THE TIME I THOUGHT I WAS AN ANGEL (Schizophrenia)
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- Опубліковано 24 гру 2023
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Demons bro, demons. Call on jesus, get saved and delivered.
Im far too scared to go to the doctor's incase they put me away. Ive already been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and cptsd. Im very psychic and feel everyone's emotions.
You're an angel to someone out there, you know.
It's all a game and it all makes sense when in psychosis. Just having a blast, running with it, like a child playing with their toys, lost in their own world.
But why is it called psychosis if it all made sense?
Thanks for sharing. I know firsthand how psychosis can be so scary.
I know that was hard to share. Proud of you ❤
my brother is schizo. he hears a voice and talks to it. he sometimes says he's a prophet. i'm trying to learn about it. what helped you to break out of your delusion or did it end on it's own?
Speaking me ❤
The spirtual world is very real man, schizophrenics are like the broken shamans of the world. I hope you find peace and love in your life man ✌️ ☮️
This person changed my life. I never felt that way. Before! His my angel
Synchronicity is a very cool thing…right before you said puzzle piece’s, I was thinking the exact same thing right before you said it, only because that is the way I described my “episode” as we call it. Everything is like puzzle pieces, the thoughts and feelings and connections that were happening and still do to this day. Just not as intense as it was that week. I don’t think what your saying is crazy at all, and I feel for you when it comes to the medicine. I don’t understand it completely, as I don’t take anything. I easily could have been put on something or encouraged to do so if I had been hospitalized during my episode. Or if it was reoccurring, I don’t know. It lasted about a week. I was heightened for much longer after. Long story short, saw 22 for a year leading to my episode, woke up on December 22 2018 and for a good week, it was the most intense experience of my entire life. Felt like death in the most beautiful way. It was as if my whole life led up to this moment and my soul met my body. I believed the Christ was born in me in that week and of course hallucinating a baby in my belly on Christmas of all days. I was aware this was all happening. I knew it was a miracle of some kind. I wept for days, by day 4 my tears were dry but I continued to weep. A cleansing of my whole being it seemed. So many things, too much to write. 100’s of puzzle pieces:)
James
How do you know that you aren't an angel? Is it because OTHER people told you that you were nothing special? What does God think of you? Find that out! Stop listening to people who have NO spiritual life !!!!