chonk timestamps: 0:02 0:24 ollie the builder 4:05 4:17 for cute chonks tail 4:50 cute paws 5:22 working hard 5:45 ollie intelectual 5:53 ollie vocalizing 6:27 7:11 8:11 😭😭 9:019:06 curious chonk 9:21 12:25 lmaooo 💀💀💀 16:47 many chonk content today!! i luv chonk so much also the final rant so true bestie
Hi, Maria. This video came at the right time. I am in bed and recovering from such a worse case of stomach infection. This one brought me happiness, warmth and so much cozy vibes. Thankyou. 😊❤
hello Kanika, i hope u are feeling better & so glad this video could keep u some company 🥺🥺❤️🩹❤️🩹 heal well & hopefully soon ill have one more video to keep u company on your way. ❤️🩹❤️🩹 love you so much, keep healthy please!!
@@MariaSilva thank you, Maria ❤. Feeling better and trying my best to dive into studies as my exam is just around the corner. Looking forward to the next video😍
Hmm, thank you for your answer, I saw the video and I feel that you was tired, you know, to be covered with scratches and tired at the end of your day that is part of life also, no one can live without that pain and it does not matter how much sorrow you feel that will inevitably pass, take a break and breathe ، It's like if it's always sunny, the desert will cover the whole world, we need rain and snow to grow plants in that desert! I love you, just keep going and we trust in you ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹!
idk how but the amount of resilience and patience I am inspired to develop by you on my lowest days is something I will always be grateful for Maria ❤ thank you for being so inspiring 💞
🥺 so grateful to share too!! and that my videos can have some meaning to u.. appreciate you so much, pls know how much u inspire me too! 💗💗 we can do this 🫂🫂
I missed you so much! 🥺... Thank you for posting. Hope you're doing great... Even though life is pretty stressful I hope you're taking care of yourself. Love you so much!❤ Wish you all the best for everything you wanna do in life! 🌷
henlo Easmin!! i've missed u more.. it's been a while posting a vlog and i'm the one thanking u for stopping by again ! /ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ\ 💗💗 i hope you are well too, and thank you a million little times for the warm wishes
i love it when you include more clips of Ollie.... and the book nook looks so cozy and clean.. love these long videos.. it is like I'm watching some cozy movies 😍
aww thank u so much for taking the time to write such a lovely comment 🥺💕💕 sharing experiences and feeling connected makes everything so worth it, i appreciate it so much. life as a human in general is not easy, but especially in times of stress, it’s easy to forget to stay grounded in the present and be grateful for who we are, right now, no matter what we want to accomplish! i hope u have a great rest of the week 💗💗 thank u for stopping by :))
Thank you, Maria for this amazing vlog. Loved every single bit of it. And being a med student myself, it feels like you are an online friend who struggles the same way as me. And that friend finds the way out, so she tells me that I'll be fine too 💗
Every time, whenever, I feel down and not good about myself related to my academic performance, or whenever I need a push to get things done, or just have a nice me time, the only thing that comes to my mind is, Maria's vlog. I can't thank you enough for starting a youtube channel and sharing your personal life with all of us. How you are working hard to be a better you always inspire me and make me feel much better. It's so hard to stay positive all the time, there are times when we can't help it. Sometimes we end up comparing ourselves to others no matter how much we appreciate our own growth and it's completely okay, it's fine if we take longer time than others to do one thing. The feeling as if you are not progressing, as if you are stagnant for as long as you can think of, is really shattering but at times like that it's when we are the only ones who can be there for ourselves and feel better so it's really important to give time to oneself. Your vlogs help me to understand what I want and what is suitable for me, you always motivate me to study. I am a slow learner, and it's quite hurtful when I see others doing things pretty quickly but I am trying to understand and accept my limits and still working toward my goals no matter what obstacle comes my way. Your vlogs are like free therapy to me, it's my favorite place to be whenever I need to feel something warm, my comfort place
Omg i missed you so much!!! I always re watch your videos because they comfort me in a indescribable way 💗💗 I luv you Maria I hope you ar ok!! And remember that you bring us a lot of happiness 💕
Omg when I saw you posted a new video my heart stopped. I missed you so much 🥺❤ your videos are so comforting and give me so much motivation and peace. Kisses and hugs from Azores 💋🏝️ and never forget that you are a really special and kind human being 💖💞
hi, maria! it's okay, maria. It's okay to feel bothered by everything, it's okay to do nothing all day. Everything it's okay. Sometimes we just have to take a break from everything and enjoy the little things in our life :)) it was so nice to see that in the middle of the vlog you were already better. I missed u sooo much and i can't wait for u to finish your last year and become a doctor!! I'm so proud of u, lots of love
hello jiwongel!! (^///^)💗 i've missed you more! thank u for such kind words. i really need to remind myself that it is all okay... we're tiny humans among many other millions of humans and a beautiful planet, it's cruel to not let us rest from all our obligations to stop and appreciate life. & thank u for the excitement about this being my last semester!!! i'm beyond happy to finish this year!! even though extremely stressful, it is terribly exciting and exactly the change i've been craving. AGAIN THANK U for being here in this journey of mine, also im so proud of you for starting a yt channel!! it's such a vulnerable moment, to open up our even a bit of our lives to the world, and i hope you have so much fun :-)) 💗💐🫂 a big hug friend, stay well 💗💗🍵
Finally thank you so much for this ❤. I've been waiting for a long time last couple of week's were hard but not anymore thanks to you thank you so much ❤.
:,(( woa tremendously sweet! 💗💗 thank you so much for the lovely message and for being here rohan, and for the patience.. i hope things do be looking up from here on out!! you deserve it, and no matter what, pat yourself on the back for going through all this! i love you lots!! you're not alone 💗💗
Obrigada, pelo balanço de reflexão! Estou passando por momentos apreensivo, cheio de dúvidas e angústia! Você falou coisas que a tempo estou precisando que alguém diga pra mim. 💐
so happy to hear from you again!😖💫 that hataramune moment was so relatable, first time i bought it i did the same thing--- your blogs always make me feel comfy and your monologue was so,, motivating 🥺♡ you should know that you give me propulsion to move towards, see you soon~
it's so weirdly built but it's part of the experience :'D hhh---💗 thank u so much for listening for what i have to say!.. & writing so kindly... im so glad u enjoyed, have a lovely rest of the weekend/ good week ahead :-)) 💐🤍🍵
Finally, I get the time to watch it :(💗💗, as always Maria's videos are such heartwarming and I'll never get bored from re-watching them 💌!!, take care of your health our lovely girl 💗💗🌌
Lol I’m happy T_T I was feeling down and tired from studying, I wanted something that would make me feel warm and relaxed so I could have some energy - thx
Omg Mariaaaaaa 😍😍😍😍 missed you so so much 😭😭 thank you for coming back to us. Didn't watch the video yet cuz I was too excited to greet you first. Hope you are doing happy and healthy. Smooch Ollie for me ❤❤
hellooooo (^///^)💗💗💗 I MISSED YOU MORE !!! such a long time, thank u for being here on the other side :((( im so happy to see u again, my heart.... i hope u enjoy this one! 🍪💌🍵 that you take some time for yourself today, and you are well & healthy. lots of love and a tight hug from ollie and me 🫂 i will pat his little flat head right now and smooch his little beans, thank u for thinking of him!! :(( 💗💗 i appreciate you so much!! see you soon 🎧💐
Thank you so much for your pep talk in the end i needed that reminder so much. Been dealing with a lot of self hate and peresecutors and intrusive thoughts about our life and body lately. Also am procrastinating on my thesis big time lately due to past trauma over it but it needs to be done. Hopefully we can manage it. Loved your video so much and missed you a lot. Good luck with your studies and exams.
it really helps for me to understand things don’t have to be perfect, and really as long as we’re trying with good intentions in our hearts everything will be okay!! thank you so much for the lovely message roxie, and for being so kind 💗💗i wish you the very best on your own studies and thesis, it’s a stressful time to go through!! and you’re doing so much better than you think 💌 i love you!! ty for stopping by :))
i missed you!!! 🥺i always feel motivated when your vlogs upload, a lot has been really draining me out, and it's nice to have these videos like someone is accompanying me. thank you for all of the comforts, ily mariaaaaaaa!!!
Oh my god, early again! Going to watch this, such a nice break ahhhh! Mental health is really a big concern, especially when you are continously studying or working without any breaks, I really hope you are well! On a positive note, we can always have a nice reward from you in terms of videos, so take care of yourself Maria 💖✨️💝 Have a nice day! ❤
aww hello sarala!! im really glad you can use this as a little break :3 💌💗 let's try to take care of ourselves through our studies and work... enjoy and have a lovely day/weekend too!! thank u so much for watching today 🤍🤍
Maria I wish you all the best in April! Sending you sunshine and positivity! Can you please send spring sunshine over to PEI. It's still cold and wintery here. :) 🌞 🌷
here’s some sunshine rays your wayyy~~~☀️☀️✨✨winter is hibernating preparing for the blossoming!! almost there :)) thank you so much for the well wishes, I wish you the same!! lots of love your way 💗💗🦋
Hi Maria🥺💗 It will be an article as long as a letter 💌.. words poured out of my mind one after another... I was very good with classes until I went to university. There are only 2 exams left for me to become an intern. I don't feel ready at all. It has been a very challenging 6 years, especially in terms of psychology (I extended my graduation and took pediatrics and obstetrics 2 times 😿). When I was in high school, my dream was to be a doctor. I got a very good grade in the university entrance exam in my country and entered one of the best faculties. But when I came to the faculty, I felt that I couldn't adapt to the environment here. I've gone too far to go back anymore, and frankly the other paths are very foreign to me (if I could choose a major again, I guess it would be math, it was my favourite lesson). The most positive option for me is to work in fields such as histology, pathology, medical genetics. Internal medicine and surgeries intimidated me, I respect our doctors in these departments much more. In terms of Turkey, they work under incredibly high hours and very bad conditions 😔In order to enter departments such as genetics, I need to get a good score in the exam after graduation. Life is getting more and more serious, I'm 24 and I can't believe it. I used to cut papers and play by myself, watch cartoons and do homework. I wonder what day it was exactly when we stopped playing games, it's very interesting... I miss those days. After passing these last 2 exams, I will search for psychotherapy. I hope it shows different perspectives so that I can feel better. Because I blamed myself a lot with the feeling of failure I have felt for these 6 years. After the earthquake disaster in my country on February 6, life experiences, my relationship with my family and friends, the memories I have accumulated have become much more important. I am afraid of missing out on life while struggling with classes, exams, job anxiety. Watching your videos always gave me good energy, thank you for that 🥰I believe that whatever you do, you will do well 🫂💓 Because you always work hard for your goals 💪🏻Other skills (such as balancing work and private life, being successful at work) will also improve, such as playing the piano better and better 💙🎹 Goodbye Maria with a gift of song : Birdy- Just Like A River Does
hello my dear bilge, 💌 thank you for being here first of all, and for your writings. it touched my heart so much. it is true that getting into med school is such an achievement, but really it is the start of a whole new journey that some of us could never see coming. it will test us and make us question every life choice, and it's overwhelming and sometimes yes painful. there are choices to be made regarding our future even after making the med school choice, and it's overwhelming not having the answers all in the palm of our hand, like we used to. it's difficult to see the reality of a profession that can be so harsh especially to young people, us future interns, and we really have to know how to protect ourselves. we have to have our own best interest, since a lot of our superiors at work may not. even though right now i don't know what path i will take in the medical field, i hope i will know how to establish limits between my work and my personal life, so i can be happy, no matter the path i take or even in bad conditions that come with the profession! i want to look out for myself, and look for the best options available to me... i hope we both consider this as we muddle through choices... it's hard but we will do it! most of all, i encourage you to speak out with loved ones, you talked of psychotherapy, and i think it's such a good idea! i believe every healthcare professional should have therapy sessions easily available. it's a shame our mental health is looked over so much. speaking up about these issues is SO IMPORTANT, and finding friends and family who we can trust can be so relieving besides in therapy. i open up to anybody really who lends a patient ear and helps a lot. still, our choices are our own, and i believe with time and patience, we WILL get to a better place, that feels good, whatever and however that looks like! uncertainty doesn't feel great, but we will overcome it! 💗💗 there's so much more i want to say, but i to start having words flow out of me and it's impossible to stop, so i'll stop here! and just say, thank you for opening up about what you're feeling. i love you to the moon and back, and send you a big hug, for us both to head through these uncertain times in our young careers, and see ourselves with compassion and gentleness!! you are SO amazing!! and im BEYOND proud of you. LIFE IS HARD, and you are doing so well. a big hug to you, your family and other loved ones. take care of yourself, mental and physically, day by day, and don't forget to put yourself first! have a cozy rest of the weekend :-)) and a good week ahead friend, lots of love~~ from ollie and myself! thank u for the beautiful song 🎧💗🫂 a big big hug
@@MariaSilva You filled my eyes with tears 🥺🥺 I thought I'd wait until after my exam so I can write the longer answer you deserve. But I couldn't resist and I'm writing 💗💗 Big hugs to you and Ollie 💗💗Thank you so much for your supportive words. I hope to come back here with the message "My exam went well". I'll do my best 🙏🏻Have a good energetic, peaceful week my dear friend 🧿💙
@@MariaSilva Hi Maria 🥺💗It's been a long time and I can just write. Unfortunately, my exam didn't go well, I passed the test part this time, but I couldn't even remember the most important things in the oral part.. After the exam, I returned to my family home and I have been studying for another exam for these 3 weeks, more regularly and focused on memorization. I realized that my study performance was very low due to the fear of failure and the uncertainty of the future. I was afraid of the future by thinking, "How can I take these big responsibilities in the future if I am having difficulties even now" and I sabotaged myself with these thoughts... During some conversations with my family at home, I realized that I've lived in dreams and reality didn't match these dreams. My motivation was the desire for success and approval especially by my family. But the overlapping experiences of failure and not being used to it made me a quitter. Now I have faced the facts. I have to do this to be economically independent and to protect myself. When we think about it this way, success seems inevitable. And I believe we can achieve something if we really want it🌱 Apart from these, I recently read Atomic Habits - I think you were reading too - I am working on planning days and creating routines. If I were an animal, I would definitely be a turtle 🐢I'm so slow 🫠... One reason is that I get lost in thoughts in my mind, I'm working on that too ^^ I know you love Taylor so much, 3 weeks ago I discovered Anti-Hero as a person who hasn't listened to all of her songs but loves some of them. And after watching the clip, I got really hooked on it ❤🩹 Finally, I know you work hard. Even if you want more, don't forget to pat yourself on the back for what you've accomplished 🫂 and don't forget to breathe deeply. Lots of love to you and Ollie 💚
Oh my goodness finally Maria's new vlog. You're so relatable. The perfectionism thing,trying to find balance, managing stress and studies, finding comfort . And Ollie meow was perfect lol In case if you don't You are my comfort person(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤ I hope you take care of yourself. Aahhh We got this sending tonssss of love (つ≧▽≦)つ
*yall are my comfort people* ┗( T﹏T )┛💗💗💗 nahhh my heart is so full about to explode!! thank you for understanding my rants, looking out for me and enjoying these silly little videos, i appreciate you so much..! indeed sending a big hug and much love your way~~ 🫂for a cozy rest of the weekend & good week ahead :3🤍 from ollie too (currently asleep) 💌/ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ\~~
Maria loved it absolutely as always! It’s really motivating to watch you go through all the ups and downs and make it in the end. Btw, may I know the name of the music played in 19:05? Gosh it just makes me feel like I’m in a Disney village lol. Take care n we Ly Maria
Do let us know how the flashcards journey goes! For me, I loathe to make them, I think I'm too lazy. But there's always the worry that it's a proven effective method of studying and that maybe I should be using the best methods...
hello !! missed you more! it's been really hectic lately, & i talk more about feeling in a slump here in this video, and my feeling of being out of balance. luckily i've had a nice week of easter break, and i'm feeling more rested and ready to work mindfully. there have been low moments this march, but im glad ive been able to come back around, and face april with renewed spirits! i've also felt myself more and more restless, with the change of season, and end of semester approaching. it's a lot all at once. but i'm okay! we're strong. i love you, thank you for caring genuinely and thruthfully.... i appreciate it more than you know... my heart is warm! thank you for stopping by! and how have you been doing?? 💗💗 a big hug!!
i wonder if it's possible for you to do a read with me, now that you have a reading nook set up. just like your "study with me" videos, except we read together :) i think it'd be nice 💌
hello ayesha! i have a video you can search on my channel, on how i edit my videos! just the main software has changed - i now use Davinci resolve, which is free! everything else remains the same :)) 💗💗
Hey maria could you please share the name of the pixel timer app at 20:05 ☺️ Since I am not allowed to buy those cute pixel timers or bluetooth speakers 🥲, I think the app would be a great supplement 🫢
chonk timestamps:
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0:24 ollie the builder
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4:17 for cute chonks tail
4:50 cute paws
5:22 working hard
5:45 ollie intelectual
5:53 ollie vocalizing
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8:11 😭😭
9:01 9:06 curious chonk
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12:25 lmaooo 💀💀💀
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many chonk content today!! i luv chonk so much also the final rant so true bestie
😭😭💗💗💗 didn’t realize all of this, such important work!! *chonk appreciation* 😤😤
25:34 “i don’t need to be perfect to have a solid happy life. i can just be myself” - hits home so much. sending hugs and love for everyone 🫶🏻
Can you friendship me? I am from Bangladesh 🇧🇩
Hi, Maria. This video came at the right time. I am in bed and recovering from such a worse case of stomach infection. This one brought me happiness, warmth and so much cozy vibes. Thankyou. 😊❤
Hope you feel better soon!
hello Kanika, i hope u are feeling better & so glad this video could keep u some company 🥺🥺❤️🩹❤️🩹 heal well & hopefully soon ill have one more video to keep u company on your way. ❤️🩹❤️🩹 love you so much, keep healthy please!!
@@MariaSilva thank you, Maria ❤. Feeling better and trying my best to dive into studies as my exam is just around the corner. Looking forward to the next video😍
Hmm, thank you for your answer, I saw the video and I feel that you was tired, you know, to be covered with scratches and tired at the end of your day that is part of life also, no one can live without that pain and it does not matter how much sorrow you feel that will inevitably pass, take a break and breathe ، It's like if it's always sunny, the desert will cover the whole world, we need rain and snow to grow plants in that desert!
I love you, just keep going and we trust in you ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹!
no problem, ty for chatting!
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I'm here for you Maria >.
idk how but the amount of resilience and patience I am inspired to develop by you on my lowest days is something I will always be grateful for Maria ❤ thank you for being so inspiring 💞
🥺 so grateful to share too!! and that my videos can have some meaning to u.. appreciate you so much, pls know how much u inspire me too! 💗💗 we can do this 🫂🫂
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I missed you so much! 🥺... Thank you for posting. Hope you're doing great... Even though life is pretty stressful I hope you're taking care of yourself. Love you so much!❤ Wish you all the best for everything you wanna do in life! 🌷
henlo Easmin!! i've missed u more.. it's been a while posting a vlog and i'm the one thanking u for stopping by again ! /ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ\ 💗💗 i hope you are well too, and thank you a million little times for the warm wishes
This was soooo comforting video. I have struggling with balance and stress too. Please, more cozy content, this really helps❤
Yes! Mee too!
i love it when you include more clips of Ollie.... and the book nook looks so cozy and clean.. love these long videos.. it is like I'm watching some cozy movies 😍
Maria you are the best! Stay strong
aww thank u so much for taking the time to write such a lovely comment 🥺💕💕 sharing experiences and feeling connected makes everything so worth it, i appreciate it so much. life as a human in general is not easy, but especially in times of stress, it’s easy to forget to stay grounded in the present and be grateful for who we are, right now, no matter what we want to accomplish!
i hope u have a great rest of the week 💗💗 thank u for stopping by :))
Thank you, Maria for this amazing vlog. Loved every single bit of it. And being a med student myself, it feels like you are an online friend who struggles the same way as me. And that friend finds the way out, so she tells me that I'll be fine too 💗
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Every time, whenever, I feel down and not good about myself related to my academic performance, or whenever I need a push to get things done, or just have a nice me time, the only thing that comes to my mind is, Maria's vlog. I can't thank you enough for starting a youtube channel and sharing your personal life with all of us. How you are working hard to be a better you always inspire me and make me feel much better. It's so hard to stay positive all the time, there are times when we can't help it. Sometimes we end up comparing ourselves to others no matter how much we appreciate our own growth and it's completely okay, it's fine if we take longer time than others to do one thing. The feeling as if you are not progressing, as if you are stagnant for as long as you can think of, is really shattering but at times like that it's when we are the only ones who can be there for ourselves and feel better so it's really important to give time to oneself. Your vlogs help me to understand what I want and what is suitable for me, you always motivate me to study. I am a slow learner, and it's quite hurtful when I see others doing things pretty quickly but I am trying to understand and accept my limits and still working toward my goals no matter what obstacle comes my way. Your vlogs are like free therapy to me, it's my favorite place to be whenever I need to feel something warm, my comfort place
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Omg i missed you so much!!! I always re watch your videos because they comfort me in a indescribable way 💗💗 I luv you Maria I hope you ar ok!! And remember that you bring us a lot of happiness 💕
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A gentle vlog of everyday life. Love it 🥰
💗💗 thank you :,-)))
Omg when I saw you posted a new video my heart stopped. I missed you so much 🥺❤ your videos are so comforting and give me so much motivation and peace. Kisses and hugs from Azores 💋🏝️ and never forget that you are a really special and kind human being 💖💞
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I missed you sm🥺! I love your video the most. It would NEVER change 🤎🤎🤎
hi, maria!
it's okay, maria. It's okay to feel bothered by everything, it's okay to do nothing all day. Everything it's okay.
Sometimes we just have to take a break from everything and enjoy the little things in our life :))
it was so nice to see that in the middle of the vlog you were already better. I missed u sooo much and i can't wait for u to finish your last year and become a doctor!! I'm so proud of u, lots of love
hello jiwongel!! (^///^)💗 i've missed you more!
thank u for such kind words. i really need to remind myself that it is all okay... we're tiny humans among many other millions of humans and a beautiful planet, it's cruel to not let us rest from all our obligations to stop and appreciate life. & thank u for the excitement about this being my last semester!!! i'm beyond happy to finish this year!! even though extremely stressful, it is terribly exciting and exactly the change i've been craving. AGAIN THANK U for being here in this journey of mine, also im so proud of you for starting a yt channel!! it's such a vulnerable moment, to open up our even a bit of our lives to the world, and i hope you have so much fun :-)) 💗💐🫂 a big hug friend, stay well 💗💗🍵
Finally thank you so much for this ❤. I've been waiting for a long time last couple of week's were hard but not anymore thanks to you thank you so much ❤.
:,(( woa tremendously sweet! 💗💗 thank you so much for the lovely message and for being here rohan, and for the patience.. i hope things do be looking up from here on out!! you deserve it, and no matter what, pat yourself on the back for going through all this!
i love you lots!! you're not alone 💗💗
@@MariaSilva thank you so much for this ❤️
AHH missed you so muchh!😭
ahhh hello fatima thank u so much for being here 🥺🥺💗💗💗 LOVE U LOTSS :,))
hellooo
😭😭😭😭 i was waiting (DYING...) to watch your new vlog omg you're baaaack!!!!!
ahhh 😭😭💗 u don't know how much that means!! enjooyy friendoo!!!
you're so underrated really..
thank you for these wholesome videos, hope you're doing well and taking care of yourself
thank you so much sara!! 🥺💗💗💗 lots of love!! you too, take good care :))
Obrigada, pelo balanço de reflexão! Estou passando por momentos apreensivo, cheio de dúvidas e angústia! Você falou coisas que a tempo estou precisando que alguém diga pra mim. 💐
so happy to hear from you again!😖💫 that hataramune moment was so relatable, first time i bought it i did the same thing---
your blogs always make me feel comfy and your monologue was so,, motivating 🥺♡ you should know that you give me propulsion to move towards, see you soon~
it's so weirdly built but it's part of the experience :'D hhh---💗
thank u so much for listening for what i have to say!.. & writing so kindly... im so glad u enjoyed, have a lovely rest of the weekend/ good week ahead :-)) 💐🤍🍵
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I'm soooo in love with your content omg, thx
:,)))) ihhhh thank uu, so happy u enjoy!! 💗💗💗🦋
Finally, I get the time to watch it :(💗💗, as always Maria's videos are such heartwarming and I'll never get bored from re-watching them 💌!!, take care of your health our lovely girl 💗💗🌌
Lol I’m happy T_T I was feeling down and tired from studying, I wanted something that would make me feel warm and relaxed so I could have some energy - thx
🥺🥺 aw im glad, here’s some energy for you!!!~~~💗💗🧸🧚🏻✨ we can do this!!
Omg Mariaaaaaa 😍😍😍😍 missed you so so much 😭😭 thank you for coming back to us. Didn't watch the video yet cuz I was too excited to greet you first. Hope you are doing happy and healthy. Smooch Ollie for me ❤❤
hellooooo (^///^)💗💗💗 I MISSED YOU MORE !!! such a long time, thank u for being here on the other side :((( im so happy to see u again, my heart....
i hope u enjoy this one! 🍪💌🍵 that you take some time for yourself today, and you are well & healthy. lots of love and a tight hug from ollie and me 🫂 i will pat his little flat head right now and smooch his little beans, thank u for thinking of him!! :(( 💗💗
i appreciate you so much!! see you soon 🎧💐
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Thank you so much for your pep talk in the end i needed that reminder so much. Been dealing with a lot of self hate and peresecutors and intrusive thoughts about our life and body lately. Also am procrastinating on my thesis big time lately due to past trauma over it but it needs to be done. Hopefully we can manage it. Loved your video so much and missed you a lot. Good luck with your studies and exams.
it really helps for me to understand things don’t have to be perfect, and really as long as we’re trying with good intentions in our hearts everything will be okay!! thank you so much for the lovely message roxie, and for being so kind 💗💗i wish you the very best on your own studies and thesis, it’s a stressful time to go through!! and you’re doing so much better than you think 💌 i love you!! ty for stopping by :))
i missed you!!! 🥺i always feel motivated when your vlogs upload, a lot has been really draining me out, and it's nice to have these videos like someone is accompanying me. thank you for all of the comforts, ily mariaaaaaaa!!!
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thank uuuuu olive 🥺😭😭 it means more than u know 💗💗 to be here for u. pls take care of yourself!!!! 💌
and I love you MORE 💗💗💗
thank you so much!!!!
This video easy amazing! Thanks, Maria ❤
obrigada eu, ines!!! 🧸🌱💗💗 lots of love your way!! 💌💌
Oh my god, early again! Going to watch this, such a nice break ahhhh!
Mental health is really a big concern, especially when you are continously studying or working without any breaks, I really hope you are well! On a positive note, we can always have a nice reward from you in terms of videos, so take care of yourself Maria 💖✨️💝
Have a nice day! ❤
aww hello sarala!! im really glad you can use this as a little break :3 💌💗 let's try to take care of ourselves through our studies and work... enjoy and have a lovely day/weekend too!! thank u so much for watching today 🤍🤍
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Your reading nook with that view is such a dream 🥹🥹
🥺💗💗 thank u so much kelly!! it is a lovely way to sit and look at the sky and birds passing by 💌
It's really nice to see you drive now. I hope I will get the courage to get my driver's license soon as well.
Maria's vidéo = therapy
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Miss you! Much love and welcome back❤
thank u a million little times valerie 🥺💗💗💗
woww! so cozyy❤
Maria I wish you all the best in April! Sending you sunshine and positivity! Can you please send spring sunshine over to PEI. It's still cold and wintery here. :) 🌞 🌷
here’s some sunshine rays your wayyy~~~☀️☀️✨✨winter is hibernating preparing for the blossoming!! almost there :)) thank you so much for the well wishes, I wish you the same!! lots of love your way 💗💗🦋
eu realmente descanso na beleza e na humanidade dos seus vídeos…
🥺🥺💗💗💗 que lindo! muito obrigada camille :,(
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Hi Maria🥺💗 It will be an article as long as a letter 💌.. words poured out of my mind one after another...
I was very good with classes until I went to university. There are only 2 exams left for me to become an intern. I don't feel ready at all. It has been a very challenging 6 years, especially in terms of psychology (I extended my graduation and took pediatrics and obstetrics 2 times 😿). When I was in high school, my dream was to be a doctor. I got a very good grade in the university entrance exam in my country and entered one of the best faculties. But when I came to the faculty, I felt that I couldn't adapt to the environment here. I've gone too far to go back anymore, and frankly the other paths are very foreign to me (if I could choose a major again, I guess it would be math, it was my favourite lesson).
The most positive option for me is to work in fields such as histology, pathology, medical genetics. Internal medicine and surgeries intimidated me, I respect our doctors in these departments much more. In terms of Turkey, they work under incredibly high hours and very bad conditions 😔In order to enter departments such as genetics, I need to get a good score in the exam after graduation.
Life is getting more and more serious, I'm 24 and I can't believe it. I used to cut papers and play by myself, watch cartoons and do homework. I wonder what day it was exactly when we stopped playing games, it's very interesting... I miss those days. After passing these last 2 exams, I will search for psychotherapy. I hope it shows different perspectives so that I can feel better. Because I blamed myself a lot with the feeling of failure I have felt for these 6 years.
After the earthquake disaster in my country on February 6, life experiences, my relationship with my family and friends, the memories I have accumulated have become much more important. I am afraid of missing out on life while struggling with classes, exams, job anxiety.
Watching your videos always gave me good energy, thank you for that 🥰I believe that whatever you do, you will do well 🫂💓 Because you always work hard for your goals 💪🏻Other skills (such as balancing work and private life, being successful at work) will also improve, such as playing the piano better and better 💙🎹
Goodbye Maria with a gift of song : Birdy- Just Like A River Does
hello my dear bilge, 💌
thank you for being here first of all, and for your writings. it touched my heart so much.
it is true that getting into med school is such an achievement, but really it is the start of a whole new journey that some of us could never see coming. it will test us and make us question every life choice, and it's overwhelming and sometimes yes painful. there are choices to be made regarding our future even after making the med school choice, and it's overwhelming not having the answers all in the palm of our hand, like we used to.
it's difficult to see the reality of a profession that can be so harsh especially to young people, us future interns, and we really have to know how to protect ourselves. we have to have our own best interest, since a lot of our superiors at work may not.
even though right now i don't know what path i will take in the medical field, i hope i will know how to establish limits between my work and my personal life, so i can be happy, no matter the path i take or even in bad conditions that come with the profession! i want to look out for myself, and look for the best options available to me... i hope we both consider this as we muddle through choices... it's hard but we will do it!
most of all, i encourage you to speak out with loved ones, you talked of psychotherapy, and i think it's such a good idea! i believe every healthcare professional should have therapy sessions easily available. it's a shame our mental health is looked over so much. speaking up about these issues is SO IMPORTANT, and finding friends and family who we can trust can be so relieving besides in therapy. i open up to anybody really who lends a patient ear and helps a lot.
still, our choices are our own, and i believe with time and patience, we WILL get to a better place, that feels good, whatever and however that looks like! uncertainty doesn't feel great, but we will overcome it!
💗💗 there's so much more i want to say, but i to start having words flow out of me and it's impossible to stop, so i'll stop here! and just say, thank you for opening up about what you're feeling. i love you to the moon and back, and send you a big hug, for us both to head through these uncertain times in our young careers, and see ourselves with compassion and gentleness!! you are SO amazing!! and im BEYOND proud of you. LIFE IS HARD, and you are doing so well. a big hug to you, your family and other loved ones. take care of yourself, mental and physically, day by day, and don't forget to put yourself first! have a cozy rest of the weekend :-)) and a good week ahead friend, lots of love~~ from ollie and myself! thank u for the beautiful song 🎧💗🫂 a big big hug
@@MariaSilva You filled my eyes with tears 🥺🥺 I thought I'd wait until after my exam so I can write the longer answer you deserve. But I couldn't resist and I'm writing 💗💗 Big hugs to you and Ollie 💗💗Thank you so much for your supportive words. I hope to come back here with the message "My exam went well". I'll do my best 🙏🏻Have a good energetic, peaceful week my dear friend 🧿💙
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@@MariaSilva Hi Maria 🥺💗It's been a long time and I can just write. Unfortunately, my exam didn't go well, I passed the test part this time, but I couldn't even remember the most important things in the oral part.. After the exam, I returned to my family home and I have been studying for another exam for these 3 weeks, more regularly and focused on memorization. I realized that my study performance was very low due to the fear of failure and the uncertainty of the future. I was afraid of the future by thinking, "How can I take these big responsibilities in the future if I am having difficulties even now" and I sabotaged myself with these thoughts... During some conversations with my family at home, I realized that I've lived in dreams and reality didn't match these dreams. My motivation was the desire for success and approval especially by my family. But the overlapping experiences of failure and not being used to it made me a quitter. Now I have faced the facts. I have to do this to be economically independent and to protect myself. When we think about it this way, success seems inevitable. And I believe we can achieve something if we really want it🌱
Apart from these, I recently read Atomic Habits - I think you were reading too - I am working on planning days and creating routines. If I were an animal, I would definitely be a turtle 🐢I'm so slow 🫠... One reason is that I get lost in thoughts in my mind, I'm working on that too ^^
I know you love Taylor so much, 3 weeks ago I discovered Anti-Hero as a person who hasn't listened to all of her songs but loves some of them. And after watching the clip, I got really hooked on it ❤🩹
Finally, I know you work hard. Even if you want more, don't forget to pat yourself on the back for what you've accomplished 🫂 and don't forget to breathe deeply.
Lots of love to you and Ollie 💚
MARIA IS THE BESTTTT❤️❤️🎉
nahh u are!!!! 🥺🥺❤️🩹❤️🩹 LOVE U LOTS 💌🫶🏻🫶🏻 stay well :-))
I love these vlogs so much 🥰
💗💗!!! 🙊🙊 the happiest to hear!!! thank u so much friend!! :,))
Missed u so much 🥺❤️
Oh my goodness finally Maria's new vlog. You're so relatable. The perfectionism thing,trying to find balance, managing stress and studies, finding comfort . And Ollie meow was perfect lol In case if you don't You are my comfort person(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤ I hope you take care of yourself. Aahhh We got this sending tonssss of love (つ≧▽≦)つ
*yall are my comfort people* ┗( T﹏T )┛💗💗💗 nahhh my heart is so full about to explode!! thank you for understanding my rants, looking out for me and enjoying these silly little videos, i appreciate you so much..! indeed sending a big hug and much love your way~~ 🫂for a cozy rest of the weekend & good week ahead :3🤍
from ollie too (currently asleep) 💌/ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ\~~
Me 2 today im really burntout gonna sleep early too😞im also plannin today and taking it easy😊
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a hug friend !! 🐻💗 thank u for stopping by :')
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a hug 🫂💗
what a cozy vlog 💕
FINALLYYYY!!!!
HELLOOO ~~ thank u so much for the patience grrr ♡ ♡ ♡ hope u enjoy! :'))
Adoro seus vlogs ❤
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We miss you Maria!!❤
miss yall thank you for the welcoming arms & loving support 😤💗💗💗 y’all are always so nice no matter when or why i upload… thank you forever!!
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ty for stopping by! :3 💗💗
Amo e adoro os vídeos
>< ❤️❤️ mil obrigadas!!
Maria loved it absolutely as always! It’s really motivating to watch you go through all the ups and downs and make it in the end. Btw, may I know the name of the music played in 19:05? Gosh it just makes me feel like I’m in a Disney village lol. Take care n we Ly Maria
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i love you more to the moon and bacc ~(>_
how to get the same chair on the balcony? It looks comfortable!
aw i forgot to link in the description, i must add it! i got it online from Kenay, it’s a spanish store I believe, it’s the Orsay chair in beige
Do let us know how the flashcards journey goes! For me, I loathe to make them, I think I'm too lazy. But there's always the worry that it's a proven effective method of studying and that maybe I should be using the best methods...
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miss you 🫂
tell me how are you? I wanna know real answer >>
hello !! missed you more! it's been really hectic lately, & i talk more about feeling in a slump here in this video, and my feeling of being out of balance. luckily i've had a nice week of easter break, and i'm feeling more rested and ready to work mindfully. there have been low moments this march, but im glad ive been able to come back around, and face april with renewed spirits!
i've also felt myself more and more restless, with the change of season, and end of semester approaching. it's a lot all at once. but i'm okay! we're strong. i love you, thank you for caring genuinely and thruthfully.... i appreciate it more than you know... my heart is warm! thank you for stopping by! and how have you been doing?? 💗💗 a big hug!!
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I wrote something for you in another comment
Hmm I think I'm fine
My days: 📋🌧️✍🏻💻🎧🌌☕️🪴🥼
It was a great idea to make this vlog
thank u 🥺🥺💗💗 so happy u enjoyed!!
maria do you have your iphone unboxing video??
i wonder if it's possible for you to do a read with me, now that you have a reading nook set up. just like your "study with me" videos, except we read together :) i think it'd be nice 💌
awww that’s a good idea!! 💌✨☕️ might just give it a try!! :)) thank u so much nikita!
Hi Maria ❤ please share which app u use to edit ur videos and how u edit them please 🥺
hello ayesha! i have a video you can search on my channel, on how i edit my videos! just the main software has changed - i now use Davinci resolve, which is free! everything else remains the same :)) 💗💗
Hey maria could you please share the name of the pixel timer app at 20:05 ☺️
Since I am not allowed to buy those cute pixel timers or bluetooth speakers 🥲, I think the app would be a great supplement 🫢
hellooo of course, it’s called TickTick 🥰🥰💗💗
Uauuuu
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Good morning how are you beautiful video 💗
good morning! im good & wishing u a happy rest of the week!!💗✨🧸
So long time maria
My mental spa is back！dear Maria, can i get your camera name？ Thank u so much
you missed yourself, great video by the way, let's continue the lesson
💗🫂 aww a big hug friend, thank u so much for the love !! 🥺~~ see you very soon!
@@MariaSilva I'm glad you answered
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💌☁️🌙 stay well amalia xx
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