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The Tragic Downfall Of wallytheweeb
Nah guys I'm alive I finally got the motivation to upload again it's just a update vid again I apologize. Any ideas would be much appreciated but I'll also do some brainstorming for myself. I will also start streaming again so stay tuned for more stuff :).
www.twitch.tv/wallytheweeb ;)
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КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @ilikeceral3
    @ilikeceral3 5 місяців тому

    He’s so confused lmaoooo

  • @chippydiepy
    @chippydiepy 6 місяців тому

    watched this at a family gathering 🥲

  • @TrueLadAndy
    @TrueLadAndy 6 місяців тому

    push forward king. DW about if your video is cringe, or whatever the landscape looks like rn (cause it's absolute cancer), you gotta just put it out there man. Edit: 👑

  • @harperschaenzel2288
    @harperschaenzel2288 6 місяців тому

    what is this tbh there is so much brain rot

  • @filmmakerlevi
    @filmmakerlevi 6 місяців тому

    what the hell is this wally

  • @wallytheweeb
    @wallytheweeb 6 місяців тому

    why comments bugged lmao

  • @BusterBossJR
    @BusterBossJR 6 місяців тому

    THIS MAN EATS ASS stop killing motivation wally. murder is not okay and we need our moldovan warlord

  • @harperschaenzel2288
    @harperschaenzel2288 7 місяців тому

    your canceled

  • @harperschaenzel2288
    @harperschaenzel2288 8 місяців тому

    nah he 100% dead that's crazy

  • @harperschaenzel2288
    @harperschaenzel2288 8 місяців тому

    bald

  • @harperschaenzel2288
    @harperschaenzel2288 8 місяців тому

    i dare you to make a alt account and make a name her name and spam call her and when she join the call leave and never hop back on lol

  • @BusterBossJR
    @BusterBossJR 8 місяців тому

    i love eating gree c röv

  • @Cristian-bj1it
    @Cristian-bj1it 8 місяців тому

    Yes the siblings hate/love relationship it’s fun to watch it

  • @SkeletonPimp
    @SkeletonPimp 9 місяців тому

    This shit funny tbh thank you

  • @allgood_Yeet
    @allgood_Yeet 9 місяців тому

    is this the stream from like week or two ago

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      i did a stream after this so probably 2 weeks

    • @allgood_Yeet
      @allgood_Yeet 9 місяців тому

      @@wallytheweeb i knew it i remember the stream

  • @dreamylarkspur
    @dreamylarkspur 9 місяців тому

    Your video is doing so good <3 Im so proud of u! You've come a long way and im sure things will work out for u one way or the other. Don't give up. U got this Walter <3

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      thank you so much I always appreciate it sunny :)

  • @BizarreHD
    @BizarreHD 9 місяців тому

    hey dude my comments aren't loading for some reason, never related to a video more it's insane, all my friends have moved on to better things and my only friend just fell in love so kinda lonely rn, do you wanna add each other on steam and play some games together ?

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      ofc Id be delighted too my steam is linked to my yt

    • @BizarreHD
      @BizarreHD 9 місяців тому

      @@wallytheweeb added you bro!

  • @DefNotErg
    @DefNotErg 9 місяців тому

    W vid

  • @thefieryone9963
    @thefieryone9963 9 місяців тому

    I replied twice to you and it wouldn’t load, this is insane, I’m assuming it has to do with me posting my D. I. S. C. OR.D in here. Anyways hopefully this makes it to you, it’s thefieryone , and the pfp is a halo and wings. I hope for the near future that we can talk and vibe. Cya!

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      that's bizzare, but I did add you im down.

  • @onton8364
    @onton8364 9 місяців тому

    man i thought that was Shadman fan art

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      HELL NO FUCK THAT GUY 🤮

  • @TheBestUFC
    @TheBestUFC 9 місяців тому

    texturepack?

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      I honestly have no clue It's kinda funny trying to have a serious video and my tools look all goofy like that lmfao. I just downloaded a modpack to give me good fps and whatnot

  • @onton8364
    @onton8364 9 місяців тому

    I was in a similar place, but what changed me was war, i had to leave my town and live by myself which somehow worked out and made me sociable

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      minus the war part a change of setting is good for the mind it's just that I moved to the literal middle of nowhere

  • @thefieryone9963
    @thefieryone9963 9 місяців тому

    Damn dude, you sound like me. Your mannerisms, and all that! On a genuine note. Even with the Minecraft rambles and the void space? I have UA-cam videos trying to describe that shit! Man I do that stuff too and it’s killing me! Catch my drift bro? Id be down to talk and play some craft but we’d both be awkward and mumbly ass dudes… but shit I’m trying to work on my communication skills and reaching out. I appreciate your willingness to talk about this pain my guy.

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      Im down :) yeah this is the real me not the me Id like to potray but the me I really am. it's great to have this out there even if people despised this video they could atleast see me for who I am. I appreciate your willingness to listen to me talk.

  • @zebraslegendyt
    @zebraslegendyt 9 місяців тому

    It's not easy to speak out about how you feel, and I know because I've made a video doing it too. I resonate with this super hard, man. You're not alone, and I'm proud of you for making progress and for simply getting through it. I know how tough this shit can be, so I can appreciate just how strong you are. Keep going brother ❤ Feel free to add me if you ever wanna talk. I'm ZebrasLegend on every platform. You seem like a super chill guy and just a good person in general :)

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      I actually disagree minus the way I speak it was easy to speak about how I feel because its been trapped inside me for years. In these 20 minutes I felt alot better knowing I would be heard out. yes I am always open to chat :).

    • @zebraslegendyt
      @zebraslegendyt 9 місяців тому

      @@wallytheweeb Perhaps easy to articulate how you feel (which is also a good thing. Understanding how you feel and why you feel that way is always a good thing) but opening up about it, especially so publicly, is very brave :)

  • @ill-informedchatterer
    @ill-informedchatterer 9 місяців тому

    im so used to being reclusive it makes me nervous to even comment on videos tbh so i can relate a lot haha its only recently i feel like bothering to yell into the void but im glad other ppl are too bc it makes it less horrifying anyways i always try to cling to the possibility of things getting better, and i feel like ive been seeing a lot more honesty for some reason and that gives me hope and idec if it makes sense anymore hehe

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      The first day this video was out it only had 50 views and I was not disappointed far from it. It was sent out to the cyberspace so that someday someone somewhere can here me spill my experiences, that day came sooner than expected and multiple people have heard me out and know my story. I cling to the possibility of things getting better because what else can I do. If I close that off and am left with zero hope I will never have the desire to change and just accept things the way they are which is awful. I'm not going to reject this life, I am accepting things haven't gone the greatest but Ill make the most of the time I have left right here right now.

    • @ill-informedchatterer
      @ill-informedchatterer 9 місяців тому

      @@wallytheweeb thats fucking beautiful ,!!

  • @Fran-jb9pj
    @Fran-jb9pj 9 місяців тому

    I watched the whole thing through man and I want you to know that you’re not a ghost to me. I understand you completely based on what you’ve said in this video, and we share a lot of the same thoughts and experiences. Do you have an instagram? I reckon we could be friends 😁

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      thank you for making me feel seen and yes my Instagram is linked to my yt channel you are welcome to add

  • @Cmca0
    @Cmca0 9 місяців тому

    i was like this from around ages 11-13 and just tried to please everyone but honestly it doesnt get better, unless you do something about it. Im 15 now pretty much everything is different as i decided to take things into my own hands and improve myself before i improve others lives. I really hope you get to the point where you want to be

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      I applaud you for starting much younger than I did lol, and yes you're right you can't help others before you help yourself. I am making an effort to take back control of my life if I fail womp womp, all that matters is I try

  • @omega_sol
    @omega_sol 9 місяців тому

    We will never meet, but I love you.

  • @remcycling
    @remcycling 9 місяців тому

    24 and i deeply relate to a lot of what you're feeling and more. i hope we will learn how to be happy in the world

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      we will learn if we give it more time it's never too late to turn things around

  • @abakedpotato1486
    @abakedpotato1486 9 місяців тому

    You seem chill ngl

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      thank you sm for saying that bro :)

  • @leonn8808
    @leonn8808 9 місяців тому

    Bro, I know it sound corny, but I was also a socially anxious, self-hating depressed person. Jesus is the answer. My whole life I've always been going to a catholic church, but only as part of a routine and almost a chore, however in the last 3 months I started listening to the homilies, and began to get involved with Jesus more. I became an altar boy, confessed and repented for my sins, and i haven't felt this amazing ever in my life, Jesus is truly the answer.

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      it doesn’t sound corny what works for you works for you. I grew up in a muslim way of thinking, and that made atleast 17 years of the 20 even worse with thoughs I was constantly being judged the possibility of being sent to eternal damnation broke me. I respect what you do because you are devoted to something. I see the appeal because it gives someone both a sense of meaning and community. I have just secularized myself because it made me feel happier and to each their own I say.

    • @leonn8808
      @leonn8808 9 місяців тому

      Catholicism is much different to Islam my friend, we are all given the chance to repent and our god loves us more than anything, it is not a matter of being judged, but God would let us all into heaven if he could, which is why Jesus died for our sins, but he cannot if you live in a godless manner. I strongly encourage you to find Jesus not to save yourself from hell, but to find true happiness, meaning and salvation. Jesus loves you bro. Have you looked into Catholicism before? @@wallytheweeb

  • @wormbag80
    @wormbag80 9 місяців тому

    damn I relate so hard

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      it will get better one day, Im sure of it

  • @WhoIveBecome777
    @WhoIveBecome777 9 місяців тому

    Don’t be so critical of yourself brother. Enjoy and exist, if nothing else you’re good at breathing. The breath in your lungs will change everything

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      thanks for making me manually breath lmao. Not right now though im still congested but I can say im better at breathing than a chainsmoker or healthy than people who choose drugs to fix their problems

  • @theeliyeeet7015
    @theeliyeeet7015 9 місяців тому

    Damn bro, you just described my life rn, im curently 19 and i absolutly despise existance lol, but lets keep hope, beter days are to come my friend (btw are you french?)

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      No I am American, we're divided by ocean, language, everything else but we have a unified goal in bettering ourselves we've both been around for two decades we owe it to ourselves to not give up.

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      I just realized you said this because of the thumbnail 💀this was a trip to paris back in 2018 I just put a random picture of me

  • @doctorthraxmc
    @doctorthraxmc 9 місяців тому

    youtube account name checks out, self identified weeb 💀

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      Had this name for years now I used it jokingly because I like enjoy anime as a medium and my name is Walter nice to meet you. Wallytheweeb rolls of the tounge better than Waltertheweeb. It's very mainstream now and so I don't wanna hear it lmao, an anime id recommend you watch is Frieren: Beyond Journey's End I'm only on episode 3 but bro I really like Frieren's journey of self discovery already

  • @Publiksquare
    @Publiksquare 9 місяців тому

    Self-loathing is an insidious form of narcissism. Always looking in, always self-evaluating, self-reflecting. Me me me. Help others. Improve your surroundings by any measure no matter how miniscule the improvement. Get over yourself. Our personal pain or pleasure is not precious and is ultimately immaterial. We just need to get out of our own way to see it.

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      one of the few joys i’ve experienced while down in the dumps without a clue of a way out was talking with my friends and trying to uplift them so that the energy could return to me. Sometimes I don’t even know what I want but despite the mess I can be I still let people unload their emotional baggage. Again Im just another monkey on this space rock amongst 8 billion others nothing about me or anyone else is special. In a weird way I am a greedy creature, I only help them because it makes me happy. If their happiness wasn’t my happiness I wouldn’t help them. When Im not wrapped in my blanket of self pity I do always think about what impact could I have in this life of mine. Im well aware of this oh woe is me mindset being cringe.

  • @chari5165
    @chari5165 9 місяців тому

    shut up liberal

  • @danielbernardi3047
    @danielbernardi3047 9 місяців тому

    What helped me was going to the gym the aspect where it helped me are: - lifting heavy can have a effect 1.5 times stronger than antidepressants for light, to medium depressions - there is a level of respect that everyone gives u if u have muscles(this ofc takes time) - you look better, feel better . Therefore are more confident - it forces u to have a rutine and a good sleep schedule as ur progress dependents on this - no one will judge (ofc some will but only the ones with severe ego issues) -u always have stuff to talk about -u get comfortable around other ppl I would really give it a try - I can help u if u have any questions.

    • @danielbernardi3047
      @danielbernardi3047 9 місяців тому

      Ik u mentioned the diet in the video(don't overdo it in the beginning it will come with time)

    • @danielbernardi3047
      @danielbernardi3047 9 місяців тому

      I just noticed u got a lot of comments about that and it doesn't seem that good of an option - but u can try calisthenics which is fun and builds muscles Also just reading spending time away from the screen

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      I have lifted before, I am very broke right now and have moved to the middle of nowhere I cannot buy all that food to bulk the most right now within my financial capabilities are ramen noodles and spam. A bunch of shit just goes catawampus in life that leaves you without money.

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      calisthenics would be good if I could bulk and actually put on muscle

  • @magicalsilver7829
    @magicalsilver7829 9 місяців тому

    Disillusioned, self loathing, social reject, AND only 853 views in 2 days? 😬 Remember me as your first hater when you blow up.

  • @luketanner4118
    @luketanner4118 9 місяців тому

    Go to the gym for two weeks n it’ll be aight

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      I have been for months before moving to bumblefuck in the middle of nowhere and too broke to bulk rn

  • @jimmnasium
    @jimmnasium 9 місяців тому

    cant believe i found someone who sounds just like me 🤣 i remember when i started to commune my thoughts about myself i would sound almost exactly as you do here. if there's one bit of advice i could give you; it doesnt just one day get better. we have to make it better ourselves. would be interesting in talking more about this but id rather not give my own soliloquy on a video where u spoke so real just want u to know u are understood; even beyond what words u can provide. ive never known u or of u before this - u just appeared in my algo LOL but bro. after hearing u speak i feel like ive known u my entire life one closing statement no issue is more or less warranting of a solution than another. it's all relative to us as individuals; while many have said before and many will agree that some circumstances are inarguably worse such as living in conditions of war and famine - that doesnt mean what you feel is negligible and worthy of only neglect. in a way, ure at war with urself. insecurity battles you with the things you want to do and accomplish. in a way, you are in famine. starved of feeling valuable; as perhaps it feels as though you are so insignificant, a halfway existence unable to have any affect on others or attract real partnership/friendship. ure me, im you it can only get better if we make it better the first step is understanding the problem (ourselves) and youve shown clear introspect here whether or not it has led you down to the roots of the feelings ure having theres so much more i want to say to u man but i rly should stop. just know that this message means a lot and it came through crystal clear, at least to me

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      what's so wrong about a double soliloquy lmao, yeah it's quite apparent for the most part a miracle wont happen one day and fix everything. It's literally like winning the lottery which very statistically unlikely so instead you do other things to get money. You gradually work yourself and overtime you improve at what you do. Thank you for that too yeah while there are infinitely worse situations I could be in me feeling down isn't invalid now I know. I am fighting a war against my self destruction everyday in my mind. I hate saying this is a start because every other time I've started I haven't finished but I have also never completely given up. Thank you alot for this message bro it's nice to see there are people going through this same thing so it's less isolating.

  • @ishcabob20
    @ishcabob20 9 місяців тому

    Bro that thumbnail and title straight into Minecraft gameplay is funny as fuck. Hope you’re doing well, keep your head up

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      LMFAO yeah that’s kinda goofy but it was either that or my booger filled face so I put the more attention span friendly version

  • @bentonite_magma
    @bentonite_magma 9 місяців тому

    These are problems that many people have. You're not alone man. Best advise that I can give is to: A) Do something that is difficult. Discipline is a very useful trait to have. You learn more about yourself and develop your mind in a way that you aren't sorry for yourself all the time. Exercise, go for a walk, wake up early, read, eat healthy, volunteer, (if you have the means) take care of an animal, etc . There are many things that you can do. Challenge yourself, you're stronger than you think. B) Put yourself out there and make some friends. Making friends is a lot of work, it dosent just happen. Real life friends are important to ground yourself in reality and challenge your thoughts. Try joining social clubs if you have them. If not maybe gyms or volunteer groups or working a job; these are good places to socialize. Loneliness is really a slow, insidious feeling. Socialization with people different from yourself is engaging to the mind. Lastly, nobody is normal; it's just that they appear to be in an isolated circumstance. Don't put youself down an build confidence in yourself. You'll pull through man - best of luck

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      l have always tried to challenge myself but never could meet my own expectations making me feel worse. I have worked out in the past but life got in my way. I want to draw, workout again and play my banjo. As opposed for making friends I am kinda at a loss due to my location and not really getting along with these types of people. Ill just cherrish the friends i’ve made I dont need too many.

  • @lukedagnall
    @lukedagnall 9 місяців тому

    don't mistake yourself for your thoughts, you're not the mind

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      100 percent I mean I have vile intrusive thoughts but they aren’t me as a person and so I’ve never acted on them. It was just this wild cognitive dissonance in my mind to wish I wish things were better but I just stayed in my shithole.

  • @theredgoblin562
    @theredgoblin562 9 місяців тому

    Just work brother! I think youd be surprised at how closely most people can relate

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      right on, i'll do my best

  • @castaflora
    @castaflora 9 місяців тому

    hey sweetness:) i'm so sorry you've been feeling like this but i can promise you that you aren't alone. hardship is synonymous to life itself, sadly. what you're going through is very human, ever since our species figured out how to write they've been trying to put into words how hard it is to just live. this is a beautiful video to make because i'm certain many people watching will relate and feel comforted by knowing they're not alone, so please don't apologize for your bravery! i think you don't realize your own gifts, you are in fact the opposite of a terrible speaker because this video flowed easily, you showed an openness and emotional awareness that many people don't have as well as a dedication to hope. i know you're on the right path and are working to improve yourself, but remember : life has inherent worth and you owe nothing to the world other than being alive. by simply existing, you bear witness to life and it's beauty. you've probably heard of this philosophical thought experiment ; if a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? the same can be applied to anything in life. if a flower blooms in a garden and no one stops to smell it, what did it bloom for? this is what we owe to the world, to smell the flowers, to feel the breeze on our skin, to read books, to climb hills, to dance to music and to enjoy sweet treats, because without us none of these things would have a purpose. have you ever observed fish in an aquarium? do you expect these fish to get a job and become the top 1% fish in existence? personally i'm content just watching them swim around :) i know it's hard sometimes to have perspective when you're stuck in a rut because it feels like everything around you is dark, but only by taking the first step will you ever make it out, and the lower your starting point is, the prouder you will feel looking back on how far you've come. we're so young still, so much can change so quickly. i've known so many people who turned their life around at a much older age than you are, and found some happiness. please don't beat yourself up over what you feel have been your mistakes because i promise you people throughout history have done much much worse and still came out okay. about what you said about the world, and how you feel that they are evil at times; i understand. there's a lot of truth to it, that people have a tendency towards evil, however we also have an equal tendency towards doing good, being kind and creating art. humanity is somewhere in the middle between good and evil, we have the capacity for both, and so it's up to each and every one of us to decide whether we want to let ourselves grow pessimistic and defeatist or whether we'd rather do the conscious choice to see the good in the world. it's a cliche saying but "being the change you want to see in the world" is truly one of the most rewarding things there is, and people who have struggled with sadness are uniquely well qualified to create positive change because they understand the pits of despair that the human mind can create better than anyone. being happy is also the harder choice of the two, because life on earth truly has so many ways of making us unhappy yet we humans are so stubborn we can still decide to see the good in it all! an anime i'd really recommend you about this is vinland saga if you haven't seen it already, i found it beautiful. embrace the absurdity of life, aka be freely cringe and hopemaxx, i promise it's worth it:)

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      That literally is me lol being freely cringe and hopesmaxxing. I apperciate all you guys for writting so much and taking the time to watch this video in its entirety. I was honestly content when it was at like 50 views because I was certain at least one dude had to have seen it but now it's mutiple people which is crazy. A bunch of atoms from the earth formed me and the bundle of atoms that form me will return to the earth one day so I appreciate it for giving the ability to breath, see and reason. I remember one day I was sitting at the train station waiting for my train on the bench and mother nature was just around me the sun, all the birds and the insects and some lady passed by and said it was very peaceful but I was in the moment enjoying nature so I didnt even say anything lol. Every single small victory I achieve my mind surges with dopamine like I drew a picture I actully enjoyed and I was estatic it's just that I havent drawn since which promplty killed my enthusism. I have personally witnessed the worst of humanity but ive also witness peak humanity which is why they may shift my world views in the moment but it always equalizes. Me personally I think being happy at the basic level and feeling good is what we all strive for. I'll check out vinland saga I read berserk and vagabound, they are supposed to be a trio together.

    • @ill-informedchatterer
      @ill-informedchatterer 9 місяців тому

      this is such a beautiful comment, thank you for writing it,, i see a lot of truth in it too which makes it even better ^^

  • @midnut9036
    @midnut9036 9 місяців тому

    thank you for being vulnerable enough to post this. clearly a lot of people resonate with it…it’s so human in a moment where that’s becoming rare

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      I appreciate you all coming to hear me out I dont think ive ever told the full story my friends or family even. It’s not that I don’t trust them they’ve been nothing but great. I just wanted to let everyone know if they’re at absolute rock bottom that there isn’t anything to be embarrassed about.

  • @mariothenonplumber
    @mariothenonplumber 9 місяців тому

    Almost everything you said is relatable bro 😭

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      I hope people are able to takeaway from my experience. It’s been a real rocky road that needs smoothing out.

  • @RUfor80six
    @RUfor80six 9 місяців тому

    The only way out is through it

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      yes there isn’t any escaping this I made a made a vow to myself to face my issues head on instead of fleeing like a coward, I dont think it will ever be that bad again

  • @SkeletonPimp
    @SkeletonPimp 9 місяців тому

    I relate bro much love

    • @wallytheweeb
      @wallytheweeb 9 місяців тому

      We've come this far we cant give up now. What's in the past is now part of the past so let us open ourselves to the possibility of a better future <3

    • @SkeletonPimp
      @SkeletonPimp 9 місяців тому

      @@wallytheweeb better words couldn't be said