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how can I hook-up with hot drunk girls like you?

Sounds like you just need to smoke some weed and you should be good.

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Sending love and light 🕯️ 💖

Iam from NY, I work in SD. My drinking spot was Tijuana (Hong Kong club and Chicago club) I quit drinking April 28th, 2021.

Well hey twin 😂 6:01 world market is my jam.

My father got some dui's and made it rough on us so im proud to say ive never drank and drove i just did it alone and let most of life pass me by

You should never be allowed to drive again, you’re lucky I’m not a judge, you are a threat to society

Yes queen yes! Consider electronic just for editing and potential publishing ease ✨

Totally relate to this!!!! I have definitely gone through phases of losing my sparkle and then rediscovering it. A huge breakthrough for me was the realization of someone’s potential can exist AND who they are being real time is what matters most day to day, and if they’re working on embodying their potential and light with their shadow or not. Love what you talked about your shadow self and potential. So excited for you to publish your writing!!! 🎉

Totally relate to this!!!! I have definitely gone through phases of losing my sparkle and then rediscovering it. A huge breakthrough for me was the realization of someone’s potential can exist AND who they are being real time is what matters most day to day, and if they’re working on embodying their potential and light with their shadow or not. Love what you talked about your shadow self and potential.

You should grow up

Wow…nailed it. Thanks for this. Being addicted to the highs and lows is SO real. For me it was identifying with rockstar story or something, building up this identity out of resonating with chaos. Huge realization there 🙏 The fear of what would happen if I just let my nervous system settle. Also great Sylvia Plath poem need to check out some of her stuff other than The Bell Jar. Sober october let’s do this

YES YES YES. So well articulated.

Thank you for telling your story. Our story has similarities. I was in a toxic relationship and drank over it. Got my liquor from Trader Joes and got my 3rd dui, it was in April too, but last year. I’m in California as well. I’m 109 days sober.

I got my 4th dui in 2019 . Los Angeles is strict ,fast forward I just completed my 90 days in rehab . Sobriety is tough but you can do it ,you got this,

Trying to hear the word through inner reflection is real 8:18

Thank you for your time and advice. Its crazy to get over addiction. Its a disease. It just visits you every damn time after work. Its hard to escape it

I hope you're still sober and doing well! Im about to hit 2 years sober from alcohol! It can be done!

Right on. In bed in DUI jail is where i first felt peace and protection from the Lord! Thanks for helping remind me. It's great.

❤ from South Florida. 😊

Anxiety & insecurities led me to substance abuse. And that led to a universe of shit. Sighs 🙂‍↕️

I’m there with you. 3 DUIs & 3 years into a 10 year suspension. 🤦🏻‍♂️🙂‍↕️ And the 3rd, I wasn’t even driving. F’d up story. Best to you. You’re appreciated. 👍🏻🤙🏻

Interesting, this is my usual default mode of thinking. 11:51

But that brings me to something. Before I relapsedi had a friend Rob..his bro Jonathan hired me at u haul and I got drunk and didn't show up for work. Rob died of an overdose. I went to Jonathan to try to speak and he refused to speak with me. How dose handle amends attempts that go extremely poorly. Rob was one of my closest friends And I had so much I wanted to share with Jonathan about how much rob meant to me, how sorry I was I got drunk may 13,2018 instead of coming to work(I could have had an actual career at u haul). He refused to even speak and demanded I go. Do you think once I get to that point I should write and letter to mail him, or drop it since he seems at least to not want any thing to do with me? Am I seeking to ease my own conscience self centeredly or am I trying to help Jonathan? His brother was a great friend, it's very sad to me that he won't even speak to me

Hi my name is Eric W..my local AA group calls me Vanilla Gorilla, or Albino Porch Monkey behind my back(long story from winter 2011-12 when I was homeless)..I've been in and out of AA since Mar 3, 1994. Sadly my current sober day I relapsed Oct 26, 2021 after being sober 5-14-18 to Oct 25. My current sober date after my last seemingly endless relapse is 9-21-24. I attend live meetings when I'm able but am currently on SSA so having gas to get 25 miles to Hattiesburg or Laurel more than occasionally can be difficult. I'm currently applying at pizza places as I have experience in that field. I found your channel as scrolling UA-cam for sobriety shares I find it very helpful as well as Sobercast. I appreciate your open, honest sharing and real talk both about real issues as well as more importantly real solutions. Your channel is definitely a God blessing. I prolly jumped the gun asking for your to sponsor I have 3 men I regularly communicate with at live meetings but we're friends more than like sponsor sponsee..I lost touch with my previous sponsor in Montana after my relapse. I hope you don't mind me reaching out just wanted to let you know I appreciate your channel. I think it's so powerful you share real struggles and solutions so openly and honestly for people to find online. So so many are out here hurting or struggling or isolating, what you are doing is a great form of passing on the message of hope for recovery. I think it's great and I'm praying for your continued health, happiness, and success. Another youtube video I found helpful is Chris herren "even in the bad days" it made me cry. But realize the work you are doing is very important and beneficial to others and helpful. Honestly you helped me a lot thank you

Are you by any chance familiar with the work of Pastor Christine Cain? Just thought you might find her interesting if you checked her out on UA-cam. God bless

This is a very powerful testimony of the power of God. Thank you for sharing real talk about real issues

You know the BB mentions manic depression in the DR Opinion. I was diagnosed with alcoholism at 20 and bipolar 2 in 2006. I've had 2 suicide attempts July 97 and may 2006..my first 12 step meeting was CA in ATL, Ga in May 1994. I attend AA, NA, in Mississippi now in Hattiesburg and Laurel am also hopeful to restart a Depression Anonymous group based on Marilyn pattersons book reach to recovery depression anonymous. If you get a chance maybe check it out if you experience any issues with depression. I've found it helpful in my journey..God bless

You know that putting everyone's needs above your own sounds atleast to me like the self sacrifice schema from Dr Jeffrey young. I'm bad on that one too. God bless

Hi thanks for this share..are you familiar with Pastor Ashley Abercrombie or Christine Cain? I suggest you check them out some time of you have spare time. They're on UA-cam..are you familiar with the work of Dr Kevin McCauley pleasure unwoven or Dr Jeffrey Young's schema therapy..just a few other UA-cam videos that I found helpful I thought you may find interesting. I don't have many friends because I'm a chronic slipper so I spend most of my recovery time online. I'm also very self conscious about my physical appearance because I'm very obese and odd looking from a genetic skin disorder. It's not just women who have pain from body image issues. I enjoyed your interview with the meth addict who went from homelessness to thriving in recovery. Your channel is very helpful, I appreciate you sharing your faith as well as the level of honesty you express discussing real issues. Best wishes

I'm 51 yrs old. I've struggled since March 1994 to stay sober. I've had periods of over 1 years 4 times but seems to turn to alcohol in depressions, being serious Bi polar

I have an extremely odd question for you? Do you happen to sponsor me? Honest to God I swear I'm not 13 I cannot find any men in the local area who understand mental illness, as well as being a real alcoholic

Hey I really appreciate your honest sharing

That's awesome about your new sponsor and doing the steps a different way. I'm excited to hear how that goes! And always LOVE hearing about your mystic experiences. Meditation has been life changing for me! I actually started practicing daily meditation prior to getting sober, and I feel like it helped me develop the awareness that my drinking wasn't working for me anymore as I hit my bottom. Love you lots!!!! Thanks for updating us!!!!!

So glad you're feeling better! And I totally relate to wanting to post and create, and getting invested with your regular audience, and then feeling drained and pulling back. I work on that too!

Glad you are feeling better. 😊

Are you still sober? AA?

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You have a lot of talents but I always resonated with your sobriety and spiritual content! You have an honest relatable and unflinching perspective that gets through to people (me) and it is your strength! Thanks for keeping it up, you don’t know how much it helps

Third DUI here…. Alcohol SUCKS!!

20:22 me when I’m wfh 😂 I’m still with you in the journey though 😉

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they gave you your car back after a third DUI? Real tough laws in SoCal . . .