Idk, I dont know what I am doing wrong. I am trying to be strong, to impress people, but I am never the best one, there is always some people who is stronger than me, I was always a loser in a childhood, so I started to improve myself, improve my body. Years of trainings, effords and blood, still, I cant beat even some bully... Is it not enough? I have got sick because of those daily workouts. Now I dont do any trainings, my body that I have achieved with the years of hard works, is all gone just in 2 weeks. I dont know what to do, I have lost everything, I dont have any power, I am weak... I am shamefull...
Me. I'm the reason I'm no longer friends with my closest friend. All she did was spread rumours that I liked a person. I shouldnt have been so sensitive it's my fault.. Now she's hanging out with the "popular girls" who make fun of me. I fucking hate myself..
My whole family considers me as the weak one. Even my friends call me “weak back” because I can’t carry any of them! It’s truly heartbreaking cause I know that I’m not weak just physically..but also mentally.
I love how the original song presents noises that can be interpreted like Mari's falling in the stairs sound. The music isn't the same when you think about that.
“You need to get some meat on your bones” *Everyone laughed* “Calm down, it was just a joke,” uh-huh. Yeah, right. Sometimes I just want to kill someone and kill myself at the same time, y’know? :)
Im know I'm stupid, ok? I made a fanpage account of my male friend from school, and only my friends were on it (they knew him too) we weren't laughing at him or anything, we were just jokingly-simping, it was private ofc, i showed it to him and told him that "someone" did it. It was like a month ago? maybe? and now I'm not walking to school, so, my friend told me that he told about it to our teacher and they agreed that it's me or some other girl from class, and then they gossiped about me. Now I'm ashamed and scared to go back there... I'm sure he hates me... I'm such an idiot, i thought he would laugh at it, he said that he "doesn't care" so i stopped it... I'm so FUCKING stupid.
One of my personal favourite tracks. Back when I was too chicken to look at OMORI gameplay, but had the guts to listen, I imagined the noises in the background being produced by the phobia/teeth monster in the background of the map gnashing its teeth, or something, as it stared at OMORI, or maybe directly at the player. I still do, I picture OMORI stare at Something, a representation of Mari, his guilt and grief, as its far more monstrous form that manifests as his fears revels in his misery. It's so sad how this is what his mind led into. One mistake after another, a harsh push, a lie, a continuous silence, it all closed him off more and more, until he was left trapped with a hideous creature that only vaguely resembles his Sister (whether I'm referring to Headspace Mari or her spookier iterations is up to you), and his own demons.
I try to be nice to everyone but they are just crap to me at school am trying calling me lazy, weak. Some of the fucking students feels like they can’t understand feelings I try to be like them to see if they will be nice to me. I don’t think it’s right for me to do.
Yes but at the same time he actually loves himself that's why he built up a dream place where he is happy in it with his friends just like in old times.. it is similar though sometimes we all want to be in the past, we just want to escape reality just like sunny and we just create our own character something similar sunny's omori in over internet. I think the internet is so similar to the dream place sunny built for himself but it doesn't really matter what is it at the end itis just something that you use to escape reality. He just wants to escape reality and wants his sister alive again that's why he built up his dreamplace but at the end it doesn't really work you have to face the consequences at the end just like all of us so in the last sequence you have to choose literaly totally escape from reality or face with reality. By just escaping from the relaity you just postpone the consequences you have to face at the end so omori tries to tell you something like that.
I’m a people pleaser,who is nobody’s favorite and I just want validation but I’m shy, so nobody cares, then I’m called “weak” for being a girl, then I get made fun of for being “wierd” then people tell me. Find other wierd people, Then they don’t want me either! I get called “dumb” by my best friend then my mom calls me smart and then I have horrible grades in math and I say I’m good at reading and then my mom says I’m good at math WHAT AM I?????? JUST SOMEBODY TELL ME WHO THE HELL I AM?!?
Mari, trying to cheer Sunny up: Why be mad? Why be sad? When you could be *glade.* Aaand now I'm imagining this as soon as I get to this area of Black Space. I don't mind that, actually
i am the strong kid. Im the mother, the therapist, everyone's comfort place. But being the ray of sunshine means that u cant show ur negative side. I want to make everyone happy, I love everyone, i love humanity, i cherish my friends, i adores my family,I want everyone to know that they have a place to let their feelings out, to be themselves but I tend to forget that I am also a regular human. Im a sensetive kid, ive always have been and im always am. I hate being weak, I hate being such a crybaby. I hate how a simple voice octaves higher could make me bawl in tears. Whenever i show my weakness around my trusted people they always called me "weak" "overdramatic" "exaggerating" "pathetic". I dont like being called that so hiding my emotion became a daily thing for me. I find myself pretending to be strong almost everyday when in reality, im not. I feel like im such a hypocrite, manipulative person who always tells ppl to not bottle up their feeling even tho i myself bottle up my feelings. Lately ive been expressing myself more, letting my sensetive self out little by little, but today one of my most trusted people, my beloved companion saying that I " changed" . It makes me feel pathetic, unwanted tears flooding from my eyes when i realized that i can never be my real self since nobody likes the real me.
I wish I could learn to be stronger, where ever I go its always to loud for my ears but no one ever cares and tell me to "man up", I really don't think I'm gonna make it in life, my ex best friend thinks I have a perfect life and it's annoying tbh. I suffer from autism,ADHD and sensitive ears and she still thinks that, she reminds me of those "I'm so depressed uwu😍😝" people, and her other friend is just crap, he's one of those mfs that are like "don't hurt girls they can't defend themselves" like bro your hurting me by saying that 🤥
Come to think of it..Glade’s gotta be one of the most unique Black Space tracks. Most tracks are more ‘creepy’ in a way, or more relaxing. There’s definitely a track or two with a mix of both, or maybe a calm track is a bit more melancholic. (Spoilers below.) But Glade’s the only one I can personally say is mostly sad. And it fits the room, too. You meet up with essentially Mari for one of the last few times you can..and all she has to say is that she loves you, as old memories pass by in the background. It’s even more sad knowing the next room, as Mewo, one of the last few connections to Mari, is stuck in the same situation as her owner.
Btw (Spoilers below) Seriously, spoilers. Turn back now if you don't wanna be spoiled lol You don't actually have to kill Mewo. If you just talk to the butler several times, you get a key and you can stab yourself and exit the room.
to me, every lost at a sleepover is simply sad. i cant even get myself to find it creepy, its just sad. and considering the context it all makes sense ost 003 is just a track of reminiscing, in both sound and lore ost145 just sounds like a heavy mental breakdown, and contents of such breakdown can be clearly seen in the room ost146 just sounds like someone trying to hold back his crying subconciously but failing to, and theres a mental state exactly like that, although it usually doesnt come after the breakdown but it still makes sense, seeing as sunny's life for the 4 years was just him having a major panic attack for so long his disassociated depressed mind that uses only short term memory forgets why he had it in the first place, then he continues on empty until he somehow remembers it again, and repeats
I feel even weaker than before. Now i know- this is a stupid thing to vent about- even crying about it makes me feel stupid Edit: The vent, if you`d call it that, is about being physically weak. Sorry for not saying that- Yesterday, May, 5th, 2022. Me: Helping my dad fix his car Him: If you change a car tire i`ll give you phone back. Me: Writes down the steps. Feeling so happy, happier than any other time of the year even. Today, May, 6th, 2022 Me: Gets home and waits for my dad. My dad: Alright, let`s go. Me: Trying to loosen the lugnut [thing that holds the tire to the car] Him: Giving me a small tip Me: Continuing to try harder Me: Upset i couldnt even do the first step. My dad: I know youre disappointed but you tried. I`m proud. I`ll find something easier for you to earn your phone back. Me: Feeling like a weak little baby who cant do anything. Me: Crying in my room while making my dad`s gf a card for mothers day My dad: Walking in Me: Hiding the fact i was crying After he leaves Me: Remembering all of the memories i had before December. Me: Crying again A small part of me: Hey, it`s okay! You`ll get your phone back soon! The rest of me: Youre so weak! How could you be so stupid! You need to work out! Maybe loose a few pounds. Maybe the pounds you loose will leave as fast as everyone in your useless life. You cant do anything. You`ll never get your phone back, freak. Me: Silently sobbing in my closet
Vent beyond this point so don’t mind me y’all ❗️ I hate being so weak and sensitive. I see everyone at my school hanging out in large groups, or bickering with teachers, or being boisterous, but I just can’t. I have friends, that I love dearly, but outside of our small group I can’t function like a normal human, and it sucks. I don’t even know what’s causing everything- the hypersensitivity, the anxiety, the thoughts that I’ll never do good in life and I should just cut my losses while I still can. Just today I was sitting in class and this one boy yelled at some girl for talking about him (or to him, I don’t remember); it wasn’t even directed at me, but I still froze and felt as though I was going to cry. Fortunately I didn’t, but that moment just made me think how much of a pussy I am. How am I supposed to handle the world if I can’t handle even one measly argument that wasn’t even meant for me? It’s so tiring. I just wish I was better than what I am now; maybe then I’ll be worthy of getting out of bed in the morning.
Dammit every interaction I have with people makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong for being myself, or my real self is “to stupid”. I’m tired of it, they’re always correcting me and I just wanna be perfect and fine
"Their just jealous of you" "It's fine your just special that's why your getting bullied" "You really need to shut up about getting bullied, that was in the past and I'm tired of hearing it" "I'm your friends" Why didn't you help me "Friend" Yeah haha 'jealous' years later I start panicking to the point of tears sometimes if my friends are disappointed and if the all jokingly be mean to me I start panicking on the inside so okay. I won't have any emotions anymore and my trama will fix itself. So yeah go on people in my life tell me how I should just 'let it go'
Living with emotionally abusing grandparents was terrible but I think what worse was remembering the first time they said something abusive. Hurts almost the same as family members telling me they saw the abuse and did nothing
Sound of realizing it was a biology exam and not maths
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It became 100x sadder than before... 😢
This is oddly comforting in a way...
"He bullies you because he likes you" Oh sorry i didn't know that being told to kill yourself of signs of love, sorry mom!
Idk, I dont know what I am doing wrong. I am trying to be strong, to impress people, but I am never the best one, there is always some people who is stronger than me, I was always a loser in a childhood, so I started to improve myself, improve my body. Years of trainings, effords and blood, still, I cant beat even some bully... Is it not enough? I have got sick because of those daily workouts. Now I dont do any trainings, my body that I have achieved with the years of hard works, is all gone just in 2 weeks. I dont know what to do, I have lost everything, I dont have any power, I am weak... I am shamefull...
i think there’s a reason this game has resonated so deeply with me, but i don’t want to acknowledge it. not yet. i’m not ready yet.
dont know either..
oh.
@@BakedBanana why are yiu here
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"SUNNY... *I love you* ..."
Liar.
Liar.
Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar.
This one black space made me cry after i heard this music and saw "something" telling Sunny that it loves him
Me. I'm the reason I'm no longer friends with my closest friend. All she did was spread rumours that I liked a person. I shouldnt have been so sensitive it's my fault.. Now she's hanging out with the "popular girls" who make fun of me. I fucking hate myself..
Omfg! Did anyone realise that “ame” in japanese actually means rain??! I mean… hence the soundtracks with rain in the background lol
hence this channels content, yeah no one knew but nothing to be excited about
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My whole family considers me as the weak one. Even my friends call me “weak back” because I can’t carry any of them! It’s truly heartbreaking cause I know that I’m not weak just physically..but also mentally.
I love how the original song presents noises that can be interpreted like Mari's falling in the stairs sound. The music isn't the same when you think about that.
*i love you* *liar liar liar*
Soo i have been getting bullied by my ex bestie she says im ugly she hurts me with words and she even stealed my friends Edit: what should I do??
“You need to get some meat on your bones” *Everyone laughed* “Calm down, it was just a joke,” uh-huh. Yeah, right. Sometimes I just want to kill someone and kill myself at the same time, y’know? :)
This soundtrack is one of my favourites from Black space. While Distance sounds creepy and thoughtless, this one is sad and heavy. Love the both ❤
thats amazing thank you so much
Im know I'm stupid, ok? I made a fanpage account of my male friend from school, and only my friends were on it (they knew him too) we weren't laughing at him or anything, we were just jokingly-simping, it was private ofc, i showed it to him and told him that "someone" did it. It was like a month ago? maybe? and now I'm not walking to school, so, my friend told me that he told about it to our teacher and they agreed that it's me or some other girl from class, and then they gossiped about me. Now I'm ashamed and scared to go back there... I'm sure he hates me... I'm such an idiot, i thought he would laugh at it, he said that he "doesn't care" so i stopped it... I'm so FUCKING stupid.
Im physically weak, starting the gym tomorrow, minimal weight is 10kg and I can’t even hold 4kg
One of my personal favourite tracks. Back when I was too chicken to look at OMORI gameplay, but had the guts to listen, I imagined the noises in the background being produced by the phobia/teeth monster in the background of the map gnashing its teeth, or something, as it stared at OMORI, or maybe directly at the player. I still do, I picture OMORI stare at Something, a representation of Mari, his guilt and grief, as its far more monstrous form that manifests as his fears revels in his misery. It's so sad how this is what his mind led into. One mistake after another, a harsh push, a lie, a continuous silence, it all closed him off more and more, until he was left trapped with a hideous creature that only vaguely resembles his Sister (whether I'm referring to Headspace Mari or her spookier iterations is up to you), and his own demons.
I try to be nice to everyone but they are just crap to me at school am trying calling me lazy, weak. Some of the fucking students feels like they can’t understand feelings I try to be like them to see if they will be nice to me. I don’t think it’s right for me to do.
Mari still loves Sunny. Mari forgives Sunny. But Sunny doesn't love Sunny. Sunny can't forgive Sunny.
damn
Yes but at the same time he actually loves himself that's why he built up a dream place where he is happy in it with his friends just like in old times.. it is similar though sometimes we all want to be in the past, we just want to escape reality just like sunny and we just create our own character something similar sunny's omori in over internet. I think the internet is so similar to the dream place sunny built for himself but it doesn't really matter what is it at the end itis just something that you use to escape reality. He just wants to escape reality and wants his sister alive again that's why he built up his dreamplace but at the end it doesn't really work you have to face the consequences at the end just like all of us so in the last sequence you have to choose literaly totally escape from reality or face with reality. By just escaping from the relaity you just postpone the consequences you have to face at the end so omori tries to tell you something like that.
Ye i do
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I cried over 10 times today probably more just because my bsf barley talked to me today lol
This song and Remina are the best piano songs for horror games I've seen in a while. They are just so heavy, while being very simple.
remina is a bit more compicated, but i totally agree, they are the best
I’m a people pleaser,who is nobody’s favorite and I just want validation but I’m shy, so nobody cares, then I’m called “weak” for being a girl, then I get made fun of for being “wierd” then people tell me. Find other wierd people, Then they don’t want me either! I get called “dumb” by my best friend then my mom calls me smart and then I have horrible grades in math and I say I’m good at reading and then my mom says I’m good at math WHAT AM I?????? JUST SOMEBODY TELL ME WHO THE HELL I AM?!?
Entrance to the black space 3. Also that sound in background is like thunder
*things that cant say and just need to feel them* Download someone to feel them lol
Why so depressed when you can be--
@MusicMari ooooooooooooooooooooooh...... *Is now Miserable!*
Mari, trying to cheer Sunny up: Why be mad? Why be sad? When you could be *glade.* Aaand now I'm imagining this as soon as I get to this area of Black Space. I don't mind that, actually
i am the strong kid. Im the mother, the therapist, everyone's comfort place. But being the ray of sunshine means that u cant show ur negative side. I want to make everyone happy, I love everyone, i love humanity, i cherish my friends, i adores my family,I want everyone to know that they have a place to let their feelings out, to be themselves but I tend to forget that I am also a regular human. Im a sensetive kid, ive always have been and im always am. I hate being weak, I hate being such a crybaby. I hate how a simple voice octaves higher could make me bawl in tears. Whenever i show my weakness around my trusted people they always called me "weak" "overdramatic" "exaggerating" "pathetic". I dont like being called that so hiding my emotion became a daily thing for me. I find myself pretending to be strong almost everyday when in reality, im not. I feel like im such a hypocrite, manipulative person who always tells ppl to not bottle up their feeling even tho i myself bottle up my feelings. Lately ive been expressing myself more, letting my sensetive self out little by little, but today one of my most trusted people, my beloved companion saying that I " changed" . It makes me feel pathetic, unwanted tears flooding from my eyes when i realized that i can never be my real self since nobody likes the real me.
My brain every time I have enough time alone to think about stuff: Yeah this soundtrack is good let's go with that one for the bgm
I wish I could learn to be stronger, where ever I go its always to loud for my ears but no one ever cares and tell me to "man up", I really don't think I'm gonna make it in life, my ex best friend thinks I have a perfect life and it's annoying tbh. I suffer from autism,ADHD and sensitive ears and she still thinks that, she reminds me of those "I'm so depressed uwu😍😝" people, and her other friend is just crap, he's one of those mfs that are like "don't hurt girls they can't defend themselves" like bro your hurting me by saying that 🤥
I have lost everything..
Come to think of it..Glade’s gotta be one of the most unique Black Space tracks. Most tracks are more ‘creepy’ in a way, or more relaxing. There’s definitely a track or two with a mix of both, or maybe a calm track is a bit more melancholic. (Spoilers below.) But Glade’s the only one I can personally say is mostly sad. And it fits the room, too. You meet up with essentially Mari for one of the last few times you can..and all she has to say is that she loves you, as old memories pass by in the background. It’s even more sad knowing the next room, as Mewo, one of the last few connections to Mari, is stuck in the same situation as her owner.
Btw (Spoilers below) Seriously, spoilers. Turn back now if you don't wanna be spoiled lol You don't actually have to kill Mewo. If you just talk to the butler several times, you get a key and you can stab yourself and exit the room.
Yeah, Glade and Come And See are both really sad tracks that really make Black Space a whole unique experience.
@Irvi Well it does. I was just saying you could avoid it.
@@abhainnxv1554 this room forces you into a sucidal mindset, no matter how many times you go through it, and you dont even realize that
to me, every lost at a sleepover is simply sad. i cant even get myself to find it creepy, its just sad. and considering the context it all makes sense ost 003 is just a track of reminiscing, in both sound and lore ost145 just sounds like a heavy mental breakdown, and contents of such breakdown can be clearly seen in the room ost146 just sounds like someone trying to hold back his crying subconciously but failing to, and theres a mental state exactly like that, although it usually doesnt come after the breakdown but it still makes sense, seeing as sunny's life for the 4 years was just him having a major panic attack for so long his disassociated depressed mind that uses only short term memory forgets why he had it in the first place, then he continues on empty until he somehow remembers it again, and repeats
I feel even weaker than before. Now i know- this is a stupid thing to vent about- even crying about it makes me feel stupid Edit: The vent, if you`d call it that, is about being physically weak. Sorry for not saying that- Yesterday, May, 5th, 2022. Me: Helping my dad fix his car Him: If you change a car tire i`ll give you phone back. Me: Writes down the steps. Feeling so happy, happier than any other time of the year even. Today, May, 6th, 2022 Me: Gets home and waits for my dad. My dad: Alright, let`s go. Me: Trying to loosen the lugnut [thing that holds the tire to the car] Him: Giving me a small tip Me: Continuing to try harder Me: Upset i couldnt even do the first step. My dad: I know youre disappointed but you tried. I`m proud. I`ll find something easier for you to earn your phone back. Me: Feeling like a weak little baby who cant do anything. Me: Crying in my room while making my dad`s gf a card for mothers day My dad: Walking in Me: Hiding the fact i was crying After he leaves Me: Remembering all of the memories i had before December. Me: Crying again A small part of me: Hey, it`s okay! You`ll get your phone back soon! The rest of me: Youre so weak! How could you be so stupid! You need to work out! Maybe loose a few pounds. Maybe the pounds you loose will leave as fast as everyone in your useless life. You cant do anything. You`ll never get your phone back, freak. Me: Silently sobbing in my closet
Vent beyond this point so don’t mind me y’all ❗️ I hate being so weak and sensitive. I see everyone at my school hanging out in large groups, or bickering with teachers, or being boisterous, but I just can’t. I have friends, that I love dearly, but outside of our small group I can’t function like a normal human, and it sucks. I don’t even know what’s causing everything- the hypersensitivity, the anxiety, the thoughts that I’ll never do good in life and I should just cut my losses while I still can. Just today I was sitting in class and this one boy yelled at some girl for talking about him (or to him, I don’t remember); it wasn’t even directed at me, but I still froze and felt as though I was going to cry. Fortunately I didn’t, but that moment just made me think how much of a pussy I am. How am I supposed to handle the world if I can’t handle even one measly argument that wasn’t even meant for me? It’s so tiring. I just wish I was better than what I am now; maybe then I’ll be worthy of getting out of bed in the morning.
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Dammit every interaction I have with people makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong for being myself, or my real self is “to stupid”. I’m tired of it, they’re always correcting me and I just wanna be perfect and fine
this is perfect
Im tired of having emotion..
Honestly. I would really like this to continue. I enjoy this quite a lot. I hope your doing well. Sorry this is a bit late.
"Their just jealous of you" "It's fine your just special that's why your getting bullied" "You really need to shut up about getting bullied, that was in the past and I'm tired of hearing it" "I'm your friends" Why didn't you help me "Friend" Yeah haha 'jealous' years later I start panicking to the point of tears sometimes if my friends are disappointed and if the all jokingly be mean to me I start panicking on the inside so okay. I won't have any emotions anymore and my trama will fix itself. So yeah go on people in my life tell me how I should just 'let it go'
Idk man.
I'm too sensitive I worry I'm going to be a burden and dig my own grave. I wish I wasn't such a fucking crybaby.
All he lost was a birthday party. I lost my childhood. I don't deserve this gut wrenching disgusting feeling.
Oh yeah definitely
Has to be one of the BEST tracks in the game
Living with emotionally abusing grandparents was terrible but I think what worse was remembering the first time they said something abusive. Hurts almost the same as family members telling me they saw the abuse and did nothing