@@alialshehhri2978 Says you, as Eugenia is pouring her heart out. She tries to put more positivity than negativity out into the world, but it's weird that you'd interpret that as her being a narcissist, and it doesn't mean she's not hurting. Are you really that blind and deaf to her pain? Are YOU ok? Did someone hurt you? You know if you stop being mean and reach out to people instead, you'll find support and love? Maybe give it a go?
I pray this is a turning point for you personally - this seems far more honest then anything you've posted since hospital. We want to see this aspect of yoou Eugenia.
Absolute same. I dont give her a single view or bit of attention unless shes being honest with herself and others which is extremely rare. I hope this is a wake up call, bc her health couldnt possibly get any worse. Death is the next stop for her... i pray seeing death up close opens her eyes. And i hope she realizes its ALWAYS okay to talk about her struggles.
Oh quit enabling her. Quit kissing her bony non ass. This is so sick she has fans. She is famous for starving herself. What the hell is wrong with society.
I love to see her genuine emotions. You’re such a sweet person Eugenia and the world needs that in it whether you are on social media or not. You bring kindness to the world.
Her brain can't. She thrives off both positive and negative attention online. It satisfies her desperate need for attention. I wish she had friends and mentors...
@@TheeEnglishKnight By now people should know she doesn't talk about it & that's her right to her privacy. How people keep reading the titles & making it about what they want is their own problem.
You don't have to apologize for being real. You don't have to be anything for viewers. This is real and incredibly hard. I wish you all the time and love you need during this period of grief.
She needs to apologize for narcissistically promoting anorexia. And yes she is promoting it. She clearly thinks she looks good otherwise she wouldn't fucking show her bones off. She enjoys seeing how thin she looks because she wants to look like those dumb nightmare before 🎄 cartoon characters because she is crazy.
Everyone thinks she is innocent, I don't see that at all. I see a narcissistic UA-cam personality who happens to love being bony and loves making videos of how bony she is because in her mind those Nightmare characters are attractive. It's revolting. In her mind she looks good and she enjoys showing it off. Like I keep saying she only has a few years left. She won't make it to 35. And millions sat there and watched her kill herself and clicked like for ten years.
Sure she does. But, it’s unconditional SELF Love she needs the most . She’s a negative and potentially tragic influence on her followers. UA-cam should disable her account.
girl it's your channel, vent all you need, its good to have an outlet to talk. thank you for sharing your stories about your grandma, sorry for your loss.
@@_west33...in what respect is this sociopathic? Either you lack the knowledge base to make such an educated comment or you’re projecting. This is yet another example of your unhealthy preoccupation with Trolling this girl. I’m sorry your life is so sad.😢
I appreciate you being raw and vulnerable with us. Happy you’re finding a space to share, and talk. Whether with us or not, don’t apologize for feeling and acknowledging what you are.
Raw and vulnerable? Lol ok. She’s the same as she always is. Just detached and awkward. And no break from social media has occurred. She’s been posting her same vapid content without a break. She’s fine.
It's people like you that keep her in this awful headspace. She needs encouragement and HELP to get better, not people excusing her self damaging behavior. If you truly want her to get better, stop forgiving this behavior and start telling her what she really needs to hear. That she NEEDS THERAPY.
@@scheezy How I see it, the ship has sailed for her getting better. And we all get to decide what and how we want to contribute to someone’s life. Eugenia in the video said she feels bad bringing negativity to peoples lives, but felt she needed to open up some on her emotional state. The last thing any one should do, regardless of scenario, is then bash them. That’s like training your dog to sit, and then when it does sit by command, you beat it. Leave the comments you want. I felt compelled to leave a positive one addressing ONLY what Eugenia wants to talk about.
@@BeckBeckGo You don’t get to decide who is or isn’t fine, though. Unfortunately, social media and the internet in general has become a coping mechanism and crutch for almost everyone. I don’t believe in kicking someone while their down, and I’m not going to start now, despite the glaring problems there are with her.
@@scheezy You talk like you're a professional victim. To encourage people with ED especially anorexia you need to NOT talk about the ED more you say she needs help, more she'll be sick. You're not her friend you don't personally know her. Only close people can talk to her about her ED
I lost both grandmas this year. One still had her memory but was suffering so put herself on hospice. The other pretty much helped raise me but the last few years got dementia and passed away suddenly. We'll both get through this
I lost my gpa, my uncle and my soul mate dog all in 5 months this year. Really makes you realize how short life Is. Death is the worse ever and the hardest. Esp when it's . your fav people, pets. Sorry for your loss.... ❤
Im so sorry for your loss ! This year i lost 3 of my grand parents, 2 of them were super healthy, they were taking a walk and got hit by a drunk driver ! One thing we will always have is memories !
It was kinda strange that she didn't know exactly what her grandma had though. She obviously had dementia. At least the mother cant neglect her now or get angry with her
if anything should motivate her on getting healthier and happier for her own sake idk what will. but i do wish her nothing but happiness and good better health :)
@@sandywhat2429 she opened up about her personal life, you know instead of just showing us the clothes and the makeup, no costumes or prancing about her room, she just sat down and spoke to us
Now you know how people feel about you, but you are still with us and are blessed to still be able to get back on that recovery horse and heal yourself. Praying for you Eugenia. 🙏
Never feel bad for taking a break from social media to cope with her death. You’re a lovely person and you deserve to be happy. I’m really sorry for your loss
Yes! And therapy is always good. It helps a lot. Sending strength to you Eugenia and hoping you take care of yourself. Also to anyone going through a loss of a loved one. ❤️🙏
I lost my grandfather earlier this year and he was like my father. He, by all accounts, was the man who raised me. I understand what you're going through and I hope things get better for you.
Never apologize for expressing your feelings and taking some time for yourself, you're allowed to do that and after what has happened, it's perfectly understandable to do so. I'm very sorry for your loss, it was very nice to hear you talk about some of your memories with your grandma. My heart goes out for you and your family, take your time. ❤️
Remember you don’t have to be positive for anyone if it’s not your truth. Be yourself and when you’re feeling down or dark or empty remember there are so many people out there who genuinely care and would be happy to hear you, support you and help you through those times. I truly hope that you find the peace you need in all aspects of your life and can continue living a long happy healthy life. You deserve that more than you know. Wishing you the best, truly.
You don’t have to be happy for people. You can be sad. You can also go out on your own. Drive to a park. Go for a walk. You can go by yourself and just get away from it all. You don’t owe your family every moment. Take time away for yourself so you can recharge and then have the energy to be there for them.
I don’t think she ever goes any where alone , I think the thought of it scares her cause the last time she went somewhere without her mom there people plotted behind her back to have her institutionalized and it scared her so bad that she has ptsd of going anywhere without her mom which is sad
I genuinely hope she finds peace and knows she can take as much time as possible to mourn but she should not be driving or walking in the heat by herself. I hope she’s not carrying the weight of everyone else’s grief by herself and she’s able to get the support she needs too.
@@stressmess3469I understand Eugiene in that sense because st 34 I only go out with my family & son, to my son's school event's and other then that I stay at home all day every day. I am afraid to socialize & venture on my own because I have zero trust towards people after what I went through end of 2015-mid 2017 where I had a mental break down and lost myself to drug's. Yes I went out a lot but my son was always my top priority always made sure he was well taken care of but when I had that mental break down lost myself to drug's and live on the street's of Hollywood/Los Angeles so many I thought I could trust n' called friend's turned on. These suppose friend's would trash talk about me to my mom, no one was by my side other then my mom and honestly 1female friend and when I sobered up straighten out my life these so called friend's try to act sweet to my face try to act like they were so concerned but I was straight up with them told them my mom told me everything they had said about which so many tried denying that they never spoke ill about me but at that point trust was lost and only my mom's words are true she wouldn't lie to me so I am thankful she told me the truth because I was able to cut these no good friends off, isolate myself becoming a hermit of sorta and was given that reinsurance of never trusting folks again...
@@mercedesvelasquez8781when you change your surroundings your life will change. Those “friends” were around when you weren’t sober. You can find positive people to be around but you have to be willing to leave the house to do so. Only you can make that change.
dementia is terrifying and heartbreaking honestly for both sides.. i'm so sorry for your lost sweetheart and thank you for feeling safe enough to open up with us. my heart is out for you as well your family. please try to take care of yourself and stay strong.
I sincerely hope she herself gets well, too. Knowing dementia runs in her family has me way more concerned for EC’s own cognitive impairments than I already was 😔 (And I don’t mean that as a joke or to be cruel; I myself have experienced the cognitive impairments that happen when your brain isn’t getting proper nutrition :/)
I’m sorry for sounding insensitive, but this is the truth: You’ll be joining your grandmother soon and people will be talking about how sad it is you passed away. And it’ll be a lot sadder for you, because you won’t be anywhere near your grandmother’s age with the way your life is going. You do not have any leeway left to continuing being this arrogant about how much you can get away with abusing your body anymore. You do not.
Did you y'all see how she was on TikTok live with Rich Lux and was pretending she collapsed and un-alived? All in the same week her Grandma passed....how disgusting. She doesn't care about her Grandma, she only cares about herself. Did anyone see the video where her Mom and her were "making Grandma a cake"? They practically ignored Grandma through the whole video, when she was asking for some help. Or one where Deb was yelling at Gramdma, at the top of her lungs, to go to sleep?? How about the old videos of Eugenia, dissing her Grandparents for getting her ugly sweaters as Christmas presents? What an ungrateful, spoiled and selfish human being.
And... yet this is how you're spending your time. You seem like you're in a great positive place and should definitely be levying criticism against someone who's clearly suffering in a lot of ways.
@@5h4d0w5l1f3 Honey, everyone is suffering in some way or another (including myself), that's no excuse to act the way she does. I've been very private about my issues, because there's no need for the attention. She's doing it for the attention... She always has. How she dresses or flashes isn't enough, she has to also be physically ill for attention...with no intention of admitting she's ill and needs help, nor any plans of receiving it. There's a time and a place for everything, taking it public like that, is why she's getting hate. If she reached out for help, people would accept her with open arms but she's doing all of it for the views.
@@MetalLover7 agreed the video title speaks Identical to what she's saying. Things are really bad right now. Because FYI her grandma just passed away. So things are really bad right now.
so sorry for your loss Eugenia, it was very sweet to hear such loving stories/memories you've had with her. wish you and your family the best in healing/keeping her memory alive
Eugenia I hope you read this...Your a very selfish person you should be ashamed of yourself..Your grandmother just recently passed away & your on Tik-Tok flaunting yourself around half-naked!....Your a filthy baka...I think your grandmother deserves better than that your grandmother is looking down at you from heaven...HOLY SHEETS...Thats quite an embarrassment on your behalf and your family...🤬😡
Girl, I ignored my bulimia for YEARS, and now I'm 36, clean, with warn down teeth, high blood pressure, and a worse sense of self image. PLEASE get help and stop ignoring the comments of strangers that CARE about your wellbeing. You're NOT fine. Things are NOT ok. Do something for YOURSELF for once and stop appeasing creeps on the internet.
I feel sorry for your grandma, she seemed like a kind soul. But not feeling sorry for you, you keep flashing minors on purpose. Having a deceased relative won't erase your creepy behaviour.
grief is complicated! I hope making this video helped you, I know talking about it to the void can be really helpful for some people to process everything. Take your time and be kind to yourself. I'm glad you have so many happy memories of her to look back on. She sounds like she was really good to you and that's wonderful.
It was really nice to hear you talk about the specific memories you have of time with your grandma. Super sweet. I'm sorry you lost her. You could tell how much she loved you in any video she was in.
Death and grieving is never easy, you should take some time off of social media to spend time remembering her and honoring her memory. Take care of yourself and your mental health during this time period please, she would want you to ❤
Eugenia's mother is one of the most mantpulative people I have ever seen. Anyone who just watches and doesn't do anything to get her away from her mother is guilty in my eyes!
@@AwanFarrell2880I’m so sorry. I hope you’re coping healthily. it is always gonna hurt but don’t become toxic to your body and pls be kind to yourself. with years of grief I wish I was kinder to my body. someone out there cares about you I promise and you will get through. my condolences ❤
I really think it's incredible the amount of authenticity in this video. Eugenia I'm so sorry for your loss, thank you for sharing all of this with us. I think we would all love to see more videos like this where you talk about your thoughts and feelings in such a real way. Sending you love girl.
Eugenia, I'm terribly sorry for your loss. Please make more videos like this, with your normal beautiful voice and sincere thoughts on things. Right people won't judge.
She was on tiktok doing fetish stuff and "pretending to die" for views a few days after her grandmother died. ua-cam.com/users/shortseoWuQ_VIGz8 When are ya'll going to see she DOESN'T care and is not such a good person? She is mocking everyone. All she cares about is herself, a classic narcissist.
@SamanthaCrazy-gh8dzI call the bullshit card on your comment! If you CARED, you help her get help by having someone GET her into a hospital! She disgusts me. I am reporting her!
@@hauntedtoof if you watch the video when she came back after treatment you will hear a difference and also go back to videos before she looked like skelotor. Or Google it, facts 😉
Ok, is it necessary for you to say that ? Eugenia is informing her viewers of what's going on. Eugenia's grandmother was featured in many videos. This video is appropriate.
She was on tiktok doing fetish stuff and "pretending to die" for views a few days after her grandmother died. ua-cam.com/users/shortseoWuQ_VIGz8 She is mocking everyone. All she cares about is herself, a classic narcissist.
This is so so disturbingly sad. Does this young girl know the damage she is doing to her organs? I wish someone would help this girl. She needs to know that all this you tube stuff does not matter. I wish she would awaken. Sadly at this point and cant see this story turning around. Would love to see her turn her life around and leave social media behind.
it's okay to talk about grief and loss. I'm very sorry for your loss. I'm dreading the day my grandma passes. I've watched you since 2013, and I hope one day you build up the courage to get some help. ❤
To all the fools that think Grandma Sullivan's passing profoundly affected Eugenia, you should know that she pretended to die on her couch on TikTok live tonight. It comes across as mocking her grandma's death.
Eugenia, what will your mom think when she sees your pretend corpse so soon after burying HER mother? You are callous at worst and thoughtless at best. Don't pretend to care about the emotional state of your family.
@@sarahburton1983I saw the clip that was posted (not by eugenia) but it's since been removed. Give it time copies will pop up. She was wearing a skimpy yellow outfit sprawled back on the couch looking like a mummified corpse for maybe a minute. It really was disgusting, very poor taste.
I’m trying to be there for my family.. I would love to know what that entails.. she seems to hole up in her room 24/7.. she doesn’t cook, she can’t drive and she is frail as hell.. I just can’t picture her being a real support system no matter if she would like to be or not.
@@eugenekrabs3837 truth is only seen as a weapon if you're weak. I stand by what I said. Nothing she said was out of pocket or wrong. Have a good day policing people on the internet. 🤗🤗
@@heathercarpenter5497 tell me how did you benefit from the original comment? Or how anyone else could and the truth has always been used as a weapon and used to hide behind that's common knowledge people have used truth to justify there actions regardless of the harm those actions cause
Hi Eugenia, I think expressing yourself like this is very positive and helps others see that it's okay to not be okay after something painful happens to them. My dad passed away last year and speaking in front of everyone and crying at his funeral was like my goodbye to him. It really helped me so I hope that this helps too. It hurts because it matters. Take care.
How does people’s concern for her health - mental and physical - get warped into her being the victim and everyone bullying her? 🤯 Her disease tells her to avoid, laugh, smile, and spin all the comments and pleas for her to get help into her being a victim of bullying. It’s everyone else. It’s not her. Usually people don’t hang out with their bullies all day, so that’s not the issue here. It’s a distraction from the glaring issue. There’s clearly an insatiable impulse to be on camera, see oneself, be watched, be concerned for, be a shock factor. Anorexia is so absolutely heartbreaking. We all want her to somehow step outside of her mind and truly take in the concern and facts of her dire situation, but she’s not going to do that. We all know this by now. Sadly, she will die. Any minute, any hour, any day now. That’s just the reality. Her life can hopefully serve as a teaching tool, because hope for her recovery and her taking control of this and becoming an outstanding leader and spokesperson for this entire experience and disease is not even an option anymore. Just absolutely heartbreaking and soul crushing to watch.
Can you, for once, stop focusing on what people/we are thinking and focus only on your grandma? You said this was dedicated to her, so keep it that way.
Rip to your grandma. Im so sorry. I lost mine to cancer in 2020 and everything reminds me of her. Keep talking to us whenever you want to. We are here for you ❤
My grandmother did too I miss her we were close it’s difficult when stuff like this happens… but I want to least tell everyone if we become our grandparents or anything similar to be a inspiration to the next generations especially with all that’s happening
Definitely, I wish she made more videos talking about herself like how she used to, she only seems to ever do try on videos anymore:(she’s such a great story teller
@@TheKnobGoblins do you really need to be an ass here now? Have some compassion. This is a real human going through real things. I hope no one ever treats you like this during a hard time.
There isn't much difference between the day of the funeral and two days later. You are talking as if you weren't on TikTok live two days in a row. "Im thinking about getting back to the internet" as if you didn't return two days ago on the 15th.
You dont understand grief and how its different for everyone. Look into you heart have a little empathy for someone who is not yourself. Your negativity is poisonous
Nice to hear you reminisce about your grandma Eugenia - it’s hard when we lose ppl we love & who’ve always been in our lives. Condolences to you & your family ❤️❤️❤️
@IlllIIIIlllIIIIlIlIIllIlIIlllI has she said she was diagnosed with autism?? I’m autistic and don’t even act like that. She does this with all her videos except when someone says something that pisses her off.
@Squidipus22 so this “awkward/nervous” laughter, even though she does it 24/7, is the excuse?? Only time she doesn’t do it is when she is mad/pissed. Every autistic person is different but did she say she was diagnosed with autism or is this the narrative y’all are making for her to excuse her weird behaviors?
I don’t necessarily disagree with you because you could very well be right… however for some people the laughing thing is a type of defensive/coping mechanism. Also she may or may not have autism? Idk, don’t really know anything about her.
Those of us who love you know you would never disrespect your grandma EVER! that's disgusting that anyone would even think that about you. I admire you for your strength and just ignoring the nonsense. Those people and comments don't deserve your time. We love you Eugenia
Probably shouldnt have made the title ambiguous and seemingly all about you. Its like you were talking about the last stages of your own demise. I am sorry for your lost, but please, zoom out. Youre so zoomed on how you look you dont EVER see the bigger picture.
I can tell in your voice this is really tough for you, I’m so sorry for your loss 😢❤️ Thank you for telling us about memories with her, we all really liked your grandma too, what a sweetheart honestly ❤️
Im sad for your loss. But your grandma would want you to take care of yourself. If you understand your grandma needed care, do you not understand that you also are in dire need of care. Social Media is toxic.
You don't have to address anything. Everyone understands that you weren't on Tiktok at the same time. Don't pay attention to the haters or trolls they just want to put you down. You keep going. Take. Care of your mom.
The funeral was on the 13th. She TikToked on the 15th. Wow, she waited two days. I can't imagine that Eugenia offered her mom a shoulder to cry on or helped with the household chores/errands.
@@BombDame maybe that's how she copes with death of a family member. Because I can relate to that. I have found myself laughing after dealing with a family members death.
I’m really sorry for your loss sweetheart, take time to grieve and then keep those good memories of your grandma close to your heart and the memories of all the years you had her in your life… rather than the one day she had to leave. May she rest in peace. 🙏🏼❤️
Sorry to hear about your grandmother. Losing a loved one is difficult. Everyone grieves differently…the pain never really goes away, we just learn to cope with it gradually with time.
I saw a comment from a psychologist working with anorexics and she wrote about Eugenia "one day in the morning you just find a cold, dead body in bed". This is where this situation comes in.
Weird how she can act like she cares about her family being upset but can’t grasp the reality of the fact that she’s slowly unaliving herself on purpose and putting her family through that. They’ll be at HER funeral next. When my dad died it gave me hella anxiety and made me VERY aware of my own mortality. Really made me realize how quick life goes and how easy it is to just not be on this planet anymore. It’s bizarre to me the way her brain has processed her grandmother passing. You’d THINK it’d flip a switch in her brain. But nope. She still doesn’t care that she’s dying herself.
Your very correct, and a Normal Healthy Mind would use this as a Hugh Wake up call, as you did when your dad passed away. She sees the Hurt Her Mom's going through right now. She says that she wants to help Her Mom and Family in anyway she can -Yet, would this be enough for Eugenia to get it together so Her Mom doesn't have to go through another loss. I doubt it. Eugenia figures her Grandmother lived to be 95, and she figures it can't happen to her because she's young. This is the perfect time and opportunity for Her Mother and Father to finally and seriously approach Eugenia and insist she gets help and pronto. Will they do it? Probably not!
@@smudgesaysno524 being quiet? This is why Eugenia is in the state she is in today. Because Her Mom Dad and Family kept quiet and didn't reach out and speak up.
I lost my grandmother and my grandfather so I know what you’re going through. May your grandmother rest in peace until you are together again 🕊️✝️ just know she is at peace now
You seem much more 'real' and yourself in this video than in many others. I hope you feel it too and it helps you to cope. I send you hugs and strenght ❤️❤️
It's understandable given how some youtubeur and people in the comments react to any of her actions and gestures each time she speak freely and they use it against her even now some people are so shameless that they allow themselves even in this context to say some abominations...Idk how she can stand it she's so strong
@@_west33...obviously she's sick, but some people's response to seeing a sick person for some reason is to cruelly dissect every facet of their life to use it to insult her. There's a difference between concern for and just bullying a mentally ill person
So sorry for your loss. She sounds like she was an amazing woman and a beautiful influence in your life. I pray you and your family find comfort during this time. Thanks for making the video and sharing this with us. You are a wonderful person and I’m sure she loved you very much.🥰
Why do you laugh when you talk about anything? I'm not trying to be rude but literally you laugh every time you talk about everything and anything? I'm genuinely confused with how you are ? Rip to your sweet grandma.
Damn alot of people care about you whether its tough love or a kind loving comment and i know thats not enough sometimes. Im a Recovering opioid addict myself and i hope and pray you become healthy and happy even if it requires painful struggle and unconfortable progress, painful progres. Im sorry abt your Grandma
Also a recovering addict here, recovery is not easy, using and neglecting life is easy. Recovery is fighting with every breath for what you love, all the things you want to have or get back. It’s beyond painful, I’m glad to see I’m not alone. I hope there’s something inspiring about someone who’s seemingly hopeless battling with sheer will and living a healthy and beautiful life, a continuous fight that’s worth to fight if it means being no drugs bitch. One step at a time, thank you for showing me it’s possible. I hope this addict can recover, she deserves all of the trips in the world spreading fashion and joy, it’s never too late no matter what. No matter what.
Congratulations on recovery. I've been in recovery for a little over 8 years now. Also, opiates. It's hard, but not impossible. The difference here is that her body is already too far gone to recover. Her organs are failing and the stress of digesting food would shock her body so much it would kill her. Unfortunately, there is no recovery for her. Miracles happen, but short of a major miracle this is it.
Am I the only person that hoped this was her saying she was going to get some help? She focuses so much on everyone but herself its heartbreaking. Rip to her grandma, but girl needs to focus on not dying herself
You should be able to say what you want and not worry about if you are making anyone sad or uncomfortable. You just lost someone very important to you. You need to be able to grieve it is healthy. I'm so sorry for your loss. Know that she is out of pain and at peace. Keep your head up, take care of yourself. You are a sweet girl.
She was on tiktok doing fetish stuff and "pretending to die" for views a few days after her grandmother died. ua-cam.com/users/shortseoWuQ_VIGz8 When are ya'll going to see she DOESN'T care and is not such a good person? She is mocking everyone. All she cares about is herself, a classic narcissist. You have got to be kidding me if you think she's "such a sweet and good person".
Death is a difficult topic, especially when the person who has passed on is important to you, and you shouldn't have to deal with your grief alone, or apologize for it. When my grandmother passes, I'm going to struggle. I'm going to struggle badly. You're in my prayers. ❤
Im so sorry, Eugenia. I lost my grandma a few years ago and it was really difficult for a while. Thank you so much for opening up to your fans. Youre so wonderful.
we are here for you. loss is so complex and confusing. i lost my daddy in november. he's my best friend on earth. it's obvious you had a strong connection with your grandma that did not seem forced. this will always be hard but posting this video was a step in the right direction toward healing. you are not alone ❤
When u do die, it is quite possible they will arrest your mom for neglect of a clearly ill person. There is absolutely nothing any of your fans or haters can say or do to get you help but your family absolutely can. The fact that they aren't is medically neglectful. And when ur moms in jail she may finally realize that the money wasn't worth it. I hope you read this and get help but I honestly am starting to believe that you have been blind for so long you may never see again.
I would feel more sympathy towards Eugenia if I hadn't seen the tik tok live with Rich Lux where she faked her own death after posting this on you tube. For maybe a minute she was laying slumped back on the couch, mouth agape, looking like a mummified corpse. It was horrifying and in very poor taste.
Also, quick question, why haven't you refunded all of your twitch subs their refunds, or at least get onto twitch about giving your subscribers their refunds back, if your going to leave the platform your response to that? ' They shouldn't have paid me money.' So, if your 'trying to be nice' as you claim to be, a nice person would actually help her followers get their money back, because they no longer are getting content from you on that platform. Such a scammer jeez.
If her thumbnail isn't insulting enough (doing her "model face" trying to be sexy)...using her grandmother's death as clickbait is absolutely horrendous. She KNOWS people are clicking on this expecting her to come clean about her issues. She deserves ALL the hate she gets
“If there’s anything I can do, of course I want to!” Eugenia I’m sure your family would love it if you got some help. But you are wayyyy too selfish for that.
I've lost all my grandparents and my Father in 2007 and my Mom in 2019. It's been tough Eugenia, and it's therapeutic to reminisce about your loved ones. Hoping you and your Mom can be a comfort for each other.
You don't have to be positive all the time. You can share your real feelings.
She’s a narccist she won’t show her weakness
She is sharing her real feelings. Why are you being so mean to her?
@@alialshehhri2978 Says you, as Eugenia is pouring her heart out. She tries to put more positivity than negativity out into the world, but it's weird that you'd interpret that as her being a narcissist, and it doesn't mean she's not hurting. Are you really that blind and deaf to her pain?
Are YOU ok? Did someone hurt you?
You know if you stop being mean and reach out to people instead, you'll find support and love?
Maybe give it a go?
She probably cant cause her mom is eye'ing her at all time
She’s severely depressed. She pretends everything is okay, it’s how suicidal people are sometimes. This is a slow suicide.
I pray this is a turning point for you personally - this seems far more honest then anything you've posted since hospital. We want to see this aspect of yoou Eugenia.
Absolute same. I dont give her a single view or bit of attention unless shes being honest with herself and others which is extremely rare. I hope this is a wake up call, bc her health couldnt possibly get any worse. Death is the next stop for her... i pray seeing death up close opens her eyes. And i hope she realizes its ALWAYS okay to talk about her struggles.
@@ambereyedbabygirlI agree 100%
There is no turning point for Eugenia …
Oh quit enabling her. Quit kissing her bony non ass. This is so sick she has fans. She is famous for starving herself. What the hell is wrong with society.
I love to see her genuine emotions. You’re such a sweet person Eugenia and the world needs that in it whether you are on social media or not. You bring kindness to the world.
Please take a break from everything and take care of yourself :( Rip to your grandma
My grandmother passed away
How long will she survive this.
Well shit just lost 20 bucks on a bet.
Her brain can't. She thrives off both positive and negative attention online. It satisfies her desperate need for attention. I wish she had friends and mentors...
Is she like this by choice or is it a legit illness that she can’t control?
I like to see her talking about something real and her feelings. This is good. This will help you grieve, Eugenia. My condolences 💐
I’m sorry for your loss but the fact your video title is still click bait is truly wild
you act like nobody does clickbait
How is it clickbait?
@@honeyluck11she clearly knows that people are worried about her health and are always wanting her to atleast mention it.
@@sanriogirlznot when it’s as serious as a fucking ED though
@@TheeEnglishKnight By now people should know she doesn't talk about it & that's her right to her privacy. How people keep reading the titles & making it about what they want is their own problem.
You don't have to apologize for being real. You don't have to be anything for viewers. This is real and incredibly hard. I wish you all the time and love you need during this period of grief.
She needs to apologize for narcissistically promoting anorexia. And yes she is promoting it. She clearly thinks she looks good otherwise she wouldn't fucking show her bones off. She enjoys seeing how thin she looks because she wants to look like those dumb nightmare before 🎄 cartoon characters because she is crazy.
Everyone thinks she is innocent, I don't see that at all. I see a narcissistic UA-cam personality who happens to love being bony and loves making videos of how bony she is because in her mind those Nightmare characters are attractive. It's revolting. In her mind she looks good and she enjoys showing it off. Like I keep saying she only has a few years left. She won't make it to 35. And millions sat there and watched her kill herself and clicked like for ten years.
if you don't eat well, you can't think well, it's normal to have certain disorders🧐😒
@@ld2588I think UA-cam is where you’ll see the “realest” side of her that we will see.
@SamanthaCrazy-gh8dz be quiet
This woman needs some unconditional love ❤
Isn’t it crazy how her mom called a nurse for her mother, but she completely ignores Eugenia? Fucking devastating.
I'll give her that love !
No she needs self love
Sure she does. But, it’s unconditional SELF Love she needs the most . She’s a negative and potentially tragic influence on her followers. UA-cam should disable her account.
She needs Jesus
girl it's your channel, vent all you need, its good to have an outlet to talk. thank you for sharing your stories about your grandma, sorry for your loss.
She's a sociopath. Did you see her video yesterday?? TT. I don't have TT.
@@_west33...in what respect is this sociopathic? Either you lack the knowledge base to make such an educated comment or you’re projecting. This is yet another example of your unhealthy preoccupation with Trolling this girl. I’m sorry your life is so sad.😢
@@_west33... you don't have a life for commenting THAT much, if the way she looks triggers you that much, just leave. Eugenia is a kind person.
@@_west33... this is something a sociopath would say..... creepy and you are not to be trusted. 😅
She played dead on tiktok live with rich mocking everyone's concern for her anorexia disgusting
Yes she did it was appalling and that's putting it mildly.
TAKE A BREAK FROM THE INTERNET
I appreciate you being raw and vulnerable with us. Happy you’re finding a space to share, and talk. Whether with us or not, don’t apologize for feeling and acknowledging what you are.
Raw and vulnerable? Lol ok. She’s the same as she always is. Just detached and awkward. And no break from social media has occurred. She’s been posting her same vapid content without a break. She’s fine.
It's people like you that keep her in this awful headspace. She needs encouragement and HELP to get better, not people excusing her self damaging behavior. If you truly want her to get better, stop forgiving this behavior and start telling her what she really needs to hear. That she NEEDS THERAPY.
@@scheezy How I see it, the ship has sailed for her getting better. And we all get to decide what and how we want to contribute to someone’s life. Eugenia in the video said she feels bad bringing negativity to peoples lives, but felt she needed to open up some on her emotional state. The last thing any one should do, regardless of scenario, is then bash them. That’s like training your dog to sit, and then when it does sit by command, you beat it. Leave the comments you want. I felt compelled to leave a positive one addressing ONLY what Eugenia wants to talk about.
@@BeckBeckGo You don’t get to decide who is or isn’t fine, though. Unfortunately, social media and the internet in general has become a coping mechanism and crutch for almost everyone. I don’t believe in kicking someone while their down, and I’m not going to start now, despite the glaring problems there are with her.
@@scheezy You talk like you're a professional victim. To encourage people with ED especially anorexia you need to NOT talk about the ED more you say she needs help, more she'll be sick. You're not her friend you don't personally know her. Only close people can talk to her about her ED
I lost both grandmas this year. One still had her memory but was suffering so put herself on hospice. The other pretty much helped raise me but the last few years got dementia and passed away suddenly. We'll both get through this
I'm so sorry for your loss!! That's awful to lose both in the same year. X
I lost my gpa, my uncle and my soul mate dog all in 5 months this year. Really makes you realize how short life Is. Death is the worse ever and the hardest. Esp when it's . your fav people, pets. Sorry for your loss.... ❤
🫂🙏❤️💯
I'm truly sorry.
Im so sorry for your loss ! This year i lost 3 of my grand parents, 2 of them were super healthy, they were taking a walk and got hit by a drunk driver ! One thing we will always have is memories !
This video felt quite raw and real, it was nice to see Eugenia actually opening up to us for once
It was kinda strange that she didn't know exactly what her grandma had though. She obviously had dementia. At least the mother cant neglect her now or get angry with her
if anything should motivate her on getting healthier and happier for her own sake idk what will. but i do wish her nothing but happiness and good better health :)
Where do you see raw and real? I see facts.
@@sandywhat2429 she opened up about her personal life, you know instead of just showing us the clothes and the makeup, no costumes or prancing about her room, she just sat down and spoke to us
I agree
Now you know how people feel about you, but you are still with us and are blessed to still be able to get back on that recovery horse and heal yourself. Praying for you Eugenia. 🙏
Never feel bad for taking a break from social media to cope with her death. You’re a lovely person and you deserve to be happy. I’m really sorry for your loss
Yes! And therapy is always good. It helps a lot. Sending strength to you Eugenia and hoping you take care of yourself. Also to anyone going through a loss of a loved one. ❤️🙏
She IS NOT going ot take a break from social media, NEVER, EVER! You really believed that?
@@icedbrown5511 SHe Loves Herself To Much
@icedbrown5511 that disgusting video she made yesterday proved she just doesn't have any feelings.
@@amisguidedgh0st nope
I lost my grandfather earlier this year and he was like my father. He, by all accounts, was the man who raised me. I understand what you're going through and I hope things get better for you.
She's fine. Inappropriate
She's making videos. Puke
I am so sorry for your loss. Very hard to lose your Grandfather/father.
Same.
I am so sorry for your loss 🖤
I have lost my dad two years ago, so I can relate.
Never apologize for expressing your feelings and taking some time for yourself, you're allowed to do that and after what has happened, it's perfectly understandable to do so. I'm very sorry for your loss, it was very nice to hear you talk about some of your memories with your grandma. My heart goes out for you and your family, take your time. ❤️
Only Eugenia would pose/body check and get glammed up in a thumbnail relating to her grandmothers death…yikes…
I noticed that
It's good that you're letting your feelings out. You need to do that more.
Did you see the video she made?????😮....she's a phony..
@@_west33...what video
@@thedisappointmentvarietych2659see TT yesterday. Someone posted it. A lot of people post about her. Anyway, she is playing dead.
@thedisappointmentvarietych2659 can't recall. She plays dead. Just yesterday @!😮
It could be a video trying to cover up that her condition is deteriorating and might not be taking a break because of her grandma.
Remember you don’t have to be positive for anyone if it’s not your truth. Be yourself and when you’re feeling down or dark or empty remember there are so many people out there who genuinely care and would be happy to hear you, support you and help you through those times. I truly hope that you find the peace you need in all aspects of your life and can continue living a long happy healthy life. You deserve that more than you know. Wishing you the best, truly.
You don’t have to be happy for people. You can be sad. You can also go out on your own. Drive to a park. Go for a walk. You can go by yourself and just get away from it all. You don’t owe your family every moment. Take time away for yourself so you can recharge and then have the energy to be there for them.
I don’t think she ever goes any where alone , I think the thought of it scares her cause the last time she went somewhere without her mom there people plotted behind her back to have her institutionalized and it scared her so bad that she has ptsd of going anywhere without her mom which is sad
I genuinely hope she finds peace and knows she can take as much time as possible to mourn but she should not be driving or walking in the heat by herself. I hope she’s not carrying the weight of everyone else’s grief by herself and she’s able to get the support she needs too.
@@stressmess3469I understand Eugiene in that sense because st 34 I only go out with my family & son, to my son's school event's and other then that I stay at home all day every day. I am afraid to socialize & venture on my own because I have zero trust towards people after what I went through end of 2015-mid 2017 where I had a mental break down and lost myself to drug's. Yes I went out a lot but my son was always my top priority always made sure he was well taken care of but when I had that mental break down lost myself to drug's and live on the street's of Hollywood/Los Angeles so many I thought I could trust n' called friend's turned on.
These suppose friend's would trash talk about me to my mom, no one was by my side other then my mom and honestly 1female friend and when I sobered up straighten out my life these so called friend's try to act sweet to my face try to act like they were so concerned but I was straight up with them told them my mom told me everything they had said about which so many tried denying that they never spoke ill about me but at that point trust was lost and only my mom's words are true she wouldn't lie to me so I am thankful she told me the truth because I was able to cut these no good friends off, isolate myself becoming a hermit of sorta and was given that reinsurance of never trusting folks again...
@@mercedesvelasquez8781when you change your surroundings your life will change. Those “friends” were around when you weren’t sober. You can find positive people to be around but you have to be willing to leave the house to do so. Only you can make that change.
@@mercedesvelasquez8781 They were never True Friends to begin with.
dementia is terrifying and heartbreaking honestly for both sides.. i'm so sorry for your lost sweetheart and thank you for feeling safe enough to open up with us. my heart is out for you as well your family. please try to take care of yourself and stay strong.
Dementia is horrific.
I sincerely hope she herself gets well, too. Knowing dementia runs in her family has me way more concerned for EC’s own cognitive impairments than I already was 😔
(And I don’t mean that as a joke or to be cruel; I myself have experienced the cognitive impairments that happen when your brain isn’t getting proper nutrition :/)
@@DannyD-lr5yg agreed 💜💔
only after the last word I realise you were talking about her parent, not about her lol
got it ? eugenia with dementia lol
@SamanthaCrazy-gh8dz did Eugênia died?
I’m sorry for sounding insensitive, but this is the truth: You’ll be joining your grandmother soon and people will be talking about how sad it is you passed away. And it’ll be a lot sadder for you, because you won’t be anywhere near your grandmother’s age with the way your life is going.
You do not have any leeway left to continuing being this arrogant about how much you can get away with abusing your body anymore. You do not.
Amen brother a freaking men her clock is ticking
Did you y'all see how she was on TikTok live with Rich Lux and was pretending she collapsed and un-alived? All in the same week her Grandma passed....how disgusting. She doesn't care about her Grandma, she only cares about herself. Did anyone see the video where her Mom and her were "making Grandma a cake"? They practically ignored Grandma through the whole video, when she was asking for some help. Or one where Deb was yelling at Gramdma, at the top of her lungs, to go to sleep?? How about the old videos of Eugenia, dissing her Grandparents for getting her ugly sweaters as Christmas presents? What an ungrateful, spoiled and selfish human being.
Yes I have - seen that video and found it repulsive.
And... yet this is how you're spending your time. You seem like you're in a great positive place and should definitely be levying criticism against someone who's clearly suffering in a lot of ways.
@@5h4d0w5l1f3 let her suffer in glorifying anorexia Offline. Away from children.
#SaveTheChildren👪
@@5h4d0w5l1f3 Honey, everyone is suffering in some way or another (including myself), that's no excuse to act the way she does. I've been very private about my issues, because there's no need for the attention. She's doing it for the attention... She always has. How she dresses or flashes isn't enough, she has to also be physically ill for attention...with no intention of admitting she's ill and needs help, nor any plans of receiving it. There's a time and a place for everything, taking it public like that, is why she's getting hate. If she reached out for help, people would accept her with open arms but she's doing all of it for the views.
This is the sweetest video you've ever made. I don't want you to feel bad about expressing grief. You really need to.
*SHE TROLLED U AGAIN*
@@robd.5640How so? This was a wonderful video.
@@robd.5640how’s she trolling? This is actually one of the most honest video i have seen from her in a good while that actually fits the title
@@MetalLover7 She lead you to believe she's addressing the elephant in the room with that title again. Don't play
@@MetalLover7 agreed the video title speaks Identical to what she's saying. Things are really bad right now. Because FYI her grandma just passed away. So things are really bad right now.
Eat and swallow your food! For YOUR SAKE EAT, if you don't you'll die, you'll be with her in a month if you don't eat!
I'm so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Grandmother. Sending love to you and yours Eugenia ❤️
My grandmother passed away 😢
@@AwanFarrell2880 So sorry for your loss my dear 99 year old Grandmother passed a few years back. I know the sadness indeed. Hugs ❤️
@@AwanFarrell2880no she didn't
@@AwanFarrell2880it's ok sweetie she is in the afterlife ☄️☁️ ⚰️👈
@@SusiesCrafTeaCorner Ignorant much? She was born in 1919 and a pearl to our entire family...
so sorry for your loss Eugenia, it was very sweet to hear such loving stories/memories you've had with her. wish you and your family the best in healing/keeping her memory alive
My grandmother passed away
Things have always bad for you … you don’t know how to eat . Please get help . Stop doing body -checks
*SHE USED IT TO TROLL EVERYONE AGAIN.*
Eugenia I hope you read this...Your a very selfish person you should be ashamed of yourself..Your grandmother just recently passed away & your on Tik-Tok flaunting yourself around half-naked!....Your a filthy baka...I think your grandmother deserves better than that your grandmother is looking down at you from heaven...HOLY SHEETS...Thats quite an embarrassment on your behalf and your family...🤬😡
Yeah, she was terrible to her grandma. She has to live with it now. I hope she at least apologized to her when she was still alive.
Girl, I ignored my bulimia for YEARS, and now I'm 36, clean, with warn down teeth, high blood pressure, and a worse sense of self image. PLEASE get help and stop ignoring the comments of strangers that CARE about your wellbeing. You're NOT fine. Things are NOT ok. Do something for YOURSELF for once and stop appeasing creeps on the internet.
I feel sorry for your grandma, she seemed like a kind soul. But not feeling sorry for you, you keep flashing minors on purpose. Having a deceased relative won't erase your creepy behaviour.
Agreed.
She posed sexily for the thumbnail, so i don't think shes all that sad if she can do that.
@@smudgesaysno524 yep that's her M.O.
grief is complicated! I hope making this video helped you, I know talking about it to the void can be really helpful for some people to process everything. Take your time and be kind to yourself. I'm glad you have so many happy memories of her to look back on. She sounds like she was really good to you and that's wonderful.
Yeah her wonderful memories she shared is her Grandma saying she is or rather WAS beautiful. That's all she cares about is herself and her looks.
@@KK-el4mf youre an awful person if you genuinely believe that.
Grief is so, so complicated and strange.
It was really nice to hear you talk about the specific memories you have of time with your grandma. Super sweet. I'm sorry you lost her. You could tell how much she loved you in any video she was in.
agreed :)
I'm sure your grandma loved you as much as you loved her. Please take care of your health, she'd want you to be happy and live for a long time
She made a video of her playing dead yesterday. 😮
@@_west33... Where's that video? I haven't seen it
TT
@@_west33...which video u keep commenting this but I can’t see it anywhere on her TT is it still there
@@georgedisney9229She's made a few
Death and grieving is never easy, you should take some time off of social media to spend time remembering her and honoring her memory. Take care of yourself and your mental health during this time period please, she would want you to ❤
She's already making videos. 😅
Sick videos of her dying.
Eugenia's mother is one of the most mantpulative people I have ever seen. Anyone who just watches and doesn't do anything to get her away from her mother is guilty in my eyes!
I lost my grandma too. And Grandpa, father, .. I feel for you and we’re all here for you
My grandma passed away yesterday
@@AwanFarrell2880I’m so sorry. I hope you’re coping healthily. it is always gonna hurt but don’t become toxic to your body and pls be kind to yourself. with years of grief I wish I was kinder to my body. someone out there cares about you I promise and you will get through. my condolences ❤
@@djspicytofu thank you. My body is OK
@@AwanFarrell2880im so sorry for your loss
*SHE CLICKBAlTED IN HER GRANDMA MEMORY*
Your grandma was very lucky you didn't die before her, honestly.
I really think it's incredible the amount of authenticity in this video. Eugenia I'm so sorry for your loss, thank you for sharing all of this with us. I think we would all love to see more videos like this where you talk about your thoughts and feelings in such a real way. Sending you love girl.
Eugenia, I'm terribly sorry for your loss. Please make more videos like this, with your normal beautiful voice and sincere thoughts on things. Right people won't judge.
She was on tiktok doing fetish stuff and "pretending to die" for views a few days after her grandmother died. ua-cam.com/users/shortseoWuQ_VIGz8
When are ya'll going to see she DOESN'T care and is not such a good person? She is mocking everyone. All she cares about is herself, a classic narcissist.
@SamanthaCrazy-gh8dzI call the bullshit card on your comment! If you CARED, you help her get help by having someone GET her into a hospital! She disgusts me. I am reporting her!
Her voice is like this because of her weight. It effects her vocal cords.,
@@darciemeyers2948 lol no it isn't she puts on a "cutesey innocent uwu" voice
@@hauntedtoof if you watch the video when she came back after treatment you will hear a difference and also go back to videos before she looked like skelotor. Or Google it, facts 😉
Nothing like monetizing a loved ones death
Ok, is it necessary for you to say that ? Eugenia is informing her viewers of what's going on. Eugenia's grandmother was featured in many videos. This video is appropriate.
@@PrettyGoodLookin Doesn't need to be monetized.
@@PrettyGoodLookin Not to mention the title of the video. She knew people would think she would be talking about her health and hurry to click.
She was on tiktok doing fetish stuff and "pretending to die" for views a few days after her grandmother died. ua-cam.com/users/shortseoWuQ_VIGz8
She is mocking everyone. All she cares about is herself, a classic narcissist.
This is so so disturbingly sad. Does this young girl know the damage she is doing to her organs? I wish someone would help this girl. She needs to know that all this you tube stuff does not matter. I wish she would awaken. Sadly at this point and cant see this story turning around. Would love to see her turn her life around and leave social media behind.
it's okay to talk about grief and loss. I'm very sorry for your loss. I'm dreading the day my grandma passes. I've watched you since 2013, and I hope one day you build up the courage to get some help. ❤
I know I've watched her since 2014 almost feel like I've grown up with her in a weird way. It's going to feel empty when she's gone :-(
@JohnTitor20361 you'll get over it.
To all the fools that think Grandma Sullivan's passing profoundly affected Eugenia, you should know that she pretended to die on her couch on TikTok live tonight. It comes across as mocking her grandma's death.
Eugenia, what will your mom think when she sees your pretend corpse so soon after burying HER mother? You are callous at worst and thoughtless at best. Don't pretend to care about the emotional state of your family.
i can't find any updated tiktok did she erase it?
@@sarahburton1983I saw the clip that was posted (not by eugenia) but it's since been removed. Give it time copies will pop up. She was wearing a skimpy yellow outfit sprawled back on the couch looking like a mummified corpse for maybe a minute. It really was disgusting, very poor taste.
@@sarahburton1983 No its there and its true
I’m trying to be there for my family.. I would love to know what that entails.. she seems to hole up in her room 24/7.. she doesn’t cook, she can’t drive and she is frail as hell.. I just can’t picture her being a real support system no matter if she would like to be or not.
Be nice
Being truthful is being nice. Nothing that she stated was untrue.
@@heathercarpenter5497 being truthful isn't being nice the truth is often used as a weapon and was anything said in that comment helpful in any way?
@@eugenekrabs3837 truth is only seen as a weapon if you're weak. I stand by what I said. Nothing she said was out of pocket or wrong. Have a good day policing people on the internet. 🤗🤗
@@heathercarpenter5497 tell me how did you benefit from the original comment? Or how anyone else could and the truth has always been used as a weapon and used to hide behind that's common knowledge people have used truth to justify there actions regardless of the harm those actions cause
Hi Eugenia, I think expressing yourself like this is very positive and helps others see that it's okay to not be okay after something painful happens to them. My dad passed away last year and speaking in front of everyone and crying at his funeral was like my goodbye to him. It really helped me so I hope that this helps too. It hurts because it matters. Take care.
So sorry for your loss 🖤
How does people’s concern for her health - mental and physical - get warped into her being the victim and everyone bullying her? 🤯 Her disease tells her to avoid, laugh, smile, and spin all the comments and pleas for her to get help into her being a victim of bullying. It’s everyone else. It’s not her. Usually people don’t hang out with their bullies all day, so that’s not the issue here. It’s a distraction from the glaring issue. There’s clearly an insatiable impulse to be on camera, see oneself, be watched, be concerned for, be a shock factor. Anorexia is so absolutely heartbreaking. We all want her to somehow step outside of her mind and truly take in the concern and facts of her dire situation, but she’s not going to do that. We all know this by now. Sadly, she will die. Any minute, any hour, any day now. That’s just the reality. Her life can hopefully serve as a teaching tool, because hope for her recovery and her taking control of this and becoming an outstanding leader and spokesperson for this entire experience and disease is not even an option anymore. Just absolutely heartbreaking and soul crushing to watch.
Can you, for once, stop focusing on what people/we are thinking and focus only on your grandma? You said this was dedicated to her, so keep it that way.
I hate this click bait title
How is it click bait😒
Her grandma died how is it clickbait? She was upset things were probably bad in her family and with her mind
Rip to your grandma. Im so sorry. I lost mine to cancer in 2020 and everything reminds me of her. Keep talking to us whenever you want to. We are here for you ❤
My grandmother did too I miss her we were close it’s difficult when stuff like this happens… but I want to least tell everyone if we become our grandparents or anything similar to be a inspiration to the next generations especially with all that’s happening
Oh, Eugenia! I’m sorry for your loss!
You should try making more “real talk” videos like this. You’re really good at it!
Definitely, I wish she made more videos talking about herself like how she used to, she only seems to ever do try on videos anymore:(she’s such a great story teller
@@Purelypawsspashe's not though, she can barely string a sentence together.
@@TheKnobGoblins do you really need to be an ass here now? Have some compassion. This is a real human going through real things. I hope no one ever treats you like this during a hard time.
🤦
I hope she wont have to do any videos like that again..so the fact that you're saying she's "good" at it kind of bother me...
And yet you go on line and pretend to be dead. Not funny and very insensitive. The real true girl is showing and she's not nicel
The whole nice girl thing is a character.
I am so sorry to you, your mom, and everyone who lost your grandma. Rest in only happiness and perfect health forever to your grandma.
There isn't much difference between the day of the funeral and two days later. You are talking as if you weren't on TikTok live two days in a row. "Im thinking about getting back to the internet" as if you didn't return two days ago on the 15th.
Exactly 💯
You dont understand grief and how its different for everyone. Look into you heart have a little empathy for someone who is not yourself. Your negativity is poisonous
@@ponny2948 I say you don't understand Eugenia. You are fooled by someone saying all the right words.
@@maryjaneshoe-fm4yr👍
Nice to hear you reminisce about your grandma Eugenia - it’s hard when we lose ppl we love & who’ve always been in our lives. Condolences to you & your family ❤️❤️❤️
Her grandma is doing great in St Pete Florida, she's my friend's neighbor.
@@robd.5640huh?? 😮😲
My grandmother passed away 😢 😔 😞 😪
@@AwanFarrell2880 ok
She's so disconnected from her own emotions. She's trying to talk about it but it seems so impersonal.
I honestly can’t even take this seriously. She always “laughs” like after every sentence she says and this honestly does not feel sincere
@IlllIIIIlllIIIIlIlIIllIlIIlllI has she said she was diagnosed with autism?? I’m autistic and don’t even act like that. She does this with all her videos except when someone says something that pisses her off.
It's a nervous/awkward laugh, I do it quite often when I'm embarassed or similar. I guess she does that bc it's hard for her to open up.
@Squidipus22 so this “awkward/nervous” laughter, even though she does it 24/7, is the excuse?? Only time she doesn’t do it is when she is mad/pissed. Every autistic person is different but did she say she was diagnosed with autism or is this the narrative y’all are making for her to excuse her weird behaviors?
@@KatzRUs91Same
I don’t necessarily disagree with you because you could very well be right… however for some people the laughing thing is a type of defensive/coping mechanism. Also she may or may not have autism? Idk, don’t really know anything about her.
Death of a loved one is really tough. I wish all the best for you Eugenia. The pain will never go away but you learn to live with it. Take your time.
Yeah it's just surreal.
Those of us who love you know you would never disrespect your grandma EVER! that's disgusting that anyone would even think that about you. I admire you for your strength and just ignoring the nonsense. Those people and comments don't deserve your time. We love you Eugenia
Probably shouldnt have made the title ambiguous and seemingly all about you. Its like you were talking about the last stages of your own demise. I am sorry for your lost, but please, zoom out. Youre so zoomed on how you look you dont EVER see the bigger picture.
I can tell in your voice this is really tough for you, I’m so sorry for your loss 😢❤️ Thank you for telling us about memories with her, we all really liked your grandma too, what a sweetheart honestly ❤️
My grandmother passed away
@@AwanFarrell2880 Sorry for your loss ❤️
She already made a disgusting TT video. She is a demon.
@MarieLyster she bounced back
You can really tell by her playing dead a few days after her Grandmas funeral how tough it is for her lol
Im sad for your loss. But your grandma would want you to take care of yourself. If you understand your grandma needed care, do you not understand that you also are in dire need of care. Social Media is toxic.
You don't have to address anything. Everyone understands that you weren't on Tiktok at the same time. Don't pay attention to the haters or trolls they just want to put you down. You keep going. Take. Care of your mom.
The funeral was on the 13th. She TikToked on the 15th. Wow, she waited two days.
I can't imagine that Eugenia offered her mom a shoulder to cry on or helped with the household chores/errands.
She was on TikTok last night fake eating food and laughing the entire time
@@BombDame maybe that's how she copes with death of a family member. Because I can relate to that. I have found myself laughing after dealing with a family members death.
@@BombDame She was doing more than simulating "Eating Food'.. She wss being her usual Vulger self.Grandma didnt seem to matter at ALLLLL😆
@@a.l.y.a.m.e.d486 and being vulger and devient?
She had more emotions on twitch when someone said that she's wearing adult diapers....sorry for your loss though
People can dissociate you know, this is how I was when I lost my grandma. I still miss her.
She had a lot of time to prepare for her grandma's death. She left school due to bullying so that's probably a more reactive experience for her.
I’m really sorry for your loss sweetheart, take time to grieve and then keep those good memories of your grandma close to your heart and the memories of all the years you had her in your life… rather than the one day she had to leave. May she rest in peace. 🙏🏼❤️
She can’t have normal emotions, her synopsis aren’t working
@@rachelrobinson2636 Can we talk about anything other than her physical health for one second? Her relative just died for God's sake!
Sorry to hear about your grandmother. Losing a loved one is difficult. Everyone grieves differently…the pain never really goes away, we just learn to cope with it gradually with time.
Her constantly on TikTok " I'm trying to be positive I don't want to be sad". Her on UA-cam "things are really bad guys "
I saw a comment from a psychologist working with anorexics and she wrote about Eugenia "one day in the morning you just find a cold, dead body in bed". This is where this situation comes in.
Weird how she can act like she cares about her family being upset but can’t grasp the reality of the fact that she’s slowly unaliving herself on purpose and putting her family through that. They’ll be at HER funeral next.
When my dad died it gave me hella anxiety and made me VERY aware of my own mortality. Really made me realize how quick life goes and how easy it is to just not be on this planet anymore.
It’s bizarre to me the way her brain has processed her grandmother passing. You’d THINK it’d flip a switch in her brain.
But nope. She still doesn’t care that she’s dying herself.
Why not say something positive?
@@eugenekrabs3837why not be quiet ?
@@smudgesaysno524 for the same reason you're not or anyone else isn't
Your very correct, and a Normal Healthy Mind would use this as a Hugh Wake up call, as you did when your dad passed away. She sees the Hurt Her Mom's going through right now. She says that she wants to help Her Mom and Family in anyway she can -Yet, would this be enough for Eugenia to get it together so Her Mom doesn't have to go through another loss. I doubt it. Eugenia figures her Grandmother lived to be 95, and she figures it can't happen to her because she's young. This is the perfect time and opportunity for Her Mother and Father to finally and seriously approach Eugenia and insist she gets help and pronto. Will they do it? Probably not!
@@smudgesaysno524 being quiet? This is why Eugenia is in the state she is in today. Because Her Mom Dad and Family kept quiet and didn't reach out and speak up.
I lost my grandmother and my grandfather so I know what you’re going through. May your grandmother rest in peace until you are together again 🕊️✝️ just know she is at peace now
My grandmother passed away 😢
I know I lost my grandfather a month ago and my best friend passed away in March it's been a rough year.
I'm deeply sorry for you and also to the other commenters here.
Sorry to hear about your grandma, thanks for sharing this so openly.
Feed yourself please, I don't think you want to see Grandma this soon.......
You seem much more 'real' and yourself in this video than in many others. I hope you feel it too and it helps you to cope. I send you hugs and strenght ❤️❤️
It's understandable given how some youtubeur and people in the comments react to any of her actions and gestures each time she speak freely and they use it against her even now some people are so shameless that they allow themselves even in this context to say some abominations...Idk how she can stand it she's so strong
@@Selma_li she is SICK
@@_west33...obviously she's sick, but some people's response to seeing a sick person for some reason is to cruelly dissect every facet of their life to use it to insult her. There's a difference between concern for and just bullying a mentally ill person
Thing are not just getting bad, THEY HAVE BEEN BAD FOR A WHILE NOW EUGENIA.
Looking at her reminds me of looking at a starving eithiopian child near death. She's gross.
So sorry for your loss. She sounds like she was an amazing woman and a beautiful influence in your life. I pray you and your family find comfort during this time. Thanks for making the video and sharing this with us. You are a wonderful person and I’m sure she loved you very much.🥰
I thought this was another clickbait... just know that you're gonna be next if you don't start the recovery process NOW
i think she is dead longer than her grandmother.
Maybe adding to her pain is you.. seeing you also deterioting in front of her eyes!
She shakes so bad that she needs to cut the video every few words… sorry but it’s hard to look at
Why do you laugh when you talk about anything? I'm not trying to be rude but literally you laugh every time you talk about everything and anything? I'm genuinely confused with how you are ? Rip to your sweet grandma.
Damn alot of people care about you whether its tough love or a kind loving comment and i know thats not enough sometimes. Im a Recovering opioid addict myself and i hope and pray you become healthy and happy even if it requires painful struggle and unconfortable progress, painful progres. Im sorry abt your Grandma
Also a recovering addict here, recovery is not easy, using and neglecting life is easy. Recovery is fighting with every breath for what you love, all the things you want to have or get back. It’s beyond painful, I’m glad to see I’m not alone. I hope there’s something inspiring about someone who’s seemingly hopeless battling with sheer will and living a healthy and beautiful life, a continuous fight that’s worth to fight if it means being no drugs bitch. One step at a time, thank you for showing me it’s possible. I hope this addict can recover, she deserves all of the trips in the world spreading fashion and joy, it’s never too late no matter what. No matter what.
Congratulations on recovery. I've been in recovery for a little over 8 years now. Also, opiates. It's hard, but not impossible.
The difference here is that her body is already too far gone to recover. Her organs are failing and the stress of digesting food would shock her body so much it would kill her.
Unfortunately, there is no recovery for her. Miracles happen, but short of a major miracle this is it.
Am I the only person that hoped this was her saying she was going to get some help? She focuses so much on everyone but herself its heartbreaking. Rip to her grandma, but girl needs to focus on not dying herself
You should be able to say what you want and not worry about if you are making anyone sad or uncomfortable. You just lost someone very important to you. You need to be able to grieve it is healthy. I'm so sorry for your loss. Know that she is out of pain and at peace. Keep your head up, take care of yourself. You are a sweet girl.
I'm so sorry about your Grandma, Eugenia. 😢 Prayers for comfort, joy, and strength for you and your family during this difficult time. 💙🙏💙
Her grandma is doing great in St Pete Florida, she's my friend's neighbor
I'm very sorry, Eugenia. I'm glad you shared your grandmother with us. Please give your mom my condolences, too. Take it all one day at a time.
She's bounced back. Already on TT.
She was on tiktok doing fetish stuff and "pretending to die" for views a few days after her grandmother died. ua-cam.com/users/shortseoWuQ_VIGz8
When are ya'll going to see she DOESN'T care and is not such a good person? She is mocking everyone. All she cares about is herself, a classic narcissist. You have got to be kidding me if you think she's "such a sweet and good person".
Death is a difficult topic, especially when the person who has passed on is important to you, and you shouldn't have to deal with your grief alone, or apologize for it. When my grandmother passes, I'm going to struggle. I'm going to struggle badly. You're in my prayers. ❤
Im so sorry, Eugenia. I lost my grandma a few years ago and it was really difficult for a while. Thank you so much for opening up to your fans. Youre so wonderful.
She's fine. She made a twisted video
@@_west33... What?
@woahjeck5137 she pretended to die. Lol she is
@woahjeck5137 she pretended to die. Lol she is
@woahjeck5137 she pretended to die. Lol she is
we are here for you. loss is so complex and confusing. i lost my daddy in november. he's my best friend on earth. it's obvious you had a strong connection with your grandma that did not seem forced.
this will always be hard but posting this video was a step in the right direction toward healing. you are not alone ❤
When u do die, it is quite possible they will arrest your mom for neglect of a clearly ill person. There is absolutely nothing any of your fans or haters can say or do to get you help but your family absolutely can. The fact that they aren't is medically neglectful. And when ur moms in jail she may finally realize that the money wasn't worth it. I hope you read this and get help but I honestly am starting to believe that you have been blind for so long you may never see again.
I would feel more sympathy towards Eugenia if I hadn't seen the tik tok live with Rich Lux where she faked her own death after posting this on you tube. For maybe a minute she was laying slumped back on the couch, mouth agape, looking like a mummified corpse. It was horrifying and in very poor taste.
I saw that also and was right after granny's passing. I found that appalling to say the least.
Let's hope she uses food as a coping mechanism
HAHAHA 🤭🤭
Also, quick question, why haven't you refunded all of your twitch subs their refunds, or at least get onto twitch about giving your subscribers their refunds back, if your going to leave the platform your response to that? ' They shouldn't have paid me money.' So, if your 'trying to be nice' as you claim to be, a nice person would actually help her followers get their money back, because they no longer are getting content from you on that platform. Such a scammer jeez.
Your Absolutely.. Right.
If her thumbnail isn't insulting enough (doing her "model face" trying to be sexy)...using her grandmother's death as clickbait is absolutely horrendous. She KNOWS people are clicking on this expecting her to come clean about her issues.
She deserves ALL the hate she gets
No she doesn't deserve the hate
So do you
Her appearance is disturbing and this needs to be addressed by youtube
She faked her own death on a tik tok live last night after posting this.
😲
“If there’s anything I can do, of course I want to!” Eugenia I’m sure your family would love it if you got some help. But you are wayyyy too selfish for that.
Best thing you could ever do for yourself is put your phone down.
I’m so sorry Eugenia ❤ take care of yourself. You don’t have to apologise at all for being less active right now, we’re here for you!
I've lost all my grandparents and my Father in 2007 and my Mom in 2019. It's been tough Eugenia, and it's therapeutic to reminisce about your loved ones.
Hoping you and your Mom can be a comfort for each other.
I’m so sorry for you. That’s a lot. Take care of you
I'm surprised she outlived her grandma.
How about you ask your mom what you can do for her? Have a heartfelt conversation? Take over the household chores from her instead of TikToking?
Well said