It is a great outlet for distracting yourself from your mental struggles. I think your inspiration will come back ...just give it time. You are very eloquent and deliver your videos in a very clear manner. Be well x
Oh Gem, sending you hugs. I took a few months out just to get my self back on track physically and mentally. You really do need to take some time out for yourself. Social media is a bitch and best thing I did was taking time out of it. I really hope you start to feel better soon xx
Hi Becca, sorry for the late reply and I hope you're ok. Thanks for understanding, I think a break from it all is a must sometimes. I hope that it helped you to take a break, and I'm hoping it will help me too. Take care my friend. Sending massive hugs x
Hi TLBP, I hope you get your mojo back in the new year; it sounds like you are moving in the right direction. Its always a time for renewal for me. Its my birthday on the 31st December which always gives me even greater focus. As perusal I will go through my routine of loosing weight and try to keep it off for the rest of the year in 2019. Wishing you all the best. Simon.
Hi Simon, I hope you are well. I hope I get my mojo back too, I hate that its gone. You are right about the new year, it is a chance to start over. I will be trying to lose weight too, we can do it together. Wishing you all the best too. Take care. Gem x
Work continues to be full on which has lead to stress eating. Plus I had managed to keep up my running until September but I lost focus in part because of any injury but also because I was prioritising work on the weekend above my own health. Its irritating when I can see myself falling back into bad behaviours. That being said I'm confident I can turn it around after a good Christmas break and it will be nice to share my experience with you as I turn things around. Hopefully sharing with you will help me from falling back into my bad behaviours. One other thing to be positive about is that I have resisted going back on the cigarettes this year which is a bad habit I have fallen back into over the previous few years. Thanks for all the hard work you do in maintaining TLBP community. I know I really appreciate being a part of it and looking at all the supportive messages lots of others do too. All the Best. Simon.
hello, I hope your okay Gem. I know the world seems enormous right now but it does get better, as long as your trying, that's all anyone can ask of you. You are allowed to take a break and have more time off. I'd rather you took care of yourself than feel like you owe your channel anything. It's your channel and your platform. Regardless what you decide to do, you'll still have us. Your mental health comes first always, so please take the time and work on yourself and if you need to keep taking time off from UA-cam, do it. Thank you for asking how my week is going, college has been going well however, my mental heath hasn't. Recovery is a slow process but I hope it improves. I love your educational videos as I can relate to some of them, love you x
Hi Amy, you are right about recovery, I forget that things take time. I hope your mental health improves and thank you for being so understanding. Take care my friend. Hugs x
Please stop apologising about a You tube channel upload. You don't have to do anytbing. Hope u can talk about this guilt you have regarding social media in counselling. Only you are putting pressure on yourself so I really hope you can just try not to put suxh enormous expectations on yourself and to much as you say. It's needless suffering...
Thank you Mettepanna, I will try and remember that, I need to ease off the pressure and I'm currently making plans to just that, I will let you know how I get on. Take care and have a good week. Gem
hi gem good to see you again im still of the sertraline but i had an episode on Thursday i got into an argument with a farmer over wanting to find a private woods to bird watch anyway i ended up taking a diazepam 2mg flys do my head please take care hugs x
Sorry you have had a stressful time, it sounds like it was very triggering. Diazepam helps, I hope the sertraline is working for you too. Sending massive hugs, take care x
i think it's been said already please you don't have to apologise you need to focus on getting better it's fine and your videos are real and honest you know keep looking after your self you know you want to get better that is half the battle already won you know there are people out there who don't want to get better but try not to put so much pressure on yourself you know we understand it's really hard with depression to do anything but i think your doing fine i know that when we're well it i easier to have a routine and do stuff but when we hit depression it's like coming up against a brick wall and all motivation just goes but i made up this pharse Motivation is not doing something when we feel like it motivation is doing something when we don't feel like it and your will reach this point in your mental health where you feel the depression come but will fight it because what is depression it is one that is connected to our thoughts so i have am learning to fight this Emotion now of course depression is more than just a thought i get that but also you can't have depression with out anxiety now did you know the bible talks about it as well " Anxiety in the heart of man causes depresion but a Good word makes it gald ". proverbs 12 :25 which is interesting now i am not trying to preach at you but just interesting that is in there all i want to say to you is God is real and Jesus knows what your going through and can help you in your sistuation Gem
Hi Matthew, I like your phrase about motivation, it's spot on. I agree with you, It is hard to do stuff when you have depression, I'm learning ways to fight it. Thanks for being so supportive my friend. Take care x
You might lose subscribers but you won't lose friends. xx ps my wife is taking Pregabalin and it's working wonders for her. stick with it. pps. I enjoy your 'Ramblings of crap'!
Thanks Ash, hope you're ok. I'm pleased you don't mind my rambling. That's great Pregablin is working for your wife, it's helping me a lot so I will definitely stick with it. Take care dude. Gem x
thanks for sharing ....... your not alone with your feelings ....
get better soon xxxx ❤️🙏🏻
It is a great outlet for distracting yourself from your mental struggles. I think your inspiration will come back ...just give it time. You are very eloquent and deliver your videos in a very clear manner. Be well x
Thanks Marco, I hope you're ok. Sending hugs x
Oh Gem, sending you hugs. I took a few months out just to get my self back on track physically and mentally. You really do need to take some time out for yourself. Social media is a bitch and best thing I did was taking time out of it. I really hope you start to feel better soon xx
Hi Becca, sorry for the late reply and I hope you're ok. Thanks for understanding, I think a break from it all is a must sometimes. I hope that it helped you to take a break, and I'm hoping it will help me too. Take care my friend. Sending massive hugs x
Hi TLBP, I hope you get your mojo back in the new year; it sounds like you are moving in the right direction. Its always a time for renewal for me. Its my birthday on the 31st December which always gives me even greater focus. As perusal I will go through my routine of loosing weight and try to keep it off for the rest of the year in 2019. Wishing you all the best. Simon.
Hi Simon, I hope you are well. I hope I get my mojo back too, I hate that its gone. You are right about the new year, it is a chance to start over. I will be trying to lose weight too, we can do it together. Wishing you all the best too. Take care. Gem x
Work continues to be full on which has lead to stress eating. Plus I had managed to keep up my running until September but I lost focus in part because of any injury but also because I was prioritising work on the weekend above my own health. Its irritating when I can see myself falling back into bad behaviours. That being said I'm confident I can turn it around after a good Christmas break and it will be nice to share my experience with you as I turn things around. Hopefully sharing with you will help me from falling back into my bad behaviours. One other thing to be positive about is that I have resisted going back on the cigarettes this year which is a bad habit I have fallen back into over the previous few years. Thanks for all the hard work you do in maintaining TLBP community. I know I really appreciate being a part of it and looking at all the supportive messages lots of others do too. All the Best. Simon.
hello, I hope your okay Gem. I know the world seems enormous right now but it does get better, as long as your trying, that's all anyone can ask of you. You are allowed to take a break and have more time off. I'd rather you took care of yourself than feel like you owe your channel anything. It's your channel and your platform. Regardless what you decide to do, you'll still have us. Your mental health comes first always, so please take the time and work on yourself and if you need to keep taking time off from UA-cam, do it. Thank you for asking how my week is going, college has been going well however, my mental heath hasn't. Recovery is a slow process but I hope it improves. I love your educational videos as I can relate to some of them, love you x
Hi Amy, you are right about recovery, I forget that things take time. I hope your mental health improves and thank you for being so understanding. Take care my friend. Hugs x
Take Care Gem.
Thanks Will, hope you're ok. Hugs x
You don't need make up!
You're beautyful already! 💋💄
You are too kind. Hope you're ok. Sending hugs xx
Please stop apologising about a You tube channel upload. You don't have to do anytbing. Hope u can talk about this guilt you have regarding social media in counselling. Only you are putting pressure on yourself so I really hope you can just try not to put suxh enormous expectations on yourself and to much as you say. It's needless suffering...
Thank you Mettepanna, I will try and remember that, I need to ease off the pressure and I'm currently making plans to just that, I will let you know how I get on. Take care and have a good week. Gem
hi gem good to see you again im still of the sertraline but i had an episode on Thursday i got into an argument with a farmer over wanting to find a private woods to bird watch anyway i ended up taking a diazepam 2mg flys do my head please take care hugs x
hope you're ok Anthony. diazepam does help for those moments.
Sorry you have had a stressful time, it sounds like it was very triggering. Diazepam helps, I hope the sertraline is working for you too. Sending massive hugs, take care x
@@TheLittleBluePot hi gem im off meds completely well until i get into a stressful situation you ok ? huggs xx
i think it's been said already please you don't have to apologise you need to focus on getting better it's fine and your videos are real and honest you know keep looking after your self you know you want to get better that is half the battle already won you know there are people out there who don't want to get better but try not to put so much pressure on yourself you know we understand it's really hard with depression to do anything but i think your doing fine i know that when we're well it i easier to have a routine and do stuff but when we hit depression it's like coming up against a brick wall and all motivation just goes but i made up this pharse Motivation is not doing something when we feel like it motivation is doing something when we don't feel like it and your will reach this point in your mental health where you feel the depression come but will fight it because what is depression it is one that is connected to our thoughts so i have am learning to fight this Emotion now of course depression is more than just a thought i get that but also you can't have depression with out anxiety now did you know the bible talks about it as well " Anxiety in the heart of man causes depresion but a Good word makes it gald ". proverbs 12 :25 which is interesting now i am not trying to preach at you but just interesting that is in there all i want to say to you is God is real and Jesus knows what your going through and can help you in your sistuation Gem
Hi Matthew, I like your phrase about motivation, it's spot on. I agree with you, It is hard to do stuff when you have depression, I'm learning ways to fight it. Thanks for being so supportive my friend. Take care x
@@TheLittleBluePot hey that's fine Gem you know if you need someone to talk to I am here always available
Come back? Please??
I will still be doing my weekly vlogs, just taking a break from the educational ones. I'm not going anywhere. Hope you're ok. Hugs x
You might lose subscribers but you won't lose friends. xx ps my wife is taking Pregabalin and it's working wonders for her. stick with it. pps. I enjoy your 'Ramblings of crap'!
Thanks Ash, hope you're ok. I'm pleased you don't mind my rambling. That's great Pregablin is working for your wife, it's helping me a lot so I will definitely stick with it. Take care dude. Gem x
if you want to go on facebook gem im under Anthony mckie
I'm not really on fb at the moment, but I will take a look. Hugs x
@@TheLittleBluePot ok gem see you there xx