"Complete Turn Around" Vlog 15 NOV 09
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- Опубліковано 2 жов 2024
- I don't know why I'm posting this vlog, but I felt compelled to express my feelings and share them with you. I'll get better, I'm sure. Tonight was just a sad realization.
Thank you for all of your continued words and thoughts. Despite feeling sad, they make a world of difference.
I heart you all as best as I can. :)
Aww Mathieu I wish i could just hug you. I am sorry your having a hard time with your grief, but its a process and it just has to play out. It just takes a while for some people. I lost my father in 2004 and I am just now beginning to enjoy life again, so just hang in there okay. Much Love to you.
Hey, I don't know you but I came across your blog! I feel the exact same way as you, completely!! You summed up my emotions in a nut shell. My dad passed away this year.... and I kept having non-stop dreams he was alive... or that he'd come back to life... to the point where I'd wake up thinking "I should call my dad today"
Also, my biggest fear was losing my dad (he was diagnosed with cancer a year before he passed) & I didn't react to his death the way I thought... it took awhile for it to fully hit me and it hasn't. In 2 months it will be a year & I still cry all the time. It doesn't hurt less. They say the pain never goes away, you just learn how to deal with it.
No words will help, just know that people are listening. when my middle daughter died I learned very quickly that people say all the wrong things anyway. Just look at who is still standing by you. Its hard to imagine but one day you will feel full again. (almost)
(2) i never went to family gatherings without her there because she was the main one i would talk to and i would always be stuck up under her ass and in an awkward situation i would always turn to her and she would make me laugh. 4th of july was not the same without her. and i don't know how thanksgiving or christmas is going to be this year without her. this is going to be a challenge but i know if i can do it, so can you. everything will be okay, i always think of her right here with me...xo
(1) i know exactly how you feel Mathieu. I was a grandmas girl ever since i was a baby. i was the closest to her in my whole family. she just passed in may. i didn't know how i was gonna go on in life without her because when she was still living she was all i knew. now the holidays are coming up.
i know how you feel hun...i've had at least 8 people die on me in the past 2 years
all the world's love is with you,, xxx
Hugs to you, Mathieu.
*hug*