I spoke to the devil in miami Instrumental

[@JAKESALIVE]

Rest In Peace x

[@xangel4748]

Nostalgic Sunday 😭😭

[@SammieB]

:(

[@amirs8023]

rip x the devil in miami lied and took him in miami

[@lisd5892]

Nostalgic Sunday 😭💔

[@morningstar7896]

Sonic Black 💔💔💔💔

[@legualschreibt805]

The piano is smooth af

[@monojuice]

Stellar eh, beat drop ruins it

[@Prymistic]

MonoJuice hell yea its all chill then its some random beat drop lmao

[@prodbyfaith0n]

still is alasen's sample

[@monojuice]

deftlaw no one said it isn’t

[@Prymistic]

lmao ikr i was thinking the same thing but i was gonna leave him be

[@viperr06]

This instrumental makes me feel alone walking in silent streets on a foggy day
edit: no im not depressed its just experience ._.
edit 2: y'all stop arguing im not depressed or want attention its just an experience for god sake

[@ragingblast732]

I do this every friday night in the autumn/winter times. It honestly is so relaxing and clears your mind.

[@kd2146]

Fake depressed wanting antention

[@ragingblast732]

k d you don’t have to be depressed for a song to put you in a scenario that you feel associates with the song itself lmao

[@popisolation]

Those peaceful walks at 4:00 are the best the refreshing air to the silence of the city almost makes you wonder is it a dream or are you in a real world, the peaceful loneliness is something all should experience.

[@celt3331]

Night

[@hecker5334]

2020 just got even crazier.

[@cool49920]

2022 just got even crazier >>>>>>>> 2020 just got even crazier

[@Lamborghini_Huracan_LP610-4]

​@@cool499202024?

[@unknown.user1993]

2023 and 2024 just got even more crazier

[@kr4mp]

This song was a secret message, let me fill you in. The title, "I spoke to the devil in Miami, and he said everything would be fine" is literal. Miami is where X sold his soul to Satan for fame and fortune, when he was 17 (hence his albums name). I will now go into my take on this songs lyrical breakdown. (one thing to note is that he is telling a chronological story of the "conversation" he has with Satan)
Intro - "It will all be over soon" ---- X was aware that his death was going to be very soon
Verse - "I'm always where the sun dont shine, the tears dont show, wont hurt me now 'cause hearts been broke, i hate myself, but it wont show, i constantly lose all my remorse"
---- he starts off by telling us that before he sold his soul, he was very depressed
Verse - "And its ten for the wolf, and three for the shepherd"
--- in this analogy Satan is the wolf while X is the shepherd. If you arent familiar with this story, a wolf once stayed by a flock of sheep led by a shepherd for a long time, but never did anything to the sheep. One day, the shepherd left his flock with the wolf, for he trusted the wolf. When the shepherd came back to his flock, they were all dead. Through the wolf's cunning, he deceived the shepherd. Satan deceived X into selling his soul for fame and fortune, but in the end, Satan won the trade.
Verse - "and it's one for the sheep who Led by your leopard, often gave his perception as a Handle of weapon, took a bite of your apple, give me All you can offer"
---- In this analogy, X is the sheep, while Satan (or one of his demons) is the leopard. Satan used his PERCEPTION (satan is a master deceiver) to deceive X into TAKING A BITE OF HIS APPLE (or selling his soul), in exchange for all Satan could offer X (fame and fortune)
Verse - "now I'm trapped in a changing maze Setting my soul ablaze, couldn't control the pace Where is this going?"
---- Since trading his soul to the devil, X is no longer himself, now all he can do is ask himself the question "Where do 'I' go from here?"
Verse - "Heartless is recklessness"
---- Remember earlier in the song when X said his heart was broke? Well, because he was heartless, he did not care about anything and was reckless because of it, which led to him selling his soul to the devil.
Verse - " it's War with the pacifist to word of a masochist, I'm Off of the map,"
----- X doesn't know whether to side with God or Satan, so for the time being he chooses neither.
Verse - " my Lord, I spoke to a Baphomet, he Said he would save me if I gave him one thing you needed "What is this thing?", I pleaded boy, it's the key to even, yeah"
---- Satan tells X what he wants from him, Jahsey Onfroy's Key To Heaven.... his soul.
Verse - "And as I spoke, my fangs were shown Taken aback, he smiles and tells me "What you crave will soon be yours But what I crave is already mine" Anima vestra Anima Anima vestra Anima"
---- By this point in the song the deal has been made, X sold his soul to Satan. Satan tells X that soon enough he will receive the fame and fortune he craved, but what SATAN craved, he already has, Anima Vestra. (anima vestra means YOUR SOUL).

[@garciatempensoniv3700]

It all makes sense now. Thank you.

[@chosensonas]

Holy fuck this is creepy

[@TheSapphirePlayzImTSPZ]

Wtf dude that’s insane. Must’ve Took a lot of time

[@aaezrt7115]

UnderKiller it ain’t that deep bruh

[@Vandalae]

Then in before I close my eyes he asks for forgiveness but doesnt know if its too late for him or not. Later in train food he predicts his death.

[@organizedchaos624]

"Songs to listen to in the dark at 3 a.m. while thinking about the past"

[@levongd1690]

You got me...😩😧

[@user-ut8ce6jx9i]

@@levongd1690 youre replying to a 2 year old comment

[@levongd1690]

@@user-ut8ce6jx9i idc...its still true

[@keirahill7766]

Literally tho and it gives out the most weirdest vibe, ya get me? 🥴

[@arturs6848]

it’s like actually 3am

[@calebwilliams2209]

Shoutout to all the real fans of jah, lovely seeing you here

[@darrenlinklater4031]

Caleb Williams ❤️

[@ohyeahyeah6145]

LLJ 🤙

[@luishrt2011]

Here bro🤙🏾 i hear him two months before Look AT Me cames out

[@luishrt2011]

Miss him too much🎶😭💔...

[@imi3615]

No such thing as real fans, quit acting like an idiot.

[@user-hp9lk4kn5b]

This song should be soundtrack in minecraft

[@birmaniaobando5307]

I'd play more

[@thetrashcanking]

Nah this is too dark for even minecraft

[@mlvndzn]

You could probably get it into minecraft.

[@doodlesploit843]

but minecraft
with depression
and sadness
and no happy people to talk to
if ur down
u cant do anything about it
the song
all they would do
is listen to it
and get
sadder
and
sadder

[@thetrashcanking]

@@doodlesploit843 Bruh you know like mostly kids play the game right?

[@therocksrightnut609]

“I would want to make at least 5 million kids happy.” You definitely did X. R.I.P

[@lemonke5341]

LMAO TheRocksRightNut saying this i can't take it seriously bro

[@thatoneguy-ll2jh]

@@lemonke5341shutup

[@mallakplayz5105]

This instrumental background music makes me think about life 😔

[@braydenbratcher3730]

True

[@alaracelik3161]

Same dude.

[@sharkclipper2799]

Same, I wish we could go back. Before the pandemic and Before x died :(

[@bigstev6758]

Same

[@d4rk0o]

Same://

[@akeiio394]

I like this but it gives me really sad and weird vibes

[@krypton4584]

Dude same

[@piercemartin4846]

I’m just really depressed right now, so it always gives me sad vibes

[@piercemartin4846]

@Brayden Rice not really, but trying to get through it emotionally. I haven’t been able to see some of my family in 5 months cause of the pandemic. I also haven’t seen some friends in 10 months.

[@edwxrdw7870]

@@piercemartin4846 stay strong bud. You’re not alone there. Hopefully some sense of normality where we can see our friends and loved ones returns before too long

[@piercemartin4846]

@@edwxrdw7870 yeah, hopefully

[@janaaljandan4426]

This song, just the instrumental it’s self gives me goosebumps and shivers down my spine

[@madeinheaven7286]

How

[@professionalhater_x1979]

Right

[@OfficialXSaken]

​@@madeinheaven7286 idk how to explain it, but its just unsettling to me. The trumpet sound, the piano, the pieces are just laid out in such a way

[@Brandonnnnnnnnnnn482]

He knew it, he saw it coming, he knew were he was going to die.💔

[@chipotle_godd]

of course he did everyone knows there going to die everything happens for a reason something jahseh understood well

[@bigpapilocsta5520]

I Think think he meant that x knew he was going to die early/Young

[@michaelballesteros1201]

Young Trapking and that it was going to be in his hometown

[@princessparis2289]

Lil Brandi《》《》《》《 think so to

[@kurtbaker5038]

He wanted to die he just felt too guilty

[@Erzxh]

X was more than just a rapper to some people, he was more than an artist, he was an inspiration. I myself, and I speak for many others, know that he made a positive impact on many others life’s, and helped people through tough times. X had his past, and although it may have been a bumpy road, that didn’t stop him. And it reminds us that nobody’s perfect. His music and his personality was a light in the dark for some people, but sadly that light has faded too early. It’s a shame we lost someone who made such an impact, at such a young age, so soon. R.I.P X ♥️

[@otfcody7623]

stfu

[@omgtey]

yourmom42069 don’t tell him to stfu

[@omgtey]

yourmom42069 he’s right x did have a different impact he inspired me to do different things and he was a really great artist but he was more than a artist he was a angel from heaven and now he has served his time on earth and he has went back to Jesus were he belongs having fun on the island with Tupac biggie, and micheal Jackson.

[@otfcody7623]

stfu

[@Doctorphil-ob3jb]

@@otfcody7623 this mans trolling too hard lol. X was a great rapper tho

[@shuba6541]

Hearing this while staring at him, feels really sad :(

[@mauserc9664]

Yeah

[@moaswrld]

yeah I wished I had a chance to at least meet him 😔

[@trixfendii3997]

bro you made me cry

[@luiscarlossantossouza5223]

@@moaswrld wow I just remember x every time I listen to this song. BR 😔

[@Kounnah]

The year is 2019 and you are laughing at the pictures online. The pictures are funny because you understand the contextual foundation of the jokes. This understanding makes you feel included, as if you're part of an inside-joke. You look to your left, then to your right. You're actually alone. You've felt alone for years, but the pictures online help you to forget that. The pictures online make you feel like you're having genuine shared experience. You know deep down the experience is not genuine, because there is a void in your heart that even the dankest meme could never fill.

[@tomasciganpal7897]

Bro I just seen it on Instagram

[@jennykanura7627]

Dats deep bro

[@beanphoenix8636]

As mods say when they see a truly dank meme:dank

[@hiiipowerbass2337]

2020. pshhh fucking wrong af

[@rosewolf3559]

It's 2020...the worst year in my life...

[@1llucaas232]

I wrote a letter to my future self while listening to this on repeat, that shit was peaceful asf😌

[@bradynroberts6564]

Damn this comment just hits hard in 2020

[@fromunderthecorkdre]

@@bradynroberts6564 it really does 😩

[@davielano5260]

Gavagahovaitegakhfg

[@bradynroberts6564]

Davi Elano ?

[@martinazunino4867]

..Well?

[@mcpastel8627]

the first song i heard by him... i wish i'd gotten into his music sooner
rest in peace, you will most definitely been missed by so many.

[@xtyoloxyt8531]

Damn you still here?

[@karambit.]

@@xtyoloxyt8531 I am.

[@KalaschniKlown]

One of the most heartbreakingly beautiful melody’s to come the 2010s, no matter how many times it repeats you can’t stop listening
You did good xxxtentacion, very good
*Bless*

[@user-nn3uc2xg3f]

2020 JUST GOT EVEN CRAZIER!

[@feliccbruh4056]

its beautiful
Rip x

[@VIVALAVERSA]

His music was Anger and Depression as a sound. No one in hiphop like him could portrait it so good like him. His songs hit the emotion and the mental state so perfectly its like he feels EXACTLY the same thing. Its very odd.

[@IbelieveinCJ]

It’ll be fine. You’ll get through it. Whatever it is, will pass. And things will be better.

[@lliora]

this helped me. thanks

[@nexusmeepster7810]

Thanks pal

[@minhxuan2982]

thanks brother

[@Purecodeine]

Thanks i need this rn

[@jackteckers3654]

God bless u bru🙏🏿❤️✝️

[@heaydxn_]

Jah was a good person I didn’t listened to him a lot but his music made me feel like I wasn’t alone he was a good person he might rap about other stuff but he loved all his fans I wish he never left this world I didn’t know jah as a family member but I would die for him he was a good man Rest In Peace lil jah we love you 💓💕👍🏽✌🏽🥺

[@kylelawson2984]

If you're thinking about posting your lyrics in this comment section, don't.

[@giuseppelebeau2546]

But this is good, right?
soundcloud.com/guiseppetheghost/i-spoke-to-the-devil-in-miami-remix

[@DoritoMcDew]

if only people were smart enough to listen

[@ridgejordan1859]

I know ppl's lyrics are trash too lmao

[@bendingbananas6540]

Lol I literally just saw one under your comment😅

[@italianmuscle9580]

👍🏼👍🏼

[@ravenortega829]

At the end of the day he was a human being...

[@alwwqe]

facts

[@Blaz702]

It sure dont feel like it

[@Messenger1.0]

End of a movie.. this song plays as the camera slowly zooms out showing the aftermath of the end of the world. No animals or humans in sight. Just ash, smoke and silence… and for the first time in forever there is finally peace on earth.

[@TheCrazyOne2]

"What the hell kinda name is Soap. Eh? How'd a moppet like you pass selection?"

[@itskathrxnec6865]

Here' something I wrote last year and I thought it would sound good with this instrumental;
i cant do this. | 10/14/16
the frustration
the temptation
the abrasion
all i need right now is you, right by my side.
i cant abide.
I’ve always tried to stay strong
dont know my rights from my wrongs.
rolling down hills.
popping them pills.
getting the chills
dont know how to feel.
when you cant keep it real.
staring at the ceiling.
getting the feeling.
that you’re lying to me.
trying to be
a little secretive.
i dont wanna live.
nor do i wanna give
into these thoughts.
i dont wanna be impactive.
i just wish to be attractive.
looking in the mirror.
i just got a shiver.
thinking ‘bout the river.
the separation.
the medication.
this fucked up little situation.
its all a mess.
i cant confess.
to the things i do when youre nowhere near.
i somewhat fear.
that this situation is a bit unclear.
im all alone.
on my phone.
feeling faded.
feeling degraded.
feeling like you traded me in.
or just tossed me away in the bin.
frustration
temptation
abrasion
seperation
medication
fucked up little situation
feeling very sore
feeling more degraded than i've ever been before.
-kathrine

[@atomiccelestial7428]

It's Kathrxne c; That's one of the best I've seen in a long time.

[@giuseppelebeau2546]

You'll feel this if you ever struggled with depression...
soundcloud.com/guiseppetheghost/i-spoke-to-the-devil-in-miami-remix

[@dawndayquinones5955]

It's Kathrxne c; damn that's deep 😔

[@arixbi4902]

Can i make a video on these amazing lyrics? like make a song with em ill give you creds

[@mangkipoem1]

holy shit this is good

[@hgay3433]

This song gives me weird vibes like idk how to feel vibes it’s between creepy and beautiful it almost sounds supernatural

[@justas750]

me too

[@kyauyss]

Same here, this vibe is so strange

[@Goldieboi]

It's something you would hear when you looked at Liminal Space Photos.

[@Tetopettenson1]

@@Goldieboi oh hell nah the liminal spaces are creepy i dont want to look at it

[@gasmaskd2942]

Well he spoke to the devil in Miami ..this is low-key demonic but it must've been a sad devil oh well 👿😔

[@cjbeenreal8158]

i can see this song playing at my funeral while i sit on a tree next to my grave and no one sees me

[@YOURBOYCB]

Real

[@iiwoofyii6617]

This is really wierd he got shot dead in miami

[@Nuji0x]

woah..

[@toethief9332]

II WOOFY II HES from Miami soo

[@ouid1133]

@@toethief9332 hes from plantation Florida, Broward county

[@VaquOfficial]

He died in Deerfield Beach

[@SubscribersChallengeWith-md7dp]

Vaqu! In Miami Florida

[@shareef5380]

This beat could explains my lonely ness

[@MullerFan28]

@Fargo 030 bruh

[@user-ud4jv]

loneliness*

[@adrianna991]

I turn this on, put my headphones in, turn off the lights and go under my cover. it makes me feel so many feelings.😕

[@WizzOfIzz]

“2020 just got even crazier” ahh beat

[@Worldwide-pt4vd]

RIP XXX!!

[@apexlegendsisbetterthanfor307]

Now it sounds like you are exited with the exclamation mark shame on you

[@sanskiee2126]

For everyone commenting things like, X could have been saved if he had faith in god
No one can be saved by anything,
It was X's time to go
And no one could have changed what happened,
don't get me wrong I loved that guy and he got me through a lot of hard times in my life but at the end of the day,
It is what it is, and without X I'll never be the same.
He stopped me from doing so much shit in my life that I wouldn't be able to take back,
For example, suicide, self harming, etc.
He did not only impact my life, but millions of other kids just like me
Going through a hard time in their life or fighting depression
I'm so grateful to X and his music, If he wasn't in my life I would probably be dead right now or be killing people and selling drugs
R.I.P X, forever in our hearts. - Thanks for all the likes

[@gustavonunez9979]

Fuck x

[@хепхеп]

fuck you

[@хепхеп]

Gustavo fuck you

[@Dinero61]

Fuck yall hating ahh niggas talking bout some fxck x........RIP X💔

[@sleepyhead9559]

Gustavo do not be so disrespectful. It is rude and mean. Stop talking because X impacted multiple lives. He saves people he changed the world. He saved kept people alive helped propel from depression, Suicide , Suicide thoughts. So stop please. It hurts to have to think that someone said “fu•• X” it just hurts. So please stop. May X be remembered any may his legacy live upon our lives😊💘 BAD VIBES FOREVER EMPIRE©️

[@spike6408]

When i hear this song i feel like my last Moment in life and i saw my moments when i was happy

[@Orthosaur7532]

A moment of deep silent for people who are still searching for this song...
I have been searching it for well over two years. Farewell, love God, and Amen ❤

[@Yonatan...]

Luckily I know Reddit
Although I got perma banned yesterday
It’s my third account

[@Orthosaur7532]

​@@Yonatan...Live life, bro. We need to cut down on internet access.

[@Sir_Sectrix]

@@Yonatan...being banned off Reddit is a badge of honour my guy

[@Yonatan...]

@@Sir_Sectrix I just got banned on my fourth and fifth account as well

[@iamjdx]

Im literally just getting into X's music. I fucking love it. These more heartfelt beats get me.
That being said I'm trying to evolve so I wrote a little something to this kinda like a freestyle few minutes thing. If anyone could give me some critiques try guide me that'd be amazing.
I spoke to the angels
I lay awake
Pray the lord
My breath he takes
I sleep all day
I pray the lord
The devil he keep away
My friends don't know me
I don't know myself
I hope they know
If all goes well
Maybe this feeling
Will drown itself
Self pity a self portrait
Talked to god last night
Told him I don't want to
But this my fate
Can't keep wishing
I don't keep struggling
Staring at the mirror
Behind me the scene
Me on my bed
Finally free
I talked to them
The angels he sent
Asked them if my
Life was worth more
What am hurting for
Is my soul beautiful
Why am I so harmful
To the ones I love
I need that place above
I need you
I need your love
I lay in bed
Eyes to the ceiling
Just waiting
For the feeling
My heart stop beating
Cradled me in they arms
The angels he sent
Friends of god
Finding peace
inside of me
Came so easily
When every breath
finally left me
I talked to the angels
Asked if it'd be okay
They replied this way
Not if earth is where I stay

[@vvs2508]

Jay Dee Fucking Majestic That Was Good.

[@iamjdx]

Votxed thank you man! Means a lot to hear good things about written

[@heartsofcarnage]

NXBDY bro I felt that shit

[@joaninhavoavoa]

god that was really really good. i sang along 💕

[@Elesounds]

Bruh don't post lyrics on videos because no one is gonna know the flow you used, make a video or something but posting lyrics ain't gonna do nothing

[@ThePlagueZ]

What these guys don't know is that ima take all they lyrics 😤 #gotcaughtlacking

[@blinqblinq78]

ThePlague Z why cant u just make up you'r own lyrics? kinda a scumbag thing to do

[@JoseDaPrimo]

Lol

[@wilsond3874]

WOW WHAT AN EPIC LOL FACE. WHAT A CRAZY WACKY GUY. ITS JUST SO EPIC.

[@Jay-do5gx]

lol same

[@gustavonunez9979]

Lmao

[@CarlJohnson-zw4vq]

This hits diff when its raining, It's get my mind outta things and is so relaxing. I'm a fan of Jah since 2016. Ngl he was like a big brother to me.

[@Joodaeu]

Even CJ From Grove st. Has Excelent taste in music :D

[@ZephinorYT]

I'm wondering whether you're gonna come back to this as some sort of nostalgia. or when youre finally at the lowest point of your life? Lets see how your story will fold, Zephinor.

[@xevenax]

for kids who think he didn't believe in god, listen to before i close my eyes by him. the whole song is legit a full on prayer that is in bibles.

[@whyb0rns]

june 18th 2020
2 years ❤️🕊

[@jeremyguerrero557]

Every soul that has spoken and moved the world into balance I ask yall too move thru me so I can bring more love and open the heart of thos who haven't felt love

[@celine824kb]

so it’s 2022 now, i come back to this video alot, just miss you so fucking much X, we ALL miss you so much. This audio definitely doesn’t help 😢😣😣💔

[@NotCareAnybody]

x's songs always bring back memories they make me very sentimental, I wish he were with us ... may he rest in peace

[@hashira1105]

Rip X. I only found out about him after his death

[@garciatempensoniv3700]

...same

[@ok_george]

epic stefan same

[@topher7158]

Same here bro

[@taiyeione]

he is forever a mood I want to live in

[@moisesdejesus2535]

I can feel the sound, the white sound behind... The piano, the chords, in the night, the tragedy, the darkness and lonely take my soul.
Rest in peace X🌎

[@EscapeVibes.]

song still gives me chills..

[@Jplex.]

Whenever I needa clear my head I listen to this. The whole instrumental is just mind numbing

[@solidevil2639]

i spoke to the devil in miami, he said "did you hear laurel or yanny?"

[@cheridabomb]

Damn nice one

[@meyxtentacion9451]

Not funny

[@solidevil2639]

meyx that’s debatable sir

[@xbunny909]

Solid EVIL lmao

[@sghflnjdgftrebv4005]

Lol

[@garretbasso4336]

I listen to it to remind me that life isn’t always sad and filled with heart break. My life has been filled with hopelessness and heartbreak but I excape listening to his music and I will always be thankful and grateful to have his music and although I never got to see him in person I miss him dearly he changed my life. I’m not a day 1 x fan but a really big fan of his work. I hope your with your friends jahseh, I hope I get to meet you up there🕊

[@iran1924]

After 4 years, I am the first who liked youf comment. How are you?

[@safiaafr]

* insert sad edits *

[@viraqjit]

I get those goosebumps everytime i hear this.

[@Blossom_ninix_xx]

Dude, it's been five years after this comment, are you okay?

[@cashhh_07]

@@Blossom_ninix_xx probably

[@icesolex]

nostalgia

[@snowflakehmd9740]

Evrey time I hear it I like rip x miss you most of all

[@S3verusMyG]

Damn, so many legends being put down the past two decades. RIP to all of them

[@auaaua7825]

sorry but this song gives me a death vibe because i listened to this when my grandpa died so this song is much important to me

[@Younginterval]

Sorry for your lost bro

[@less05x12]

This will always be in my heart

[@moaswrld]

this is the only reason why I support Jahseh, his songs just hits different, there ain’t no song that I’ve hated of his, Rest In Peace Jahseh Onfroy, sad that your life was taken way to soon :(
🙅🏽‍♀️🙅🏽‍♀️🙅🏽‍♀️🖤😔

[@natewhite2345]

there’s nothing like just listening to this... thinking about when we were kids and laughing and playing without a care in the world. what happened... why did everything go this way? i know i’m still a kid but even being 17 and just knowing something went wrong somewhere is giving me chills. i miss the times when i would hang out with my cousins and brothers and play games all day all night and go to the park and play on the swings and get ice cream with them and just have a blast. it’s all just fading slowly. As a kid i thought growing up would be so fun and being an adult would be so cool. But now knowing that it’s like this and i know it’s not gonna get any better it’s just weird. Most of my family isn’t around to hangout or do anything. Just wanna find the right place to be..

[@Zaquifiles]

"what is real will prosper" words ive kept close for all my life

[@slavickahzi7590]

Everybody gangsta till they hear a shot in Miami😔 Rest In peace legend. Hope to see you one day

[@Harmonylovesfrieza]

The piano is smooth af rest in peace x we will remember you

[@reconnaissancekaren8887]

I’ve been looking for this song for a long time

[@theholiestsock2207]

This song scares me for some strange reason

[@C4PYMATIONS]

The piano is making me sad. I am sad a lot these days, I had to surrender my dog...

[@Caralho22]

Why ?!

[@ITADOMANI]

"2020 just got even crazier!"

[@xyizerzxc]

I'm from Russia and I really like to listen to music. It's 2 o'clock in the morning, I'm damn sleepy, but I'm waiting for the dawn to this song. For some reason, I'm very sad.

[@fluffycookie0384]

This is so nostalgic for me.... Idk why

[@alastor1419]

Ikr
Everytime I play this song , my life flashbacks before my eyes. Every memory. Every nostalgic event.

[@danielboyd6927]

When i listen to this i just remember the void of no feeling im in. No one around me just my sad excuse for an existence

[@Pro-jk9jk]

I realize after i saw some comments that the way i feel about this song is not normal it's probably deadly feeling to my brain and self

[@Wilson_Does_Stuff]

This song makes me feel a sense of sadness and extreme dread. Like I’m about to die alone, bleeding out in a forest far away from civilization

[@jacobtorrisi2842]

Fell from heaven
Lost my heart
Can I get it?
Soul and body
Feel ripped apart
No answer
Have you resented
Me as a child
That was given to you
As a present
from the earth To the heavens
So I'll shine amongst the stars
Falling asleep against a stone
Counting rocks
That shoot past my home
Before I close my eyes
I wisper a suddle tone.

[@eltrapo5196]

Clean my slate
I’ve lost it all
I can’t restart
Can’t stop this fall
I run a fever
Trying to escape
I’m no believer
In second chances
Starting over again
It’s too late now
It has happened
The past is written
And the pen is gone
It can’t be changed
The pain is prolonged
When will it stop
I got so numb
Please help me
I can’t feel love
I’ve disrespected Myself
And the god above
Just dragging along
Writing this song
I realized
All I do is wrong
please tell me I’m wrong
I feel like a ghost
Anger I feel the most
I wish to be happy
If only I could
Oh lord save me
I’m just misunderstood
I can’t see my visions bleared
Bringing it back to all the laughs I shared
I know people care
I just don’t care
I’m just sitting there
thinking where I belong
maybe I’m wrong
Maybe I’m just emo
Or fake depressed
I think it’s much less
Than I make it seem
I’m trapped in this dream
That I’m just blown over
I swear I’m going over

[@asiyyahmullen8777]

I loved how unique he was with his music and himself his legacy will live on forever rip x 💔

[@skystrickland2576]

True love for this song. A safe haven for my mind.

[@blatztheruler]

man made good beats just the tiktok kids ruined his reputation tbh

[@silverr2110]

To free X to R.I.P X
you will be missed

[@masontylerwyattellis1575]

Listening to this makes me feel.feel alone without x

[@jovannycruz4587]

Still here will always be missed

[@billydonovan9708]

With every inch I have left/ when the wind can't catch my breath/ feelings of loneliness/ hold me close alone stoned again/ can't pick up the phone my friend/ heroin swallowed you/ I'm feeling hollow to/ I wish I can shed a tear there just no more left in here/ dissapointed despise my crisis/ the lies tighten my weakness like vices/ open my mind before I die with all my ancestors/ its been years and i still can't land better/ I wake up with a heart race/ no one understands this is a hard place/ Diagnosed with anxiety/ darkness providing me/ a room with a dying tree/ no water pouring/ the roots are screaming/ I stare at it closely/ so numb no meaning/ I hate feelings/ someone please give it life and feed it/ In the morning i start off with a hit of marijuana/ addiction runs through me I'm just like my father/ teder toter/ with getting heated like saunas/ cheap insecure but got a bucket full of talent/ throw it away saying fuck it it doesn't matter/ I hate chatters with the devil/ life dont feel right I just thought I should write u guys this letter/ I think of suicide sometimes/ but I'm to blind to climb/ out of this sight of mind/ hide behind the blinds/form a twisted mentality/ brain is a world war 2 restrained battlefield/ deranged im crumbling from the beat of my heart/ its deep might as well sleep with the sharks/ I dont even like my creation of art/ its ugly and so am I/ I want to grow and I'm only talking about wings to show when i fly/ bring me high/ hug my grandmother I never want to say goodbye/ I'm falling she tries/ to grip me/ flash backs of the past sickly/ spread through my head quickly /12 taking meds flipping/ someone I need help fix me.../in the pot I melt swiftly/ ejject reset this misphit/ they ditched me/ in the pit life's such a bitch isint she/ I'm jealous of my friends and this isint pretend/ I think about all the things they can do easily/ pick me up than throw me down/ hit me I dont care what happens/ I miss being a little kid laughing/ playing at the park after school never even attended mark a tally a fool/ staring at the papers they layed on my stool/ it felt like the darkest alley/ small classes small shell/ tall gates raw hell/ i dont feel so well well I sat in a well/ it collapsed all around me burying myself/ bruises and welts/ I'm glad everyone is happy/ kicking it back/ taking snaps acting/ like life is one big fashion/ blunts passing/ drunk crashing/ crap rappers/ who think its cool to be a asshole/ shitting on what I brewed since a tadpole/ if any of you think you can rap stay away from me kid/ I'll look you in the face feel the pain from my ribs/ than tare you to bits/ I have chemicals pumping me like a gas station/ ask me about my past hate it/ some say my sickness is like sacred craft/ wrapped in love aching/ wait patient grab the match put it to the black paintings/ watch as the amazing fire blaze takes it/ now all your problems were just a fable you think having none makes you stable

[@godmodluck9160]

M

[@r.nmb9]

K

[@wilsond3874]

billy in his feels

[@chxriqq]

@@wilsond3874 SKSLLSOSKSMENDKSLK LMAOOO

[@lesunshineworshiper11]

Masterpiece

[@adampalinkas3185]

Anybody still here?

[@JAKESALIVE]

Yes

[@nickst.george9165]

This piano music makes me truly see how beautiful life can be

[@MTF-ALPHA1]

The last time I had watched this was 2018, it’s 2024 now. My god times fast asf

[@JettyKrueger_]

“No feel🙅🏽”
“I do not feel by love,
I do not feel by touch,
Where did you go my love?
Why did you quit on us?
Creeping with so and so,
Sleeping with such and such.
I know I tend to feel,
But lately i ain’t feeling much.
At least I feel reborn,
At least I feel evolved.
I do not feel this earth,
Can’t feel this shit revolve.
I do not feel this hurt,
Can’t feel this shit at all,
Take you on a trip to outer space so you can watch me fall.
You know I know your worth,
You know you quench my thirst,
You know I’d rip my fucking heart out just to make it work,
But still you watch me die.
I see you see me bleed.
I feel you say goodbye.
I stand and watch you leave.
Although I try and try,
Can’t ever leave your side.
So that’s why I stay high,
So I don’t lose my mind.
I know this world is cold,
I know this world is wide,
But when your soul is sold,
It’s kinda hard to hide.
But still I feel your pride,
Just know that your still mine,
Never mind the fact that you’re waiting for me to suicide.
My only kryptonite,
Is when I grip the 9,
The led it glows inside.
I let it blow my mind.
I’ll leave this world behind,
Nah yeah nah yeah I’m fine.
But still I do not die,
Why the fuck do I not die?!
My Demons got that quick revive,
They say we need you alive,
Now my pain has multiplied,
Why the fuck have I survived?!
To feel?
I feel..
I don’t feel.
Because the,
Sky it pours it,
Weeps it feels my pain it,
Soaks the dirt and it,
Cools my surface I’m,
Dragging hell into,
Where the earthlings live,
My soul is purchased this,
Is what my purpose is.
But who gives a fuck bout purposes?
I’m just turning up the furnaces.
I stitch my lips up burn,
My fingertips I,
Don’t feel my pain I,
Just fill my brain up,
Feelings sustained how,
Do I maintain sane?
I think I’m giving up,
I think I’m giving in,
I’m about to leave this fucking world that I’ve been living in.
The hate inside of me me,
It’s growing more and more
I lack the empathy
I’ve got no more remorse.
Love makes me crave for some,
I pray that I stay numb,
No do not feel by love.
No do not feel by touch.
No don’t depend on love,
Don’t put your trust in ‘us’
Fuck love.
Fuck!”
-Jetty🐻

[@coastline4127]

Clean my slate
I’ve lost it all
But can’t restart
Can’t stop this fall
Got a nervous sweat
I run a fever
Try to escape
But I’m no believer
In second chances
Starting over again
And it’s too late now;
Too much has happened
The past is written
The pen is gone
It can’t be changed
The pain is prolonged
When will it stop,
I’ve gone so numb
Please help me out
I can’t feel no love.
Call me a ghost
I’m just going along
Not thinking twice
Just singing this song
And it tells me that
I only do wrong
I want to be happy
If only I could
I need you to save me
I’m misunderstood.

[@marsv592]

I've been listening to this since we were quarantined. Oh man the things that have happened in the last few years. Blessings everyone!

[@lol_jus0_041]

it hits different when ur outside at night

[@nomercy3703]

Just sitting down and listening to this alone..., just wants you to fix your life not for yourself then for Him..he just want to help people and everyone Sided against him now he is dead they saying “Rip X” pathetic nobody truly treasured him existence before it was too late now everyone ( not saying fans ) wants to they care smh Rest is Peace X I’ll miss you🔥❌❌❌

[@TopVarietyTV]

Yo if you wanna be friends add my snap bro = RomaWizzy or twitter @SavagesBoi You ain't alone i got you homie !

[@snipedyoace]

Spoke to the baphomet and he said my soul is leaving
i choked and i pleaded
that i want happiness but i am depleted
acting extra and i feel my insides are heated,
fake smile and no feeling
woke up and realized these drugs are relieving
from the friends and family that cheated

[@giuseppelebeau2546]

You'll feel this if you ever struggled with depression...
soundcloud.com/guiseppetheghost/i-spoke-to-the-devil-in-miami-remix

[@LiftingPhilosophy]

snipedyoace my granfathers death in lyrics

[@Guestdrip]

This song makes me remember sad stuff that happened on my child hood 😢

[@alessiovittorio7092]

0:22 I can't listen to this part without thinking of all the tiktoks I watched with this song 😭

[@pulchi9142]

1 month ago today. We lost a legend
Long Live King x

[@crnquaso1508]

0:22 gives me fucking chill man

[@keripikto]

2017: what a dramatic song
2024: door moves by itslef

[@thekurkgaming1139]

This song is like being on a medieval battlefield after the battle and walking through the slaughter corpses everywhere, wounded screaming, banners flying

[@Plizzy05]

Wow. I use to have many friends, parties, everything. Now I have no one ☝️. And that’s how life is🤷🏼‍♀️people never stay, or change . You’re left with yourself .