this feels like spending the whole day crying in your room, then getting called by your parents for dinner mom ; "why are your eyes that red?" oh, i just woke up, i took a nap, that's all
I’ve been working on a game it’s going to about like having a dog and playing with it and taking care of it and you have a job at the beginning and (yes this is a option) you can work at N.a.s.a if you do eventually you can go to mars and you can take your dog with you but (spoilers) I’ll give you a chance to stop reading Ok still here so the oxygen will run out and you have a choice yourself or the dog if you choose your self you let your go in space as you watch him floating away while sobbing. Save your dog and you’ll auto pilot the ship back to the earth and hope the best for your dog I haven’t figured the rest out yet. The last time I was making that game was 2 years ago this reminded me of it so I’ll definitely get back to working on it.
On August 16th, 2021. My baby, Shilo who was only 1 year old, passed away due to a careless driver at night and I know they hated him. They drove so fast and kept circling my house. 2021 was when a lot of things went down in my personal life. I was traumatized sometime before High School Graduation and it ate me away. During Graduation I wasn't even happy, the event that traumatized me had me in a dark limbo for months. SO carrying onto August. My baby died. I cried so much and my baby sister saw me crying about the news, so I gave her a big brother hug and head pats letting her know that he doesn't have to hurt. Shilo had so much personality, he was a big sweet heart. Fluffy like his fur since he's a husky. This dog was special, he was smart, knew how to dance, how to talk somewhat with his body language. He loved us and his sister, Skylar, who is adoptive ofc since she's a bluenose pitbull. This baby had the biggest heart I had ever seen in a dog. I remember feeling so sad yet full of rage because I was thinking; what more could I lose? I had so much negative thoughts of ending it all to let my pain and trauma end. I wanted bad news to come in so I can continue my plan to end my life. But as months went by and I was writing "My Story of 2021" which I always write my stories of each year. I realized how depressed I was and that endless dark limbo consumed so many good memories and moments I should've enjoyed but I was busy in that darkness. My Dad got out of prison and took me swimming with my friends and my siblings, thinking; when will life go back to normal? My Graduation, I should've been sooo happy for working so hard for years and making it in the Top 15 in my class. (I'm 9th, I always underestimated myself haha). But trauma ate away so many memories that I am sure that made me beyond happy, tho, as I was writing my story of the year. I realized how much time I wasted, and all for what? For a plan to take my own life away? A plan that would've not only hurt my spirit more, but it would break my parents and siblings to the point they may never recover. I wasted so much time on that plan that it took my passion away from me, my art. So I swore to be happy and life happier, and I am but right now... it's just hard since so much drama and my mom's been unreliable. I am losing so much interest in my job and I am just a bit depressed, not from trauma but just exhausted and mentally tired of so much going on right now. I don't know what I am saying here. But I guess you can take away that, even just a simple, want, such like wanting to be happy can turn your life around. I had been happy for a good majority of the year, now I need a girlfriend lol that aside. I still cry about the losses I had especially the recent baby of mine. His and my oldest dog's passing messed me up for a long time. Approaching 1 year for Shilo and approaching 4 years for Chewy in December. I still cry here and there, but I know, I just have to keep moving forward. Because life doesn't stop, no matter what situation we are in. Even if time stops in our spirit and stay in that endless loop, it continues and we miss out. So please. Don't waste your life away.
virtual hug to you pal. I wish we could sit down and just talk about this, for hours. i had teary eyes reading this but I'm so glad that you've been picking yourself up and done such a good job with it too. You've got this, Never give up, though yu don't know me and likewise, I, a random person out there, am always rooting for your happiness, and I can guarantee you'll get everything even better than you deserve. What a Brave person indeed!
omg i am so sry, this has hpnd with me too, just dont be hard on urself alr, we can be implusive sometimes so be slower next time and maybe apologize, hopefully she understands but whatever it is, dont be too hard on urself alr, humans make mistakes sometimes and its alr
I was crying in class and listing to this and a boy I liked taped on my shoulder. I proceeded to look up, and my crush was in my face smiling at me. Later that night I cried. He saw me crying. That's was like telling the whole world ur a worthless cry baby
Ur not a baby you're strong it takes strength to cry and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Don't be afraid to cry. Cry when you're sad. Smile when you're happy. Life is just one fleeting moment to the next. Just flashs of a moment one after the other until it's not. So enjoy it. Make the most of what you got.
i remember a few years ago, i met this boy on the internet. we would play together for hours, joking around and enjoying ourselves. he was talkative yet so fun to be around. we met up in person a few times aswell. we would always visit our favorite café, matcha cookies were our personal favorite. he never gave me his name, but asked me to meet him at this lively area which we would always stop by- to watch a meteor shower. i laid back as i watched the sky intimately darken, whilst the moon vanished almost completely, only a few fragments of the moon remain, due to the damp, fluffy clouds. i looked up at the blanket of stars that stretched to infinity. the cherry blossom trees were hardly to be seen, while meteors struck and dashed down like bullets violently. that night, he glanced at me and smiled. i finally got his name - kento. we became close friends, but he had to leave back to osaka. we made a promise. we promised eachother that we would always stick together, no matter what life threw at us. we continues playing games together, and i even managed to communicate with him through bigger social media platforms. we would talk everyday, until suddenly he stopped going online. i soon found out about what happened to him. he took his own life. the moment i knew, i immediately broke down into tears, sobbing uncontrollably. to this day, i regularly browse through the same café we always went to. it gives me a scent of bittersweet nostalgia. kento, if your out there somewhere, i will always cherish the memories we made together. you are always in my mind and forever in my heart. one day ill be able to see you again. but that day, is a long time away.
Life is basically a mixture of tastes full of ups amd downs... We can't do anything to it but- we can decide How we enjoy every taste from bitter to sweet, to sour to salty.... Isn't it?
My girlfriend promised she wouldn’t leave me after she said she needed to take a break and take care of personal things now she tells me that we are done and she does in fact leave me
TW/ Self-mutilation Day 984: Had diarrhea, high fever, mental deterioration. My system has not been conditioned to sabotage itself voluntarily (as all humans) yet I didn't realize it has been wired differently now. I tried reprogeamming it, the rock solid ingrained beliefs imposed on me start to win now. The cutter is reasonably the only alternative I could think of, as my eyes frantically search for it now. I saw my subcutaneous tissue as it was pierced deep, I cried, not because it hurt, it's because I lost control now. Its painful cooling sensation silenced the muffled war inside my head, it didn't necessarily untangled the knots that which controlled me. All of it petrifies me, as I was met with my pallid reflection - barely recognized. Eyes full of terror, agony. I've got to to think of a way to say goodbye to everyone - I am beyond help. Beyond help
I'm am not yet to count the days of my very own hell called life, depression has taken over. It is like a disease that is controlling my body. I have become very ill and I am taking your note to heart. My walkman cassette player is the only thing keeping me from putting my life in danger. It is all I can think about. Thank you. Thank you for helping me understand my own being. Thank you for just living, please don't harm yourself, I have made multiple, to many mistakes like that to even be alive. I'm am so thankful. Live your own life to the fullest, not somebody else's.
Broo, hope you'll be just Okay for some Miracle to happen and reborn again out of it.... I wish you to be just fine... Hope you'll be Okay soon enough and do respond if you're there..... :) take care..
@@loreman159 damn you just made it even sadder but I’m grateful you said that. Life is like a game, every choice leads to a different game. But in life what is your purpose. Is there a goal? What’s the mission? Well that’s all up to us to find out. God is my answer so what’s yours?
I gave you my heart. Please don't break it. Please don't leave me alone. I'm so needy, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Nothing goes the way I'd like them to be. I'm sorry. I'm a failure. Everything is wrong right now. I can feel it. I feel too much. I'm sorry . I'm playing the victim card. I'm sorry.
My guy, I don't know you. But I care about you. Not in a romantic sense, but as a human to another human who appreciates you for simply being you, no matter who you are, what you've done, or what your morals are.
Ill ask @GroovyDominoes54 if he can make this song to a ending. I can't pick up the gun, i don't have a home, my character is dying aswell as the game, and ive done many mistakes.
When you realize the villain you just killed was also fighting for the same cause as yours
"Guess you and I aren't different after all... Heh. It was nice knowing you, chump..."
*w a r s*
Assassin's creed
*is ur brother that u lost
when ur whole squad gets whiped out and ur the only one left
this feels like spending the whole day crying in your room, then getting called by your parents for dinner
mom ; "why are your eyes that red?"
oh, i just woke up, i took a nap, that's all
Stop being a loser preferably
I’ve been working on a game it’s going to about like having a dog and playing with it and taking care of it and you have a job at the beginning and (yes this is a option) you can work at N.a.s.a if you do eventually you can go to mars and you can take your dog with you but (spoilers) I’ll give you a chance to stop reading
Ok still here so the oxygen will run out and you have a choice yourself or the dog if you choose your self you let your go in space as you watch him floating away while sobbing. Save your dog and you’ll auto pilot the ship back to the earth and hope the best for your dog I haven’t figured the rest out yet. The last time I was making that game was 2 years ago this reminded me of it so I’ll definitely get back to working on it.
I'd say that if you choose for the dog to live then it should die anyway, but then at least you two are together again in the afterlife
…but even sadder
Me: how’s that possible?
Also me after listening to this: 🥺😭
song helps me with my lose, i lost my girlfriend ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ😭
On August 16th, 2021. My baby, Shilo who was only 1 year old, passed away due to a careless driver at night and I know they hated him. They drove so fast and kept circling my house.
2021 was when a lot of things went down in my personal life. I was traumatized sometime before High School Graduation and it ate me away. During Graduation I wasn't even happy, the event that traumatized me had me in a dark limbo for months. SO carrying onto August. My baby died. I cried so much and my baby sister saw me crying about the news, so I gave her a big brother hug and head pats letting her know that he doesn't have to hurt. Shilo had so much personality, he was a big sweet heart. Fluffy like his fur since he's a husky. This dog was special, he was smart, knew how to dance, how to talk somewhat with his body language. He loved us and his sister, Skylar, who is adoptive ofc since she's a bluenose pitbull. This baby had the biggest heart I had ever seen in a dog.
I remember feeling so sad yet full of rage because I was thinking; what more could I lose?
I had so much negative thoughts of ending it all to let my pain and trauma end. I wanted bad news to come in so I can continue my plan to end my life. But as months went by and I was writing "My Story of 2021" which I always write my stories of each year. I realized how depressed I was and that endless dark limbo consumed so many good memories and moments I should've enjoyed but I was busy in that darkness.
My Dad got out of prison and took me swimming with my friends and my siblings, thinking; when will life go back to normal?
My Graduation, I should've been sooo happy for working so hard for years and making it in the Top 15 in my class. (I'm 9th, I always underestimated myself haha).
But trauma ate away so many memories that I am sure that made me beyond happy, tho, as I was writing my story of the year. I realized how much time I wasted, and all for what? For a plan to take my own life away? A plan that would've not only hurt my spirit more, but it would break my parents and siblings to the point they may never recover. I wasted so much time on that plan that it took my passion away from me, my art.
So I swore to be happy and life happier, and I am but right now... it's just hard since so much drama and my mom's been unreliable. I am losing so much interest in my job and I am just a bit depressed, not from trauma but just exhausted and mentally tired of so much going on right now.
I don't know what I am saying here. But I guess you can take away that, even just a simple, want, such like wanting to be happy can turn your life around.
I had been happy for a good majority of the year, now I need a girlfriend lol
that aside. I still cry about the losses I had especially the recent baby of mine. His and my oldest dog's passing messed me up for a long time. Approaching 1 year for Shilo and approaching 4 years for Chewy in December. I still cry here and there, but I know, I just have to keep moving forward.
Because life doesn't stop, no matter what situation we are in. Even if time stops in our spirit and stay in that endless loop, it continues and we miss out. So please.
Don't waste your life away.
damn...
virtual hug to you pal. I wish we could sit down and just talk about this, for hours. i had teary eyes reading this but I'm so glad that you've been picking yourself up and done such a good job with it too. You've got this, Never give up, though yu don't know me and likewise, I, a random person out there, am always rooting for your happiness, and I can guarantee you'll get everything even better than you deserve. What a Brave person indeed!
I hope everything is OK with you
Damn bro I hope u finally found happiness
@@danfortignao442 I feel happier :>
"we stopped looking under our beds for monsters when we realised that they were inside of us"
Copied 💯
I fucked up so hard. First time I've fallen in love. I said something I shouldn't have. I'm so sorry. She loved me too.
What did you say my guy?
omg i am so sry, this has hpnd with me too, just dont be hard on urself alr, we can be implusive sometimes so be slower next time and maybe apologize, hopefully she understands but whatever it is, dont be too hard on urself alr, humans make mistakes sometimes and its alr
I was crying in class and listing to this and a boy I liked taped on my shoulder. I proceeded to look up, and my crush was in my face smiling at me. Later that night I cried. He saw me crying. That's was like telling the whole world ur a worthless cry baby
it’s ok to cry
Ur not a baby you're strong it takes strength to cry and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Don't be afraid to cry. Cry when you're sad. Smile when you're happy. Life is just one fleeting moment to the next. Just flashs of a moment one after the other until it's not. So enjoy it. Make the most of what you got.
You are a worthless cry baby
When you try to search your old favorite game but can't find it and you realize it got deleted 😥
i remember a few years ago, i met this boy on the internet. we would play together for hours, joking around and enjoying ourselves. he was talkative yet so fun to be around. we met up in person a few times aswell.
we would always visit our favorite café, matcha cookies were our personal favorite.
he never gave me his name, but asked me to meet him at this lively area which we would always stop by- to watch a meteor shower. i laid back as i watched the sky intimately darken, whilst the moon vanished almost completely, only a few fragments of the moon remain, due to the damp, fluffy clouds. i looked up at the blanket of stars that stretched to infinity. the cherry blossom trees were hardly to be seen, while meteors struck and dashed down like bullets violently.
that night, he glanced at me and smiled. i finally got his name - kento.
we became close friends, but he had to leave back to osaka. we made a promise. we promised eachother that we would always stick together, no matter what life threw at us.
we continues playing games together, and i even managed to communicate with him through bigger social media platforms. we would talk everyday, until suddenly he stopped going online.
i soon found out about what happened to him. he took his own life. the moment i knew, i immediately broke down into tears, sobbing uncontrollably.
to this day, i regularly browse through the same café we always went to. it gives me a scent of bittersweet nostalgia.
kento, if your out there somewhere, i will always cherish the memories we made together. you are always in my mind and forever in my heart. one day ill be able to see you again. but that day, is a long time away.
Life is basically a mixture of tastes full of ups amd downs... We can't do anything to it but- we can decide How we enjoy every taste from bitter to sweet, to sour to salty.... Isn't it?
When it kicks in to you that you dont have much time to spend with family
My girlfriend promised she wouldn’t leave me after she said she needed to take a break and take care of personal things now she tells me that we are done and she does in fact leave me
**Hugs my dude through the Internet**
@@BlackstarFtw *Joins on in the hug with the bros*
**join the hug too**
*Joins the hug*
joining the hug too
TW/ Self-mutilation
Day 984: Had diarrhea, high fever, mental deterioration. My system has not been conditioned to sabotage itself voluntarily (as all humans) yet I didn't realize it has been wired differently now. I tried reprogeamming it, the rock solid ingrained beliefs imposed on me start to win now. The cutter is reasonably the only alternative I could think of, as my eyes frantically search for it now. I saw my subcutaneous tissue as it was pierced deep, I cried, not because it hurt, it's because I lost control now. Its painful cooling sensation silenced the muffled war inside my head, it didn't necessarily untangled the knots that which controlled me. All of it petrifies me, as I was met with my pallid reflection - barely recognized. Eyes full of terror, agony. I've got to to think of a way to say goodbye to everyone - I am beyond help.
Beyond help
bro this made cry sm i hope u doing well, remember god is with you don t forget that, that s the most important reason to keep going you re a king
death is neutral
I'm am not yet to count the days of my very own hell called life, depression has taken over. It is like a disease that is controlling my body. I have become very ill and I am taking your note to heart. My walkman cassette player is the only thing keeping me from putting my life in danger. It is all I can think about. Thank you. Thank you for helping me understand my own being. Thank you for just living, please don't harm yourself, I have made multiple, to many mistakes like that to even be alive. I'm am so thankful. Live your own life to the fullest, not somebody else's.
Life is like a game, sometimes u need a team to complete the insane level, ya know?
Broo, hope you'll be just Okay for some Miracle to happen and reborn again out of it.... I wish you to be just fine... Hope you'll be Okay soon enough and do respond if you're there..... :) take care..
I'd use this in a game with a sad backstory
same
Just play it live and do your everyday work, the best game of all - life
Also the Main Character figures it out and starts crying with this song
@@loreman159 damn you just made it even sadder but I’m grateful you said that.
Life is like a game, every choice leads to a different game. But in life what is your purpose. Is there a goal? What’s the mission?
Well that’s all up to us to find out.
God is my answer so what’s yours?
Arthur Morgan 😔
I'm 15 and I was sexually assaulted. My parents don't know because I'm not strong enough to tell them... But this song, it gives me hope
I'm so sorry.
@@spideyhim8 thanks you for your support
Sinto muito!
good
@Benjamin Jordan I'll try to tell them..
Thanks for your support
this let out my feelings, thank you🙏
MAKE IT DEEPER OR ELSE
Ok
Hmmmm yeah😏 deeper.
@@saberlite8809 😐
@@saberlite8809 HUH
@@adriann32819 that's a man of word
I fucking can't
If u want me to make it deeper please sub and follow
Arthur Morgan death:
Not much sadder than my life
Things can change dramatically with effort to improve your life from your part . Enjoy the journey
пішов ти до путлера
Sheeeeeesh dayum
i am sryy, everything will be alright fellow indian , just keep hope. You deserve to be happy
@@blinx_edits hope so
I wonder when can I get a better life
once you work for it, I know it can be hard, it's hard for me too, but you we can all do it. Stay strong :)
Once you give it away
u will get one, try finding things that make u smile, u deserrve to be happy my friend:) stay strong we're here for u and we understand u
cringe comments for real
I am not the villan. I do what I do because I have no choice! I never have and I never will.
God Loves You All❤️
I gave you my heart.
Please don't break it.
Please don't leave me alone.
I'm so needy, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Nothing goes the way I'd like them to be.
I'm sorry. I'm a failure.
Everything is wrong right now. I can feel it. I feel too much. I'm sorry . I'm playing the victim card. I'm sorry.
Yikes dude move on
@@swedengaming2629 ahhahahhahah lol sometimes you feel like crap,not really sad honestly rn
@@lrlpg2056 you sound so cringe lol
@@swedengaming2629 lol ight I get it man
@@swedengaming2629 imagine if he was seriously mentally damaged, you just called him cringe and made it worse
I'll make it deeper rn
still waiting
@@fratikus114 Posted
@@adriann32819 thnxx
I just want to be loved
My guy, I don't know you. But I care about you. Not in a romantic sense, but as a human to another human who appreciates you for simply being you, no matter who you are, what you've done, or what your morals are.
@@WGY_Games Thank you so much :) I really appreciate that. I hope you have a wonderful day
@@Caroline-d9v6w Thanks, you too.
We're here for you my friend and we understand u, and we love you too pls take care of urself , ur an amazing person:))
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Bro i thiought it was the start of the russain anthem ngl
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
when the monster you killed turns out to actually be your father
Not sad enough, played on 0.25 speed
these comments are cringe
average youtube bot:
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I wish I could forgive her.
Who the fuck deserves being cheated on?
aw i understand u, its alr if u cant, u have all rights to be sad about smth that really hurt u
@@metehankayasever142 no one trust me
End of Titan Speakerman :
''Killer Bee... Take care of Naruto''
its jsut slower not sadder
longer you listen to it.. longer you get sad.. hence Sadder
Ill ask @GroovyDominoes54 if he can make this song to a ending.
I can't pick up the gun, i don't have a home, my character is dying aswell as the game, and ive done many mistakes.
oh wow it's surprising seeing you here, im a fan of the game, (sorry i forgot the name) and i hope you are doing well.
This gonna be sadder than "I'm Sorry, My Bro" song and ending.
depressed song ...
:')
nice.
My bee i died So im in depression :D
😞
Space has never felt sadder than today...🍞🪐💛
Why’d you put a bread 😂