It's Okay to Not Be Okay

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  • Опубліковано 6 сер 2017
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  • @AngelaMinjiKim
    @AngelaMinjiKim  5 років тому +5

    You guys have been so kind. Thank you for being here with me. For those
    wondering, here is an update video: ua-cam.com/video/sqiOSDM91aA/v-deo.html

    • @savagenectar3634
      @savagenectar3634 3 роки тому

      I'm new , And feel *this* pain you speak of : ( . please Don't feel disabling sorrow please be with us . I feel darkness daily, but I believe in other's to help with me able 2 smile : ) . HUGS .

    • @Kalavati.C
      @Kalavati.C 2 роки тому

      💞💞💞

    • @Kalavati.C
      @Kalavati.C 2 роки тому

      Sending lots of hugs your way. Thank you for sharing. Depression is so real. My partner is fighting through it and it's so hard to see him this way. Hang in there friend! 🙏 💖💖💖

  • @NikocadoAvocado
    @NikocadoAvocado 6 років тому +41

    I'm watching this video now, 6 months after you posted this. I hope you're feeling better now. I'm so sorry. Please know I'm reaching out to you and wish you well. I have family members who are chronically depressed, so I understand what it must be like for you. I have moments of severe depression but they, thankfully, do not last. Music is also a savor to me. Without music, I don't know where I would be in this world. Music is so powerful. Anyways, I hope you are seeing the light and waking up to happier days. ~ Nick

  • @AngelaMinjiKim
    @AngelaMinjiKim  7 років тому +215

    This is probably one of the most difficult video I've ever had to make.. but I hope that talking about this can help you out if you're feeling the same way. Let's make this comment section a way to help each other out. xoxo

    • @Sara-pv5hu
      @Sara-pv5hu 7 років тому +2

      AngelaMinjiKim thank you for sharing and being so honest and vulnerable. I don't know how I can be but I'm here for you always. Your videos always brighten my day and I hope you can feel the joy you bring to others' lives through your videos and genuinely awesome personality. Sending love from Philly ❤️

    • @tobuscusrules13
      @tobuscusrules13 7 років тому +1

      AngelaMinjiKim Angela thank you so much for uploading this video. Recently i've been trying to come to terms with my depression and i find it very inspiring that you shared your struggle. This has really helped me a lot and i think i'm finally ready to talk about it with my parents. Thank you

    • @RusinMM
      @RusinMM 7 років тому

      AngelaMinjiKim Hi! For so many years I and my husband are trying to have a baby. Unfortunately we are not able to because of my husbands infertility. I totally understand your feelings, but remember: we all are humans, we all have the same feelings, the same issues. Angela you are not alone - please, always remember the world is full of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🐥❤️❤️❤️

    • @ChandraLeigh
      @ChandraLeigh 7 років тому +2

      AngelaMinjiKim I've been feeling this exact same way. And funny that you mentioned how you couldn't stop thinking about Chester. I couldn't stop thinking about Chris Cornell. But what others feel always brings out how you feel---to yourself and like you chose to do, share with others. We all go through this, think these thoughts. Cruelty in the world seems so much more prevalent these days and it is so uncomfortable to see and hear. It makes life just a bit unbearable. So I get wanting to escape, to leave, to have "those" thoughts.... people need to care about other people and not jump on bandwagons of hate, prejudice, and judgment. We all need to observe and learn from each other. Everyone is just trying to survive.... and, if they can, live. Stay strong, Angela. ❤️🤘🏼 I'm here too, and you're not alone. ✌🏼

    • @hyo824
      @hyo824 7 років тому +3

      AngelaMinjiKim fighting! 👍 Don't give up; your purpose in life is to be you! Don't let the bad voices get you down, those voices are trying to sabotage our lives. This world is your playing field, live it the way you like and be proud. You're a queen! Now get out there and smash it! Or if hermitting is your jam take that daily vitamin d. Not getting outside and not enough sun exposure can worsen depression. Just talk to a doc first tho!

  • @AngelaMinjiKim
    @AngelaMinjiKim  7 років тому +103

    I am overwhelmed with your responses and support. I am a sobbing mess, but in a good way. :) Thank you for listening and being here with me.

    • @haileysailor
      @haileysailor 7 років тому +1

      AngelaMinjiKim fighting!! Do you have any pets? Maybe looking after a 4-legged pet friend will make things easier.

    • @Mrs.M.
      @Mrs.M. 6 років тому

      Thinking of you Angela. 🌺🌞🌻🍃

    • @ShyerLady
      @ShyerLady 6 років тому

      Hope youre hanging in there💗

    • @jessicabogart8909
      @jessicabogart8909 6 років тому +1

      AngelaMinjiKim I hope your doing well. We miss you!

    • @AnythingArtist
      @AnythingArtist 6 років тому +1

      I also have depression. I love watching your vids...esp the mukbang with cooking! Hope you are feeling better. Wishing you the best in life and hoping you find the most happiness possible! Also, keep in mind, if you are never sad then happiness will not be as good...so don't start feeling bad for sometimes feeling bad!

  • @yanifrank8880
    @yanifrank8880 7 років тому +13

    "When I'm alone...those thoughts consume me" I've never related to something so deeply on YT. Thank you for shedding your wonderful light on this! Sending positive energy your way!

  • @jenniferlee9029
    @jenniferlee9029 6 років тому +42

    I alwayz felt you had a certain sadness in you even in your happier videos i still felt it. Im really proud of you for making this video. The line "pursuit of happiness " is very meaningful. Happiness is not a given thing in life, we have to find it for ourselves. I pray you find yours. I dont have depression but i do know you are very worthy of being in this world. You say you felt like u were just taking up space in this world. Please know that even though you and me and millions may not leave a public legacy like Oprah or Bill Gates your legacy will be of how you made others feel and how you affected their lives. I can tell you right now you affected so many with this brave video. I hope you find your way. I know you will find your way. That thing you see beyond the fog is happiness, i just know it. Keep fighting.

  • @HLA10
    @HLA10 6 років тому +14

    Where are you? Please be ok ☹️❤️

  • @charliekeane2520
    @charliekeane2520 6 років тому +5

    My boyfriend showed me this video, you seem like an awesome and strong person to still be here after dealing with your pain all these years. Keep it up girl

  • @miri1541
    @miri1541 7 років тому +34

    Omg I was scrolling through UA-cam and thinking why hasn't Angela uploaded. I was going to snap u and figured I would wait until the next day!!! Your an amazing person Angela and u have no idea how much we relate. I've struggled with depression for almost 15 years and it sucks but finally a couple years back I have been able to cope with my life and what it has brought and still bringing. Thank u for sharing this. U will feel better keep pushing. Love ya girl!!

  • @VeronicaWang
    @VeronicaWang 7 років тому +47

    I know exactly how you're feeling. My sister and I would always listen to Linkin Park. Considering their music is all about fighting against these issues its really disappointing Chester did this. But we only can fight our own battles right. What I would suggest you do is continue making your videos and don't stop. You have followers who want to watch your videos try to think of them and not disappointing them when you feel like not doing the video you planned. I struggle with this everyday.... My boyfriend and I broke up last week and its because I wouldn't get out of bad, i would continue to get mad at him for nothing and i was spiralling down. we got back together because i made a commitment to not just me but to him i wouldn't let this relationship fail because i refuse to put up a fight against my depression. my depression effects me more when i don't push myself to the gym... theres something about releasing all that pent up energy ... really helps with my depression! You're one of the mukbang-ers i really love. you have such a soft sweet voice, you're so pretty and you seem so intelligent... don't allow these problems to continue getting the best of you... we aren't here for long... our family members aren't here for long... if you can't do it for yourself do it for them... thats how i get through my days

    • @cris_here
      @cris_here 5 років тому +3

      Veronica Wang girl shut up

    • @jeanniec1009
      @jeanniec1009 5 років тому +3

      No one knows exactly how someone feels, even if you go through a similar situation because you are not her and you don't have her experiences. Your entire statement also takes the focus away from her pain and makes it about you.

  • @rebeccas.martinez3058
    @rebeccas.martinez3058 7 років тому +1

    Your not alone Angela. And just know that your a beautiful funny woman and yes its OK not to be OK. We all are going thru something. Hope to see you back on your channel soon 😘❤ much love

  • @diannes4384
    @diannes4384 7 років тому +18

    You are not alone!! I have suffered with Depression for 30 years. I have been thinking of you often. I hope you find an outlet for your emotions

    • @diannes4384
      @diannes4384 7 років тому +2

      Please keep fighting!!

  • @stephanieochoa1328
    @stephanieochoa1328 7 років тому +6

    This whole "what's my purpose" question gets me once in a while and it consumes me but i really push hard to focus on other things in life i will not let depression take over my life anymore....and your purpose in life is to be you...don't let depression consume you! You are worth so much!!! 🤗🤗🤗🤗 keep pushing never give up!!!

  • @Kevin-finity
    @Kevin-finity 7 років тому +4

    I am glad you made this video for us. I think lots of people can't understand why people commit suicide. What depression is. They might ask why those people didn't seek for help before they take the final action. And this is the reason why we need to discuss more on this topic. We need to spend more time and effort to discover this issue to help those people who still alive but suffering.

  • @Meatherxc
    @Meatherxc 6 років тому +1

    You are not worthless! I may never meet you in real life but you have touched my life. When I want to distract myself from bad thoughts or feelings i watch your videos and it helps me forget or distract myself from them. I know how it feels to be in a vortex of negative self thoughts.

  • @freekinkoi
    @freekinkoi 7 років тому +1

    Girl I get it I've been struggling from depression on and off for years! Seriously depression is a sickness! Just recently I had struggled with postpartum depression and that was when I was at my worse! I just took it day by day. Some days are better than other days ! My sister always told me that I am the only one that can pull myself out of depression whether it was doing things for myself to make me feel better or getting help! Sending so much love from Minnesota! You can do it :)! I've been watching you since the beginning! Love you I always will!

  • @Larryfishermannn
    @Larryfishermannn 7 років тому +6

    you are so loved angela! i am so very sorry you've been battling this for so long :( there's always light at the end of the tunnel, don't lose hope please. 💛 thank you for being brave enough to share your story with us and i wish you the best of luck with all you do.

  • @Sidney0809
    @Sidney0809 7 років тому +2

    angela ..im one of your silent viewers..but today i need to say one thing to you
    you are valuable and precious..plz dont forget that there are many many ppl to support and love you

  • @kfitz538
    @kfitz538 7 років тому +10

    You are brave and you are not alone.

  • @BellaPerryman
    @BellaPerryman 7 років тому +4

    So so so much respect for you for making this. Know that your audience is here to listen whenever you need. You're very loved in the community. x

  • @imacrazyant
    @imacrazyant 5 років тому +1

    Angela, your message resonates with what is going on inside of my mind day in and day out. As I am watching this, I cannot help but think how brave it is for you to share your thoughts, the bad thoughts with a complete stranger. It really hits me hard. Thank you. I wish you the best. To you and to me.

  • @wonkletonk
    @wonkletonk 6 років тому +2

    I dont know if anyone has ever said "I am proud of you" enough. I just wanted to say that I am proud of you for taking such a huge step in seeking help and subsequently making this video. It takes immense strength. Well done. Keep living, you are loved, your are appreciated and you have touched many just with this video alone.

  • @KiyarraMarie
    @KiyarraMarie 6 років тому +6

    We're here for you Angela!!❤ I'll keep you in my prayers!

  • @jingpingchen6000
    @jingpingchen6000 7 років тому +3

    stay strong...you're strong by sharing these feeling with us. you are not alone. you have us

  • @jozeecam
    @jozeecam 6 років тому +4

    It's not easy to tell someone close to you, about these types of feelings, let alone, complete strangers, and on social media. You are truly brave and strong. It's a great deal to overcome any insecurities, big or small.
    I'm so happy that you're able to take the small steps to a better and happier you. I pray you continue on this path and become the Angela, you were destined to be. Much love and blessings coming your way.

  • @MrBrookevandusen
    @MrBrookevandusen 6 років тому +7

    ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
    Oh sweetheart you are not alone. I am a silent viewer and I just needed to say I love you, you are beautiful, you are worthy.

  • @superyoutubenerd
    @superyoutubenerd 6 років тому +1

    dont worry, i know how u feel, i have to live through depression every day of my life, me to i tried to take my own life but know this that there are people who love u and need you and your an amazing person.

  • @moe4u2love
    @moe4u2love 7 років тому +4

    Glad you are still here. Missed your videos and you.

  • @Mrs.M.
    @Mrs.M. 7 років тому +5

    it took me many years to finally come to a conclusion that *its okay not to be okay* now in my mid-20's I occasionally do get those knock on the door feelings. I've finally turned around and expressed how I've felt to my friends as well. An honestly getting that load off my heart and just hearing positive reassurance that things will be okay was a great feeling. Your whole video really touched my heart cause I feel like I vibe with you on a lot of the things you mentioned. Sometimes you over come it and sometimes you just learn you tame it. ♥️ I do hope you make more videos, I truly enjoyed watching you! I was so pumped when I seen you on Viki.

  • @Jennazhen
    @Jennazhen 5 років тому +1

    Even though we are total strangers, I just wanted to let you know that you made an impact in my life! You were the first UA-camr that I subscribed to and I would watch your videos and tutorials to make me feel better whenever I’m down... something about your calmness makes me also calm... just wanted to show you some love and sending you big hugs!

  • @GGGadget
    @GGGadget 7 років тому +1

    Angela, thank you for your honesty and courage in sharing. I wish you strength to get through this day and the days after.

  • @madametamtam
    @madametamtam 7 років тому +7

    It is such a big step to reflect on yourself and realise that you need help. So proud of you and I wish you all the best!! I love your videos and I am cooking one of your recipes at least once a month! So comforting

  • @marjorievigil5964
    @marjorievigil5964 7 років тому

    You are not in this alone!! I too struggled with this same thing when I was a teenager. There were days and especially nights I thought I wouldn't make it but louder then that voice that was telling me I wasn't worth anything was a much louder voice telling me that I was and I had a purpose in this life and one day I would find it. So I held on and pushed those feeling away until one day my life changed forever. I found my purpose in church, in Jesus. Whatever you believe know you have purpose, hold on keep pursuing life and one day you'll find it.

  • @Chatana23
    @Chatana23 7 років тому +3

    I want to give you a huge hug! I know how you feel. Thank God, I'm good now, embrassing everything. Me too it took a while (I'm 39, "big mama" and single). Now, I'm happy, living my life the way I want and my 2 babies (cats lol) help me a lot ^.^

  • @dianen6638
    @dianen6638 6 років тому

    So thankful you are here.

  • @LinneaWay
    @LinneaWay 6 років тому

    Angela, hearing your story, it makes me so happy that you are taking small steps towards feeling better. I really believe that you can fight this, even though it is tough. Sending love and support!!

  • @feminista89
    @feminista89 7 років тому

    Please don't ever feel like a loser or failure! I completely understand how difficult it is and have suffered from depression too. When I was 21 I lost someone close to me to suicide, and felt like I wanted to die too. I always look forward to seeing your videos and seeing you post a new video always brightens my day. Thank you for posting this, too many keep their feelings inside and let it fester. It is ok to not be ok, it's part of the human condition. I admire the hell out of you for talking about this!

  • @jjames0143
    @jjames0143 7 років тому

    so glad you are speaking about this! depression is so serious & more prevalent than you may think. I love your channel! stay strong and keep talking about it with people you trust! you can get through this.

  • @davidmassey7109
    @davidmassey7109 7 років тому +4

    I have been there to it's okay Beautiful i grew up with no Mom or Dad and i'am still Dealing with Depression at 46 i use other people situation that have issues that worse than minds and use it as a Reverse psychology to produce positive Energy to keep me from going under ...Hold your head up Beautiful life is hard everybody is dealing with something..Much Love and Blessings

  • @ashleyhvolboll
    @ashleyhvolboll 7 років тому

    I have never related to a video more than this one. I have struggled with this almost all of my 28 years of life. You are so brave for opening up about this. Sending you lots of love! ❤️❤️

  • @jayadamvasquez9696
    @jayadamvasquez9696 7 років тому +2

    Never ever. Believe those lies your extremely amazing there's something about u that I always loved ...your beautiful face your soothing voice your personality is perfection ...i wish I could go inside this video and give u a huge hug ...this is literally making feel so sad to see u like this ...juss remember your not alone god is powerful 🙏🏽

  • @PingWing
    @PingWing 7 років тому +1

    Thanks for sharing Angela, stay strong, we support you! Big hugs, you can do it.

  • @Tavieme
    @Tavieme 7 років тому +2

    Thank you Angela... you are a rock star for this!!

  • @SalmonPotato
    @SalmonPotato 7 років тому +2

    thank you for making this video, im going through the same thing and this made me feel not alone

  • @Salmoninyourrice
    @Salmoninyourrice 7 років тому +3

    God, I'm crying 🙄. I know exactly how you are feeling. I am going through the same thing. I know what's been going on with me for years and I am scared. It has gotten worse. I come home from work and I literally lay in my bed. It's depressing. I am depressed. I have bad bad anxiety. I don't feel like my family will be of any help only because I come from a broken family. But this video is a sign. I have my doctors number saved and I know now that I need to call the doctor and get a diagnosis and get help. I am getting worse every time I come home from college it gets more and more hard. I will keep pushing though. I know I have a purpose. Thank you so much for this video.

  • @WhitneyApple
    @WhitneyApple 6 років тому +1

    I only found your channel a few weeks ago but I love watching your videos. You are so soothing to watch and I love your voice and calm personality. I've also tried lots of new foods thanks to you. I hope you're doing well.

  • @MsCrissyCee
    @MsCrissyCee 6 років тому

    I've watched and have been subscribed FOREVER and I just want you to know that..... YOU'RE AMAZING and I LOVE YOU! Wishing you all the best and praying for your mental health.

  • @rayzorwind7714
    @rayzorwind7714 7 років тому +1

    Thank you, Angela. I admire you so much for your strength in making this video and beginning to make small changes in your life. Thank you for this video and all your others. Thank you for you. We love you

  • @Hey9846
    @Hey9846 6 років тому

    Heyyy youre not alone!! Everyone has their own struggles and youre amazing for being able to keep fighting ❤️

  • @rbreit93
    @rbreit93 6 років тому

    thank you for posting this, and sharing. i love your videos and channel, and find myself looking for posts form you. i would be devastated to hear that you were no longer on youtube. it is definitely okay to not be okay. i hope you can find others you can also share this with in person and have someone you can go to. please keep being you and sharing your life! sending love from NC~

  • @hihi425
    @hihi425 7 років тому

    Angela you're a strong and amazing woman! We love your videos and the work you do. Make sure you make time for yourself too. I'm still learning how important self care is. Remember that we are all here to support you!

  • @tophatserpent0189
    @tophatserpent0189 6 років тому +2

    Most people that make fun of or pick on other people are usually very insecure themselves and find security for themselves by hurting or making fun of others and if they see it hurts the people that they pick on it makes them have a false feeling of security for themselves at the expense of others. Don't let these selfish people disrupt your life most of my life I have seen this happen repeatedly to good hearted people and to people that didn't conform to other peoples rules or thoughts find faith in yourself for you seem to have a very kind heart. I am using my son's account I was in the military and have run businesses for myself all my life.

  • @trisha60
    @trisha60 7 років тому +1

    i love this!! thank you so much for making it x

  • @MsPink-ek3zu
    @MsPink-ek3zu 7 років тому +1

    Thank you for making this video. I know how you feel. Stay strong! You are beautiful person.

  • @Deafboi27
    @Deafboi27 7 років тому +6

    I support with you and love you, Don't lost hope.

  • @mightymindy2
    @mightymindy2 7 років тому

    Angela, you are such a good, kind person. Thank you for making this video. Stay strong. Every day is a new day. You are a lovely person and you deserve happiness and fulfillment.

  • @jseon87
    @jseon87 6 років тому

    Thank you for sharing your story. That was very brave of you to open up to us. I wish you all the best towards recovery. Don’t give up!!! 💛💛💛

  • @surplussingapore5221
    @surplussingapore5221 4 роки тому

    glad to know that you have a follow up video. and youre alright. but if you ever feel "not ok again" im sure youll get through it and you get stronger each time. ganbei!

  • @marykimx
    @marykimx 6 років тому +1

    Angela you are so inspiring and I was so drawn to you because of your genuine videos with your grandparents. Thank you so much for sharing your story.. it had me in tears. Love you Angela ❤️ you are so special

  • @spizball85
    @spizball85 6 років тому +1

    I missed you! Lots of love!! Pls come back with more videos

  • @LedaSBotelho
    @LedaSBotelho 7 років тому

    Thank you for bringing light to this very difficult subject. You are not alone in this battle and I too am suffering of depression. I have been diagnosed with a incurable disorder and trying to find relief.
    You are beautiful human being and worth every breathe and every molecule. We are in this together sister. Don't give up. I'll be praying for you. God bless you.

  • @diannes4384
    @diannes4384 6 років тому

    Wishing you love and light!! You are so loved and so valuable

  • @katiepapa7608
    @katiepapa7608 7 років тому

    Thank you for sharing this with us. You're totally right, it's okay to not be okay and to ask for help. I hope you continue to fight those thoughts and see the value in yourself that so many others can clearly see. Even though I know we all miss you like crazy, take all the time you need! Sending you virtual hugs and good thoughts

  • @lauramt309
    @lauramt309 7 років тому +1

    Thank you for this... You are a beautiful person and I wish you even more happiness success strength and love. It's a long battle but we'll always be rooting for you to never give up.

  • @melodymesiti3473
    @melodymesiti3473 6 років тому +1

    I feel you! You’re not alone! Really!❤️❤️❤️

  • @Traderjoe
    @Traderjoe 5 років тому

    I’ve felt this way too and did the same thing back then. Something even more bizarre happened to me too. But, you are amazing and I like you just the way you are Kim!

  • @Hugo_the_Dogo
    @Hugo_the_Dogo 6 років тому

    Depression is a serious mental illness. It's not something depressed people talk about... but on average it takes a depress person at least 8-10 years before they come out. I'm glad you're opening up because it takes a lot of courage to express your feelings. I've been suffering from depression since I was a teen also, but just remember we are humans. We need compassion, love and support... and that's where we seek out help. Love from the other side.. you are not alone 💙💙

  • @jaelen8440
    @jaelen8440 6 років тому +2

    Sending all the love over boo...im going through the same thing, my thoughts are driving me nuts everyday, I constantly think about the past and future and the present, family and people constantly tell me things to bring me to a stop and crumble i too, also still think about why i exist and constantly think of what i am going to do with my life if i continue to breathe in this world or how i am going to achieve what i want to achieve. Im currently 18 , gay and black african american, and I got so many things pulling me every each way. All I want to do is wear makeup but i can't cause of my family they are very against homosexuality but some how I still manage to still keep pushing. I've been embarrassed, ashame, discriminated, and etc i can go on, but for some reason in my head i constantly think about things that probably wont happen or will, I drive myself insane to the point where i can make my own self stress. Sometimes i feel like putting a gun to my head and just ending what is left. People won't understand or take the time to understand what your going through. Im not and your not the only one with problems and its okay to not be okay. Everything has a expiration date. I honestly think that pursuing youtube is something i can do cause i can express and show you guys my creativity. I would love to become a beauty guru like all the other famous gurus like mannymua, jeffreestar, lauralee, patrickstarrr, and etc cause I believe that youtube can bring me out of what im going through and also help me become who i am trying to avhieve and become. Yes i have plans and a dream. Yes I am a human with little bit of resources to avhieve this goal. Yes im trying everything that i can possibly can to achieve it and i will not give up until i avhieve what i want to avhieve and that means if going to hell and back is something i must go through to get to where i want to be. Than so be it. All i have to say is that if you made it this far you can make it even further than words can describe! So wipe away the tears and chin up before that crowns slips boo 💖 you got this your not alone.

  • @athenab359
    @athenab359 6 років тому

    I know exactly what you are going through. I myself are going through it. Even recently I tried to take my own life. No one seem to understand what I am going through.
    Thanks for this video ❤️

  • @izelatienza73
    @izelatienza73 7 років тому

    I feel exactly the same way as you angela, "depression" having all these thoughts in your head, wanting to take your own life😔😢Feels like there's no one to turn to to. Dont worry overcome this youll be okay. Much love to you.

  • @Tellyouwhat777
    @Tellyouwhat777 7 років тому +4

    It broke my heart to see you this sad. I am so, so sorry you've been feeling this way, Angela. But I am also immeasurably proud and inspired by your courage to talk about it. You said you wished there was more you could do to help, but you speaking out does wonders for people that might be afraid. Thank you for being brave enough to help uplift others.
    Listening to your chats and watching your mukbangs have provided the company and calm atmosphere that I really needed in some of my roughest patches too. So I can't tell you how happy I am to see you upload again. But please don't force/push yourself too hard to keep up with youtube or social media if it ever becomes too much/too stressful. Take care of yourself, because we all love your bubbly personality and stories. We're not going anywhere!
    I'm so glad you're working towards helping yourself and getting to a better place. You deserve it. And I truly believe, the hard fought journey will be WELL worth it. You just came out about your feelings, and that's a HUGE step. I'm gonna repeat it again, but I'm proud of you.

  • @naniomitendayo
    @naniomitendayo 6 років тому

    please, be safe my precious! & thank you for this honest update. love you

  • @Carlyy2993
    @Carlyy2993 6 років тому

    Hang in there and keep your head up doll! I am so proud of you for opening up, and sharing such a personal aspect of your life. Please take care of yourself. My thoughts and prayers are with you! 💕

  • @nittygrit
    @nittygrit 6 років тому

    Hi Angela. I hope you are getting the help you need to go over this hurdle. You are not alone!! You are an amazing person and your videos always bring a smile to my face! I will keep you in my prayers and only wish good things will come your way! xxx

  • @FoodOddities
    @FoodOddities 7 років тому

    This is a very important message i think more people should hear

  • @opop148
    @opop148 7 років тому +1

    Thank you for this video!

  • @xueqir
    @xueqir 6 років тому

    I love you for your vulnerability and openess. Thank you for the courage to share your story, you're not alone

  • @emilyinmelb
    @emilyinmelb 7 років тому +4

    Virtual hug

  • @letoriabennett883
    @letoriabennett883 7 років тому

    It's always good to let this stuff out! I appreciate you for this, If only you knew how much you mean to someone, Be blessed!💟💗💞💝💖

  • @sandybains5871
    @sandybains5871 7 років тому

    Thank you for sharing this very personal part of you...it just makes me love you more for being so honest....yes it's ok to not be okay....❤

  • @portiawebb533
    @portiawebb533 6 років тому

    love you, angela, thanks so much for sharing such a difficult topic with us. glad hope is shining through in your life. *thank you.

  • @liv2667
    @liv2667 7 років тому

    Good luck Angela!! Stay strong!!💕

  • @jyotiwoli557
    @jyotiwoli557 5 років тому

    You are worth it Angela! You are enough! There is hope! Things will be get better! Hang in there! Hope things are going good for you! Sending much love!

  • @phinsum7380
    @phinsum7380 7 років тому

    Thank you for opening your struggles. I, myself been keeping it to myself for a very long time. Im only here because of my family, without them.. yes my light will turn off. You have such a wonderful family by watching how your videos. Stay strong and one day you will overcome this.

  • @tukulotufonua121
    @tukulotufonua121 7 років тому +1

    This made me so emotional because I have something similar to you my beautiful, honestly it touched my heart knowing that negativity has always strike your life however god has something planned for you! Thank you for being an open person, we all love you so much we have so much support going out to you. If you need anything we are just a call away!! God bless and take care!! 💕💕

  • @mariesantos4777
    @mariesantos4777 7 років тому +6

    You are not alone. We just need to focus on what really matters to be able.to battle and overcome this everyday
    Its not easy and we struggle but we will overcome this. I too am.going through it and each day is a struggle but i try to keep myself busy with work, with my social activities and thankfully, my friends are the biggest factor who help me alot.

  • @ShimmySham100
    @ShimmySham100 6 років тому +1

    I just watched this video and I totally feel you. You're one of my favorite youtubers because I feel you're the only person who is real and not fronting for the camera. You're one of the few who seems like a whole person and not just a shinny flat mannequin even when you're talking about what may feel like trivial things YOU shine through. We're strangers but in a crazy way I feel like you're a friend because you remind me of myself. You're in my prayers. Angela... please get better becaue you bring so much to this world even from so far away. Few people have the light you have. It's unique and I love it!

  • @justlikeneon
    @justlikeneon 7 років тому +1

    You are so brave and strong for making this video. This is so incredibly important to talk about but for some reason I feel like it makes so many of us feel weak or even more inferior for having these thoughts and feelings. I can't even express into words how much I relate to everything you said. I, too, have dealt with depression since my teens and back then, I honestly couldn't see myself a few years in the future let alone making it years later to the age I am now. I was so happy to discover your channel back when I did and even more so now. I love you and your presence. You were missed!!
    I hate how many of us are so desperate to assure others who feel as we do that they're so important and we all deserve both the world and happiness but we can't assure ourselves even when we deserve the same. You are so important and deserve everything good in this world as does everyone else who reads this!! And as hard as it is for me to say and believe, I do too. All these realizations and positive changes we make, no matter how tiny or big, matter and are victories. We don't have to hide, we need each other. Thank you for the reminder that it's perfectly okay to not be okay. Sending you love and good vibes always❤️❤️❤️

  • @lhenvillaruel9435
    @lhenvillaruel9435 7 років тому +4

    YOU ARE LOVED.. YOUR FAMILY LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND WHO YOU WOULD BE. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT..💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

  • @tammyreneemc5552
    @tammyreneemc5552 7 років тому

    very sorry for your troubles. lots of hugs and uplifting thought to you hun! they also have apps for your phone for when you are struggling and you're alone. hope things get easier hun! love watching you! 💞

  • @Fluff107
    @Fluff107 7 років тому

    It's very brave of you. It's indeed okay to be not okay. I hope you feel a bit better now.

  • @rebeccass3
    @rebeccass3 7 років тому

    I really want to give you a big hug after I watched this. I know what you are going through. I also have really bad depression, but like you said I am still here too. We can do this. Let's fight together! x

  • @thecookiedove
    @thecookiedove 7 років тому

    I'm sending you love, Angela!! I really understand how you feel!

  • @LadyH903
    @LadyH903 6 років тому

    Wow, you are so authentic! That is a quality that is sorely lacking on the Internet and in the world today. Thank you for your real words. I know what it is like to be where you are at. It is hard. I get it. You are such an amazing woman! I truly hope you continue to make UA-cam content. Your vulnerability is inspiring!

  • @rainstarr1
    @rainstarr1 7 років тому

    Baby steps are better than none. I know how you feel. My anxiety and depression has turned my life upside down. I held it in for 5 years of having at least 5 panic attacks a day before I was tired of it and went to the doctor. I was put on 10mg of Lexapro and it worked...for awhile. Then the attacks came back. All my friends and family know now because I freely talk about it. I was suprised at how many people deal with mental health issues. You're right. You're not alone and I'm happy you're still here with us.

  • @claudedebnam4658
    @claudedebnam4658 4 роки тому

    My dear sister I'm praying for you and your family. Stay strong and I'm sending much love to you.

  • @andreea2101
    @andreea2101 6 років тому +1

    Sweetheart, you are NOT alone! Don't let the negative thoughts change your life! I really know how you feel, because I suffered from depression for almost 2 years and still it's there BUT I try to win this battle thanks to the little things that are in my life. I have 2 hobbies: books and music. Thanks to these things my life became a little bit better. Try to find happiness in everything: going out, making photos, get excited that next week on tv it will be your favourite movie or every little thing that brings you a piece of happiness. Your life is more important than a piece of negativity which is very stubborn and is making you crying over and over. Slap that negativity on her face and smile again! You are a wonderful person! DON'T FORGET THAT!

  • @MaheenA1295
    @MaheenA1295 7 років тому

    You will get through this ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Please seek help and don't give up. We are here for you.

  • @HKK402
    @HKK402 7 років тому +1

    you are awesome angela. its ok to not be ok!

  • @yuejoo
    @yuejoo 7 років тому +5

    I'm glad you made this video Angela 💖💖 lots of love from me to you 💕💕💕💕