Hi Sam, I lost my Bear (dog) after 15 years April 2022. I moved Aug 2022 1400 miles away. It was a blur. A year later, I cry for him often. I am finally taking time to be with my feelings and grieve my loss. I am deeply sorry for your loss. Our fur babies are our family. 🙏💙
I’m so sorry, Sarah. I lost my dog, Henry (my profile pic), 2 summers ago. I adopted him, along with “Giddy the kitty”, when they were each 3 months old. This summer, Giddy passed away and it felt like I lost Henry again too. Sometimes the pain feels so acute that it stops me in my tracks. Though I stay busy with 3 stray cats who adopted me this summer and the brother sister pair I adopted while Henry and Giddy were still here, their absence just hurts so much. Sending you love. 🫶🏻
It's not "the most wonderful time of the year" for many. Compassion, understanding, and love are everything; you never know what people are going thru ✌🏾❤️
Hi Samantha. I hope you are doing Ok. I really related when watching you sit on your bed alone. It’s been 9 months since my world crashed down on me but yet here I am and here you are. The constantly dynamic highs and lows of life will always be with us. We can choose to let the lows consume us or we can choose to just ride the wave and see where it takes you. Grieving is such a process and has so many stages. Sometimes it hits you like a train and sometimes you feel nothing is wrong. The best thing I’ve found to help is just take one day at a time. It’s pointless worrying about anything because you just never know what tomorrow brings. I wish I could just come over and hug you and chat over a few cups of tea. And help you to get your apartment to where it feels homely. You’re not alone in your journey. We are all with you❤
I lost my mom two years ago now (wow) and what I’ve learned is grief can be such a lonely time. There’s no rules. I still fall to my knees missing her and sometimes I have good days and laugh and that’s ok. Just one foot in front of the other, even when your knees are wobbly. Lotsa love to you Sam.
Yes that is exactly how it is. I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my last close family member, my older sister, last Thanksgiving. Good days and bad days, but you keep on living. It’s all we can do. Sending love and hugs to whoever needs it.
I'm so sorry Sam! So proud of your courage! God bless you. I'm sure your time alone was so hard...and I know you miss sweet Aries so very much! Personally Thanksgiving is tough for myself and my family. Seven years ago this month, our 28 year old son took his life. Thanksgiving was his favorite holiday. Needless to say..it's a rough time.😢 Big hugs Sam! We all care here!❤❤
Dear Sam, whenever you feel the need to selfishly turn on your camera and connect with people, please do. We're all here for you. 💗 My dog passed away on Nov 8th, so I totally get your struggle. I keep myself busy with work, but when I'm at home I still see her and feel her around the house. Some days are better than others but I still find myself tearing up and cry once or twice a day. It's okay, we need to cope, there's no shame or the "right amount of time to grief". Give yourself time to get back to your new daily routine.
I lost my cat of seventeen years this June. I’ll never be over it. I heard him meow today, my dogs jerked up and heard it, too. Loud like he was on my bed. When they heal a part of us with their love, they own that part and take it with them when they go.
I just cried the other day for my dog, who passed away 2 years ago. She was the joy of my life. I can assure you it gets easier. However, the pain of losing your furry family member reappears from time to time. We are human, and the fact that we get to relish in the beautiful memories and cry for the sad ones is a beautiful thing. How lucky are we to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all? Praying for your strength girlie 🙏
We are always here for you Sam. I'm happy we can offer you some companionship even from across the world. Your viewers are cheering your healing journey on! We all are going thru some things as well and it's great to see us all united on such a day of big emotions.
You have such wonderful friends, looking after you after Aries’s passing. And I just wanted to say that routine can be a weird thing after a death. After my mom passed away, it felt good to be in some kind of routine, because it felt comfortable and familiar. At the same time, I felt almost guilty because it was a sense of my life is continuing while someone just lost theirs. It took me a while to work through it, but I think it’s normal. Give yourself some grace. You’re nursing a lot of emotions. ❤
I'm so proud of you for taking this time and grieving the loss of Aries and taking time for you. I think this was a really important part of your grieving process. So happy to have been there along with you. Xo
We lost our girl after having her 15 years on November 11th. She was a German short hair pointer that my husband and I got our first year together. She has been with us every stage of our adult life and she took a part of us with her when she passed. We were with her when she took her last breath and buried her at our house. Hardest day we have ever had.
I understand what you are going through. It’s so hard to lose a family member and having to experience all that pain. When you were talking about your comforter it made me cry because we buried her in my husbands blanket. Thinking of u and praying for healing.
I haven't enjoyed holidays since my husband and my mom died back to back. Two popular You Tubers lost their wives, the mothers of their young children, to cancer recently. Jenny Apple and POG Family's Sarah were both only in their mid-30s. As a younger widowed mom myself, watching those families try to get through the 1st holiday brought me right back to those days right after my husband died, hitting me really hard this year. We were never promised life would be fair, but damn, it can hit hard sometimes. ❤
It’s good to see you taking some time for yourself Sam. To heal and process what you’ve been going through. It’s so nice that you were there for people who may be having a hard time on the holidays. I enjoyed seeing your week. I hope this week has been going well for you! 💕
Sam, you were/are such a caring, compassionate, nurturing dog mom! After you have processed all of the grief you hold inside over Aries passing, I think that you should give another dog/pet the great life you can provide. I am an animal lover and when I see another like individual, I can’t help but think all of the animals out there needing a great home! I know it is completely premature now, but please please think about adopting another dog in the future! Another companion animal for you to love and provide for would be a labor of love in Aries memory. Just my opinion and obviously your choice but any dog out there would be soooooooo lucky to land you for a mom! I swore I would NEVER put myself back in the animal mom realm after the passing of my last cat, but guess what? I jumped back in and adopted another cat and I am so so happy I did! I’m one who just needs to dote on an animal and have so much to give, like yourself! My husband often says he would like to be reincarnated as my pet, because life would be so damn amazing! From one animal to another, please consider it when the time is appropriate! ❤️🌹
Sam, It makes me SO happy to see you becoming you again. SO Proud of you for sticking this past week out when you easily could have taken the easy route. Ty for letting us watch, you truly gave me motivation to get my butt up and leave the house. I suffer from social anxiety and I tend to stay home A LOT. I should get out of my comfort zone too. xo take good care xo Lindsey
oh Sam, so sorry you're grieving so so hard. You're doing a beautiful job of resetting and taking care of yourself, even if you slip and even if you don't always feel like it. You're doing it
Aww so sorry, this is such a rough time of year for so many people. Keep talking to us and we will talk back through the comments. One day at a time. ❤️
I really enjoyed watching this vlog, Sam. I worked on Thanksgiving while my parents and sister were visiting my other sister 1000 miles away. After work I went to my boyfriend’s family’s house, where he and our 19 month twins were…and we just ended up fighting and it wasn’t a very good end to Thanksgiving. Maybe next year will be better. Love you, Sam. ❤
I loved this vlog. So happy and proud you were able to stay home and clean. I find cleaning therapy. That butternut squash mac and cheese looks so good!
Love watching your facial expressions when you watch football haha. Always so animated, I feel like watching a game with you would make it more fun. Glad you survived and hopefully sunny days are ahead ❤
I completely understand what you mean about how you don't feel alone while filming. I hope you don't work too too hard before your trip, you need to rest up for at least one day. Happy belated Thanksgiving ❤❤❤
Hi Sam just want to send many hugs your way. You are amazing and I know there is no easy way to cope with such great loss. You are so strong and I'm here for you❤
You’re doing great Sam. ❤ Sometimes when I’m trying to fit in work and not work items at home I schedule it- in the planner block out 2hrs admin work, an hour to tidy etc… it helps I’ll even set a timer to keep on track. Just an idea. ❤
I think you are the most bravest girl ever and being so open and raw with yourself and us it helps more than you know being able to do that as well for ourselves. I have so many questions about little things in your apartment that I want to know where you got them but the biggest one is the container you had your bread in. Where is it from and does it really keep your bread fresher longer. I never can use up a loaf of bread before it gets nasty and I HATE frozen bread. I'm so proud of you doing this alone time for your mind and help reset yourself. #SamSquad Loads of Love💞
When I left my hometown due to my husband's affair, I had to leave to CA in Novemeber 1995 as that's when my job started. My children were still in school so I had to go alone. My first Christmas alone was horrible! I remember calling my children while they opened their gifts & my friend's sister [who I didn't know at all] said, "that's not enough! That's not enough" & it was all I could to do choke the tears down while pretending to be excited for my babies & I missed them so badly! I get it Sam, I totallly get it & I wish I could give y'all a big HUG! I was 'lucky' to have a job that kept me pretty busy during that time but I remember how... hard... it... was...! My husband who I trusted had just destroyed my heart & my children's hearts & our lives! But I got through it as did they. It wasn't easy but we did. I had my faith in Jesus to hold on to & that was the biggest help for me & His comfort was immeasurable! ❤
I love you so much that it feels like my heart could burst! I am so happy that you were able to take some time to process this week and I hope that you are starting to feel a bit more peaceful in your space 💜 sending you great big hugs! 🫂♥️
I’d say, if you can, try to capture Aries’s nose print on the window in a picture so you can print it or save it for the memories. Do that before you get your car detailed.
It’s been so much fun listening to you talk about Aeries and watch you get up I’m board been home for a week sick and today I feel better but I have problems with my cat and I’m emotional so I can relate even though I know it’s bitter sweet you have your freedom you can do whatever you want I know it sounds bad but that’s what I feel like from time to time
I'm headed to work right now and it's 37° it's supposed to be 19 tomorrow morning yay😂 still cheering for you from across the country in North Carolina
Hi Sam, I know this may sound odd but I wish I could give you a hug and help you organize 😊. My heart breaks for your loss. I know the feeling so well. I’m so so sorry 😢
My heart broke for you all over again with the nose prints (I call them snot art 😅). When my boy, Fonzie passed 3 years ago, I didn’t clean his snot art off my office window for probably 6 months. I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. So, now I’m crying for you again because I know how hard the simple things can be.
This vlog gave me all the feelings and somehow the thing I wanted to comment is this: You have to try to make your own Butternut cheesy pasta, it's the easiest thing and it's so good! We don't celebrate the joy of butternut squash nearly enough! I feel like an idiot, but for anyone looking for good cheap easy and quick recipe, this is one of my go-to for Fall and Winter. Better yet if you buy your squash at small prices during it high season and you cut and freeze it: even easier. Anyway... so that was my random cooking spiel!
Sending you hugs from a cold and dark Stockholm. Still love all your videos and like your vlogs and chat videos with GRWM. Interesting that you have the same ”earproblem” like me and also allergic to cats and really sensitive skin - like me! 😊 Thinking of you. ❤
I have mental/chronic illnesses and I fall asleep best to tv. Its been pretty much my whole life, from hearing my dad have the tv on past my bedtime to post-hospitalization using tv to distract my brain. Its not perfect, but a change I've been making is having youtube run on my phone, so I'm not watching anything but still have the audio input. I might have to look into a meditation app, but part of what works is the repetitive nature of shows I've seen before
I am so glad you are taking time for you , reflecting and getting back you our routine . Been where you are 2 years ago thanksgiving and we put our dog down after 13 years .. she had one last harrah with us and a great dinner .❤ I went to trader joes yesterday hit the border( here in canada we don’t have one ) but it was nuts !!! I never got all I wanted as sold out or just to many peeps there to find anything . Maybe next week I will go back and grab stuff .. I did grab though that mac and cheese butter squash and can’t wait to try it , also the salmon but with garlic butter on top .. and a few other things .. we have been eatting more vegan so .. but please be easy on yourself thru this time ❤
I'm sure the car place would be respectful of you wanting to leave certain "souvenirs" behind. One of my oldest cats had an extremely unusual ear tumor and initially i was constantly annoyed having to clean all these "bits" he would leave on my walls by shaking his head to get rid of discharge and other gross things but after he finally was compassionately euthanized I ended up leaving some of them behind 😅 Now when i see them I think so fondly of that old man.
Hope Samantha had a wonderful Thanksgiving weekend that She deserves, wonder what Angels named Samantha eat for Thanksgiving? When the A's move to Vegas, will You throw out the 1st pitch and show off Your fastball
I sucked at taking pills. I tried at a friend's house, and I choked, and it launched out of my mouth. Then it proceeded ricochet throughout her kitchen. I'm pretty sure it attacked me and my friend! 😂
I lost my two yellow labs both on the same day back in June. Mia was 7 and Tyson was 4. Mia had diabetes for a year and a half and Tyson was sick from February to June with a sickness they couldn’t diagnose. He was in and out of the vet for months. They both were suffering and I made th decision to put them both down together. It was the hardest decision of my life and I’ve had a hole in my heart ever since. I am thinking and praying for you. There is no doubt that Aries, Mia and Tyson are out of pain and having a grand ole time up in the sky. ❤
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Hi Sam, I lost my Bear (dog) after 15 years April 2022. I moved Aug 2022 1400 miles away. It was a blur. A year later, I cry for him often. I am finally taking time to be with my feelings and grieve my loss. I am deeply sorry for your loss. Our fur babies are our family. 🙏💙
aw im so so sorry
I’m so sorry, Sarah. I lost my dog, Henry (my profile pic), 2 summers ago. I adopted him, along with “Giddy the kitty”, when they were each 3 months old. This summer, Giddy passed away and it felt like I lost Henry again too. Sometimes the pain feels so acute that it stops me in my tracks. Though I stay busy with 3 stray cats who adopted me this summer and the brother sister pair I adopted while Henry and Giddy were still here, their absence just hurts so much. Sending you love. 🫶🏻
It's not "the most wonderful time of the year" for many. Compassion, understanding, and love are everything; you never know what people are going thru ✌🏾❤️
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Hi Samantha. I hope you are doing Ok. I really related when watching you sit on your bed alone. It’s been 9 months since my world crashed down on me but yet here I am and here you are. The constantly dynamic highs and lows of life will always be with us. We can choose to let the lows consume us or we can choose to just ride the wave and see where it takes you. Grieving is such a process and has so many stages. Sometimes it hits you like a train and sometimes you feel nothing is wrong. The best thing I’ve found to help is just take one day at a time. It’s pointless worrying about anything because you just never know what tomorrow brings. I wish I could just come over and hug you and chat over a few cups of tea. And help you to get your apartment to where it feels homely. You’re not alone in your journey. We are all with you❤
I lost my mom two years ago now (wow) and what I’ve learned is grief can be such a lonely time. There’s no rules. I still fall to my knees missing her and sometimes I have good days and laugh and that’s ok. Just one foot in front of the other, even when your knees are wobbly. Lotsa love to you Sam.
Yes that is exactly how it is. I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my last close family member, my older sister, last Thanksgiving. Good days and bad days, but you keep on living. It’s all we can do. Sending love and hugs to whoever needs it.
@@Tracylyn42 sorry for your loss- lots of love to you too❤️
I'm so sorry Sam! So proud of your courage! God bless you. I'm sure your time alone was so hard...and I know you miss sweet Aries so very much! Personally Thanksgiving is tough for myself and my family. Seven years ago this month, our 28 year old son took his life. Thanksgiving was his favorite holiday. Needless to say..it's a rough time.😢 Big hugs Sam! We all care here!❤❤
Dear Sam, whenever you feel the need to selfishly turn on your camera and connect with people, please do. We're all here for you. 💗
My dog passed away on Nov 8th, so I totally get your struggle. I keep myself busy with work, but when I'm at home I still see her and feel her around the house. Some days are better than others but I still find myself tearing up and cry once or twice a day. It's okay, we need to cope, there's no shame or the "right amount of time to grief".
Give yourself time to get back to your new daily routine.
Grieving takes time. You are so wise to take this time, and move gently through it.
I lost my cat of seventeen years this June. I’ll never be over it. I heard him meow today, my dogs jerked up and heard it, too. Loud like he was on my bed. When they heal a part of us with their love, they own that part and take it with them when they go.
I just cried the other day for my dog, who passed away 2 years ago. She was the joy of my life. I can assure you it gets easier. However, the pain of losing your furry family member reappears from time to time. We are human, and the fact that we get to relish in the beautiful memories and cry for the sad ones is a beautiful thing. How lucky are we to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all? Praying for your strength girlie 🙏
We are always here for you Sam. I'm happy we can offer you some companionship even from across the world. Your viewers are cheering your healing journey on! We all are going thru some things as well and it's great to see us all united on such a day of big emotions.
You’re never alone when you have so many people who love you 🥰 Your pain is ours….
You have such wonderful friends, looking after you after Aries’s passing. And I just wanted to say that routine can be a weird thing after a death. After my mom passed away, it felt good to be in some kind of routine, because it felt comfortable and familiar. At the same time, I felt almost guilty because it was a sense of my life is continuing while someone just lost theirs. It took me a while to work through it, but I think it’s normal. Give yourself some grace. You’re nursing a lot of emotions. ❤
I'm so proud of you for taking this time and grieving the loss of Aries and taking time for you. I think this was a really important part of your grieving process. So happy to have been there along with you. Xo
We lost our girl after having her 15 years on November 11th. She was a German short hair pointer that my husband and I got our first year together. She has been with us every stage of our adult life and she took a part of us with her when she passed. We were with her when she took her last breath and buried her at our house. Hardest day we have ever had.
I understand what you are going through. It’s so hard to lose a family member and having to experience all that pain. When you were talking about your comforter it made me cry because we buried her in my husbands blanket. Thinking of u and praying for healing.
I haven't enjoyed holidays since my husband and my mom died back to back. Two popular You Tubers lost their wives, the mothers of their young children, to cancer recently. Jenny Apple and POG Family's Sarah were both only in their mid-30s. As a younger widowed mom myself, watching those families try to get through the 1st holiday brought me right back to those days right after my husband died, hitting me really hard this year. We were never promised life would be fair, but damn, it can hit hard sometimes. ❤
im so sorry to read this 😔
It’s good to see you taking some time for yourself Sam. To heal and process what you’ve been going through. It’s so nice that you were there for people who may be having a hard time on the holidays. I enjoyed seeing your week. I hope this week has been going well for you! 💕
Sam, you were/are such a caring, compassionate, nurturing dog mom! After you have processed all of the grief you hold inside over Aries passing, I think that you should give another dog/pet the great life you can provide. I am an animal lover and when I see another like individual, I can’t help but think all of the animals out there needing a great home! I know it is completely premature now, but please please think about adopting another dog in the future! Another companion animal for you to love and provide for would be a labor of love in Aries memory. Just my opinion and obviously your choice but any dog out there would be soooooooo lucky to land you for a mom! I swore I would NEVER put myself back in the animal mom realm after the passing of my last cat, but guess what? I jumped back in and adopted another cat and I am so so happy I did! I’m one who just needs to dote on an animal and have so much to give, like yourself! My husband often says he would like to be reincarnated as my pet, because life would be so damn amazing! From one animal to another, please consider it when the time is appropriate! ❤️🌹
Sam, It makes me SO happy to see you becoming you again. SO Proud of you for sticking this past week out when you easily could have taken the easy route. Ty for letting us watch, you truly gave me motivation to get my butt up and leave the house. I suffer from social anxiety and I tend to stay home A LOT. I should get out of my comfort zone too. xo take good care xo Lindsey
Just wanted to send some love to you Sam ❤ keep taking care of yourself the best way you know and need!
oh Sam, so sorry you're grieving so so hard. You're doing a beautiful job of resetting and taking care of yourself, even if you slip and even if you don't always feel like it. You're doing it
Aww so sorry, this is such a rough time of year for so many people. Keep talking to us and we will talk back through the comments. One day at a time. ❤️
I really enjoyed watching this vlog, Sam. I worked on Thanksgiving while my parents and sister were visiting my other sister 1000 miles away. After work I went to my boyfriend’s family’s house, where he and our 19 month twins were…and we just ended up fighting and it wasn’t a very good end to Thanksgiving. Maybe next year will be better. Love you, Sam. ❤
I loved this vlog. So happy and proud you were able to stay home and clean. I find cleaning therapy. That butternut squash mac and cheese looks so good!
Love watching your facial expressions when you watch football haha. Always so animated, I feel like watching a game with you would make it more fun. Glad you survived and hopefully sunny days are ahead ❤
I completely understand what you mean about how you don't feel alone while filming. I hope you don't work too too hard before your trip, you need to rest up for at least one day. Happy belated Thanksgiving ❤❤❤
Hi Sam just want to send many hugs your way. You are amazing and I know there is no easy way to cope with such great loss. You are so strong and I'm here for you❤
The football faces!!! 😂😂😂 You are doing it girl! Just keep your head up and take it day by day.
I listen to Insight Timer every night. It really helps me to relax.
Happy Thanksgiving I am thankful you are in my life and thankful that I had the pleasure of knowing Aries. Take cake and stay safe.❤❤❤❤❤
Happy holidays!
My heart breaks that you feel you are alone 💔 We are here and love and support you in your losses and in the times of joys and happiness ❤
thank you 😊
You’re doing great Sam. ❤ Sometimes when I’m trying to fit in work and not work items at home I schedule it- in the planner block out 2hrs admin work, an hour to tidy etc… it helps I’ll even set a timer to keep on track. Just an idea. ❤
thank you so much 💓
Thank You ❤ Thinking of you ❤
I think you are the most bravest girl ever and being so open and raw with yourself and us it helps more than you know being able to do that as well for ourselves.
I have so many questions about little things in your apartment that I want to know where you got them but the biggest one is the container you had your bread in. Where is it from and does it really keep your bread fresher longer. I never can use up a loaf of bread before it gets nasty and I HATE frozen bread. I'm so proud of you doing this alone time for your mind and help reset yourself.
#SamSquad Loads of Love💞
Glad you didn’t feel lonely. ❤
Recommendation.....the Gnocci alla Sorrentina from TJs is my favorite thing in the entire store. So quick and restaurant quality. You're welcome!
I was alone for Thanksgiving also Samantha.
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Me too
When I left my hometown due to my husband's affair, I had to leave to CA in Novemeber 1995 as that's when my job started. My children were still in school so I had to go alone. My first Christmas alone was horrible! I remember calling my children while they opened their gifts & my friend's sister [who I didn't know at all] said, "that's not enough! That's not enough" & it was all I could to do choke the tears down while pretending to be excited for my babies & I missed them so badly! I get it Sam, I totallly get it & I wish I could give y'all a big HUG! I was 'lucky' to have a job that kept me pretty busy during that time but I remember how... hard... it... was...! My husband who I trusted had just destroyed my heart & my children's hearts & our lives! But I got through it as did they. It wasn't easy but we did. I had my faith in Jesus to hold on to & that was the biggest help for me & His comfort was immeasurable! ❤
I love you so much that it feels like my heart could burst! I am so happy that you were able to take some time to process this week and I hope that you are starting to feel a bit more peaceful in your space 💜 sending you great big hugs! 🫂♥️
so honored to be a member of the emotional support tripod 🤣❤❤❤
I’d say, if you can, try to capture Aries’s nose print on the window in a picture so you can print it or save it for the memories. Do that before you get your car detailed.
It’s been so much fun listening to you talk about Aeries and watch you get up I’m board been home for a week sick and today I feel better but I have problems with my cat and I’m emotional so I can relate even though I know it’s bitter sweet you have your freedom you can do whatever you want I know it sounds bad but that’s what I feel like from time to time
I'm headed to work right now and it's 37° it's supposed to be 19 tomorrow morning yay😂 still cheering for you from across the country in North Carolina
Hi Sam, I know this may sound odd but I wish I could give you a hug and help you organize 😊.
My heart breaks for your loss. I know the feeling so well. I’m so so sorry 😢
Thank you for doing this video!
Hi Sam,
I know this was rough week for you.😢 Lost my mom in Jume..it was rogh..Ike ypu trying to stay busy and focus n good memories!
Sending love your way.
My heart broke for you all over again with the nose prints (I call them snot art 😅). When my boy, Fonzie passed 3 years ago, I didn’t clean his snot art off my office window for probably 6 months. I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. So, now I’m crying for you again because I know how hard the simple things can be.
This vlog gave me all the feelings and somehow the thing I wanted to comment is this: You have to try to make your own Butternut cheesy pasta, it's the easiest thing and it's so good! We don't celebrate the joy of butternut squash nearly enough! I feel like an idiot, but for anyone looking for good cheap easy and quick recipe, this is one of my go-to for Fall and Winter. Better yet if you buy your squash at small prices during it high season and you cut and freeze it: even easier. Anyway... so that was my random cooking spiel!
Sending you hugs from a cold and dark Stockholm. Still love all your videos and like your vlogs and chat videos with GRWM. Interesting that you have the same ”earproblem” like me and also allergic to cats and really sensitive skin - like me! 😊 Thinking of you. ❤
I have mental/chronic illnesses and I fall asleep best to tv. Its been pretty much my whole life, from hearing my dad have the tv on past my bedtime to post-hospitalization using tv to distract my brain. Its not perfect, but a change I've been making is having youtube run on my phone, so I'm not watching anything but still have the audio input. I might have to look into a meditation app, but part of what works is the repetitive nature of shows I've seen before
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I am so glad you are taking time for you , reflecting and getting back you our routine . Been where you are 2 years ago thanksgiving and we put our dog down after 13 years .. she had one last harrah with us and a great dinner .❤ I went to trader joes yesterday hit the border( here in canada we don’t have one ) but it was nuts !!! I never got all I wanted as sold out or just to many peeps there to find anything . Maybe next week I will go back and grab stuff .. I did grab though that mac and cheese butter squash and can’t wait to try it , also the salmon but with garlic butter on top .. and a few other things .. we have been eatting more vegan so .. but please be easy on yourself thru this time ❤
Hi Samantha,you get there girl take youre own time.Take care of yourself.
thank you ❤️
Those dates looked yummy!
Happy belated Thanksgiving Sam! What was that drink you made with your dinner. Looked interesting.
Sending you the biggest hug ever!!!
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thank you 😊
I'm sure the car place would be respectful of you wanting to leave certain "souvenirs" behind. One of my oldest cats had an extremely unusual ear tumor and initially i was constantly annoyed having to clean all these "bits" he would leave on my walls by shaking his head to get rid of discharge and other gross things but after he finally was compassionately euthanized I ended up leaving some of them behind 😅 Now when i see them I think so fondly of that old man.
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I find first aid beauty to be irritating, a very effective and ultra gentle moisturizer you might love is Vanicream! I recommend the one with a pump!
Thanks for sharing!!
Hey Sam you are not alone lots of love and hugs from the UK ❤❤❤
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Hi Sam, i love watching all your vlogs. Where did you get the white fox society sweatshirt from.
I’ve been going to Pearl skin for years Katia the owner is the best Christians great too ❤
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Hope Samantha had a wonderful Thanksgiving weekend that She deserves, wonder what Angels named Samantha eat for Thanksgiving? When the A's move to Vegas, will You throw out the 1st pitch and show off Your fastball
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20:08 It is the hat for me right here! 😂😂😂😂😂
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Hi Sam. I could not leave my home when it's a mess😢
I sucked at taking pills. I tried at a friend's house, and I choked, and it launched out of my mouth. Then it proceeded ricochet throughout her kitchen. I'm pretty sure it attacked me and my friend! 😂
Hi beautiful Sam ❤️
Good morning!
Oh and by the way I also get very sea sick ❤
Hey Samantha
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What do you mean by 12 330?
My cat died a year ago this month, and it’s been the longest month 💔
im so sorry 😞
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I lost my two yellow labs both on the same day back in June. Mia was 7 and Tyson was 4. Mia had diabetes for a year and a half and Tyson was sick from February to June with a sickness they couldn’t diagnose. He was in and out of the vet for months. They both were suffering and I made th decision to put them both down together. It was the hardest decision of my life and I’ve had a hole in my heart ever since. I am thinking and praying for you. There is no doubt that Aries, Mia and Tyson are out of pain and having a grand ole time up in the sky. ❤
You really look like you’ve lost a lot of weight.. I hope you’re ok 🥺
45:17 Is the cardboard box triggering anyone else…or just me? 😂😂
Samantha March marry Brandin Stephens
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