Whether during the darker times or now that he writes of coming out of that darkness, his words transmit such powerful emotion. Thank you from another wasp that's free from the poison.
I just wanted to say I'm proud of you for making the change and taking your life back. I noticed no one commented that to you and I hope someone has told you this. I hope your still on the rite path.
We met you before Rehab in 2013, November, Birmingham UK, We love you, thank you for going to rehab and thank you for the Music. Thank you for taking care of yourself finally. Im 6 months sober. Its really authentic and Im wondering if the next step is God. Its feeling like a necessity I want that never ending friend that is a symbiosis of my own higher power, that no earthly friend can meet. I dont need saved I need a true friend, to love the way I love.
This has really touched me. Very very moving with humour. Definitely don't feel so alone with my own struggles and has helped me on my own journey. Thank you Justin
Just sitting and listening to this song has made me put things into perspective. so long on drugs it's was always a fear of wot ifs and why's and buts. I. Ve put all them fears behind me and moved forward I found my higher power it was always right there in front of me my family kid wife and true friends I could just never see it as was blinded by drugs I stopped and my eyes and mind were open to the real world
My heart still hurts. I listen to this song for support. Thank you so much Justin. For sharing & helping me feel different. Even if it’s only for a little while
Lyrics: All my life Been running from a pain in me A feeling I don't understand Holding me down Rain on me Underwater All I am, getting harder A heavy weight I carry around. Today I don't have to fall apart I don't have to be afraid I don't have to let the damage Consume me, My shadow see through me Fear in itself Will reel you in and spit you out Over and over again Believe in yourself And you will walk Fear in itself Will use you up and break you down Like you were never enough I used to fall, now I get back up. I'm up here I'm looking at the way down there I'm staring through the I don't care It's staring back at me The beauty is I'm learning how to face my beast Starting now to find some peace Set myself free Today, I don't have to fall apart I don't have to be afraid I don't have to let the damage Consume me, My shadow see through me Fear in itself Will reel you in And spit you out over and over again Believe in yourself And you will walk Fear in itself Will use you up and break you down Like you were never enough I used to fall but now I get back up I'm moving on Oh god just move on Today, I don't have to fall apart I don't have to be afraid... Get back up Get up Fear in itself will use you up And break you down just like you're Never enough I used to fall Breathe, Ask for more If you're bitter still Ask him to help you carry on.
ill check it out, listen to this....so i have wanted to always meet and talk Justin, i tried to get DJ's I know, premoters in vegas, my sons mom because she knows alot of bands, to get me the oppertunity to meet him I have always said, this guy gets it his journey is alot like mine or vis versa, i just 2 years ago found out he is in recovery and it is my absolute greatest desire to talk with him, ya know they say when you hear someone tell your secret you know you found a sponsor, well hes told my life story from his first album, this intro is amazing im going to try to write him thats what Shawn Whithey of rockstar radio suggested, i got to shake his hand 2 years ago and give him my 1 year coin and this rose I made, but to sit and talk would be so great... anyway the whole song is amazing its about addiction but the intro is amazing, i pray i get the opportunity to spend time with him
I have seen thousands of live performances over the years but this one is the most honest and powerful ever❤️ And BTW he is in an league of his own nobody comes close
Justin, I grew up in a HOME &WITH FEAR I'M A 55 YEAR OLD WOMAN WITH 2 STRONG DAUGHTERS IN THEIR 30S,DIVORCE OF TRUSTED HIM,HE WORKS FOR THE PENTAGON GAVE HIM IT ALL TO HIM I'M SICK,BUT YOU ARE BREAKING THROUGH TO ME,I HAVE FELL SO MANY TIMES, BUT I SO FAR GET BACKUP NO MATTER WHAT SO FAR, I WAS TOLD AT 35 I WOULD NEVER MAKE IT TO 40.THANK U JUSTIN.
Not sure if you mean this specific show or the Open Book show. You can buy the CD or download. Here's a link to Amazon: smile.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss_2?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=Justin+Furstenfeld+Open+Book Hope this helps!
I live here in Houston and I grew up on blue october when they were playing in different clubs...ok but here's my question. Did justin work all 12 steps? Because he only talks about step 2 and now he's 7 or 8 yrs sober now. Does anyone really know the truth?
It's just something I recorded at the show with my camera. Here's a link to a playlist of most of the show. Go see the next Open Book tour! ua-cam.com/play/PLDJibn9Jwynnt4VVjD4y0N16mQYFoWHPY.html
![Blue October LIVE [Full Acoustic Performance] | 101X](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/8mtZzu1WbT8/mqdefault.jpg)
Praise the Lord for this saved life. This is how God works. He is going after the lost!
Whether during the darker times or now that he writes of coming out of that darkness, his words transmit such powerful emotion. Thank you from another wasp that's free from the poison.
I just wanted to say I'm proud of you for making the change and taking your life back. I noticed no one commented that to you and I hope someone has told you this. I hope your still on the rite path.
We met you before Rehab in 2013, November, Birmingham UK, We love you, thank you for going to rehab and thank you for the Music. Thank you for taking care of yourself finally. Im 6 months sober. Its really authentic and Im wondering if the next step is God. Its feeling like a necessity I want that never ending friend that is a symbiosis of my own higher power, that no earthly friend can meet. I dont need saved I need a true friend, to love the way I love.
This has really touched me. Very very moving with humour. Definitely don't feel so alone with my own struggles and has helped me on my own journey. Thank you Justin
Didn't realize just how funny Justin was until I saw this, which I'm now watching for the first time.
Can't wait to to get where he is at this point!
Kim Pratt Couldn't agree with you more!!!
+Kyan M Depends on where you are right now in your life, right?
+Kim Pratt A Addict will always be in recovery?/
Just sitting and listening to this song has made me put things into perspective. so long on drugs it's was always a fear of wot ifs and why's and buts. I. Ve put all them fears behind me and moved forward I found my higher power it was always right there in front of me my family kid wife and true friends I could just never see it as was blinded by drugs I stopped and my eyes and mind were open to the real world
Alan Warburton I'm very proud of you alan, I mean that
My heart still hurts. I listen to this song for support. Thank you so much Justin. For sharing & helping me feel different. Even if it’s only for a little while
Thank God! He's a sweet soul and his strength is amazing. I pray that your days are nothing less than magical.
Amazing talent...love Justin 🤟
Greatest respect for you! Never give up.
"Halfway from where you used to be. To, halfway to where you want be."
Lyrics:
All my life
Been running from a pain in me
A feeling I don't understand
Holding me down
Rain on me
Underwater
All I am, getting harder
A heavy weight
I carry around.
Today
I don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid
I don't have to let the damage
Consume me,
My shadow see through me
Fear in itself
Will reel you in and spit you out
Over and over again
Believe in yourself
And you will walk
Fear in itself
Will use you up and break you down
Like you were never enough
I used to fall, now I get back up.
I'm up here
I'm looking at the way down there
I'm staring through the I don't care
It's staring back at me
The beauty is
I'm learning how to face my beast
Starting now to find some peace
Set myself free
Today,
I don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid
I don't have to let the damage
Consume me,
My shadow see through me
Fear in itself
Will reel you in
And spit you out over and over again
Believe in yourself
And you will walk
Fear in itself
Will use you up and break you down
Like you were never enough
I used to fall but now I get back up
I'm moving on
Oh god just move on
Today,
I don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid...
Get back up
Get up
Fear in itself will use you up
And break you down just like you're
Never enough
I used to fall
Breathe,
Ask for more
If you're bitter still
Ask him to help you carry on.
This gives me goosebumps everytime... amazing!!!
Ashley Shoen you know you should have been there :)
Truly amazing! Thank you for Sharing. Huge Justin fan here!
awesome! i cant wait to see the band live again one day 😊 from el paso, tx
ill check it out, listen to this....so i have wanted to always meet and talk Justin, i tried to get DJ's I know, premoters in vegas, my sons mom because she knows alot of bands, to get me the oppertunity to meet him I have always said, this guy gets it his journey is alot like mine or vis versa, i just 2 years ago found out he is in recovery and it is my absolute greatest desire to talk with him, ya know they say when you hear someone tell your secret you know you found a sponsor, well hes told my life story from his first album, this intro is amazing im going to try to write him thats what Shawn Whithey of rockstar radio suggested, i got to shake his hand 2 years ago and give him my 1 year coin and this rose I made, but to sit and talk would be so great... anyway the whole song is amazing its about addiction but the intro is amazing, i pray i get the opportunity to spend time with him
Get your wish yet?
I have seen thousands of live performances over the years but this one is the most honest and powerful ever❤️
And BTW he is in an league of his own nobody comes close
He just gets it....and continues to inspire
Epic!! The range of emotions and f-ing range blows me away!!!
I've never heard an atheist,
not beg God when he faces loosing a loved one or facing death himself.....All praise and glory to God
Thank you so much for sharing.
What a awsome testimonial so inspiring story thank you justin
wow!!!! what an inspiring testimony. I pray that my bf will find his higher power and beat his addiction and depression. thank you justin for sharing.
Man, that is great!!! Thanks for sharing
Chills and tears!!!!
Wow!
That is all I can think to say to describe that. And yet it seems like any more words wouldn’t describe it any better.
Wow!
Justin this story is so amazing 👏...
Justin, I grew up in a HOME &WITH FEAR I'M A 55 YEAR OLD WOMAN WITH 2 STRONG DAUGHTERS IN THEIR 30S,DIVORCE OF TRUSTED HIM,HE WORKS FOR THE PENTAGON GAVE HIM IT ALL TO HIM I'M SICK,BUT YOU ARE BREAKING THROUGH TO ME,I HAVE FELL SO MANY TIMES, BUT I SO FAR GET BACKUP NO MATTER WHAT SO FAR, I WAS TOLD AT 35 I WOULD NEVER MAKE IT TO 40.THANK U JUSTIN.
SOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!
I love this story!
♡ Thank you So much for your honesty. You might have saved my life. Xoxo
Higher Power- yes!!!! 1st Cor. 13 Amen.
Omg this guy is funny along with all the other gifts he has
Love!
Bravo!!!!
I had a similar experience about why children can just stamp on a bug and find it funny. I had my God moment there
He's a true artist. He sings from the depths of his soul. He is a good dude
Thought the water bottle was in the cup the whole time.
Love you 👍🙏✌️😇🎸❤️❌⭕
Every person who asks God to show them a sign....
"Its the small things to look for"
This is my favorite show, of all shows I've watched to date. Wondering if this audio is available for sale. Someone have a link?
Not sure if you mean this specific show or the Open Book show. You can buy the CD or download. Here's a link to Amazon: smile.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss_2?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=Justin+Furstenfeld+Open+Book Hope this helps!
I'm not religious at all but cool story an amazing song.
💖
Today I don’t have to fall apart
we are all clay who are we to question the potter?
Bawling
I live here in Houston and I grew up on blue october when they were playing in different clubs...ok but here's my question. Did justin work all 12 steps? Because he only talks about step 2 and now he's 7 or 8 yrs sober now. Does anyone really know the truth?
Where can I find a copy of this entire program on DVD???
It's just something I recorded at the show with my camera. Here's a link to a playlist of most of the show. Go see the next Open Book tour! ua-cam.com/play/PLDJibn9Jwynnt4VVjD4y0N16mQYFoWHPY.html
Watch the new movie get back up...its all in there
Every word, every fucking word........
Verse: A, A7, Dm (no 1st string), E
Bridge: Dm (no 1st sting), A, E
Chorus: Dm, E, F#, E, Dm, E, A
It A.L W.A.Y.S. has to be JESUS. Your life is not your own. We were bought with a heavy price.