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Oh okay that sounds really interesting, I think I have heard of that before actually, I'll have to look more into it! Are they any good resources you can recommend for learning about it? I'm really glad it could help you accept your potential OSDD :) ~ Amber

@@theadventuresofpolyphony8032 yeeees, I learned about IFS watching the videos of Peter Gerlach!

It is wren

If you remember me

Oh my goodness, no way, hello! It's so cool to hear from you! How are you doing?

Ahh thanks! Yeah we like it (even though it’s long and we sometimes have to explain it! Haha) and yeah I agree, it was definitely strange for me to but I enjoy now that we all feel more equal, if that makes sense 😊 ~ Amber 💛

@@theadventuresofpolyphony8032 totally makes sense. Im at a point of accepting I'm a system and now it's actually a really amazing thing. It's complicated. But in so glad to have found your videos and this UA-cam community.

Yeah I found it a tough process to accept but it is pretty incredible, and definitely complicated! Ah that's lovely of you to say thank you! The UA-cam community really helped me figure it all out, also I found Instagram a great place to connect with other systems! (feel free to add/chat to us on there to!) :) ~ Amber

@@theadventuresofpolyphony8032 ok, awesome will do :)

Ooh thank you! I've not heard of this one, I'll have to give it a try. I do find holding my breath can be unhelpful if I'm feeling particularly anxious which is why I tend to prefer doing the rectangle one so I can just breathe continuously. This one sounds really helpful for that, thank you and feel free to leave anymore tips you might have! :D

Micheal says thank you and it's a pleasure to meet you to! (Sorry I can't get him to come far enough forward to actually reply rn) ~ Zacc

Hello! Nice to meet ya :) ~ Jake (and Zacc to sorry I'm hovering haha)

I'm probably about to embarrass myself now cause' I'm not actually sure what you mean *face palm*, would you mind explaining? Sorry haha, thank you for watching tho :D ~Zacc

@@theadventuresofpolyphony8032 I assume this person thought that "Amber (Alice & Katie Co-con)" meant that Amber is the name you use when Alice and Katie are in the front together?

like a combination name

@spinninglegends @Duck Facye Ah, that would make sense and sounds like a really cool idea. We actually meant that I ( Amber) was out and Alice and Katie were both close by but I really like the idea of a combination name! ~ Amber

Whats up, always up for a chat if you wanna find us on Instagram! (Also cheers for watching my lil' intro) ~Zacc

The Adventures Of Polyphony Bro! I’d totally be down to chat with you!

Sweet! Our main insta is @not_just_amberweyman feel free to hit us up (we also have a system one for system friends?) :) ~Zacc

Ahh thank you!! Glad you enjoyed it <3

Thank you! We did enjoy the day :) Hope you had a good day to (whether you're a system or not) <3 ~ Zacc and Amber

Thank you for this! Definitely learning to be fearless, I feel like you gotta be with things like this! Ooh I dunno where abouts you're based but where we are there are tons of classes for people new to dance and loads of community projects, which are a great way to get started. Feel free to dm us if you have any questions about finding classes or anything! Our insta should be in the description? :) ~ Amber

Ahh thank you!! :D ~ Amber

Thank you for this, yeah I am starting to feel similarly tbh, I find it so hard to work out sometimes if its me not identifying with the body or if it's someone else influence, it's so so reassuring to here that there are people that feel the same though! ~ Amber

That would be amazing to see!! I look forward to seeing it if you do create something! Also, if you have any feedback about the questions or anything please do let us know! <3 ~ Amber

Hey Sofia, it was cool to meet you to - I had a great time! I’ve been listening to SAINT PHNX that supported, they’re actually bloody good I think! Thank you, reluctantly I’m having a pretty good time tbh! Hopefully we’ll see each other again at somepoint! ~ Zacc

Oh no way, two of a kind! Yeah it’s quite nice actually right? Still kinda feels a bit scary if I’m honest but I’m glad I’m doing it 😊~ Zacc

Thank you, this comment really made me smile. I hope you are doing okay with it all, can really be scary, stay well :)

Yeah I agree, especially as a lot of systems generally face a lot of denial and thoughts that they are faking anyway, it doesn't help to have those worries seemingly confirmed by the outer world. I hope your search for a specialist is going well, it can be so valuable to have someone who understands and can explain things you don't understand yourself :) And thank you for saying it was interesting, always worry I'm just rambling away haha <3 ~ Amber

Helloo, nice to meet you to :)

Hello Alice! This was a lovely comment to come out to, I'm all flattered! I like to think I can be pretty fun to hang out with yeah ;D It's not to personal don't worry, Amber's mum does know yeah, we got diagnosed in an inpatient ward so they told us, Amber's mum and step-dad in the discharge meeting, so they all kinda found out together (although it had been mentioned to Amber a few times before the meeting) :D - Jake

Thank you, you to! :D

Aww thanks!! We really enjoyed making a video with a few more of us in :D And haha yeah his energy is a great one to have around, we are editing his intro video atm so there will be more of him coming :D ~ Amber

Aw thank you! And happy System Pride Day to you <3

I'm not sure were Micheal has gotten off to today, but when he's about I'll show him this! I feel like he's going to be excited to read his comment :) I have a feeling a couple of the guys wanted to make a video about the inner world actually, I think it's really interesting to hear about having never lived there myself, from what I gather it's like a mix of really dated and super progressive!

Hi! Oh cool, maybe we can have a cool artsy chat some when :) Ah really? I think the differences between it and the physical/outer world is pretty interesting, so I like to chat about that kind of stuff :) (Also, thank you for my first comment, this is cool) - Micheal

AmberandCo. Of course man <: Hmu on insta, systemofsages. We can inner world chat lmao •River

Oh I like that, that's such a lovely attitude to have, I hope I can say that one day, at the moment if I try its like "I don't need a label, I am just me....wait who is that again??" haha :'D Yeah, I feel like cause I have such a weak sense of identity it's like I just want to know SOMETHING about myself, so it's always right there like "Figure me out". Ooh that's interesting, I've never even thought of it like that but it totally makes sense! Aw thank you! Oh so could I (along with most of us I think), to be fair though I could talk forever about alot of things haha :D

Yes that was me with the "past lives" thing! If any of you have by any chance read any of the 'Fallen' series of books, I felt exactly like the character in them as she lived her life in a loop, if that makes sense? So it just keeps going over and over but was different every time and I always wondered if that was actually possible because I felt as though I could 'remember' all these different lives, but nope DID it is, which makes more sense than past lives in all honesty haha. Ah thanks, yeah we are really lucky to have such a lovely therapist now (especially considering how much rubbish there is out there!) :D

I'm really glad you found it helpful, I hope things get easier for you soon <3

Yeah I totally identify with that, it feels like my body and mind is trying to move through like custard, it's so hard to function, I hate when that bit goes on for ages

Ah that's interesting, I've recently been kinda wondering if I might identify along those sort of lines to!

Yeah it's tough, I guess we just have to try and create our own personal experimental safe spaces! And yeah it's defiantly something I'm really trying to keep saying to myself :)

That sounds like quite an experience you had, it must have been scary at the time, I hope your're learning to cope with the change and remember there are always people to talk to if the experiences are starting to worry you. I do believe in a certain level of spirituality within this world and have always been told by others I am quite a spiritual person, so your perspective on the situation is really interesting to me :)