Happy New Years bro, another year for us to survive. To answer ur question in the beginning, i personally dont fully relate to ur issue like 100%, im 16 as of one month ago and im about just below average which to u may seem like a blessing but to me because im black there is an expectation around my people for being large so essentially im basically the same as you, everyday im reminded just like you. The reason im still here alive tho, is because of you. I saw a vid from ur channel and for the past 4 months ive been listening to u and i use u as motivation as since u didnt end ur life and kept trying, why should i who in the grand scheme of things in a better position than u end my life over it, so i also wanna say thank you for being there for me in my darkest times.
@@nedsantich7946 i really really hope so man, if im unfortunate enough for that not to happen i wont give up on trying to better my life in other aspects
I do share the same problems. I reached for medical help about 10 years ago. The help i received was getting banned from driving (i still dont have driving license 10 years later) which affected my anxiety even more. Everyday seems pointless to me. I see myself as soulless (purposeless). Still no light at the end of the tunnel.
Wow I wouldn't know what I'd do if I couldn't drive, that's my only escape! I often forget that everyone has their own problems. At least some days are good though right? The vein problem with my legs really makes me feel hopeless but I try to remember that eventually we all have health problems and ultimately pass away. Take it easy dude. ✌🏼
Happy new year man, 30 days without alcohol is a major win, life is rough at times but it gets better, for small moments, it gets better. Look forward to the happy moments. Thank you for showing me that I’m not alone in my struggles.
It's hard man, I also have these cycles where I relapse and go on a binge here and there. But those binges last shorter periods and are less frequent now. It's a never ending battle, but you will continue to see progress over time just keep fighting. All we can do
Happy new year bro!! Another year of resistance and courage!! I just feel ya, Keep it strong, I invite you to learn about Adveita Vedanta cause I thought it may help you since one of its pilars is to realize the conciousness which is our true identity and not the body. It may seem as an illusion but life itself may be an illusion for our true self which is conciousness? Thank you
glad you're ok happy new year if i was a plastic surgeon i would wish happy new rear , i find your videos interesting so post whenever you feel like it & whatever you feel like posting , maybe 1 day you could do blogger
I have the very same problems you have brother and nothing is about to change for me. I plan to end it all in a few months after getting certain affairs in order. I am a 35 yr old chronic loser
I dont drink never really have I do not do drugs, but I am a 60 year old woman with diabetes and I keep trying to give up the cake and chocolate and chips, have heart trouble blocked arteries an afraid i will lose my legs as it is hard to walk but I struggle with it, now some may think its only food but its not I could go blind lose my limbs and end up in a very dark place all addictions are dark and take us down an even darker road but u can do this and so can I, so lets go and do this, good luck
Why, so I can feel the hot dog dilemma while paying $130? I'm also ugly obviously, I don't deny that. I'm very truthful and realistic about my situation. This is a very special year for everyone. Yo I'm just trying to get my scooter in top running condition then I'm on the road brah!
Happy New Years bro, another year for us to survive. To answer ur question in the beginning, i personally dont fully relate to ur issue like 100%, im 16 as of one month ago and im about just below average which to u may seem like a blessing but to me because im black there is an expectation around my people for being large so essentially im basically the same as you, everyday im reminded just like you. The reason im still here alive tho, is because of you. I saw a vid from ur channel and for the past 4 months ive been listening to u and i use u as motivation as since u didnt end ur life and kept trying, why should i who in the grand scheme of things in a better position than u end my life over it, so i also wanna say thank you for being there for me in my darkest times.
Your only 16 you still have 3 years of growth. By the time you reach 19 you will most likely be above average.
@@nedsantich7946 i really really hope so man, if im unfortunate enough for that not to happen i wont give up on trying to better my life in other aspects
I do share the same problems. I reached for medical help about 10 years ago. The help i received was getting banned from driving (i still dont have driving license 10 years later) which affected my anxiety even more. Everyday seems pointless to me. I see myself as soulless (purposeless).
Still no light at the end of the tunnel.
Wow I wouldn't know what I'd do if I couldn't drive, that's my only escape! I often forget that everyone has their own problems. At least some days are good though right? The vein problem with my legs really makes me feel hopeless but I try to remember that eventually we all have health problems and ultimately pass away. Take it easy dude. ✌🏼
Happy new year man, 30 days without alcohol is a major win, life is rough at times but it gets better, for small moments, it gets better. Look forward to the happy moments. Thank you for showing me that I’m not alone in my struggles.
Happy new year bro. Stop drinking for a bit, you’re doing well
It's hard man, I also have these cycles where I relapse and go on a binge here and there. But those binges last shorter periods and are less frequent now. It's a never ending battle, but you will continue to see progress over time just keep fighting. All we can do
Hey thank you persianfoo happy new year.
Bro good to see you back is being a while since u haven't edited nada
Isn’t weed better than alcohol for battling loneliness? In moderation perhaps, like few times a week.
Happy new year bro!! Another year of resistance and courage!! I just feel ya, Keep it strong, I invite you to learn about Adveita Vedanta cause I thought it may help you since one of its pilars is to realize the conciousness which is our true identity and not the body. It may seem as an illusion but life itself may be an illusion for our true self which is conciousness? Thank you
Nice cat btw. Happy new year
Oh haha thank you she's my pride and joy. She's a funny stinky black cat, thinks she's the boss lol. I love her so much.
glad you're ok happy new year if i was a plastic surgeon i would wish happy new rear , i find your videos interesting so post whenever you feel like it & whatever you feel like posting , maybe 1 day you could do blogger
I have the very same problems you have brother and nothing is about to change for me. I plan to end it all in a few months after getting certain affairs in order. I am a 35 yr old chronic loser
I dont drink never really have I do not do drugs, but I am a 60 year old woman with diabetes and I keep trying to give up the cake and chocolate and chips, have heart trouble blocked arteries an afraid i will lose my legs as it is hard to walk but I struggle with it, now some may think its only food but its not I could go blind lose my limbs and end up in a very dark place all addictions are dark and take us down an even darker road but u can do this and so can I, so lets go and do this, good luck
Hope you okay. Be strong
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Why, so I can feel the hot dog dilemma while paying $130? I'm also ugly obviously, I don't deny that. I'm very truthful and realistic about my situation. This is a very special year for everyone. Yo I'm just trying to get my scooter in top running condition then I'm on the road brah!