i thing uhhh 19999999999990000000000000000000000 deep feet? i know how to do rhymes too but im not a rapper lol but i have rhymes too :| hello you should eat a marshmello hey april walls you should eat a marshmello your like 6 9 or 99 0_0 i dont think so
Hey, I'm 15 and trying to help my family by making music. People in school don't support me because I'm indian. If you guys wanna check it out just search "k grip" and you'll find it. I can't work right now because of the virus, so things are not going that good right now. Thanks a lot for trying to understand, I'm very sorry if I was being annoying. Thanks a lot 🙏🖤
This sh*t hits hard. I heard this years ago and it touched me in a way I've never felt. The art of music is f**kin' powerful. This song alone is one of the reasons why I love this guy so much.
I used to really struggel with depression and stuff and i still do, but lately i made sure i was seeing people, who make me feel better when i m with them, almost every day and if not at least text someone like this. It really helped me to feel way better. Dont know if anyone will see that, but if i hope it might be helpfull for someone. I know it might sound pretty obvious that being with people who make you feel better makes you feel better in general, but it took me a really long time to realise that it really helped me a lot.
@@kristinacoolkid2kid769 I mean, i obviusly can't tell you much really because i don't really know anyghing about you. If you should worry about that proably depends on if you feel better lately and don't cry as much anymore because of that. I guess that's propably not the case, juddging from what you wrote that propably isn't the case. It might be really helpfull for this question to figgure out why you don't cry as much anymore. For me personaly visiting a therapist really helped with that. Propably you could also try to talk about what you struggle witv someone(could really be anyone) or write it down.That can help with working through your problems. Just trying put in words what you feel can be really helpfull for understanding that stuff. And also you take time for thinking about it while you are doing something to keep you buissy to not fall too deep into it at the same time, if that makes sense. I really hope i could help someone with that. If you don't really want to do that stuff or just don't feel like it i understand that, belive me, i'v been there. You may just try it out though, i mean, what do you have to lose... propably it could really help you. I for my part can't say that i'm over all that stuff yet, but i just want to help someone else on their way.
This is what living with narcissistic parents or being the scapegoat in a narcissistic family feels like. Every time I hear this song, I just, way too accurate, this is too real. To anyone listening right now, just know that youre not alone and youre not crazy and you are enough. Honestly, if you need help, go get it. Just know, you are not broken beyond repair, if you dont feel safe around someone or even yourself, tell someone you trust, talk to a professional, go get help. Youre enough
User-sd I fully relate to this song too, I have always felt like I didn't belong with my family, I always tried to make my parents happy felt like a black sheep
Oni Hi my name is Taktikal, I’m a depressed rapper who’s trying to improve on my sad rap music style. I made a new song, if you can check out my music and tell me if it’s good, I’d be eternally grateful❤️
V endetta wtf is wrong with you people go through stuff with there parents people kill them selfs from stuff like this. People relate to this song. You can never relate to much because you probably had everything with your parents. So stfu.
“No but at least you’re happy” that hit hard. Thank you guys for 1.2k likes. I hope you all are doing well. Stay safe and I’m always here if you need someone.
NF is so underrated he needs the world to know him. He is probably the only song writer in general that does not use curse words in his music and he is great at rapping
@@val7028 Nobody here to spread hate my guy, this is just facts. You ever go to a party or whatever and hear anybody playing NF? nah. Never said his music was bad, I think NF is good, but him being "underrated" is a poor statement. I'm trying to clarify that this isn't n the top charts anymore because party music is evolving. Nobody at a party or club gives a fuck about meaning in songs, they care more about feeling high off bass
My fiance passed 2 weeks ago and I'm hurting so bad everyday, but I listen to this song and it helps me work through the pain!! RIP Chris, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!
Condolences, but God has a plan for what is going on in your life. There may be hardships but trust in the lord our god and all things are possible. This sad moment will eventually be you testimony to be shared. "And do not be weary or worry for the birds are fed and have been provided so you will be if you put faith in him alone. Can worrying add time to your life?" I'll leave you with this John 3:16. "For god so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." God loves and cares for you I will be praying for you and Chris.
I am so sorry, I can't even imagine the pain you must be going through. I'm not even dating someone at this point in my life but I've found someone that for reasons I can not explain I felt this urge to do everything I could do to protect her and get to know her. And the day after I asked her out she died in an accident on the way to the date. I had known her for less then 6 months and the pain is unimaginably bad. I dont think I could live with the loss you went through I am so sorry, I am praying for you
Funny you say that I left my home 6 months ago due to abuse and my dad text me today and sent a picture of my grades that I didn't do too well in last year and just try to lecture me about being a man 😐
They loved us conditionally, if we didn’t project “perfect child vibes” they felt we were defective. They have a lot of healing they never did, and so they bleed on us, and now we are realizing this on our own. Our healing process is a threat to them because they could never do anything to heal themselves. In a way, they’re jealous but they also feel that we are abandoning them. And it’s so sad. I cut my mom off, and it’s been so hard dealing with it all. I miss her terribly. I’ve been grieving a relationship I know I’ll never have. And I’m jealous of my friends and other people who have healthy relationships with their parents. I can’t understand how that feels because I never got to experience it. And I think a lot of us are in the same boat. And damn am I sorry for those who are struggling. Keep healing and helping those that need to heal. Only we can save ourselves and each other. Stay strong and keep doing things that’ll make you happy.
@@surinders965 don't do it, keep doing what u enjoy and life will go ur way. Of course still do work and have a job but dont do it. Life will slip away if u even think about it. Trust me.
I remembering telling my friends about NF 3 years ago because I was so obsessed with him and his music but my friends always shut me down or have never heard of him.. 3 years later he just blew right up and everyone’s on his train. Couldn’t be happier for him because he deserves it!! Where ya OG fans at?!!!
it’s obvious you’re not any older than 15, and NF is nowhere close to be a legend. he actually really hasn’t impacted the genre of Hip Hop much, so your kids probably will never even know his name
But that doesn't make you a failure. It happens, you're still amazing and loved. You aren't worthless, nor a burden, or a problem needing to be fixed. You're stronger than you know, you're kind just hurt. One day at a time it gets better. I promise
People Always Assume they Know what’s going on in your head and what your going through but they don’t. They Truly know nothing about you.. All they know is what they hear and what they hear is what you say. Sometimes I just wish I had that one person to be there for me throughout everything like I am for them. That doesn’t mean I want them to understand what I’m going through.. it just means I want them to be there for me when things get tough
KINGDOM SONGWRITING I speak this as a Sophomore majoring in Business and Music. You are small in numbers, but I have heard what you can do. Keep it up. Your music is real like NF’s, albeit with different visions and purposes. Blessings to you.
Thank you for the encouragement. I know being honest isn't as IN right now but that's the only thing I know how to write. So thank you for the encouragement, it's taken to heart. Blessings to you too, and blessings for your degree! :)
They didn't notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn't notice you were tired They didn't notice you were alone. They didn't notice how attractive you were. They didn't notice how sweet you actually are. They ingested notice how you actually try to make other people smile. They gave notice of your failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all of your mistakes They did notice all of your flaws They did notice that you weren't good enough for them
lol the song is about how nate treated himself, and btw the only one who can make a difference is urself so u dont gotta focus on the ones that call u out
how are you gonna rate a video-less video? it's an image, his videos contain him doing violent and hostile things or other actors for his videos doing so, therefor your violence is gone and getting chased after police... if the videos went on, he 100% would be, and explain to me what being a "real rapper" means, and how he has meanings behind his songs and others don't, i don't think you're using the right words bud, but make sure to reply and explain to me, maybe i can understand
@@TheAngelArrow I never said that other rappers doesn't have meaning behind their songs I said personally to me that this rapper has meaning behind his song of course other rappers have meaning behind their song but this one specifically has meaning stop assuming things I didn't said.
Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down I'm sorry I'm so sorry now I'm sorry That I let you down Thnx me later visit my channeland subscribe it
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[Chorus] Feels like I'm on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down [Verse 1] Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife into my hands before What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but [Chorus] It's like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down [Verse 2] Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt yet Let me guess you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like everytime I talk to you you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I give it all to you [Chorus] It's like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down [Verse 3] Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually I bet that we Could have made this work And probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy [Chorus] Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down [Outro] I'm sorry I'm so sorry now I'm sorry That I let you down
To everyone here: We are almost all depressed. We are almost all broken. We, most of all, believe we are alone. We believe no one understands us. And yes. None of us have walked the exact same path, had our hearts shattered into the same amount of pieces. But you are not alone. We may not understand your situation, but no matter how many pieces your heart is in, we understand the pain. Stay strong so that we may as well.
DJ Antisocial This made me want to cry ( I can’t cry anymore) and thank you for this I’d bet that someone out there needed to here Thant more than anything.
This song has hard when your mom calls you a disappointment and she says ‘where did my little girl go who had good grades and a clean room’ I’m right here I’m trying my best though.
My parents said the same thing but before that I was in a school that said I was going to make it in the next grade and my parents let me go to a new school but after that I’m going to the school I was hoping for and now my new teacherSays you need to catch up or else you’re not going to make it to the next grade but it makes no sense considering my last school said that I was going to make it the school that I’m in is so depressing and I was thinking about killing myself but I didn’t because NF song save me all the time so whoever struggling out there have a blessed day and stay strong🥺🥺🥺
@@Zaminyx the reason people like Albert Einstein exist is because they have abnormally high IQ (I know Einstein is dead, i just used him as a reference for a smart person)
Hallelujah......I was homeless, got into drugs, went into prisons, then i got to know Jesus, He changed my life.. Now i have a home, a wife, a lovely daughter and a new identity... A child of God.
Wake up Go to school Come back home and eat Study Go to sleep Cry for 1-2 hours thinking about all my insecurities and problems And then maybe sleep That's my schedule of each and every day rn.
It November 2023 and I lost count that how many times I've listened to this song and I still don't know how I cried so much that my nose bleed every time I listen to this song
@@frankieflores4209 is it easy for you or something??? Cause if not then don't tell sad/depressed people not to think or talk like a depressed/sad person...
To anyone who wish their parent could listen to this and change, unfortunately life aint working that way , we cant ask people to change the way they have been teach to be, BUT, u can understand the mistake the people before us did, and making sure we can avoid them for next generation, life aint easy and never have been, best thing we can, its to believe in our self and give ourself some love !
I use to do that till i found the one but like i twll people. People loves thats family friends and there a perfect one out there. You just got to give it time a fine the right one.
" I wish I could say I'm proud". Such meaning in such a small sentence. Cuts deep . Keep up the good work man love your music. songs 🔥🔥🔥🔥 sorry forgot put "of my self" at the end
My mother was crazy and abusive and a psychopath. She always abused me and my siblings emotionally and physically, and somehow got away with it for years. The lyrics of this song hit way too close to home, because one day she would hurt us and the next she would call us (per custody agreement) and talk like it's fine. I was always told I was a failure and was heavily neglected, and when my dad, me, and my siblings moved away from her, I cut her off completely and graduated from highschool. I feel like I let her down even though I never did anything wrong, but am now happy that I don't have to worry about her existence ever again. This song helped me get through some of the worst of it, and now I can proudly sing it like an anthem song when it says the last verse. Thank you NF for this song, it helped more than you know
I just discovered NF after "the search" and now I'm here to hear all his stuff , he is very talented and he deserves more than half of the rappers out there...
OSM tricks Hi my name is Taktikal, I’m a depressed rapper who’s trying to improve on my sad rap music style. I made a new song, if you can check out my music and tell me if it’s good, I’d be eternally grateful❤️
Well you’ve finally found someone who you can actually listen to without any regrets you chose the right path to listen to him but you have a lot of music to catch up on
Welcome to the fandom, NF has lots of sad songs before "The Search" , I suggest "Lost in the Moment", " How could you leave us" , And especially "Remember This"
the truth of how most feel about their lives! And makes me realize how many times i let my parents down and know i've never done one single thing to make them proud of me EVER!
@@kc-lv4gh question what phone you using cause that sounds like a very high quality phone you using and doesn't sound like trash, im interested to know because it sounds like a studio recording, and on a different channel aswell im fact, so i just wanna know
I’m 11 and wanna be a rapper I’ve been wanting to be a rapper since I was 4 and I still do but my parents say no and they want me to be a chef because I’m really good at cooking but that’s not my dream my dream is to rap
Lyrics Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife into my hands before What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we Could have made this work And probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down I'm sorry I'm so sorry now I'm sorry That I let you down
Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Le-le-let you down [Verse 1] Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment, doin' everything I can I don't wanna make you disappointed, it's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever do Was never tryna make an issue for you, but I guess the more you Thought about everything you were never even wrong In the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you with my head down Lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back But you put a knife in it-my hands are full What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but… [Chorus] Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Le-le-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Le-le-let you down [Verse 2] Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you, but you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yeah Let me guess, you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please, don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you [Chorus] Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Le-le-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Le-le-let you down [Verse 3] Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Every time I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me, eventually, I bet that we Coulda made this work And prolly woulda figured things out But I guess I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times that didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke, let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy [Chorus] Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down [Outro] I'm sorry I'm so sorry now Yeah, I'm sorry that I let you down
Bronzi Kid Hi my name is Taktikal, I’m a depressed rapper who’s trying to improve on my sad rap music style. I made a new song, if you can check out my music and tell me if it’s good, I’d be eternally grateful❤️
The reality is that not many are in touch with their empathetic side. Some love this song through relation. I love it through empathy. I feel his emotion and his purpose writing. I feel his experience in a way. Obv not as it happened but this song is an expression mixed w an attempt to explain his situation.
Heyy, I hope that you still here, if it's not too late, do you want to talk? I know that you don't have ideia about who I am, but i'm here If you need to talk or whatever. I am here, you're not alone, and even that I don't have ideia about who you are, I know that you are strong for going through whatever is happening to you, and that you can't give up, even that life seems so hopeless, maybe things gets better, I can't promise but just maybe... I'm not really good with this, but I can listen to you or just be friends, maybe life seems a little more good, I don't know, but that's it. I'm here, you're not alone! I hope that you understand what I wrote, i'm not so good at english.
sent this to my abusive adoptive mom after I moved out and I don't regret it I do hope she listened to it bc its exactly like how Nate said I was never heard or seen either that was five years ago I'm 22 now I've healed in some ways but the anger that frustration will always still be there no matter what it sucks but the best thing to do is just live like I should, be proud at how far I've come, and move on from the past I've listened to NF for six years his music has helped me in more ways than anything else has it was life support for me, now its my therapy
Dear mom, I'm sorry I let you down. I know I was never the daughter you intended me to be. I didn't listen. I didn't help. I couldn't see you were just trying to help and you were going through stuff, too. I was stupid. I'm so sorry.
Man .... I respect nf because he stands for something better .... he's not like the others .... he doesn't always talk about banging women and drinking and money and cars .... he talks about what's real..
Colton Corbin he never talks bout that stuff. It's because he doesn't care about women or the money. And he's against drugs and drinking and he's Christian so his music is different but amazing
@@emmahenderson7655 seriously the only thing you can say is about someones profile pick -_- ,if you have nothing nice to say then shut your mouth ,idc if it's your opinion but it was kind of a *Rude* comment on something that really doesn't matter to me or them it what they had a choice to make about their profile pic
Anyone still here March 2024?
Me 😊
april 2024 babyyyy
Mee
April 2024!!!
I’m gonna be here till the end of time
Isn't it interesting, how people who once made you smile, are now the reason for your tears?
So true
@@NucidDreams yeah
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@@pixlitol hi
@@citorosales1514 Hi?
"Hurting someone's feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in a lake, but do you know how deep that rock can go?"
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Caidin evening divas
The younger you are the deeper the rock can go. Read that again.
@@caidinevenbeavers2639 chicken wings
i thing uhhh 19999999999990000000000000000000000 deep feet? i know how to do rhymes too but im not a rapper lol but i have rhymes too :| hello you should eat a marshmello hey april walls you should eat a marshmello your like 6 9 or 99 0_0 i dont think so
"Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet."
Yes, its what i really would like to say to my father
I feel this so much currently, I always feel like I'm talked over, or intentionally, my feelings are ignored, but theirs better not be 🥺🤙🏼
I told my parents this song reminds me of them and they still haven't changed the way they treat me
I'm sorry you're going through that 🙁
Talk to them let them hear your voice if they chose to ignore let others hear your voice god bless
Sorry
It'll get better buddy stay strong, get help, and don't forget that okay 👍☺️
It jus makes us stronger dnt let it break like i did lost everything important
Be honest, We cried listening to this many times.
Felt that
Hey, I'm 15 and trying to help my family by making music. People in school don't support me because I'm indian. If you guys wanna check it out just search "k grip" and you'll find it. I can't work right now because of the virus, so things are not going that good right now. Thanks a lot for trying to understand, I'm very sorry if I was being annoying. Thanks a lot 🙏🖤
Unknown User you got this!❤️
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Change many into about 2037492739220201 then its accurate
“Apologies don’t mean a thing if you don’t ever fix it.” - Nathan Feuerstein (NF)
That one hit different.
Can't believe there are motherfuckers out there who think Eminem is better. Wake up people.
This sh*t hits hard. I heard this years ago and it touched me in a way I've never felt. The art of music is f**kin' powerful. This song alone is one of the reasons why I love this guy so much.
.m.mm m.
Many
m
Mm
Mommy
M mc mm
M
M,
.
M..
I feel the same
Dave spoke for me with every word in his comment
Dave spoke every word in his comment that describes my insights. I love you NF
You spoke my feelings and thoughts
Who else is just tired of being so damn depressed
Me🐣
I used to really struggel with depression and stuff and i still do, but lately i made sure i was seeing people, who make me feel better when i m with them, almost every day and if not at least text someone like this. It really helped me to feel way better.
Dont know if anyone will see that, but if i hope it might be helpfull for someone. I know it might sound pretty obvious that being with people who make you feel better makes you feel better in general, but it took me a really long time to realise that it really helped me a lot.
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I used to cry if I'm not crying anymore am I depressed
@@kristinacoolkid2kid769 I mean, i obviusly can't tell you much really because i don't really know anyghing about you. If you should worry about that proably depends on if you feel better lately and don't cry as much anymore because of that. I guess that's propably not the case, juddging from what you wrote that propably isn't the case. It might be really helpfull for this question to figgure out why you don't cry as much anymore. For me personaly visiting a therapist really helped with that. Propably you could also try to talk about what you struggle witv someone(could really be anyone) or write it down.That can help with working through your problems. Just trying put in words what you feel can be really helpfull for understanding that stuff. And also you take time for thinking about it while you are doing something to keep you buissy to not fall too deep into it at the same time, if that makes sense. I really hope i could help someone with that. If you don't really want to do that stuff or just don't feel like it i understand that, belive me, i'v been there. You may just try it out though, i mean, what do you have to lose... propably it could really help you. I for my part can't say that i'm over all that stuff yet, but i just want to help someone else on their way.
NF wakes up my deepest and darkes places in my head
🍆
I know right,he wakes up every part of me, which includes the bad
True
he frees my mind with words that make me think.
Same
This is what living with narcissistic parents or being the scapegoat in a narcissistic family feels like. Every time I hear this song, I just, way too accurate, this is too real. To anyone listening right now, just know that youre not alone and youre not crazy and you are enough. Honestly, if you need help, go get it. Just know, you are not broken beyond repair, if you dont feel safe around someone or even yourself, tell someone you trust, talk to a professional, go get help. Youre enough
I needed just that
User-sd I fully relate to this song too, I have always felt like I didn't belong with my family, I always tried to make my parents happy felt like a black sheep
I’m leaving this comment so when somebody likes or reply’s I will be reminded of this song it helped me get through a hard time I hope it helps you to
Hopefully you get a lot then!!😊
hello i am here to remind you about this song.
Hope your doing okay
Thank you to everyone
@@coltonandhisdumbfriends1834 Np dude.
NF's music speaks to the darkest corners of my mind.
@@j.vereen3639 Yea so true but that's sorta the reason I listen to it..
Oni I can’t agree more
Im depressed sometimes so this makes me feel how i feel eventhoe his music is amazing and it cures my depression so thank nf for making great music
Oni Hi my name is Taktikal, I’m a depressed rapper who’s trying to improve on my sad rap music style. I made a new song, if you can check out my music and tell me if it’s good, I’d be eternally grateful❤️
Especially the beginning part of the song really hits hard to me
Ive never listened to somthing so much and I've never related more.
same.
V endetta wtf is wrong with you people go through stuff with there parents people kill them selfs from stuff like this. People relate to this song. You can never relate to much because you probably had everything with your parents. So stfu.
Right!💯❤💯
If you relate to this, check out his song how could you leave us. So raw
I like and subscribe on all
This deep song always hits hard .
😢❤
I am leaving this comment here so that whenever someone likes it, I will be able to come back and listen to this amazing song.
“No but at least you’re happy” that hit hard. Thank you guys for 1.2k likes. I hope you all are doing well. Stay safe and I’m always here if you need someone.
hey, i hope you're ok.
neha I’ll get better🥺💟 but thank you for caring❤️ I hope you’re okay too❤️
@@luhstankbooty thank you sm. it's so relaxing being comforted by people you don't know ❤️
neha yesss🥺!! Here a virtual hug😼
@@luhstankbooty I LOVE U SM
He sings 🎶
He raps
He never swears.
Yet he’s underrated compared to mumble rappers.
Reality sucks.
That's because mumble rap plays in clubs and at parties moron. I think people would look pretty lame playing NF at a trap house.
@@roberta7734 nobody cares about negative things so you can stop talking
NF is so underrated he needs the world to know him. He is probably the only song writer in general that does not use curse words in his music and he is great at rapping
@@val7028 Nobody here to spread hate my guy, this is just facts. You ever go to a party or whatever and hear anybody playing NF? nah. Never said his music was bad, I think NF is good, but him being "underrated" is a poor statement. I'm trying to clarify that this isn't n the top charts anymore because party music is evolving. Nobody at a party or club gives a fuck about meaning in songs, they care more about feeling high off bass
@@jassnow7298 Nothing negative, read the above reply
My fiance passed 2 weeks ago and I'm hurting so bad everyday, but I listen to this song and it helps me work through the pain!! RIP Chris, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!
Condoléances from France :'(
Psalms 34:17-18 :)
Sorry for your loss
Condolences, but God has a plan for what is going on in your life. There may be hardships but trust in the lord our god and all things are possible. This sad moment will eventually be you testimony to be shared. "And do not be weary or worry for the birds are fed and have been provided so you will be if you put faith in him alone. Can worrying add time to your life?" I'll leave you with this John 3:16. "For god so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." God loves and cares for you I will be praying for you and Chris.
I am so sorry, I can't even imagine the pain you must be going through. I'm not even dating someone at this point in my life but I've found someone that for reasons I can not explain I felt this urge to do everything I could do to protect her and get to know her. And the day after I asked her out she died in an accident on the way to the date. I had known her for less then 6 months and the pain is unimaginably bad. I dont think I could live with the loss you went through I am so sorry, I am praying for you
Gotta love how parents care more about our grades and mistakes than our feelings
Ik. It Really Sucks...They Make You Feel Like You Didn't Work Hard Enough...
Funny you say that I left my home 6 months ago due to abuse and my dad text me today and sent a picture of my grades that I didn't do too well in last year and just try to lecture me about being a man 😐
Ha parents, I let my best friend down, or at least it feels like it
@@thegamingdev1214ya it just hurts you try and try but you never good enough
They loved us conditionally, if we didn’t project “perfect child vibes” they felt we were defective. They have a lot of healing they never did, and so they bleed on us, and now we are realizing this on our own. Our healing process is a threat to them because they could never do anything to heal themselves. In a way, they’re jealous but they also feel that we are abandoning them. And it’s so sad.
I cut my mom off, and it’s been so hard dealing with it all. I miss her terribly. I’ve been grieving a relationship I know I’ll never have. And I’m jealous of my friends and other people who have healthy relationships with their parents. I can’t understand how that feels because I never got to experience it. And I think a lot of us are in the same boat. And damn am I sorry for those who are struggling.
Keep healing and helping those that need to heal. Only we can save ourselves and each other. Stay strong and keep doing things that’ll make you happy.
NF is the best, his songs
Don’t swear
Have meaning
And sound amazing too.
My_Name_Is_ Jeff exactly
Better than eminen. I just recently discovered this gem. I thought this was a new song.just stumbled on his new album.he is just perfection
Michael Rivera Yes
and imagine, there are some retarded bums that say NF is trash...
Thats true i love it
Stop asking if someone is still here!
Real fans never leave!🖤
IKR!!
Fr
True bro I known NF since therapy session
Exactly why they are still here smh
Yasss
Anyone in MAY 2024❤
Mee
Me
Me
Right here with u
Yeah
This isn’t your first time here. Welcome back 🫡
🥲🥲
I'm not angry, I'm in pain. People can't tell the difference.
finally someone who understands. Hey, we may never meet again, but know someone's rooting for you.
@@sanjis.culinary.cuisine176 Same to you, I hope you make it through whatever troubles you.
Fr
IKR?!
So damn relatable, it’s sad how the ones close to you or a specific individual should know the difference yet they still don’t
0% cursing
100% talent
.
For real tho
Yep👌🏼
Yeah you wont find him cussing in any of his music he is a christian rapper
Kendra Zeagler It's amazing. I love to surprise people with that.
"All these voices in my head get loud" - This hits hard💔
Isn’t it interesting, how people who once made you smile, are now the reason for your tears?
You ever stare outside and think "damn this is our world..."
Yes
Every damn day.
Wow 👌
Exactly
Yep....
Yall remember that kid that always was so damn happy at school?
They aren't happy they go home and cry themselves to sleep
Thats me😀
I was that kid. It was like I had a extra pack of Cocain and crashed when i got home 😂😂
Well used to be me I'm happy again now
@@tajmahjal i hope you’re ok 🥺❤️ i know you don’t know me, but you can talk to me if you want
That’s me
Other people: I like this song
Depressed people and sad :*truly understands every single word *
i LOVE god he got you back and when your down he will always be there for you!
Yes, He's lit
0% Cursing
0% Nudity
100% Talent
10000000% that I still have depression
do you still have it
you will overcome it
One word.....
Jesus
I do have depression and its making it hard for me because i want to commit suicide 😭
@@surinders965 don't do it, keep doing what u enjoy and life will go ur way. Of course still do work and have a job but dont do it. Life will slip away if u even think about it. Trust me.
I remembering telling my friends about NF 3 years ago because I was so obsessed with him and his music but my friends always shut me down or have never heard of him.. 3 years later he just blew right up and everyone’s on his train. Couldn’t be happier for him because he deserves it!!
Where ya OG fans at?!!!
Ghastly Pule me too man known NF since he released Therapy Session and I was so happy for him when he got big
well i was only listening to let you down for ages (1 1/2 yrs) then I researched him but since then I have been listening to him since
i never heard of him until he went big but i love his old stuff, got some songs from even moments on my playlist
Right here!
Ghastly Pule here💜
Sometimes the person you would take a bullet for ends up being the one behind the gun
These lyrics are super powerful! Love love NF!❤
Grandparents to me: Elvis was a legend
Parents to me: Michael Jackson was a legend
Me to my kids: NF was a legend
How old are you
I’m a teenager
Was a legend? He is a living legend
Correction NF is a legend because he will always be one
it’s obvious you’re not any older than 15, and NF is nowhere close to be a legend. he actually really hasn’t impacted the genre of Hip Hop much, so your kids probably will never even know his name
This isn’t just a song. It’s art. And unfortunately how some people think. It’s Truth.
Its because it speaks to the soul.
Every song is art. Wtf u sayin'?
@@bitten1406 true
@@bitten1406 gucci gang by lil pump is not art
@@eggz1923 why?
this hurts. especially what ive been through. letting so many people down.
But that doesn't make you a failure. It happens, you're still amazing and loved. You aren't worthless, nor a burden, or a problem needing to be fixed. You're stronger than you know, you're kind just hurt. One day at a time it gets better. I promise
People Always Assume they Know what’s going on in your head and what your going through but they don’t. They Truly know nothing about you.. All they know is what they hear and what they hear is what you say.
Sometimes I just wish I had that one person to be there for me throughout everything like I am for them. That doesn’t mean I want them to understand what I’m going through.. it just means I want them to be there for me when things get tough
NF has confidence in the truth of things. Thats why he stands out. Hes honest and therefore relatable.
KINGDOM SONGWRITING I speak this as a Sophomore majoring in Business and Music. You are small in numbers, but I have heard what you can do. Keep it up. Your music is real like NF’s, albeit with different visions and purposes.
Blessings to you.
Thank you for the encouragement. I know being honest isn't as IN right now but that's the only thing I know how to write. So thank you for the encouragement, it's taken to heart.
Blessings to you too, and blessings for your degree! :)
Random, but I just saw a comment of yours on a video with Audrey Assad and Josh Garrels ("Wood and Nails"). I'll check out your channel. :)
Kingdom Songwriting There are a lot of great rappers out there who are honest.
If you like that kind of music. I recommend you listen to Phora
Mom- "Stop listening to that song"
Me-"Im sorry that I let you down"
😂😂
A.J. Bensinger lol for me it is the opposite, my mom plays it all the time
Same here but different
😂😂😂
Hahaha nice one
Anyone April 2024?
yep
Here.
12yo me's favorite song idk why but im glad i found it
They didn't notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn't notice you were tired
They didn't notice you were alone.
They didn't notice how attractive you were.
They didn't notice how sweet you actually are.
They ingested notice how you actually try to make other people smile.
They gave notice of your failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all of your mistakes
They did notice all of your flaws
They did notice that you weren't good enough for them
Facts
True facts
you wrote down my days
lol the song is about how nate treated himself, and btw the only one who can make a difference is urself so u dont gotta focus on the ones that call u out
They noticed all this, but couldn’t notice how much I was hurting... and how much they hurt me.
No violence✅
No swearing✅
No Gun Shooting✅
No Getting Chased after Police✅
Real rapper that has meaning behind it✅
That's True ☝️❤❤
Mhm
TOASTED I’m guessing ur a suburban white kid
how are you gonna rate a video-less video? it's an image, his videos contain him doing violent and hostile things or other actors for his videos doing so, therefor your violence is gone and getting chased after police... if the videos went on, he 100% would be, and explain to me what being a "real rapper" means, and how he has meanings behind his songs and others don't, i don't think you're using the right words bud, but make sure to reply and explain to me, maybe i can understand
@@TheAngelArrow I never said that other rappers doesn't have meaning behind their songs I said personally to me that this rapper has meaning behind his song of course other rappers have meaning behind their song but this one specifically has meaning stop assuming things I didn't said.
It's those closest to you that can hurt you the most.
I believe all of us can connect to this song 😢
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
But, I guess the more you
Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal?
Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I bet that we
Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out
But I guess that I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
I'm sorry
That I let you down
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Wow.
Just....
Wow.
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Thanks
Thank You Mohd kaif Kaif
Thank you now, cuz ill forget later
Can't believe that I heard this song on the radio the other day. NF is finally getting the recogniton that he deserves!
I had never heard of him until today, 95.5 Detroit station. Guys unreal!
Anthony F absolutely
YO! ME TOO!!!!!!!
Dan MacLean you rock im a manegr in a conpey you no if you can make an simelr one you cold be fameos
Dan MacLean yeah I herd this song on my school bus
Nahh this song hits different
Why does this hit so hard when you just get done being called a disappointment and a waste of space by your parents.
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[Chorus]
Feels like I'm on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
[Verse 1]
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
But I guess the more you
Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you, with my head down lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal?
Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife into my hands before
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
[Chorus]
It's like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
[Verse 2]
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt yet
Let me guess you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like everytime I talk to you you're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I give it all to you
[Chorus]
It's like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
[Verse 3]
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me
Eventually I bet that we
Could have made this work
And probably woulda figured things out
But I guess that I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why you laughing?
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
[Chorus]
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
[Outro]
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
I'm sorry
That I let you down
Presence Raps Hahah we need more people like you
MVP rite 'ere
Presence Raps THANKS SO MUCH!!!
Presence Raps cool
Presence Raps Thanks for writing this
To everyone here:
We are almost all depressed. We are almost all broken. We, most of all, believe we are alone. We believe no one understands us. And yes. None of us have walked the exact same path, had our hearts shattered into the same amount of pieces. But you are not alone. We may not understand your situation, but no matter how many pieces your heart is in, we understand the pain. Stay strong so that we may as well.
DJ Antisocial
This made me want to cry ( I can’t cry anymore) and thank you for this I’d bet that someone out there needed to here Thant more than anything.
Thank you, we all needed this.
I'm so sorry for your loss
Seek for God he will bring you joy like nothing else he's already proven his love for us on the cross
Thanks bro
This song was released 5 years ago today and I've been listening to it since 2019, I believe. Always hits right in the feels, man...
リズムが良いのはもちろんのこと、歌詞が良すぎる。
私は完全に同意します
This song has hard when your mom calls you a disappointment and she says ‘where did my little girl go who had good grades and a clean room’ I’m right here I’m trying my best though.
My dad says the same thing. He asks 'where did my smiley happy little girl go' well, dad I grew up, and I'm in pain...
My mom said this exact thing. I'm trying my best. I promise.
The worst part is when they can yell at you one minute and try and give you love he next
My parents try to be nice but they always say the wrong thing. I have no relationship with anyone in my family
My parents said the same thing but before that I was in a school that said I was going to make it in the next grade and my parents let me go to a new school but after that I’m going to the school I was hoping for and now my new teacherSays you need to catch up or else you’re not going to make it to the next grade but it makes no sense considering my last school said that I was going to make it the school that I’m in is so depressing and I was thinking about killing myself but I didn’t because NF song save me all the time so whoever struggling out there have a blessed day and stay strong🥺🥺🥺
Isn't it funny how we all understand everyone else here without needing to say a word
Not 100%. We only understand part of it.
You're from space. You can't more intelligent than the average human
unspoken truths.
______
@@Zaminyx the reason people like Albert Einstein exist is because they have abnormally high IQ
(I know Einstein is dead, i just used him as a reference for a smart person)
Hallelujah......I was homeless, got into drugs, went into prisons, then i got to know Jesus, He changed my life.. Now i have a home, a wife, a lovely daughter and a new identity... A child of God.
"I guess I'm a disappointment" hits hard
Wake up
Go to school
Come back home and eat
Study
Go to sleep
Cry for 1-2 hours thinking about all my insecurities and problems
And then maybe sleep
That's my schedule of each and every day rn.
It November 2023 and I lost count that how many times I've listened to this song and I still don't know how I cried so much that my nose bleed every time I listen to this song
*NF, your story is so inspiring. your music is touching my heart every time. Love you man*
Hananya Naftali YeAh it really is
what is his story??
Mantis hey, sorry if this is a dumb ?
But how did you get to write what you said in that font?
What is his story? What happened to him?
Maquénxis idk all I know he was inspired by enimen
L: laugh at school cry home
I: I Wanne die but I’m to scared
F: Fake smile
E: everything is fine but that’s not true
Don't think like that
@@frankieflores4209 is it easy for you or something??? Cause if not then don't tell sad/depressed people not to think or talk like a depressed/sad person...
Be strong okay...:)
That hit deeep
@@jassnow7298 that was such an unnecessary toxic reply
To anyone who wish their parent could listen to this and change, unfortunately life aint working that way , we cant ask people to change the way they have been teach to be, BUT, u can understand the mistake the people before us did, and making sure we can avoid them for next generation, life aint easy and never have been, best thing we can, its to believe in our self and give ourself some love !
This is my 67th time listening to this in one day non stop.
Don't. Count.
*Let me put my fake face on and pretend to be happy and smile remembering the things in the past that never happened*
Make the pain stop. I wish it was that easy...
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me every damn day
God forgive you and he love you 😊❤️
I use to do that till i found the one but like i twll people. People loves thats family friends and there a perfect one out there. You just got to give it time a fine the right one.
"I am sorry that I let you down". I am talking to myself.
Damn that hit different
that went south XD
gave up
let down
ran around and deserted
made cry
said goodbye
told a lie
hurt
:(
Me too 😭😭😭
" I wish I could say I'm proud". Such meaning in such a small sentence. Cuts deep . Keep up the good work man love your music. songs 🔥🔥🔥🔥 sorry forgot put "of my self" at the end
-Pov- Everyone has a pain that never goes away 😞
My mother was crazy and abusive and a psychopath. She always abused me and my siblings emotionally and physically, and somehow got away with it for years. The lyrics of this song hit way too close to home, because one day she would hurt us and the next she would call us (per custody agreement) and talk like it's fine. I was always told I was a failure and was heavily neglected, and when my dad, me, and my siblings moved away from her, I cut her off completely and graduated from highschool. I feel like I let her down even though I never did anything wrong, but am now happy that I don't have to worry about her existence ever again. This song helped me get through some of the worst of it, and now I can proudly sing it like an anthem song when it says the last verse. Thank you NF for this song, it helped more than you know
i can relate bro
I'm starting to regret my username ._.
great story but who asked???
Well this I can relate to
@@phillipspenceley346 stfu
I literally can't stop replaying this
Cause all he spits is real life, and this is what I do as well
Jon Gutierrez nah
Amanda Collins me neither
Amanda Collins - Pretty much any time new NF comes out, lol.
Neither can I Amanda Collins
" I look at the world from a different angle, people change even Satan use to be an angel" that one hit hard
This song never fails to make me cry, even 6 years later..
"Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words" is so relatable 😢
Mimi Berry ikr
Yeah
That's so sad I love it
true
Mimi Berry yeah I know that feels
I just discovered NF after "the search" and now I'm here to hear all his stuff , he is very talented and he deserves more than half of the rappers out there...
If peopel work hard or smart enough they will get what they deserve. And r n he is getting that
OSM tricks Hi my name is Taktikal, I’m a depressed rapper who’s trying to improve on my sad rap music style. I made a new song, if you can check out my music and tell me if it’s good, I’d be eternally grateful❤️
Well you’ve finally found someone who you can actually listen to without any regrets you chose the right path to listen to him but you have a lot of music to catch up on
Welcome to the fandom, NF has lots of sad songs before "The Search" , I suggest "Lost in the Moment", " How could you leave us" , And especially "Remember This"
Same here
No relationship is ever a waste of time. If it didn’t bring you what you want, it taught you what you don’t want.🤗
the truth of how most feel about their lives! And makes me realize how many times i let my parents down and know i've never done one single thing to make them proud of me EVER!
or anyone else for that matter
Fun fact: this wasn’t in your recommended, you search for it.
@@kc-lv4gh question what phone you using cause that sounds like a very high quality phone you using and doesn't sound like trash, im interested to know because it sounds like a studio recording, and on a different channel aswell im fact, so i just wanna know
@@kc-lv4gh that makes alot more sense
I feel u I wanna be a rapper too
My parents will not let me
I’m 11 and wanna be a rapper I’ve been wanting to be a rapper since I was 4 and I still do but my parents say no and they want me to be a chef because I’m really good at cooking but that’s not my dream my dream is to rap
The intro immediately let me know this was gonna be fire🔥🔥🔥
Elijah Johnson its NF. Its always gonna be fire, guaranteed.
Still years later and still hits that soft part of the heart. Reminds any of us of the times we've failed someone.
Thank you NF. I am going through a tough time right now and this song helps so much. I can relate to it.
Lyrics
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
But, I guess the more you
Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal?
Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife into my hands before
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I bet that we
Could have made this work
And probably woulda figured things out
But I guess that I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
I'm sorry
That I let you down
ClumsyChicken 351 thanks
Thanks homie
ClumsyChicken 351 give me lyrics
Thx home slicr
ClumsyChicken 351 Thanks
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down
[Verse 1]
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment, doin' everything I can
I don't wanna make you disappointed, it's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever do
Was never tryna make an issue for you, but I guess the more you
Thought about everything you were never even wrong
In the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you with my head down
Lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time?
That's parents for you
Very loyal? Shoulda had my back
But you put a knife in it-my hands are full
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but…
[Chorus]
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down
[Verse 2]
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you, but you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yeah
Let me guess, you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please, don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
[Chorus]
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down
[Verse 3]
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Every time I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me, eventually, I bet that we
Coulda made this work
And prolly woulda figured things out
But I guess I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times that didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke, let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
[Chorus]
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
[Outro]
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
Yeah, I'm sorry that I let you down
Keller
In verse 3 it’s probably not prolly
Thankyou for these lyrics
thanks
You were bored xD
Bronzi Kid Hi my name is Taktikal, I’m a depressed rapper who’s trying to improve on my sad rap music style. I made a new song, if you can check out my music and tell me if it’s good, I’d be eternally grateful❤️
A message to the future generations..Don't let this masterpiece song die..🙏🙏❤️🌹🔥
This is how I feel everyday “sit around and talk about the good times, that didn’t even happen” is so true
You know, there’s some songs on youtube with a billion views. That don’t really deserve a billion. I think this song needs to be heard by more
Cough Cough gooba Cough Cough
The reality is that not many are in touch with their empathetic side. Some love this song through relation. I love it through empathy. I feel his emotion and his purpose writing. I feel his experience in a way. Obv not as it happened but this song is an expression mixed w an attempt to explain his situation.
True this song atleast deserves atleast higher than 500 million views
Probably no one is gonna read this but..
You probably never gonna see me again but I just wanted to tell you...
Be safe okay?
👍🏼
Heyy, I hope that you still here, if it's not too late, do you want to talk? I know that you don't have ideia about who I am, but i'm here If you need to talk or whatever. I am here, you're not alone, and even that I don't have ideia about who you are, I know that you are strong for going through whatever is happening to you, and that you can't give up, even that life seems so hopeless, maybe things gets better, I can't promise but just maybe...
I'm not really good with this, but I can listen to you or just be friends, maybe life seems a little more good, I don't know, but that's it. I'm here, you're not alone!
I hope that you understand what I wrote, i'm not so good at english.
You too, please
Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Ok random stranger on the internet!
sent this to my abusive adoptive mom after I moved out and I don't regret it I do hope she listened to it bc its exactly like how Nate said I was never heard or seen either that was five years ago I'm 22 now I've healed in some ways but the anger that frustration will always still be there no matter what it sucks but the best thing to do is just live like I should, be proud at how far I've come, and move on from the past I've listened to NF for six years his music has helped me in more ways than anything else has it was life support for me, now its my therapy
This brings chills more over the years, the more we loose the more we see how we’ve grown from it
Dear mom,
I'm sorry I let you down. I know I was never the daughter you intended me to be. I didn't listen. I didn't help. I couldn't see you were just trying to help and you were going through stuff, too. I was stupid. I'm so sorry.
If only we can say that directly.
@@Joy-pe9ul I wish we could
Did she pass?
My daughter is the same way too
@@treyrutter3578 No, but I never see her anymore. She doesn't want to see me.
Man .... I respect nf because he stands for something better .... he's not like the others .... he doesn't always talk about banging women and drinking and money and cars .... he talks about what's real..
Colton Corbin he never talks bout that stuff. It's because he doesn't care about women or the money. And he's against drugs and drinking and he's Christian so his music is different but amazing
Colton Corbin True! But also many of his songs are depressing
Colton Corbin mmmm banging is it goooooooddd
Colton Corbin exactly
What a coincidence that it's called NF real music
DUDE MY WHOLE MEMORIES! Deep in my core almost cry while listening
(I used to heard this as a tennager)
I could play the begining of this song over and over and never get sick of it
NF speaks from the heart
Xavier Mejia truuu
Period
Xavier Mejia he speaks from his life
No he speaks from the mouth stupid
Xavier Mejia dsre
dtyy
"no but at least you're happy" That hit real deep
yeah it really does
wtf is ur pfp why would anyone want that lol
@@emmahenderson7655 seriously the only thing you can say is about someones profile pick -_- ,if you have nothing nice to say then shut your mouth ,idc if it's your opinion but it was kind of a *Rude* comment on something that really doesn't matter to me or them it what they had a choice to make about their profile pic
Damn some peoples opinions are rude to be true about some opinions ._. Its the way the put it or the way they say it
They*
I go to NF when i'm emotional or maybe bc no one else understands my pain like he does
Heard this song so many time but nvr listened. Now I hear it the way it meant to be heard. 23 yrs together, let me down.
I never knew NF was the one who made this song.
Same
Same (i only listened to Paralyzed and Lie)
Same
yup same😂
Same
0%nudity
0%cussing
0%dad seducing
,0%flexing
100%talent and realmusic
Cussing in songs don't make you bad. The best rappers in the world cuss.
50% shopping cart 50% balloons
@@arkhamasylum8972 bro he is an underrated rapper but an amazing rapper but sadly in reality mumble rappers who cuss just gets way more famous.
shut up Gareth
True ✊😔