I'm shaking this gangsta mentality that I've let myself and my surroundings brainwash me with and getting back to the nature loving neardy version of myself. It feels great too!
I spent the first 46 years of my life doing all I could to make everyone around me happy, so when I began my journey of discovery seven years ago, I quickly realized that who I was, was an enigma, even to myself. The sad truth was no one in my life could stand who I was, which made me very lonely. One of the first things I had to do when I began discovering my spiritually was to, for the first time, find and allow who I was to begin living this life. Prior to that time, I was nothing more than an interpretation of everyone else's preferences. Gladly, after seven years of discovery, I am no longer lonely because I have met and have gotten to know my true self. Namaste In lak' Esh
The realization of oneself is quick but the application of it is a slow process so please be gentle and patient with yourselves. It takes time to shed and peel away.
At 62 yrs old I left everyone and everything. Now @64 when I look in the mirror I don’t recognize myself but I love the person looking back. Ive changed the old 10 fold. I feel no past or future just living in the NOW ☺️ … I AM Truly Blessed and led by Grace 💗🕯🙏
I like what you wrote. Thank you I feel I am in limbo between being aware and relapsing in old stories or fears, then again in the now all is well. I wish I could settle permanently for the now. I am 64 also. The conditioning/ego sometimes seems to want to act out more than ever and then boom I wake up and I am conscious again, aware of all this playing out. I too look in the mirror and I see this woman, I like her a lot but who is she exactly? Like I am in between two worlds. I am the universe expressing itself through this body. 🙏✨❤️
Letting go of the ego is like letting yourself die spiritually. Having an ego death is just as painful as losing someone we love. You will grieve the old you. Yet you will find the new you once you get through it.❤
I went through what you referred to in 2020. Self awareness, know thyself, being authentic, is a moment to moment experience. To string together a story or words or paradigm to explain it, limits what it is. It just IS. Most recently, I’ve become aware that daily decisions that I choose to make, can either be informed by consciousness or by paradigms of right vs wrong, that have been culturally and even personally established. Just being and doing what feels natural in the moment, seems to keep me in flow. Over thinking, rationalizing, justifying and trying to predict outcome to any choice, is not heart mind coherence. Do I value being myself or value doing “right”? This is the question I have been pondering….
I find it that being here and now, it's like being awake for one minute and getting lost is forgetting to have been awaken. It's taking a long time to remember in a daily basis. I love your teachings. Thanks!
I accidentally awakened listening to Brian Weiss just trying to relax. I think I would think it was a stroke or something because the world looked totally different for weeks or months. Everything looked more vibrant especially green but also looked less solid. This happened when I went to bed for the night. I felt like electricity was running through my body and would shoot out through my feet and calves not like lightning but electricity. I would feel like I had been dropped into the bed from time to time as though I had suddenly woke up startled but I don't think I had fallen asleep just from being aware of things. It was like I was going in and out of some kind of state of relaxation but even with the jolting of my legs and feeling being dropped I wasn't really concerned, I think I had heard of energy blockages before and thought it was my electricity working through them which may be correct. The next day I had a strong urge to walk barefoot in the grass and lay down in the grass and I did at a customers house with not much care what anyone might think. I told myself if someone calls to me I'm not getting up, I'll tell them I'm fine and they can come over and talk if they want to. I had the hurky jerkys often when walking for weeks and thought I might fall out of a chair but I always felt this would level off and it did over time. I also had an almost unstoppable urge to do what I called the dance of the hands which looked kinda like a sped up taekwondo. I was worried I wouldn't be able to stop myself from doing it in public but I managed not to. I experienced what I am sure is meant by bliss which is not like anything I felt before... I would say that I know I am eternal, my being is eternal but I'm a long ways from being enlightened. I would say I'm in the dark night of the soul for various long story reasons but I would say the dark night isn't as bad as it might sound but bliss is a distant memory. 🙏⚕️🙏
Thank you for this. I have been accumulating knowledge on this practice for about 6 or 7 years now. I am now ultra aware that my daily routines and programmed beliefs are trying to tighten their grip on me in an effort to keep me identified with them. I think of a line in The Matrix. "There's a difference between knowing the path and walking the path." I definitely have some self discipline to work on. Thank you again. Peace
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I in the past have given so much of myself to be simply loved, liked. This is a powerful message that just went deeper
After reflecting on all the things that make who I am...a student, a teacher, an artist a wife, a mother,a grandmother...deep inside I am a seeker of truth.
I feel almost the same way each day. It's not knowing that there's an essence in all of us but how to keep the journey getting into it the best way possible keeping your balance between your inner force with your spiritual alignment and your interactions with your outside world in this 3D dimension.
This is exactly what I am experiencing right now! And as you said it is because I stopped identifying myself with the stories I have been telling myself, with my ego. And I have been able to feel consciousness all around me, permeating everything and connected everything, which feels me with a deep sense of peace and purposes. Thank you for your thoughts and I love your channel! ❤
I had an ego death recently from thinking so deeply about this and about the perspectives we all carry shared by shadows from the past but we can shed it all and rediscover ourselves truly
Perfect!!✨100% resonates with me✨New collective consciousness is rising..if you seeing it we all sooner or later will see it..and this is a fact✨Thank ✨🙏🙏❤🙏🙏✨you!!
Just understanding that ego, personality, individuality, mindsets, believing that we are important in society, that we have a mission, that we have to act on mindsets rules etc...is all an illusion ..its unreal, its not it💥 Just by releasing these thoughts when they appear in the mind we slowly but surely reach freedom, light and wisdom. But its not for everyone, so keep quiet about it. This advice is not aimed to the administrator Thanks🙏
It's true who are we? We are gods and goddesses we possess the whole universe inside us, the people who aren't spiritual look at me like I'm crazy but it's hard to let someone in my life, I really need to do this soulmission alone it's hard but I'm the only one who understand myself, it's the hardest path all alone but the best growth. That's for sure. Thank you so much Sending love and light ❤🙏💫🍀
the fact is you can only be you in no one s presence , and it is inevitable for you to come across somebody and then events happens . i truly believe in love , how i truly belive in hatred . there isn t one without the other
I think of the masks as part of myself too, so they are perfect as they are cuz they are still me, tho it is important to hear to each carefully because they were created to help us navigate our lifes. Sometimes they revolt but that is why meditation is important
This topic hits on a subject I have recently been struggling with myself. I find myself at a place where I can forfeit a title I no longer need for employment purposes. This title has long defined me as a worker. A title that represents knowledge, purpose, success in the employment world. I have passed the need for such a title, but still struggle with the desire to retain it. My struggle leaves me unsure what are your thoughts ?
@empress9857 I am experiencing new awareness everyday as I meditate, read and listen to SD videos. That is what causes this ever increasing search to know myself and to live in this present moment. I find myself trying to leave the past more ardently, but memories pull me back so often.
The thing i observe and dont have any explanation is that when we are ill, a litlle flue, its like all this questions, toughts and quest which are there without wanting disapear and even with will we cant get them back. Why ? The illness remove this energy ? so its not essential and can disappear ?
I'm shaking this gangsta mentality that I've let myself and my surroundings brainwash me with and getting back to the nature loving neardy version of myself. It feels great too!
We in the streets
gangstas scared
@@Pogdubgangstas scared to admit they have insecurities.
May you transform into a spiritual gangsta standing up for freedom, harmony, peace liberty and beautiful expression of the spirit.
@@Akasanaespjust wake up
I spent the first 46 years of my life doing all I could to make everyone around me happy, so when I began my journey of discovery seven years ago, I quickly realized that who I was, was an enigma, even to myself.
The sad truth was no one in my life could stand who I was, which made me very lonely. One of the first things I had to do when I began discovering my spiritually was to, for the first time, find and allow who I was to begin living this life. Prior to that time, I was nothing more than an interpretation of everyone else's preferences.
Gladly, after seven years of discovery, I am no longer lonely because I have met and have gotten to know my true self.
Namaste In lak' Esh
The sad truth was no one in my life could stand who I was
No, they hate that you are free
I applaud you. I have yet to take the leap. I long to break from my routine. Thanks for sharing. Blessings.
Everything comes from within. Once you feel and know this, then everything else is extra.
The realization of oneself is quick but the application of it is a slow process so please be gentle and patient with yourselves. It takes time to shed and peel away.
At 62 yrs old I left everyone and everything. Now @64 when I look in the mirror I don’t recognize myself but I love the person looking back. Ive changed the old 10 fold. I feel no past or future just living in the NOW ☺️ … I AM Truly Blessed and led by Grace 💗🕯🙏
I like what you wrote. Thank you
I feel I am in limbo between being aware and relapsing in old stories or fears, then again in the now all is well. I wish I could settle permanently for the now. I am 64 also. The conditioning/ego sometimes seems to want to act out more than ever and then boom I wake up and I am conscious again, aware of all this playing out. I too look in the mirror and I see this woman, I like her a lot but who is she exactly? Like I am in between two worlds. I am the universe expressing itself through this body. 🙏✨❤️
Letting go of the ego is like letting yourself die spiritually. Having an ego death is just as painful as losing someone we love. You will grieve the old you. Yet you will find the new you once you get through it.❤
I went through what you referred to in 2020. Self awareness, know thyself, being authentic, is a moment to moment experience. To string together a story or words or paradigm to explain it, limits what it is. It just IS. Most recently, I’ve become aware that daily decisions that I choose to make, can either be informed by consciousness or by paradigms of right vs wrong, that have been culturally and even personally established. Just being and doing what feels natural in the moment, seems to keep me in flow. Over thinking, rationalizing, justifying and trying to predict outcome to any choice, is not heart mind coherence. Do I value being myself or value doing “right”? This is the question I have been pondering….
Het was weer leerzaam. Ik voel mij zo dankbaar dat ik mezelf mag leren kennen door zelfobservatie en de levenslessen die mijn pad kruisen. Dankjewel❤
I find it that being here and now, it's like being awake for one minute and getting lost is forgetting to have been awaken. It's taking a long time to remember in a daily basis. I love your teachings. Thanks!
I accidentally awakened listening to Brian Weiss just trying to relax. I think I would think it was a stroke or something because the world looked totally different for weeks or months. Everything looked more vibrant especially green but also looked less solid. This happened when I went to bed for the night. I felt like electricity was running through my body and would shoot out through my feet and calves not like lightning but electricity. I would feel like I had been dropped into the bed from time to time as though I had suddenly woke up startled but I don't think I had fallen asleep just from being aware of things. It was like I was going in and out of some kind of state of relaxation but even with the jolting of my legs and feeling being dropped I wasn't really concerned, I think I had heard of energy blockages before and thought it was my electricity working through them which may be correct. The next day I had a strong urge to walk barefoot in the grass and lay down in the grass and I did at a customers house with not much care what anyone might think. I told myself if someone calls to me I'm not getting up, I'll tell them I'm fine and they can come over and talk if they want to. I had the hurky jerkys often when walking for weeks and thought I might fall out of a chair but I always felt this would level off and it did over time. I also had an almost unstoppable urge to do what I called the dance of the hands which looked kinda like a sped up taekwondo. I was worried I wouldn't be able to stop myself from doing it in public but I managed not to. I experienced what I am sure is meant by bliss which is not like anything I felt before...
I would say that I know I am eternal, my being is eternal but I'm a long ways from being enlightened. I would say I'm in the dark night of the soul for various long story reasons but I would say the dark night isn't as bad as it might sound but bliss is a distant memory.
🙏⚕️🙏
Thank you for this. I have been accumulating knowledge on this practice for about 6 or 7 years now. I am now ultra aware that my daily routines and programmed beliefs are trying to tighten their grip on me in an effort to keep me identified with them. I think of a line in The Matrix. "There's a difference between knowing the path and walking the path." I definitely have some self discipline to work on. Thank you again. Peace
I in the past have given so much of myself to be simply loved, liked. This is a powerful message that just went deeper
After reflecting on all the things that make who I am...a student, a teacher, an artist a wife, a mother,a grandmother...deep inside I am a seeker of truth.
I feel almost the same way each day. It's not knowing that there's an essence in all of us but how to keep the journey getting into it the best way possible keeping your balance between your inner force with your spiritual alignment and your interactions with your outside world in this 3D dimension.
Yes,,,I do. I am.All we have is Now,feel the breadth.Reflect the essence of who we are and go beyond
This is exactly what I am experiencing right now! And as you said it is because I stopped identifying myself with the stories I have been telling myself, with my ego. And I have been able to feel consciousness all around me, permeating everything and connected everything, which feels me with a deep sense of peace and purposes. Thank you for your thoughts and I love your channel! ❤
I had an ego death recently from thinking so deeply about this and about the perspectives we all carry shared by shadows from the past but we can shed it all and rediscover ourselves truly
You had an ego death by t h i n k i n g…?
Yes, I identify. Thank God. One 👌
Perfect!!✨100% resonates with me✨New collective consciousness is rising..if you seeing it we all sooner or later will see it..and this is a fact✨Thank ✨🙏🙏❤🙏🙏✨you!!
I’m definitely very authentic and real and people can tell. Don’t be someone you’re not. Nobody cares about you as much as you do.
We are the embodiment of consciousness..❤❤❤❤Thanks a lot
Just understanding that ego, personality, individuality, mindsets, believing that we are important in society, that we have a mission, that we have to act on mindsets rules etc...is all an illusion ..its unreal, its not it💥
Just by releasing these thoughts when they appear in the mind we slowly but surely reach freedom, light and wisdom. But its not for everyone, so keep quiet about it. This advice is not aimed to the administrator
Thanks🙏
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Thank you for preparing this resonating message that was filled with the vibration of love. Thank you and good luck.🙏❤️🌹
Wonderful message here. Your insight is very profound for me at this stage in my journey. Thank you
A beautiful and true message thank you
Thanks for all
It's true who are we? We are gods and goddesses we possess the whole universe inside us, the people who aren't spiritual look at me like I'm crazy but it's hard to let someone in my life, I really need to do this soulmission alone it's hard but I'm the only one who understand myself, it's the hardest path all alone but the best growth.
That's for sure.
Thank you so much
Sending love and light
❤🙏💫🍀
I REALLY appreciate this!! Thank you
Thank you ❤️🍃☀️
what a great understanding to consciousness,
Thank you so much😊🙏
My true essence is in the ROSEM❤🎉
No Self No Problem
This needs to be taught earlier in life. It's been taught for thousands of years.
You're amazing 💙
the fact is you can only be you in no one s presence , and it is inevitable for you to come across somebody and then events happens . i truly believe in love , how i truly belive in hatred . there isn t one without the other
I think of the masks as part of myself too, so they are perfect as they are cuz they are still me, tho it is important to hear to each carefully because they were created to help us navigate our lifes. Sometimes they revolt but that is why meditation is important
We are non local consciousness having myriads of local experiences
I cant tell if the voice is AI. But it sounds great
This topic hits on a subject I have recently been struggling with myself. I find myself at a place where I can forfeit a title I no longer need for employment purposes. This title has long defined me as a worker. A title that represents knowledge, purpose, success in the employment world. I have passed the need for such a title, but still struggle with the desire to retain it. My struggle leaves me unsure what are your thoughts ?
Outside of your work how do you feel about yourself what is your identity outside of work ?
@empress9857
I am experiencing new awareness everyday as I meditate, read and listen to SD videos. That is what causes this ever increasing search to know myself and to live in this present moment. I find myself trying to leave the past more ardently, but memories pull me back so often.
The thing i observe and dont have any explanation is that when we are ill, a litlle flue, its like all this questions, toughts and quest which are there without wanting disapear and even with will we cant get them back. Why ? The illness remove this energy ? so its not essential and can disappear ?
💜💜💜💜
I'm tired of wearing the mask of a problematic person who everybody hates, but who also has positive aspects that nobody sees.
THIS IS WHAT YOU TEACH TO MAKE MONEY.
Wow 😂
NO.
We trusted the science in covid...
How can the ONE
witness and witness what ?❤
I like your spirit, but is this an AI voice?
🤔🌎🤔
🌳🖐🤲❤️ ✌️ 🌎
Drop the annoying emotional background music...it's very distracting from the message.
Insecurity creates Many people 💥 adapting false identities as Avatars 😎🥸🥳🤓🤥🤬