Dopesick Nation- Where Are They Now: Jonothan!!!

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  • Опубліковано 23 сер 2024
  • * Update* unfortunately 6 days after the upload of this video Jonothan passed away from an overdose. Thank you Jon for your strength and wisdom- you’ll always be remembered and our hearts go out to your family ♥️ RIP Jonothan 4/11/2019
    Hey AllieCats!!!! I really hope you all enjoy this video of Jonothan from episode 10! He talks about his experience before, during and after the show- how his family and friends felt watching his episode and how he felt watching himself.
    Have a question? Comment and I'll answer it in the next video! If no one told you they loved you today - I do!
    - Allie Cat-
    I hope you guys love this "Where are they now"- I hope to do more of these videos in the future!
    For more updates visit www.alllieseverino.com
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 556

  • @lexiek408
    @lexiek408 2 роки тому +218

    Bring back dopesick nation! You and Frankie have done such an amazing job helping people, saving lives, and most importantly raising awareness about addiction and how bad the drug epidemic is!

    • @iKaresaboutNASCAR
      @iKaresaboutNASCAR 2 роки тому +11

      Amen! They are seriously doing God's work. They've encouraged me to continue to start an addiction network. And create an app. I love what they do for all of us!

    • @DiMiTri-ys7ei
      @DiMiTri-ys7ei 2 роки тому +8

      Frankie is too busy doing H and fent to help anyone

    • @adri6658
      @adri6658 2 роки тому +4

      @@DiMiTri-ys7ei omg are you serious

    • @cinthyashanahan7781
      @cinthyashanahan7781 2 роки тому +3

      @@adri6658 yeah a lot people been commenting that he released

    • @lelarockin
      @lelarockin 2 роки тому +12

      Addiction is a constant battle. Relapse is REAL and that doesn’t mean your not doing it right or that your not good enough

  • @Sarah_Smiles
    @Sarah_Smiles 2 роки тому +33

    "Things don't come back as fast as you lose them, but I am grateful for the things I do have" .. wow that line hit me. RIP Jon

    • @jrkbgk1111
      @jrkbgk1111 Рік тому +2

      Couldn't be more true. I lost basically everything in the course of less than a year, and it's taken 5+ years and I'm still not back to where I was before I lost everything. It's a struggle for sure. 😔❤️

    • @taylorfulton5449
      @taylorfulton5449 Рік тому

      He’s dead what? Seriously????

    • @lar-zd9rs
      @lar-zd9rs Рік тому +2

      @Taylor Fulton yes he passed shortly after filming this actually.

    • @Freshadventures_
      @Freshadventures_ Рік тому

      @@lar-zd9rs How did he pass? I hope he didnt relapse and OD.

    • @Freshadventures_
      @Freshadventures_ Рік тому

      @@jrkbgk1111 I hear you. Im 38 living with my mom cause ive been struggling financially cause of bad financial decisions while I was doing heroin. So glad to be past it. It's a journey for sure. One day at a time. Just do something every day for yourself that makes you happy and a better person. That has been working for me. Going to to the gym, swimming, hiking, biking, rock climbing. Whatever you are into and if you dont have something you like doing find something you like doing. It will help and go a long way. trust that and remember all the things and money we collect is just stuff and isnt gonna be there when we are gone from this earth so don't put too much on that so much as just making sure that YOU are happy ultimately.

  • @suzannehubbardgerken2381
    @suzannehubbardgerken2381 2 роки тому +93

    Allie, I want you to know your videos/ vlogs are still helping people ! Thank you.

  • @itsolkingcol
    @itsolkingcol 2 роки тому +95

    I watched 15 minutes of this and my heart sank when I thought about the reality of this being from two years ago and what the comments might be. Addiction is such a monster. He didn't deserve to call himself a scumbag just because he was down on hard times and making bad decisions. Rest in peace, he seemed like a special person.

    • @i4gotmysn
      @i4gotmysn 2 роки тому +5

      This hurt so badly. My fiancée & I were separated via program housing. He name is Jonathan & he died at 40 about 3.5 months ago. Same milligram of methadone. All of this is too close to home.

    • @itsolkingcol
      @itsolkingcol 2 роки тому +3

      @@i4gotmysn I am so so sorry to hear you went through that, and my condolences to you and your family/friends who feel his absence. I lost two of my best friends who were basically my brothers last year, three months apart, both around 30 years old. I know it doesn't take away any of the pain of grief, but you aren't alone and I hope you have someone to talk to on the hard days.

    • @Misty-u9c
      @Misty-u9c Рік тому +1

      @@i4gotmysn sorry to hear that you had to witness your loved one go through all that and be called back to TMH.. And may the most high comfort your heart and restore all the void in your lfe with his heavenly blesses from above .And all that cant be replaced I pray that he have what csnt be returned that you be given the best and as good as it gets . In the original hebrew name of your only begotten son who i was and always will be Yashua. Thank you father YHWH . Amen!

    • @williamashworth8538
      @williamashworth8538 Рік тому +1

      Addiction is not a moral failing. It’s a chronic brain disease. I wish more people could understand that.

  • @nicoleblouin5798
    @nicoleblouin5798 2 роки тому +85

    I’m so sad he lost his battle. I was rooting for him so hard. It’s a really tough battle to fight, I’ve been fighting it for 5 years. Allie truly is an angel to help people like this.

    • @joshstruzynski1723
      @joshstruzynski1723 2 роки тому

      What he died? Nooo my heart hurts.

    • @codymorgan9512
      @codymorgan9512 2 роки тому +1

      @@joshstruzynski1723 I’m confused with this. I watched the whole video thinking it would say it. But it didn’t. I can’t believe it. I have to see where a video says he died before I’ll believe it. I’m just so confused seeing rip and stuff. Where did people hear that?

    • @codymorgan9512
      @codymorgan9512 2 роки тому +2

      @@joshstruzynski1723 what the fk it says it in the description he died to a drug overdose 6 days later….

    • @joshstruzynski1723
      @joshstruzynski1723 2 роки тому

      @@codymorgan9512 so sad he was doing good. Another brother lost to a battle w addiction. Shit breaks my heart but also makes me grateful to be alive after years of my own addiction

    • @jrkbgk1111
      @jrkbgk1111 Рік тому

      5.5 almost 6 years myself Nicole, and it definitely is a tough battle, we just have to stay strong as best we can. I was rooting for John too, he was one of my favorite people from the series, and I really thought he was gonna make it out. 😕❤️

  • @mtbd215
    @mtbd215 Рік тому +6

    this show needs to come back. i love what allie and frankie are doing they are literally doing the work of Saints. the show is great and this is even better!

  • @annamedina2983
    @annamedina2983 2 роки тому +15

    I'm a year and 3 months heroin and fetty free...I'm 7 months pregnant...my life has never been better...I had a 9 year heroin addiction and 3 of the last year's were fetty.....I can't describe in words the happiness I feel now that I'm clean...god bless anyone going through addiction....I know I'll be working on my desiese for the rest of my life....but I have hope...I refuse to lose my battle

    • @mikebubnis3223
      @mikebubnis3223 2 роки тому +1

      I hope your still going strong ur story is similar to mine I’m praying for your baby

    • @matieurod752
      @matieurod752 Рік тому +1

      Hope your still going strong fighting the good fight ! I’ve been struggling for yrs & currently IN active addiction looking/hoping for a way out.. it’s great to see wen someone makes it out that life successfully & is happy with their new life, even if it’s never me,, others make me proud ! Congrats on your year + clean!!..

    • @jrkbgk1111
      @jrkbgk1111 Рік тому

      @@matieurod752 hope everything is going well for you. I have 5.5, almost 6 years clean myself. If you ever want to just talk or whatever I'm more than willing to give you my number. I might not be able to do much, but I can definitely be a friend/listening ear/shoulder to lean on. Hope you see this. ❤️

    • @Trish-eo2qb
      @Trish-eo2qb Рік тому

      I'm going on 12 years of heroin use😢 I'm so proud of you love! Congratulations on your baby best wishes to you! Xoxo

  • @valwatson8327
    @valwatson8327 2 роки тому +29

    I completely wish that I did not read the comments nor the update in the beginning of the video once I realized who he was I was in tears because I wondered what happened to him I’ve only been watching the series for this past week and I have to tell you I am one year and three months sober from heroin and any other pain killers and anything else I can get my hands on. Life is so amazing now and I just I’m so sad now that he never got that chance he was such a good person I’ve been up the past few nights not been able to sleep thinking about him and Chris and a few others as well as Kelly.
    I have always wanted to start working in something kind of like this but now for sure I am after seeing Alli and Frankie!!! I wish I could just have a conversation with Allie & Frankie! I love you guys for what you’re doing keep it up it’s going to keep me sober and others sober and it’s going to keep that chain reaction going about others helping others love you guys!

  • @Torn_Asunder
    @Torn_Asunder 2 роки тому +20

    I've never used but these videos scare the shit out of me. Obviously this sort of outreach/content is great for those in recovery. It also does so much to spread awareness about the realities of drug use, relapse, recovery, and the risks that we need to avoid in our lives. You're doing an incredible thing. RIP Jonothan

    • @cinthyashanahan7781
      @cinthyashanahan7781 2 роки тому

      That’s good .don’t ever do drugs trust me is not worth it

    • @XannyMaGroin
      @XannyMaGroin 2 роки тому

      @@cinthyashanahan7781 I am sorry but did you not read the part "...and the risks WE need to avoid in our lives." of his comment?

  • @ashleycondon7813
    @ashleycondon7813 5 років тому +65

    R.I.P Jonothan 😞 I was so happy to see this video posted a couple weeks ago. May you be pain free now 🙏🏼

    • @glorious1959
      @glorious1959 5 років тому +1

      Ashley Condon Santa Maria ?

    • @nikiboss3312
      @nikiboss3312 2 роки тому

      Are you serious? He died?

    • @cinthyashanahan7781
      @cinthyashanahan7781 2 роки тому

      What did he die for real.?

    • @nikiboss3312
      @nikiboss3312 2 роки тому +1

      @@cinthyashanahan7781 yea like 6 days after this was posted

    • @dani_beee6965
      @dani_beee6965 2 роки тому +2

      Nooo frieken way!!! How and why?!.. wait what the f*** happened??!!!.. he was soooo amazing in this video and really seemed sooo happy and he was ready beyond belief too leave this drug shitt behind him forever and I was just thinking Wowww he looks fuckibg amazing and soo good and he’s hott!! Sober hott!!.. I just came to view the comments on this real quick and how I see all the comments about his death after this video?!.. I just saw it was two years ago this was recorded but how did he die after doing so well?! I’m sure he may have relapsed again apparently but wow how sad!!im born and raised in Palm beach county my entire life, and I’ve seen the way the streets just eat teee poor addicts alive and they will not make it out alive unless they do better and try harder but they won’t try until they’re ready and or feel ready to move on into being a real human! I’ve seen 1 of best friends, her older brother who got her on the needle and heroine, plus many people/old friends from middle and high school, suffer from this horrible experience and addiction.. it’s so saddd but yepppp the drugs and alcohol will do it every fuxking time! Right Allie?! My babydaddy is now paralyzed from the neck down and nearly didn’t make it due to a horrible accident on his four wheeler and he was drunk and probably still using intravenously bc he didn’t even try to stop his four wheeler when he crashed into the other side of the canal bank out west in loxahatchee, Way out west of West Palm Beach. I been here my entire life for 33 years and I’ve seen it alll and I may have never been addicted to drugs or used drugs like that nor have I ever Craved or wanted a high from a pill (never have and never will try heroin or crack or a needle)
      I’m also in medical field as a nurse and I’ve literally seen it all I worked for a dermatologist on Butler Street and Dixie Highway (next to crack-hoods and homeless addicts unfortunately, I’ve never seen such dirty human beings living in 3rd world country poverty-like conditions and strung out, it’s so sad! It’s horrible for those people but I hope they get the help they need! Allie, love you girl and what your doing!! keep up your amazing work and be safe out there babes! Can I please have your e-mail love?💜👍🏻🙏🙏😘😘😘
      I have someone who might need your help if she will accept it🙏🙏🙏😘😘😘😘💜💜💜💜💜👍🏻🥰😇😇🤩🤩

  • @Michelle-Williams-Melbournite
    @Michelle-Williams-Melbournite 3 роки тому +13

    My heart goes out to Jonathan 😥. Sad to hear he lost his battle with Addiction... It’s so sad 😞.. thanks Allie 👑 for sharing this and for trying so hard to help vulnerable people...🦋💎 God Bless you &. May the whole system change so Addiction can be Cured!!!

  • @trishhobbsphillips3164
    @trishhobbsphillips3164 2 роки тому +13

    And I love your Allie Cat sign! Such a great homage to Kelly….RIP 🙏

  • @jbpatriots77
    @jbpatriots77 Рік тому +8

    I'm gutted to hear about Jonothan's passing. He really seemed to be in a great place.

    • @paigecullen4095
      @paigecullen4095 Рік тому +1

      how did u find out he died?

    • @bri_guy508
      @bri_guy508 10 місяців тому

      Ya how did you find out? If he was a certified elevator tech he was making BANK too💰💰💰

  • @atheistsince1210
    @atheistsince1210 2 роки тому +9

    It’s over !? I can’t believe it’s over Dopesick Nation was the most no pun intended addictive viewing on UA-cam now that it’s over I’m angry it sucks and Allie and Frankie felt like family to me they are the lords children and serve humanity making our communities a better place THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

    • @trendmassacre8423
      @trendmassacre8423 2 роки тому +2

      An Atheist saying that they are the "Lords children"? How do you figure that if you don't believe in God?

  • @SEEININFRARED
    @SEEININFRARED 2 роки тому +5

    Hey Allie. My name is Tim. Not unlike you, I used to help kids in treatment. I worked in behavioral health for quite a while. And I had also had an issue with opioid medications. I kicked the addiction on my own, without any help. But that experience gave me a pretty good insight on addiction. I have been clean for many years now. Being able to help kids with addiction was very rewarding. It seems to me that you have such a heartfelt passion in doing what you do. That is something I applaud you for. I hope Frankie is doing well. You guys are in my prayers. What you do is awesome, and even if you was to only help one individual. Then you are successful. I wish you nothing but success in whatever you continue to do. You're a valuable asset in helping those that are having a difficult time with addiction. I believe in you, and all that you do. God bless you Allie.

  • @SameStory_NewEnding
    @SameStory_NewEnding 2 роки тому +12

    He looks so great in this video. I’m sad for him, and his family. Prayers to them.

    • @cinthyashanahan7781
      @cinthyashanahan7781 2 роки тому

      Yeah he looks so good .what a change.poor Jonathan can’t believe he’s dead

  • @scottanderson1101
    @scottanderson1101 2 роки тому +5

    Johnathan reminded me of me 37 yrs. ago. Homeless and strung out on the streets of West Palm, sleeping in Bryant Park and getting my drug on Tameran and Rosemary. God is so good. My life has been restored 100 fold. I was able to go back to school and get my GED at Lake Worth High, Then to PBA for my BS in Psychology, Then to Nova Southeastern for my MS, then on to Seminary where I got an M.Div in Pastoral counseling. I have a beautiful family, 7 amazing kids and a wife that never new the old Ted. I've worked with those with addiction and struggling with mental illness for the past 34 yrs., first at St. Mary's IMH responding the the ED and now in NC working for Duke in the ED. I want to say first. Allie you are doing the Lords work, keep doing what you do under His power. I love watching you and Frankie do what your think. You guys are making a huge difference saving the lives of these young people. I also want to reiterate what Johathan just said. "Give recovery a chance." There is an amazing world out there just waiting for you. Sky is the limit when your clean and walking in Faith. Allie, I'm praying for you and Frankie. love you guys.

    • @allieseverino
      @allieseverino  2 роки тому +2

      Amazing story! Those are all places I’m so familiar with and just knowing the area so well and reading part of your story it just hits home! I’ll be starting my BS in psych next fall- so excited! Thanks for the comment!

    • @scottanderson1101
      @scottanderson1101 2 роки тому

      @@allieseverino I told my wife you would make a great therapist. You have natural God given skill. I've been a professional therapist for years and have provided supervision to many young graduates and see new therapist struggle with skill you have already. Your use of silence, minimal encouragement, reflection and summarization are already very good. Keep up the good work and keep me posted of your progress in school. I went to Nova Southeaster and at the time it was ranked 13th in the nation in psychotherapy in the nation. Nova may be a good choice for you when the time comes. God Bless.

    • @cedmoe2670
      @cedmoe2670 2 роки тому

      I'm glad to see that you overcome your addiction. I'm trying to get over mine now. I started maintenance detox now on methadone. I don't want to be on it long. What's a good time period for me to start tapering down I been on 30 mgs for 5 days now.

    • @volfan0940
      @volfan0940 2 роки тому

      @@cedmoe2670 I would start now honestly. I kicked opiates so many times with just a few days on methadone and tapering off. Just didn't want to stay clean back then. Went on for maintenance and it takes so much longer to kick that than short acting opiates

  • @kristi4106
    @kristi4106 2 роки тому +18

    You're so missed Jon♡ You will always be the big bro I never had! Thank you for being there for always especially when my sister passed away! Till me see eachother again♡

    • @lar-zd9rs
      @lar-zd9rs Рік тому

      Was your sister Sarah from their first video? Or episode.

  • @chuckanderson6115
    @chuckanderson6115 2 роки тому +9

    Thank you Allie for everything you do. He is with God now. Love seeing the smiles you guys share

  • @jenjipowa5154
    @jenjipowa5154 2 роки тому +7

    i got off methadone too. i was on 100-120 for 15 years. it took me 2 years to taper off. i had a lot of support. i am glad i took so much time. i stayed clean. that was in feb. 2019 and i am still clean/sober/grateful. just saying that this is possible b/c for 15 years i thought it was not. wow, just read he is dead now.

    • @volfan0940
      @volfan0940 2 роки тому

      Exactly. A slow taper is key . I think his 3-6 month withdrawl is way off. 2-4 weeks tops. Paws may drag out for that long but not the physical part.

    • @bellab8412
      @bellab8412 2 роки тому +1

      Any tips you could tell me about coming off methadone. I realise you need to slowly taper but did you transfer to suboxone or do anything you can think of that helped when you finally had your last dose that helped you? Thx in advance.×

    • @volfan0940
      @volfan0940 2 роки тому +1

      @@bellab8412 slow taper is key . I wouldn't switch to subs when ur ready to kick . That's just me though. If u can handle 10% drop every couple weeks that's what I done. There's so many videos out about what vitamins are good. I just done the megadose vit c. Just try to accept ur not gonna feel good and it won't be like this forever. It will get hard but if u want it it can be done. I can't tell u how many times I've been told methadone is impossible to kick or this or that . If u want it in ur heart don't stop pushing thru!

    • @bellab8412
      @bellab8412 2 роки тому

      @@volfan0940 thanks for replying. Much appreciated.

  • @abbylloyd1999
    @abbylloyd1999 2 роки тому +6

    Allie,
    Thank you so much for the public health work you've done. You are such a strong, selfless, inspirational individual. I can't imagine how hard it is to lose the ones you saved. Thank you for everything you've done & continue to do, thank you for showing the world the reality of addiction.
    Much love,
    Abby L

  • @reapersfv818
    @reapersfv818 2 роки тому +5

    Oh wow that broke my heart I scrolled down and saw he past. He seemed like a cool dude. Man that sucks. RIP Jonothan.

  • @hannahtolley1793
    @hannahtolley1793 2 роки тому +8

    my god, you just never know what someone is going through, i had so much hope and faith in him staying clean. he looked really good during this interview. I wish people understood how dangerous a relapse really is.

  • @elizabritton4039
    @elizabritton4039 2 роки тому +8

    That’s so so sad. People you are worth it. Please don’t give up fighting the addiction. Don’t give it your life.

  • @jennifercate8996
    @jennifercate8996 2 роки тому +12

    What he says around 6:15 is sooo important. He had his life on track and unfortunately he wanted to be strong and be on nothing, but unfortunately... he’s no longer here. Maintenance is for people who are addicts and they’ll always be fighting a LIFE LONG BATTLE - LIFE LONG!!!!!! had he still been on MAT, maybe this beautiful soul would still be living. Don’t knock on MAT, those of you who aren’t addicts and have NO personal experience (aside from with your loved ones, and even if they didn’t do well their first time on MAT, or detox, keep fighting, THEY have to be truly ready), but also those of you who got clean without MAT, don’t judge, the main objective is to get these people off of hard drugs NO MATTER WHAT, and to SAVE THEIR LIVES. Everyone’s journey is different, do NOT knock anyone else’s journey - cheer them on! It’s NOT EASY && it’s not a matter of “who did it better”. Being off hard drugs, no matter how you get there IS A SUCCESS!

    • @lyndza1989
      @lyndza1989 2 роки тому +2

      right the goal is to NOT DIE.. whether u remain living completely mat free or with sub/methadone u still are living.. which is winning.. the alternative is DYING.. wish AA saw it that way but they r legit r harming addicts like this n it scares me

    • @XannyMaGroin
      @XannyMaGroin 2 роки тому +2

      I agree, and thought the same thing. He felt guilty for taking suboxone and I don't understand this? And you know whats crazy is I have been clean and on suboxone amongst other things and this spiritual "enlightenment" feeling I got BIG time at 7 months, and it still happens now being over a year clean but it is not as strong as it was at 7 months. But I still get these moments of ultimate clarity in things "I already knew" but some how actually makes sense now and I understand A LOT of phrases myself now without anything being explained to me. Addiction truly controlled my minds sight blind. He says he would not recommend MAT for anyone if they 'could' get away with doing it without buprenorphine, but isn't and wasn't that exactly what we already have all tried a million times and led to relapse and overdoses for a lot of us. Slowly tapering is easy on subs and is the easy part. The hard part is making being sober your new normal and that is what you should be thinking about when your on MAT instead of spending that mental energy on tapering and jumping est. est.

    • @Chronicko
      @Chronicko Рік тому

      @@XannyMaGroin the biggest problem now is even while on suboxone the heroin is mostly all cut with or is just straight up fetonoyl now so it literally just blows right through the suboxone and you still get high. I seen people take subs and then just hours later do some dope and nod out high as a kite like they aren't even on suboxone.

    • @XannyMaGroin
      @XannyMaGroin Рік тому

      @@Chronicko Yea I know. When I started in 2011 it was heroin dope. Sense the past few years it's been straight fent. Doesn't feel as good as heroin anymore. The high is shit and last for 2 hours and the withdrawals just creep slowly an intensely. Even though fent is powerful, as long as you are on a sufficient dose of buprenorphine it will block the euphoria and sedation. I tried to brake through many times and failed. I talk abou sub all the time on reddits subox sub. and try to help people decide to start up on the subox who are new to all this and thinking abbout it.

    • @Chronicko
      @Chronicko Рік тому +2

      @@XannyMaGroin I just feel like it's a lot harder to get started on suboxone when coming off of fetty rather the like heroin or oxy

  • @reapersfv818
    @reapersfv818 2 роки тому +17

    I really like watching your videos Allie and want to finally be done with all this stuff. You are a great person Allie helping out us addicts that most people don’t care about.

  • @chadhiggins9944
    @chadhiggins9944 Рік тому +4

    Wow, that dude looks great! He was a really compelling dude to watch. Allie, I love you girl. I've watched you do so many remarkable things (just casually bringing someone back to life next to the train tracks comes to mind), not to mention all the people you have saved... I just want to say you are so great. Keep doing such meaningful work!

    • @mikewarrn4759
      @mikewarrn4759 Рік тому

      He's dead

    • @chadhiggins9944
      @chadhiggins9944 Рік тому

      @@mikewarrn4759 really?

    • @MissMurd3r
      @MissMurd3r Рік тому

      @@chadhiggins9944 He died 6 days after the video was posted (11th February 2019)

  • @kingcolombiano2k
    @kingcolombiano2k 2 роки тому +4

    Man, so sorry to hear this!!! He was a good man trapped !!!! R.i.p

  • @timrunkle5636
    @timrunkle5636 2 роки тому +2

    DO NOT GIVE UP ALLIE-GIRL! YOU ARE MAKING A DIFFERENCE IN US WATCHING THESE! KEEPING MANY OF US SOBER.
    THANK YOU. ❣️

  • @davebaby2
    @davebaby2 5 років тому +7

    he seemed to be headed on the right path, that a loss of such a good dude.Allie puts herself through so much pain for what she does.God bless her

  • @sophieee616
    @sophieee616 2 роки тому +2

    Just finished watching all the Dopesick Nation videos and it has given me a new outlook on addiction, mental health and the struggles people go through that find themselves living this lifestyle. I work in a behavioral health hospital and am working towards becoming a therapist and seeing what Allie does for these people has been such an inspiration for what I hope to be as a therapist and just a person in life. She’s so genuine and kind and puts everything she has on the line for these people. So many people just need someone to listen to them and help them and I just hope to one day be that person for at least human I come across. Thank you for doing what you do Allie, you are a beautiful human and I hope life gives you everything good you deserve🤍
    To Jon, I hope you’re able to Rest In Peace. You were such a good human and I wish the world didn’t take you like it did.

  • @austinbeaucage7665
    @austinbeaucage7665 4 роки тому +15

    Rip Jon you will be missed brother ur now a angel with wings rip bro 💕🤟

  • @josieree
    @josieree 5 років тому +6

    Oh I see this and was so happy to see Jon looking so good, but then I scrolled and seen he's passed. Absolutely heartbreaking

    • @Michele-bm1zu
      @Michele-bm1zu 3 роки тому +1

      Really sad. I truly thought he was going to make it and stay clean. Seemed like he was on the right path.

  • @trishhobbsphillips3164
    @trishhobbsphillips3164 2 роки тому +4

    I absolutely love you Allie! You are a Queen and an Angel on Earth! Thank you for all you do! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Fickle-Pixel
    @Fickle-Pixel 5 років тому +121

    He passed away today. :( I home schooled him, his girlfriend and my son their senior year. I will always remember him as a sweet child.

    • @austinbeaucage7665
      @austinbeaucage7665 4 роки тому +2

      Soul Surfing yea I miss him so much:(

    • @mollyjackson4476
      @mollyjackson4476 2 роки тому +17

      I did not expect to see this after clicking....damn man 🥺

    • @johngoncalves4504
      @johngoncalves4504 2 роки тому +4

      Did he die from relapsing?

    • @charmedkitten
      @charmedkitten 2 роки тому +5

      @@johngoncalves4504 the comment below this one was said he relapsed 😞

    • @johngoncalves4504
      @johngoncalves4504 2 роки тому +38

      @@charmedkitten yeabi wound up reading it after I wrote it. Very sad. I've been on suboxone for about 5 yrs now. Some people don't consider it being clean but I do

  • @mccormicksgirlie1709
    @mccormicksgirlie1709 5 років тому +7

    What a amazing recovery transformation.!!! Keep going lovie !!! You got this. Your a beautiful soul and deserve to be a successful happy man. Always remember YOU are enough !!! Congrats on your 7months yesterday!! 🎉🙏🏻
    Allie you are a beautiful beautiful soul yourself ! I admire your work . Keep doing what your doing and congratulations to you as well

  • @1dont43
    @1dont43 5 років тому +23

    Just hearing his laugh... ❤ I can't thank you enough for making this interview happen in such divine timing. It helps to be able to hear his voice when I need to.

    • @briandailey6487
      @briandailey6487 5 років тому +2

      Breaks my soul reading this comment

    • @1983metsfan
      @1983metsfan 4 роки тому +2

      My condolences on the passing of your relative . So so sad.

    • @SadalDay
      @SadalDay 2 роки тому +2

      I am very sorry for your loss

  • @bootygang666f6
    @bootygang666f6 2 роки тому +16

    I would love to see more of these, especially about the women, even Frankie's clients would be great.
    Rest in Peace, Kelly, Jon, and Connor.

  • @dirty6od263
    @dirty6od263 5 років тому +11

    Rest in Paradise Jon Matthews I’m going to miss u homie

  • @mikelambert6733
    @mikelambert6733 2 роки тому +1

    Sorry too hear about homeboy. Allie,I can't get enough of your positive aura! I can't stop watching your vids,your smile and the love in your heart for us addicts is HEART FILLING! I thank my higher power for YOU!! Blessings too you,thank you for helping the forgotten! Much love and respect from W.V.💖✌

  • @mjarboesdf
    @mjarboesdf 2 роки тому +2

    💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗 Hey Allie girl! You are so amazing and an incredible role model for all addicts and recovering addicts! You can tell how much you love your job and how fully committed you are to helping people! You are so sweet, caring and genuine! I wish every recovering addict had a Allie to help encourage and change their lives and to be there to call when needed! You are so strong and brave! Thank you for everything you do! I love the VICE episodes, but they will eventually come to and end, so please keep posting videos on your channel!! Hope all is well, keep up the amazing work girl! xOxO with love from Ky! 💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗🤍💗

  • @christinamattingly3695
    @christinamattingly3695 2 роки тому +3

    As I sat and watched this video, I was so excited to see him in sobriety so i wanted to comment about it. When I did, I see that he is dead! I'm so sorry for his Mother and Sister!

  • @amandasmith6230
    @amandasmith6230 5 років тому +40

    Loooove! Would love to see a follow up for every single person on Dopesick Nation. I seriously loved them all. And think of them all the time. Wishing you well, Allie! Did the nickname AllieCat Nation come from Kelly?! God bless her soul!! She’s smiling down on you!

    • @allieseverino
      @allieseverino  5 років тому +43

      Im going to try and have as many of them as i can on with me! Ther support you guys show them is so unbelievable 🙏🙏 and yes allie cat is from kelly she always called me that 💜💜

    • @wendye4272
      @wendye4272 5 років тому +8

      My Heart is Broken Rest In Peace kid no more pain for you your in a better place away from these demons ♥️sad so sad !!

    • @robjohnson1921
      @robjohnson1921 5 років тому +17

      @@MarcoGiudice fucking creepy bro

    • @chrisnelson282
      @chrisnelson282 4 роки тому +3

      Allie Severino you are a fucking hero dude! Please don’t forget take care of yourself. Your a true angle sent to earth, beautiful inside and out!

    • @dudemusstinkmeyer9843
      @dudemusstinkmeyer9843 2 роки тому +3

      @@MarcoGiudice dude seriously? Come on!

  • @mirandamcintosh4157
    @mirandamcintosh4157 2 роки тому +2

    Ive binged watched all of these episodes and he was one of my favorites, to see this updated video made me so happy but as I went to comment and realized he had passed literally just made me cry my eyes out... RIP Jon... WE dont deserve to live the life drugs cause us to live 😞..

  • @Scorpiogrrly916
    @Scorpiogrrly916 3 роки тому +6

    Im over 2 years late, but Im so glad I found you Allie ❤

    • @matthewloomis2942
      @matthewloomis2942 2 роки тому +2

      She's a real life superhero....an angel all of the above 💯

  • @hopeaskenette6238
    @hopeaskenette6238 2 роки тому +3

    Truly inspiring...prayers going out to the recovering and for those that are still struggling.

  • @angieb2007
    @angieb2007 Рік тому +1

    I have learned so much from Allie and Frankie's videos. I think I have watched every one I could find. I hope they continue sharing with us 💜❤💙🙌

  • @nighhawknigganinja
    @nighhawknigganinja 5 років тому +2

    Allie, you are the best. I didn’t watch dopesick nation until I was 15 months clean..but I’m so glad I did. Keep it up queen!
    Edit: Rest in Paradise Jon

  • @lifewgabbyofficial
    @lifewgabbyofficial 5 років тому +7

    Congrats Jon! Sobriety is amazing!! I wish you the absolute best! You've got this! One day at a time.. God bless you🙏
    Ty Allie for this update. I really hope to see more!! You rock and you're amazing for doing all that you do!! ❤🤟

    • @nikki27ish
      @nikki27ish 5 років тому

      He overdosed a few weeks later and passed away

    • @lifewgabbyofficial
      @lifewgabbyofficial 5 років тому +4

      @@nikki27ish I know. 😭 So incredibly heartbreaking. 💔I loathe the disease of addiction with a passion!
      RIP Jon. I hope you're finally at peace. RIP to all of those who we have lost to the devil's drug. They're no longer slaves to their addictions. And they are no longer in pain....😢🙏

    • @austinbeaucage7665
      @austinbeaucage7665 4 роки тому

      Stephy Lynn hey Steph did you know Jon I miss him very much I never got to meet him but I wanted to

    • @austinbeaucage7665
      @austinbeaucage7665 4 роки тому

      Nicola Macaulay from heroin:(

  • @nitaserrano3063
    @nitaserrano3063 2 роки тому +3

    Just watching this now n SO bummed that he didn't win his battle! 😞 Rest easy

  • @pain1978
    @pain1978 2 роки тому +2

    So dam sad what this garbage does/did to us..Rip Jon & ty for your selfless work Allie 💓

  • @chopper1168
    @chopper1168 2 роки тому +3

    Such a evil monster addiction is. I’ve been sober 12 years. Scares me everyday. I work very hard to stay sober and it’s not easy. RIP Johnathan.

  • @ttenkrut
    @ttenkrut 2 роки тому +1

    WoW,.,, 6 days after upload,,., Great upload!

  • @landyalmond7742
    @landyalmond7742 5 років тому +2

    My tears are real....man you are NEVER going to feel pain again. I never met you but I feel as if you're my brother. RIP...

  • @nicholaslinn7581
    @nicholaslinn7581 2 роки тому +1

    We need more of these inspirational channels in the world and less attention seeking people chasing clout. Thx. Allie 🙏

  • @cariann2220
    @cariann2220 5 років тому +10

    I hope you make more of these! Love seeing people get better. He looks completely different! Congrats Jon!

    • @MrPizza206
      @MrPizza206 5 років тому +1

      He passed away:(

    • @cariann2220
      @cariann2220 5 років тому +2

      @@MrPizza206 I know I seen, it's so sad. It's really hard to stay clean for most people. I am at 5 years right now and I cant tell you how many addicts have died around me after having some clean time too. So heartbreaking.

    • @briandailey6487
      @briandailey6487 5 років тому +1

      @@cariann2220 high five! 5 years? That's AMAZING! Im proud of you! You're a super ☆☆☆
      Ive got 7+ years myself, going training to be a licensed peer supporter here in Ohio. Im super happy for you. PLEASE stay focused n keep moving forward, no looking back! You're blessed, don't take it for granted please!

    • @bradsully6620
      @bradsully6620 3 роки тому

      @@briandailey6487 I am born and raised in ohio. Theres definitely no shortage of opioids here in ohio. I've been hooked on dope for around 10 years. I've probably had around 3 years of clean time during that span. Nowadays with everything being fent the detox is horrid. I could detox myself from heroin with a few benzos and some weed, but now its almost impossible. Pray for me!! And I just wish there was still good ole heroin around, but there isn't. Well I can't find any in the whole city of Cincinnati anyway.

  • @jamest.oconnorjr.864
    @jamest.oconnorjr.864 2 роки тому +1

    Allie these videos all keep making Maintenance Therapy the winner. The docs asked what next when you get off Subs? I don't know the answer

  • @MarcoGiudice
    @MarcoGiudice 5 років тому +4

    Damn Jon, WTF man! I'm so sorry to hear about this unfortunate news about your passing! Thank for the moments in life we shared together and for sharing your story! But if you ask me you should of never left the clinic on Forest Hill...! You had everything working for you! Oh well, till next time my friend? RIP!

    • @MarcoGiudice
      @MarcoGiudice 5 років тому

      @Ophelia Nichols not exactly sure!

    • @MarcoGiudice
      @MarcoGiudice 3 роки тому

      @CV Saint no Palm Beach Florida

  • @hihackersam9176
    @hihackersam9176 2 роки тому +3

    It’s fucking great to see him sober and doing good I remember watching his episode and I saw that he was a good person in a bad situation, you can see it in his eyes , some of the people in the show you can tell weren’t good people but this guy idk I’ve had a lot of friends that he reminded me of I was rooting for him I hope you stay great man!

    • @CHIPSOVERBITCHS
      @CHIPSOVERBITCHS Рік тому

      Rip jon

    • @hihackersam9176
      @hihackersam9176 Рік тому

      ??

    • @betsybabf748
      @betsybabf748 Рік тому

      @@hihackersam9176 He OD'd and passed away just 6 days after this video was uploaded in 2019. She has the info in the description.

  • @minister7417
    @minister7417 2 роки тому +1

    Allie I know this video is a little old old but you are doing such a great job. @Jonothan it takes a lot of guts to share your life like this on UA-cam, thank you and hope things are still good.

    • @Jamesjimjimmy
      @Jamesjimjimmy 2 роки тому +1

      He passed from an od 6 days after the interview unfortunately.

  • @annacamargo3192
    @annacamargo3192 5 років тому +2

    RIP, man. The battle goes on for so many people's soul.

  • @jeannie-michellebabygurl1847
    @jeannie-michellebabygurl1847 2 роки тому +1

    I'm just reading this and I can't believe he passed🙏🏼😞😞😞

  • @timrunkle5636
    @timrunkle5636 2 роки тому +2

    This HURTS MY ❣️ SO MUCH.... I was SO HAPPY to see his transformation, and find out he lost his battle within weeks of this filming. Fucking drugs. Damn it.

  • @johngianni1468
    @johngianni1468 5 років тому +8

    Allie and Frankie also viceland I hope you keep showing us how evil addiction is on viceland dopesick Nation you all are doing a great job trying to help all these people with addiction just watching the show helps me really thought this guy Jon was going to make it.RIP bro

  • @connorriley7511
    @connorriley7511 2 роки тому +2

    after reading the description I almost clicked off the video, insane to see that he looked so well and he checked out 6 days later but I really want to hear what he has to say so im gonna soldier through and watch the whole thing.

  • @andrewbohannon6011
    @andrewbohannon6011 2 роки тому +2

    Allie I really admire you for the work you do for people

  • @blaze00366
    @blaze00366 2 роки тому +18

    Methadone saved my life and I would be dead now without it, I recommend it to the people who realize they will be taking it for the rest of your life and find a good clinic not one that has a parking lot that deals drugs in it..

    • @stevedemon1981
      @stevedemon1981 2 роки тому +2

      There is some people that do very well on methadone like yourself. I don't understand the part of being on it the whole rest of my life. I've been on it for 2 years now, didn't use any opioids for about a year. No heroin/fentanyl, pills for about a year and then picked up again with another habit on top of the meth not to mention benzodiazapenes as well. I just got an increase from 80mg to 90mg.
      I need to get it my head that I don't need dope and let the meth do what it's supposed to do because it worked for almost more than a year.
      I just know I don't want to be on methadone the rest of my life and I don't have to. I just turned 40 years old and I thought by this time I would be done with this shit by now. And I KNOW I'm not the only one because there is about 1000 other clients at that fucking God forsaken place. Bless you and anyone else sick and suffering and reach out when you need help. I hope everything goes well for you brother. Sorry for the book. Peace and love and light!

    • @mulastafa
      @mulastafa 2 роки тому

      Amen brother

  • @taytay0702
    @taytay0702 5 років тому +3

    This is amazing!!!! He looks SO GOOD! This makes my heart so happy!

  • @ginamariecialella2795
    @ginamariecialella2795 4 роки тому +5

    OMG. I can't believe he died. He seemed to be doing so well. RIP

    • @SOLDOZER
      @SOLDOZER 2 роки тому

      He was a junkie. Why are you surprised.

  • @righteousmonkey
    @righteousmonkey 9 місяців тому

    Congratulations on the Podcast Allie! This is so badass. Was watching Dopesick Nation the other day and was wondering how you guys are doing. Stoked for this episode! Keep on being great. - Daniel | Righteous Monkey

  • @aphysique
    @aphysique 2 роки тому +3

    My condolences 🙏RIP JON

  • @WhiteButterflyMommy
    @WhiteButterflyMommy 5 років тому +4

    I hope you do more of these. This makes my heart happy.

  • @misterx6346
    @misterx6346 2 роки тому +4

    I'm very sad to see dude die. Can't watch more than a few minutes of it now. Allie, I hope you're okay too. You've not made videos for like a year.

  • @isabelzuniga1147
    @isabelzuniga1147 2 роки тому +1

    Wow I was so happy seeing Jonothan clean and happy then I ready he passed away .

  • @orpheus9037
    @orpheus9037 2 роки тому +2

    I just started watching the Vice series and was curious about what happened to some of these folks. Am so sorry Jonothan didn't make it. What shocks is these hairpin turns in the narrative: six days ago he was fine and working his program, today he's dead from an OD. This is the harrowing, crazy landscape an addict travels: everything is sped up and any fast turn in the road could be your last because mortality always has a high probability.

  • @annacanales-gomez7249
    @annacanales-gomez7249 5 років тому +3

    Truly an amazing story. This was heart touching. Thank you for sharing!

  • @vanessagall2666
    @vanessagall2666 2 роки тому

    Allie, God bless you! Just when some of these people think that there's nothing left for them, nobody cares and they will never escape their demons, you honestly care and do all u can to help them. I live 30 mins north of where you are, and I have gone through all of this. The sad part is, that I have buried just about every single friend I've ever had here. Its been 8 years sober for me but it has been a long and difficult road. I can't imagine how difficult it is to stay sober dealing with this on a daily basis. I cried along with you when you found out that Kelly had passed. You did your best and NEVER gave up on her! And she was doing so well!!! I've been there so many times myself! Its heartbreaking and I'm so sorry for your loss. Please never stop fighting for these people. You are a hero Allie! You and Frankie have saved so many lives. God bless you both. Keep fighting for these people. A lot of the time, you're their last and only hope.

  • @RosettaStoned462
    @RosettaStoned462 2 роки тому

    I can't fathom the ups and downs Allie, Frankie and the like go through doing this selfless work; they are unsung heros and I hope they know how important their work is no matter the outcome. This is proof there are angels on earth.

  • @Freshadventures_
    @Freshadventures_ Рік тому

    It's so sad that he passed away. It's so important that we take care of ourselves while we are here on this planet. Do something everyday that makes us happy to be alive.

  • @Audizzle
    @Audizzle 4 роки тому +6

    i was so happy until i read the update. =( R.I.P you fought the good fight bro

  • @haonyoass9556
    @haonyoass9556 2 місяці тому

    Wow dude this is awesome! Nice Jonathan!!

  • @jeremyjohnson9222
    @jeremyjohnson9222 2 роки тому +1

    New to watching these videos. Love them. You're a real warrior. Subbed

  • @trayisraw
    @trayisraw 5 років тому +27

    Is there going to be a season 2?

  • @LB-zz1rs
    @LB-zz1rs Рік тому

    Thanks for your time and your help with this situation 🙏

  • @xls6056
    @xls6056 4 роки тому +12

    this is why you stay on suboxone and its a life long treatment. to many times people say ohhh its just another drug ohhh just cold turkey everything. But Facts are the facts and theres no inbetween when he was on suboxone his life was much better and he was bettering his life. (His words) and now jon is died (RIP). To many times this has happened, take what works and stick with it forever. Being on suboxone vs dead is a simple decision stop trying to be the golden poster boy for rehabilitation and do what is working. Noone is trying to cure addiction doctors will tell you that themselves. There is no cure were doing this to stay alive and doctors are doing it for the same reason.

    • @lyndza1989
      @lyndza1989 2 роки тому +1

      AA and the steps pushes ppl off MAT drug maintenance.. in my opinion its BULLSHIT and it takes lives.. literally kills ppl off.. and yet they feel justified its sick and twisted.. subs DO SAVE LIVES and the proof is there

  • @sezyboo2
    @sezyboo2 5 років тому +1

    So very sad....Rest in peace dear Jonothan.......

  • @lisakribel6739
    @lisakribel6739 Рік тому

    Allie you are such an Earth Angel imo💜N it's so sweet of you to name your show AllieCat..Reminds me of your friend..May she RIP😔🕊💜Also congrats to you both on your sobriety..I saw your episode Johnathan and you to are such a true testament that sobriety is possible when YOU are READY..Stay blessed y'all💜Sending you both positive thoughts vibes and prayers from Jersey..Much love🙏💜

  • @FunWithEnduringArts
    @FunWithEnduringArts Рік тому

    Sooo happy for Jonathan!! He sounds and looks FANTASTIC!! Keep it up; you GOT THIS! ❣️

    • @lucyhg2010
      @lucyhg2010 Рік тому

      he passed away.

    • @betsybabf748
      @betsybabf748 Рік тому

      Jonothan died from an OD just 6 days after this video was uploaded in 2019.

  • @mandihilt3280
    @mandihilt3280 5 років тому +3

    Allie, love the update!! Hope to see more, especially Chris!!

    • @amandasmith6230
      @amandasmith6230 5 років тому

      I agree... I hope he is thriving and doing well. And even if he’s not, even if any of them are not, I hope they aren’t too far gone and I hope they know there really are people out here who care. 💚

    • @cdixon12345
      @cdixon12345 5 років тому +3

      I'm doing great everyone thanks for all the love n support

    • @generaljemz8985
      @generaljemz8985 5 років тому

      @@cdixon12345 peace n love brother hope you doin well from Newzealand

    • @zachbishop5421
      @zachbishop5421 2 роки тому

      @@cdixon12345 hope your doing good bro was in the same spot a couple years back

  • @ravenmorgan4806
    @ravenmorgan4806 5 років тому +44

    Just read on Allie page he died from an overdose a few weeks after they filmed this. So sad.... that damn devil comes back sometimes and just has his way with you... may he RIP

    • @moistoyzter8884
      @moistoyzter8884 3 роки тому +3

      Shit man... That's so tragic, RIP Jon.

    • @overcomer1921
      @overcomer1921 2 роки тому

      He died in his SINS.. that means he is in HELL. Please take HEED. The DEVIL HATES you but you love him. SEEK JESUS WHILE he can still be found.

    • @lowcountrythrash2874
      @lowcountrythrash2874 2 роки тому +3

      @@overcomer1921 what’s it like to be a self righteous dick?

    • @karablades
      @karablades 2 роки тому

      @@overcomer1921 that doesn't necessarily mean he's in hell. If he proclaimed Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior he is saved and in heaven. You must be Catholic thinking that way

    • @overcomer1921
      @overcomer1921 2 роки тому +1

      @@karablades SAYS THE SINNER.. God is not just a confession.. Proverbs 28:13
      “He that covereth his sins shall not prosper: but whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy
      That is a catholic and a make believer like yourself that believers that DOCTRINES of DEVILS.. pay attention to FORSAKE..
      Matthew 15:8
      “This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me.”
      This is also a verse that shows who you are..
      NEIGHBOR DONT DIE IN YOUR SINS. JESUS CHRIST DIED FOR YOU.. WONT YOU LIVE FOR HIM? REPENT OR PERISH SINNERS.. YOU MUST BE SPOTLESS ON JUDGMENT DAY.. IT IS WRITTEN..

  • @williamgallucci9913
    @williamgallucci9913 3 роки тому +1

    Heartbreaking to hear that he passes soon after this interview drugs are not a game and I hope someone will see this and learn from this god bless

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    @MasterNoob.3.3.3.4.5. 2 роки тому +1

    I didn't know this was literally yearsssssss ago! I was watching the series then seen this and it said 3 years ago. Bring this back!

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      @allieseverino  2 роки тому +2

      I’m with you #bringitback lol what kind of crypto you holding my friend?! Much love

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      @MasterNoob.3.3.3.4.5. 2 роки тому

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      @allieseverino  2 роки тому +1

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    • @MasterNoob.3.3.3.4.5.
      @MasterNoob.3.3.3.4.5. 2 роки тому

      @@allieseverino I heard good things about Saitama. Stock up on ether, that's gonna do good this year and I'll have to look into tarp! Crypto is a blessing 💪💪

  • @magen2271
    @magen2271 5 років тому +3

    Rest peacefully Jon 😞 🙏

  • @keksandwich
    @keksandwich 2 роки тому +7

    I see people like this at the methadone clinic frequently. Do not listen to his stance on methadone treatment. It absolutely does not sit in your bones. I have gone down at a steady rate and feel only very mild withdrawals because I take the weening process so slowly. Take your time. Go down 1-2 mg a week and only do it again when you feel stabilized.

    • @amandaguzman1949
      @amandaguzman1949 2 роки тому +1

      It does does stay in your bones

    • @keksandwich
      @keksandwich 2 роки тому +6

      @@amandaguzman1949 No. It does not.

    • @keksandwich
      @keksandwich 2 роки тому +3

      Myth: Methadone gets into your bones and weakens them.
      ➤ Fact: Methadone does not “get into the bones” or cause any harm to the skeletal system. Most bone and joint aches are usually mild withdrawal symptoms.
      Taken directly from Garden State Treatment Center's Informational. Please do your own research.

    • @keksandwich
      @keksandwich 2 роки тому +4

      Not trying to be a dick. Just want people to know the truth

    • @andrewbohannon6011
      @andrewbohannon6011 2 роки тому +2

      Facts methadone deff does not get into your bones. I’m not sure why everyone always says that

  • @Queeny-uq8bb
    @Queeny-uq8bb Рік тому

    R.I.P brother the surrender is real, much love to Allie we need more like you sister your saving life's and giving families their kids back x

  • @timstort8223
    @timstort8223 4 роки тому +1

    Rest easy brother, seemed like a great dude.

  • @lynnleigha580
    @lynnleigha580 2 роки тому +1

    No, we ALL thought she was dead, that had me going insane, I'm laying here, still, going through these pws and holding my damn breath, scared she died

  • @gabyponte6497
    @gabyponte6497 3 роки тому +12

    Methadone saves my life. 1 and a half years and then detoured at home when I was mentally strong enough. I hate that people down methadone. I wouldn't be here if it were not for methadone. Methadone and counseling..support support support.

  • @ebaydeniro8387
    @ebaydeniro8387 Рік тому

    Johnathan looks so good!!!!! I’m so proud and inspired buddy!!!!

  • @ashalakirk5898
    @ashalakirk5898 2 роки тому +1

    Awww I feel so bad he looked great in the video :(