because i fell and from experience when people see how broken i am they take advantage use me and i realise and lose it all again all what iv built up inside confidence wise to step outside is gone again and i just hide away im so afraid and in such a deep dark hole of depression its hard to even get outa bed in the morning because i know what the day isnt gona bring me and thats just a bit of peace and happiness but sadly i dont think ill ever be able to i have no friends or anyone that rings or text to see if im ok if i vanished no one would notice care or even come looking to find out whats happened iv been so close to saying that’s enough now and to be with my farther which i know he is seeing this and would save me from this world but unfortunately all he can do is watch my suffering and pain but i will be with you again and i will be at peace and i shall be for ever more happier then iv ever been since i lost you as i will be by your side once more and never leave RIP Colin andrew long i shall be with you again i promise
Lyrics
I hate that I can't say sorry
And think that I need nobody
When me on my own is not enough
I sleep in and still feel foggy
And work is my only hobby
I think that I need some better luck
Cause I know my days are counted
So I need saving ain't no way around it
Anymore, and I hate to think about it
But when I'm gone what would they say About me, thats why I
Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the man I was
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Singing out, Hallelujah, Ha- Hallelujah
Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the things I've done
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Sing it loud, Hallelujah, Ha-Hallelujah
I hate that I'm never sober
I slip and I lose composure
Maybe I'm just not good enough, no oh
I push when my heart gets closer
Been hurting since late October
I think that it's time I open up
Cause I know my days are numbered
So I can't waste away my life and suffer
Anymore, and I hope I meet my lover
But when I'm gone what would she think about me? Thats why I
Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the man I was
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Singing out, Hallelujah, Ha- Hallelujah
Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the things I've done
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Sing it loud, Hallelujah, Ha-Hallelujah
Bro I needed that I'm in tears this This this song made made me open up my eyes
this is the most beautiful thing i’ve ever heard
Ou man...your voice...and words...holy ...bless you...❤😂😊
I found this song by accident on FB....Amazing brother! You have a talent, follow what God has gave you and bless more lives!!!
So true. The pain he has gone through he now uses to help others, by his music. He is so talented.
I'm addicted to this song,I'll be listening to it for the whole day ❤❤
We never heal we live with whatever we went through it’s the friendship the love the laughs the memories that get us through it that cry with us that listen to us in the end we find someone to live with us in the pain
I came here straight from FB!! Thank you for doing what you do!! God Bless you and may your wishes come true and also I hope that you yourself can heal from all the things you can't talk about!!🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
I agree with you 100%.
Just lost my baby brother in a car accident and I've been so lost since but this song hit me so hard
God bless you brother
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I'm sorry for your loss & May your bro's soul rest in peace
Im sorry to hear about your brother,don't forget he is in heaven and you will meet him again ❤❤
God bless you brother ❤🙏🏼
Can't stop the tears from streaming down my face 😭😭😭😭😭
Beautiful song , on repeat 🔥🔥, new fan from the Pacific islands 🌺
Came across your content on facebook ive struggled for years i cried to this song ive subscribed to your chanel i believe our paths have crossed for a reason thank you your a kind person god bless you
What a lovely song ❤ I seen a video of this song on fb and came here. Love from Northern Ireland 🇬🇧
Thanks God for this beautiful song 😢😢😢❤❤❤
I love every song you sing it’s so deep and beautiful ❤ keep going!
Hear this song hits hard I'm struggling and almost toom my life a few days ago thankfully I thought of my boys and went and got help this song really speaks to me Tha k you for make it
U make me cry, tsunami and storming in my heart
the meaning of the song is very very beautiful❤❤❤
Sorry for you
Dude this song made me start crying in 1 mins flat dude it's awesome love it thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Beautiful song ❤
love your vibe so much!!
Everone please remember, #ItsOkToNotBeOk The people around you aren't trying to hurt you people come and go. Theres a reason you have the friends you have. They want the best for you too
What, friends don't have none. I'm by myself.
Phenomenal ❤
On repeat 🔥🔥🔥
sharing this with everyone i meet in need of inspiration an clarity in their lives thank you keep motivating and inspiring others you are truly one of God soldiers and I truly believe your weapon is your voice thank you
Thank you 😢 really beautiful song 🎶
Such a beautiful voice ❤
Thanks man for giving us this goodness....you are a star 🌟
🥺🥺🥺🥺 God bless you man,, love your music🙏🙏. Repentance is crucial for this day and age .
My favorite ❤
My uncle he past away 7 years ago but when this song played all my memories flash before my eyes I want to thank him but im down here he's up there I just wish I can see him and want him home he was my soul mate 😢
Tears in my eyes drop man down
outstanding 🔥
cried do hard😭
thank you😇
I started crying as soon as I heard this song play it over and over every day I love this song
Love your songs..love from Bangladesh 🇧🇩🔥❤️😊
Wow bro just wow
i love this song so much it kinda reminds me of my dog that passed
You’re music saved me….
Stay strong hold tight this life is a crazy ride. Just when you think it can't get any worse the sun comes out and clears the clouds away. You got this
Thank You for your beautiful music. It's gives me hope for maybe just one more day🙏
I love your song buddy right now I'm crying in my room 😭😭 im from Philippines..
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This song is too emotional,I always listen to it when am heart broken.kudos pvlin.i really love people from Philippines jaZzy❤️❤️🙈
Welp.. same country.. same activity..
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Just listened to song on ye insta and I was in tears, so saved song and ended up in tears again, I love oh so sorry as well, but this one wow xx amazing voice x
Love this . Well done brother ❤
I’m crying 😢❤
Illegal to be this good!
My FYP Brings Me Here🙃
Damn It Makes Me Cry🙃
Beautiful song means a lot
So proud of you 🎉❤
Lost my grandpa ten years ago and it still hits home just how short life is
This is a beautiful relative song.
Thank you for this amazing song 🎵 GOD HAS BLESSED YOU WITH AN AMAZING TALENT KEEP USING IT! New fan here God brought us to you for a reason
Thank you for this brother ❤
Thank YOU for listening ❤
from tanzania,tanga .im respect this voice is very amazing.
Beautiful song
You made me cry
Damn your song hit so hard😭😭😭
Well done. Got me thinking of me old man up there . Random FB reel find. But had me stalled
Wish to my future self to able to live a better life without any trouble in life. Life is tough and rough but there's still hope and motivation. Keep fighting and never give up so you could achieve an successful life. Failure is not an option that's why we learn from our mistake and failure to succeed and achieve our goal.
Wunderschön!!!
Witting Expressway
love it
Ich hasse es, dass ich mich nicht entschuldigen kann Und denke, dass ich niemanden brauche Wenn ich alleine nicht ausreiche Ich schlafe aus und fühle mich immer noch neblig Und Arbeit ist mein einziges Hobby Ich glaube, ich brauche etwas mehr Glück Weil ich weiß, dass meine Tage gezählt sind Ich muss also sparen, da führt kein Weg daran vorbei Mehr noch, und ich hasse es, darüber nachzudenken Aber wenn ich weg bin, was würden sie über mich sagen, deshalb bin ich Schau zum Himmel und ich bete dich Erinnere dich an den Mann, der ich war Wenn ich mit den Engeln am Himmel bin Singt: Halleluja, Ha-Halleluja Schau zum Himmel und ich bete dich Erinnere dich an die Dinge, die ich getan habe Wenn ich mit den Engeln am Himmel bin Singe es laut, Halleluja, Ha-Halleluja Ich hasse es, dass ich nie nüchtern bin Ich rutsche aus und verliere die Fassung Vielleicht bin ich einfach nicht gut genug, nein oh Ich drücke, wenn mein Herz näher kommt Ich leide seit Ende Oktober unter Schmerzen Ich denke, dass es an der Zeit ist, mich zu öffnen Denn ich weiß, dass meine Tage gezählt sind Ich kann also nicht mein Leben verschwenden und leiden Mehr noch, und ich hoffe, dass ich meinen Geliebten treffe Aber was würde sie über mich denken, wenn ich weg wäre? Deshalb habe ich Schau zum Himmel und ich bete dich Erinnere dich an den Mann, der ich war Wenn ich mit den Engeln am Himmel bin Singt: Halleluja, Ha-Halleluja Schau zum Himmel und ich bete dich Erinnere dich an die Dinge, die ich getan habe Wenn ich mit den Engeln am Himmel bin Singe es laut, Halleluja, Ha-Halleluja
such powerful words
This song got me crying
loved making the piano cover to this homie @PVLN
Wow.
Thank you.
Glad your short video showed up in my reels feed "FB Reels" I felt bad with that guy who cried I feel him
Am touched 😢
thank you😪
I suffered a major TBI 17 months ago when some guy tried to murder me he hit me in the head 6 times with a baseball bat, music especially this inspirational song, is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo powerful in helping me get through each and everyday of whats left of my life ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
My brother died from a TBI god is Good thank god u woke up ❤ I lost my best friend 18months ago 💔
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Lost my little brother this year in june gone and its been a struggle. This song has hit me so hard.
Kenya is also listening❤😢
Remember the men I was😢
I love you Bro from Philippines
This had me in tears cause I feel like a failure and feel like clock of life is running out
I like this bro thakyou❤
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I listen to this song as a Uyghur and try to forget only the painful moments of my life.
(It's raining)
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Touching very touching 😞 1:52
Why do I keep crying when I listen to this song😳
This song has broken me 😢😢
I'm possibly going through a break up and it's hard to keep going on this song hits harder than I thought 😢
This video reminds me of all the times I was on different 💊 and alcohol and I’m doing so much better bc of god in my life again❤️❤️🥹🥹
Thank you bro you made my day and I just subscribe to you:)
Lost but found 😢
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 it's a good song tbh
Please give the karaoke of this song as soon as possible..I'm looking forward to cover this song...❤
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I wish i have this voice. I'm tired of just listening and crying my heart out. I can't keep up, i just want to end this survival.
im so afraid for even stepping outside i look up at the sky though a window wishing i was there with my farther since i lost him i lost everything and everyone iv no idea how to even start to talk to or make friends because i fell and from experience when people see how broken i am they take advantage use me and i realise and lose it all again all what iv built up inside confidence wise to step outside is gone again and i just hide away im so afraid and in such a deep dark hole of depression its hard to even get outa bed in the morning because i know what the day isnt gona bring me and thats just a bit of peace and happiness but sadly i dont think ill ever be able to i have no friends or anyone that rings or text to see if im ok if i vanished no one would notice care or even come looking to find out whats happened iv been so close to saying that’s enough now and to be with my farther which i know he is seeing this and would save me from this world but unfortunately all he can do is watch my suffering and pain but i will be with you again and i will be at peace and i shall be for ever more happier then iv ever been since i lost you as i will be by your side once more and never leave RIP Colin andrew long i shall be with you again i promise
Came here from xiaohongshu🎉
Make karaoke broo this songs hit diff
Winifred Lane
Im Crying
New sub here... Nice voice❤
Классная песня 😢😢😢😢
Keep it up bro 😢
Haii i from bali🎉
Just lost my brother,this helps❤
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