I feel the walls surrounding All around me Closing in on me I barley scratched the surface Of who I wanted to be They say that life is short And God damn its true And truth can hurt Like the skies are blue Trying to find myself While my eyes are glued Playing peek a boo I'm see through Haunted by a past Of ghosts and memories Lost between the tracks of a thousand galaxies Still begging for attention While pushing people the opposite direction Expecting them to get it Instead of letting them in on it Talking to family and friends About life and death too much You know me I'm so pessimistic Telling my friends and family that I want death Begging for their attention pushing them the opposite direction Expecting them to guess it instead of just letting them in Well, here I am to bring you down again I'm truly sorry for the way I misrepresented our connection And how I dealt with what i felt in moments when I wasnt the best I just wish that my message was filled with more hugs and kisses than goodbyes and shoves I'm so condescending, a nauseous start andy obnoxious setting Hypocritical opinions and a head full of contradictions, that are never ending Trying to figure out the electricity and circuitry so I can fit into it Push and shove me, love me smother me in company Hold me tight hold me up Please Just hold on to me I need you there to need me so that I can feel alive I needed somebody to talk to when I'm down and lonely And feel like nothings really worth it or working right for me Like what's the purpose anways when I'm so shy and nervous, awkward face blushed red Bursting through the circuits Of every word I've ever said Trying to stay afloat, Or find a point I dove deep but didn't sink Apparently still on the brink Of realities insanity Sleepwalking through a dream scape In the penitentiary of time and waste While my minds asleep but appears Life's a bitch, Ain't that the truth Stacking words ontop of curses Placing covers over cures, and masking hurt unraveling battle wounds Losing focus between the notes Trapped inside a cage of memories Ever since my birth I've felt more hell than heaven Looking at everything backwards, the opposite direction Taking it step by step Trying to find a pathway I can stand Or a balance with electricity and its connection To all the people around me im surrounding That I traded in for friends I always take things personally And for granted Every wish I wasn't granted dismantling travel plans Stranded strapped myself into the planet Push and shove me, love me smother me in company Hold me tight hold me please just hold on to me I need you there to need me so that I can be here too I need someone to talk to when I'm down and lonely And feel like nothings really worth it or working right for me Like what's the purpose anways when I'm so shy and nervous, awkward face blushed red Bursting through the circuits Of every word I've ever said Trying to stay afloat, Or find a point I dove deep but didn't sink Apparently still on the brink Of realities insanity Sleepwalking through a dream scape In the penitentiary of time and waste While my minds asleep but appears awake
Love you H3. Another killer killer beat
Thank you bro!
Yes man!!!!! This one is so fire, the vocals are tidy
Dope
I feel the walls surrounding
All around me
Closing in on me
I barley scratched the surface
Of who I wanted to be
They say that life is short
And God damn its true
And truth can hurt
Like the skies are blue
Trying to find myself
While my eyes are glued
Playing peek a boo
I'm see through
Haunted by a past
Of ghosts and memories
Lost between the tracks
of a thousand galaxies
Still begging for attention
While pushing people
the opposite direction
Expecting them to get it
Instead of letting them in on it
Talking to family and friends
About life and death too much
You know me I'm so pessimistic
Telling my friends and family that I want death
Begging for their attention pushing them the opposite direction
Expecting them to guess it instead of just letting them in
Well, here I am to bring you down again
I'm truly sorry for the way I misrepresented our connection
And how I dealt with what i felt in moments when I wasnt the best
I just wish that my message was filled with more hugs and kisses than goodbyes and shoves
I'm so condescending, a nauseous start andy obnoxious setting
Hypocritical opinions and a head full of contradictions, that are never ending
Trying to figure out the electricity and circuitry so I can fit into it
Push and shove me,
love me
smother me in company
Hold me tight
hold me up
Please
Just hold on to me
I need you there to need me
so that I can feel alive
I needed somebody to talk to
when I'm down and lonely
And feel like nothings really worth it or working right for me
Like what's the purpose anways when I'm so shy and nervous,
awkward face blushed red
Bursting through the circuits
Of every word I've ever said
Trying to stay afloat,
Or find a point
I dove deep but didn't sink
Apparently still on the brink
Of realities insanity
Sleepwalking through a dream scape
In the penitentiary of time and waste
While my minds asleep but appears
Life's a bitch,
Ain't that the truth
Stacking words ontop of curses
Placing covers over cures, and masking hurt
unraveling battle wounds
Losing focus between the notes
Trapped inside a cage of memories
Ever since my birth I've felt more hell than heaven
Looking at everything backwards, the opposite direction
Taking it step by step
Trying to find a pathway I can stand
Or a balance with electricity and its connection
To all the people around me im surrounding
That I traded in for friends
I always take things personally
And for granted
Every wish I wasn't granted
dismantling travel plans
Stranded strapped myself into the planet
Push and shove me, love me
smother me in company
Hold me tight hold me please
just hold on to me
I need you there to need me so that I can be here too
I need someone to talk to when I'm down and lonely
And feel like nothings really worth it or working right for me
Like what's the purpose anways when I'm so shy and nervous,
awkward face blushed red
Bursting through the circuits
Of every word I've ever said
Trying to stay afloat,
Or find a point
I dove deep but didn't sink
Apparently still on the brink
Of realities insanity
Sleepwalking through a dream scape
In the penitentiary of time and waste
While my minds asleep but appears awake
bruh... imma rock that cool?...
@@Rawb_Mics hit it up homie
@@sinryu got u... i just spit it while reading it.... give me a few and ill post a link
@@Rawb_Mics please do homie, it's the greatest respect I can achieve vause I ain't about profit but I would sincerely love to hear it!
@@Rawb_Mics what da word
Fantastic
First
Do people still do that? xD
Not as much as they use to but you do win the pie lol
🔥
I started to hear "Come here and f**k me" 💀💀💀
I just ruined another one bro💀
Day 33 asking for another eminem alfred's theme type beat, loved this one 🔥🔥🔥
@@Psybo he did react multiple times, we even chat in his stream everything between us is cool
Mohamed (Cowboi) is cool! He doesn't take it too seriously and isn't being an ass about it lol
@@H3Music thanks about it lol, I always appreciate you work keep it up brother!
@Psybo the trickster 😂😂😅😅😅