This is What PTSD Looks Like - In Sound Mind
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- Опубліковано 8 січ 2024
- In sound mind Part 4
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Eddie, I don’t know if you realized this but when you got the medallions each one represented the characters we’ve meet so far. Medusa: Virginia, Icarus: Allen, Minotaur: Max, and Cyclops: Lucas
Thanks for this I didn't pick up on that. I love this game so much.
Thank you Eddie for the content you make you bring a lot of joy to me and many others after a depressing day I hope you are doing well and enjoying life as well as Gabby:)
deep and True
I realized this too I came straight to the comments to see if anybody else noticed
Hola
as someone who is schizo- i noticed that eddie started reacting to that weird man that keeps popping up that we don’t know yet (as far as im into the video) exactly how i now react to my body figured hallucinations- for the first while its fear & being scared as it pops up & then it turns into anger & being annoyed. the one part where eddie becomes full screen & screams from anger felt so familiar lmao. being desensitized to being jumpscared by hallucinations is a wild thing
49:00 When Eddie said "But that's just a ThEoRy" My heart
This game is wild. Apart from Allen, who has been inspired by the myth of Icarus, I never realised the others were inspired by other Greek myths.
Virginia, like Medusa was once "Beautiful" but ended up disfigured by their personal tragedies (a mirror fell on top of Virginia while Medusa was raped). And much like her Mythical counterpart, ended up lashing out a anyone that would look directly at her.
Max is like Asterius (the Mythical Minotaur). Both being trapped in a "Maze" (an actual one for Asterius. Max was lost within his own anger) and being slaves to their rage-filled natures. Unable to be helped because THAT is the way they are as individuals.
Then Allen and Max's stories being linked not just from the story point of view but also from the Mythological point of view becomes a given. Afterall, Daedalus (the man who made the famous Labyrinth in which the Minotaur is trapped) is the father of Icarus. Thus, one can argue that the incident which ended up being the downfall of both Max and Allen can be considered the "Father" of their deaths.
Finally, the story of Lucas makes allusion to the cyclops Polyphemus who, while going on about his own day, ended suffering greatly (being blinded by Odysseus) and due to his own lack of proper understanding of the truth (not knowing the real name of the man that blinded him, instead referring to him as "Nobody") was ignored by the other cyclopes. In the same way, Lucas suffered from a conspiracy, but without proper understanding of what was going, along with the lack of proof, ended up being written off as "delusional".
Another thing the game did splendidly was that Medusa the gorgon, Icarus, and Asterius the minotaur all ended up dead in their own stories. But much like Lucas' own fate in the game, the fate of Polyphemus the cyclps is left unclear.
Eddi saying “ITS JUST A THEORY A GAME THEORY” hurt after finding out that matpat was retiring 😔
No one gives a shit blud
Yeah😢
Some things I've noticed during this play through:
1. Each of the medallions represents each of Desmond's patients and in the order you defeat them, as well as the different greek myth monsters correlating to each patient respectfully and defining their fears and weaknesses as those monsters with similar designs and mechanics (which I gotta say is absolutely fucking amazing character design and storytelling like how did they come up with that its fucking brilliant)
2. Due to the boat crash the Agent Rainbow chemical contaminated the water supply, leading to people that drank tap water ( referenced from a newspaper found earlier) to experience awful side effects which had caused Virginia to stab herself, Allen to essentially catch himself on fire, and Max to ram his truck into a building. AND since Rosemary said that those on A.R are in a collective hivemind its possible that those who have died their "monsters" are still alive with the exception of Rosemary who used her "brain waves" to contact Lucas and Desmond to end A.R before/ after she died.
3. Eddie sucks at puzzles ;)
DAMN YOU REALLY PUT OUT THE POINT😂
ᏆᎻᎥᎦ ᎥᎦ ᎦᎾ long
54:00 the use of greek mythology in this is so good, those four iconic greek myths representing each of the patients
My father has PTSD. He had a traumatic childhood and is a Veteran. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is different for everyone, some may cause the person to have feelings of anxiety, depression, or explosive anger. These are just a few examples, for anyone wondering. I've been feeling pretty low lately but Eddie never fails to make me smile. Have a nice day everybody. 💖
As someone who was recently diagnosed with PTSD it really sucks, I hope your father is doing okay.
I was rejected from the Australian army for having PTSD and I can agree it sucks. But a message for your father, keep going mate "1 1/4 mile at a time"
Nobody asked
@@Nobody-rd4obyour so fucking messed up
@@Nobody-rd4ob that seems to be your only purpose in life. Never being asked for
The medallions are each of the 4 people he helped
Medusa = she cant look at herself
Icarus = he flew to close to the sun
Minotaur = full of rage
The cyclops = have one eye of horror
Which the first person he help she hates looking at herself, the second was terrified of the dark, the third was full of rage and the last has one eye full of a Horrifying pass.
LITERLALY WHAT I WAS GONNA SSAYAYY
No, the cyclops is for no one believing him… cause nobody took his eye
@stghost825 I didn't thank of that part 🤣
@@stghost825 NO MAN hurt me
School P.E PTSD: The FitnessGram PACER Test is a multistage aerobic capacity test that progressively gets more difficult as it continues. The test is used to measure a student's aerobic capacity as part of the FitnessGram assessment. Students run back and forth as many times as they can, each lap signaled by a beep sound.
This is funny but you should take this comment down lol
NO, NO NO NO.. I JUST IMAGINE HIS VOICE REPEATING REPEATING OVER AND OVER AGAIN
MUAHAHAHAA@@Mukilamb_lollol
"DONT BE STUPID,STUPID!" Got me cracking😂
love how they made Lucas's monster talk like how the people in the military/army speak with their comrades while on the field. Such a cool but subtle detail.
49:00 I like how I watched this immediately after watching MatPat’s video where he announces his retirement and mentions how that line is used by so many😅
The kitty grave gave him chills. It made me tear up ="(
Same 😭😭😭😭😭😭
hey so there are some hidden fragments of his therapy conversation hidden around the map if you'd ever wish to revisit it. you can find them by using your radio and looking around untill you get a green interception
I’m just so happy that watching eddie’s videos make me feel so much better and just reset my mind into a much better mood
That’s so relatable
Also, in Luca’s tape you can find tents all over the forest, if you find them you will hear his story in the military
can we appreciate how eddie always makes these videos even without reaching the like goal, i love these and i appreciate that
Watching this Video the same day as watching Mat Pat’s goodbye video tugged a certain heartstring when Eddie’s quoted his channel , Eddie you always bring such a sense of comfort and down to earth personality, thank you for your videos 🤍
I need a full album of the songs in this game. The musicians are just so good.
YES, ME TOO
In sound Mind is just like Greek myths being mixed together with horror and the real world
Eddie makes the best content that makes my day. Especially after school!!! ❤
Fr I just got back
Same hereeee
snow day for me 😈
I get bullied at school and when I come home I watch Eddies old and new videos and watching Eddie makes me happy☺😢
What grade ate you in? I'm in 9th rn
When he posted this video Mat Pat posted his goodbye from UA-cam. When Eddie said “it’s just theory, a game theory!!” It reminded me of that
My dad still deals with his combat PTSD, which he's been dealing with my whole life. I was born the year he got back from the Gulf in '92. Then I was recently diagnosed with PTSD/C-PTSD from childhood trauma, an assault from college, and medical trauma. It's so very isolating and while he's gotten so much better (YEARS of exposure and intensive Cognitive Behavioral Therapy) and my depression from things got better with TMS therapy, it's a daily struggle. I find new triggers all the time, still trying to find a therapist that takes fucking insurance & doesn't treat me like I'm crazy. He got his through the VA and he got incredibly lucky to find one that knew what he was doing and gave two shits about my dad. Fucking VA is awful. Seeing these issues I & my family have struggled with being transformed into the game is so interesting. It gives a perspective for those who don't know & it's either relatable or it's how someone else visualizes their own experience.
Dude this was so raw I have family that is in the military or was and they also felt like they weren’t human. They were more like a war machine if that makes any sense with no feelings, or they have to deal with the government said to do.
Thanks so much for playing for us and thank you again editor for working so hard so that we can enjoy watching the games that he plays. I really appreciate it. Can’t wait for more.
An eddie horror post a day, keeps the bad thoughts away..
So true makes me wanna stay
So real
especially when you just watched the matpat video
@@ptgaming204 saw the whole thing, so close to crying, but I'm proud he made that decision for himself
same@@catherinecochrane
Eddie always brightens my mood even when times are tough, thank you Eddie!
I LOVE THIS SERIEEES makes me not feel so alone. Also amazing to watch as i have covid and am miserable in bed your videos bring me light!
Hope you feel better!! And you’re never alone, there’s always gonna be someone out there that loves you!
these type of videos that eddie makes just makes me feel so happy and yet very emotional. i hope eddie does more of In Sound Mind and other games that are like this
so glad to see you give this game another chance. probably my favourite indie horror game of all time.
Hey Eddie! I love how you track the lore, your videos always will make me feel better during July of 2023 I had been watching your channel for two years but you really really helped me get through my grandfathers passing in July, just wanted to let you know how grateful I am for you as a creator, your work is appreciated by my family
I know Eddie is going to make this 100 times funnier. I'm so excited, lol.😂❤
Man.. Im so invested in this!! I love how eddie describe the situation. Its so sad listening to each of the characters songs.. And its kinda dope as well tbh👌👌
Makes my day when you post. Love your sense of humor. I really enjoy this series, it's very intriguing.
I love how Eddie is just funny and comforting in his videos! :D
The way Eddie gets so sentimental in speech every time he plays in sound mind
I’m finally not 3 weeks late to watching your videos💪🏼 😁
I would love to see the next episode of this gameplay. And like what you said, this game is a masterpiece. And the fact that you played it makes it whole lot better.
OMG...THANK YOU EDDIE for more of this game!!! The kid and I have been waiting for you because nobody else plays like you do with the excellent commentary! We LOVE YOU!
i cant stop watching eddie man hes to funny i wish i could meet him one day it would be so great keep up the work eddie!!
I've been waiting for Eddie to upload more In Sound Mind for a long time now glad he finally had time to upload 👍👍👍
Here are some observations/theories of mine after watching this:
- First off, I feel as though Lucas is also suffering from survivor's guilt along with the PTSD. We saw in that little "prayer" he wrote in the chest for his vinyl he mentioned something relating to an "accident" occurring. In his song, it makes note of him and his friends gradually splitting up over time on the front, no doubt from the Hell that is war, and I would have to guess everything crumbled to pieces after a fight or ordeal between them - with him not being able to make amends for anything that was said or to bring their comradery back.
- Those specters are either the souls of allies that died on his watch and blames himself for, or are something representing the friends he mentioned - cause we can tell he in way probably talks to them as though they're there as a sort of coping mechanism.
- Eddie wasn't actually fighting the four patients themselves, rather their "inner demons" formed from their past traumas, personality, and mental state. Lucas's I feel wasn't entirely just based on himself, but also his father as it was noted in his files that the reason he joined the military was to follow in his father's footsteps. This goes into how the creature in its final throes told Desmond "They all dismiss me... just a crazy old man..." - which I could be wrong, but Lucas doesn't sound all that old. And with timeframe the story takes place, it'd be safe to assume that Lucas fought in the Vietnam War with the placement of it. And with that, it'd be safe to assume his father fought either in the Korean War or sometime near the end of WW2 (thinking on it, I'd bet his father was one of the soldiers that fought in the Pacific with the nuclear detonation we saw in that one bit).
- Fun fact, but the agent rainbow aspect of the story may hold relations to, or be inspired by in terms of naming, a real life chemical weapon used in the Vietnam War called "Agent Orange - a herbicide used by the military to clear out the jungles there where enemy soldiers may try to hide in. The aftermath of exposure to it, though, led to a number of problems to such individuals and anyone connected to them.
- Other Greek mythos references that some may not know:
+ Pandora Hotel - Pandora's Box
+ Elysium State Park - "Elysium" is the name of the paradise afterlife of Greek mythology. I feel as though this may be alluding to how the quiet of nature probably helped provide some peace to his mind
+ Minos Quarry - Minos was a greek king, and is in fact where the "mino" in minotaur comes from
+ S.S. Thanatos - it was described in one of the notes found in Allen's world as "that ship is death, it bears death's name". Thanatos is the greek god of Death (before anyone starts, Hades is the god of the underworld and the dead, meaning he just tends the afterlife - he doesn't cause or collect the deaths.
+ Eden's Grove - not a greek reference, but I feel like it may be alluding to how perfect things were in Eden for Adam and Eve. As Eddie noted in that video, she felt much better there due to there being less people there. With Homa-mart coming in, it had a similar feel to when man was ousted from the Garden of Eden
Apologies for the info dump here
We definitely need the next episode, I’ve been watching this series sense you started it and I still don’t understand how this game isn’t getting more attention. All the vinyl’s are so beautiful and creative too.
These are my favorite games that you play. The ones with a message and get to you on other levels. Its wholesome to watch. You truly are my favorite UA-camr.
Every time I watch Eddie it makes my day and is super hilarious how he reacts
Another amazing episode! Thanks you so much Eddie!
Man Eddie and Dear Editor you both do the best job entertaining us don't worry about the time just keep making us laugh
MY STOMACH HURTS BUT WHENEVER EDDIE POSTS I AUTOMATICALLY FEEL BETTER 🤓
It’s like “watch or puke”
Eddie is the best and i'm happy he came back to this game.
YIPPEEEE!!! I clicked this video faster than any other reaction I've had. I LOVE this series, after watching the video of the other character the one with the 'bottom of the pit' vinyl record Immediately hyperfixated on this to the point I've patiently waited for you to upload the next character/chapter of In sound mind, and I will gladly and willingly wait for the next one.
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YES!!! Well said!
I love this too😀
I sat and binge watch your other in sound mind some days ago and listen to the sound track of the last 3
I cried 3 times first when Lucas asked about going to a padded room I was like "noooo" then during his song I cried the last two times, man.
Don't know why, but I like the way Lucas's voice sounds. 🤷🏽♀️
Dude, I love the content congrats on getting married
Eddie, your videos make me laugh and smile each time they come out. Keep doing what you're doing!
Love a good scary video from Eddie right after school 🙏🙏
YESS I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR MORE SOUND MIND!! THANK YOU EDDIE!
*I'll do 1 Pushup for every like this comment gets* 😴
1
FINALLY
thanks for making my life just a tad happier eddie, things are rough rn haha
Yay thank you for coming back to this game!❤
DONT LET ANYONE SAY FIRST
DAMN IT
You just said it
Every like this comment gets I won’t do a push up 😂
All those flashbacks are running from the monsters when going to the bathroom
bro I watch you everyday right before I sleep, u r like part of my daily life now, keep it up bro ❤
Every like this comment gets I do 1 pushup
help my grandma just fell down the stairs
Guys now my grandmas giving snowcones to everyone who likes this comment
like begger smh
Cap
K bet
But 5 every dislike
@@Rosie_luvorBut they have videos on their channel?
“I liked my own comment”
I actually am suffering from currently severe depression and anxiety for about 2 and a half years now and yer Eddie have loved this series so much it sorta helps me take my depressed mind of a lot of things Eddie could I honestly request a cheer up shout out Eddie if u can of course??💯💯😔😔💔💔
Love your videos and I love your scary videos the most keep the good work
I'm in love with this game its awesome its sad no other creators are covering this game
YES THE SERIES CONTINUES
YES FINALLY I LOVE THIS SERIES
I love Eddie keep up the great work
LUV U EDDIE❤❤
Yesss finally every day at 10:42 pm I check if you updated it but I had school so yaya I love this
Finally I've been waiting so much I still love this game.
I’ve been waiting so long for a new video 💯
When he made a matpat reference I started crying
I already know this gonna go crazy
I have missed this game its helped with my mental health a hole lot ❤❤💙💙
I love watching your videos they make me feel so much better ty ❤
I’m so glad there’s an in sound mind soundtrack cuz I like the last two songs at the end of the vid
Hey Eddie have a good day and love gabbys video about the tortillas I tried them there 🔥🔥🔥
Eddie I just want you to know I don't even play any of these kinds of game...dont even have a gaming console, but I absolutely love watching your videos on them. I love your personality you are just such a real person..so funny thank you.
I’m still at school waiting to get picked up and I’m sitting by myself and watching this, best thing to watch when I’m bored waiting after school
Another hour and a half of eddie ❤❤❤😊
I got really into these songs and I was exited that ‘‘tis one wouldbe about ptsd
his file and other things said he delt alot with radios which makes me think he was likely an RTO or radio operator as myself, another thing that makes me think this is the first note I belive Eddie finds says the radio guys life expectancy is 5 seconds, especially during wars like Vietnam a rtos life expectancy wasn't very long because they'd have to poke there heads up more to give coordinates or reports which caused them to be killed more likely where the ptsd comes from and the monster is likely related to the radio aspect of his military career, the words the monster used were mostly radio etiquette such as "over, out", and others I can't think of right now lol but that would also explain why it sounded like his voice was coming through a radio plus i absolutely love watch eddie play games like this, he always seems to put alittle more thought into his theories than other people and is always more composed, love watching your videos man keep it up
I love your videos!!❤
I really hope you finish this for us! Im invested now lol
I’ve been waiting so long for this video
Your videos are so amazing,keep up😊 the good work!!
YOOO I LUV YOUR VIDS❤❤ you always make my day😸
man I love this game especially when he plays it because he terns it in to a comedy game
Yessss another in sound mind video from eddie😆😆😆😆!!!
EEEEK i just got home and ive been watching all of this vidoes ive been so excited
This episode gave me chills
hi eddie your my fav youtuber you allways make me laufe
This game is awesome there is so much that goes on in this game
I can’t wait for the new and I think final episode
God i need these songs fr