We Lost Our Baby “I Wanted Both Twins"
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- Опубліковано 2 лис 2024
- We went to an ultrasound to discover a real pregnancy curveball that left us with very mixed feelings. Twins, but... Happy, sad and confused...
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When I had twins my 1st appointment with doppler they couldn't find a heartbeat, so they did an ultrasound and found 1 heart beat, they had me come back a week later and ultrasound showed 2 healthy babies. 2 separate sacs but mine were monodi twins so separate sacs, shared placenta. Don't lose hope mama. God's will be done. ❤
And my dr. Did 1st ultrasound 2nd ultrasound was the ultrasound tech.
Bri praying for you and your precious babies.💖 May God give you peace until you go for another ultrasound. God bless you and your family.
@@diannecobb2994 I would NOT repeat ultrasound this early into pregnancy as there could be health consequences to the developing fetuses, especially to their nervous system!
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I have a friend whose baby had no heartbeat most of the pregnancy. She refused to abort and believed God and that baby is now a beautiful teenager. I'm going to speak life over that baby with you.
Halleluiah! God is able!
Yes, Jesus. I agree. Life.
I will agree with you!
I am in agreement with you...!!!! 🙌🏻❤👌🏻
Yeh my 2nd baby they couldn’t get a heart beat until I was over 7 months along! She now is a mom herself!
“At least he got to go to Heaven with God”.......what a beautiful way for your children to look at this sad situation. Praying for you guys!
I know, that really got to me, shows what great children they are raising ❤
@@erins6105 Great parents, great children...
it could be superfetation. where you have 2 conception dates, one fetus is younger. or it could be that one twin is developing more slowly than the other.
one of my twins were probably a month apart!
Fascinating! Could explain why the one is “bigger”, yes?
THIS. My twins were a week and half apart, and they thought one was super sick because of it, but both were perfectly fine. It's also VERY difficult to get a good view on two sacks, because they can be stacked on top of each other- you really need a transvaginal ultrasound to get a good view.
also, your positive early test is because both babies were producing hcg. I wouldnt give up hope yet. its very much in the air at the moment.
AND- if your pregnancy continues to be odd/difficult for the next few days, chances are it is still producing hormones because it's still growing. one is just further behind. DO NOT take that drs word for it. you need to go to a specialist.
I've been an ultrasound tech for almost 21 years. It sad but happens alot with twins. It's called vanishing twin syndrome. You should get a vaginal ultrasound, b/c it would give so much more clearer images, especially since you are so early. That way, you would know once and for all if it was a viable 2nd baby or not. Hopefully, that would give you hope if its alive and he just couldn't see it very well (which happens alot) or peace, to know if it has passed. Either way, congratulations and I'll be praying for you guys about the other one.
agreed🌻
I would NOT repeat ultrasound this early into pregnancy as there could be health consequences to the developing fetuses, especially to their nervous system!
How sweet of God to let you in on the other little life that might be waiting for you in heaven now. You enjoyed the thought of that baby and it only ever felt wanted and recognized and cherished by it’s mama from the beginning. It’s ok to grieve that little life and to simultaneously rejoice in it’s brother or sister. 💜💜
Trust in Gods plan, thats really all we can do. ♥
God has the Master Plan. 👍🏻 Don't be anxious. Relax and be at peace. It will be as it should be. 👌🏻 Be encouraged. Sending blessings, good energy, and love your way...!!!! 🙏🏻🙌🏻❤
Keep praying, I had a dr tell me I miscarried my 3rd daughter and I refused to accept it. I was right. We will be thinking about and praying for you guys.
You knew! So amazing! Sending prayers for you all. Thank you for sharing so we can pray for you.
When I had my twins they said they were probably 3 weeks apart in gestation. It may just be behind in gestation. Keep the faith. Hugs
I’m sending tons of prayers and love to y’all. A Mama’s intuition is the most beautiful and magical thing. 💖🙏🏻
Bed rest, bed rest, bed rest, and miracles DO happen!! I am gonna be praying my heart and soul out for u to get the news we all want! TWINS
As a woman who was never able to carry a baby to term, plagued with miscarriage after miscarriage, I understand your sadness...I've lived that sadness. BUT...I'm still holding onto hope that the next ultrasound has different results. Sending prayers for comfort and peace for each and all of you!
Wow Bri thank you so much for sharing this with all of us ❤️. You guys did not have to share this private journey. I think it’s so kind letting us experience your happiness and your sadness. Not only do we all feel privileged but in doing so you could maybe help another Mama along the way ❤️. I’m praying that both babies are fine as I’m sure we all are 🙏🏻🙏🏻
I was pregnant with twins 13 years ago. I didn’t know I was pregnant with twins. I was having a hard time and I lost twin A. It still haunts me. Every time I see my son I imagine there should be another child beside him. It tears at my heart. May you find peace no matter the outcome.
The same happened to me almost 30 years ago. I feel the same.
@@kathrynturnbull3894 I know and feel your pain. Life is a beautiful creation.
Peace be with you Brianna. I hope there are 2 next time. What a great catch you made. Your feelings were a reality. Wow
@@kristinecallaway6391 I'm sorry. They stay in our hearts forever and are in God's hands.
Mothers intuition is amazing. Praying for you.
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your path.” Psalm 3:5-6. God bless..
💞 Bri, sending you love and prayers for peace and strength. what a difficult and emotional experience this must be for you. amidst the confusion and mixed emotions you must be feeling as you wait to know for sure what’s happening, I felt compelled to share with you that it’s so incredibly beautiful that you knew both babies were there in such an intuitive way. what a testimony to the depth of a mother’s love. 💞
Praying for you both. Holding onto hope for the next ultrasound. We have lost multiple babies over the last 6 months. I always imagined we’d have a farm full of kids, now I’m grateful we have one. Thank you for being open about this.
Thanks for sharing this, a mothers instinct is amazing. Children are such a blessing.
Motherly instinct is almost never wrong. Love you, praying for you and this whole situation. ❤️❤️
Oh, Bri! I am praying for peace and continued good health for you and your little one(s)! I am praying he was wrong....I want both babies FOR you! God is ABLE! ❤
Great big cosmic hugs Briana! You're an amazing soul.
Your entire family are so full of love and compassion that whatever comes your way I am sure you will embrace it with Love and acceptance.
Continued blessings of abundance and wisdom for all
Prayers for yall! Art, I understand your nurse brain trying to keep things realistic, but at the same time trying to stay optimistic. It's such a tough balance especially when it's your family!
My second child would have been a twin, but one resorbed before my second ultrasound. You need that next ultrasound. You need to know for sure. That way you can grieve the loss and move on to celebrating the healthy baby. Not that you ever forget. But the stages of grief do get you to acceptance eventually.
My sis had this happen.
We heard 2 heartbeats but when ultrasound came there was just 1 baby. We still heard 2 heartbeats though. Same with 2nd ultrasound. I delivered just 1 baby. My sack was large and I had a lot of fluid. Was told that my body re absorbed the 2nd baby. Idk what happened. It was suggested that maybe since fluid was so much that there was a echoing effect of the 1 baby's heartbeat. I felt like i had twins also when I THOUGHT I was pregnant, even before a positive test. Identical twins run heavily in my family also. They would have been identical. On my mothers side, her mother my grandmother, AND her dad my grandfather were BOTH identical twins and they had 2 sets of identical twins. 1 set died in utero and the 2nd set were born healthy. That just my close immediate family. There are more from aunts uncles etc from moms side as well.
@@barbaranelson5177 I am a nurse, and when it comes to your family, unless it is in your direct field of practice, details get lost. Especially when your emotions are involved. And there could be a healthy baby there, just not visible.
Praying for you mama! What a roller-coaster of emotions to experience. My heart goes out to you.
Prayers for you. It is encouraging to read the comments and see how many couples faced this and had a good outcome. Over 30 years ago when I went through something similar there was no early ultrasound (I had to fight to get one at all) and the ob just brushed off my odd, late 'period' as nothing to worry about because I still had a healthy baby. We never told our daughter about it (until she was an adult) but when she was tiny she often spoke of her 'stister in heaven'.
You and your family are in our thoughts, prayers and always in our hearts! Blessings to all!
Faith sweet Mama. Praying for you all and your hearts to accept what ever answers are to come.
I'm so sorry. This just happened to my cousin also. It's such a mix of emotions. Thankful for a beautiful baby but sad for the loss of one as well. :( Prayers for you all.
Thank you for sharing real emotions around such a sensitive topic. I will pray for you.
The doc made me wait a whole month until he said it was twins. I was like you with 2 sacks. So as you know, He's in control.. prayers up🙏
Praying for you Bri! Praying you soon will have clarity. It's okay to have hope. We do serve a God of miracles! It's also ok to look at the possibilities realistically. Thank you for sharing as you and your family are processing all of this. Love and hugs from GA!
Holding your family in my heart for the best outcome.
Just lifted y’all up in prayer.❤️🙏🏻✝️
We will be praying for you all during this time! ❤
Thinking of you and sending good thoughts and prayers. Listen to your intuition and go for that second ultrasound,it will give you the clarity you need either way. What a blessing thing that you did go and that you were right because now no matter what happens your little one was validated.
Im praying you! I pray you get to keep both your babies! So amazing how In tuned you are with your body! So amazing!
Don't give up hope.. Keeping you & your family in our Prayers.. Big hugs
Prayers for you all. What a mix of emotions. Sending you 💕 and hugs from NH.
I can’t imagine feeling a mixed soup of joy and sorrow simultaneously. As mommies, we love them all.
Much love to the whole family, those here, and those coming.
Hang on prayers that both are there alive nothing is impossible with God
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Yes there is nothing impossible in front Of ELOYHIM. May ELOYHIM bless all of you and the twins.
Sending you lots of love and prayers.
My fifth pregnancy started as a twin but didn't end up panning out. We ended up with one healthy beautiful baby boy. I have my fingers crossed you may have a good hide and seek player Xx
Sending out prayers that what will be will be best for you and your family. Don't lose hope, don't give up on your feelings but be careful of doing things too early on if its recommended you not. Congrats on your pregnancy Bri, Art and the Family!
Praying there will soon be peace regarding the confusion. It was pretty cool hearing how you knew so early. Praying for you and your family.
Happy for you guys... Praying for you guys, believing that He is more than able. Don't speak negative words over yourself.
I lost a twin at 24 weeks, I went into labor and I passed a small piece of tissue, obviously the loss had happened weeks before.. I did not know I had twins before this, weird mixed feelings for sure. I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl at 42 weeks, at home. Yes, I wish I could have kept them both, but oh how we love her. She is a mother now 😍
At 24 weeks a baby isn't tissue, it's a mini baby
@@kaykringle8241 Hence , the comment,”Obviously the loss had happened weeks before”.
Praying hard for you and both those babies!! Love you guys and know God will give you strength and peace!
I’m praying with you! God is the author of life and death. He is in control so we can trust in Jesus’ name that God’s Devine will be done for both babies!!!
Keep the hope y’all! I’m sending out positive energies.
It's amazing how mom's just know. Lots of prayers go out to you and family God will take care of you.
No matter what sister, God's will be done! Glory in his goodness and mercy and his will shall be made known. Will be lifting you up in prayer.
I am hoping for the very best outcome. I am so impressed and grateful for you guys. God bless!
Just sending you all love and strength! Praying for your little!
Maybe one was conceived a week later than the other - making one a week behind in development.
This! I'm pregnant with twins now, and this is what mine were! They were 4 days apart, which made one develop a heart beat faster than the other.
Sweet dear Bri. I am so glad you were vindicated in your sense of your body. AND I still pray for victory as well as vindication. Let us hope for two, but one will be wonderful too. His will be done. God bless you and your family.
dont get sad Bri -- i was told i lost my fifth one -- and went into labor 7.5 months later and had a 8.9 pound baby boy -- I say listen to your heart
I agree!
The woman’s body is amazing. The fact she knew there was two babies is amazing. Bri you are an awesome woman and mom.
I was told I had a “blighted ovum, for four ultrasounds...I felt Life! I wouldn’t do the d/c and kept searching for another ultrasound to be done. Finally, I found one! I scheduled it and they found an 8 week fetus! Thank God I didn’t have the d/c, like they had suggested. Stay positive! Keep hoping! Get another one in a few weeks to ease the mind- f$&%!
Bri.... this same exact thing happened to me. Right down to the people not believing me at first, because I had no reasonable explanation as to why I thought/knew that I had two babies in there.... One of mine passed... BUT feeling vindicated that I was right.... but sad because of the whole situation... it was a very unusual experience that is completely and totally unexplainable to others. I completely understand every feeling that you are having.... What an emotional video this was. You have my heart
I've had both experience with twins. My twins are 6 and my twins in waiting are 4. My first set, my twin b was behind by a wk.
I'm not sure how far you are but the other little one could just be too early to tell.
Maybe go back in a couple wks and have it confirmed.
Praying for y'all
I would NOT repeat ultrasound this early into pregnancy as there could be health consequences to the developing fetuses, especially to their nervous system!
Dear heart Bri, you are so very right to have that 2nd ultrasound. From my mom's experience in 1960 with twins, one healthy twin baby girl developed. No ultrasounds back then to see accurately the other twin girl not doing well. Due to lack of technology, the sickly twin died and affected the growth of the healthy baby. She lost both babies. I have twin sisters in Heaven. In today's world, you have much better technology available. Best wishes and prayers for you and your family!! 💕
Hey that happened to me when I was young. I lost my 1st pregnancy. My 2nd pregnancy was when it was twins an when I went to the doctor I had lost one but I had a great heartbeat on the other. Unfortuanally I was never able to have another child. Thank God for my one. She's 24 now! I'm routing you on an praying for you Bri!!! Much love.🙏❤🙏
2 of my five pregnancies were fraternal twins. I found out at the time I lost one of them each time. Both were lost between 2-3 months. In both pregnancies, the other twins were born healthy. Those 2 are 12 years apart and are so much alike that they are my twins! I am so blessed to have them. My thoughts and prayers are with you all💖💖
Keep positive thoughts. Go for a second or third ultrasound. The one may be smaller than the other one because of a different conseption date.
I would NOT repeat ultrasound this early into pregnancy as there could be health consequences to the developing fetuses, especially to their nervous system!
You all are in my prayers. 🙏 My daughter second set of twins, she had the same experience and it went on for months that he wasn't growing or he had a weak heart beat. She would be crying after every visit, all the way until she had them prematurely. That was years ago and they (boy and girl) are bright and healthy. Keep the Faith, we know our Father have the final say. 😔
Many prayers are going out for good results from the second ultrasound. Give it a couple weeks then go back for a second test based on the fact you do not sense closure just yet. Hang in there guys.
that's so hard.. sending prayers! hoping for better news in a few weeks, crazy how you new you were pregnant twins...
GRACE’s BODY LANGUAGE IN THE VIDEO ON THE TRIP BACK HOME SAID HOW I FEEL FOR YOU. SENDING PRAYERS.
Any loss is hard even so early on. Take the time to grieve .... bless you for sharing. You didn’t need too. Praying that the healthy baby grows well x
Could it be that if you have 2 babies that they might be a different conception dates? After 30-35 can be a thing and it would explain one formed and one that its still small
That is my question ,too.
She is so early in the pregnancy that it maybe possible.
What I thought to. Prayers Bri keep your faith. You never know.
It’s so amazing (and totally impressive) that you knew there were two!! Wow!!! You all will be in my prayers in the coming weeks, no matter the outcome! Thank you for sharing your lives with us. I know I’ve come to love your family as friends, even though we’ve never met. ❤️Gods blessings for your sweet (and growing) family!
Please go get another ultrasound in a few weeks. It’s so early in your pregnancy!! Love you all! ❤️
Praying for more clear answers, Bri! It is hard to either rejoice or grieve without that clear answer. Big hugs!!!
Your other kids are priceless. Let them comfort you. Prayers that 'Bean' was just mooning the camera or whatever, but if it's just 'Butter' that is left I wish you peace and joy still in spite of it all. Hugs.
My prayers are with you. I have been there with loosing multiples. I have been there in the waiting to know what was happening. I have been there with having one surviving twin. *hugs* Any emotions you feel now are completely warranted, real and absolutely ok.
Lifting you up in prayer! I have 5 and yet still would love twins. My heart went through the Rollercoaster of emotions with you. Praying the Lord's will be done and He uses this for His Glory.
Ahhh😍..your intuitions were right the first time mama...just wait a few weeks n go again...lots of prayers for two healthy babies🥰🥰🥰
Aweee Art & Bri, we’ll be praying for you go for another US. This is so common though. I have one set of twins that are 13. Our 5th pregnancy actually I had a miscarriage, then got pregnant, early pain, showing, wearily, early pregnancy test, and my levels were quadrupling. I went in for a US and they saw twins two babies with heartbeats. So they also suspected triplets. With one of the others sacs being so large, I kept going back and finally between our 8-10 week US that baby twin reabsorbed and they checked my baby that had the good heart rate she had a V shaped sac and a empty sac tex to her so she would have been and Identical twin, with the maternal babyl that reabsorbed that had a heartbeat. Sometimes you don't bleed you just reabsorb the baby with the other little one. Especially that early.
You can see a specialist if you feel like it. With High risk pregnancies. I was told by a doctor that many pregnancies start with twins but women missed the vanishing twin due to them going later on in the pregnancy unlike you and me going early and seeing it so early - I will be praying for you, I wanted all my babies. it is heartbreaking. But God has a special place for those little ones waiting for us in heaven!
I would NOT repeat ultrasound this early into pregnancy as there could be health consequences to the developing fetuses, especially to their nervous system!
I haven't been doing much youtube, so I was shocked to see you guys are pregnant, congratulation! Mother intuition is amazing, I new the gender of both my babies before I saw it on the ultrasound, but I'm super impressed with your intuition. I'm sorry it took a sad turn, remember that all those feelings are OK and valid, I'll pray for you guys as you walk through it all.
Prayers for such a beautiful family. You guys are in my prayers. God has a purpose for you guys so things happen for a reason. You guys are so strong. Have a good week.😇🙏🥰"Found in the woods bushcraft. "
Im a twin and my mom didnt know until she gave birth! They told her the second heartbeat was the echo off her ribcage!
I will be praying for you guys 💜
God bless you! My prayers will be with you!
Praying for you all and both babies
Ah this is difficult to have to wait and all the thoughts in your head, I pray for all of you that Baby is just hiding, is Grace ok tho she looked so sad in the car needs a big hug i think, Much love to you all, and take it easy Mamma xx you too dad xxxx Hugs Dede xxx
I feel she just wants the best for Mom & firstborns have that bridge between the parents & the children.
@@vickiburt2676 Hi Vicki I agree, My Daughter is very much like that, I just thought i seen Grace wipe a tear from her eyes and she just looked so lonesome, I hope im wrong and she was just tired, xxxxxxx Dede
Bri is a very strong woman but she will need you now more than ever Art. Hold her close and chase the hurt and demons away. Much love from the Father to you both.
Praying sending love , the baby might just be a little slower growing 💗💗💗💗
So sad for you all if you have lost your baby but so overjoyed for you all too for the baby to come into your wonderful family,good luck and god bless you all 👶🏼💕
I've had twins and 2 singles. I really want one more pregnancy (i'm 44) with triplets.
Prayers for your lovely family and those twins!
God bless you and your family .Hang on to your faith.
Praying for you and the babies. I am with you still hoping that both babies are healthy.
The Amish have more twins than others.
One family in the community each of the adult siblings, 5 of them, have at least one set of twins.
Such a blessing.
The older the mother, the more likely they are to have twins. My moms 4th pregnancy was twins!
@LetsMakeAPoint ... on a lighter note to the video and your comment about your mom... I can't help but feel like "older mom, more apt to have twins" = God with a true sense of humor. I think we are better equipped for our kids as each new one comes along AND as we age. Please, nobody take offense to this comment because my heart was so thrilled to hear Bri was pregnant, and crushed by the caption on this video, waiting for it to start. I was just kind of thinking out loud I guess.
Bri... bless your heart... I'll be thinking of you & praying for you and BOTH babies.🤗🤗🙏🙏😇💔
Praying for you Bree, Gods blessing on you and your family. Keeping each of you in in prayer!
Intuition is a beautiful thing 🙏♥️
Mama's intuition is such a powerful thing. I'm praying for you and both babies. I feel like there may be something in the waiting. The different fertilization times sounds good. Still hard right now. Love you guys.
It's still super early. You could have ovulated 2 weeks later then the 1st ovulation. So therefore the embro wouldn't be as far along as the 1st. There is still so much hope!
Congratulations on your little butter bean (and its sibling, no matter what happens, you were pregnant with twins! That’s so special!) and equally special that you have a for sure baby hanging strong! ❤️