When A 160 IQ Teen Snaps | xQc Reacts
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Before I found xQc, my IQ was three digits. After, I joined the two-digit club. Welcome to the left-side of the bell-curve, fellow frogs.
I don’t know, I thought his takes were decent this time around.
It's really hard to listen to him, isn't it? It's like a constant blabbering without any pauses between the words. To me it is exhausting. But hey. That's just me I guess. 😅
Your comment just made me leave xqc content forever thanks, my iq is 149 hopefully it didn't lower.
I can count to 3
@@kiki_yagelovskaya Not just you, I can't watch him at all because of what you just said, gets on my nerves lmao.
All the narcissists in chat being offended by his IQ was good side content.
True same with x😂
"""WOW i'm so smart 🤓""" as if the guy isn't actually a genius with a 160 iq
some people actually offended these day after veritasium video
whenever someone you dont like does something better than you in any way, im guessing it just leads to some type of childish jealousy to appear, im not gonna think of it much for xqc chat cause im pretty sure most are below the age of 16
Yeah true. Although I do doubt that this guy actually had a 160 iq during the shooting and aftermath. IQ is flexible and there is no way someone with the same level of intellect as Einstein could make the decision that he did knowing the consequences.
The most disgusting thing to see is how chat reacts to these kinds of videos, the amount of detachment is insane
True
I really don’t doubt it, but do you have a time stamp for a quick example?
@@mohammedraheef1415just read the chat during the parent interview
atp any video with kick chat is just pure degeneracy
> detachment
interesting word choice.
It’s terribly interesting how people in the chat, comments and X just can’t accept that the perpetrator just had a few screw looses. Unable to accept that it seems pretty likely that he had absolutely 0 motive.
welll yea most of them are teens,kids or young adults and its an XQC chatter lol
still really cant empathise someone who killed someone for no reason. Doesn't really matter even if he has a few screw looses. Sure that might be the case but this whole interview is extremely weird, so it isn't weird people would not accept that
@@ninjinzo9006 Sure, but we can understand what really is going on. There is no reason to not believe him that he had no motive. As he was saying all of these good stuff about their life, I myself thought ''yeah, probably no motive''. A motive can't be even imagined, so it seems strange that people really push the idea that there was a motive behind it all of it. Motive or No Motive it doesn't make it less criminal, and he probably understands it aswell, he never tried to downplay things nor did he try to appear empathetic, so it would seem strange to lie about having no motive.
Thats my 2 cents at the end of the day though.
@@Atlas718Yh it was strange to me Xqc kept saying he’s “faking it” in regards to when he was talking to himself. A lot of people talk to themselves and Xqc saying that just comes off as projection
@@ninjinzo9006 there is no killing fot a reason either. dude.... that already is the mindset that is wrong.
i am someone who deals with stress by laughing its had me in weird spots so i dont think anybody should come at her for that *edit* because people are dumb she is smiling because she remembers good stuff about her daughter i am saying hypothetically had she been laughing and smiling because its awkward i dont think people should come at her for that stop commenting the same thing to me lmao
Same here
Laughing in disbelief is a such normal reaction it's almost odd not every one has experienced it before
chat is not only 12 but also borderline retarded brain damage just ignore them
this all happen in 2016 as well, this interview was done in 2023
way to try and make something about yourself..
This one hit very hard, especially by how the parents, and in particular the mother explained the things, and also by how he talked about that night at the end of the video
Actual levelheaded juicer AWARE
I agree, but I would also like to mention that xQc's reaction to this video was very genuine and amazing. It was so amazing, it inspired me to write a paper on it. Here's the abstract:
Title: Authenticity Unveiled: Analyzing xQc's Genuine Reaction
Abstract:
This paper delves into the remarkable and authentic reaction exhibited by popular content creator xQc during a pivotal moment in his livestream. In an era dominated by scripted content and rehearsed performances, xQc's genuine response serves as a poignant reminder of the enduring power of unfiltered human emotion. Through a comprehensive analysis of the emotional depth, physical engagement, and adept composure demonstrated by xQc, this study seeks to unravel the profound impact of authenticity in digital content creation. The ripple effect of xQc's reaction across social media platforms underscores the universal resonance of genuine human connection, transcending the confines of the virtual realm. This research sheds light on the significance of authenticity in an age where digital personas often obscure the line between reality and performance, emphasizing its irreplaceable role in forging meaningful connections with audiences. Through this exploration, xQc's reaction emerges as a compelling case study, illustrating the enduring influence of genuine emotion in the digital landscape.
Yeah honestly he wasn't the only one who seemed emotionless. This case was hard to watch
stab in the dark, but smart son maybe = smart dad/mom (IQ wise ofc)
this all happened in 2016 their son is 24 years old now. Maybe they're just "level-headed" enough to realise no amount of tears or depression will ever bring back their daughter and that they, just like everyone else, HAVE to move on eventually. Even if its ur kid if you dwell on the past you're gonna be a depressed, sad mess if at some point you dont pick yourself up and brush yourself off
People cope in different ways. Takes like this are bad.
I know someone who would experience psychotic episodes about 4-5 times per year. No matter how hard they tried, his family could not get a professional diagnosis because everytime he was examined he was in a normal state of mind. The episodes were completely unpredictable and each episode was different. One time he couldn't remember anyone, the other time he saw a ghost in the corner of the room, another time he just got up and left in the middle of the night and travelled half way across the country for no apparent reason. It took over 10 years to finally get him diagnosed when he had an altercation in some shop which resulted in police detaining him and then concluding that he was not mentally well and checking him into a psych ward. Psychosis really is insane. (pun intended) He stayed in the psych ward for about 6 months. It’s been a good few years since then and I believe he’s pretty normal now, he’s not had another episode in like 3 years.
I agree psychosis is a really weird disorder
@@elliewilliams566horrible disorder to have but most people admitted to psych wards come out worse than when they came in.
@@albertsjaak750 there is alot of misdiagnosis is that field. Alot of the bad doctors, think they know everything and don't believe a word the patient is saying. We need more good doctors that actually want to help.
That’s so scary to me. Thanks for sharing. Being a Christian I believe that a portion of mental illness and mental breaks are due to demonic influence or a disorder which allows a person to perceive/tap into aspects of reality which the average person cannot see hear or feel. And then there is plain brokenness, a disconnect from reality. A literal demon influencing your imagination to the point that it affects your will (thoughts beliefs and actions) is objectively scarier and worse than pure dysfunction, but for me the kind of case you describe is scarier. Because no matter how hard I try to do good and stay in touch with truth and reality, in my weakness or due to random chance I could still fall victim to mental illness like psychotic episodes or dementia, and I would have no choice but to be engaged in it.
@@albertsjaak750Yeah it’s the same as doctors. I wasn’t necessarily misdiagnosed but those dang PILLZ they gave me made me become something like a psychopath. It’s hard to explain. I was depressed because I was just a young kid who had no guidance to deal with the horrors of the world I was coming to learn about. So they gave me pills that made me embrace the philosophies and dark thoughts I’d been having. It was like a contented, gained interest in them, and complete emotional neutrality. Sadness became an unfathomable hollowness. Happiness became a dangerous situation for myself and those around me. Fucking labcoats
Depression and anxiety is different from having what this kid has. It takes one psychotic episode and moment of delusion and depersonalization to do what he did that moment. That does not come with depression and anxiety. That is rare.
Nobody knows anything about mental illness from public education, probably something against policy or otherwise unable to include. I had no idea what was happening myself when my first episode came, felt like I was losing my mind at one point had no clue why and you have memory loss as well
Chat being weird about to the mom laughing. My best friend died a couple months back and every time I talk about him I’m smiling or laughing because every memory was great and I would rather stay positive rather than negative
chat really shouldnt be on screen during these types of videos. the amount of misinfo, retardation, and childish reactions to people getting murdered is pure brain rot. chat adds nothing to these videos
Well MY iq was 161 before i watched xqc and i never snapped like that during my interrogation
Lmao
Interrogated for committing 3 counts of reckless restardation 😿😿😿
"Before" is the keyword
Its scientifically proven that watching xqc WILL decrease your IQ
Gave you 161 likes, lets keep it there
XQC telling chat to not focus on the smile made my day.
I was talking to this great girl one time and she stopped talking to me because I was laughing and smiling when I told her a kind of traumatic story from my life. She thought I “wasn’t taking it seriously”.
The only reason I laugh and smile is to cope with it and it’s a LOT better to laugh and smile about it than to let it get to you in a real negative way.
Yea I've laughed at traumatic experiences in my life too, but to laugh and smile about your child killing your other child, isn't normal under any circumstance.
You being you, do think you'd laugh?
@@b.t4604 she knew about it and we had to talk about it at some point.
@@SamaelDaking she wasn’t laughing though, right? She just smiled a couple times?
If she just smiled a couple times, yeah I think that’s a normal way to cope. Def weird, but weirdly normal.
@@b.t4604 found the incel
The reason they weren’t crying in the interview was because it took place 5-6 years after the shooting they were trying to cherish the memory not be sad this happened 7 years ago
I have no sympathy for him but I oddly just can't find myself to get angry at him. Instead I just feel sad at what happened and confused about the entire thing with his family.
W
pretty much yeah
Same. Especially his interview at the end. He understands he's a danger and should never be let out. He's not trying to hide anything. He just knows that he isn't safe to be around. It's even sadder seeing how much the family loved each other and how his parents still care for him 7 years later after what he did.
Human brain is weird. How is it possible to kill people on only impulse?
@@hellothere3609 @hellothere3609 as a healthy person it’s easy to not understand why someone depressed has no motivation to do anything or why schitzos hear voices but until you experience it yourself I guess we will never know.
Good job X, not making fun of the wife, while she was "laughing". Shows he's growing up. Proud to be a juicer
COPE HES GETTING WORSE
Could just be her chosing to remember all the good things as well, after something as horrible as this happens to a family I can imagine it's easy to fall into a pit of negativity because, you've just lost two kids.
Heartbreaking story, but I think it's nice to see the mother smiling talking about her daughter.
For real, X has officially outgrown his chat
yes 'dont make fun of the mom guys' proceeds to compare depression to schizo, DID, aspergers like a uneducated cave dweller
Chats inability to understand that he simultaneously loved his sister (whatever that means to him) and was capable of killing her, these people seem like they live in dream utopian worlds. Shits crazy
they dont understand mental ilness. its sad
Murderer sympathizer! So brave!🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯
@@RossWasTakenfree will believer, so dumb 😢
@@Nadeko they are oblivious to their own reality, they don't realize it can snap in an instant.
This is a clear case of serious Asperger’s, he is autistic but smart, Elon musk has the same thing, I can tell the mother does to.
Does he think all mental illness are the same ? Depression and anxiety aren’t the same as schizophrenia
Most people who have schizophrenia don't murder, now you understand his point? People are stupid these days...
@@YehovaFirst it’s a stupid point .“people are stupid these days” yeah I know ,I’m replying to one .
5 months late but i agree that mf is stupid lmao@jaygin6518
@@YehovaFirst its still a much more severe ilness than depression or anxiety. Xs takes on mental illness are fucked and he doesnt even seem to realize the severity and disfunction of some illnesses he talks about.
@@KAMI_24dude it doesn’t excuse murder it doesn’t matter how “extreme” the mental illness is
chat malding at his iq is ice cream to my eyes
fuck hating chat is mainstream and shit
i swear sometimes chat is so fkng weird
ain't nothing like seeing a bunch of neurodivergent people making fun of a kid for being neurodivergent
The parents are truly amazing people, his mother is such a sweet lady, what a heartbreaking story
Amazing people who let their insane 16 year old keep a gun under his bed
People thinking the parents are crazy for supporting their son are dumb. Like do they not understand what he was diagnosed with? Literal possession of his body. The real him that the parents knew since birth did not want anything of this to happen. Of course the law still applies, but from the parents perspective the real him is innocent. Is it that hard for people to wrap their head around SEVERE mental illness?
As someone with Asperger's you can easily mask almost every thoughts, philosophy, emotion and body language because there is instinct forcing anything wierd... Like he is cool and collected and so you can never see anything wrong...BUT one thing that was clear was he was having a bad year and half and things didn't change well for him and his family disappearing clearly was a main factor for his relief from that issue... I have resented many people already planning out murders and when I talk about how they are disturbing day after day and they show no remorse it makes me angry and luckily they usually understand and stop...The general mentality is that you become depressed and emotionally distressed from certain triggers like poking or insults and there is certain idea that teachers, friends, parents are really trustworthy to solve your issues, and you tried your best by showing negative reciprocity and maybe befriending them in hopes of something better happening only for things to get worse and more frequent... stress is like short term memory of emotions when you get enough instances of emotion especially negative no matter how I suppress them there is always the thought I can toss the trash but if it fills up before I can throw it in the garbage container and it spills then that's too much...poking you 10 seconds for an hour to 2 hours straight really got to me especially when I dislike impactful or fast physical contact... if a teacher slaps my back I don't hesitate to slap back that's how serious it is...no remorse either... anyways it's enough to make me distressed but police or suing isn't an option so it's the option of killing myself or the cause of my issues and I personally find one option better than the other...maybe if you were more socialize maybe more connected you could trust other people to solve your issues for you like a slave or talk to other people but even though I did talk it's either really brief or I would hesitate for 10-15 min straight on confrontation or not...social ineptitude leads to a sense of hopelessness and weakness which only hurts the people who are well aware of their weaknesses and how almost nothing will ever turn out well for you because you are inept and have been for nearly your whole life with no drastic change in improvement...
Anyways fuck off with your shit. Possessed....demons.....ghosts... Retard...
People are just poorly equipped with social skills to reach out and if they can't help themselves then they will tunnel vision and choose easy but drastic measures... He's not fit for society and he is happy that whatever discomforted him is no longer affecting him...he wanted his family gone and if he never calls he wouldn't know if they died in a car accident the hour after his last call...
DON'T make shit up for socially inept people they have their issues and if they chose murder and jail then that's simply the fault of their upbringing and lack of understanding of what autism children require to lead a non deep resent and murderousness lifestyle to find control and balance again...
It's better to parent them well and not demonise autistic children as if it isnt just a skill issue and nurturing issue which could be fixed if proper communication was forced considering how "loving" they are...
@@meh6513Blud is wafflin
So? Still him, just cuz a mentally unstable man kills your family does that mean you'll be like ''it's alright bro, you're good''.
@@meh6513
I didn't really read most of what you said, but i gotta say this though:
Only once you've experienced something like a literal demon or possession like thing, only then will you begin to see that there may be more to reality than we think or that socially accepted scientific perception defines,
I don't know if it was an actual demon or not, like i don't understand it's "realness", in terms of what possession actually describes in you losing your free will, your perception of reality warped and controlled by some "thing", you're body and actions also controlled by that "thing" it completely exactly was that for me.
and whether the thing i saw was an actual demon or not i have no idea,
In terms of what they describe demons as classically in literature and in the Bible and stuff, it completely matched the description 1 to 1.
Like it may have been a mental thing or whatever, but once you experience something like that really strongly, like you literally lose your free will and a demon is laughing at you because they've gotten control over you, at that point you realise it being in the mind or not doesn't matter, it's "realness" isn't about whether it is mental or not.
@@steviejrr Nobody is saying that though. Obviously people will be accountable for what they do but i'm sure you can see the difference in someone who hurts others for their own gain and those who experience a mental break. The laws even differentiate between the two and it's why we separate crimes by intentions and planning that went into it.
Xqc is my biological father guys tell him I’m pregnant with his son 😢
when did he make you pregnant dad?
@@sownheard wtf am I reading?
YOUNG MAN 🌩
My brain committed suicide reading this
Mods….
Man this one was just depressing. Stay strong juicers.
Sonny: admits to crime with no manipulation and also says that he is content with being in prison for life.
Chat: "burn in hell, murderer."
Yeah, turns out people hate you when you kill other people, shocking stuff I know
Chat was pretty unhinged this time
It's always funny watching chatters act like justice revolves around their own personal feelings about a case rather than the victims and people involved.
Because x says it chat will, both are brain dead and detached
I mean, he did commit murder. I can't be that mad at the chatters who hate him, murderers should be hated. I don't really see what your point was with this comment lmao, are you defending the dude?
That 160 iq teen really knows how to snap 😮
brain snapped
man literally was silver 1 in league lol
@@axe-vw6ekso bad lmao
2 year old joke bahaahahahhaahahahahahah!!
I know some stuff about PC's and I wouldn't call him a 160 IQ guy
Some people who are not professionals have a habit of throwing diagnoses around as if they are professionals. That has to stop. If you're not a professional psychologist, you're not qualified to diagnose someone. Don't throw words like "autistic", "psychopathic", "ADHD", and so on, around when you have no idea what these things are. Making a diagnosis is more complicated than ticking off some boxes. Professional psychologists will tell you, you should not diagnose a person if you have not had one-to-one interaction. I don't know how we got to the point where so many laymen talk as if they are a professional. I think the internet has given people the illusion of being informed on a professional level, when they are not.
I think it stems from the fact that we can’t imagine what these people go through. People just make up theories that fit a normal person’s logic because they can’t imagine anything else.
@@verynefariousYou're the blud that's waffling. Maybe to you he's stating the obvious but to me he's just putting his opinion out there. I happen to agree with it.
@@swallow_skyla3602shit comparison
Moat psychologists are narcicists who parrot what their professors told them.
Imagine claiming that you understamd another persons mind, the most complex organ in the most evolved species alive.
Yo X im a Canadian gun owner, there isn’t a single law that we have that could have prevented this. Most people trust their 16 year old son to have the code to the gun safe. That being said guns don’t even have to be in a safe. I keep mine displayed on the wall with locks on the triggers. If someone got ahold of my keys they could unlock all of them.
Don't expect them to understand anything reasonable about gun ownership. They're too dense.
Yeah just don't have guns? Dumbo
Is sharing the code with minors legal per Law?
@@KAMI_24 yes
@@pewdiepiekjellberg4295 source?
XQC reacted very hard to this. Very enjoyable.
I miss when comments were original, actual npcs
Bot
Wtf does that even mean
Yes
@@mitch9525This guy knows how to write good comment
32:20 This is the funniest part when we realize that he's a League player. And they don't even censor his name, only his rank LOL
I think something that's easy to overlook with this whole case is that killing and murder are things we are taught to be bad. But what happens when you can't objectively understand, or accept, that killing and murder are wrong? or what happens when you are still curious to take action BECAUSE you know its wrong, and want to know why that is. His intelligence could have worked against him. These were alot of the questions that were going through my mind when I watched this video. Other things I noticed were that they never focused more on was the fact that Sonny said he was abused but, "not anymore". Yet they never went deeper into what kind of abuse could have been happening when his biological father was in the picture. These two lines of questioning makes me want to believe that something from his past triggered this thought process, along with his lack of emotional understanding, his thriving curiosity and boredom could have all been enough for him to do this.
well said :)
kick chat makes twitch chat look intelligent
increadible reaction from this reactors, I almost got radiation poisoning from the intensity of his reaction
I'm appauled by chat and xqc. Extremely hard watch. Shout out to the youtube frogs, it's usally just bots and spam in the comments, but to see so many people with brains and empathy speaking on the matter aswell, is genuinely uplifting af.
bro there were some terrible chatters in this one... when they showed his pictures someone said "chinese dog" i cant believe this chat it saddens me
he is korean OMEGALUL
Someone was racist to a murderer oh the horror 😱😱
I saw that, shit was funny
@@doorhandledestroyer1 heinous act does not excuse another.
Rip Ashley, prayers for the family 🙏
his mind got psychotic episode for being in silver for long time
He was having dissociative behaviours. When he commited murder he didn't feel like it has him doing. Something as feeling like you are in a video game looking down at you in 3rd person and moving around and like it's a game, because it doesn't feel real. he feels disassociated with reality. Some people don't kill, but kill themselves for the same reason. You can't possible say there wasn't anything wrong with him.
more like your conscious mind takes a step back and youre stuck observing whatevers left take over. whatevers left is usually your "shadow side" the intrusive thoughts that want to challenge reality and repressed emotions. so do your shadow work and therapy 😅
This makes no sense because he keeps contradicting himself.
It went from “I just felt like doing it” to “It didn’t feel like me”
@@RoboticcOdachi doing something on an impulse is different than something that you align with yourself. i could kick a duck on a whim cause "i felt like it " in the moment like an intrusive thought but i could feel really bad and unlike myself because i love animals. he was having an episode of something so it makes sense he would act on intrusive thoughts.
This means nothing tho
@@RoboticcOdachi a good analogy to have is to imagine killing an animal in a video game vs real life. The reason many people can do seemingly horrible things in video games is ecause they can easily decern its not real. No imagine doing the same thing in a VR game. It becomes more "real" to you because u start associating the actions of ur character or avatar with urself. People who dissacosiate go in the opposite direction. Its much more complex but essentially they just start doing things because they feel like it or because it pops into their head. Best way to experince is to try remember a dream. Dreams sometimes feel like a mix of a movie, where ur watching things happen but at the same time ur an actor in the movie. Ur third person and first person at the same time. At times ur in countrol and other times you just do things.
Being on drugs is another way to conenct with whats happening.
While I personally have no sympathy for him. I can understand why his parents do.
Exactly
Xqc seems to think mental ilness doesn't exist
Yea it’s like blaming an autistic person for being for being stupid
Its pretty obvious that this is one of the worst cases of mental illness, surprised xqc and chat dont even care about that
Xqc is mentally ill
autistic people arent dumber than the average person, theyre just socially inept @@assarlannerborn9342
@@moredcaicyrus2826yeah that's the thing. You can't blame mental illness for why people commit crimes but it's clear that this was the worst case of someone being mental and losing himself in this situation.
Whoever put SonnyV1 in chat is hilarious 😂
It was quite disgusting watching how xqc and chat reacted to this video. I also have Aspergers and I visit multiple psychologists in a few hospitals, and there i learned how differently normal people think, and why people like me or Sonny seem very dumb and emotionless to them. I understand chatters believing that Sonny was acting or lying because they dont have the same mental issues as him but, if you are not convinced that he wasn’t acting, i think that if i was in the same position as he was, i would’ve acted mostly the same. Plus, most of the time, autistic people will have other mental issues or disabilities, such as schizophrenia in his case, but most of the time it’s nothing serious.
Cool story assburger
No doubt he’s a little neurospicy(I hate that term), But Iike he was clearly talking to himself at an attempt to sound extremely crazy as a get out of jail free card which loads do. Also judging by your name your not an aspie. You’re just a quiet Asian who didn’t get a lot of social interaction with normal people growing up lol.
@@DivinesLegacy He admitted to the crime... how was he trying to do a get out of jail free card? even afterwards he said he was content to live in jail and said if he was released its possible he could snap again. Why u trying to assign malice when there is none?
How do you find it disgusting when they don’t know what you know…
Having a tone of urgency isnt a tone of annoyance, very different. Dispatchers are literally trained to talk like that to get the info out, they have to push for it otherwise the responders have no info. Feel like its pretty simple to comprehend.
No they're awful you're not paying attention
You missed the whole point. The argument he was trying to make is that there is no human to human emotional connection through out the phone call. It comes off as nonchalant and indifferent. Obviously you can still do your job extracting info etc, with a bit of emotions behind it.
@@wrx1th873 They are trained to remove the emotion aspect. Giving another human in a serious situation like that the chance to further emotionally spiral is not worth the risk. It might help in some cases but it could also be extremely damaging in others. Responders are trained to remove as much of the human aspect of themselves during calls so that there is nothing to bounce emotions off of and amplify. It might sound cold but it's just reality.
that wasn't coming across well as urgency if that was the intent. dispatchers need to be taught to control their tone better, whether it be because they need to mask their discomfort or just not come across as uncaring or indifferent
A living AI machine.
chat blends in with the white background making it difficult to see chat, might need to add a shadow behind chat or something.
Jesus Christ man, i think this is one thing i really disagree with xqcs take on and probably many people's take on. The weird thing is all the people that judge this always judge from a place of not having gone through it. Just imagine for a second that you've already gone through it, you've experienced some kind of loss of free will and done horrible stuff and then you're there with your opinions and your judgements but what has happened completely breaks you and your perception of reality and free will and self.
Like it makes no sense at all, it's completely ridiculous, only people who have gone through similar stuff truly understand that free will really truly is only an illusion. It all depends on your perception and how the mind can arbitrarily change what is included within your perception and what is blinded from it, it's really mad.
Like just imagine for example that for a few weeks you've been experiencing like you've been watching a movie or a comic of someone attacking your parents and they're not even your parents really but some one else, and then one day as you're watching this movie you see yourself in the mirror with a hand raised up ready to hit your dad with a monstrous appearance on your face. And that is when you realise what had been happening, but even after you realise what is happening you keep going into this movie like "not real" like perception and horrible shit keeps happening except now whenever you're in there you have a sense or feeling within you that what's actually happening is you're attacking your dad, but now, now that you know what's happening you're trying to stop it from happening but you're locked inside your mind and you can't stop it from happening you can only really see it from within that place inside your mind where the world is seperate and has a red coat over it and you can't really stop them, and a demon like thing is laughing at you knowing it has taken control over you.
The thing I'm most grateful for is that through out it i was aware of something deep within me like my soul or something that was crying in incredible pain at what was happening and felt like it was holding every punch every attack back as much as it could from inside there, while it was happening I couldn't tell if it was successfully holding back or not, but after the fact seeing how my dad hadn't really gotten hurt really badly made me realise that that holding back really was working.
But it is seriously crazy man, it took so much work and so much effort, for me or was meditation and God that helped me, but it took wishing God to burn me in hell and actually burning in that hell for real to actually begin to get better, and after that so much more work had to be done, i think one of the things i think that helped me the most was awareness meditation, like practicing observation of inside and outside. When i practiced this i started to notice the times when the triggers would start and somehow over time just practicing meditation and experiencing all kinds of stuff from God, i think i just got better, i can happily say now that this kind of situation hasn't happened in atleast 2 years. So if you are a person struggling with something like this, i do want you to know that there is a way, like don't lose hope,
because i couldn't imagine me and my situation ever getting better, but it did and is actually a more positive situation than even before all that happened.
Like my relationship with my parents now is so good it's like exponentially better than it ever was my entire life, and before all the crazy shit happened my relationship with my parents was basically like what healthy gamer describes as an npc relationship, where you just say the same few sentences each time every time you talk and never really talk for real. Now me and my parents are so close it's ridiculous. It's so weird to the point I'm almost thankful for the horrible shit that happened to bring me here, almost though, not really, because it was really fucked up, i would rather we have gotten closer and all without all this insane shit having happened.
But seriously man, it is weird how much people judge without having a fucking clue about the situation someone is in, they think they get it because they themselves might be suffering from mental illness and stuff, but if they truly understood what someone is going through, they would actually have been in that situation that that person had been in. And only then would they really get it and understand it.
And on top of that they would also have had to process what had happened to them really well,
Like initially when i went through this and realised what i was going through i thought i was just a monster and had to kill myself, i though i was evil or something, and i was beating myself up every day somehow ignoring the simple truth that even while it was happening i didn't want it to happen, but it was still happening. That it simply wasn't of my own will that i was doing those things,
but maybe i couldn't process that at that time and letting go of demonizing myself, letting go of beating myself up felt like it would mean that I'm okay with being that way.
But the really crazy thing was i realised that i had to forgive myself to stop it from happening, the more i was beating myself up the more it was creating the conditions for it to be worse, the more stressed i was making myself the more easily that "thing" was taking control of me. It became a choice of whether I want to continue beating myself up or do I want to actually protect my parents and stop it from happening. And in order to protect my parents, in order for it to stop i had to forgive myself and stop beating myself up and let go of creating intense negative states in my head in order to take away the fuel that was feeding that madness.
There is actually a very meaningful practice to do relating to this stuff, one thing one can do is take all the aspects of your life and imagine if you didn't have something that you took as just something you will obviously always have, like you take a particular aspect of your life and imagine you don't have that or it was different or opposite,
you imagine living without that or living in a different way, just use your imagination freely for this, because the point isn't whether that alternate version of reality exists for someone else, the point is the expansion of your mind and the understanding that that gives you,
how much it opens up your perception of everything,
of how much we take for granted and how much we assume about the world. If you imagine a reality where even just one single factor is different or opposite it can bring such an incredibly different perspective of a possible or plausible reality that it can really humble oneself incredibly, it makes a person's mind really expand to a wonderful level and allows for a kind of empathy and understanding that you can't have otherwise, it allows you to look at others situations not just from our own experiences but from an expanded view having explored complete unknowns in the mind, it can make you look at someone's situation and really truly begin to imagine how different their reality or their situation could be from anything we can possibly imagine. It's a really great practice, the important thing is to really immerse yourself in it and really visualise all the ways that alternate version of reality would affect your life and how different it would be from what your life is now.
It's kinda hard to explain it but if you get into it you'll get it how that practice affects you, if you do go straight into intense things right at the start it might be pretty difficult, but still meaningful, i would still suggest though to go at it slowly at your own pace. Initially just imagining things being different in slight ways and later on much deeper visualisations.
I think one really nice effect of this practice is is that it really purifies the ego a lot, like you really let go of a lot mental forms in your mind that were blinding you and can then engage with people in a more open way.
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@@Sevenp3 Lol understandable.
Still it's some good stuff, you might benefit from it, it is really intense and heavy though.
lmao forgot we have homework today forgot to write my fucking ESSAY
@@goofy855 XDDDDD, glad i could help you remember XD
I'm done reading another article bruh
What was the name of the music he was playing at the very start of the video pls
As someone whos suffered from servere Psychosis before, whos even gotten incredibly volent during psychosis, even though I am not at all a violent person normally, I can confirm the stench of burning plastic while psychotic and a week after.
It is bizarre to me having this detail mentioned in a video, because ive never before heard about this in correlation with psychosis, never spoke to anyone about this particular symptom, and yet it is burned into my mind.
Half a year ago I had strong nightmares in which I dreamt of raping and murdering people, the dreams were filled with biohorror, everything had a filter in which the colours red and green were heavily amplified, and it always smelled horribly like burning plastic in those dreams.
HEaring about this is for sure uncanny to me.
Nice call in regards to the way peopile process trauma, Felix. Respect. But you got literally everything else wrong.
lmaoooo
Classic lul
no chat for the whole first minute of the reaction Mr editor bouta get REPLACED pretty soon. my dopamine receptors NEARLY clicked off without being able to look at chat FOR A WHOLE MINUTE
Ngl, Depersonalization is scary AF. I had it maybe 1-2 times in my life. Normally when you thinking about jumping out a window, it is scary, but once you got it, you feel literally nothing and you could do it. When the episode ends you will feel scared. I think paired with autism can result into something the kid did. Feel bad for him. The human mind is fragile AF.
I definitely don’t feel bad for him , his sister is the one who died (if he wrote a note and only killed himself I’d feel bad) but yeah the mind is fragile and mental health should be considered more.
ultimate gamer moment
I am very conflicted in sharing how well I identify with your post.
it was clear why the gun didn't work because the father said in the beginning: he didn't look down at he's hands when he tried to load it and accidently loaded the empty clip back in the gun. otherwise he said he would be dead too
While the US gun laws are too loose, it is a cop out to act like it is at fault. The Scandinavian countries also have alot of guns and they have had alot of guns for hundreds of years, yet 99.99% of their gun crimes are committed by foreigners, and even then their rates are quite low compared to how many guns they have.
Clearly the mere reality of having access to guns does not create these kinds of situations, it's the people. The US has been doing biological experiments on their own people for generations now, allowing crazy chemical hazards to spread throughout their population for the sake of political pressure. It's not a surprise that people there are a bit more crazy than they are in nordic countries with very extreme amounts of food regulations and actual clean water that doesn't come from microplastic injectors AKA flimsy plastic bottles.
Americans are just straight up crazy. Autism and other behaviour disorders (like the extreme increase in lgbt pressence in american youths) clearly has something to do with this. In all of these videos theres never and actual normal person unless it's about gang shootings or something, not that it is normal either but at least their motivation for their crimes does not come from a malfunctioning brain, it rather comes from a lack of brains or/and morals.
This is some extreme conspiracy theory😂 as a swede I don’t know anyone living in a city that owns a gun. All the people with guns, are those who live in desolate places near the forest. That might be the difference
@@assarlannerborn9342 Yet all of swedens gun violence is in cities lmao, and none of it is committed by actual swedes, curious.
You just don't like the idea of what I'm saying because I suggest large scale inhuman negligence at best and global evil bio-terrorism at worst, and that scares you so you'd rather believe that it could never be a reality. That way you can drink your coke and chow down jelly candy without paranoia. Don't worry about the rise in autism and other sperg-isms as more and more babies are born with plastic in their bodies, slowly disolving synthetic estrogen in their brains which totally doesn't have any effect on their development.
Just watch the next marvel film and chow down the next zogslop like a good consumer.
Multi-national corprorations would never do anything wrong for profit. It has only happend to every generation since the industrial revolution.
MKUltra.
Scandinavian countries don't have a lot of guns 😂😂😂 wtf are you on
@@leolandi3852 You can just look it up, Norway has alot of guns per capita.
25:51 bruh that Zomic guy was looking for any excuse to say that let's be honest that's so weird💀💀
I can't believe those are real people in chat
X acting like a psychology expert
😎he’s a pro at among us. Too EZ for my juicer. Exposed his stupid ass 😂😂😂
ugh such a sad story :(
i feel bad for the whole family
This case is literally sad for everyone. Sonny clearly had mental health issues that went unnoticed, and resulted in some sort of break in him, his sister lost her life, their parents lost both of their children, and the whole family was certainly devastated. It really does seem like sonny experienced a total loss of control over intrusive thoughts and his perception of reality. Absolutely tragic.
xqc clearly doesnt get what mental illness is, he gives braindead takes thinking that mental illness is just depression and autism or like them
I love how you copy pasted the comment from the person who wrote it on the original video, sad person.
@@steviejrr yep I already told the original one about it and why i did it, you can go back and check if you want.( this was the 1st top comment in the original video)
but you can get more jealous while i get more likes
@@steviejrrThe original commenter can always dm this guy to get it taken down or for compensation, or he can file a DMCA claim for the stolen content.
😂@@jakebounds5527
The Reactor has in fact reacted 😮
The parents seem like such lovely people
delusional people
they was the problem...
@@LuchaDCom man sometimes its not the parents fault. sometimes people have a few loose screws
@@LuchaDCom I'm guessing your parents didn't love you? natural selection
@@Getinthevan9 some of it was 100% down to poor parenting, of course that's not to say that this happening was their fault... But letting your 16 year old kid keep a handgun + ammo in his room as a surprise gift for his dad is just downright moronic
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XQC reacted so hard I couldnt pay attention what happened
xQc goes "Whaaaaaaaat?" when she's rambling. Welcome to our world, buddy.
the flap on the detectives chair got me buggin
Common pepega take from xqc and chat. The entire point of dispatchers is TO BE nonchalant. If my mom was dying from blood loss I don’t want my dispatcher to cry with me. We will always need a dispatcher that can and will take us from hysteria and calm us down. Whether it be them sounding like they don’t want to be there.
Spoiler alert, he doesn't have 160 IQ.
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@@sticc3978 $4.50 usd
@@sticc3978 about 7
at least 4
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geniuses in twitch chat spamming KkonaW sniffing their own farts and laughing at it.
During the investigation he’s constantly fiddling with his hands, that’s Anxiety and nervousness
Good to know we have clinically licensed psychologists watching X in their spare time 😅
I feel like the bio dad abused him severly and he repressed all the memories so maybe he developed issues from that but never said anything because he was able to keep up a facade, he clearly has a sense of character (I.E: How to appear calm and collected)
Spot on.
bro is on to absolutely nothing
if he does have D.I.D it would logically track that he has severe surpressed trauma
I get that you prefaced your comment with "I feel like" but you still went on to make absolutely everything after that up and the logic behind it is very weak despite the very strong claims being made.
Literally where did they even call the bio dad abusive. They said the older sister knew the bio dad 💀
did he do that because of losing a ranked match ?
I once had to call 999 at my workplace. No time to grab landline and had no signal as emergency numbers work without signal no problem. I told the dispatcher that I had no signal as she had asked me to get someone else to call their family member. "Sorry there is no signal here", Dispatcher (sarcastically): "well if you have no signal how did you call us" Me: "it's an emergency number you don't need signal". Why do they have such an attitude all the time
bro said to sit there and not move, bro tried emptying a mag into my chest im rocking his shit wtf
Dispatchers aren’t annoyed… they need to shut their emotion off and speak straight forward and the callers need to listen in order for everything to go smooth.
having no emotion and sounding annoyed are two of the worst things possible for both people in an emergency and/or people about to do something bad. lots of people call 911 before they do bad things because deep down they want somebody to talk them out of it even if they dont even understand why, if this happens and you are emotionless and sound annoyed, you arent going to be able to talk somebody down.
How is this an hour video? Bro confessed 18 minutes in
Xqc yappin
ye but the investigators still have to continue the interragation. It just adds even more to the case against them, and tries to prevent an insanity plea by proving stuff like certain emotions. Just stacking the maximum sentence they can with all the information
lost to a silver OMEGALUL
When intrusive thoughts take over
my IQ was 160 but then i watched this video and now im retrded :/
Welcum to the two-digit klub :(
Top stock my nipples.
16:58 I would not say that these are necessarily indications of emotional distress. For some parts I absolutely get why he behaves that way and to a certain extent I used to have very similar problems. Using phrases like earlier or saying that he doesn't remember is as close as he can get to a fact. He most likely actually doesn't know the time down to a minute and every timestamp apart from the correct one would be wrong or could even be conceived as a lie. So it's better to focus on what he actually knows for sure than just give any answer. Even if the interrogator would be happy about an imprecise answer. It's still not the right thing
Edit: I'm more and more sure that the commentator guy has no idea what he's talking about. When he first said that the suspect may be detached from the situation I thought he was on the right track. But later on he tries to interpret the suspect's behavior and assumes character traits which can't be deducted at this point because all the suspect has been doing was answering the questions as good and objectively as possible. Let's say you go to the doctor. Usually people say "It looks like I have [illness XY].". But in my opinion that's really bad. It's not your job to propose possible diagnoses. It's the doctor's job to check and ask for symptoms and give you a diagnosis based on that. Doctors obviously get influenced by suggestions so the best thing you could do is describing your symptoms as objevlctively and let the doctor do his job to get fair
jcs clones are such pseudo intellectuals
Yeah, one of the few things that I get annoyed about "explore with us" channel, everytime they see any movement from the suspect during the interrogation, they have to label it everything as a mental disorder, or assuming the worst emotions. Like not everything has to have a reason, not everything has to be labeled as a mental disorder, or making shit up to paint suspects a certain way.
Least unhinged League player
The intrusive thoughts won.
This reaction was like a 5-star Michelin meal. It hit every note with exquisite precision and each element was harmonized flawlessly, creating a symphony of emotions and insights that lingered long after. Truly a masterpiece reaction in every sense!
where’s the lamb sauce
Man what prompt did u use in chatgpt 😂😂
BatChest
Maximum Michelin stars is 3🤓
yea i know but who cares @@hiusverkkoherkko
I disagree with X's take about shuffling all mental illnesses together. There are so many different forms of them and even within the same specific ones there can be a wide range of how they affect the behaviour of a person. No one can tell me that a person sitting there explaining what he did step for step with no remorse whatsover claiming he did it "just because" is on the same level as someone that just talks to themselves to relieve anxiety or something.
I mean all he did was kill her in the moment, similar to how people be stepping on ant/ant hills in the moment for no real reason except out of curiosity/boredom. Of course this is more extreme but if you set emotions aside its the same scenario
@@penguino4251 people that do that are either kids or people who dont give a shit. not psychotic killers like this guy. people dont go around impulsively killing people due to boredom (unless psychotic).
His intrusive thoughts won him that night…
whos gonna tell him he dont gotta pause so much just watch the video man
I use your reaction videos as a way to find what to watch, once i see something good i close your video and watch the original one
This is definitely a level 27 Guy at W
That's cool
Who is he talking to
Cool story bro
Smart man
There are so many bot comments in the first few minutes lol
At some points of the video i forgot xQc was even reacting to it cause of how little he adds to it
my mom laughs and smiles when shes at her angriest so her smiling is definitely telling of how she was affected of the death of her kid
when insane people do bad things, you can't be angry at them, it's like an earthquake, you can't be angry at the ground, it is what it is. unless the person is aware of his actions or is the reason why he/she became unaware "drugs/alcho" then you can't blame them. xqc and chat acting like idiots and like they are all knowing makes me mald
It's wrong to say you can't be angry at them bc you can, but it's not right. However, if they can't be angry at the murderer for murdering someone, where else can they redirect their feelings? It's a very difficult thing to do.
@@SinisterLeviathan i understand what you mean, but you can't be angry at a person who is not aware of his actions, even if you are angry at them you can't blame them. if someone was driving a truck and the tire exploded and by that crashed and killed someone, you can't be angry at the driver, same with someone who's insane or crazy. all we can do is send them to get help if possible.
Why did chat get offended by his IQ?
Most likely because they are insecure about theirs
This is the literal definition of letting your intrusive thoughts win
intrusive thoughts aren’t a disease
No it isn’t
it’s weird cause when they make eye contact they say that he’s not socially intact but when they don’t make eye contact they say “this is a sign that they are lying or avoiding the truth” like bruh ☠️
Thank you editor i barely see the chat because of the white background POGGERS
I'm glad to see that youtube frogs in this comment section acknowledge the toxicity in the chat. I thought that I was living in crazytown NAILS. 🥶
im glad xqc is watching explore with us vids they are exceptionally well made
The scary part is i can relate to some of what hes saying. Not the part where he refers to human beings as diff entities but not Remembering certain details of why i did some impulsive things
He seems to have dissociative identity disorder
People seem to forget that changes in the brain can happen at any point in time, random, for no apparent reason sometimes. They just happen and i think this is what happened. Something changed in there, out of nowhere, and he was another person. The brain ain't perfect people.
This.
I think everyone is fronting when they claim to understand the human mind..
There is no way of knowing what truly was happening in his brain at the time.
the killer reacted more to his sister than pvc did to this vid.
Xqc is so rest arded wtf is wrong with him?
Can anyone see if they can get his computer parts for me they looked pretty nice
worst chat in all of twitch
this is kick chat
The irony here, wow. Parts of chat had no empathy for the parents.