Now it's 3. Wow. Never thought I'd get to hear this again. Got it recommend haha. So much has changed..both good and bad. My dad recently passed away..i lost a "connection" with a good friend of mine. We don't talk much anymore. Turns out i had feelings for him before he left. But it was already too late and well. I had confessed, i didn't want anything..maybe something in the future but even then, he told me "I trust you, but i don't trust your heart". It absolutely broke me and i tried proving myself. But he's always busy and i don't want it to just be a one-way thing. I've already done that before and I'm not doing it again. Anyways, used to listen to this song when i was deeply in love with this one girl near the ending of middle school to highschool. It fucked me up. In the end she led me on. Got with a guy after her..thought it'd be easier so i can forget what we had and everything. But this guy promised me he'd never treat me that way or cheat, or anything like that. To trust him. And i was a fool. I had the courage to tell him exactly how i felt about him and how i love him. But not even a week after, he told me he didn't love me anymore. Those two people really fked up my view on love as a whole. I know there is good love. But i don't think it's for me Anything that has to do with love, romantically atleast, never works out for me. I appreciate myself more now and slowly learning to love myself, but it'd be nice to have someone there..not just romantically. A friend alone would mean the world to me.
that one dislike...
Now it's two, and hey, I'm back haha.
Now it's 3. Wow. Never thought I'd get to hear this again. Got it recommend haha. So much has changed..both good and bad. My dad recently passed away..i lost a "connection" with a good friend of mine. We don't talk much anymore.
Turns out i had feelings for him before he left. But it was already too late and well. I had confessed, i didn't want anything..maybe something in the future but even then, he told me "I trust you, but i don't trust your heart". It absolutely broke me and i tried proving myself. But he's always busy and i don't want it to just be a one-way thing. I've already done that before and I'm not doing it again.
Anyways, used to listen to this song when i was deeply in love with this one girl near the ending of middle school to highschool. It fucked me up. In the end she led me on.
Got with a guy after her..thought it'd be easier so i can forget what we had and everything. But this guy promised me he'd never treat me that way or cheat, or anything like that. To trust him. And i was a fool. I had the courage to tell him exactly how i felt about him and how i love him. But not even a week after, he told me he didn't love me anymore.
Those two people really fked up my view on love as a whole. I know there is good love. But i don't think it's for me
Anything that has to do with love, romantically atleast, never works out for me. I appreciate myself more now and slowly learning to love myself, but it'd be nice to have someone there..not just romantically.
A friend alone would mean the world to me.
and they asked why I became a player ... thats my story fuckin hell