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For me the seeming doorway back into reality, was the time after i woke up in the mornings but before my selfing had kicked in. I would watch the cravings, thoughts and worries and emotions all beginning for the day. And slowly i learned to stop buying into it and i would watch it come and go. Try and use this window in the mornings if you can

Thanks Paul. I really enjoyed the chat with Saraswati. I think your version of the message is great for those who are ready to hear it. When i first heard it i heard it through all my delusions and identifications. I had to work on the character as i was in too much pain and running too fast from it, to simply see myself as the lion. I wasn't seeing my reflection as a lion yet. It didn't matter how many times i heard the story

Thank you Paul 🙏. Good talk

This message could easily be used to avoid the fact that you're mad, sad or pissed off and you're too scared to admit it so you go into non duality to avoid it, when really, you just need to admit being mad, sad and pissed off and to really express that. Then that identification would soon leave you as it washes through, without needing to watch a 1000 videos of this message.

1:02:23 => "....that are readily available without a cause."

54:38 => When there is awakening it implies there is an awakener 🤭

52:38 => The same with 'you must first love yourself until you can love others'. You might as well try to wipe off blood with blood...

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Go Paul!!

Is the message helping you to travel a little lighter? Ermm yeah, said cagily, which means not really I've got all this stuff going on. When you've got repression the message does not work at all, it's just a bypass.

*take 8 secanol too Man did I laugh. A couple years ago I saw self as an actual entity after I’d set up my room for a DMT trip. I light incense, a couple candles and got everything all ready. I took the blast and saw that the thing lighting candles and all that was mf’n self manifest. It was both creepy af and hilarious because I saw that thing / no thing, seemingly doing something noble which was “do some DMT and get more spiritual.” 😂😂😂 Cunning, baffling and powerful. Wow.

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The mind is quick to look for faults of the messenger.. does he collect Rolls Royces.. is this a free love cult.. the mind is expect- ing this messenger to have a spotless resume like Ramana.. clearly there’s some Nisarga- datta in the man Paul.. and the lineage is there.. Paul sat before Ramesh Bal- sekar the shishya of Nisargadatta Mr Hedderman because of you DaviD stopped using periods 😂

What makes Mr Hedderman unique and the reason people are drawn to him is because he speaks as a messenger He’s not expecting garlands of flowers or songs of praise.. another Toyota on the road..

How are there no questions at the end? If David is there he’ll have a long list of questions.. like how do you know the difference between the character’s desire to relieve the perceived suffering of others and “his” suffer- ing? How can there be peace when the mind sees suffering of others.. Palestinian children.. a million animals tortured at this moment.. David wants to save the palmetto bug be- fore it gets squished squished

Where was this guys? I was in LA and San Francisco the week this was shot 😢

So... is meditation pactice reinforcing the non-existent thing? Do you have to fail consistently at meditation to realize the truth in a sense?

I'm trying to understand what his definition is of cognitive dissidence? me I always thought it meant like for example, eating meat but feeling very very guilty about it, and the best place to hide the truth is in between two lies, I don't know those are kind of lousy examples but😊

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I'm stuck in this fuckin spiritual paradox as an anxious, depressed insomniac.

1:43 => Sri Nochur: "Fame is a punishment."

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Parasitic eye strap, both enamoured and voided as a feeling, AKA as a vine or finger superimposed by a phantom as the world, is man appearing as the Jiva or Demon - With no space in-between, but looks separate - When the body dies, what is in the heart remains as samskara's which are egoic predispositions and environmental tendency's of a drunken family - When your world or environment looks wonderful on the outside, this is the trap, and the superimposed phantom morphed with/as the head turns when it sees a female or a contemporary or vintage vehicle etc - The person starts building up plans and acquiring things, and then along comes the doppelgangers or fickle finger of fate to take it away - Your reaction either physical or mental in regards to lawsuits is what it is relying on as a trauma bonded memory and Akashic Record - It constantly strive to boot you and suit you, but if there are two clocks, one shadow casting King Duo David, and the others actuating particles which are actually eyes before they see, a thief must also have been 'scene' = And that's why the hills look wonderful in tweed suits and bow ties eating T-Bone steaks.

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Hahaha..."[irritating people] is my purpose". You're like sandpaper for peoples' conventional view of themselves. :)

Paul, your message is like awareness --one experience told 100 different ways. Peace

Astrological clock - Prague and Strasbourg clock makers: (The original maker in Strasbourg being unknown) Mikuláš of Kadaň Christian Herlin Isaac and Josia Habreht - AKA Rebecca mother of Jacob and Esau (Eden) -While Te'-Man AKA T'Rar, is a land in the district of Edom, and the grandson of Esau. SETI the Prenomen (Noun isn’t seen as the doer of the verb) - Owner of the Nile which mirrors the Mississippi - Ancient and New, who also dos as Manetho the Pale A Stain giant, formerly Fill A Stain,(Optical panning), Eliezer Ben Yehuda (Your hood assimilated by Morphology TV - A bilateral and concentric symmetry four fold - Symmachus - Over Cloak), and David Ben Gurion (No Eye Rug), or and thus A’mycelium network of cordycep zombie ants to which no LAM frequencies can necessarily flea, just as amphotericin B (AmBisome(); LAmB cannot flea river blindness - AKA Onchocerciasis or Lymphatic Filariasis - AKA Elephantiasis (Elephant Eye Sis) - Eliphaz son of Esau administered by the doppelgängers Dr Ganapathyagraharam Vencat Sridharan - And (Gown a path) Dr Manthravadi Sivakama Sundar (Self Born) Doppelgängers of the clock: which also is or can be a weight in travelling lighter which gives you the ability to see what’s not happening - Chris Whitty Is Christ White, an underling of Dr Fauci AKA Faust/The Devil at the head of the Co’Video vaccine - Other King Pins are Rasp Putin and Bend Jam Inn Net Inn Yahoo who supports the theft of 3 provinces stolen from Pale A Stain, formerly Fill A Stain giant set up by Eliezer Ben Yehuda and David Ben Gurion (King Duo David) - Your Hood and your shadow - A white washed sepulchre, hence the de’fish’ant’sees of T-lymphocytes when combating spicked proteins. Te'-Man AKA T'Rar, is a land in the district of Edom, and the grandson of Esau. (Whom God does not like) לבדוק Edin Teman (Hebrew: תמין) Edom Christian - Eden. ----/// So don't buy this after life spiritual experience babel. There’s an ideation of an image called selfing (Narcissus, Morpheus and Hermes Trismegistus etc) - The mental state points to the after as being the before - (Language emphasis there is an us and uses the subjective experience to make an object of ideation IE: Your the all that’s been thinking about) But there isn’t a self doing the selfing that implies there’s a self doing it - There’s a mechanical system doing: Thus is reinforcing the nouning that your not in such a way that awareness is underplayed - Not. ‘Knot’ Mamma has died in the night - Looking from the bondage of self (As self) - Contracted energy or myopic pseudo narrative eye strap from chest to head over cloaked by a superimposed phantom which orchestrates the Trinity which actuates the body to King Duo David TV, which is actually morphogenic parody or spiritual symbiosis. IE: Kurt Russell wore body cams over 40 years ago while rescuing the pre-side-ant from a post apocalyptic New York after he crash landed there due to his plane being over run by thieves - Now look at all the presidents wearing body cams. And as a concomitant Cohen pseudo character (Co Inn), it may have a real importance to being wrong because it will be right about how wrong it believes you are, so your wondering why your messing things up because then it can be right about how wrong you are. P. Hedderman. The world is God appearing as the Jiva or Demon which obscured the real - Words like consciousness, soul and enlightenment come from within it binding sleeping, dreaming and waking state - This superimposed phantom or trauma bonded ego uses the Trinity which actuates the body via a morphogenic pretext or the spiritual symbiosis of (King Duo David TV) - So question the senses, question the thinker, question the one who turns the head towards a female, and question the fantasist/dreamer and it's nostalgia - It can also project what you want because that's it's trick in thinking you know what you want in order to fill the void - It is from the void within that people do bad things to one another in order to appease it - Another trap - So if the world is a trap, there must be those who support it - But nothing was ever created other than a dreamer with many eyes. 53. "Shame on the fools infatuated with love for women. Women are like nothing but birds flitting above the tree tops. 36-38. "In secret that woman introduced her son to my friend. That son was an ignorant fool with eyes blood-shot with drink. And my friend went on enjoying him in my very presence. But she, though completely overpowered by him and being enjoyed by him day after day, never left me, and I, too, did not abandon her. And out of that union was born a fool of the same type as his father. 50. "Similar is the fate of the people who, deluded with the quest of happiness, have fallen into the snares of the task-master of action. They are bewildered in their frenzy and destruction awaits them. Tripura Rahasya ---------------------------------- Demon are side effects which is why medication has side effects. The fish eye'd lenses in the head don't actually see, which means they're Imp-Perfect - They don't see King Duo Davids TV or the doppelgangers in the clock which morphogenic-ally prescript the trauma bonded person who is rendered a mimic duo to attention and polarised desires which are myopically unaware. Idolatry of celebrity are bad clones of themselves due to supporting a morphogenic pretext or shadow caste which is knowledge of a certain type of spirit involved with occultism - IE: 'We're open all hours but will be closing soon due to the moon moving away from the earth at 2cm per day, but if you join our secret you'll be saved' - Thus if intended comes with a big house called Elephantiasis (Elephant Eye Sis), that never supplanted inference with the use of bewilderment which gives rise to self deprecating thoughts and de'fish'ant'sees of T-Lymphocytes when combating spiked proteins - As they say, 'never mind the para-sights or the inside because it's looking better already, like Onchocerciasis or Lymphatic Filariasis better known as River Blindness' - The side effect of demons being the building of a rod for own back (Species of Gram-positive, rod-shaped bacteria) - Actinomyces Israelii - But Acting O My Sees Is Real Eye never needed the attention of a mirror - Nor did Endocarditis Fibroadenomas - End O Card Eye It Is Fib Road Demon @ss. This is due to entering the institution which enters in order to support the Jiva's narratives which draw attention by desire and fear which was by design IE: I can’t afford enough time that I was sinking, because if this thing had been cleaned we’d be talking six figures. We’re open all hours but will be closing soon because the moon is moving away from the earth and 2cm per day. You won’t recognise where your here because you believe you can be somewhere else. The black prince only makes sense because it is seen against a white background. I’m not going to fuss to much about the inside but it’s looking better already. It could have been different behind the clock. It’s like trying to do a jigsaw when you haven’t got the picture on the box. Demons aren’t what you were thinking. If I wanted to go down I couldn’t because I’d already drank to much. What’s your looking for ? IE: Haven’t we been established, the sanity has replaced the insanity that preceded the first drink ! They found him last night, I can’t believe it, I thought he was gone forever. If they take off in the fog they’ll never land it. And if they try to they’ll crash. You think you want freedom, but if you know what freedom means, you will run away from that. The Matt and Satin finish is yet to be de-term-Inn’ed. How far into this clock have ever been I hadn’t had a drink since then. The Susan Morphew Case, ‘Nothing is what it seems’ ------- However: The Self looks like the world. But this is just an illusion. The Self is everywhere. One. Still. Free. Perfect. The witness of all things, Awareness Without action, clinging or desire. (1.12) Ashtavakra Gita I very clearly see that which has been born and I also know that I am not that which is born, and that is why I am totally fearless. Nisargadatta Maharaj The knowledge ‘I am’ or beingness is an illusion The beingness is a superimposition - A cloak of illusion Over the absolute. Nisargadatta Maharaj 15. He who sees the universe may try to deny it. What has the desireless to do? He sees not even though he sees. ASTAVAKRA SAMHITA - Chapter XVIII 19. "Moksha is not anything to be got afresh for it is already there only to be realised. 18. "Moksha (liberation) is not to be sought in heavens or on earth or in the nether regions. It is synonymous with Self-Realisation. Tripura Rahasya

Not the observed nor the observer ... wow, I mean, this seems to conclude all illusion of one attaining to anything and just letting be what is as it is, period. Beautifully said Paul 💙🙏 This did bash a damn big nail. You're not without knowing that this misunderstanding is rampant and quite common in the realm of non-duality, even the radical non dual community. Paul, I just need to say this... I really love you man.

Astrological clock - Prague and Strasbourg clock makers: (The original maker in Strasbourg being unknown) Mikuláš of Kadaň Christian Herlin Isaac and Josia Habreht - AKA Rebecca mother of Jacob and Esau (Eden) -While Te'-Man AKA T'Rar, is a land in the district of Edom, and the grandson of Esau. SETI the Prenomen (Noun isn’t seen as the doer of the verb) - Owner of the Nile which mirrors the Mississippi - Ancient and New, who also dos as Manetho the Pale A Stain giant, formerly Fill A Stain,(Optical panning), Eliezer Ben Yehuda (Your hood assimilated by Morphology TV - A bilateral and concentric symmetry four fold - Symmachus - Over Cloak), and David Ben Gurion (No Eye Rug), or and thus A’mycelium network of cordycep zombie ants to which no LAM frequencies can necessarily flea, just as amphotericin B (AmBisome(); LAmB cannot flea river blindness - AKA Onchocerciasis or Lymphatic Filariasis - AKA Elephantiasis (Elephant Eye Sis) - Eliphaz son of Esau administered by the doppelgängers Dr Ganapathyagraharam Vencat Sridharan - And (Gown a path) Dr Manthravadi Sivakama Sundar (Self Born) Doppelgängers of the clock: which also is or can be a weight in travelling lighter which gives you the ability to see what’s not happening - Chris Whitty Is Christ White, an underling of Dr Fauci AKA Faust/The Devil at the head of the Co’Video vaccine - Other King Pins are Rasp Putin and Bend Jam Inn Net Inn Yahoo who supports the theft of 3 provinces stolen from Pale A Stain, formerly Fill A Stain giant set up by Eliezer Ben Yehuda and David Ben Gurion (King Duo David) - Your Hood and your shadow - A white washed sepulchre, hence the de’fish’ant’sees of T-lymphocytes when combating spicked proteins. Te'-Man AKA T'Rar, is a land in the district of Edom, and the grandson of Esau. (Whom God does not like) לבדוק Edin Teman (Hebrew: תמין) Edom Christian - Eden. ----/// So don't buy this after life spiritual experience babel. There’s an ideation of an image called selfing (Narcissus, Morpheus and Hermes Trismegistus etc) - The mental state points to the after as being the before - (Language emphasis there is an us and uses the subjective experience to make an object of ideation IE: Your the all that’s been thinking about) But there isn’t a self doing the selfing that implies there’s a self doing it - There’s a mechanical system doing: Thus is reinforcing the nouning that your not in such a way that awareness is underplayed - Not. ‘Knot’ Mamma has died in the night - Looking from the bondage of self (As self) - Contracted energy or myopic pseudo narrative eye strap from chest to head over cloaked by a superimposed phantom which orchestrates the Trinity which actuates the body to King Duo David TV, which is actually morphogenic parody or spiritual symbiosis. IE: Kurt Russell wore body cams over 40 years ago while rescuing the pre-side-ant from a post apocalyptic New York after he crash landed there due to his plane being over run by thieves - Now look at all the presidents wearing body cams. And as a concomitant Cohen pseudo character (Co Inn), it may have a real importance to being wrong because it will be right about how wrong it believes you are, so your wondering why your messing things up because then it can be right about how wrong you are. P. Hedderman. The world is God appearing as the Jiva or Demon which obscured the real - Words like consciousness, soul and enlightenment come from within it binding sleeping, dreaming and waking state - This superimposed phantom or trauma bonded ego uses the Trinity which actuates the body via a morphogenic pretext or the spiritual symbiosis of (King Duo David TV) - So question the senses, question the thinker, question the one who turns the head towards a female, and question the fantasist/dreamer and it's nostalgia - It can also project what you want because that's it's trick in thinking you know what you want in order to fill the void - It is from the void within that people do bad things to one another in order to appease it - Another trap - So if the world is a trap, there must be those who support it - But nothing was ever created other than a dreamer with many eyes. 53. "Shame on the fools infatuated with love for women. Women are like nothing but birds flitting above the tree tops. 36-38. "In secret that woman introduced her son to my friend. That son was an ignorant fool with eyes blood-shot with drink. And my friend went on enjoying him in my very presence. But she, though completely overpowered by him and being enjoyed by him day after day, never left me, and I, too, did not abandon her. And out of that union was born a fool of the same type as his father. 50. "Similar is the fate of the people who, deluded with the quest of happiness, have fallen into the snares of the task-master of action. They are bewildered in their frenzy and destruction awaits them. Tripura Rahasya ---------------------------------- Demon are side effects which is why medication has side effects. The fish eye'd lenses in the head don't actually see, which means they're Imp-Perfect - They don't see King Duo Davids TV or the doppelgangers in the clock which morphogenic-ally prescript the trauma bonded person who is rendered a mimic duo to attention and polarised desires which are myopically unaware. Idolatry of celebrity are bad clones of themselves due to supporting a morphogenic pretext or shadow caste which is knowledge of a certain type of spirit involved with occultism - IE: 'We're open all hours but will be closing soon due to the moon moving away from the earth at 2cm per day, but if you join our secret you'll be saved' - Thus if intended comes with a big house called Elephantiasis (Elephant Eye Sis), that never supplanted inference with the use of bewilderment which gives rise to self deprecating thoughts and de'fish'ant'sees of T-Lymphocytes when combating spiked proteins - As they say, 'never mind the para-sights or the inside because it's looking better already, like Onchocerciasis or Lymphatic Filariasis better known as River Blindness' - The side effect of demons being the building of a rod for own back (Species of Gram-positive, rod-shaped bacteria) - Actinomyces Israelii - But Acting O My Sees Is Real Eye never needed the attention of a mirror - Nor did Endocarditis Fibroadenomas - End O Card Eye It Is Fib Road Demon @ss. This is due to entering the institution which enters in order to support the Jiva's narratives which draw attention by desire and fear which was by design IE: I can’t afford enough time that I was sinking, because if this thing had been cleaned we’d be talking six figures. We’re open all hours but will be closing soon because the moon is moving away from the earth and 2cm per day. You won’t recognise where your here because you believe you can be somewhere else. The black prince only makes sense because it is seen against a white background. I’m not going to fuss to much about the inside but it’s looking better already. It could have been different behind the clock. It’s like trying to do a jigsaw when you haven’t got the picture on the box. Demons aren’t what you were thinking. If I wanted to go down I couldn’t because I’d already drank to much. What’s your looking for ? IE: Haven’t we been established, the sanity has replaced the insanity that preceded the first drink ! They found him last night, I can’t believe it, I thought he was gone forever. If they take off in the fog they’ll never land it. And if they try to they’ll crash. You think you want freedom, but if you know what freedom means, you will run away from that. The Matt and Satin finish is yet to be de-term-Inn’ed. How far into this clock have ever been I hadn’t had a drink since then. The Susan Morphew Case, ‘Nothing is what it seems’ ------- However: The Self looks like the world. But this is just an illusion. The Self is everywhere. One. Still. Free. Perfect. The witness of all things, Awareness Without action, clinging or desire. (1.12) Ashtavakra Gita I very clearly see that which has been born and I also know that I am not that which is born, and that is why I am totally fearless. Nisargadatta Maharaj The knowledge ‘I am’ or beingness is an illusion The beingness is a superimposition - A cloak of illusion Over the absolute. Nisargadatta Maharaj 15. He who sees the universe may try to deny it. What has the desireless to do? He sees not even though he sees. ASTAVAKRA SAMHITA - Chapter XVIII 19. "Moksha is not anything to be got afresh for it is already there only to be realised. 18. "Moksha (liberation) is not to be sought in heavens or on earth or in the nether regions. It is synonymous with Self-Realisation. Tripura Rahasya

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So... keep meditating until I fail and realize it doesn't work.

What an excellent share. Thank you for your insights and thoughts. I also like the space you are using....it's a nice resonant space for your message! 🙂

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easy peasy

Sub from France. I agree with your conclusions to a large extent. I listened to your life story and it makes f. ing..sense to me what you say.

8.01 Paul's perspective on frustration realy helped me.

Turkey

Ramana wore a loin cloth, not a diaper. A loin cloth is an improvised underwear made from a single piece of cloth.

Dogon - The action figure being a morphogenic superimposition doesn't get that there is no mount-on when God is appearing as the Jiva - When light appears the mount-on disappears - Eye surrenders = Para Atman

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Sometimes it’s easy for me to swap the word self out for mind. I feel like the mind came and developed with the action figure, and I ain’t either.

I am not really concerned about what any particular person BELIEVES. You may believe that there is an old man with a white beard perched in the clouds, that the Ultimate Reality is a young blackish-blue Indian guy, that the universe is eternal, that Mother Mary was a certifiable virgin, or that gross physical matter is the foundation of existence. The ONLY thing that really matters is your meta-ethics, not your meta-physics. Do you consider any form of non-monarchical government (such as democracy or socialism) to be beneficial? Do you unnecessarily destroy the lives of poor, innocent animals and gorge on their bloody carcasses? Do you believe homosexuality and transvestism are moral? Do you consider feminist ideology to be righteous? If so, then you are objectively immoral, and your so-called "enlightened/awakened" state is immaterial, since it does not benefit society in any way.

Great message as all ways and infinite gratitude always! Much love and even the trolls likely paid for are well aware they're not worthy or able willing on such a level of wisdom. Self love drowns out the self loathing. Much love brothers and sisters 🙌🙏🫶

Amazing simple recap. The bondage of self is taking ourselves to be it.

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Yes but what's driving the separation? The repression, make that conscious and feel the repressed anger/hurt and the separation naturally falls away. These non dual pointers are bypassing the repression which is why they don't work.

So I'm not and I'll never know that I'm not because I'm not.

A great garage Satsang. Thank you PH and Kathleen!!!!

Present…. Not presence🤷‍♀️