Pulled the trigger on myself and it jammed up on me, now I got 4 kids and twins due In april, got a big ass house to raise them in now and I thank God, sometimes you just gotta go thru the worst to see the best that’s coming
Me neither, i barely feel anything to the situation, i just observe tbh. And no joke i imagine myself and how i would usually react but i dont its like im not even myself
when i heard this first time, and i read the text on the video that say "me trying to play it cool like im not abt to burst out crying' it got me a few minutes to think about all my expectations to have someone who understand me as a person and if they feel like they love me as they understand me as the times goes on, but i know that the possibility is not that possible if i think about it. because the people who are understanding me is so rare. i dont know what others will say about this, maybe they'll think that im some kind of a weirdo or something that hard to understand or something like that. but trust me, im always give my best to understanding each other but i dont know how people will understand me, or maybe they won't understand me? i dont know. maybe in my very deep heart, that i want someone to really understand me as a person and they love me because they understand me. and at the middle of this song, there is it. im really crying like a child, and it got me laughed now that it is a very rare moment of me crying because something like this.
I believe deep hearts such as yourself, and me even. Deep hearts find each other very powerfully, like when you start talking to someone that has that depth in their soul, YOU both just simply understand each other and work so well. Look up "the law of universal gravitation" I believe it has to do with how souls with deep feelings and depth find each other so deeply. We simply gravitate towards the other because of that depth.❤️
realll, lowkey just feel empty and distant from the world like everything is just a loop like no matter what I do everything is still gonna be the same, sometimes I wanna disappear and I hate how alone I feel in a world full of people sometimes I wonder why I bother to keep on pushing idk
phones so dry felt really lonely watched tt for long hours and zoned out to take a detox from my phone for a few days. Even tho its as lonely as ever i feel much better now. Realised being alone isnt even that bad
she was everything, funny, kind, my type of humor, understood me, she gave me multiple reasons to live, it felt so nice when she hugged me for the first time, when she held my hand for the first time, she's so pretty, each time she touched me even in the slightest way I felt good, she did my hair, she motivated me, Debby I love you so so much I wish I said what needed to be said when i had the chance
This song helps me a lot due to me not playing sports for 3 in a half years after my brother passed, In my room day and night thinking I lost everything and everyone but thanks to god for giving me the strength to return and keep going to the gym and practicing to finish my last basketball season for my high school and try to make a difference before I graduate from high school. edit: If you´re going through something remember you change things with a snap of a finger get your head in the game, and finish Your journey the finish line is right there. Love you all and may god bless you!.
used to sit at a low spot in life and hated the way i lived, had no friends, didnt like how i looked, and felt horrible about myself. It’s been 2 years since that time and all i can say is im very happy with where i’m at. God had different plans for me and i am just realizing now God is the reason i made it through that rough time. Entrust in God and he will return the favor.
As much as I try to pretend I'm strong, as much as I pretend that her presence being gone doesn't bother me, as much as i look in the mirror with smile and say I'm okay. I'm not okay. I miss her with all my heart. she was everything and more to me. I miss you jiah
I wanted to talk to her. I'm a coward, now i will never see her again. She wasn't just beatiful, she had the best personality i've ever came across in my life. She spread peace and well being to everyone around her. Now it's been a year and still i am thinking about her each time i see another girl. I've never felt so empty and lonely, and unfulfilled.
Right Now I am praying for myself and my kingdom spouse, for God to heal her heart and to deliver her from the spirits of fear and rejection, as they have been holding her back as well as me too. We recently fell back into the sin of lust, PLEASE PRAY TO RELEASE US FROM THESE EVIL SPIRITS.
There comes a time in one's life that we realize that a life without Jesus is no life at all. Life will be more meaningful when Jesus is present, when he is there to carry your burdens and that you won't have to walk and face them alone. ~May you find peace and clarity in whatever situation you are going through~
Imma be completely honest, I am not good with girls whatsoever. I invited on of my bestfriends to my birthday, and she brought along another friend. She is beautiful. We hit it off, we had a great time. I made her laugh. I love her laugh. I put my arm around her. I love how she feels. We went into a pool and she climbed on my back. I loved being held. We went in the car back home and we sang together. I love her voice. We then met up later that night to watch a movie at a friends house. She laid on me. I love her smell. I made her laugh some more. I love her smile. And then today I get told that she isn't looking for a relationship.. I'll wait for her. If she likes me, I'll wait for her, If she doesn't like me, I'll still wait for her. No girl will get in the way of how I fell for her because I cant get girls. Maybe that's why I feel so strongly for her. All I know is that I'll wait.
While I listen to this, I’m writing this to see if there are others out there who feel just as lonely and quiet, who are tough on themselves yet kind to those around them. I wonder if there are people with a deep desire to be loved and cared for, who struggle with self-esteem or health issues, and who often feel overlooked but just want to belong. I think about those who transform at night, those who haven’t yet experienced a romantic relationship, and those who hesitate to share their feelings with their mothers to avoid adding to their worries. I also reflect on those who, like me, have come to realize that seeking comfort from emotional pain can sometimes lead to finding it in physical pain. This comment might get buried among the rest, but if you happen to see it, could you let me know if you’re the one I’m looking for?
All this pain and sorrow in the comments just got me thinking we all cooked I wish the best for you out there and trust me I’m falling apart too just keep your head up 🙏🏽
Don't really know why I'm writing this little message but I guess it's just to write. Anyways, This song relates a lot to me you know. Some people won't get that because they haven't figured it out but once you have it's truly a blessing. Honestly things haven't been going well in life. My friends have been getting further and further away from me. I try to talk to them sometimes but they'll just be so dry and only say a couple of words. Honestly I think it's just because they're doing better in life and their leaving the old stuff behind. Kind of sounds like the toy story movie when Andy moves away. But in the end the toys found someone to play with again. Hopefully that'll be my story. I'm just kind of sick of being alone and want to feel true genuine people that understand me for me. I've used the word hopefully to show how desperate I am but I shouldn't hope. I should believe I guess. Or I guess at the end of the day no one really wants me for me. I guess life really is a pain in the ass huh? I'm so young and only just got in highschool as a freshman but I still feel like they're has to be people to meet but what if they're isnt? Maybe I will find people in the outside world that will get me. Anyways that's kind of my story but anyone out there experiencing this, you might be alone but just remember. I'll always be here to support you because I know what It feels like. Or just maybe you'll find an amazing friend, a little pet you love, Or maybe even a lover for life. Whatever it is make sure it's what you want and YOU are okay with. I have to end the story because if I keep writing ill probably write a damn essay.. Anyways remember whoever is reading this remember what I said. Don't forget that You'll always have me supporting you. And you will find someone, just like I will. Never give up, because you will find someone for you. Even if you don't I'm here. Remember that. Goodnight everyone.
Hey man I relate to you, stuff kinda happened to me like that. I hope you’re okay bro. Religion is important, Lord Krishna pulled me out of the darkness. Stay well friend.
@@arin2166 please don't give up brother. Stay strong and keep going. Lord Jesus Christ is not done with you. He loves you so much that He died on the cross for your sins. He wants the best for you. Go to God, pray and cry out to Him, have faith in Him because it gets better. When you have God, you have all you need. Also, reading the Bible helps a lot, you can find an online version if you don't have it. I love you bro and God loves you more, talk to Him, talk to your loved ones. It is permanent decision for temporary problems, so please go to God and keep going. God will get you through ❤
been struggling w my faith in God lately, i pray that he can forgive me. im trying to do better, no its not my best and i know i should be trying harder but ive been at such a low point in life n im struggling with self esteem/care. i hate the way i look and i know i shouldn’t because God created me in his own image. i don’t know what im doing wrong. i feel miserable rn. i was doing better but then it all went downhill all of a sudden, idk what even caused all of this.
same everybody migth be feeling like how you feeling i fell miserable i feel ugly even though my future wife think sim beautiful, like all these negative thoughts bro, just know that God will always be there fo you, i genuinely hop you get better bro i love you man like how God loves you, God bless you nd i hope you get better,
@@jamestahaih1755don’t Hope Pray. And bro You are handsome No H! Don’t down talk yourself bro Because we are made in God’s image. Jesus Loves ya Godbless you bro.
Tell God what you are doing wrong and he will show You It Jesus loves ya Bro God is Bigger than your anxiety’s and problems so Give them to him his Burden is Light.
I've got a really complicated life. I was stalked so I was never left alone by this girl who treated me like shit and just was obsessed with me but tried to find every reason to make me die. Now I'm disconnected from people I actually love and my gf hasn't talked to me in 3 weeks bcs of something and idk what's happened. I just hate missing the people I love knowing there's a fat chance rn that I won't talk to them for a while
i miss her. edit: we talked not to long ago, she wants me to move on. we broke 5 months ago, and we talked in december, i still dnt kno how to move on tho.
Are you okay.. are you alright.. are you really fine..? I know theses last couple of months..hasn't been the best..just keep moving and driving forward..
(VENT!) / I'm a horrible bsf. She most likely won't see this message, but am I horrible best friend? I think so. My mental health has been getting bad lately that ive been having up and downs with people. My best friend we'll call her Banana, is the sweetest girl you could ever meet. She could walk into a room and draw almost everyones attention by her beauty. I love her so much, that it pains me to know that I can't even physically or mentally stop myself from treating her wrong - and I don't want to bash out at her, because of stupid shi in my life so I just get dry with her. I don't want my problems on her. I'd take her problems but I don't want her to take mine, she deserve s a better bsf then me. I'm glad she has saved me from a lot of things, but now she needs to save herself from ME. Im so sorry Banana. Brianna loves you sm and she's so proud of you.
I think I deserve this much pain it will strengthen to that level that someday I will be Unbreakable. Yeah but due to someone other's mistake do I deserve to be in pain, I think the answer is no, if I hadn't done anything wrong so why do I need to suffer. Only because I love them that's why I suffer, No I will not. I think this much pain is enough for me, I also deserve some peace. So bye bye I'm leaving you from my heart, I will always be there for your support only.
yo yall gonna be ok God got a plan for you and you js need to trust his timing..u WILL get better give all your worries to our father and he will give you the peace you need 🫵
@@cityoffear I dont have the same experience so thats not really the only explanation. Im afraid that that is between you and God though..I dont know what you experienced but what i think is there has to be a distance between you and God. And when you didn’t trust in his timing, it only grew farther. He stays quiet sometimes because he doesn’t think we’re ready to take on his message or he knows we aren’t ready to obey him. I stand by that because i’ve had it happened to me. Though i really don’t know what happened in those fifteen years, my only guess was/is he is just waiting for the right time to tell you. That’s why i said trust in his timing. I really do hope you find peace in the christian religion then and if not, my only message for you is that God is still there and he hasn’t given up on you. He’s watching you from a distance. I know this because i thought the same thing that God wasn’t communicating to me, and he showed me he was still with me when i felt worthy that i could give up the strong worldly desires i was hanging onto that was keeping me away from God.
Pulled the trigger on myself and it jammed up on me, now I got 4 kids and twins due In april, got a big ass house to raise them in now and I thank God, sometimes you just gotta go thru the worst to see the best that’s coming
You have no idea how much this comment means to me. Thank you.
when you have god by your side, the pain isnt a punishment that will last forever but a lesson. God bless you
The sun always comes back up ☀️
this proves that there is more to life than this moment
god saved u that day never forget
when life so cooked... you sit outside and enjoy nature + this song ( Now i know why the oldies sit outside...)
damn didn't really think about it that way :(
real
real
real
I’ve do that once, its really good actualy
'After he was raised from the dead, his disciples recalled what he had said. Then they believed the scripture and the words that Jesus had spoken. '
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen 🙏
the most beautiful words i have ever read
I wish things were different
-Arthur Morgan
Finally someone who knows
@@King_Spidey REAL.
But it weren't us who changed
-Arthur Morgan
Didn't expect Arthur here
Wow, Arthur I really didn’t expect that. (My friends deeply in love with his ugly ah)
i cant even cry no more
real you just sit there and accept it
Real.
Me neither, i barely feel anything to the situation, i just observe tbh. And no joke i imagine myself and how i would usually react but i dont its like im not even myself
@@GardenDemonHRu just explained everything so perfectly🙃
@@GardenDemonHR Jesus helps🙏
Thugging it out (i can’t take it anymore)
when i heard this first time, and i read the text on the video that say "me trying to play it cool like im not abt to burst out crying' it got me a few minutes to think about all my expectations to have someone who understand me as a person and if they feel like they love me as they understand me as the times goes on, but i know that the possibility is not that possible if i think about it. because the people who are understanding me is so rare. i dont know what others will say about this, maybe they'll think that im some kind of a weirdo or something that hard to understand or something like that. but trust me, im always give my best to understanding each other but i dont know how people will understand me, or maybe they won't understand me? i dont know. maybe in my very deep heart, that i want someone to really understand me as a person and they love me because they understand me.
and at the middle of this song, there is it. im really crying like a child, and it got me laughed now that it is a very rare moment of me crying because something like this.
You’re not alone
I believe deep hearts such as yourself, and me even. Deep hearts find each other very powerfully, like when you start talking to someone that has that depth in their soul, YOU both just simply understand each other and work so well.
Look up "the law of universal gravitation" I believe it has to do with how souls with deep feelings and depth find each other so deeply. We simply gravitate towards the other because of that depth.❤️
@@son6ta898bru shut up 😭
When u feels like "nobody understand me" look the stars, in same tame probably someone too looking stars who thinks like you...
@@xozo2131 fr dude, i was drunk
when the phones so dry and life's so boring so you js zone out and stare at the wall feeling the depersonalization hit you
Real
play games lil bro 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@ekiwee not even games hittin anymore ngl
@@ekiwee fr like smooth said games dont hit the same i only play w friends n they're barely online anymore 😭🙏
realll, lowkey just feel empty and distant from the world like everything is just a loop like no matter what I do everything is still gonna be the same, sometimes I wanna disappear and I hate how alone I feel in a world full of people sometimes I wonder why I bother to keep on pushing idk
phones so dry felt really lonely watched tt for long hours and zoned out to take a detox from my phone for a few days. Even tho its as lonely as ever i feel much better now. Realised being alone isnt even that bad
Finna try dis for a week
I honestly like having my notifications dry and being alone with myself
reading old message with this one hit hard
fr
Real...
Delete them Asap..its of no good brother
she was everything, funny, kind, my type of humor, understood me, she gave me multiple reasons to live, it felt so nice when she hugged me for the first time, when she held my hand for the first time, she's so pretty, each time she touched me even in the slightest way I felt good, she did my hair, she motivated me, Debby I love you so so much I wish I said what needed to be said when i had the chance
everything will be okay bro
Slowly but surely the walls are coming, tumbling down and with it my spirit. I'm trying to stay alive, hell we all are.
hope it gets better for u stay strong
This song helps me a lot due to me not playing sports for 3 in a half years after my brother passed, In my room day and night thinking I lost everything and everyone but thanks to god for giving me the strength to return and keep going to the gym and practicing to finish my last basketball season for my high school and try to make a difference before I graduate from high school.
edit: If you´re going through something remember you change things with a snap of a finger get your head in the game, and finish Your journey the finish line is right there. Love you all and may god bless you!.
used to sit at a low spot in life and hated the way i lived, had no friends, didnt like how i looked, and felt horrible about myself. It’s been 2 years since that time and all i can say is im very happy with where i’m at. God had different plans for me and i am just realizing now God is the reason i made it through that rough time. Entrust in God and he will return the favor.
As much as I try to pretend I'm strong, as much as I pretend that her presence being gone doesn't bother me, as much as i look in the mirror with smile and say I'm okay. I'm not okay. I miss her with all my heart. she was everything and more to me. I miss you jiah
I wanted to talk to her. I'm a coward, now i will never see her again. She wasn't just beatiful, she had the best personality i've ever came across in my life. She spread peace and well being to everyone around her. Now it's been a year and still i am thinking about her each time i see another girl. I've never felt so empty and lonely, and unfulfilled.
try getting her number and text her!! if you don't have it, try reaching out to her frined for it
it will all work out in the end
@@ياريتزي it is too late my man
Dont let gang know i fw this shi heavy
rs
what gang 😂😂
rs
Your gang should understand support you lil bro, not judge you. They fake
Hits hard with headphones in
Fr bro, i got headphones in rn
Fr i don't want to burst out crying in front of people, it just makes me looking like i need attention or smth.
me nd u both fr
this song reminds me of the past and my old friends. i miss them so much bro id do anything to find their socials again.
this might just be my favourite instrumental vid on youtube :)
Right Now I am praying for myself and my kingdom spouse, for God to heal her heart and to deliver her from the spirits of fear and rejection, as they have been holding her back as well as me too. We recently fell back into the sin of lust, PLEASE PRAY TO RELEASE US FROM THESE EVIL SPIRITS.
❤🩹
the first couple seconds of this song always cut deep.
this songs give mad 2021-2022 vibes
realest
this what the last week of hs sound like
Im cooked without her fr
-1, 000,000,000 Confidence
@eliguahsbwhat now you give donations and they’re all girls or what ever yeah dude what’s your type lemme call about a girl your so imaginative
@eliguahsbyeah right what you gonna send him girls now or something
Look forward in your life bro , there's more things to do rather than just keep struggling for her .
Glorify nature , spend some time alone in forests or mountains and then you'll realise something different, something that's out of this world
sitting in class just thinking man life is hitting rn.
Fr
When bad days became years(real)
this made me feel like i can do anything
There comes a time in one's life that we realize that a life without Jesus is no life at all. Life will be more meaningful when Jesus is present, when he is there to carry your burdens and that you won't have to walk and face them alone.
~May you find peace and clarity in whatever situation you are going through~
"Only the real ones know..."
*The cockroaches on my wall nodding.*
Now i know why our Elders sit outside
Man I just want to cryy all the time 🙁😞😔🙁
Imma be completely honest, I am not good with girls whatsoever. I invited on of my bestfriends to my birthday, and she brought along another friend. She is beautiful. We hit it off, we had a great time. I made her laugh. I love her laugh. I put my arm around her. I love how she feels. We went into a pool and she climbed on my back. I loved being held. We went in the car back home and we sang together. I love her voice. We then met up later that night to watch a movie at a friends house. She laid on me. I love her smell. I made her laugh some more. I love her smile. And then today I get told that she isn't looking for a relationship.. I'll wait for her. If she likes me, I'll wait for her, If she doesn't like me, I'll still wait for her. No girl will get in the way of how I fell for her because I cant get girls. Maybe that's why I feel so strongly for her. All I know is that I'll wait.
That’s beautiful man.
beautiful man hopes she likes you back, just dont loose hope
It's the same with the guy I like 😢
While I listen to this, I’m writing this to see if there are others out there who feel just as lonely and quiet, who are tough on themselves yet kind to those around them. I wonder if there are people with a deep desire to be loved and cared for, who struggle with self-esteem or health issues, and who often feel overlooked but just want to belong. I think about those who transform at night, those who haven’t yet experienced a romantic relationship, and those who hesitate to share their feelings with their mothers to avoid adding to their worries. I also reflect on those who, like me, have come to realize that seeking comfort from emotional pain can sometimes lead to finding it in physical pain.
This comment might get buried among the rest, but if you happen to see it, could you let me know if you’re the one I’m looking for?
wen u wake up in the morning for skl and u stare at the wall🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
why do i feel like this man feel like everything’s over and time just stopped and there’s no where for me to go anymore..
I want to be loved so bad, but when I get it, I feel so grossed out.
Jesus loves you bro
It’ll be alright.
It won’t
All this pain and sorrow in the comments just got me thinking we all cooked I wish the best for you out there and trust me I’m falling apart too just keep your head up 🙏🏽
I hope the best for everyone out here, stay strong
Everything fits the mood
if that ain’t so
Don't really know why I'm writing this little message but I guess it's just to write. Anyways, This song relates a lot to me you know. Some people won't get that because they haven't figured it out but once you have it's truly a blessing. Honestly things haven't been going well in life. My friends have been getting further and further away from me. I try to talk to them sometimes but they'll just be so dry and only say a couple of words. Honestly I think it's just because they're doing better in life and their leaving the old stuff behind. Kind of sounds like the toy story movie when Andy moves away. But in the end the toys found someone to play with again. Hopefully that'll be my story. I'm just kind of sick of being alone and want to feel true genuine people that understand me for me. I've used the word hopefully to show how desperate I am but I shouldn't hope. I should believe I guess. Or I guess at the end of the day no one really wants me for me. I guess life really is a pain in the ass huh? I'm so young and only just got in highschool as a freshman but I still feel like they're has to be people to meet but what if they're isnt? Maybe I will find people in the outside world that will get me. Anyways that's kind of my story but anyone out there experiencing this, you might be alone but just remember. I'll always be here to support you because I know what It feels like. Or just maybe you'll find an amazing friend, a little pet you love, Or maybe even a lover for life. Whatever it is make sure it's what you want and YOU are okay with. I have to end the story because if I keep writing ill probably write a damn essay.. Anyways remember whoever is reading this remember what I said. Don't forget that You'll always have me supporting you. And you will find someone, just like I will.
Never give up, because you will find someone for you. Even if you don't I'm here. Remember that. Goodnight everyone.
Slowed to absolute perfection
I watched my dad lose his shit in the middle of a long drive... My siblings bawling there eyes out... This image shows how i felt in that moment
What happened gang
bro what happened??
Hey man I relate to you, stuff kinda happened to me like that. I hope you’re okay bro. Religion is important, Lord Krishna pulled me out of the darkness. Stay well friend.
That picture is how I felt when my mom picked me up from school and said our dog is dead and I came back to the school the next day, trying not to cry
im sorry rip. 💔
@@pwarren231 bro this was so long ago but I will never forget that day
@@Leo-jk4xndamn
I fucking hate the way im feeling😂😂😂😂
real (26/7/2024 on friday midnight) 😂😂
@@arin2166 did bro do it
@@arin2166 please don't give up brother. Stay strong and keep going. Lord Jesus Christ is not done with you. He loves you so much that He died on the cross for your sins. He wants the best for you. Go to God, pray and cry out to Him, have faith in Him because it gets better. When you have God, you have all you need. Also, reading the Bible helps a lot, you can find an online version if you don't have it. I love you bro and God loves you more, talk to Him, talk to your loved ones. It is permanent decision for temporary problems, so please go to God and keep going. God will get you through ❤
WOOOOOHOOOO I LOVE LIVING 😹😹😹🙏🏿🙏🏿💯💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️😁😁😁😁😁😁🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂😂😂😳😳😳😳😳😹😹😹😹😹😹😹
My only wish is to feel like this at least once in a lifetime.
@@ydzhin107 oh you don't wanna feel like this.
@@ydzhin107 nah I actually don’t love living bro Ngl 😹🙏🏿💯🔥
@@ydzhin107trust me he sarcastic
made me smile thx gang atleast we funny
I'm so cooked😂😂😂😂
Sir Kai, I too is a Kai, and I appreciate for finding you and this video
thug it out. 💁♀
been struggling w my faith in God lately, i pray that he can forgive me. im trying to do better, no its not my best and i know i should be trying harder but ive been at such a low point in life n im struggling with self esteem/care. i hate the way i look and i know i shouldn’t because God created me in his own image. i don’t know what im doing wrong. i feel miserable rn. i was doing better but then it all went downhill all of a sudden, idk what even caused all of this.
How is this the exact situations with mine, are we living the same life
same everybody migth be feeling like how you feeling i fell miserable i feel ugly even though my future wife think sim beautiful, like all these negative thoughts bro, just know that God will always be there fo you, i genuinely hop you get better bro i love you man like how God loves you, God bless you nd i hope you get better,
@@jamestahaih1755 thank you so much ❤️
@@jamestahaih1755don’t Hope Pray.
And bro You are handsome No H!
Don’t down talk yourself bro Because we are made in God’s image.
Jesus Loves ya Godbless you bro.
Tell God what you are doing wrong and he will show You It
Jesus loves ya Bro God is Bigger than your anxiety’s and problems so Give them to him his Burden is Light.
Mangoes? M-Mango.. ?
you know why i like to comment on youtube because no one will ever find my comment i feel expressed and yet i dont expose myself to others
i saw
i saw
@@bullhuss and i dont know u and u wont even recognize me even if we ever meet in life which is very unlikely
@@arjavjain5671 ik where you live
@@cssquad5505 I’m fucked
i like this
Keep goingg
gorgeous work.
Just cried so hard thinking abt him. I miss him sm. 😔
Chat its over. Im beyond cooked😂
We are all just some ingredients in the same pot
@@stabo284 real. Sometimes i wish i was outside the pot
@@Simoluvsu you want people in you?
@@stabo284omg no😭, I just want to escape reality.
@@Simoluvsu escape reality?
So you dont want to be real?
I've got a really complicated life. I was stalked so I was never left alone by this girl who treated me like shit and just was obsessed with me but tried to find every reason to make me die. Now I'm disconnected from people I actually love and my gf hasn't talked to me in 3 weeks bcs of something and idk what's happened. I just hate missing the people I love knowing there's a fat chance rn that I won't talk to them for a while
i miss her.
edit: we talked not to long ago, she wants me to move on. we broke 5 months ago, and we talked in december, i still dnt kno how to move on tho.
Me too bro me too … 🫂
@@ely2suave384 we talked not to long ago, she wants me to move on but idk how
@@GraceMcneely-x6y it gets easier everyday
Are you okay.. are you alright.. are you really fine..? I know theses last couple of months..hasn't been the best..just keep moving and driving forward..
cant let gang know i’m ab to end stuff
real
real
Dont
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God loves you. Suicide leads to hell. Joy is waiting to hug you tightly in Heaven. Hang on tight in these last days
dayum
it's good for sleep thank you
when ur so dried up, you cant even cry no more, and just be cool with it.
(VENT!) / I'm a horrible bsf.
She most likely won't see this message, but am I horrible best friend? I think so.
My mental health has been getting bad lately that ive been having up and downs with people.
My best friend we'll call her Banana, is the sweetest girl you could ever meet. She could walk into a room and draw almost everyones attention by her beauty.
I love her so much, that it pains me to know that I can't even physically or mentally stop myself from treating her wrong - and I don't want to bash out at her, because of stupid shi in my life so I just get dry with her.
I don't want my problems on her.
I'd take her problems but I don't want her to take mine, she deserve s a better bsf then me.
I'm glad she has saved me from a lot of things, but now she needs to save herself from ME.
Im so sorry Banana. Brianna loves you sm and she's so proud of you.
i lowkey miss her
uk that rare moment when someones soul comes so close to yours, she was my someone.
damn i miss her.
Even though we were never anything serious I still I love and miss her so much
i found my someone, he is the best thing that has ever happened to me, i wish i could change the way he sees himself
life is beautiful, we are just too busy to enjoy it
goated
sounds so good
realizing im done growing up with my siblings..
Bro i feel u
Who gaf
man we just some ants on a blue dot floating in a bunch of darkness.
i wont be here in 2 years trust
i don't wanna died this night.
whats wrong bro you ok?
r u alright bro? everything’s ok?
I don't want to die this night*
Yeah yeah right fix your English bro
Real.
she cooked me so bad
I miss my dad bro🕊️💔
I HATE MY LIFE😹😹💯💯🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥
I think I deserve this much pain it will strengthen to that level that someday I will be Unbreakable.
Yeah but due to someone other's mistake do I deserve to be in pain, I think the answer is no, if I hadn't done anything wrong so why do I need to suffer. Only because I love them that's why I suffer, No I will not. I think this much pain is enough for me, I also deserve some peace. So bye bye I'm leaving you from my heart, I will always be there for your support only.
Photo real asf
generational run
real
Damn.
I am genuinely so cooked. Hating on my life rn
While Jesus can HELP you love it again or first time take time to forgive ur self then advance on ward
@@Tyhke969real.
"real" we all say in unison.
real
Real shii😂😂😂💯💯💯
When she said ”i like we just be friends” in rality she dont want a guy looks like u
when it gets so bad u gotta go to the bathroom just so no one see u
wow n jus took da hit om....
real
It is what it is (i dont know how much more "it is what it is" i have left in me).... 😶😶
My favourite song for 2024😍
yo yall gonna be ok God got a plan for you and you js need to trust his timing..u WILL get better give all your worries to our father and he will give you the peace you need 🫵
Real.
Jesus is 👑
Yeah yeah where he is oops he’s 15 years late welcome to the club buddy just admit that he’s like not real that’s literally the only explanation
@@cityoffear I dont have the same experience so thats not really the only explanation. Im afraid that that is between you and God though..I dont know what you experienced but what i think is there has to be a distance between you and God. And when you didn’t trust in his timing, it only grew farther. He stays quiet sometimes because he doesn’t think we’re ready to take on his message or he knows we aren’t ready to obey him. I stand by that because i’ve had it happened to me. Though i really don’t know what happened in those fifteen years, my only guess was/is he is just waiting for the right time to tell you. That’s why i said trust in his timing. I really do hope you find peace in the christian religion then and if not, my only message for you is that God is still there and he hasn’t given up on you. He’s watching you from a distance. I know this because i thought the same thing that God wasn’t communicating to me, and he showed me he was still with me when i felt worthy that i could give up the strong worldly desires i was hanging onto that was keeping me away from God.
Yeah, it'll be like that, it's not good, but It's all I know now.
me because fate decided my love for him was a sin and separated us for enternity even when we were so close yet so far from each other 😂😂💯.