@@maryanna682 as someone who is a Christian, I can confirm that I have had a crisis of faith. I have spoken about God that way during hardships. Seeing April’s character go through this was so relatable.
@@maryanna682 if you understood the show, it truly represents christians of this age. It may not suite you but its the truth. We just find our way back to Him and He's always there.
She was my fav as wel, I mean how could someone not love this cupcake! Sarah has been AMAZING in every storylines and that one about her faith crisis truly wrecked me. I do not believe in God but I can imagine how someone must feel after such pain as April faced. She truly owned that season. Her acting was incredibly touching and made me feel so many different shades of emotions that I cannot really express right now. I am wrecked...I do not understand what creative choice could justify her being fired, Grey's as lost his best character. Do not even get me started on Japril 'cause I have been a real mess, crying every time someone mention them and watching on repeat their best scenes. I am done with that show I will miss April Kepner with all my heart!! Your editing is a blessing!! THANK YOU!!
CursedBloodlines thank you so much!! and I completely agree with your comments! I also don’t believe in god but it was so hard to see her lose such a big part of herself :( sigh yes I can’t believe they’ve lost their best character
CursedBloodlines If u love April, then u should believe in God😏... God is. And He seeks to have a relationship with you through Jesus Christ.....if only you would believe
I will never understand why they broke up Japril or why they got rid of April, who is about as amazing and infuriating and captivating as they come. This was spectacular.
This is everything I needed today, I love April and her faith and it's so realistic when she loses it but it's amazing when she gets it back, she's been through so much this video really shows that, I love your GA tributes. Was so happy to see this in my sub box
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY STUNNING!!!! I'M SO SAD BECAUSE SHE'S GONE NOW AND I'LL MISS HER AND JAPRIL WASN'T ENDGAME NONE OF MY GA SHIPS ARE. :( BUT I LOVE THIS, IT'S AN AMAZING TRIBUTE TO MY BABYYYYYYY. LIKED & FAVED!!!
i absolutely love this so much! your editing is always amazing & this actually inspired me to start watching grey's and april ended up being my favorite. thank you so much for making this amazing tribute to her!
this just destroyed me. I thought I'd be ready to watch an April video. But I wasn't. Especially not this. This was so beautiful Charl! Even though it was damn painful to watch!
my poor baby. she was so mistreated for so long,,i didn’t notice till i rewatched greys for like the 36724692 time. but i mainly focused on her and dude..poor baby deserved sm better
Amazing job gathering together these relevant moments to her faith crisis and vidding them so beautifully like you always do. :) I always related to Jackson more than April on the faith side of things lol but it was a pretty well done character development arc overall. Although, kinda weird that the true and long spanning crisis of faith happened years after she kinda was doing okay again after Samuel's death and only with Matthew's wife's death... not impossible of course, just kinda an odd writing choice.
luvtheheaven5 Speaking as a Christian it makes perfect sense. Samuel’s death killed her to the point she needed to have tests done on Harriet early to make sure she didn’t have it. And after Samuel died she dove into her work and even went to Iraq as a trauma surgeon, so she wouldn’t feel the pain. And then she talked to Matthew and he inadvertently mentioned Samuel. So that was the first part when she went into the chapel to pray. I also think she still loved Matthew, so seeing him hurt over Karen and not being able to comfort him, because at the time he hated her, was also hard. But aside from that I think she felt a connection to Karen, and when she died because of something she missed it destroyed her. But more than that, she lost her son hours after his birth, and Ruby lost her Mother hours after she was born. Also, I find it interesting that all the fights with Jackson were in this video I feel like it shows that April and Jackson were incredibly toxic.
Interesting points. I like all that perspective on it but it feels like the show didn't explain that all as well as it could've, that's more big fans filling in gaps
I don't get it either :/ but think positively, at least they can't ruin her character anymore now shes gone!! I was so scared they were gonna make april mean or something. but yeah thank you so much
Sarah Drew truly is the most amazing woman I've ever had the pleasure and privilege of speaking to. She's such a force to be reckoned with and so is April. 🥺💜❤
Omg I miss her so bad.. God... She was my favorite! I hate them cause of they fired her... Can you please make an another April edit please? Your videos are awesome 😍💙🙏🏻
She was so annoying first, but when she finally left, she left there a hole like cristina did to the show. For me it was beside 1 or 2 further good episodes, there Grey's Anatomy had ended.
Sad. God is not dead. He is alive and amazing. We will suffer at times but we have hope in Jesus. I would love shows to do more of the coming back to Jesus episodes. Because that’s real stuff. And it’s not because of church typically or because they just say no I believe anyway, they had an encounter with Jesus and they were changed from religious to follower. It’s so real and so beautiful. God feels our pain and is well aware. But if we love him will we still follow? I like this character here. I just pray Hollywood stops trying to hide God and promoting false gods and shows the truth. But as humans we can go through these seasons. But if we hold on, amazing things happen. This is also why we must stay rooted in the word of God.
Oooh when Jackson and April went to Montana for a medical case and found Jackson's biological Dad. Japril also slept together during that trip. Sorry i can't remember the season/episode
She wanted magic instead of realizing that her actions and lack of understanding is actually what destroyed her faith. She really was a covert narcissist using her so-called faith as a justification of her self centered motivation.
Her son literally died in her arms, and she almost died giving birth to her daughter, and her ex fiance lost his wife and she felt guilty because she was under her care (even though it wasn't really her fault) and in the same day she lost another 2 patients and one of them was a kid who was shot by a cop and it all just broke her and made her question her faith, it's not "narcissism" it's pain!! pain that she can't control of, so maybe think before you write nonsense.
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Her character development, her strength, uniqueness, such an amazing character. Will forever be missed.
When she says "I feel like God is laughing at me" it makes me tear up. Just the way she delivers it. Wow.
what season did she say it?
@@hehehaha3263 she said it in the video but it happened sometime during the story frame about her pregnancy. Either during it or in the Japril episode
oh ok thanks
Rebecca McCoy same
@@armanijordan8947 things will get better. Sending you positive vibrations
" God's not dead, I just hate him so much i wish he was " a lot of Christians go through that but they will never admit that to your face...
That's really not true, this show is propaganda! It's such a shame!
@@maryanna682 as someone who is a Christian, I can confirm that I have had a crisis of faith. I have spoken about God that way during hardships. Seeing April’s character go through this was so relatable.
@@lifestyxo4373 Crisis of faith happens, but it only makes our faith stronger (if we are truly born again, that is).
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@@maryanna682 if you understood the show, it truly represents christians of this age. It may not suite you but its the truth. We just find our way back to Him and He's always there.
She was my fav as wel, I mean how could someone not love this cupcake! Sarah has been AMAZING in every storylines and that one about her faith crisis truly wrecked me. I do not believe in God but I can imagine how someone must feel after such pain as April faced. She truly owned that season. Her acting was incredibly touching and made me feel so many different shades of emotions that I cannot really express right now. I am wrecked...I do not understand what creative choice could justify her being fired, Grey's as lost his best character. Do not even get me started on Japril 'cause I have been a real mess, crying every time someone mention them and watching on repeat their best scenes. I am done with that show
I will miss April Kepner with all my heart!!
Your editing is a blessing!! THANK YOU!!
CursedBloodlines thank you so much!! and I completely agree with your comments! I also don’t believe in god but it was so hard to see her lose such a big part of herself :( sigh yes I can’t believe they’ve lost their best character
CursedBloodlines If u love April, then u should believe in God😏... God is. And He seeks to have a relationship with you through Jesus Christ.....if only you would believe
@@johnitaman4093 one thing doesnt relate to the other
the fact that this storyline exists takes away 30% of my pain
I will never understand why they broke up Japril or why they got rid of April, who is about as amazing and infuriating and captivating as they come. This was spectacular.
This is everything I needed today, I love April and her faith and it's so realistic when she loses it but it's amazing when she gets it back, she's been through so much this video really shows that, I love your GA tributes. Was so happy to see this in my sub box
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY STUNNING!!!! I'M SO SAD BECAUSE SHE'S GONE NOW AND I'LL MISS HER AND JAPRIL WASN'T ENDGAME NONE OF MY GA SHIPS ARE. :( BUT I LOVE THIS, IT'S AN AMAZING TRIBUTE TO MY BABYYYYYYY. LIKED & FAVED!!!
Sara Kennedy thank you!!! and I know, it’s so sad :(
April was the best character, so real and releteable.
and Sarah Drew in these sl was awesome, you cn clearly feel all of April pain
this is one of my favorite storylines
Omg April is my favourite character and this tribute is amazing!❤️
I AM IN LOVE YES OH MY GOSH!! Been needing a new April vid and this is stunning and quickly my new fave
VidsByBex glad you like it!!
i absolutely love this so much! your editing is always amazing & this actually inspired me to start watching grey's and april ended up being my favorite. thank you so much for making this amazing tribute to her!
haley bob omg wow this is so lovely! thank you! I am really glad you watched greys and love april too, she deserves appreciation!!
this just destroyed me. I thought I'd be ready to watch an April video. But I wasn't. Especially not this. This was so beautiful Charl! Even though it was damn painful to watch!
my poor baby. she was so mistreated for so long,,i didn’t notice till i rewatched greys for like the 36724692 time. but i mainly focused on her and dude..poor baby deserved sm better
O quanto eu admiro o crescimento pessoal, moral, espiritual e profissional da kepner, vcs não tem noção. 💕
They never saw her as the incredible woman she is. April Kepner is really an extraordinary character.
this is absolutely perfect
Amazing job gathering together these relevant moments to her faith crisis and vidding them so beautifully like you always do. :) I always related to Jackson more than April on the faith side of things lol but it was a pretty well done character development arc overall. Although, kinda weird that the true and long spanning crisis of faith happened years after she kinda was doing okay again after Samuel's death and only with Matthew's wife's death... not impossible of course, just kinda an odd writing choice.
luvtheheaven5 Speaking as a Christian it makes perfect sense. Samuel’s death killed her to the point she needed to have tests done on Harriet early to make sure she didn’t have it. And after Samuel died she dove into her work and even went to Iraq as a trauma surgeon, so she wouldn’t feel the pain. And then she talked to Matthew and he inadvertently mentioned Samuel. So that was the first part when she went into the chapel to pray. I also think she still loved Matthew, so seeing him hurt over Karen and not being able to comfort him, because at the time he hated her, was also hard. But aside from that I think she felt a connection to Karen, and when she died because of something she missed it destroyed her. But more than that, she lost her son hours after his birth, and Ruby lost her Mother hours after she was born. Also, I find it interesting that all the fights with Jackson were in this video I feel like it shows that April and Jackson were incredibly toxic.
Interesting points. I like all that perspective on it but it feels like the show didn't explain that all as well as it could've, that's more big fans filling in gaps
I loved it
I don't get it either :/ but think positively, at least they can't ruin her character anymore now shes gone!! I was so scared they were gonna make april mean or something. but yeah thank you so much
sorry, but i thought the two of them left willingly? was that not the case?
this was one of the most real storylines
Sarah Drew truly is the most amazing woman I've ever had the pleasure and privilege of speaking to. She's such a force to be reckoned with and so is April. 🥺💜❤
I have a Christian friend who said she stopped liking April’s character after she had her crisis of faith and that’s really sad to me
Why? Crisis of faith is real, and a lot of Christians experienced it
This is stunning. Am several episodes behind at the moment. April is such a great character she will be missed
ShootingArrow thank you!!!
THIS IS AMAZING
thank you!!
Wow! Thats amazing !
this is so sad oh my god
She is my fave from ga. She's been through so much but she came out only stronger
Absolutely!
@@GlamourStar0x thank you for this amazing video! ❤️
This is amazing!!
I miss her😔
I love that they used a PVRIS song!! Song is PVRIS- White Noise
jackson broke her she was so happy
Omg I miss her so bad.. God... She was my favorite! I hate them cause of they fired her... Can you please make an another April edit please? Your videos are awesome 😍💙🙏🏻
wow, just amazing xx
liaprodz thank you!!
Two of my favorite things put in one. PVRIS and April Kepner.
Omg this is beyond stunning
"Samuel died and I died with him."
Sarah Drew is the best actress there ever has been.
She was so annoying first, but when she finally left, she left there a hole like cristina did to the show. For me it was beside 1 or 2 further good episodes, there Grey's Anatomy had ended.
What is the episode at 0:41???
Wthas ep? 00:40
where you take these scenes?
Download the episodes from logoless accounts on twitter (logoless accounts are accounts that upload episodes for editors)
Sad. God is not dead. He is alive and amazing. We will suffer at times but we have hope in Jesus. I would love shows to do more of the coming back to Jesus episodes. Because that’s real stuff. And it’s not because of church typically or because they just say no I believe anyway, they had an encounter with Jesus and they were changed from religious to follower. It’s so real and so beautiful. God feels our pain and is well aware. But if we love him will we still follow? I like this character here. I just pray Hollywood stops trying to hide God and promoting false gods and shows the truth. But as humans we can go through these seasons. But if we hold on, amazing things happen. This is also why we must stay rooted in the word of God.
1:09 what was she talking about?
Oooh when Jackson and April went to Montana for a medical case and found Jackson's biological Dad. Japril also slept together during that trip. Sorry i can't remember the season/episode
P Daniels oh yeah, thanks
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Where's the scene from where April is crying to that patient?
Seizoen 14
She wanted magic instead of realizing that her actions and lack of understanding is actually what destroyed her faith. She really was a covert narcissist using her so-called faith as a justification of her self centered motivation.
Her son literally died in her arms, and she almost died giving birth to her daughter, and her ex fiance lost his wife and she felt guilty because she was under her care (even though it wasn't really her fault) and in the same day she lost another 2 patients and one of them was a kid who was shot by a cop and it all just broke her and made her question her faith, it's not "narcissism" it's pain!! pain that she can't control of, so maybe think before you write nonsense.