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I know how painful this is. I feel it now. I put on my jeans this morning and pulled my hair away from my face directly Negative feelings began to sweep through me and After two hours of housework, I broke down crying when When I realized that the negative painful feelings I felt were Because what I saw in the mirror was an ugly person with a belly and wide thighs .

You should be proud of yourself, when I was 18, I was refused from the modeling because I want to join Miss Chiangmai, miss teen Thai land, I was fat and urgly. I packed clothes and build my new life in America as a nurse 😢😢,

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Thanks for the beautiful visuals and a calm meditation ❤

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Thank you so much for posting this video. You are so beautiful inside and out, and I am so proud of you for being so open especially because it is so incredibly painful to even talk about these types of feelings. You made me feel so seen and understood and I cried throughout this video because for once I didn’t feel alone. I have internalized so many of the same ideas and grew up with a lot of harmful comments that over time piled on and ended up being traumatizing as I got older. Body dysmorphia is no joke…and it’s a battle I fight every day. Thank you for your compassion and positivity. It’s still hard for me to perceive myself as beautiful, but after watching this, I felt it. ❤

It’s an amazing place, I’ve been there too

It’s an amazing place, I’ve been there too

Thank you for sharing. This made me cry. I was diagnosed with combined adhd when I was 24. I went through everything like you did .

Great, great content, Emmy, you're a great inspiration. What you said from the heart made me understand your feelings. I respect you for being realistic and valuing the good of your heart over your outward beauty. I love your goodness more than the beauty that fades over time.

I just now I see your video, your amazing. I have a depression, they say sever. Maybe I can try meditation

Interesting one

Interesting one

Tan eik fai l am 23 years malaysia loph😍🐱📀hi

Please keep doing what you are doing❤ it’s going to be meaningful to many people😊

love this channel

love it.

Do you think it would be appropriate to go with your partner? My girlfriend and I both have the same goals re non-duality etc.

The Bhudda apply meditation level 4 (middle way)exit to reborn.

love you guys! hope u and guy are doing well! merry xmas!

Thank you for letting us have a glimpse into your life. It is wonderful to see you pursuing a passion and allowing yourself to trust the process. May I ask about what type of work the physiologist was doing on you that you showed? And what type of physiologist he is? I have chronic pain as well. Thank you!

Can't wait to see what Prakaya can bring to the world!!! 🔥🔥🔥💥☄️⚡️

What is the best and fastest get here from Bangkok?

Girl, You're gorgeous! Inside and out. How could anyone call you ugly? Your smile is especially pretty, and I always tell myself it's better to be strong than skinny. I saw at the beginning of the video you running and working out, which lots of people can't do. You have a natural beauty that many strive for, and in my country you fit our beauty standards well. Beauty standards don't define us, our heart does. Scripture says man sees the outward appearance but God sees the heart. You have a good heart.

Get your videos out. You have very good content

From the inside out you look happy❤❤❤ thanks for sending such a joyful energy 💖💖💖

Hello tanks to give the adress if we décide To go

Yay! new video is out! And Wow! You are really glowing inside out❤😊

Wow great timing! I was clearing out my subscriptions about 5 minutes before you posted this video. I can't recall exactly when I subscribed to your channel but glad I didn't unsubscribe. I've been focusing on turning toward difficult emotions during meditation for the past few weeks. During which I expand my awareness to include the entire world to realize I'm not the only one experiencing sadness or discomfort. This video was a good reminder that we are not alone in this world. I'm heading to Chiang Mai and Pai in a few weeks. It's been a couple of years since I've traveled so I am pretty excited. 💙

I love this Emmy! xx nicky

Hello. Love your content. I have some questions to ask about the meditation retreat. Do you have an IG account?

You have no idea how your vdo helps me not to feel alone. I could really feel your emotions just by watching because I think we are going through similar struggles. This vdo has been posted for like 6 months. I hope everything is ok for you

I honestly think u have one of the prettiest face I ve ever seen so far. You have very beautiful smile too. This asian beauty standard is too restricted. Also, i ve seen girls who conform to this beauty standard, and not every girl look happy. We are more than our bodies❤️

You are very beautiful, don't listen to your mom or anybody else who tells you otherwise What's funny, I perceive you as much more pretty than your sister and other people you showcased in your photos, but I guess I just don't care about "Asian standards" and whatnot You definetely don't need any plastic surgery, lol Even without your physical features, which are actually great, your presense and the way you feel energetically gives you such a big edge over other people you usually see, you can instantly that you are a deep person, not just some dummy who (indeed) spends half her life doing makeup and educating herself about it I wish you'd had a better ability to detach from your life experience and the history with your family/asian upbringing to see how really fucking beautiful you are Regards from Russia

i would love to go. I have insomnia and pain issues at night (fibromyalgia). Would they be ok with me not attending the morning chanting? ie anything before 9am? Thanks for a wonderful and respectful look at this place.

@glowing pains I feel you sis! I too "fat and ugly" and I too pressured, criticised by my own sister who has and is "Asian beauty" standard. I've always thinks I am fat when I was size AU 8 and or less and I feel extremely obese for being size 10 now! I was told I was too skinny when I weight 52KG. I was told that I was fat when I weight 60kg. Girls.. I am sporty person who do alot of outdoors sports and gym.. I am toned 60kg and still I look like a zena to them. You'll never satisfied anyone.. there will always something somebody would say. Dont let their critical opinion bothers you. You should convince yourself.. you are enough! You are beautiful inside out! You are perfect the way you are.. because thats what makes you! Lots of love to you. Hug!!

Love it, my next retreat soon...hope seeing u there 😂

Very helpful and informative video. Thank you for the simple step by step process.

You are so stunning

That's a good reset in that environment

Hi Emmy🥰 a question here - what if I've a passion in acting, and really want to break into the entertainment industry, but given how strict the beauty standards there, how to not be affected by it? And is it hard to break into the industry if I don't exactly fit the "typical" beauty standards? Do you think it's worth it then? Thanks!

Where is this ka?

I am SO proud of you for this video and your honesty. I can barely recognize the girl afraid of letting us see her without make up. Thank you for so honestly and bravely sharing with us all!

I totally do agree with you . Hug hug hug

"Fat is a feeling" is soooo true Glad you're back!

This video is what I needed ❣️ I love your story telling and I can truly relate 😭

Emmy you always seem to ground and voice what we all need to hear in such a compassionate way. I must say that I’ve never seen, heard, and feel you express so confidently and authentically- that for me is beautiful.

You're beautiful in your own way

Great Vid from junior muic grads