Відео

2:50 original vid?

im only 15. and ive lost all ambition, all motivation. and my only purpose is to protect everyone i care about. even if i dont feel anything anymore

The hole is just. So. Fkn. Deep. Broke my back, you find out fast cripples dont have many friends, i want to go to heaven but im catholic, no shortcuts. There has to be more to life than this.

I’m 23 and crushing hard on a girl, not even sure she feels the same for me and it harder when she’s my sisters bff, I’m anxious and shy and scared to say anything and I’m just always down, scared I’ll be alone the rest of my life

It’s not even about being alone; it’s about not liking anyone. I’ve been surrounded by followers my entire life and never not once been surrounded by someone to look up to. I love being alone and people in general just drain me.

Running off of willpower

how we are all different people but feel the pain without anyone knowing, as noone cares anyway

I had a difficult past, but I went tough it, now I have money and success...but I still can't feel anything...I feel only empthy

as a 17 year old i may be childish and weird, maybe no one believes me but: i've been through alot and i find everyone pretty and nice, that's the problem, im used so much and i know manipulation due to my family problems but i never fought and i want to show someone i actually care and don't care about looks but im afraid im going to be "too kind" and that eventually because im too kind and caring they'll leave me because its too much for them to mentally handle i've been damaged so much that i can't understand what people mean with ugly (only myself, i can only see and believe uglyness in myself) when i was 8 i said 2 things i regretted: 1: i wish to grow up 2: i wish to grow up to be the saddest person on earth so that i can finally be noticed (due to me being extremely sad and show emotions really extreme only gotten me used, bullied and lonely, physically im strong, not just looks but im nothing thanks to my kindness... the only thing that existed before i became sad like this was my grandpa, 7 years ago 1 day after my birthday, i remember him in his coffin... why have i been forced into existance, forced to live it and forced to change, im still childish and weird because i can't change, i want to because i want to be pretty and loved but something makes me stop, after typing this my sadness finally went away altough im probs going to sleep due to my head having extreme stings and im barely seeing anything rn.

What's the last song name?

third time listening i like the edit more now

Everytime I watch these I realize how alone I am and I cry every time but I still watch them so I can feel something, I fear that at one point I'll stop feeling and that scares me so much that I'd rather kill myself then not be able to feel

My favorite core core vid

Literally me

Fuck me I feel so bad right now. I hope this feeling will pass and my happiness will come back :)

What movie is that 17:14

im very soo tired man...

i dont miss her but what i miss is that feeling when i was with her, the sex of love, not just fucking, that deep void of being safe, loved and alive

Life can be very depressing....

I’ve been alone since 19 and I’ve just turned 23. I was raised by my grandfather after my dad passed in middle school and mom had other issues. My grandpa passed in 2021 from being T Boned in an accident at 68yrs and I have yet to recover. Grew up small town no family besides him and I still struggle too thrive after that in society. Life hits hard and abrupt man.

Only you can change you.... Remember that...

When I moved from switzerland to australia and went to school I felt like no one of my swiss friend was a real friend. No one of my friends asked me how it is going me here and if it is cool here. I feel like I have no friends anymore, even in my Australian school. They asked me how it is in a new country. But it felt like it was just to make me talk a little. But inside me, I feel a purpos that motivates me to stand up every morning with a smile on my face. I would like to meet a cute girl and share my love to somebody other then just my parents. But I don't feel like it would make me happier with a girl on my side.

Just trying to fit in even though I always feel left out.

RIP Sky king. The skies await.

i fucking hate my goddamn life

It’s my birthday and I feel sad as I don’t wanna celebrate it

last year I would watch these videos at a 360 lbs. I would watch these while I cried. Now I'm 230 lbs. Watching the same video a year later but this time I don't wanna kill myself. I still have a long way to go physically mentally and financially. But You can achieve your goals brother. It's up to you, and that's where you should find your strength. You make the choice. Change the world, you make a difference.

idk... this kind of videos that talks about loneliness and suicide is kinda soothing to me, ngl. Seeing that other people understand this feeling of just being sad, depressed, suicidal. 💛

Somebody help me im going insane

*My life story* My mom recklessly got pregnant of me at the wrong place and the wrong time. (At age 16) because of her promiscuity I never knew my biological father. My mom foolishly dated a psychopath that just does whatever foolish thing he want to do whenever he want to do it without regard for the consequences. My mom would tell me to go to the bathroom so they could "do it" on a daily basis. They got married because of a false church convinced them to. Inhaling their own farts. Even though she knew how horrible he was.(there was no dress, no ring, and, no cake) He would steal money & cards from her while she was asleep. She saw something in him that doesn't exist. Had a child with said person who was his clone. Name every bad trait a bad child has he probably had it. Believes being the most silliest person alive is the meaning of life. Does stuff without thinking it through or does whatever he feels like doing either it makes sense or not. Me and my sibling are not a team, we would argue & fight on a daily basis. And Continually not getting along. I didn't know how to be an older sibling yet my uncles and grandparents would get p'ss3d at me for not getting knowledge out of nowhere. They think I'm suppose to be professional at something simply because they want me to. I think the trauma of my mom's abused childhood & the low income life made my mom to quick to anger. My mom would get angry over small things, confuse explanations for back talk, punish me over scenarios beyond my control or even spirals for me not be being a perfectionist. Or this need impress others. My mom has a weird mindset where she accepts garbage lifestyles as normal, leaves something alone when she should make serious decisions on it or when she does make decisions on it she changes her mind. Vouch for people's mistakes, or gives 50 chances even when they will never change. When I do something wrong she treats me like an imp, when others do something wrong she a appropriate response but later on she delivers "steven universe" levels of forgiveness. She has a flaw where she half*** her way to ignore the problem or dismiss the problem because she lacks the wisdom or skill or intuition to properly deal with it. Has a holier than thou attitude, self entitlement, or sense of pride where it's not warinted. She is this kind of person a one point and a another kind of person at a different point. My mom doesn't have a car. So we would depend on the walking long distance and relying on the bus system. Or even ask for a ride to one of the church goers. (Before Lyft or Uber was invented) My grandparents lives paycheck to paycheck because of that food problems accurd more often than not. And even behind on bills to resulting water, gas and/or cable being shut off. And have to moved to another house more than once. How they treated my mom back at her childhood is rare and minimal towards me but i notice shades of it. They can can be random deceitful stubborn foolish idiots. Before I was born my grandma has a history of doing insane random, nonsensical, unbelievable, deceitful,sneaky, illegal and/or foolish s**t. And my grandfather would get angry over small things, shows regret in his marriage, or wish to have God powers. There would arguements & drama from time to time. My mom sees a me and my brother having a career or being rich as some kind of heresy. (Even though that would've benefited the family and put an end to our problems once and for all.) I gotta be honest she doesn't know what she wants at times. My mom would be all over the place with her decisions and her faith. She slept with men before marriage or men outside the church. Makes them a part of her life after a couple weeks or a month of knowing them. She has a habit of idolizing them or even blows smoke up their arses like it's some kind of magic wand that fixes everything, a way to compisate her abandonment issues or even trying to fill a void. Her integrity, religious morals, common sense, and conscience fly out the window when it comes to some African man. My grandma lied to the government into giving them a chunky paycheck & blew it to buy a fancy car instead of using it to keep the house we was living in. We ended up living on the streets during the summer because of it. (Slept in said car in a Walmart parkingl lot) I could've stayed with my auntie or at least one of the church goers. They tried to keep custody of me so they could keep receiving my government support money to rely on as the miraculous infinite money glitch to spend on frivolous cr4p. They have a tendency to live above their means even to their own detriment. My mom and grandma are pretentious hypocrite zealots who think they can have their cake and eat it too. (these are type of people who are afraid of being a few a milliseconds late to church or couldn't make it to church it will rain frogs and at the same time do something that actively go against the Bible. When confronted about it they get defensive, it's swept under rug, even use religion as a scapegoat or blame the devil.) It's unfair and It makes no sense. I frequently moved far too many times to a point I barely had a life or a proper childhood. I sacrificed, forced to leave behind, and/or lost so many belongings because of the gypsy goose chase moving every 5 minutes. Had to experience the bs reboot button and "back to ground zero" countless times. My mom made too many pretentious mistakes, hollow promises, came up with half baked ideas, throws 💩 at the wall to see what stuck, make dumb decisions or even a people pleaser. I said goodbye to too many friends or what could've been potential friends so many times where I developed social anxiety to make any friends in fear of saying goodbye. And that prediction ALWAYS comes to pass. (I got to no gf because of it) I hopped all over the states for all these years in the majority of my life. I had to lift heavy luggage everywhere, go to perpetual hotels, stayed with church goers,lived in empty houses with air mattresses or sheet palettes and homeless shelters, with weird to awful neighbors with annoying brats. I had to adapt to so many changing sets of rules so fast. EVERY house or apartment my mom manage to get she can't maintain it or sustain it. Her income is THAT limited. I stayed in a empty unfulfilling poverty stricten ghetto house where I actually feard for a burglar. Had to watch to the same limited number of dvds over and over again. Every potential father figure has been a disappointment. My mom is overweight with a low paying job, who happens to be an easy woman, so her love life is......Yeah. My mom lives on minimal wage it's so bad she has to make stretch meals, ask for help from church to donate any food, depend on food stamps, make weird Frankenstein meals, take loans, return objects to the store to afford food, couldn't afford $5 dvd or cheap video games. Allowance is alien to me. Every decision my mom made has only lead things from bad, to worse, to more dead ends. She is delusional to think it would work out magically. my mom should've just faced it there's no way to raise two children with the Ugandan money she makes with out relying on monkey gymnastics.(which is exactly what happened) the ability to get pregnant by unprotected s3X doesn't make you a hero. She doesn't have what it takes to take care of kids. (Not mentally, not emotionally, not maturity, not skillfully or financially.) She was supposed to protect me from the world. To be my guide, to help me navigate the difficult, confusing, and vulnerable journey to growing up. She have done NONE of those things. She took a child's trust and squandered it or toyed with it to for her idiotic mistakes. She went into the parenting gig pretentious, overconfident, and half baked. Even now in my 20s Im still living my mom. My life is a barless prison I can't get out of. I've always has to endure the crossfire someone else's nonsense because my mom and grandparents pretentious stupid mistakes. I have no job, nothing to my name, no career, no dreams, no friends, no significant other, no driver's license, no nothin.I have no destiny and I have no future. All I do Is just scroll through the internet envying high income youtube stars. Experiencing a perfect life or romance can only exist in my head space. I persevere persevere persevere & persevere and this is what it lead up to? A day doesn't go by when I don't wish I was born into a rich family. Where I can just do what I wanted when I wanted to do it, have everything I ever wanted, with no worries or annoying siblings, where all my wishes & dreams would've came true, when the world would've made sense. Bad change, bs, disappointment, bad luck, hardship, and, suffering gymnastics has been a major aspect of my whole life. I've always been a hostage for someone's BS. I faced turmoil then and I face turmoil now. "The coolest thing only last a few seconds." Im a nobody, I don't save the day, I'm not in a scenario better than where I started, and I don't get the girl. The cycle of poverty has been created and continued because my grandma and mom was chasing a fairy tale, trying to be something they're not, taking on a role they're not worthy of, obtaining something the wrong way, forcing a square cube into a round hole, and living off a payment they can barely live on. They're one of those women who think they can live there lives on love and not reality. Seriously don't EVER bring new life into the world unless you're rich, resourceful, wise and worthy. PERIOD

"do you feel alone right now" ...yes

I've been depressed so long I've forgotten what it's like to be happy

18 years old having to understand everything and relate to this, with kids younger than me pasing earlier than me everyday is horifying, im out here crying cuz im not going to college, or cuz im not already finacialy stable or that my friends betrayed me and my family is unknown to me cuz i pushed them away, and there are others with worse.

I go to sleep every night hoping I don’t wake up

And I don’t know why I got rejected today. I just felt like collapsing and crying, but not in front of everybody so I came home. Try to be in a good mood. I try to play on my Xbox Xbox 360 Cheer me up, didn’t work and I just looked up stuff that could cheer me up…

0:55 is way to real

Reading these comments makes me know I am not alone in this world. I have somebody who relates to me or does not. I have no reason to live I use to have strength but i ran out of hope. God Bless you all.

What’s the point of living if you have nobody that truely cares

Yea.... Im broken broken than most. I came from a long line of people shunting me out. I made it worse by putting myself down. Now i fixed that took me 6 years got "friends" got the girls but at the end of the day im still back at sauare 1 no woman for Halloween no woman to share Christmas yet again while everyone in my family has found there one...... I feel empty a shell of what once was 3 months ago....

5 years i made change in return i got nothing from no onei no longer care anymore its all for me again just like 5 years previous except this time ik i tried and i got far its just society......

Gave up on love God placed her in front of me, then I let go of her. Back to square 1 but this time I'm tired of giving and nothing in return.

Girl of my dreams is gone it’s over I lost

It's not fair.

I dont know why i watch these i am not lonely at all.

Such a beautiful mix❤️Hey guys can someone go listen/like my new song/music video? Type in Vision X Origins. It’ll be a thumbnail with an eye and matrix coding

I fit the description of emo but I don't fit the sight of all black clothes and black hair and makeup I just am barely shown as sad or angry. I am sad but I don't show it.

The day I grew up was the day I decided to kill that part of me that needed the people who needed me, once that happened I realized the people around me only wanted me for the goofy, funny guy, without caring of the person that was inside crying for help. They didn't miss me, they missed the noise. am I sad because she found someone better, sometimes, but that's not the only thing that broke me, what broke me the most was the fact that no one was there to comfort me when I needed it, not even a hug from my best friends, It was just me trying to keep that candle lit in all that cold darkness.......That's when I realized, In the end i tried to care for everyone, but no one cared about me, so.......... I'm better off alone........not just for everyone's sake, but for mine. I'm done hurting myself. 2025 is the year for me to be alone, because I'm all I've got left...... and I couldn't be happier

Damn bro

HAHAHAHAHAHAaaaaaaa. . . *i dont like myself*

Multiple subjects failed this semester 😔 calculus 3 and differential equations 😔