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Hewo, i am here to leave a long winded comment as well. I discovered your edit in july of 21. That year i was trying my best to recover after nearly dying in feb 21 from my gut system completely shutting down and hardening to literally a rock (not an exaggeration, i would bend over and lean back, i would hear what literally sounded like my bones grinding and breaking on themselves, but really it was just my stomach), and i was unable to properly to digest literally anything--all of it going straight to my stomach so i was legitmately in a constant state of starving and unable to produce any saliva anymore. I was waking every hour or two to desperately eat pecans with honey elsewise i felt like i was going to starve to death. Despite knowing what i was through and that i was too weak literally even walk to the bathroom next to my room after barely not crossing the Borderline (or as my doctor put it "wouldn't have made it" if i didnt care for myself as i did and got it checked out any later), my mother kicked me out from the house saying she was moving and that there was "no room for me," as she let my do-nothing older brother and cousin move in with her instead. My mother (and family im general) have a special dislike for me as "life got worse" after i was born, so they just associate that with me. I felt so betrayed and once again, rejected. At the time too, i was really trying to figure out if life was worth living, as i was also slowly exploring my childhood memories since 2019 of WHY i was just so depressed, and slowly recovering many repressed memories as human traf. survivor, which made me question more "was life worth living?" when i know so perfectly well of evil in the world that most don't even want to think about, let alone help out in some way... Feeling rejected by my family, and extendly the world, and health in a decline that i couldnt picture recovering at all, i just kept wondering if i should keep fighting as hard as i was, or just let my health collapse and let it be the end; as i felt like life was telling me to give up. I ended up moving in with my old high school best friend in june and her bf at the time who had an extra room. She had many things i didnt have (as i come from a poverty family and was still struggling to see daily meals in my early 20s then) namely: a ps4. She and her bf BOASTED of never using it, so i did, and i played genshin. Being stuck at home to recover, it was my only way to feel like i was living. I fell in love with dragonspine since im a desert baby, the mystical snowy mountain captured my heart, ESPECIALLY spin of ice crystal. The first time i heard it, i cried so much. The melancholy resonated deeply with me, but still gave me hope. My only reason to keep living at the time was to play genshin, and play with my new friends i made. Whenever i was too sick to play, i would play this edit by you since the slowness just resonates with me and was more perfect lullaby. Many times i'd feel my intestines go cold and my vision slowly go black, so i figured if i was going to die while resting, i wanted to listen to this song one last time. But the more i listened, the more i would think about my new joyful memories i made, and how i want to make more, to enjoy more of genshin. This edit in particular got me through a lot, and was one of my greatest comforts, since my friend was never home after breaking up with her bf shortly i moved in and already having a new man ready... Now here in 2024 in my late 20s, my health is much better and i try excercise everyday to get me back to stronger health. I still have some gut issues, but i can now eat twice a day, and picked a job a few times before having to quit from my health just not ready for a job yet... slowly but surely i am getting better, and i have managed tp greatly accept my trauma and turn it into strength to be a voice and advocate for the voiceless. Im still trying to figure out my next steps, as im back with my mother and my eldest sister who is phy. abusive moved in too, but im just trusting the process and that my rainbow will surely shine soon... Listening to this again, i feel a lot of peace and gratefulness for pushing through and seeing more tomorrows, so truly. Truly. Thank you for this edit. The picture and the slowness spoke to me a lot and convinced me to keep trying. So... i'll keep trying. Have a safe and blessed day. Thank you. Appreciate you.

It feels so melancholic, yet nostalgic. Like a home you think back to, but shouldn't. Genshin compositions always inspire me a lot

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im still here :)

Quelle bonne idée, j'aime beaucoup le résultat ❤

it feels like its snowing

Wow...je ne sais pas pourquoi mais cette musique me fait penser a The Last Of Us..du genre Ellie ;)

La nuit me chante ses peines et ses peurs De ses bras elle m’entoure et me rassure, mais ses murmurent me font comprendre que le soleil toujours endormi n’est pas prêt de s’élever Mais les étoiles sont toujours là, me dit-elle, meme si leur lueur bien que présente, n’égalera jamais celui qui hiberne.

Is this copyrighted? (I’m dumb idk)

시봉방 한국어가...

I found a theorie from some one on the original video he said the kids in the original video wanted to warn us the viewer about older people like presidents governments and parents want us to flip our head up and down and that means saying yes to everything And want us to brainwash us (not every parent but many) cuz with that the new generation thinks everything that the older people say is the truth and the dont think on the screen(go watch the og vid)means we should not think cuz then the plans of the government presidents and some parents is broken if we say no like our parents said santa is real ( i added some stuff to it but go check out the Theorie from the original music vid)

how funny its been a year and alot of things changed in my life, yet i still listen to this until this day. if you dont mind me, id like to talk abit of how much things changed. one year ago, when i was stil studying for the collage entrance exam, it was such a hard time for me. i remember the day i discovered this slowed version i was really having a stressing and hard time so i was looking for a calming dragonspine music and i saw this. back then, even though i studied almost 8-9 hours daily, i couldnt see any hope in me or in my future. i thought i wouldnt be able to enter any uni, and the two years i spent studying will go to waste. i didnt even have any major im interested in to study for, i felt like i was putting so much effort just to go to all for nothing. i was scared of failing, scared of disappointing myself. everyone told me i was spending too much time in my studies and ill for sure go into med school. but it wasnt a pleasant thing to hear at all. i never liked med, never wanted to become a doctor. i feared that maybe ill really will get the enough mark to go into med school. i feared having high or low mark. i was really lost and i couldnt even watch or play or do anything without feeling guilty of wasting my time. even if i explained these emotions to my friends, i couldnt feel like they understood and i dont blame them for that anyway. i have never been a sensetive person, but there was days that i cried multiple times. i was so stressed that i -seriously- almost got bald. all in all, a very stressfull time. but here i am now. listening to this while studying for my first uni exams. i got into a really cool uni in my country. im studying computer engineering now. i really like it and im having fun. everyday when i go to my faculty, i thank god. at some time i almost lost some faith in god, but now i understand that no matter how much things are hard, at the end god will always give us what we deserve. im a bit bad at physics, but everything else is going really good. i love everything. at first it was hard for me, living away from my family and having to live with strangers in the same room. but everything now is going so well. im so happy that i spent all these hours working and studying. it was worth it for sure. thanks for reading all this..

This song makes me feel like I can fight God and Satan, win and take their places

VENT. Yeah , maybe i'm selfish to think that but.. my best friend is really more important than me. Why ? Everyone love her more than me , she has more friends than me , she can make friends easily while me i'm just jealous of others people , thinking they will make her go away from me. It's just not fair how everyone have their attention on her while me.. i'm just standing there. Even my parents told me that if some people pay attention to me it's because i'm with her , how am I supposed to feel? I want to cry so badly , I want.. I want to tell her about this but she will just say that I'm trying to make her feel bad even more. No , i'm not , I just want to feel okay too. You are venting to me everyday, why shouldn't I ? I can't even disagree to you otherwise you will.. leave me. It's ALWAYS like this. Just.. I don't know. I don't like school , It's taking all of my hapiness away from me. I have to forget about my feelings , or it will kill me. I did so much for her , for me , for people.. all for nothing at all.

1:04

ehehhehe I was the 669th like:)

This song makes me feel a weird feeling. The same feeling as in one of my worst nightmare...

I commited suicide after this song because i realized that i dont feel like seeing blood

From "Dacing Shana" with love !! Her spinning blade brought me here

THANK YOU SM FOR THIS

8 months since i discovered this. All this time there has been no week that passed without me listening to this on repeat. Thank you!

hi, I wanted to ask if I could suggest some more music I think you would like to add to another playlist of yours in the future, if that’s fine?

amo essa música 💝

I’m not the second choice I’m the last person ☺️

I like the blood

This songs describe that feeling perfectly

Pov: you put your friends first and let people play with your trust and heart but they don’t know about the times you ate lunch behind everybody, or the amount of times you cried in the bathroom, or the amount of times you had a headache but had to keep comforting. Ouch! This isn’t a pov is it?

between sad and scared when I hear this song

hi .

I'm really late to this playlist, But make sure to take care of your self! Things can get hard from time to time and it really sucks. But you need to remember that your health and happiness matters too, Don't let people tell you how to act, look, be, Be you and just live your life. I know it sounds dumb coming from some random stranger online but I can help you and you can talk to me if you ever need to right? You'll do that right? If you ever need to vent or just let anger, sadness, stress out let me know. I'm here for you and I'll never leave your side. You can tell me anything even if it's the worst of best thing ever, I'll still listen to what you have to say and I'll try my best to make you smile and feel loved. Life isn't supposed to be easy but you don't deserve to go through horrible things, Is there a reason why this is happening? Who knows. But what I know is that you can't give up just yet, You have to keep on trying and just do things you've always wanted to do, Wear what you want, Enjoy every minute of your life. Bad thing happen but so do good things. If you try hard enough you can achieve your goals or dreams! Don't overwork your self and forget that your human too. You need to remember that you can achieve dreams and goals that you have as long as you try. I know it can be hard but you just have to keep on trying and whenever you fall get back up and try again. Think of it as a wall falling and then getting rebuild stronger each time it falls. You are so strong and brave I'm just so proud of you!! <3: - Struggling to eat? That's okay love will get through this together, Every if you just take a bite or a nibble I'm proud of you! -Bad grades? Awh that's okay, You'll just have to try harder next time and out all your effort into it love! Don't overwork yourself and get all stressed out. I know your a smart person. - Feeling down? Awh that's okay. It's okay to feel sad and gloomy sometimes!! Just remember to take care of yourself and to not let the negative feelings and thoughts get to you! You need to stay positive and just make sure to be happy with whatever your doing. ╔══╗....<3 ╚╗╔╝..('\../') ╔╝╚╗..( •.• ) ╚══╝..(,,)(,,) ╔╗╔═╦╦╦═╗ ╔╗╔╗ ║╚╣║║║║╩╣ ║╚╝║ ╚═╩═╩═╩═╝ ╚══╝

One of my "friends" started being super toxic to me, and of course i have other friends but they all have closer friends, so i got a gf and we stopped being friends with the toxic friend, she started being friends with him again the other day and i felt betrayed so i broke up with her, so now im alone.

Hey dude, be strong. I believe in you :) I'm really horrible in words, but trust me. No one of course can tell you, how your story is going to move on, no one shares the same life and experience. Try to see an advantage in beeing left over. When no one cares about you, you can do the world's biggest shit and literally no one would care. Enjoy the time you have for yourself, when there's no need to share and spend it for other people who will just take it unnecessary. Find yourself a passion you wanna follow, everything's gonna be okay. I wanna say here again clearly, that this helped ME. No one is the same, no one shares the same experience. I'm just trying to show some of you somehow that there's a better time waiting for you and that there's no wrong in beeing on yourself :) Of course, everything is easier said than done. If you wanna tell something, talk about your problems, feel free to do so. I hope I can be a little help or a careful listener then (even with my non-fluent English skills):)

I'm not even an option

It kills me when i know that the only person i thought was my actual beat friend is actually just using me, and he makes me feel like crap, he gasslights my feeling and i always have to listen to him And when i hang out with other peiple he gets a convenient oanic attack or becomes uncomfortavle vecause hes not the only person in my life How is it possible to hate and love him Its bot like i can just get rid of him, were planning on moving in together in 3 years so he can get out of his horrible house Im not mad at him for wanting helo but he makes me feel like shit and he knows it I kinda just want him to helo me out, i want everyone to realize that ive been so focused on fixing everyone, keeping my family together, sorting out drama that i didnt even want ti be part of that i havent had time to fix myself Something happen a while back with a guy that was older than me and i thought it was fibe because i was young and i havent even had time to process that and to top it all off, the only person who treated me like a human, who understood that help goes both ways, my best friend killed herself a little after that... I want someone who knows and accepts me, im so done wuth being the family fuck up and the therapy friend so i throw myself into books and movies i go into a world where things are fucked up but i feel more at home there than i do in my own life Is it weird that when i sleep at night i imaging an imaginary person who doesnt even exist holding me, thats when i feel safe Its not that i dont feel safe at home its just that i truly feel um judged in a story where the world is ending or is just straight uo fucked up, worse than our world... And that another reason why i feel so bad is i know things could ve worse, i love my family and a few friends but am i selfish for wanting it to be better? Any advice? Thanks for reading

they went out without me again, didn't even told me