A consistent trait of Ame's is that she has a deep seated hatred of nerds (which otaku fall under). At the very end of her final "stream," KAngel starts going on a vague tangent about all the anime she watches. I love this kind of game.
she refers to "nerds" as オタク in the original japanese script. i think this is the only weird thing about the localization, but it's whatever i think ame does consider herself an otaku on some level, but is more self-aware about her loser status than all the maleoid incel otaku she intends to exploit for their money and attention
@@windose20 I figured there was something more to "nerds", but I didn't want to jump the gun in case it was something else (damn you, second guessing.) Odd they didn't keep the original word, though. That makes sense. Something I've noticed is that Ame, for all her faults and attention seeking, is surprisingly self aware and introspective on certain subjects, including the media she does enjoy (such as Fight Club and BL manga, if my memory's right.) Though she likely wouldn't be into the average otaku-bait, or if she is, she'd have a different reason for enjoying it from your average no-life waifu hoarder online. It's those little nuances that make her so fascinating as a character.
@@clovest3rz It’s also interesting that during the sequence after you click OK to the “DIE” prompt, it’s the first time the Self-Destruct minigame has cut her four times instead of three- (You can also hear the sound continue to go off once the transformation pops up)
This is, unfortunately, a very accurate representation of modern day streaming. Having to experience this for the first time was utterly horrifying, but so well crafted.
at the end, the blood is splattered over her right eye - the eye ame's bangs covered. idk if it really has any symbolism, but it's a cool little detail
11:34 I find it really strange how the people in the chat are acting like nothing disturbing is going on and they're talking like it's just a normal stream, when she's literally covered in blood and saying weird and creepy things.
late asf but didnt she mention a helicopter circling above the house and some brainwashing shit? that could've happened or as gothicwvlff said, hallucinations . really curious what they could actually be saying if it's a hallucination
i definitely wasnt expecting the "Kangel flop era" comment i spat out my drink and started laughing LMAO i wouldve never thought in a million years that the term flop era would be used in a game
Massive props to the writers for this ending. It really _feels_ like a terrifyingly real and plausible mental breakdown. Even despite being heavily accelerated, "dramatized", and "adapted to the medium" (uses "dialogue boxes" to represent IRL (for her) actions and mental state, etc).
I wonder if anything could have been done to lessen the damage. Like, after Ame got sick on camera, would posting a cover story on Tweeter help? Something like, "Sorry cuties! I've been dealing with a bit of a stomach bug recently, and it's been making me a little cranky. Gonna take a little break until I get better."
I think this game might be the first and only to legitimately chill me to my core. I've seen my fair share of horror, but this feels very grounded, very real. This feels like something that could actually happen, and probably has before in this day and age. You watch Ame break down in real time not because of some fantastical force, but because of her mounting stress and a very real terror caused by a danger that could happen to anyone. How many streamers have had mental breakdowns this horrible at the hands of the Internet?
I decrypted the title of 11:29. It says “Welcome to the Internet Angel’s Stream!” in ROT-13 Cipher. 11:59 says “Now, she is truly happy.” Theory: The last stream of hers could either be a hallucination of hers that represents the “perfect expectations” of her streaming career, due to her fans not questioning how she is so happy in a time where she was doxxed and fetishized. It could also be a reality, since her true self has been “murdered” by Kangel. She no longer has to transform into Kangel, hence the no transformation (thanks recursive). This could even be a combination of the two as well, since the pills help Kangel calm down a bit too much (the reason why she is suddenly so happy), and the live comment section seeming like they were excited for a time like this (Kangel being back to normal again). She also could’ve felt like the need to never be Ame again, to protect her own mental health, that may be why she has “killed” her true self.
as someone who’s been stalked and has severe paranoia, this ending hit hard. i wanted to vomit getting it. it’s so cool though, a lot of detail went into it
Weeks after this game was published the Rushia Discord SNS "scandal" broke out and she got fired. All of this makes this ending hitting even closer to home.
I've been loving this game so much lately and I've been wanting to immerse myself in the thoughts of ame and the profoundness of each of her psychotic breakdowns but it's physically impossible for me to get uncomfortable from this game because of the chat why are they like that
The music and the doorbell constantly ringing feels so... Calming, familiar. Disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed sort of vibe. I could listen to it for hours.
Nah, I actually think Haachama is pretty stable. Remember, most of the crazy stuff with Haato/Haachama started with the fanbase, Haachama just ran with it. Even her break and return wasn't really mental health related, but just because she was also doing school at the time. She also has made it clear that she doesn't NEED to be a vtuber, like financially. It honestly just looks like a creative outlet for her explosively creative personality. Put another way, there's plenty of Holomem that I worry about before her.
God, I feel that Like I don't have a feeling that's everything about me, I'm immortal But I've been arguing with my relatives I feel like I'm being watched And I feel so dizzy for no reason I want them to disappear although they "care about me" I don't care about anything I don't wanna be alive or dead Just pure anger and agitation This leads to self harm and screaming in agony I'm crying, I feel sick and euphoric at the same time And my thoughts all become poem I wrote about ten in a few days But being everywhere and nowhere hurts a bit I saw this poster in a tree "Do you want to improve your life?" And I screamed "Screw you" at the top of my lungs I don't know anymore it's 3 am and all I can do is shaking and mamble Is this gonna end? I almost got hit by a train today No advices No common sense I am not looking for it
While this is indeed the most _cursed_ ending, I would personally still consider "There are no angels" to be the worst ending. This one is probably second worst though.
This ending has to be my favorite because of how fucked up it is I couldn’t help but notice that Ame’s skin gets paler after she snaps, maybe it’s a side effect of overdosing on drugs?
I like how Needy Streamer Overdose gives out how a life of a streamer works and at the same time gives you awareness on how the hate you give out on someone can make them feel pathetic and to be worse, can make them commit su!c!de. Kudos to the creator of Needy Streamer Overdose! Hoping to see more of this!
Honestly, I'm probably a really bad person and most likely even worse than the ingame viewers but, I kinda like when she is completly insane, like, it feels like she's been crack opened and now we see the most raw version of her, like, I really liked seeing her talk about fishes, or religion, or anime, without a care in the world, I've always been fascinated about insane characters in media and if I'm being honest, I'd love to have a conversation with her in that state
I consider "There are no angels" to be the worst, with this ending being the 2nd worst. Though I would consider this one to be the most _cursed_ ending.
I kind of get it. KAngel became a lolcow/horrorcow people would troll just to get a reaction. It’s kinda like watching Chris Chan or Daniel Larson. People here 1:49 are telling her to just ignore it but she picks out a hate comment just to flip out about it. As a streamer it’s pretty easy to get tunnel vision and block out positive feedback and only focus on negative.
@toxic9212 she's implied to have od in this ending, and unlike dark angel this was much more drawn out and gave her more time to fell the affects of her spiraling
What a great ending to experience on a saturday night alone Also one thing I nkticed but ame in the last mesg laughs like "Aha" which isc usually kangel laughs in her streams i think. Unless thats just hoe she laughs
i think that people calling nso a horror game arent that wrong, but it definitely takes away from the actual narrative they were trying to tell with it. most of this could happen in our modern day, a popular streamer can have a mental breakdown on stream and people will just say theyre doing it for attention or that the streamer is just being a pick me. anyways nso is great
why do you think "this game is a horror game" and "this game depicts something that could genuinely happen in our modern day" are somehow opposites? the game is so horrifying BECAUSE of how realistic its portrayal is
This... this is the first thing that's made me feel genuine horror in a while, i'm unstable like Ame, i stay home all day like Ame, i yearn for love like Ame, i want attention like Ame. If i'm not careful, this could be me. The sinking feeling in my stomach as the realization hit me must be one of the most terrible things i've ever felt, because it has happened before and i am vulnerable to it. This is true horror.
found the mojibake! it's 莉翫?蠖シ螂ウ縺ッ蟷ク縺帙〒縺吶h, which when deciphered with this tool [ tools.m-bsys(dot)com/dev_tools/char_corruption.php ], returns 今、彼女は幸せですよ. so basically the same as the english version of the text lololol
@@mrex666productions7 yeah, and people kept telling her to take a break but she didn't take one. I think her mental health just got worse and worse because of stress. Correct me if I'm wrong but I think the amount of time she spent on the internet was probably messing with her mental health too.
I’m kinda just speculating, but judging by the whole sequence of her self harming and then taking a whole lotta pills, what I feel happened is the end signifies that she may have died from an overdose, and the entire ending is essentially her dying hallucinations.
Probably died from overdose. At 5:53 the text says "die" and seeing how (massive spoiler warning) p-chan is ame and you make the decisions for her, you unwillingly make her take a shit ton of pills which probably was her way of killing herself.
I’m really confused. For me it stopped at about 6:00 and I pressed x on all the tabs and nothing happened. Like literally nothing I just let it sit there staring at the desktop were I can’t access anything except tweeter and jine and the task manager. . .
A consistent trait of Ame's is that she has a deep seated hatred of nerds (which otaku fall under). At the very end of her final "stream," KAngel starts going on a vague tangent about all the anime she watches.
I love this kind of game.
she refers to "nerds" as オタク in the original japanese script. i think this is the only weird thing about the localization, but it's whatever
i think ame does consider herself an otaku on some level, but is more self-aware about her loser status than all the maleoid incel otaku she intends to exploit for their money and attention
@@windose20 I figured there was something more to "nerds", but I didn't want to jump the gun in case it was something else (damn you, second guessing.) Odd they didn't keep the original word, though.
That makes sense. Something I've noticed is that Ame, for all her faults and attention seeking, is surprisingly self aware and introspective on certain subjects, including the media she does enjoy (such as Fight Club and BL manga, if my memory's right.) Though she likely wouldn't be into the average otaku-bait, or if she is, she'd have a different reason for enjoying it from your average no-life waifu hoarder online. It's those little nuances that make her so fascinating as a character.
Hello, another person with the same character on pfp! And I agree great game
Me too i love it
God people calling her a pick me is actually painful to think of,,..
God this games genuinely terrifying
And seeing her pop them pills also hurt me more than it should’ve
@@clovest3rz It’s also interesting that during the sequence after you click OK to the “DIE” prompt, it’s the first time the Self-Destruct minigame has cut her four times instead of three- (You can also hear the sound continue to go off once the transformation pops up)
People just call girls "pick me" "sl*t" "hoe" if they even breathe nowadays
that's just how being a female streamer is. :C
This is, unfortunately, a very accurate representation of modern day streaming.
Having to experience this for the first time was utterly horrifying, but so well crafted.
I never saw doodles on my version of this? Interesting.
This ending is like watching a car accident you can't look away from
THIS.
Real
at the end, the blood is splattered over her right eye - the eye ame's bangs covered. idk if it really has any symbolism, but it's a cool little detail
That, and KAngel holding Ame's portrait (which usually shown during someone's funeral) symbolizes the "death" of Ame, as she's fully "become" KAngel
11:34 I find it really strange how the people in the chat are acting like nothing disturbing is going on and they're talking like it's just a normal stream, when she's literally covered in blood and saying weird and creepy things.
yeah i found that strange too. however i think its bc theyre scared of accidentally saying something upsetting and hurting her even further
either that or it's a hallucination on kangels end
late asf but didnt she mention a helicopter circling above the house and some brainwashing shit? that could've happened or as gothicwvlff said, hallucinations . really curious what they could actually be saying if it's a hallucination
I think it's not how she actually looks, it's just how she feels
I think she’s dead by day 30 from overdose
i definitely wasnt expecting the "Kangel flop era" comment i spat out my drink and started laughing LMAO i wouldve never thought in a million years that the term flop era would be used in a game
That’s something I love about this game, you can tell it was made by someone very in-touch with today’s internet
thats what makes this game amazing, the creators are nerds just like us
Massive props to the writers for this ending.
It really _feels_ like a terrifyingly real and plausible mental breakdown.
Even despite being heavily accelerated, "dramatized", and "adapted to the medium" (uses "dialogue boxes" to represent IRL (for her) actions and mental state, etc).
happened to the real vtuber, streamers, etc lol
I wonder if anything could have been done to lessen the damage. Like, after Ame got sick on camera, would posting a cover story on Tweeter help? Something like, "Sorry cuties! I've been dealing with a bit of a stomach bug recently, and it's been making me a little cranky. Gonna take a little break until I get better."
It's a bit disturbing that the normal 'transformation sequence' animation plays even when she's getting more and more unhinged.
this game hits insanely hard when you used to watch etika
Duuude... I remember his last stream... I was so confused and lost but when news about his unalive event came, I was shocked.
I think this game might be the first and only to legitimately chill me to my core. I've seen my fair share of horror, but this feels very grounded, very real. This feels like something that could actually happen, and probably has before in this day and age. You watch Ame break down in real time not because of some fantastical force, but because of her mounting stress and a very real terror caused by a danger that could happen to anyone.
How many streamers have had mental breakdowns this horrible at the hands of the Internet?
Probably my favorite ending because i was fucking shaking while just watching everything go down
Flatline is the Bad ending
Catastrophe is the Worse ending
Internet Overdose is...DOOMED AND HORROR Ending
Update in Feb 2024: HOW DID MY COMMENT HAVE 256 LIKES
I decrypted the title of 11:29. It says “Welcome to the Internet Angel’s Stream!” in ROT-13 Cipher. 11:59 says “Now, she is truly happy.”
Theory:
The last stream of hers could either be a hallucination of hers that represents the “perfect expectations” of her streaming career, due to her fans not questioning how she is so happy in a time where she was doxxed and fetishized. It could also be a reality, since her true self has been “murdered” by Kangel. She no longer has to transform into Kangel, hence the no transformation (thanks recursive). This could even be a combination of the two as well, since the pills help Kangel calm down a bit too much (the reason why she is suddenly so happy), and the live comment section seeming like they were excited for a time like this (Kangel being back to normal again). She also could’ve felt like the need to never be Ame again, to protect her own mental health, that may be why she has “killed” her true self.
as someone who’s been stalked and has severe paranoia, this ending hit hard. i wanted to vomit getting it. it’s so cool though, a lot of detail went into it
Weeks after this game was published the Rushia Discord SNS "scandal" broke out and she got fired. All of this makes this ending hitting even closer to home.
2:18 TATAKAE lmfao
This game honestly mimics real life comments so well that it’s entertaining to actually read them
3:57 Electric Boogaloo lol
Lmao 🤣
P-chan is just Ame looking at herself on her webcam being like "TATAKAE, TATAKAE! This is the story you started!"
I love how it has many effects but they genuinely don't feel like too much
I've been loving this game so much lately and I've been wanting to immerse myself in the thoughts of ame and the profoundness of each of her psychotic breakdowns but it's physically impossible for me to get uncomfortable from this game because of the chat
why are they like that
Just get a p-chan yourself, you'll feel euphoric.
The chats were funny at first but kept getting worse and worse
The music and the doorbell constantly ringing feels so... Calming, familiar. Disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed sort of vibe. I could listen to it for hours.
This ending triggered some past traumas the first time I saw it lol... it's my favourite one, for how I relate to it :P
To think that Haachama could've ended like this gives me shivers.
Dear God...
Nah, I actually think Haachama is pretty stable. Remember, most of the crazy stuff with Haato/Haachama started with the fanbase, Haachama just ran with it. Even her break and return wasn't really mental health related, but just because she was also doing school at the time. She also has made it clear that she doesn't NEED to be a vtuber, like financially. It honestly just looks like a creative outlet for her explosively creative personality.
Put another way, there's plenty of Holomem that I worry about before her.
And as it turns out Rushia ended up like this.
@@mrex666productions7 Bruh... I still can't process how fast things went downhill...
@@mrex666productions7 yeah her mental breakdown recently sucks
9:40 me when I've seen this: oh! The poem incoming
Ame goes insane ending.
God, I feel that
Like I don't have a feeling that's everything about me, I'm immortal But I've been arguing with my relatives I feel like I'm being watched And I feel so dizzy for no reason I want them to disappear although they "care about me" I don't care about anything I don't wanna be alive or dead Just pure anger and agitation This leads to self harm and screaming in agony I'm crying, I feel sick and euphoric at the same time And my thoughts all become poem I wrote about ten in a few days But being everywhere and nowhere hurts a bit I saw this poster in a tree "Do you want to improve your life?" And I screamed "Screw you" at the top of my lungs I don't know anymore it's 3 am and all I can do is shaking and mamble Is this gonna end?
I almost got hit by a train today
No advices No common sense
I am not looking for it
1:16 just the music being distorted is so creepy by itself. I love the detail of the echo though
Ladies and gentlemen behold, the most cursed ending!
While this is indeed the most _cursed_ ending, I would personally still consider "There are no angels" to be the worst ending.
This one is probably second worst though.
2:40 poor girl...
it;s sickening how much this game resonates with me
i felt so bad for ame omg :'(
This ending has to be my favorite because of how fucked up it is
I couldn’t help but notice that Ame’s skin gets paler after she snaps, maybe it’s a side effect of overdosing on drugs?
Да
This game is actually fucking terrifying I need to play this
I like how Needy Streamer Overdose gives out how a life of a streamer works and at the same time gives you awareness on how the hate you give out on someone can make them feel pathetic and to be worse, can make them commit su!c!de. Kudos to the creator of Needy Streamer Overdose! Hoping to see more of this!
My favorite ending,but it made me cry...
"I can see your sanity fading" - anonymous chatter
"I can fix her."
"Well, That didn't work."
The fact the worst ending you get is by playing the game how a real person would be is so sad
poor Ame omfg.
Honestly, I'm probably a really bad person and most likely even worse than the ingame viewers but, I kinda like when she is completly insane, like, it feels like she's been crack opened and now we see the most raw version of her, like, I really liked seeing her talk about fishes, or religion, or anime, without a care in the world, I've always been fascinated about insane characters in media and if I'm being honest, I'd love to have a conversation with her in that state
This ending is the wrost ending
I consider "There are no angels" to be the worst, with this ending being the 2nd worst.
Though I would consider this one to be the most _cursed_ ending.
@@TechSY730To me,it’s Catastrophe
moral of the story
dont have sex
the portrayal of the internet in this game is incredible honestly - even the gross sides
I kind of get it. KAngel became a lolcow/horrorcow people would troll just to get a reaction. It’s kinda like watching Chris Chan or Daniel Larson.
People here 1:49 are telling her to just ignore it but she picks out a hate comment just to flip out about it. As a streamer it’s pretty easy to get tunnel vision and block out positive feedback and only focus on negative.
This is definetly the worst ending for ame atleast
Dark angel?
@@toxic9212arguable
@toxic9212 she's implied to have od in this ending, and unlike dark angel this was much more drawn out and gave her more time to fell the affects of her spiraling
"yep, youre banned. have a good night"
Im so sorry for Ame chan 😭
6:59 me when i see somebody named "phoebe" fr
Ik this is kinda a weird request but does anyone have the ost for 7:46 the like glitching noise?
DDLC Noises
What a great ending to experience on a saturday night alone
Also one thing I nkticed but ame in the last mesg laughs like "Aha" which isc usually kangel laughs in her streams i think. Unless thats just hoe she laughs
This game gives me horror game vibes sometimes
...I hate to break it to you-
It’s a psychological horror game bro
i think that people calling nso a horror game arent that wrong, but it definitely takes away from the actual narrative they were trying to tell with it. most of this could happen in our modern day, a popular streamer can have a mental breakdown on stream and people will just say theyre doing it for attention or that the streamer is just being a pick me.
anyways nso is great
why do you think "this game is a horror game" and "this game depicts something that could genuinely happen in our modern day" are somehow opposites? the game is so horrifying BECAUSE of how realistic its portrayal is
This... this is the first thing that's made me feel genuine horror in a while, i'm unstable like Ame, i stay home all day like Ame, i yearn for love like Ame, i want attention like Ame.
If i'm not careful, this could be me.
The sinking feeling in my stomach as the realization hit me must be one of the most terrible things i've ever felt, because it has happened before and i am vulnerable to it.
This is true horror.
But thankfully you're aware of this! Stay strong!!!
HOLY SHIT YOU LIKE MALICE MIZER
Defo my favourite ending
Abj, fur vf gehyl unccl.
(日本語版では文字化けで読めない…)
found the mojibake! it's 莉翫?蠖シ螂ウ縺ッ蟷ク縺帙〒縺吶h, which when deciphered with this tool [ tools.m-bsys(dot)com/dev_tools/char_corruption.php ], returns 今、彼女は幸せですよ. so basically the same as the english version of the text lololol
When coming to watch this video, I got an ad for the same game. Coincidence?
HELP i have adblock on so i had no idea there were youtube ads for the game. in my personal opinion though, needy streamer overload world domination
@@windose20 The world is being clashed by Ame and KAngel lol
@@windose20 CHAD ADBLOCK
Kinda confused by the end, why is she covered in blood? Did she end up killing P-chan or what?
The end was a hallucination. I could imagine she was sent to a psychiatric ward after this though.
It's ambiguous (deliberately so) what happened that last day, and what her "stream" is now.
But hallucinations is probably the best guess
@@mrex666productions7 yeah, and people kept telling her to take a break but she didn't take one. I think her mental health just got worse and worse because of stress. Correct me if I'm wrong but I think the amount of time she spent on the internet was probably messing with her mental health too.
I’m kinda just speculating, but judging by the whole sequence of her self harming and then taking a whole lotta pills, what I feel happened is the end signifies that she may have died from an overdose, and the entire ending is essentially her dying hallucinations.
Probably died from overdose. At 5:53 the text says "die" and seeing how (massive spoiler warning) p-chan is ame and you make the decisions for her, you unwillingly make her take a shit ton of pills which probably was her way of killing herself.
uhh funny thing: i was sick when i first played this ending, and pretty nauseous too... she just like me frrr
The fact this was pretty much jellybean 😶
Except Ame handled it way worse
the jellybean situation still makes me sick whenever i think about it ngl
Now that is fucked up......
Wait I don't know what happened to that guy
@@oofacethemilkshake806 Jellybean got a LOT of harassment directed towards them for...IDK, their videos going outside their target audience.
I’m really confused. For me it stopped at about 6:00 and I pressed x on all the tabs and nothing happened. Like literally nothing I just let it sit there staring at the desktop were I can’t access anything except tweeter and jine and the task manager. . .
Same bug here, a giant purple square just cover the whole screen and i cant see anything
@@weebfromurfellowneighbor3984 ah ye idk. Maybe I should have just not closed all the tabs and waited a sec for something to happen.. idk
@@weebfromurfellowneighbor3984 same
this is scary~! idk whats going on, but i hate the doorbell scene… why doesnt p-chan hear it?
Its all in her head
@@suikabe i see!
@@suikabe whats the morpho butterfly thing about?
@@fia_ruka butterflies can mean suicide
@@suikabe oh ok!!! thanks
Rushia ending-
6:44 was wild
TATAKAe shinzuo sasageyoo
Did she kill someone? I thought for sure she was going to O'D
So what happened at the end end? Did she just go insane and that’s it?
Arrested apparently. If you're wondering there's a Japanese anthology manga, the latest chapter is a canonical outcome of the Internet Overdose end.
@@mrex666productions7 What's the manga's name?
@@0uttaS1TE Needy Girl Overdose Anthology
@@mrex666productions7 Where can I read this chapter? I tried looking online, but I couldn’t find it.
@@TheAxeLordOfFiresame I can't find any
terrifying and goosebump music, worse ending
Oh my god that's horrifying
9:38-10:15 is it just me or does this feel like a spooky's jumpscare mansion death screen
UA-cam is a job where you end up crazy or on jail.
5:54 Holy Sh*t it's so scary!!!! 🙀🙀🙀🙀🙀🙀🙀🙀🙀
plat sigma moment
FLOW Rooi oooooo😊😊❤ 0:28
🙏 BLESS 🙏
im confused what happened at the end like did she die what happened to her
Did she die from taking the pills or smth?
Bro fr thinks she’s Adiris from DBD