Trauma affects your whole human, physically and mentally. trauma can also be from little things, things that seem like nothing compared to others trauma. It’s ok to feel gross and horrible, it’s ok to have extreme trauma, trauma, minor trauma and even none at all, you can still feel bad for yourself regardless of what you have or have done or become ❤ Your so strong for living as long as you have, I hope you can be proud of yourself for existing this long, sending all the possible love this comment can your way❤❤❤❤
*Closing eyes My room is full of Spiders, ants That want my rotten meat It's humid I am full of spiders Bite me until its painful I sit lonely It's dark and hopeless Will my body still be useful I'm ashamed of all I am now Make me cry until its painful You smell of dead flowers I smell of the sewer I rot in I'm ashamed of all that I am now And all I am now Is painful...*
To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon! If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen! Bad times always pass eventually, even when it seems they will never go away, it will get better. Life has ups and downs, maybe right now feels like a forever down but it i will go back up again, just keep on living and you'll go back up eventually, it'll be okay :) You are so strong and I know you can get through this! I believe in you, I believe in you even when you don't believe in yourself, _you_ are so strong and resilient, you have withstood so much, I'm so proud of you! Keep going! You are so special and unique and beautiful, don't forget that
This made me cry. I wish someone actually cared. I don't have friends or family anymore. My heart just aches. I feel like my life is passing me by and I'll never get it back or finally be happy. It hurts. I wish life would go "up". I don't even know who "me" is anymore. I feel like a shell of myself.
This makes me so sad, my childhood dog died the last year and i do not cared so much of it because some of my other dogs passed away the same year, but in that moment, i forgot the fact that that dog and me we grew together and she loved me so much, i want to go back in time just to hug my dog and told she the goodbye that i never told... now i have another dog but is not the same, i miss my childood dog so much, but i will take care of the new dog because i will never forget how careless i was in the last day of my childhood dog 💝
I'm still healing but is that an excuse to the reason i get hurt so easily? i don't want to need others support just to stay stable, yet i know what is good for me. things have happened to me and i could've avoided it but i tried to, i was still being convinced even though i said i was uncomfortable.. why do i let these things happen?
Trauma affects your whole human, physically and mentally.
trauma can also be from little things, things that seem like nothing compared to others trauma.
It’s ok to feel gross and horrible, it’s ok to have extreme trauma, trauma, minor trauma and even none at all, you can still feel bad for yourself regardless of what you have or have done or become ❤
Your so strong for living as long as you have, I hope you can be proud of yourself for existing this long, sending all the possible love this comment can your way❤❤❤❤
thank you for including "things that seem like nothing compared to others' trauma" , i needed to hear that .. that .... i really feel seen..
@@dreamingallthetimefr that’s good, I hope that feeling stays with you a while longer ❤️❤️
Thanks for this message. Sometimes I feel selfish for feeling this way when people have it worse
I needed this. Emotional trauma cannot be healed but it can be comfoted so thank you
river🤯
I was bullied since last year
My whole demeanor changed
I became quite aggressive
Now im homeschooled, i feel so much better
But i miss my friends
Oh my goodness, it must been hard for you, my dear...
@@catincaaveritai6208 it felt so bad for me, i felt like if i was gaslighted
I have insomnia. I’m so tired. This makes me calm down. I might finally fall asleep now
omg u have a piko playlist. I used to be obsessed with piko!
@@Kennydahugger I love Piko :3
As a person who has been child on child SA and has had an unloving mother who didnt like me this is comforting to me(:
What's child on child SA?
...I just searched it up and I think I have some reflecting to do about what happened to me when I was younger
*Closing eyes
My room is full of
Spiders, ants
That want my rotten meat
It's humid
I am full of spiders
Bite me until its painful
I sit lonely
It's dark and hopeless
Will my body still be useful
I'm ashamed of all I am now
Make me cry until its painful
You smell of dead flowers
I smell of the sewer I rot in
I'm ashamed of all that I am now
And all I am now
Is painful...*
for those who may be confused, these are the “lyrics” for the first song “you smell of dead flowers”
I was listening to this, and I finally remembered what I was wearing that day.
To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon!
If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen!
Bad times always pass eventually, even when it seems they will never go away, it will get better.
Life has ups and downs, maybe right now feels like a forever down but it i will go back up again, just keep on living and you'll go back up eventually, it'll be okay :)
You are so strong and I know you can get through this! I believe in you, I believe in you even when you don't believe in yourself, _you_ are so strong and resilient, you have withstood so much, I'm so proud of you! Keep going! You are so special and unique and beautiful, don't forget that
This made me cry. I wish someone actually cared. I don't have friends or family anymore. My heart just aches. I feel like my life is passing me by and I'll never get it back or finally be happy. It hurts. I wish life would go "up". I don't even know who "me" is anymore. I feel like a shell of myself.
I FEEL it now, thank you for you remembering murmúrio.
This makes me so sad, my childhood dog died the last year and i do not cared so much of it because some of my other dogs passed away the same year, but in that moment, i forgot the fact that that dog and me we grew together and she loved me so much, i want to go back in time just to hug my dog and told she the goodbye that i never told...
now i have another dog but is not the same, i miss my childood dog so much, but i will take care of the new dog because i will never forget how careless i was in the last day of my childhood dog 💝
The emptiness in my heart cannot be filled..
this is such a perfect playlist, ml. thank you for this.
Thank you.
i miss being me.
I'm still healing but is that an excuse to the reason i get hurt so easily? i don't want to need others support just to stay stable, yet i know what is good for me. things have happened to me and i could've avoided it but i tried to, i was still being convinced even though i said i was uncomfortable.. why do i let these things happen?
💓
whos the little one i am confused
I think they're talking about traumatized children or something