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Eternal Pain
Eternal Pain
As the dust settles, players sacrifice themselves,
Unaware of what the final breath will bring-
Like a bird soaring in the endless skies,
Yearning to protect the new life.
In the bloodless dream, enduring cursed time,
We enthrone the gods in a mindless daze.
You are my eternal pain, with no escape-
A heavy chain, the weight of regret
Ever-present within me.
I am your shared disdain.
Entanglement feels great when we’re bound by pain,
Longing for protection amid helpless suffering.
Themes fade into silence, losing days and nights.
What still remains unknown to me?
That is what remains.
Everything feels like a creepy, soulless dream,
With no time to think about the consequences.
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Відео

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КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana 2 дні тому

    im sure i just heard a poem about the existential crises of an online gamer

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric 9 днів тому

    Hello wonderfull i like you voice 😉🤘

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric 23 дні тому

    Hello Wonderfull man 😉Happy New years 😉

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody 23 дні тому

      @@monserratcedric thank your friend! I wish you luck in 2025! Keep rocking and rolling:)

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Wonderfull cover 😉🤘

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

      Appreciate it, friend!:) It's always great to hear that! 🤘

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Great for me you have the voice of singer of smashing puping a good voice of grunge 😉🤘

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

      Thank you! :) It's one of the bands that inspired me vocally. I'm always told I have a voice like Tool, Chevelle, and Alice in Chains. :) I just love the grungy, raspy chaos in a voice that makes music catchy. :)

    • @monserratcedric
      @monserratcedric Місяць тому

      @His_Name_was_Cody 😉

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Hell0 wonderfull i like very much you voice 😉🤘

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

      Thanks for the compliment! It always makes my day!

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    cool gay ballad

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    song wasn't too bad. it reminds me Loathe but for brokies

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    we have a deftones at home. deftones at home:

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Wonderfull 😉 i like so much you voice and you game of guitar 😉

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

      Thank you, friend! Your support always inspires me to keep creating!

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Wonderfull 😉 i like so much you voice and you game of guitar 😉

  • @lanuitmarcheavecmoi
    @lanuitmarcheavecmoi Місяць тому

    Очень нравится! Попадание в настроение P.S. Вокал с каждым разом всё лучше и лучше

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    inkwell song

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    did ur mom oppress u in ur house's basement?

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    what r u wating vvhore!

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    is this song about ur dietary plan?

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    bros adopting a victim mentality. its time to stop complaining weakling

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Wonderfull my friend 😉🤘

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Nice 😉

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Great job 😉🤘

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

      Thank you for your great support! I'm very grateful to you!

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Hello friend its wonderfull 😉🤘

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

      Hello, friend:) So glad you enjoyed it! Thanks for listening! 🤗🎵

  • @cherrywave9050
    @cherrywave9050 Місяць тому

    Bro you need to bulk. You got visible bones showing in your wrist when doing pull

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

      Don't worry, it is mostly because I was dehydrated, and I lost quite a lot of weight last month due to stress. I am indeed planning to gain some weight. Thank you for the concern!

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    i feel you Nick. i had beans today and the queen of chaos is coming out of me too

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Wonderfull i like so much you music you have a nice voice and a game of guitard

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

      Thank you so much, friend! I'm glad you enjoy my music. Your support means a lot to me!

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    u have untidy room

  • @husbanana
    @husbanana Місяць тому

    hi bro r u gay ?

  • @His_Name_was_Cody
    @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

    I have little more to say this time than this: this song is about brotherhood as one of the strongest bonds in the world - one that nothing can stop or ruin. This time, I want to leave the meaning of the song open to your personal interpretation. Although I wrote it with themes of masculinity and the unbreakable bond shared among men in mind, its essence transcends that. It speaks to the power of camaraderie that can dismantle unjust oppression, enact vengeance, and foster peace in this cruel world, even though it does not even deserve those who live better than those risking everything. True loyalty, forged in the fires of friendship, creates an unwavering alliance. With a trusted companion by your side, no enemy can ever truly overcome you. Unite, boys! Make war, and don’t forget that masculinity rocks. Dumb feminists can eat shit.

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Hello great for me you have the voice ând the game of guitar wonderfull 😉

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

      Thank you so much, bro! I’m really glad you think so:)

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Nice 😉

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody Місяць тому

      Thank you, dude. It means a lot hearing from you!

  • @monserratcedric
    @monserratcedric Місяць тому

    Hello wonderfull you have a new suscriber 😉

  • @His_Name_was_Cody
    @His_Name_was_Cody 2 місяці тому

    Make war, not love.

    • @husbanana
      @husbanana Місяць тому

      based! do u support Russia or Ukraine?

  • @His_Name_was_Cody
    @His_Name_was_Cody 2 місяці тому

    Make war, not love.

  • @His_Name_was_Cody
    @His_Name_was_Cody 2 місяці тому

    One can't control everything. We struggle with fear of failure, hopelessness, depression, and other challenging crap, yet all of that eventually leads to a sense of acceptance. It's both relieving and scary, as it brings about a sense of emotional numbness. The speaker, like any other sane person-including me-tries to free himself from pain and burden by accepting apathy. It’s difficult to envision a world that doesn’t feel grim and uninviting for ordinary people like us. Nevertheless, I remain convinced that past traumas can be healed and that the desire for personal liberation will ultimately prevail within individuals. There is always a glimmer of hope in finding one’s way. This is truly a journey of self-discovery in search of meaning amidst chaos, if you will. I, like him, want to find the potential for freedom that comes from letting go of what has held us back, even if it means embracing our flaws and accepting the unsettling reality of our normalized indifference.

  • @His_Name_was_Cody
    @His_Name_was_Cody 2 місяці тому

    No philosophical overthinking-just an easy AF song that’s really amazing.

  • @His_Name_was_Cody
    @His_Name_was_Cody 2 місяці тому

    This song is all about the emotional struggles I/we face. I tried hard to capture that feeling of being stuck in darkness and despair, and how difficult it is to escape those feelings on our own. We often feel abandoned when we need help the most. It's kind of crazy how just a simple human connection-like one ordinary person-can really change our lives. They can pull us out of our isolation and help us stop feeling so miserable. If not, our emotions can totally wear us out. Relationships can leave a deep emotional mark on us, or sometimes we go through tough experiences that change our perspectives and make us feel less human. Pain is always there-it’s easy to push it aside, but it doesn’t just disappear. In fact, a lot of who we are comes from dealing with pain and those complicated negative emotions. Losing someone can hit us hard, and we really need to support each other. Otherwise, it can all lead to that feeling of being trapped in the "gray city." As usual: make war, not love.

  • @His_Name_was_Cody
    @His_Name_was_Cody 2 місяці тому

    The song is called "Existing Gap." I wrote it as a manifesto against the world. Nature is a cruel bitch, and life is unfair, but we still need to keep going. What are you if you don't question existence and purpose? What's the point of your so-called morality and respect if you're unable to pursue success without resorting to wealth and dishonesty? This life is all about thinking. Those who think the most often end up free after all. Our existence is an eternal battle with self-worth as we strive to prove our value and overcome our failures, losses, rejections, and the expectations of others. Screw societal pressure! I'm so fucking tired of feeling the weight of social guilt while navigating the conflict between my complacent individual identity and the cruelty of society, with all its norms, pressures, guilt, and violence. I'm fed up with artificial happiness. Most people are in denial, wasting their lives trying to cope with life's harsh realities. The messed-up aspects of life need to be acknowledged and confronted, while nobody is saying you should forget about faith, since it's basically the only thing that keeps us going. I don't believe in God, but if He exists in any shape or form, He is a dickhead. I wish He could experience the ongoing despair that so many people, including me, feel. Don't surrender to a higher power in search of solace, you won't find peace there. Acknowledging that you’re screwed is the way to go. If you feel lost, there is hope among us. Self-exploration is only possible through mental pain and societal judgment. There's no other way. In this quest for understanding, you may eventually find that it leads to nowhere. It's a dark time and a dark world, so don't fool yourself into thinking it's any more diverse than that. Reminder: Make war, not love.

  • @cherrywave9050
    @cherrywave9050 3 місяці тому

    Nice song bro

  • @rockerooky
    @rockerooky 6 місяців тому

    nice one digging it

  • @rockerooky
    @rockerooky 6 місяців тому

    great song

  • @rockerooky
    @rockerooky 6 місяців тому

    great tune

  • @JeanfaithAlzaira
    @JeanfaithAlzaira 7 місяців тому

    Ano po name ng game

    • @His_Name_was_Cody
      @His_Name_was_Cody 7 місяців тому

      This game was called Marvel Super War, and it was recently shut down.