Candy Crew Me too. I was heartbroken about it for ages and had then completely forgotten about it and was reminded of it just last week and remembered and it hit me like a brick! :( she was such a good beautiful person inside and out and with an amazing talent. she had such a good life waiting for her! so many opportunities! the world disgusts me
who ever dis- liked this, has never lost someone. has never dealt with the grief. the sorrow. shane i’m so sorry. even though it’s been almost two years, i know it still hurts from time to time
ava arshad i watched markiplier’s video where his family member talks about the death of his daughter. They touch on the dislikes and they said, perhaps people do dislike the video and that’s sad for them. But perhaps people dislike the fact that she died, they disliked the fact that her family and friends are grieving, they disliked the fact that another human could play god and take someone off this earth. I’m sure there are some haters who did dislike the video because it’s Shane, but there might be others who just cannot express themselves through comments and the way they show their condolences and grief is by disliking. I don’t know if that makes sense, but it’s how I view it on sad videos like this.
jemimacanfly there are people who follow youtubers just to dislike their videos, that’s why two seconds after it’s posted there’s already dislikes. Please do not think too much about it, they’re not to think about.
Shane I also am a life time griever..I'm 61 and I still grieve for those I lost as a child, when I'm told, " things will get better" I respond with, "yes but they will never be the same"
carolinagallegos exactly. My aunt died 9 years ago, and I’m still grieving over it in ways. Longing for her to be here to see my children, my family... to see her children prosper in life. For her to be around in general... thing will NEVER be the same and have never been the same since.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Especially when it's your own child then you will never get over it or feel no pain at all in the situation. But time does soften the sadness, even if by not much
+Fisheater05 I knew who she was before she died but I didn't really paid attention to her career,I fell in love with her after she died, i will always regret not being in team grimmie before this awful tragedy
Christina was a sweet girl. She was in our church youth group and was such a sweet girl. And then became a beautiful young woman.... still breaks my heart.
addisss_k Christina is Christina Grimme, she was on The Voice a couple years ago and her coach was Adam Levine. Her and Shane were really good friends, and when Christina was at a meet and greet she got shot.
I didn't know who she was before she died. I now can't stop watching her videos and listening to her and I really wish I would have known about her before this Happened. This world honestly disgusts me.
I've never met him and I really wish that his book tour was coming near here (hopefully there is a second leg tour and he comes nearby here). I would love to write him a letter and meet and hug him and tell him I know how he feels about life giving him the letter, and a gift.
I cried along with him when he was talking about how she would never get his texts. Its may 2017 and i still haven't forgotten. I will never forget, as i know that you won't either. Most people won't be able to see it, but i can tell that you still think about her to this day, and about how heartless the person who shot her was. I love you Shane. And if you somehow passed away, i'd be crying for days. Even though i don't know you personally. Much love, Ains
She held out her arms to hug him and he shot her. Just think about that. Who in the right mind would do that. I was walking into my mothers bedroom to bring her her water and I just froze and started to cry. I’ve followed her for the longest time before she sky rocketed through the internet. Finding this out broke me. Rest In Peace you beautiful thing. 💕💕
What Shane said about thinking the world should stop because his uncle died reminded me of a beautiful poem by W H Auden called Funeral Blues: Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message 'He is Dead'. Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now; put out every one, Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun, Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood; For nothing now can ever come to any good.
I didn't know about Christina until my sister mentioned it to me and said she was shot by a FAN and I thought how and why?!. From the way Shane described Christina she must have been an amazing person, my heart goes out to all her fans who are still hurting♥️
btw the people that disliked the video probably think shane is doing it for the views just so you know bc there aren't a lot of people who are genuine on youtube.
GRIFFIN STUDIOS they can dislike his other content which I'm fine with, but this is about his friends death, like wtf, how can u hate this? WHY do u hate this? It's someones actual fucking murder. If someone was to do that to me, I'd just ask them to get the fuck out and not say shit
*"when a celebrity dies whe are a sad for like a day"* Shane if you died I would cry for the entire year and after that I'd not go by a day without thinking about you :''''(
9 days ago marked 1 year of losing a beautiful person named christina grimmie she died june 10th and it's now june 19th and we still miss her so much 😔RIP christina grimmie ❤we love you
dolan twins lover what's sad is I found out on June 19th witch is my birthday I didn't want to celebrate bc she was me and my sisters best friend this year on my birthday I cried I was still sad
me and my dad would always watch her on the voice every morning and when i found out she was dead i even cried at school, which i have never done before, im still not over this over a year later, but we need to keep on honoring her life because she was a great person.
I knew her when she died, I cried for weeks, I still can't believe that this happened and now I'm going to be crying for hours on end. thank you shane so much for making this video about her, she really deserves to be remembered like the sweet kind caring and loving person that she was, and I'm sure still is up in heaven. thank you. I love you shane.
I think in this generation it's harder to just get over stuff like this. We watch you guys everyday and know you on such a personal level that it's almost like a friend. I still cry about Christina, her voice was amazing and I hope that people never forget.
I dont really know her channel but when I went to it I did start crying because she is so beautiful and really looked like she deserved to live. I know how it feels when people die. My grandpa died in about 2011 or 2012 because of some cancer and one of my cousins who was 9 died in a car crash. It is so hard for me to handle myself when people die.
Same. I've never even felt strong emotions when someone I don't know dies. But with Christina it was totally different. I'm still really sad and kinda depressed
+milly is a phanda In my opinion people can comment all they want and it's not spam as long as it's about the video or ar least partially about the video, and/or a relevant reply to someone. Take care! :)
I remember being at the last concert with my friend. She got the vip so I ended up waiting for her until she came back smiling at me and thanking me for the bday present. My friend turned around coz she forgot something and we heard the gunshots. Next thing I knew, she was crying and I asked what's wrong until I saw Christina's brother tackle someone to the ground and heard another gunshot. I just grabbed her and ran for god knows how far... when we found out who got shot back at the dorm, my friend was crying so hard and I tried to comfort her while trying to hold back my tears. Christina was her idol and when I gave her the pass, I remember how happy she was. I wish I got to see her, but she deserved it more and yet...
she has been on my mind constantly. it's been almost a month and she still crosses my mind daily. she won't be forgotten. she has inspired so many people to be themselves and to be happy.
Same Tbh I literally was up until almost six last night just crying for hours it's really gotten to me and I can't help but think about it bc it's sad and she will forever be missed
I feel Shane, literally understand whatever he's describing. I've been following bby grimmie since 2011 and she took my heart away through her silly videos (the way she salutes bye, the way she cracks up in laughter, groans at her fails everything) When she got twitter, I followed her immediately. I saw her go from UA-cam to The Voice and I've never felt prouder. I was so happy for her that she's starting to get recognition she deserves. Every night when I stay up, I would see Grimmie's crazy twitter spams on how much she loves us, her team grimmie, her anime tweets, retweets of her fans, her video games - she gave me laughter and constant sincerity. When I heard the news, I froze and I just shut down in the middle of a mall. I was so confused - super sure I saw her spamming just hours ago. I couldn't associate the word 'shot' & 'death' w Grimmie's face. It didn't make sense at all. When I search up Grimmie, I should only see her silly talented covers. Not reports on her being shot.
I cried for 3 days straight. Bawling as I watched her videos for us frands. Remembering how much she loved us to the extent of staying up for days to make a fan-service song (All Above That Is Random 6). She was chugging coffee / energy drinks and kept editing the song & video. All for us. Her crying and begging us never / to stop self-harming. People tweeted RIPChristina and just - moved on hours later / the next day, I got so angry. For me it felt like the world should stop because our angel had been murdered (I kept checking if Skrillex would post anything but he never did) I'm not angry Christina died after a gunshot. Because i can't imagine what would happen to her if she survived the shot - she would live in trauma forever. I'm livid at the way she died. Bby grimmie did not deserve such a painful death. She suffered because leaving. (A gunshot feels like a scalding hot knife plunged into your flesh and it burns your insides up. And your body goes into shock. This, 3 times)
Listening to the podcast with christina grimmie right now, its episode 18 if anyone cannot find it :) Im glad shes in a better place now. She inspired me to buy the voice video game and to keep praciticing singing. Im a decent singer but i don't wanna give up, there was a point where i wanted to, but everytime i thought of her my i just wanted to sing more and passionatley. Now ive always wanted to make music, and im actually doing guitar too. I want to make lyrics that inspire, show love and talk about Jesus, since i am christian. I know so many people are going through this but we are all in this together. hugs for all! ~hugs~ if i could i'd just give shane a bunch of candy and make him food to be here for him. Remember we can all be strong together, and if shane's reading this, you are loved shane. We are all here for you, you are unique, never give up! -^0^- I got an idea, maybe we could all do drawings or art or something for shane, cause now i want to cheer him up :D
I'm in tears right now because there is so much death plaguing the world these days, I think we're all searching for a glimmer of hope in humanity because that's so needed right now 😞 R.I.P Christina, you are so loved 💖
I lost friends to the shooting at the gay night club in Orlando yesterday morning. It was so terrifying to not hear there names on the surviving list but neither the dead list. And we finally found out today that 2 of my friends were shot. God I'm going to miss them so I know how you feel Shane. I am completely here for you this video shows that you have emotion and that makes you a much bigger person. It makes you so brave to cry out to the world and express your feelings for the world to see. You are truly and inspiration to all of us to do this and an inspiration to be here for others when they have a loss whether it's friends or family. Thank you and may Christina rest in peace and her family and friends find peace and prosperity once again.
Shane I've known u since 3rd grade and now I'm in 8th. I am so sorry for your loss. All of us subs will be here with u till the end. r.i.p Christina Grimmie❤
Before I even found out that she was on the voice, I found her through you. I wasn't even subscribed to you back then and I subscribed to her before you. She was amazing and I listened to all of her songs and was literally in love with her. Towards the end, I didn't really keep up with her stuff and then the next time I hear about her, she died. It was so sad because there was a long period of my life that was obsessed with her and even though I was over her music, I cried so much because I couldn't ever get into her new music again because she's gone. She was amazing and absolutely didn't deserve this ending.
I cried for the whole weekend. I may not have known Christina but she was amazing and talented and I literally cried for the whole week and still do when I think about it. She did not deserve this. And I can't imagine how it feels to someone who knew her like you Shane We are here for you Shane and I loved her too and she was so amazing and I cried forever and I know it's worse for a friend like you
She went to my school. I had her teacher a few years back. She also played soccer with my dad, he was her coach. The school is Baptist Regional School in Haddon Heights, New Jersey. I have pictures too. She was a few years older, so I didn't hang out too much with her, but she seemed sweet.
Christina was a great person. She didn't deserve this, She had a great voice, A great personality, and was overall a beautiful soul. R.I.P Angel, We'll all miss you.
+TheFunShow Not connected at all. you should read the actual articles about both. Christina was shot by a stalker. The club was shot up by someone claming to be linked to ISIS
I couldn't process this for two fûcking days, I never expected to cry. I bursts after seeing a video of Christina singing doubt by twenty øne piløts and I was done as fuck. I keep thinking I was gonna wake up and someone was going to say. "Christina is not dead." I literally thought she was invincible and here I was reading about this bs or watching her music. The first time I saw Christina was on Disney Channel and u loved her. I still love her. I would go around 24/7 singing getting paid and forcing my brother to learn it so he can sing it with me. It's was the best thing. Her and her bestfriend were the best people in the world. Thought they were the coolest and I always hoped, at 9 years old, that I was that small group of people that knew her. I wanted to be the only person to know about her, basically wanting her videos for myself. I was so confused and I repeat this to myself every five minutes "she's actually gone" and after each fûcking time it sounded like the first time.
Then the video of Selena crying while singing the dedicated song and I lost it. I was looking at my brother crying saying " imagine me having to tell the 9 year old me that this girl you like so much is going to die." I was so sad. I never thought she was going to die. Of all fûcking people. She never deserved it. Not only that, she was happy each time I saw her videos. She literally just turned 22
same its horrifying and I know shes three years older than me.. its so sad she was only 22. Fellow, army I'm here for you and army fam is here to comfort one another no matter what, what matters is we are here for each other, and it will only make us stronger, and just keep the memories inside, sure we are hurt, broken, angry, upset but no matter what army, i''m here for you bts fam, and more
Abraham Stinkin what the fuck, phony? He’s the most down to earth and realistic UA-camr I know. Referring us as ‘little kids” (me , 13) then what fucking age are you. If you’re a hater, asshole , why actually are you even here? Just to get reactions of people? Bitch please. Bye.
Sometimes I feel like my heart gets confused when it comes to tragedy and sadness and acts on a delay. Like when my grandpa died I was like the only person in my family who wasn’t sobbing (I was only 12 but still my younger cousins were crying for a while) and I was taking it alright for the first maybe 3 days but then when we went to church on Sunday I saw my grandma walk in alone and I burst into tears. And it’s the same thing with moving on from childhood things, like in the moment I’ll be like yeah sure donate this donate that pass it on give the torch to someone new but then later my heart registers what I did and makes me get emotional as heck and absolutely don’t understand why my heart does that but I hate it so much.
I've watched so many emotional videos and no video, literally no video has made me emotional. You made me cry because these are real emotions, not another youtuber. I never knew Christina and I have no idea why it's affecting me so much, I guess it's because I've been a fan. Thank you for taking the time to make this.
I lost my friend in the attacks on Sunday. I know how you feel. Please always remember to stay strong. Through the terrible, a light will be at the end. You can do it, Shane.
I'm sorry or your loss Hun. I live in Fort Pierce. That bastards parents live down the street from my sister. To know that I passed that house of evil a gazillion times....I'm speechless and full of rage. My condolences to the family and yours.
When Shane started crying over Cristina it hit me hard and made me feel like I knew her even though I didn't. The fact that I love Shane and he started crying made me feel a closer connection to Cristina. I was crying when he almost cried. I am so sorry Shane. I'm sorry you have to go through this, I am sorry about the way you found out, and I'm sorry about losing Cristina. I love you so much and I know you can get through this. Stay strong💕☁️🙏
This is exactly what I felt. I was watching this video at 12:55 AM (I live in Las Vegas) and my parents are in the next room to me. Of course my door is closed, and my headphones are in, I don't want to disturb them. When he said, "If you lost someone-you're not alone" and I started bawling. I recently lost my grandmother due to old age (82) and many, many problems. She always loved me and had a smile. Last time I saw her was for Christmas last year. And the last thing I said to her before we all left was, "I love you Mama Carmen. I PROMISE I'll see you soon." And that didn't happen, I never got to see her again. Now, my grandma (Mama Carmen) doesn't speak much English. (My family is Salvadoran, but only on my Mom's side of the family. So I look white xD and I'm still learning Spanish) I also lost another friend (yes, a friend) of mine who died from leukemia last year. And then I had two deaths which were my FAVORITE most beloved animals who lasted with me for a long time. We had a German Shepard that we adopted from the pound when I was veey little. He's lived with me until 2-21-16 (that's why I hate that 21 joke) (gets on my nerves) and then I had a guinea pig who lived for about five years. (They should obly last about 2-3) and who knows how old she was with her previous owner. Which actually, was giving her away for free in a garage sale on a rainy day. They only gave her away because the couple was moving and couldn't take her. They were going to leave her in the garage to die if no one would get her. I'm glad I found her. (Death: 4-18-15) POINT IS I am so sorry for Christina's death. Although I had NO CLUE whatsoever about who she was. We will all stick around for Shane, right? Because that's what he does for us. Love you both now.
That's exactly what happened to me. It also hit me hard, and If Shane sees this I just wanna say I'm "proud" I guess I will say... I can't really find the right word to describe it but if I was to use proud I was gonna say, Shane I am so proud of you opening up. I loved this video and I'm going to always remember Christina and this video. And I'm kinda mad at myself because I was one of those people who hashtagged it and got over it. Anyways I wish you luck💖
***** obviously i care. it's low key kinda disrespectful to talk about someone who just died- saying you felt like you knew them through this video- yet do not even know how to spell their name.
My great grandfather said " I want to live to see the day I turn 90.".He died at 3:00 am the day of his 90th birthday. It's never too later to reach your goals. God bless his soul.
I still remember sitting at the end of a street at nighttime by myself bawling my eyes out because I found out while I was at a party. I still can't fathom how things like this could happen
Shane, I didn't really know who Christina was until she died. When it happened I reacted the same way you described, I felt bad and basically moved on. But it really, really, really fucked me up knowing that her arms were open for a hug at a meet and greet when someone shot her. I can't even describe how much that angers and saddens me. I just can't even fathom why someone would kill her when she had nothing against them. She was even going to give them a hug. Sad. I will make sure to listen to her music, watch her on UA-cam, and just remember her.
+J and J I remember seeing it on the news and I was like omg I just starting crying I loved her and what she did how happy she was I can't believe all this stuff in the world I wish we didn't even gave guns ... she was an amazing talented girl and I never got to meet her so everyone in the comments I think we should listen to her in memory and help each other greece and stay strong alright because life is short and can go at the blink of an eye so I'm asking anyone who's reading this to enjoy life while we can and live on and smile for cristina
two months later and i am now just watching this because i knew it was going to be really emotional- his snapchat story made a cry alone, and with this. the part where he said he texted her hit me the most. i hope she's been looking down on you shane x
"I felt like the world should stop." This is currently how I feel. My close friend and her two younger siblings died in a fire accident in Collierville on the night before Christmas. I don't know if I'll ever get over this. It's been, what, 4 days and I haven't stopped thinking about her. I don't think I'll ever get over it. My friend reminded me of Christina Grimmie so much. Same sweet smile and passion for singing, love for God. It's so unfair. People that knew her post some stories and they move on, not hours after, I hate this so much, I fking hate it so much.
I'm so sorry to hear this Shane, I've lost two friends suddenly in the past year and one was only 18. Anger is so hard to deal with and the fact they won't be there but you have the support and you're strong and you can in time remember only the good things I promise x
Me, my mom, and my sister are all big fans of Grimmie and my mother is still crying daily. All three of us aren't over it and never will be. Even though she's in heaven now... It still hurts for us, yknow? My heart goes out to you. I only knew her through her videos and I can only imagine the pain a personal friend is feeling.
That really sucks.......I am also crying like hell also, let's just all believe that she will be placed to heaven, wonderful place, because she was literally beautiful angel all around~
I lost a friend at the start of my schooling year! Her name was Chloe and she had been diognoswd with cancer. She would always be in and out of school and I would always ask my teacher "Miss, where is Chloe today, is she going to come back tomorrow?" And as a 5 year old it was hard for me to understand my teacher saying: "She is sick sweetheart and you must tell her you love her!" And then the next day I see my teacher crying and I walk over to her and hug her and I say: "where is Chloe?" And I remember this: I am sranding with my right hand on a blue slide during recess and my teacher says: "Chloe is gone, she has left us...😪" and the thing I realized as a 5 year old and I still realize 7 years later: I never told her I loved her, and I never said goodbye....RIP Chloe
I can't believe she's been gone over 2 years. I think what happened to her was so incredibly heart breaking and shocking. No one was prepared for it at all. She was so talented and so loved. I've always thought people dying was sad in general, like everyone else. But I think of it much differently now. Because I think of it from the perspective of a mother. And everyone is somebody's child. And my worst nightmare is something happening to my children. And even though Christina wasn't a child anymore, she was still really young. What that must have done to her mother... I don't want to know how that feels. As a parent, you hope you'll live long enough to see your children start their own families, but you're not hoping to outlive them. And it fucked with me extra hard because I could imagine the hell her mom might be going through, but I'm a young mother, so I was also the same age as Christina when she died. She was a really beautiful person too. I would watch her videos and it was just so easy to see how genuinely sweet she was, and how much she loved music. The first video I ever saw of her was her cover of Just A Dream, with Sam Tsui, and it's honestly one of my favorite versions of any song. Her family has suffered more than anyone, but I think the entire world was robbed when she was killed. There are few people in this world that are truly irreplaceable, and I think she was one of them.
Tomorrow is the three year anniversary since I saw her in concert, I wasn't able to attend the meet and greet afterwards and not insisting to stay will always be one of my biggest regrets, I went almost 2 years without being able to listen to her music without breaking down in tears, the day she was shot I woke up early (time zones), like I knew it would happen, and I'm still in disbelief that she's gone
Same. I feel like I know her, I've watched her videos (loved them!), saw her open up for Selena Gomez, and watched her on the Voice. I actually didn't know her know her at all but whenever I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes R.I.P Christina
Peypur_ airplane me too. and shane I know how you feel about losing a friend like that. I'm 14 and I take karate( this is close to the same time Christina passed.) we used to have a black belt who would come and help out with class and he was a little older than shane but he was a great person and everyone in the dojo loved him. Well he told us he was moving a different state for a job and about a month later my mom gets a phone call saying that he died. I'm not going to say how because it's too personal but when I heard about it I thought it was a joke and it didn't really go through my head that he was actually gone. so I just kinda went about my day but when I went to his funeral and saw him I almost broke down in tears. that night I laid in bed and started thinking about him and everything he taught me. that's when I couldn't hold it In anymore. I cried almost all night I couldn't stop. it broke all of our ( me and my classmates ) hearts. We put up a shelf of his stuff and a picture of him and to this day we haven't forgotten him nor will we ever. Sorry this comment is so long and anyone who had the patients to read all of this thank you so much. I don't want any likes just maybe reply saying you read it? if not that's fine too. Love you shane you help me escape the dark in my life.
I still think about Christina. She was so young, and had such an amazing life and career ahead of her. Rewatching this really hits hard. I doubt you'll see this Shane, but I am still so very sorry you lost your friend.
I've been watching her since 5th grade and she inspired me to learn music and get in touch with my musical side. I thank god for her touching all these peoples life's. I miss her
One of my classmates passed away two days ago. I wish I could say we were close friends but we had only had a couple of conversations. He had brain cancer and had been battling it for 15 months. My heart aches. R.I.P. Dmitri
Vivian Darkbloom I didn’t know her very well since we lived in completely different countries, but about a year ago, my second cousin, Rosie Abbott died from brain cancer as well. She was almost 16, and didn’t deserve this. I only had the chance to meet the sweet girl when I was 2 or 4, and vaguely remember her. She was humble, kind, and loving towards her horse skittles, family and friends. RIP Rosie and your classmate.
OH my god..... Rip I'm so sorry... When I was in 2nd grade I had a close friend also called dimitri and he also died from brain cancer..... I know how it feels he was such a sweetheart....... I'm abt to cry...
I’m about to share a very long & very personal message about my life with brain cancer. If you don’t feel like reading a very long message then you may want to skip this one. I’m so sorry for both your losses. I currently have a brain tumor on my brain stem, & I’ve had to have other brain tumors removed. I can 1st hand tell you having going through this battle, it’s definitely, a hard battle to fight. I’m not really sure the best way to word all what I’m about to say, so I’m just basically going to put everything as it flat out & to the point as I can. I’m not really going to sugar coat things that much either, but I’m also not really going to add in all the pain that I went through either because that’s just too much. I’m NOT asking for anyone’s sympathy I’m just sharing some of my journey with my brain cancer/brain tumors. Anyway here goes. When my brain tumors & my hydrocephalus was 1st found due to how how long it had taken my Drs to find it I was 22 & this should have be caught when I was still a baby unless it was one of the rare cases that developed later in life which is very rare. Anyway because of everything being found SO LATE & because of how BAD everything was by the time it was found the Dr I had tried to use a new procedure out for my hydrocephalus & to remove 1 of the brain tumors. I was in the hospital for 2 weeks went home got an infection in my brain went back to the hospital. The infection was so bad that the nurses in triage could only get a reaction out of one side of my body during the normal check-in that they do, that’s even counting my pupils. I was admitted again this time I spent 3 weeks in the hospital which included my BIRTHDAY. All while my husband at the time was cheating on me. I started having seizures due to the brain surgery. It was a mess. Let’s just say I found a new Dr & a new hospital. Later down the road I had 1 brain surgery where my neurosurgeon removed a brain tumor from my basically the Temple area of my brain. This tumor actually had made it so that I had lost my ability to walk. Making it so I was in a wheelchair for several months. My mom was actually told before my surgery that there was a 20% chance that I we’re not regain my ability to walk in an even higher percent chance that I would not make it out of the surgery alive. After this brain surgery I had to stay in the ICU on the Nero ward of the hospital for 3 days in close to a medically induced coma. I don’t remember why. Then again I don’t remember much of anything from the 1st TWO to THREE WEEKS after this surgery. I mean I do have some small memories but not really. The ONLY thing I really remember is that because of the Drs having to tape my ear down to do the surgery my ear was some where in between feeling numb, to feeling the pins & needles feeling you get when your foot or something falls asleep after you’ve been sitting on it for a really really long time. My ear felt like this for like a MONTH. I end up having to have an actual VP Shunt put in & a VP Shunt Revision done. Through everything I’ve mentioned & through the parts I haven’t because the parts I haven’t mentioned are the parts the are what nightmares are made of. There was 3 things that helped me, gave me strength, & are truly what I believe the only reasons I’m still alive today. Those reasons are my FAITH in God, & my 2 daughters. I would pray to make it through everything so that my girls did NOT have to grow up without there mom. I did NOT want to leave them to fend for themselves in this world. At the time my oldest was 2 yrs old - 4 yrs old (she started at 3 & by the end she was 4) & my youngest was 7 months - 1 yr 7 mons ( same thing with her). Like I said earlier I had NO CLUE I was sick when I had either of my girls before anyone even asks why I had a child/children when I was sick. I still have a brain tumor on my brain stem but it’s not currently growing so right now my Drs are just keeping a close eye on it. That way if it does start growing again they can jump into action. I can honestly say though things were much easier when my girls were little because they didn’t understand things now my girls are 15 yrs old & 13 yrs old so they understand what’s going on with me. Which makes things a lot harder to hide & there’s times when I get a headache & they freak out because of my issues. Then there’s other times I get a horrible migraine & they don’t seem to care at all, continue fighting with each other, & screaming in my ear. Which as anyone with migraines knows that makes the pain unbearable & it’s almost as if you see fireworks. I still love them with all my heart though after all if it wasn’t for then I most likely wouldn’t still be here today. #BrainCancerSucks
Vivian Darkbloom I’m sorry, that must’ve been hard. Cancer is one of the most common cases of death, but hope he’s in heaven look down at you protecting you ( sorry if it’s a little late but I just need to say that to you) R.I.P Dmiitri
Losing one of my best friends in 2014 was the hardest thing I've experienced. He had just turned 17 and was about to go into his senior year of high school. It was the biggest shock of my life, and two years later and I'm still not over it. It makes absolutely no sense to me still. I've spent hours trying to figure out why it happened and why he left so soon. I still have no answers. The best advice (and also probably the worst advice) is that it takes time to process and heal. It's going to take many, many months, and years but you learn to deal with the pain. It helps to talk out loud to the person you've lost and hope that they're listening. Sending you my strength!!
I hope that you're doing okay now love. It is so hard to lose someone you love, especially so unexpectedly. He's watching over you. Just live bigger and better in honor of him
+Olivia Grassi-Hoying I'm so sorry💕, my brothers friend died of cancer and he was 16 or 17 and he was about to be a senior. Even though I didn't know him I cried myself to sleep when I heard about it. It's the saddest thing and I will never forget that feeling
Found this video after binge watching her songs for the entirety of December up to today. I still can't get over how something so horrible could have happened to such a sweet girl. The world is a fucked up place. She had her entire life ahead of her and did not deserve any of that. I remember listening to her sing 'Titanium' with my mom, who introduced me to her videos, and being absolutely stunned at her voice. That was several years ago, before she passed away. I had downloaded her songs to an MP3 player and would listen to her sing while building legos, giving my best efforts to sing along. I was absolutely devastated when she died, it all felt like a bad dream. December 2022 I had one of her songs come into my music playlist on UA-cam, and it all came back. I started crying again and listened to her songs on loop day after day, screw it I'm trying not to cry while writing this. Looking up the lyrics to her songs with the knowledge of what happened tore me apart. Watching the reimagined version of "Just a Dream" that KHS uploaded with her old recordings, and seeing her eternally young while Kurt looked and sounded older was like a stab in the gut. I'm sorry that you had to go through the pain of losing a friend, hopefully time has lessened the ache. Peace.
I'm going to say a story that is 100% true and it still is affecting me deeply So I'm 12 and I had this friend, she was 13 at the time. The week before Easter 2017 my friend got diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and she seemed fine about it and she just kept living her life, happy, like nothing happened. Later that week, the night before Easter Sunday, her parents called my mom at 3am go to their house for some emergency. At the time I had no clue what had happened. I thought that maybe it was a pluming issue of some sort that needed emergency backup. But my mom didn't come back home until 1 pm. And when she did she was in tears. She had just told me my best friend had died in her sleep. The worst part about this is that the doctors still can't detect how she died today, 5 months later. So I know how you feel Shane. I too have lost a friend at a young age. RIP Renée💕
My best friend committed suicide back in 2007. I'm okay til I talk about him. My mom's twin was killed when they were teenagers. she still cries when she talks about it. You never really get over it. You just know you have to move on with your life and that's what you do. Take a few days off, get better.
When he said he texted her and it didn't register in his head I busted out crying because I Did the same with my dog being put down 3 days ago and when I got home I started calling for her in my room praying she would come around the corner hoping I would hear her collar jingling and bursted out crying when she didn't come, so I know how u feel Shane, I love u😭😥❤❤❤❤❤❤
God, I read half of that and can continue... my best friend, Charlie (my dog) died like a year ago and I still get over it from time to time. We have no idea why he died but it was so fast and out of nowhere... I miss him so much
"I felt like the world should stop because he died."
Very much relate to this...
Olivia Needham *he* Shane was talking about his uncle in this point of the video...
Olivia Needham You’re the only one bringing her up in this thread but go off sis.
I was quoting what Shane said about his uncle... Just to clarify.
It feels like the world should stop when someone we love dies....
I too when my granpa died..
I know right same thing with me
It's April 2017 and I haven't forgotten. We love you Shane
Me too.......
Same
same
RomyStanleySFX same
RomyStanleySFX same
Watching Shane cry is one of the hardest things to watch because it hits you so hard where it hurts you just have cry right along with him
Smemzie I know Shane is like my best friend and if he cries I cry😭😭
Smemzie I know for him I miss her I cried watching this
Smemzie exactly... 😔😭
2020 and I'm still remembering Christina. Got a random thought about her this morning. Came back to remember
Same :'(
Same
Same ;-;
Same:’’’(
Same here rip Grimmie:(
It's April 17,2017 and I'm not over her death. I'm still heart broken because such a beautiful person deserved a beautiful life.
Candy Crew Me too. I was heartbroken about it for ages and had then completely forgotten about it and was reminded of it just last week and remembered and it hit me like a brick! :( she was such a good beautiful person inside and out and with an amazing talent. she had such a good life waiting for her! so many opportunities! the world disgusts me
Candy Crew that was on my birthday
Candy Crew I will never be over her death
Emily Peterson I know I'm crying right now
Candy Crew hey that's my birthday😭
My brother passed away in the Orlando shooting and it's been the hardest thing I've ever had to go through :(
amanda almodovar that's so so terrible, I don't know you but sending love to you and your family ❤
amanda almodovar that is horrible I'm so very sorry . and I don't know you but that is awful . seriously so sorry .
amanda almodovar I'm sorry
amanda almodovar I'm so sorry
amanda almodovar I'm so sorry. Stay strong. You can do this.
who ever dis- liked this, has never lost someone. has never dealt with the grief. the sorrow. shane i’m so sorry. even though it’s been almost two years, i know it still hurts from time to time
ava arshad i watched markiplier’s video where his family member talks about the death of his daughter. They touch on the dislikes and they said, perhaps people do dislike the video and that’s sad for them. But perhaps people dislike the fact that she died, they disliked the fact that her family and friends are grieving, they disliked the fact that another human could play god and take someone off this earth.
I’m sure there are some haters who did dislike the video because it’s Shane, but there might be others who just cannot express themselves through comments and the way they show their condolences and grief is by disliking. I don’t know if that makes sense, but it’s how I view it on sad videos like this.
jemimacanfly there are people who follow youtubers just to dislike their videos, that’s why two seconds after it’s posted there’s already dislikes. Please do not think too much about it, they’re not to think about.
Shane I also am a life time griever..I'm 61 and I still grieve for those I lost as a child, when I'm told, " things will get better" I respond with, "yes but they will never be the same"
carolinagallegos exactly. My aunt died 9 years ago, and I’m still grieving over it in ways. Longing for her to be here to see my children, my family... to see her children prosper in life. For her to be around in general... thing will NEVER be the same and have never been the same since.
@@katelynnswanson5753 I'm so very sorry katelynn and yes, there are something's we never get over!!
boo
I'm so sorry for your loss. Especially when it's your own child then you will never get over it or feel no pain at all in the situation. But time does soften the sadness, even if by not much
They dont ever get better
I'm still not over this...
hang in there :/
Same
it will never make sense to me, I still can't believe she's gone.
theanaiam I often watch her UA-cam videos from time to time and it still breaks my heart knowing she is not with us anymore
+Fisheater05 I knew who she was before she died but I didn't really paid attention to her career,I fell in love with her after she died, i will always regret not being in team grimmie before this awful tragedy
"and It wasn't registering in my brain that she was never going to get that text"
Alysia Jay Reading this while listening to him😔
RIP to all of everyone's losses
+j4Rose yeah... I feel bad for him
respect for everyone
amen
💓 😢
Thank you
Christina was a sweet girl. She was in our church youth group and was such a sweet girl. And then became a beautiful young woman.... still breaks my heart.
addisss_k Christina is Christina Grimme, she was on The Voice a couple years ago and her coach was Adam Levine. Her and Shane were really good friends, and when Christina was at a meet and greet she got shot.
@@add9343 She made song covers on UA-cam. They are still up. I love her. Please check them out :)
That must have been hard, I will be praying for you🙏
@@add9343 did you even watch the video?
@@add9343 okay?
I didn't know who she was before she died. I now can't stop watching her videos and listening to her and I really wish I would have known about her before this Happened. This world honestly disgusts me.
Me too im deeply saddened by this weekend it was a depressing weekend but were going to have to get over it someday
Yeah the world is cruel
Same.
same
Me too :((
Who wants to go find Shane and give him a hug????
My cousin met him!
My cousin met him!
I've never met him and I really wish that his book tour was coming near here (hopefully there is a second leg tour and he comes nearby here). I would love to write him a letter and meet and hug him and tell him I know how he feels about life giving him the letter, and a gift.
Mee 🙋🏽🙋🏽
me
I cried along with him when he was talking about how she would never get his texts. Its may 2017 and i still haven't forgotten. I will never forget, as i know that you won't either. Most people won't be able to see it, but i can tell that you still think about her to this day, and about how heartless the person who shot her was. I love you Shane. And if you somehow passed away, i'd be crying for days. Even though i don't know you personally. Much love, Ains
She held out her arms to hug him and he shot her. Just think about that. Who in the right mind would do that. I was walking into my mothers bedroom to bring her her water and I just froze and started to cry. I’ve followed her for the longest time before she sky rocketed through the internet. Finding this out broke me. Rest In Peace you beautiful thing. 💕💕
Thatd what saddens me the most is that she opend her arms to hug that man and he still shot her.
That's the thing. He wasnt in his right mind. He was obsessed with her... and it was wrong.
Although you lost a friend and going through a hard time you always start the video with
"Hey whats up you guys" :')
Love you Shane
xXRachael On MspXx Shane always gives a smile but when it gets dark and sad then he cries and we cry with him
Play msp too I see
Cheeto died?
Lmao I noticed that too!!!
xXRachael On MspXx Did Cheeto die?
What Shane said about thinking the world should stop because his uncle died reminded me of a beautiful poem by W H Auden called Funeral Blues:
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message 'He is Dead'.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Mosuda omg I’m learning this poem at school and I thought of that too:,( it’s been years but still rip Christina💔
I love that poem
That poem is like the exact feeling of grief
That is a beautiful poem thank you for sharing this
I love that poem
We haven't forgotten, Shane. Christina will always be remembered I promise.
2019. I will never forget Christina. ♥️
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I hope no one does
Nathan’s World who is Christina there is a vid on her channel from a month ago
panda girl 2008 someone could be posting for her
I didn't know about Christina until my sister mentioned it to me and said she was shot by a FAN and I thought how and why?!. From the way Shane described Christina she must have been an amazing person, my heart goes out to all her fans who are still hurting♥️
I love you Shane, you're the bravest person on earth. I swear.
+Anvomu na
I know right and you read my mind
my uncle died yesterday😭😭😭
He's not the bravest person on the earth. No were close.
Tbh..
I'm still not over her passing..
I was there.. When she first started videos..
And It still hurts so much..
I wish she was still around to make music... she had a great voice
Yes this will always be the worst tragedy that happened
I will never ever get over it T.T
SamIsQualityTrash I was at her meet and greet
SamIsQualityTrash the day she died😭😭
Ruby Trice I'm so sorry.....
btw the people that disliked the video probably think shane is doing it for the views just so you know bc there aren't a lot of people who are genuine on youtube.
jagijongin your probably right also shane isn't like that he's being honest to us and wants to talk to somebody
jagijongin plus, he didn't monetize the video
jagijongin Yeah That's true and I hate That/When people Think that
GRIFFIN STUDIOS they can dislike his other content which I'm fine with, but this is about his friends death, like wtf, how can u hate this? WHY do u hate this? It's someones actual fucking murder. If someone was to do that to me, I'd just ask them to get the fuck out and not say shit
GRIFFIN STUDIOS r u really kidding me? I'm done with u, goodbye
*"when a celebrity dies whe are a sad for like a day"*
Shane if you died I would cry for the entire year and after that I'd not go by a day without thinking about you :''''(
😔😔
@@moesl7268 :'(
Me too...he has been a major role model for me...
hey its Amelie same
hey its Amelie me either I would ball my eyes out
I cried when shane voiced cracked..........I hate to watch Shane sad...........ive watched him so much its like i know him
I started to cry when he said he texted her. It's been about a year, I'm not over it. I'll probably will never be.
9 days ago marked 1 year of losing a beautiful person named christina grimmie she died june 10th and it's now june 19th and we still miss her so much 😔RIP christina grimmie ❤we love you
dolan twins lover what's sad is I found out on June 19th witch is my birthday I didn't want to celebrate bc she was me and my sisters best friend this year on my birthday I cried I was still sad
what happened
Jasmine Time she was shot by a "fan" who was in love with her
dolan twins lover OMG I love your Channel
Dakota Castro what do you mean?🙄
still remembering christina in 2019😭😭😭
liv I miss her to
Who is Christina,
Escapologist Magical ,,,,christina grimmie, she died a while ago :(
me and my dad would always watch her on the voice every morning and when i found out she was dead i even cried at school, which i have never done before, im still not over this over a year later, but we need to keep on honoring her life because she was a great person.
I knew her when she died, I cried for weeks, I still can't believe that this happened and now I'm going to be crying for hours on end. thank you shane so much for making this video about her, she really deserves to be remembered like the sweet kind caring and loving person that she was, and I'm sure still is up in heaven. thank you. I love you shane.
it's two years after Christina's death and im still cryinf
nurindarwisyah literally same
nurindarwisyah Ok all of us miss her
Cecilia Sanchez search Christina grimmie that’s her
I miss her
I’m crying
May 2020 Shane. I don’t think could ever possibly forget Christina
Clorox Bleach ik this is weird but who’s Christina? Can someone explain?
@@Eli-jc9dl , she was on American Idol. .. singer/actress.
& a Friend of Shane's
Leslie Churchwell thank you
@@Eli-jc9dl, you're welcome.
Leslie Churchwell she was on the voice, not american idol, but close enough :)
I think in this generation it's harder to just get over stuff like this. We watch you guys everyday and know you on such a personal level that it's almost like a friend. I still cry about Christina, her voice was amazing and I hope that people never forget.
I love Shane
I usually don't get really upset when famous people die but Christinas death hit me hard. I've been watching her since I was a teen.
Exactly same.
same 😞
I dont really know her channel but when I went to it I did start crying because she is so beautiful and really looked like she deserved to live. I know how it feels when people die. My grandpa died in about 2011 or 2012 because of some cancer and one of my cousins who was 9 died in a car crash. It is so hard for me to handle myself when people die.
Same. I've never even felt strong emotions when someone I don't know dies. But with Christina it was totally different. I'm still really sad and kinda depressed
Me too. I cant believe it
When hes talking about the texts... that really got me...
me too.......and you're recent........send me ten tissue boxes please.
+Adrian Ellenton he/she just asked for 10 tissue boxes....
+Adrian Ellenton what was the point of that -_-
+Adrian Ellenton how
Mocking my.......
3 year anniversary. Sending love to you today Shane. She was a beautiful human! Her beautiful soul will always live on!
it is july 3, 2017. i will always remember Christina and the people that were shot at orlando.
july 3rd is my birthday
Sara Herron August 2017 x I still can't believe it
RIP BEAUTIFUL GIRL 💗
rip 💜💜💜💜
Rip angel
***** thank you so much.
R.I.P
+milly is a phanda In my opinion people can comment all they want and it's not spam as long as it's about the video or ar least partially about the video, and/or a relevant reply to someone. Take care! :)
I remember being at the last concert with my friend. She got the vip so I ended up waiting for her until she came back smiling at me and thanking me for the bday present. My friend turned around coz she forgot something and we heard the gunshots. Next thing I knew, she was crying and I asked what's wrong until I saw Christina's brother tackle someone to the ground and heard another gunshot. I just grabbed her and ran for god knows how far... when we found out who got shot back at the dorm, my friend was crying so hard and I tried to comfort her while trying to hold back my tears. Christina was her idol and when I gave her the pass, I remember how happy she was. I wish I got to see her, but she deserved it more and yet...
That sounds so scary!
omg wow im so sorry
I wus at the concert
At least she got to meet her before the tragedy... Always some sunshine hiding behind the clouds
Scary asf ://////
We need sth like loud security alarm that alerts when someone gets in with a gun
Exactly 3 years today. Gone but never forgotten ❤
Mak May I wondered why she was all of a sudden on my mind :’(
I didn’t know it was so long ago but yet such a short amount of time
It's been already 2 years oh my god...
Yeah, and he posted this a couple days after her passing.
Potato
It messed up
I know
3*
she has been on my mind constantly. it's been almost a month and she still crosses my mind daily. she won't be forgotten. she has inspired so many people to be themselves and to be happy.
I want to cry so much
month passed and I still cri, I don't think I'll ever get over this. I won't let her just end with hashtag, she was just too inspirational :/
Me too. I think about her every few days and my heart wrenches all over again.
Same Tbh I literally was up until almost six last night just crying for hours it's really gotten to me and I can't help but think about it bc it's sad and she will forever be missed
I actually cried listening to you because this was so genuine that I could feel your pain.
Seto Freakin Kaiba are you rewatching this like me
Basic Thought no actually I didn't see it in time. It showed up in my recommendations.
I personally know how he feels. God bless you shane
2019 anyone and only seeing this video😭😭😭
I'm watching too bro😆
Leah carberry me dude I’m so sad for him
Leah carberry omg yes!!!!
Sammeeee
Leah carberry hey
I feel Shane, literally understand whatever he's describing. I've been following bby grimmie since 2011 and she took my heart away through her silly videos (the way she salutes bye, the way she cracks up in laughter, groans at her fails everything) When she got twitter, I followed her immediately. I saw her go from UA-cam to The Voice and I've never felt prouder. I was so happy for her that she's starting to get recognition she deserves. Every night when I stay up, I would see Grimmie's crazy twitter spams on how much she loves us, her team grimmie, her anime tweets, retweets of her fans, her video games - she gave me laughter and constant sincerity.
When I heard the news, I froze and I just shut down in the middle of a mall. I was so confused - super sure I saw her spamming just hours ago. I couldn't associate the word 'shot' & 'death' w Grimmie's face. It didn't make sense at all. When I search up Grimmie, I should only see her silly talented covers. Not reports on her being shot.
I cried for 3 days straight. Bawling as I watched her videos for us frands. Remembering how much she loved us to the extent of staying up for days to make a fan-service song (All Above That Is Random 6). She was chugging coffee / energy drinks and kept editing the song & video. All for us. Her crying and begging us never / to stop self-harming. People tweeted RIPChristina and just - moved on hours later / the next day, I got so angry. For me it felt like the world should stop because our angel had been murdered (I kept checking if Skrillex would post anything but he never did)
I'm not angry Christina died after a gunshot. Because i can't imagine what would happen to her if she survived the shot - she would live in trauma forever. I'm livid at the way she died. Bby grimmie did not deserve such a painful death. She suffered because leaving. (A gunshot feels like a scalding hot knife plunged into your flesh and it burns your insides up. And your body goes into shock. This, 3 times)
+Baby Koala yesssssss I agree
I followed her from day one too...😭
Listening to the podcast with christina grimmie right now, its episode 18 if anyone cannot find it :) Im glad shes in a better place now. She inspired me to buy the voice video game and to keep praciticing singing. Im a decent singer but i don't wanna give up, there was a point where i wanted to, but everytime i thought of her my i just wanted to sing more and passionatley. Now ive always wanted to make music, and im actually doing guitar too. I want to make lyrics that inspire, show love and talk about Jesus, since i am christian. I know so many people are going through this but we are all in this together. hugs for all! ~hugs~ if i could i'd just give shane a bunch of candy and make him food to be here for him. Remember we can all be strong together, and if shane's reading this, you are loved shane. We are all here for you, you are unique, never give up! -^0^- I got an idea, maybe we could all do drawings or art or something for shane, cause now i want to cheer him up :D
I'm in tears right now because there is so much death plaguing the world these days,
I think we're all searching for a glimmer of hope in humanity because that's so needed right now 😞
R.I.P Christina, you are so loved 💖
And to anyone in Orlando, Florida or anywhere else for that matter- please, please stay safe.
that's called life . :(
...there's always been a lot of death in this world.... yea...
+Xx_Suicidal_Emo _Freak_xX oh no the emos are at it again
+Brooke Houts ilysmmmmm brooke.
I lost friends to the shooting at the gay night club in Orlando yesterday morning. It was so terrifying to not hear there names on the surviving list but neither the dead list. And we finally found out today that 2 of my friends were shot. God I'm going to miss them so I know how you feel Shane. I am completely here for you this video shows that you have emotion and that makes you a much bigger person. It makes you so brave to cry out to the world and express your feelings for the world to see. You are truly and inspiration to all of us to do this and an inspiration to be here for others when they have a loss whether it's friends or family. Thank you and may Christina rest in peace and her family and friends find peace and prosperity once again.
just remember that we absolutely love you!
You and your friends are in my prayers ❤️
Stay strong , I hope your doing okay , it's gunna get better I promise, keep your chin up and make your friends proud💜 xx
love for u and their loved ones
Sending love towards you hope you find peace X
This is the first time I'm seeing this video and I'm heartbroken :(
@Abigail Kalika not the time
@@blob6295 ur right
Shane I've known u since 3rd grade and now I'm in 8th. I am so sorry for your loss. All of us subs will be here with u till the end. r.i.p Christina Grimmie❤
Same here💔
yep😢
I love nice comments like these
Yes so do i
Ryan Thomas
Before I even found out that she was on the voice, I found her through you. I wasn't even subscribed to you back then and I subscribed to her before you. She was amazing and I listened to all of her songs and was literally in love with her. Towards the end, I didn't really keep up with her stuff and then the next time I hear about her, she died. It was so sad because there was a long period of my life that was obsessed with her and even though I was over her music, I cried so much because I couldn't ever get into her new music again because she's gone. She was amazing and absolutely didn't deserve this ending.
KelseyRose Manuel I'm sorry but I'm so confused Cristina grimie?
Nvm I was at that consert
Gracie Mcmackin Oh yeah? when was it? what time did she die?
Gracie Mcmackin
*concert
how dare you turn this girls death into a way for you to get attention. liar. show some respect please. thank you.
KelseyRose Manuel same
I cried for the whole weekend. I may not have known Christina but she was amazing and talented and I literally cried for the whole week and still do when I think about it. She did not deserve this. And I can't imagine how it feels to someone who knew her like you Shane We are here for you Shane and I loved her too and she was so amazing and I cried forever and I know it's worse for a friend like you
And I will never forget about her
She was just so darn talented. I just can't believe it..
No, she won't, you're just a troll.
i know its so sad
i didn't cry but i still feel bad
She went to my school. I had her teacher a few years back. She also played soccer with my dad, he was her coach. The school is Baptist Regional School in Haddon Heights, New Jersey. I have pictures too. She was a few years older, so I didn't hang out too much with her, but she seemed sweet.
awwhh... that's kinda sad but also really cool cuz u have pictures!
So you expect us to believe you
@@loveu2deathhh how do we know it’s not fake too?
It's June 2017 and I'm still not okay with what happened.
Llama Drama yeah same..
Llama Drama I am still so sad about this and it's just not ok.
I'm still heartbroken from it too... I can't watch her videos without crying
Llama Drama It was so hard watching this video still after what happened
omg
Christina was a great person. She didn't deserve this, She had a great voice, A great personality, and was overall a beautiful soul. R.I.P Angel, We'll all miss you.
I cried for like 3 hours.
Rip💜💜💜💜
RIP 💙💙💙
Rip 😓❤️
i know I'm so sad
When you started crying, I started crying too.
I'm so sorry
Clearly not that much of a bitch...bitch.
Same here
same....
When Shane took that breath and said “okay”, and started choking up.. my eyes watered up SO QUICK
"my gut knew he wasn't joking but I wanted him to be kidding" that's was me when my dog died.
I know how you feel
I read this the exact same time it fuckin played.
Im sorry ... I can't lose my baby 💔, he's been with me for years I can't imagine losing him.
Same thing for me Lucy..
+TheFunShow Not connected at all. you should read the actual articles about both. Christina was shot by a stalker. The club was shot up by someone claming to be linked to ISIS
I couldn't process this for two fûcking days, I never expected to cry. I bursts after seeing a video of Christina singing doubt by twenty øne piløts and I was done as fuck. I keep thinking I was gonna wake up and someone was going to say. "Christina is not dead." I literally thought she was invincible and here I was reading about this bs or watching her music. The first time I saw Christina was on Disney Channel and u loved her. I still love her. I would go around 24/7 singing getting paid and forcing my brother to learn it so he can sing it with me. It's was the best thing. Her and her bestfriend were the best people in the world. Thought they were the coolest and I always hoped, at 9 years old, that I was that small group of people that knew her. I wanted to be the only person to know about her, basically wanting her videos for myself. I was so confused and I repeat this to myself every five minutes "she's actually gone" and after each fûcking time it sounded like the first time.
Then the video of Selena crying while singing the dedicated song and I lost it. I was looking at my brother crying saying " imagine me having to tell the 9 year old me that this girl you like so much is going to die." I was so sad. I never thought she was going to die. Of all fûcking people. She never deserved it. Not only that, she was happy each time I saw her videos. She literally just turned 22
same its horrifying and I know shes three years older than me.. its so sad she was only 22. Fellow, army I'm here for you and army fam is here to comfort one another no matter what, what matters is we are here for each other, and it will only make us stronger, and just keep the memories inside, sure we are hurt, broken, angry, upset but no matter what army, i''m here for you bts fam, and more
Maybe they didn't like the death ore seeing him cry
Bitch WE have THE Same Last Name 😱
Kookiee jimin
Shane Dawson is the most genuine person on the internet that I have ever seen. 😥
Alayna Mcguire I know right
@@abrahammcgillocooties7474 He actually is genuine dude. Don't be such a cynic.
His last name isn’t Dawson it’s yaw
Abraham Stinkin what the fuck, phony? He’s the most down to earth and realistic UA-camr I know. Referring us as ‘little kids” (me , 13) then what fucking age are you. If you’re a hater, asshole , why actually are you even here? Just to get reactions of people? Bitch please. Bye.
Alayna: hes so wholesome and nice!
Shane: *gives weed to cat*
Sometimes I feel like my heart gets confused when it comes to tragedy and sadness and acts on a delay. Like when my grandpa died I was like the only person in my family who wasn’t sobbing (I was only 12 but still my younger cousins were crying for a while) and I was taking it alright for the first maybe 3 days but then when we went to church on Sunday I saw my grandma walk in alone and I burst into tears. And it’s the same thing with moving on from childhood things, like in the moment I’ll be like yeah sure donate this donate that pass it on give the torch to someone new but then later my heart registers what I did and makes me get emotional as heck and absolutely don’t understand why my heart does that but I hate it so much.
The Lovable Muffin 209 I’m sorry about your loss
@Jose Benitez thank you💖
I've watched so many emotional videos and no video, literally no video has made me emotional. You made me cry because these are real emotions, not another youtuber. I never knew Christina and I have no idea why it's affecting me so much, I guess it's because I've been a fan. Thank you for taking the time to make this.
me too person....
We loved you
We still love you
We know that you are in your new home
We miss u😭
R.I.P Christina Grimmie 😳
:(
R.I.P. *
+Ben *
#prayforchristina
thats true we all love Shane no matter what too
I lost my friend in the attacks on Sunday. I know how you feel. Please always remember to stay strong. Through the terrible, a light will be at the end. You can do it, Shane.
So sorry for your loss..
I am so sorry for your loss. stay strong and remember the good memories💕
I'm sorry or your loss Hun. I live in Fort Pierce. That bastards parents live down the street from my sister. To know that I passed that house of evil a gazillion times....I'm speechless and full of rage. My condolences to the family and yours.
I'm sorry for your loss ❤️
I'm sorry to hear that, stay strong!
9:00 I've never gotten over it... I still miss her.. 4 years later... I cried yesterday about it. I love her so much she makes me so happy...
i never really watched shane early years so i have little idea who she is but i cried anyway❤❤❤
I love you Shane. Don't feel that you have to upload videos until you're ready. Do what's best for you. You have my support ❤️
yes. take a break do whatever u need to do
True dat
When Shane started crying over Cristina it hit me hard and made me feel like I knew her even though I didn't. The fact that I love Shane and he started crying made me feel a closer connection to Cristina. I was crying when he almost cried. I am so sorry Shane. I'm sorry you have to go through this, I am sorry about the way you found out, and I'm sorry about losing Cristina. I love you so much and I know you can get through this. Stay strong💕☁️🙏
listen, i know you're being sweet, but her name is Christina. with an h.
This is exactly what I felt. I was watching this video at 12:55 AM (I live in Las Vegas) and my parents are in the next room to me. Of course my door is closed, and my headphones are in, I don't want to disturb them. When he said, "If you lost someone-you're not alone" and I started bawling. I recently lost my grandmother due to old age (82) and many, many problems. She always loved me and had a smile. Last time I saw her was for Christmas last year. And the last thing I said to her before we all left was, "I love you Mama Carmen. I PROMISE I'll see you soon." And that didn't happen, I never got to see her again. Now, my grandma (Mama Carmen) doesn't speak much English. (My family is Salvadoran, but only on my Mom's side of the family. So I look white xD and I'm still learning Spanish) I also lost another friend (yes, a friend) of mine who died from leukemia last year. And then I had two deaths which were my FAVORITE most beloved animals who lasted with me for a long time. We had a German Shepard that we adopted from the pound when I was veey little. He's lived with me until 2-21-16 (that's why I hate that 21 joke) (gets on my nerves) and then I had a guinea pig who lived for about five years. (They should obly last about 2-3) and who knows how old she was with her previous owner. Which actually, was giving her away for free in a garage sale on a rainy day. They only gave her away because the couple was moving and couldn't take her. They were going to leave her in the garage to die if no one would get her. I'm glad I found her. (Death: 4-18-15)
POINT IS I am so sorry for Christina's death. Although I had NO CLUE whatsoever about who she was. We will all stick around for Shane, right? Because that's what he does for us. Love you both now.
That's exactly what happened to me. It also hit me hard, and If Shane sees this I just wanna say I'm "proud" I guess I will say... I can't really find the right word to describe it but if I was to use proud I was gonna say, Shane I am so proud of you opening up. I loved this video and I'm going to always remember Christina and this video. And I'm kinda mad at myself because I was one of those people who hashtagged it and got over it. Anyways I wish you luck💖
Ikr! Stay strong 💜💜
***** obviously i care. it's low key kinda disrespectful to talk about someone who just died- saying you felt like you knew them through this video- yet do not even know how to spell their name.
My great grandfather said " I want to live to see the day I turn 90.".He died at 3:00 am the day of his 90th birthday. It's never too later to reach your goals. God bless his soul.
That is really sad... sorry for your loss 😟
Rip to your grandpa :) he is probably really happy to have a grandchild like you🙂
+Rajdeepk -
*great grandpa *Great grandchild
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😪😪😪😪😪
Remember all happy moments you spend with him
I still remember sitting at the end of a street at nighttime by myself bawling my eyes out because I found out while I was at a party. I still can't fathom how things like this could happen
Shane, I didn't really know who Christina was until she died. When it happened I reacted the same way you described, I felt bad and basically moved on. But it really, really, really fucked me up knowing that her arms were open for a hug at a meet and greet when someone shot her. I can't even describe how much that angers and saddens me. I just can't even fathom why someone would kill her when she had nothing against them. She was even going to give them a hug. Sad. I will make sure to listen to her music, watch her on UA-cam, and just remember her.
Gabriella Bellomy you're annoying
Mudd Pupp Sensation Al why are you rude as fuck, especially on such a sensitive video?? Damn 🙄😒
Mudd Pupp Sensation Al that is so mean why say someone’s annoying when they are saying something from their heart and being honest about her death
@@muddpuppsensational2445 Wow. Where did that even come from?!
Mudd Pupp Sensation Al - And you're a loser
I know the pain Shane I waited like two months to watch this because I have been so sad
same. I didnt watch the whole thing
i did the same
same
Same😞
+J and J I remember seeing it on the news and I was like omg I just starting crying I loved her and what she did how happy she was I can't believe all this stuff in the world I wish we didn't even gave guns ... she was an amazing talented girl and I never got to meet her so everyone in the comments I think we should listen to her in memory and help each other greece and stay strong alright because life is short and can go at the blink of an eye so I'm asking anyone who's reading this to enjoy life while we can and live on and smile for cristina
So sorry, I was very hurt too, I cried for almost a year, I miss her too, I loved her 😭😭😭😭
i still cry whenever someone mentions her
I still love her
I don’t know for a year but for me it was a very long time
Angry Sausage I think she was talking about when she died
Angry Sausage did you really need to say that I’m this video.
"Oh, i dunno, tic tac toe, now your it. Mwa!"
your not wrong shane lmao
two months later and i am now just watching this because i knew it was going to be really emotional- his snapchat story made a cry alone, and with this. the part where he said he texted her hit me the most. i hope she's been looking down on you shane x
she is still missed and surely will always be.
I felt the same...the part where he was still texting her. :( :( T_T
Selena Lizeth is this the try not to cry challenge
Jason Wall it really is
It’s November 2017 and I haven’t forgotten. I will always remember her. Always.
Aimee Lloyd Always and Forever 😢😢😢❤️❤️❤️❤️
Love you Christina
yea. always. until i inhale my last breath
its February 2018 and we're all gonna remember her
I just recently watched her audition on the voice and just started crying. It still gets to me
April 1st 2018 still feel like crying when I think of her 😭💘💘💘💘
The part when he said that he texted her and she never received them got me. 😭❤️💕
BruhItzSisi me too
BruhItzSisi me too
Me too...
Caterina Aiiden awww
June 2020?? I still remember the LEGEND voice of christina grimmie, christina's legacy is forever.
"I felt like the world should stop."
This is currently how I feel. My close friend and her two younger siblings died in a fire accident in Collierville on the night before Christmas. I don't know if I'll ever get over this. It's been, what, 4 days and I haven't stopped thinking about her. I don't think I'll ever get over it. My friend reminded me of Christina Grimmie so much. Same sweet smile and passion for singing, love for God.
It's so unfair. People that knew her post some stories and they move on, not hours after, I hate this so much, I fking hate it so much.
I'm so sorry to hear this Shane, I've lost two friends suddenly in the past year and one was only 18. Anger is so hard to deal with and the fact they won't be there but you have the support and you're strong and you can in time remember only the good things I promise x
+Alweer “EenGameKanaaltje” Een 💜
Me, my mom, and my sister are all big fans of Grimmie and my mother is still crying daily. All three of us aren't over it and never will be. Even though she's in heaven now... It still hurts for us, yknow? My heart goes out to you. I only knew her through her videos and I can only imagine the pain a personal friend is feeling.
Hope things get better soon.
omg :(
That really sucks.......I am also crying like hell also, let's just all believe that she will be placed to heaven, wonderful place, because she was literally beautiful angel all around~
I have no idea who she was and I can already tell she is an amazing person...
Watching it in March 2019 and I'm still crying tgrough the whole video.
I lost a friend at the start of my schooling year! Her name was Chloe and she had been diognoswd with cancer. She would always be in and out of school and I would always ask my teacher "Miss, where is Chloe today, is she going to come back tomorrow?" And as a 5 year old it was hard for me to understand my teacher saying: "She is sick sweetheart and you must tell her you love her!" And then the next day I see my teacher crying and I walk over to her and hug her and I say: "where is Chloe?" And I remember this: I am sranding with my right hand on a blue slide during recess and my teacher says: "Chloe is gone, she has left us...😪" and the thing I realized as a 5 year old and I still realize 7 years later: I never told her I loved her, and I never said goodbye....RIP Chloe
+Shane
Pls read my comment, it would mean so much to me
I'm so sorry 😭😭😭❤️
Peachy Seal❤
my name is Chloe... but listen I hope you get well, she is there with you but in your heart
Band Trash Thank You Chloe, its hard because i barely even knew her, and even if i did i was so young.
I can't believe she's been gone over 2 years. I think what happened to her was so incredibly heart breaking and shocking. No one was prepared for it at all. She was so talented and so loved. I've always thought people dying was sad in general, like everyone else. But I think of it much differently now. Because I think of it from the perspective of a mother. And everyone is somebody's child. And my worst nightmare is something happening to my children. And even though Christina wasn't a child anymore, she was still really young. What that must have done to her mother... I don't want to know how that feels. As a parent, you hope you'll live long enough to see your children start their own families, but you're not hoping to outlive them. And it fucked with me extra hard because I could imagine the hell her mom might be going through, but I'm a young mother, so I was also the same age as Christina when she died. She was a really beautiful person too. I would watch her videos and it was just so easy to see how genuinely sweet she was, and how much she loved music. The first video I ever saw of her was her cover of Just A Dream, with Sam Tsui, and it's honestly one of my favorite versions of any song. Her family has suffered more than anyone, but I think the entire world was robbed when she was killed. There are few people in this world that are truly irreplaceable, and I think she was one of them.
Her mom died shortly after 😭😭
Tomorrow is the three year anniversary since I saw her in concert, I wasn't able to attend the meet and greet afterwards and not insisting to stay will always be one of my biggest regrets, I went almost 2 years without being able to listen to her music without breaking down in tears, the day she was shot I woke up early (time zones), like I knew it would happen, and I'm still in disbelief that she's gone
Oswin Altava That,, broke my heart. I am so so sorry.
I was in high school when I heard the news. Just couldn’t understand why 😔felt like my heart sank.
Well, I didn't know Christina and I'm still not over it...I've been watching her videos since 2009 and it genuinely feels like a friend passed away.
Me too I actually Cried!
You didn't know her but you watched her since 2009?
+bunny god I didn't know her personally that's what I meant.
Same. I feel like I know her, I've watched her videos (loved them!), saw her open up for Selena Gomez, and watched her on the Voice.
I actually didn't know her know her at all but whenever I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
R.I.P Christina
I started watching her in 2010 and it does feel like I lost a friend 😢😭😢😭😢😞😞
When u started talking about how she would never get ur texts I started crying 😭
Peypur_ airplane me too. and shane I know how you feel about losing a friend like that. I'm 14 and I take karate( this is close to the same time Christina passed.) we used to have a black belt who would come and help out with class and he was a little older than shane but he was a great person and everyone in the dojo loved him. Well he told us he was moving a different state for a job and about a month later my mom gets a phone call saying that he died. I'm not going to say how because it's too personal but when I heard about it I thought it was a joke and it didn't really go through my head that he was actually gone. so I just kinda went about my day but when I went to his funeral and saw him I almost broke down in tears. that night I laid in bed and started thinking about him and everything he taught me. that's when I couldn't hold it In anymore. I cried almost all night I couldn't stop. it broke all of our ( me and my classmates ) hearts. We put up a shelf of his stuff and a picture of him and to this day we haven't forgotten him nor will we ever. Sorry this comment is so long and anyone who had the patients to read all of this thank you so much. I don't want any likes just maybe reply saying you read it? if not that's fine too. Love you shane you help me escape the dark in my life.
P.S I think 2016 was a bad year for a lot of people. 😳
Peypur_ airplane yeah it was, my mom got into a car accident on Father's Day
It's been almost a year... and I still bawl my eyes out sometimes.
#ripChristinaGrimmie
#RIP
Madison Tobin same here 💔💔😢😢😡did guy do this why aahhh burn in hell
I still think about Christina. She was so young, and had such an amazing life and career ahead of her. Rewatching this really hits hard. I doubt you'll see this Shane, but I am still so very sorry you lost your friend.
I miss her so much, ive been watching her since i was in 4th grade and she inspired me to start singing.
Im so sad that i can never meet her and tell her how much she means to me.
I know right! it was the biggest shock... just why? I hope Christina is OK... we all miss her
I've been watching her since 5th grade and she inspired me to learn music and get in touch with my musical side. I thank god for her touching all these peoples life's. I miss her
same
+xxreena4 shes gone
One of my classmates passed away two days ago. I wish I could say we were close friends but we had only had a couple of conversations. He had brain cancer and had been battling it for 15 months. My heart aches. R.I.P. Dmitri
Vivian Darkbloom I didn’t know her very well since we lived in completely different countries, but about a year ago, my second cousin, Rosie Abbott died from brain cancer as well. She was almost 16, and didn’t deserve this. I only had the chance to meet the sweet girl when I was 2 or 4, and vaguely remember her. She was humble, kind, and loving towards her horse skittles, family and friends.
RIP
Rosie and your classmate.
OH my god..... Rip I'm so sorry... When I was in 2nd grade I had a close friend also called dimitri and he also died from brain cancer..... I know how it feels he was such a sweetheart....... I'm abt to cry...
I’m about to share a very long & very personal message about my life with brain cancer. If you don’t feel like reading a very long message then you may want to skip this one. I’m so sorry for both your losses. I currently have a brain tumor on my brain stem, & I’ve had to have other brain tumors removed. I can 1st hand tell you having going through this battle, it’s definitely, a hard battle to fight. I’m not really sure the best way to word all what I’m about to say, so I’m just basically going to put everything as it flat out & to the point as I can. I’m not really going to sugar coat things that much either, but I’m also not really going to add in all the pain that I went through either because that’s just too much. I’m NOT asking for anyone’s sympathy I’m just sharing some of my journey with my brain cancer/brain tumors. Anyway here goes. When my brain tumors & my hydrocephalus was 1st found due to how how long it had taken my Drs to find it I was 22 & this should have be caught when I was still a baby unless it was one of the rare cases that developed later in life which is very rare. Anyway because of everything being found SO LATE & because of how BAD everything was by the time it was found the Dr I had tried to use a new procedure out for my hydrocephalus & to remove 1 of the brain tumors. I was in the hospital for 2 weeks went home got an infection in my brain went back to the hospital. The infection was so bad that the nurses in triage could only get a reaction out of one side of my body during the normal check-in that they do, that’s even counting my pupils. I was admitted again this time I spent 3 weeks in the hospital which included my BIRTHDAY. All while my husband at the time was cheating on me. I started having seizures due to the brain surgery. It was a mess. Let’s just say I found a new Dr & a new hospital. Later down the road I had 1 brain surgery where my neurosurgeon removed a brain tumor from my basically the Temple area of my brain. This tumor actually had made it so that I had lost my ability to walk. Making it so I was in a wheelchair for several months. My mom was actually told before my surgery that there was a 20% chance that I we’re not regain my ability to walk in an even higher percent chance that I would not make it out of the surgery alive. After this brain surgery I had to stay in the ICU on the Nero ward of the hospital for 3 days in close to a medically induced coma. I don’t remember why. Then again I don’t remember much of anything from the 1st TWO to THREE WEEKS after this surgery. I mean I do have some small memories but not really. The ONLY thing I really remember is that because of the Drs having to tape my ear down to do the surgery my ear was some where in between feeling numb, to feeling the pins & needles feeling you get when your foot or something falls asleep after you’ve been sitting on it for a really really long time. My ear felt like this for like a MONTH. I end up having to have an actual VP Shunt put in & a VP Shunt Revision done. Through everything I’ve mentioned & through the parts I haven’t because the parts I haven’t mentioned are the parts the are what nightmares are made of. There was 3 things that helped me, gave me strength, & are truly what I believe the only reasons I’m still alive today. Those reasons are my FAITH in God, & my 2 daughters. I would pray to make it through everything so that my girls did NOT have to grow up without there mom. I did NOT want to leave them to fend for themselves in this world. At the time my oldest was 2 yrs old - 4 yrs old (she started at 3 & by the end she was 4) & my youngest was 7 months - 1 yr 7 mons ( same thing with her). Like I said earlier I had NO CLUE I was sick when I had either of my girls before anyone even asks why I had a child/children when I was sick. I still have a brain tumor on my brain stem but it’s not currently growing so right now my Drs are just keeping a close eye on it. That way if it does start growing again they can jump into action. I can honestly say though things were much easier when my girls were little because they didn’t understand things now my girls are 15 yrs old & 13 yrs old so they understand what’s going on with me. Which makes things a lot harder to hide & there’s times when I get a headache & they freak out because of my issues. Then there’s other times I get a horrible migraine & they don’t seem to care at all, continue fighting with each other, & screaming in my ear. Which as anyone with migraines knows that makes the pain unbearable & it’s almost as if you see fireworks. I still love them with all my heart though after all if it wasn’t for then I most likely wouldn’t still be here today.
#BrainCancerSucks
Vivian Darkbloom I’m sorry, that must’ve been hard. Cancer is one of the most common cases of death, but hope he’s in heaven look down at you protecting you ( sorry if it’s a little late but I just need to say that to you) R.I.P Dmiitri
I'm sorry for your loss. She was a very talented and beautiful young woman. RIP
W
+Thunderistic what?
I'm sorry for your loss. She was a very talented and beautiful young woman. 🙏🏼❤️ r.i.p
+Devin Dalton I gave her a W
Thunderistic what?
Today was the day she was murdered.
Still miss her :(
Who us she??
@@escapologistmagical5398 christina
@@escapologistmagical5398 Christina Grimmie
What she was murdered?😭
@@jasminecardona7401 kevin james loibl who shot her
Denial
Anger
Barging
Depression
Acceptance
The 5 stages of dealing with death.
Edit: Sorry it's the 5 stages of grief
Tomb Gamer101 when you write it like that I read the initials only and it says 'DAB DAT'....and now I feel insensitive..
Tomb Gamer101 4
dab dat
Tomb Gamer101 5 stages of grief u mean
DABDA...OK
Losing one of my best friends in 2014 was the hardest thing I've experienced. He had just turned 17 and was about to go into his senior year of high school. It was the biggest shock of my life, and two years later and I'm still not over it. It makes absolutely no sense to me still. I've spent hours trying to figure out why it happened and why he left so soon. I still have no answers. The best advice (and also probably the worst advice) is that it takes time to process and heal. It's going to take many, many months, and years but you learn to deal with the pain. It helps to talk out loud to the person you've lost and hope that they're listening. Sending you my strength!!
Sorry for your loss I couldn't imagine losing my best friend.
I hope that you're doing okay now love. It is so hard to lose someone you love, especially so unexpectedly. He's watching over you. Just live bigger and better in honor of him
❤️❤️
+Olivia Grassi-Hoying I'm so sorry💕, my brothers friend died of cancer and he was 16 or 17 and he was about to be a senior. Even though I didn't know him I cried myself to sleep when I heard about it. It's the saddest thing and I will never forget that feeling
+Olivia Grassi-Hoying if you're ever down, remember Mitch and Scott ❤️
It's July 2017... and i'am still not over her death.
Christinas Heaven same here she's on my mind every single way
Christinas Heaven me too but it's August 11 f now
Christinas Heaven same. I picked her song do do a dance to this year for her.
I actually thought she died this year and I just found out it was last year???? Time flies so fast.
VortexYT don't! Her life was a good one and you should let yourself have a good life too.
Found this video after binge watching her songs for the entirety of December up to today. I still can't get over how something so horrible could have happened to such a sweet girl. The world is a fucked up place. She had her entire life ahead of her and did not deserve any of that.
I remember listening to her sing 'Titanium' with my mom, who introduced me to her videos, and being absolutely stunned at her voice. That was several years ago, before she passed away. I had downloaded her songs to an MP3 player and would listen to her sing while building legos, giving my best efforts to sing along. I was absolutely devastated when she died, it all felt like a bad dream. December 2022 I had one of her songs come into my music playlist on UA-cam, and it all came back. I started crying again and listened to her songs on loop day after day, screw it I'm trying not to cry while writing this. Looking up the lyrics to her songs with the knowledge of what happened tore me apart. Watching the reimagined version of "Just a Dream" that KHS uploaded with her old recordings, and seeing her eternally young while Kurt looked and sounded older was like a stab in the gut.
I'm sorry that you had to go through the pain of losing a friend, hopefully time has lessened the ache. Peace.
I'm going to say a story that is 100% true and it still is affecting me deeply
So I'm 12 and I had this friend, she was 13 at the time. The week before Easter 2017 my friend got diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and she seemed fine about it and she just kept living her life, happy, like nothing happened. Later that week, the night before Easter Sunday, her parents called my mom at 3am go to their house for some emergency. At the time I had no clue what had happened. I thought that maybe it was a pluming issue of some sort that needed emergency backup. But my mom didn't come back home until 1 pm. And when she did she was in tears. She had just told me my best friend had died in her sleep. The worst part about this is that the doctors still can't detect how she died today, 5 months later. So I know how you feel Shane. I too have lost a friend at a young age.
RIP Renée💕
hello I am so sorry that happened to you.
i’m so sorry xx ❤️❤️
Hope she/he rest in peace.
hello at least she died in her sleep, a lot of people, including me, wish to die in their sleep.
Ayrton 51 she
My best friend committed suicide back in 2007. I'm okay til I talk about him.
My mom's twin was killed when they were teenagers. she still cries when she talks about it.
You never really get over it. You just know you have to move on with your life and that's what you do.
Take a few days off, get better.
Also, I lost a woman that's like my second mom over the weekend. I'm right there with you, Shane.
stay alive friend, it'll get better xo
+Pete Wentz For sure.
Stay strong xx here for you xx
+Pete Wentz Thanks, man. I know it'll get easier to deal with. It just takes a while.
When he said he texted her and it didn't register in his head I busted out crying because I Did the same with my dog being put down 3 days ago and when I got home I started calling for her in my room praying she would come around the corner hoping I would hear her collar jingling and bursted out crying when she didn't come, so I know how u feel Shane, I love u😭😥❤❤❤❤❤❤
God, I read half of that and can continue... my best friend, Charlie (my dog) died like a year ago and I still get over it from time to time. We have no idea why he died but it was so fast and out of nowhere... I miss him so much
Kestalami I'm so sorry, sorry I replied so late but I hope u feel better, love u the most😘
Lol
Jason Vorhees Why is it funny? It is so hard for me 2 not have her in my life anymore, it's like losing a part of urself, it's not easy at all
Lovely Sarah that’s your problem get over it
2023 and im still love her too this day, i cant belive somone could be so fucked up. this video made me cry.